Sticked, Stoned & Bottled
By Scott Gibson
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Navigating the ups and downs of the gay life can prove challenging when inundated by religious judgment and misunderstanding. Sticked, Stoned & Bottled, a poem by Scott Gibson, uses a prescriptive form as a metaphor for the structured life that organized religion attempts to create. Gibson's language flows with the ups and downs of life, beautiful at times yet laborious at others, giving the reader the emotional ride that most gay people experience in their attempt to find their own happiness and truth.
Scott Gibson
Scott Gibson holds an MA in Education from the University of Colorado - Boulder and an MFA in Writing & Poetics from Naropa University. During his time at Naropa, he attended a vigil for Matthew Shepard on the steps of the capital in Denver shortly after Matthew's death. Feeling empty after the vigil, he felt like he needed to do more. Six months later, Blood & Tears, Poems for Matthew Shepard, an anthology of 75 poems by 75 different poets, was published by Painted Leaf Press in New York City.Scott later went into education, teaching high school English for several years before moving into school administration. He considers himself a lifelong educator and continues to work with school districts, coaches, and the community to encourage the understanding of diversity, especially pertaining to gay and adopted youth. Scott adopted his three kids through Boulder County Human Services and has recently become a grandfather. He lives in Boulder with his family and 3 dogs.Scott is most interested in encouraging those who have been silenced by conservative family values and misunderstandings to find their true voices.
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Sticked, Stoned & Bottled - Scott Gibson
WHITE
(adj.) the color of pure snow, the margins of this page, etc. reflecting nearly all waves of sunlight (human beings); marked by slight pigmentation of skin whose racial heritage is Caucasian, a white club, a white neighborhood; pallid or pale as from fear or other strong emotion, white with rage; lacking color, transparent (white fags); Politically. ultraconservative, morally pure, innocent; to be or cause to be deprived of one’s resources, dishonesty is bleeding the church white; (n.) in the white, in an unfinished state or condition; (often cap.) a member of a royalist, conservative, or reactionary political party; to censor as by obliterating words or passages with white; without malice, harmless but hoarse, providing confusion like thunder (white thunder) rain on the edges; Entomol. any of several white-winged butterflies of the family Pieridae.
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Love your enemies! Pray for those who persecute you! In that way, you will be acting as true children of your Father in heaven.¹
there it was
fresh ice
on a branch, white
crystal edges
on the outside
empty like
jumbled sands around it
(this bottle)
the sun-burnt tree
was a tree,
black crusted, opaque
and tiny like glass
shards, my heart was
(stuffed in, un-plunged)
When lawlessness is abroad in the land, the same thing will happen here that happened in Nazi Germany. Many of those people involved in Adolf Hitler were Satanists, many of them were homosexuals, the two things seem to go together; it is a pathology, it is a sickness.²
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BROKEN
(adj.) reduced to parts, ruptured, torn, fractured like the metal pick, carefully corrupted, not functioning properly like earth, thorn in skin, handle with care, caress with passion, with ice. Of sky cover. more than half, but not half, covered with blankets, with white, with clouds, comma, (also scattered); changing direction abruptly as a mirror (ufo), a facsimile printed on a broken line made of mud, petrified like taffy, unchanged or incomplete, another infringement or violation, the broken glass forms from sand, from sleep, from tears, another glass, another violation, interrupted, returning to broken sleep, (be sad with me—do not wipe those eyes) disrupted, weakened in strength, encrusted, (spirit) reduced to submission, I have removed you from myself, (imperfectly) spoken like language, are you mad? Are you normal? Under emotional strain, disunited, divided, an open door, no, cracked open like a hot trunk, cracked
cute white cornered on the east side, (rough, irregular) ruined.
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When I was in the military, they gave me a medal for killing two men and a discharge for loving one.³
the leafless
stems of that torso,
stubborn, still
bold, but without
determined placement,
without its sweet guts,
no red juice
or sap, yet somehow
beans, somewhat
white as bleach,
oddly fired
marshmallow white
dried tears
on my cheek,
they stood like beasts,
broad, elegant
I went to the gym for months
for muscles, a look
of luxury, for forearms
and pits like temples
Involvement in homosexuality can kill you. It can kill you emotionally, it can kill you physically, and it can certainly kill you spiritually.⁴
they’re
laughing at me,
my stories, my
two dimensional
spheres, they’re playing
resuscitation games
on this stomach with
stones and sticks, they’re
singing, light gray,
white, and clouded
diamond raindrops
named John (a raindrop)
in white, full
of heat and salt,
quoting pope,
though still empty, all
hopeless inside
the bottle,
the clear glass,
filmed
with smoke,
burning butts,
fags again, inside
the bottle
extinguished
though in the white
cloudless sky
a