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MC LC ...........................................................................................................................3 THNG GING ...............................................................................................................13 Ngy 1 thng ging: Lng nghe thanh thn........................................................................13 Ngy 2 thng ging: Qun i nhng mn che? ..................................................................13 Ngy 3 thng ging: Vt khi s huyn no ca ngn t. ...............................................13 Ngy 4 thng ging: Lng nghe khng c t tng. ..........................................................14 Ngy 5 thng ging: Lng nghe mang li t do. ................................................................14 Ngy 6 thng ging: Lng nghe khng c n lc...............................................................15 Ngy 7 thng ging: Lng nghe chnh mnh. .....................................................................15 Ngy 8 thng ging: Quan st bng cm xc mnh lit. ....................................................16 Ngy 9 thng ging: hc hi, ci tr phi yn lng .......................................................16 Ngy 10 thng ging: Hc hi khng l tri nghim. ........................................................17 Ngy 11 thng ging: Hc hi c th thc hin c khi no? .........................................17 Ngy 12 thng ging: Hc hi khng bao gi tch lu.......................................................18 Ngy 13 thng ging: Hc hi khng c qu kh. .............................................................18 Ngy 14 thng ging: Quyn lc ngn cn hc hi............................................................19 Ngy 15 thng ging: hu dit l sng to...............................................................19 Ngy 16 thng ging: o c khng c quyn lc. .........................................................20 Ngy 17 thng ging: Ci tr c k b gii hn bi quyn lc. ..........................................21 Ngy 18 thng ging: T do ngay khi u. ......................................................................21 Ngy 19 thng ging: T do khi dt nt, khi au kh....................................................22 Ngy 20 thng ging: Ti sao chng ta li tun theo?........................................................22 Ngy 21 thng ging: Quyn lc lm h hng c ngi dn dt ln ngi tun theo.......22 Ngy 22 thng ging: Ti c th tin cy vo tri nghim ca ti khng?..........................23 Ngy 23 thng ging: T hiu bit l mt tin trnh. .........................................................24 Ngy 24 thng ging: Ci tr khng b tri buc................................................................24 Ngy 25 thng ging: T hiu bit nng ng ...................................................................25 Ngy 26 thng ging: Sng to qua t hiu bit.................................................................25 Ngy 27 thng ging: Ci tr yn lng, ci tr hn nhin....................................................25 Ngy 28 thng ging: T hiu bit. ....................................................................................26 Ngy 29 thng ging: Trng thi trng khng sng to. ....................................................27 Ngy 30 thng ging: Hiu bit t to................................................................................27 Ngy 31 thng ging: Lin h l mt ci gng. ...............................................................28 THNG HAI .....................................................................................................................28 Ngy 1 thng hai: Tr thnh l xung t............................................................................28 Ngy 2 thng hai: Tt c tr thnh l phn r khng hi nhp. .........................................29 Ngy 3 thng hai: Liu rng ci tr th thin c th tr thnh nhy cm. ..........................29 Ngy 4 thng hai: Nhng c hi cho s bnh trng t to. .............................................30 Ngy 5 thng hai: Vt ngoi tt c tri nghim. ..............................................................31 Ngy 6 thng hai: Ci ti l g? ..........................................................................................31 3
Ngy 7 thng hai: Khi c tnh yu, ci ti khng hin din. ..............................................32 Ngy 8 thng hai: ang hiu r ci g l. ...........................................................................32 Ngy 9 thng hai: iu g chng ta tin tng. ...................................................................33 Ngy 10 thng hai: B kch ng bi nim tin. ..................................................................34 Ngy 11 thng hai: Vt khi nim tin..............................................................................34 Ngy 12 thng hai: Bc mn che ca nim tin...................................................................35 Ngy 13 thng hai: Gp g cuc sng mi m li. ............................................................36 Ngy 14 thng hai: Nim tin ngn cn hiu bit ng thc. ..............................................36 Ngy 15 thng hai: Quan st trc tip. ...............................................................................37 Ngy 16 thng hai: Hnh ng khng c tng..............................................................37 Ngy 17 thng hai: Hnh ng khng c s tin hnh ca t tng. ................................38 Ngy 18 thng hai: Nhng tng c gii hn hnh ng hay khng?............................38 Ngy 19 thng hai: Hc thuyt ngn cn hnh ng..........................................................38 Ngy 20 thng hai: Hnh ng khng tng. .................................................................39 Ngy 21 thng hai: Hnh ng khng tng l phng cch ca tnh yu. ...................39 Ngy 22 thng hai: Xung t ca nhng i nghch..........................................................40 Ngy 23 thng hai: Vt ngoi c hai................................................................................41 Ngy 24 thng hai: Bo cha s xu xa. ............................................................................41 Ngy 25 thng hai: Thin khng c ng c thc y.......................................................42 Ngy 26 thng hai: S tin ho ca con ngi...................................................................42 Ngy 27 thng hai: T do khi b cha y. ......................................................................43 Ngy 28 thng hai: Suy ngh gy ra n lc. .......................................................................44 THNG BA .......................................................................................................................44 Ngy 1 thng ba: Con ngi v ci tr t do. .....................................................................44 Ngy 2 thng ba: Chng ta khng bao gi nghi ng vn l thuc. ...............................45 Ngy 3 thng ba: C mt nhn t su xa hn no lm chng ta l thuc. ....................46 Ngy 4 thng ba: thc su sc. .......................................................................................46 Ngy 5 thng ba: Lin h....................................................................................................47 Ngy 6 thng ba: Ci ti l thuc l vt s hu..............................................................47 Ngy 7 thng ba: li dng l b li dng. ................................................................48 Ngy 8 thng ba: Vun quy tch la. ..................................................................................48 Ngy 9 thng ba: Quyn luyn l t di gt.......................................................................49 Ngy 10 thng ba: Gip mt s kin v quan st iu g xy ra. .......................................49 Ngy 11 thng ba: Quyn luyn l tu thot. .....................................................................50 Ngy 12 thng ba: c n. ............................................................................................50 Ngy 13 thng ba: Khao kht lun lun l khao kht. .......................................................51 Ngy 14 thng ba: Mnh lit to ra t do khi tt c quyn luyn. ...................................51 Ngy 15 thng ba: Lin h l mt ci gng. ....................................................................52 Ngy 16 thng ba: Nhim v ca lin h. ..........................................................................52 Ngy 17 thng ba: Lm sao c c tnh yu tht s?.......................................................53 Ngy 18 thng ba: Chng ta l ci m chng ta s hu. ....................................................53 Ngy 19 thng ba: Sng lin h..........................................................................................54 4
Ngy 20 thng ba: Bn v ti l vn , khng phi th gii.............................................55 Ngy 21 thng ba: Khng c ci s vic nh l sng c c.............................................55 Ngy 22 thng ba: T do khi s hi. ................................................................................56 Ngy 23 thng ba: Gii quyt s hi ..................................................................................56 Ngy 24 thng ba: Cnh ca dn n hiu bit. .................................................................57 Ngy 25 thng ba: S hi khin chng ta vng li.............................................................57 Ngy 26 thng ba: Mt i mt vi s kin. ......................................................................58 Ngy 27 thng ba: Gip mt s hi. ...................................................................................58 Ngy 28 thng ba: S hi l khng chp nhn ci g l. ....................................................59 Ngy 29 thng ba: S v trt t m thi gian to ra. .........................................................60 Ngy 30 thng ba: Ti nhn gin d nh th no? .............................................................60 Ngy 31 thng ba: Gc r ca tt c s hi. .......................................................................61 THNG T.......................................................................................................................61 Ngy 1 thng t: Ch c thm kht.....................................................................................61 Ngy 2 thng t: Hiu r ham mun. .................................................................................62 Ngy 3 thng t: Ham mun phi c hiu r. ................................................................62 Ngy 4 thng t: c tnh ca ham mun..........................................................................63 Ngy 5 thng t: Ti sao ngi ta khng nn c vui th?..................................................63 Ngy 6 thng t: Mt phn ng bnh thng, lnh mnh. .................................................64 Ngy 7 thng t: Cht i nhng s vic nh nhen. ............................................................64 Ngy 8 thng t: i n. ......................................................................................................65 Ngy 9 thng t: Tu thot cui cng. ...............................................................................66 Ngy 10 thng t: Chng ta lm i n tr thnh mt vn .........................................66 Ngy 11 thng t: Bn mun ni g qua ngn ng tnh yu?.............................................67 Ngy 12 thng t: Chng no chng ta cn s hu, chng ta s khng bao gi yu thng.................................................................................................................................68 Ngy 13 thng t: Tnh yu khng l mt bn phn..........................................................68 Ngy 14 thng t: Mt s vic ca ci tr. .........................................................................69 Ngy 15 thng t: Suy xt chuyn hn nhn......................................................................69 Ngy 16 thng t: Tnh yu khng c kh nng iu chnh...............................................70 Ngy 17 thng t: yu thng l trong trng...........................................................71 Ngy 18 thng t: Suy ngh lin tc l mt lng ph nng lng ......................................71 Ngy 19 thang t: Ngi l tng khng th bit tnh yu. ..............................................72 Ngy 20 thng t: Hiu r am m. ...................................................................................72 Ngy 21 thng t: Phng tin v cu cnh l mt. ..........................................................73 Ngy 22 thng t: T b hon ton....................................................................................73 Ngy 23 thng t: Ngn la am m thun khit. .............................................................74 Ngy 24 thng t: V p vt ngoi cm thy.................................................................74 Ngy 25 thng t: Mt nim am m mi th. ..................................................................74 Ngy 26 thng t: Ti bo m vi bn, tnh yu l am m. ...........................................75 Ngy 27 thng t: Mt ci tr am m ang tm hiu. .......................................................75 Ngy 28 thng t: Ci tr nh nhen. ...................................................................................76 5
Ngy 29 thng t: am m khng cn na........................................................................76 Ngy 30 thng t: am m khng c mt nguyn nhn....................................................77 THNG NM ...................................................................................................................77 Ngy 1 thng nm: Mt ci tr phong ph tnh ngy th, hn nhin.................................78 Ngy 2 thng nm: Cm xc c vai tr g trong cuc sng?..............................................78 Ngy 3 thng nm: Cm thy tr tu...................................................................................79 Ngy 4 thng nm: Tr nng chng li tr tu.....................................................................79 Ngy 5 thng nm: Cm tnh v cm xc nui dng s tn khc....................................80 Ngy 6 thng nm: Chng ta phi cht i tt c nhng cm xc ca chng ta..................80 Ngy 7 thng nm: Ngi ta phi c nhng cm thy ln lao...........................................81 Ngy 8 thng nm: Quan st khng c t tng................................................................82 Ngy 9 thng nm: Tnh tng th ca cm thy. ...............................................................82 Ngy 10 thng nm: Nu bn khng t tn trng thi cm thy . ................................83 Ngy 11 thng nm: Nhng cm xc khng dn n u c. ............................................83 Ngy 12 thng nm: K c ph nhn tnh yu...................................................................84 Ngy 13 thng nm: ng gi tn mt cm thy...............................................................85 Ngy 14 thng nm: li cng mt cm thy v quan st iu g xy ra. ........................85 Ngy 15 thng nm: Hiu r nhng t ng........................................................................86 Ngy 16 thng nm: K c che ph trc nhn. ..................................................................86 Ngy 17 thng nm: Nhng t ng to ra nhng gii hn.................................................87 Ngy 18 thng nm: Vt khi nhng t ng. ..................................................................87 Ngy 19 thng nm: Trng thy phi thng. .....................................................................88 Ngy 20 thng nm: Trc nhn v s tht xy ra tc khc. ...............................................88 Ngy 21 thng nm: S tht tinh t. ...................................................................................89 Ngy 22 thng nm: Mi t tng u khng trn vn. ....................................................90 Ngy 23 thng nm: T do khi ci ti..............................................................................90 Ngy 24 thng nm: Tnh thc c th thiu ri nhng vn . ..........................................91 Ngy 25 thng nm: Khng c b iu kin tt hn hay cao qu hn................................91 Ngy 26 thng nm: T do khi b iu kin.....................................................................91 Ngy 27 thng nm: Tnh thc n gin, hn nhin. .........................................................92 Ngy 28 thng nm: Khng c mt hc hm no ca ci tr li khng b iu kin. ........92 Ngy 29 thng nm: Gnh nng ca tng tim thc. .........................................................93 Ngy 30 thng nm: Khong ngng gia nhng t tng.................................................94 Ngy 31 thng nm: Quan st nhng thi quen c hnh thnh ra sao............................94 THNG SU.....................................................................................................................95 Ngy 1 thng su: Nng lng to ra k lut ring ca n. ...............................................95 Ngy 2 thng su: C hai to ra xung t. .........................................................................96 Ngy 3 thng su: Khun mu ca mt tng. ..............................................................96 Ngy 4 thng su: Ni no c mu thun ni c xung t. ..........................................97 Ngy 5 thng su: Nng lmg sng to............................................................................97 Ngy 6 thng su: Hnh thc cao nht ca nng lng......................................................98 Ngy 7 thng su: ng thi lng nghe mt s kin s lm t do ci tr...........................98 6
Ngy 8 thng su: Ch khng cn khng c...................................................................99 Ngy 9 thng su: Ch lm t do khi n lc.................................................................99 Ngy 10 thng su: Mt ch khng loi tr. .................................................................100 Ngy 11 thng su: Ch khng gii hn, khng bin gii. ...........................................100 Ngy 12 thng su: Ch hon ton................................................................................101 Ngy 13 thng su: Loi b s hi l bt u ch .........................................................101 Ngy 14 thng su: Khng c mt ni no n. ..............................................................102 Ngy 15 thng su: Hiu bit khng l tnh thc. ............................................................102 Ngy 16 thng su: Xem xt ni tm khng c tnh tng th..........................................103 Ngy 17 thng su: Nhn thy ton b. ............................................................................103 Ngy 18 thng su: Trng thi tnh thc khng th khp vo k lut..............................104 Ngy 19 thng su: Cho php mt t tng n hoa.........................................................104 Ngy 20 thng su: Tnh thc th ng. ..........................................................................105 Ngy 21 thng su: iu g c hiu thu o s khng t lp li. ...............................105 Ngy 22 thng su: Bo hnh...........................................................................................106 Ngy 23 thng su: Liu c th kt thc bo hnh ny? ..................................................106 Ngy 24 thng su: Nguyn nhn chnh ca xung t. ....................................................107 Ngy 25 thng su: Nhn ra rng bn bo hnh...............................................................107 Ngy 26 thng su: T do khi bo hnh.........................................................................108 Ngy 27 thng su: Nguyn nhn ch yu ca bo hnh.................................................108 Ngy 28 thng su: S tht l chng ta bo hnh.............................................................109 Ngy 29 thng su: Tiu dit lng hn th.......................................................................110 Ngy 30 thng su: S vic bn chng li bn tr thnh. ................................................110 THNG BY ..................................................................................................................111 Ngy 1 thng by: Hnh phc tri ngc tho mn. ........................................................111 Ngy 2 thng by: Ngi ta phi tm hiu su xa bit c hn hoan........................112 Ngy 3 thng by: Hnh phc khng th theo ui c. ...............................................112 Ngy 4 thng by: Hnh phc khng l cm xc.............................................................113 Ngy 5 thng by: Hnh phc c th tm c nh vo bt k th g khng? ................114 Ngy 6 thng by: Hnh phc khng thuc v ci tr. .....................................................114 Ngy 7 thng by: Hiu r au kh..................................................................................115 Ngy 8 thng by: au kh l au kh, khng thuc v bn hay l thuc v ti. ...........116 Ngy 9 thng by: Hiu r au kh..................................................................................117 Ngy 10 thng by: C c nhng nim tin ngn chn au kh. ..................................117 Ngy 11 thng by: Hiu bit c hp thnh th thng nht.........................................118 Ngy 12 thng by: Bn l trng thi au kh. ................................................................118 Ngy 13 thng by: au kh c cn thit khng?............................................................119 Ngy 14 thng by: au kh bit r v au kh khng bit r.......................................120 Ngy 15 thng by: Lm tn thng nhng cm thy. ....................................................120 Ngy 16 thng by: Hnh nh t to dn n au kh. ....................................................121 Ngy 17 thng by: Vui th lm lc.................................................................................121 Ngy 18 thng by: Gio dc tht s. ..............................................................................122 7
Ngy 19 thng by: Chm dt s tc gin. ......................................................................122 Ngy 20 thng by: Tha th khng l t bi tht s. .........................................................123 Ngy 21 thng by: Ni no c kh nng xy ra au kh ni khng c tnh yu.......124 Ngy 22 thng by: Bn cht ca ci by.........................................................................124 Ngy 23 thng by: Chm dt au kh. ...........................................................................125 Ngy 24 thng by: Gp g au kh. ...............................................................................125 Ngy 25 thng by: Ln trnh au kh. ...........................................................................126 Ngy 26 thng by: Theo st chuyn ng ca trng thi au kh..................................127 Ngy 27 thng by: Hiu bit t pht...............................................................................127 Ngy 28 thng by: Trung tm ca au kh. ...................................................................128 Ngy 29 thng by: Mt v hn vt mi ngoi o lng. .............................................128 Ngy 30 thng by: Sng cng au kh...........................................................................129 Ngy 31 thng by: Chia s cng au kh. ......................................................................129 THNG TM .................................................................................................................130 Ngy 1 thng tm: Tm hn trn tr, ci tr trng khng.................................................130 Ngy 2 thng tm: S tht l mt trng thi ca hin hu. ..............................................130 Ngy 3 thng tm: S tht khng c ni tn ti mi mi.................................................131 Ngy 4 thng tm: Khng c ch dn n s tht.............................................................131 Ngy 5 thng tm: S tht c tm ra t khonh khc sang khonh khc. ....................132 Ngy 6 thng tm: Ngi cch mng tht s. ..................................................................132 Ngy 7 thng tm: Thy s tht trong iu gi di. .........................................................132 Ngy 8 thng tm: Hiu r thc t. ..................................................................................133 Ngy 9 thng tm: S din dch v nhng s kin ngn cn nhn thy. ..........................134 Ngy 10 thng tm: Ch c mt s kin: khng bn vng...............................................134 Ngy 11 thng tm: Khao kht ci khng th bit c. .................................................134 Ngy 12 thng tm: au kh ch l mt t ng hay l mt thc t?................................135 Ngy 13 thng tm: Bn v trng thi trng khng l mt. .............................................135 Ngy 14 thng tm: Chng ta chm dt s hi bng cch no. .......................................136 Ngy 15 thng tm: S phn hai ca ngi suy ngh v vt c suy ngh. ...................136 Ngy 16 thng tm: T tng to ra ngi suy ngh. ......................................................137 Ngy 17 thng tm: Mt bc tng t tng kin c. .....................................................138 Ngy 18 thng tm: Khi ngi quan st l vt c quan st..........................................138 Ngy 19 thng tm: C mt ngi quan st ang nhn ngm trng thi c c khng? .139 Ngy 20 thng tm: iu g c tch lu khng l s tht.............................................139 Ngy 21 thng tm: Hnh ng tc khc. ........................................................................140 Ngy 22 thng tm: S tht trong ci g l....................................................................140 Ngy 23 thng tm: i mt s kin................................................................................141 Ngy 24 thng tm: T do khi ci g l. .........................................................................141 Ngy 25 thng tm: Quan st t tng.............................................................................142 Ngy 26 thng tm: Tu thot nui dng xung t........................................................142 Ngy 27 thng tm: Bt mn khng c cu tr li. ..........................................................142 Ngy 28 thng tm: N lc l s xao lng khi ci g l. ................................................143 8
Ngy 29 thng tm: Mt mn nguyn khng thuc v ci tr. .........................................144 Ngy 30 thng tm: Gi gn s bt mn lun sinh ng..................................................144 Ngy 31 thng tm: hiu r ci g l...........................................................................145 THNG CHN ................................................................................................................145 Ngy 1 thng chn: Chng ta ngh rng chng ta c tr tu..............................................145 Ngy 2 thng chn: Mi t tng u l xao lng............................................................146 Ngy 3 thng chn: S hp nht ca ci tr v tm hn. ..................................................146 Ngy 4 thng chn: Tr nng lm h hng cm thy. .......................................................147 Ngy 5 thng chn: Tr nng s khng gii quyt nhng vn ca chng ta.................147 Ngy 6 thng chn: Lo sng ca hiu bit r rng. .........................................................148 Ngy 7 thng chn: Ci tr nng khng c bo v. .......................................................148 Ngy 8 thng chn: K c khng c s sng trong chnh n. ..........................................149 Ngy 9 thng chn: thc thuc v qu kh...................................................................150 Ngy 10 thng chn: Ti sao ngi ta li khng suy ngh? ..............................................150 Ngy 11 thng chn: Ngi suy ngh l iu suy ngh. ....................................................151 Ngy 12 thng chn: Khng c s t do ca t tng......................................................151 Ngy 13 thng chn: Suy ngh khng c ngi suy ngh. ................................................152 Ngy 14 thng chn: Trc nhn tc khc. ........................................................................152 Ngy 15 thng chn: Hiu bit r rng khonh khc qua khonh khc............................153 Ngy 16 thng chn: Hiu r s tin hnh suy ngh ca bn............................................153 Ngy 17 thng chn: Hiu bit khng l tr tu. ...............................................................154 Ngy 18 thng chn: Chc nng ca tr nng. ..................................................................155 Ngy 19 thng chn: L mt ngi ng ngoi................................................................155 Ngy 20 thng chn: Mt ci tr ang hc hi. .................................................................156 Ngy 21 thng chn: Hiu bit m nhim uy quyn. ......................................................156 Ngy 22 thng chn: B no sinh ra ci tr. ......................................................................157 Ngy 23 thng chn: Ci tr b neo cht............................................................................157 Ngy 24 thng chn: Ci tr l kt qu ca thi gian. .......................................................158 Ngy 25 thng chn: Sng l mt cuc cch mng ln lao nht. .....................................158 Ngy 26 thng chn: Cch mng bn trong. .....................................................................159 Ngy 27 thng chn: Ch c trng thi thc...................................................................160 Ngy 28 thng chn: Vt ngoi thi gian. ......................................................................160 Ngy 29 thng chn: Mt ci tr c nhng vn khng l mt ci tr nghim tc.........161 Ngy 30 thng chn: Ci tr tn gio gm c ci tr khoa hc..........................................161 THNG MI...............................................................................................................162 Ngy 1 thng mi: Thi gian khng to ra gii php.....................................................162 Ngy 2 thng mi: Mt trng thi khng thi gian........................................................163 Ngy 3 thng mi: Bn cht ca t tng......................................................................163 Ngy 4 thng mi: V trt t m thi gian to tc.........................................................164 Ngy 5 thng mi: Thi gian l mt liu thuc c. .....................................................165 Ngy 7 thng mi: Mt theo ui ho huyn.................................................................165 Ngy 8 thng mi: S trc nhn hnh ng...................................................................166 9
Ngy 9 thng 10: Ti mp b ca mi t tng...............................................................167 Ngy 10 thng mi: Trng thi tnh thc khng chn la ny. .....................................167 Ngy 11 thng mi: Ci tr tnh lng nng ng............................................................168 Ngy 12 thng mi: T s trc nhn nng lng xut hin. .........................................168 Ngy 13 thng mi: Ci tr huyn thuyn. .....................................................................169 Ngy 14 thng mi: Hiu bit phn tn ci tr. ..............................................................170 Ngy 15 thng mi: B ln t bi nh hng. ................................................................170 Ngy 16 thng mi: B no gi nua, b no y th tnh ca chng ta.........................171 Ngy 17 thng mi: Mt ci tr mi m.........................................................................171 Ngy 18 thng mi: Loi b tt c nhng phng php................................................172 Ngy 19 thng mi: Mt ci tr khng c ni th neo hay l bn .............................172 Ngy 20 thng mi: Nng ng nhng tnh lng...........................................................173 Ngy 21 thng mi: C mt trng thi tnh lng............................................................174 Ngy 22 thng mi: Trch nhim ca chng ta. ............................................................174 Ngy 23 thng mi: Nu ci tr b cha y. .................................................................175 Ngy 24 thng mi: Hiu bit l mt tai hi cho s thay i. .......................................175 Ngy 25 thng mi: Trng thi trng khng hon ton. ................................................176 Ngy 26 thng mi: Thay i c dng khng thay i g c. .....................................176 Ngy 27 thng mi: ngoi lnh vc ca t tng. .....................................................177 Ngy 28 thng mi: Thay i tht s.............................................................................177 Ngy 29 thng mi: Mt con ngi c th thay i c khng? ................................178 Ngy 30 thng mi: Thay i khng c ng c thc y. ...........................................178 Ngy 31 thng mi: Mt cuc cch mng tm l. .........................................................179 THNG MI MT ....................................................................................................180 Ngy 1 thng mi mt: Ph v nhng thi quen. ..........................................................180 Ngy 2 thng mi mt: Sng bn ma trong mt ngy. ................................................180 Ngy 3 thng mi mt: S sng to v danh. ................................................................181 Ngy 4 thng mi mt: Trit tiu nhng phng php k thut...................................182 Ngy 5 thng mi mt: Bit r rng khi khng cng tc. ..............................................182 Ngy 6 thng mi mt: Ti sao li c ti c?.................................................................183 Ngy 7 thng mi mt: Mc ch ca cuc sng...........................................................183 Ngy 8 thng mi mt: Hy sng v danh trong th gii ny. ......................................184 Ngy 9 thng mi mt: Ch c mt ting ng h sng. ..........................................185 Ngy 10 thng mi mt: Hy cht i mi ngy. ............................................................185 Ngy 11 thng mi mt: Cm thy trng thi ca ci cht. ...........................................185 Ngy 12 thng mi mt: S hi v ci cht?..................................................................186 Ngy 13 thng mi mt: Ti s hi................................................................................186 Ngy 14 thng mi mt: Ch c ci m cht i mi c th lm mi m li chnh n. ..187 Ngy 15 thng mi mt: Cht i m khng tranh lun..................................................188 Ngy 16 thng mi mt: Trong cht l vnh cu. ..........................................................188 Ngy 17 thng mi mt: u thai l rt ch k. .............................................................189 Ngy 18 thng mi mt: u thai l g? ........................................................................189 10
Ngy 19 thng mi mt: C mt vt nh l mt linh hn hay khng?..........................190 Ngy 20 thng mi mt: Bn c ni g qua t ng nghip lc. ..................................191 Ngy 21 thng mi mt: Hnh ng da vo tng...................................................191 Ngy 22 thng mi mt: Tnh yu khng l vui th. .....................................................192 Ngy 23 thng mi mt: Tnh yu khng c vun quy. ............................................193 Ngy 24 thng mi mt: Tnh yu khng c ng c thc y.....................................193 Ngy 25 thng mi mt: S nguy him ca tnh yu.....................................................194 Ngy 26 thng mi mt: Phn ng ca bn l g? .........................................................194 Ngy 27 thng mi mt: T bi khng l t ng.............................................................195 Ngy 28 thng mi mt: T bi v thnh thin. ..............................................................196 Ngy 29 thng mi mt: T bi ang lan truyn. ............................................................196 Ngy 30 thng mi mt: Hy n vi n bng bn tay trng khng. ............................197 THNG MI HAI ......................................................................................................197 Ngy 1 thng mi hai: C n c v p ln lao...........................................................197 Ngy 2 thng mi hai: C n khng l c c.............................................................198 Ngy 3 thng mi hai: ang bit c c........................................................................198 Ngy 4 thng mi hai: Ch trong c n mi c hn nhin v t. ................................199 Ngy 5 thng mi hai: Ngi c n sng hn nhin v t. .........................................200 Ngy 6 thng mi hai: Sng to mt th gii mi, mt nn vn minh mi...................200 Ngy 7 thng mi hai: C n trong khng cn s hi. ...........................................201 Ngy 8 thng mi hai: Khi u y. .........................................................................202 Ngy 9 thng mi hai: Ci tr tn gio bng n.............................................................202 Ngy 10 thng mi hai: Cu nguyn l mt vn phc tp. .......................................203 Ngy 11 thng mi hai: p ng cho cu nguyn. ........................................................204 Ngy 12 thng mi hai: Tn gio c l vn ca nim tin khng?.............................204 Ngy 13 thng mi hai:C s tht trong nhng tn gio khng? .................................205 Ngy 14 thng mi hai: leo cao ngi ta phi bt u t di thp. .......................205 Ngy 15 thng mi hai: Nhng v Cha ca cc bn ang phn chia cc bn. .............206 Ngy 16 thng mi hai: Tn gio tht s. ......................................................................207 Ngy 17 thng mi hai: Mt cuc tu thot tuyt vi....................................................207 Ngy 18 thng mi hai: Cha ca bn khng l Cha...................................................208 Ngy 19 thng mi hai: Con ngi tn gio..................................................................208 Ngy 20 thng mi hai: Ti khng bit. ........................................................................209 Ngy 21 thng mi hai: Vt ngoi gii hn ca nhng nim tin.................................210 Ngy 22 thng mi hai: Lm t do khi mng li ca thi gian. ................................210 Ngy 23 thng mi hai: Thin nh................................................................................211 Ngy 24 thng mi hai: Bit ton b ni dung ca mt t tng..................................212 Ngy 25 thng mi hai: ang t chy ngn la ca trng thi t thc. ...................212 Ngy 26 thng mi hai: Phng cch ca thin nh. ...................................................213 Ngy 27 thng mi hai: Ci tr trong trng thi sng to...............................................214 Ngy 28 thng mi hai: t nn mng ngay tc khc...................................................214 Ngy 29 thng mi hai: Tm c tnh lng. .................................................................215 11
Ngy 30 thng mi hai: S qung i ca tm hn l khi u ca thin nh.............215 Ngy 31 thng mi hai: Thin nh l cn thit cho cuc sng. ....................................216 THIN NH - Phn 1.....................................................................................................217 THIN NH - Phn 2.....................................................................................................217 THIN NH - Phn 3.....................................................................................................218 THIN NH - Phn 4.....................................................................................................218 THIN NH - Phn 5.....................................................................................................219 THIN NH - Phn 6.....................................................................................................220 THIN NH - Phn 7.....................................................................................................220 THIN NH - Phn 8.....................................................................................................221 THIN NH - Phn 9.....................................................................................................222 THIN NH - Phn 10...................................................................................................223 THIN NH - Phn 11...................................................................................................224
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ca iu thu nhn c, mt ch th gin. Ci trng thi th ng nhng tnh thc ny c kh nng nghe ci g vt khi kt lun thuc ngn t. T ng gy nhm ln; chng ch l phng tin truyn t bn ngoi; nhng cm thng vt khi s huyn no ca ngn t, khi lng nghe phi c trng thi th ng tnh thc. Nhng con ngi m thng yu c l lng nghe; nhng tm ra mt ngi lng nghe nh th rt l him hoi. Hu ht mi ngi trong chng ta u theo ui nhng kt qu, thnh tu nhng mc tiu; chng ta lun lun chin thng v ang chinh phc, v v vy khng c ang lng nghe. Ch trong ang lng nghe ngi ta mi nghe c bi ht ca ngn t.
loi tri nghim v ln trnh mt loi khc, th l ci tr lun lun bn rn vi mt iu g ; n khng bao gi yn lng lng nghe s huyn no ca nhng u tranh v nhng au kh ring t ca n. Hy hn nhin...v ng c gng tr thnh mt iu g hay nm bt mt tri nghim no .
khng khng c, ci tr tr nn sinh ng, mnh m v ch mt con ngi nh th mi c th to ra mt th h mi, mt th gii mi.
kin, hiu bit, chng hnh ng nh mt vt ngn cn n ci mi m; vic kh khn cho hu ht mi ngi trong chng ta l rng ci tr tr nn qu quan trng, qu nh hng n n ngn cn lin tc n bt k iu g m c l l mi m, n bt k iu g m tn ti ng thi vi ci c bit. Suy cho cng hiu bit v kin thc thu c do hc tp l nhng ngng tr cho nhng ngi mun tm kim, cho nhng ngi mun c gng hiu r ci m khng thi gian.
hnh thc, phi vy khng? C s p buc qua nh hng, qua quyn luyn hay e do, qua khuyn khch thuyt phc, hay nhng hnh thc tng thng tinh t. Hu ht mi ngi u ngh rng hc hi c khuyn khch nh vo s so snh, trong khi tri nghch ca n mi l ng s tht. So snh gy ra s tht vng v r rng ch khuyn khch tnh k ganh ght, m c gi l ganh ua. Ging nh nhng hnh thc d d khc, so snh ngn cn hc hi v nui dng s hi.
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Hc hi ang lun lun trong hin ti nng ng; n khng c qu kh. Ci khonh khc bn ni vi chnh mnh, ti hc hi, n tr thnh hiu bit ri, v t nn tng ca hiu bit bn c th tch lu, din dch, nhng bn khng th hc hi thm c na. Ch c mt ci tr m khng ang thu c, nhng lun lun ang hc hi ch c mt ci tr nh th mi c kh nng hiu r c ton b ci thc th ny m chng ta gi l ci ti l thuc, ci bn ng. Ti phi bit chnh ti, ci cu trc, ci bn cht, ci ngha ca ton b ci thc th; nhng ti khng th lm vic nu cn b cht nng bi hiu bit c sn ca ti, bi tri nghim c sn ca ti, hay l bi mt ci tr b iu kin, v ngay lc ti khng ang hc hi, ti ch ang gii ngha, ang chuyn dch, ang quan stn bng i mt b che ph bi qu kh.
c s hiu bit ca ton quy trnh ca s xung t, c s chm dt xung t, c s tha thi ca nng lng. Sau bn c th tin hnh, ph sp ngi nh m bn xy dng xuyn sut nhng th k v khng c ngha g c. Bn bit ch, hu dit l sng to. Chng ta phi hu dit, khng phi nhng to nh, khng phi h thng kinh t v x hi iu ny xy ra hng ngy nhng hu dit ci tm l, nhng phng v, nhng an ton c thc v v thc m ngi ta thit lp mt cch hp l, c tnh c nhn, su sc v trn b mt. Chng ta phi x nt tt c vic hon ton khng phng v, v bn phi khng phng v yu thng v c lng nhn i. Sau bn nhn thy v hiu r tham vng, quyn lc; v bn bt u hiu thu o khi no quyn lc l cn thit v mc no quyn lc ca ngi cnh st v khng cn g thm na. Vy th khng c quyn lc ca hc hi, khng c quyn lc ca hiu bit, khng c quyn lc ca kh nng, khng c quyn lc do m nhn mt chc v v tr thnh a v. hiu r tt c quyn lc ca nhng v gu-ru, ca nhng bc Thy, v nhng ngi khc i hi mt ci tr rt nhy bn, mt b no r rng, khng phi l mt b no hn n, khng phi l mt b no n n.
duy tr trt t quyn lc thuc tm l, m mi mt ngi u c, tr thnh hu dit o c bi v o c l mt s vic g m ang sng, ang chuyn ng. V bn khng th tu dng khim tn, v bn khng th tu dng tnh yu, th l o c cng khng th tu dng c; v c v p tuyt vi trong . o c khng c tnh my mc, v nu khng c o c s khng c nn tng cho s suy ngh r rng minh bch.
nhn thy trng thi bn trong ca n, nu chng ta c nh hiu r v vt qua gii hn lng ham mun tm kim s chc chn, vy th chng ta phi c thc v s thu hiu rng ln bao qut, chng ta phi c t do, khng phi cui con ng nhng ngay khi u.
c l l tp th, l chnh ph; hay n c l l c nhn, v Thy, ng cu ri, v gu-ru. Quyn lc thuc bt k loi no ang gy m qung, n nui dng trng thi khng suy ngh; nhng v hu ht mi ngi trong chng ta nhn thy rng suy ngh l c au kh, chng ta giao ph bn thn cho quyn lc. Quyn lc sinh ra quyn hn, v quyn hn lun lun tr thnh tp trung v v vy hon ton h hng; n gy h hng khng nhng cho ngi s dng quyn hn, m cn cho ngi tun theo n. Quyn lc ca hiu bit v tri nghim ang dn dt sai lc, d rng n c ban pht bi v Thy, ngi i din ca ng ta hay l v gio s. Chnh cuc sng ring t ca bn, s xung t dng nh v tn ny, mi c ngha ct li, ch khng phi l ci khun mu hay ngi lnh o. Quyn lc ca v Thy v v gio s a bn ra khi vn ct li, l s xung t trong chnh bn thn bn.
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ci tr hon ton trng rng khi qu kh, khi khng c ngi phn tch, khng tri nghim, khng nhn xt, khng quyn lc ca bt k loi no.
g, d rng n l g chng na xu xa hay p , i bi hay ranh mnh hiu bit r rng bn l g, m khng c xuyn tc bin dng, l khi u ca o c. o c l ct li, bi v n cho t do.
ng, ci bn thn hay sao? Ci bn ng l mt quy trnh rt phc tp m ch c th khai thng c trong lin h, trong nhng hot ng hng ngy ca chng ta, trong cch chng ta ni chuyn, cch chng ta nhn xt, suy tnh, cch chng ta ch trch nhng ngi khc v chnh chng ta. Tt c vic phi by tnh trng b iu kin ca suy ngh ring t ca chng ta, v liu rng khng quan trng thc c ton quy trnh ny hay sao? Ch qua trng thi thc c iu g l s tht t khonh khc ny qua khonh khc khc mi c c s khm ph v ci khng thi gian, vnh hng. Nu khng t hiu bit, vnh hng khng th no hin hu. Khi chng ta khng bit chnh bn thn chng ta, vnh hng ch tr thnh mt t ng, mt biu tng, mt suy on, mt gio iu, mt nim tin, mt o tng nh vo n ci tr c th tu thot. Nhng nu ngi ta bt u hiu r ci ti l thuc trong tt c cc hot ng khc nhau ca n t ngy ny qua ngy khc, ngay trong chnh hiu bit , m khng c bt k gng sc no, ci khng tn, ci khng thi gian hin hu. Nhng ci khng thi gian khng l mt phn thng cho t hiu bit. Ci m vnh hng khng th tm kim c; ci tr khng th t c n. N hin hu khi ci tr yn lng, v ci tr c th yn lng ch khi no n hn nhin, khi no n khng cn ang lu tr, ang ch trch, ang xt on, ang cn nhc. Ch c ci tr hn nhin mi c th hiu c s tht, khng phi ci tr ngp trn nhng t ng, hiu bit, thng tin. Ci tr phn tch, tnh ton, khng l mt ci tr hn nhin.
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....Rt quan trng hiu r t hiu bit ny l g, ch cn tnh thc, m khng c bt k chn la no, tnh thc v ci ti l thuc m ngun cung cp ca n l v s k nim, k c ch cn thc v n v khng c bt k din dch no, ch cn quan st s chuyn ng ca ci tr. Nhng s quan st b ngn cn khi bn ch ang tch lu qua quan st lm iu g, khng lm iu g, t c iu g, khng t c iu g; nu bn thc hin vic , bn kt thc ci quy trnh ang sng ca chuyn ng ca ci tr nh l ci ti, bn ng. l, ti phi quan st v thy ci s kin, ci thc ti, ci g l. Nu ti tip cn n vi mt tng, vi mt quan nim nh l ti khng c, hay l ti phi, l nhng p tr ca k c lc ci chuyn ng ca ci g l b cn tr, b chn li; v v vy, khng c hc hi.
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Bn l trung tm ca ci ton th v nu khng hiu r chnh mnh bn khng th hiu c s tht. Chng ta c mt hiu bit tr nng v th thng nht ny nhng chng ta duy tr cm gic v hiu bit ny trong nhng ngn khc nhau v v vy chng ta khng bao gi tri nghim th thng nht phi thng ca loi ngi.
trng thi khc nhau, m trong c thch thc, p tr, t tn v ghi li. By gi tr thnh ny l xung t, tr thnh ny l thng au, n khng nh vy hay sao? N l mt u tranh lin tc: ti l ci ny v ti mun tr thnh ci kia.
ngi, lng kiu hnh, tnh ngo mn, s tm thng ca nhng thi quen v nhng t tng ca ti vy l chnh ng thi quan st chuyn i ci g l. Tng t nh vy, nu ti ngu dt v ti ni rng ti phi tr thnh thng minh, ci n lc tr thnh thng minh ch l mt hnh thc to ln hn ca ngu dt; bi v iu g quan trng l phi hiu r s ngu dt. D c l ti c gng tr thnh thng minh nhiu bao nhiu chng na, s ngu dt ca ti vn cn y nguyn. Ti c l t c s tinh t th thin ca s hiu bit, ti c l trch dn nhng quyn sch, lp li nhng on vn rt ra t nhng tc gi v i, nhng xt theo cn bn ti s vn cn ngu dt. Nhng nu ti trng thy v hiu r s ngu dt khi n t bc l trong cuc sng hng ngy ca ti ti c x vi ngi hu ca ti nh th no, ti coi trng ngi hng xm ca ti nh th no, ngi ngho kh nh th no, ngi giu c nh th no, ngi th k nh th no ri th chnh ci thc to ra mt kt thc ca ngu dt.
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.... iu g cn thit l hiu r xung t ang gia tng ca s thm kht; v ci hiu bit ny n ch qua t hiu bit v trng thi thc lin tc v nhng chuyn ng ca ci ti.
nhng d tnh gi tn c hay khng gi tn c, s c gng c thc l hay khng l, ci k c c tch lu ca tim thc, ci chng tc, ci nhm ngi, ci c nhn, ci th tc, v ton b vic , d rng n c chiu ri pha bn ngoi bng hnh ng, hoc c chiu ri bng tinh thn nh o c; s phn u thnh cng da vo nhng iu ny l ci ti. Trong n c bao hm c s ganh ua, lng khao kht l. Ton quy trnh ca s vic l ci ti; v chng ta bit r tht s khi chng ta b gip mt vi n, rng n l mt s vic xu xa. Ti ang s dng t ng xu xa mt cch c dng , bi v ci ti l phn chia; ci ti l t khp kn; nhng hot ng ca n, d cao qu chng no chng na, u tch ri v c lp. Chng ta bit r tt c s vic ny. Chng ta cng bit r nhng khonh khc k diu khi ci ti khng c mt , m trong khng cn thc ca s c gng, ca n lc, v xy ra khi c tnh yu.
lun lun ang tm kim an ton, bo v; n lun lun ang ln trnh nguy him, v v vy n xy dng nhng tng, nhng nim tin, nhng l tng, m ng sau n c th c c ch n nu. Chuyn g s xy ra nu bn gii quyt s hung bo mt cch trc tip, ngay lc ny? Bn s l mt him ho cho x hi; v v ci tr nhn thy trc him ho , n ni Ti s thnh tu ci l tng khng bo lc mi nm sau l mt quy trnh rt gi di, khng c thc... hiu r ci g l, cn quan trng hn l to ra v tun theo nhng l tng bi v nhng l tng l gi di, v ci g l l s tht. hiu ci g l i hi mt nng lng khng khip, mt ci tr lanh l v khng thnh kin. l bi v chng ta khng mun i mt v hiu r ci g l nn chng ta sng ch ra nhiu phng cch tu thot v cho chng nhng ci tn d thng nh l l tng, nim tin, Cha. Chc chn rng, ch khi no ti thy c iu gi di nh l iu gi di th lc ci tr ca ti mi c kh nng trc nhn ci g l ng tht, khng b la gt. Mt ci tr b ln ln trong iu gi di, khng bao gi c th tm c chn l. V vy, ti phi hiu r ci g l gi di trong nhng lin h ca ti, trong nhng tng ca ti, trong nhng s vic quanh ti bi v trc nhn chn l, s tht i hi s hiu r v iu gi di. Nu khng xo sch nhng nguyn nhn ca ngu dt, khng th c s khai sng; v tm kim khai sng khi ci tr cha c khai thng l iu hon ton so rng, v ngha l. V vy, ti phi bt u thy r iu gi di trong nhng lin h ca ti vi nhng tng, vi mi ngi, vi nhng s vt. Khi ci tr hiu r ci m l gi di, ngay lc y ci m l s tht hin hu v ngay lc y c nim ngy ngt, c hnh phc.
mt nim tin khi chng ta mun tu thot khi mt s kin chun vo mt s tng tng.
chng ta khi s mt cuc tm hiu khm ph iu g l s tht, ngha ca s c cc ny l g, ca s u tranh ny l g, ca s kh s ny l g; v chng my chc sau chng ta li b vng mc vo nhng nim tin, vo nhng nghi l, vo nhng l thuyt. Nim tin l s thi nt bi v, ng sau nim tin v lun l u ln qut ci tr, ci ti, ci ti ang tng trng to ln, quyn hnh thm ln v vng chc thm ln. Chng ta c ngh rng nim tin vo Cha, nim tin vo mt iu g , l tn gio. Chng ta c ngh rng tin tng l sng o. Bn hiu ch? Nu bn khng tin tng, bn s b coi nh l ngi v thn, bn s b x hi ch trch. Mt x hi s ch trch nhng ngi tin tng vo Cha, v mt x hi khc s ch trch nhng ngi khng tin tng. C hai u ging nhau. V th, tn gio tr thnh mt vn ca nim tin v nim tin hnh ng v c mt nh hng tng xng vo ci tr; ri th ci tr khng bao gi c th t do. Nhng ch trong t do bn mi c th khm ph c iu g l s tht, iu g l Cha, khng phi nh vo nim tin no, bi v chnh ci nim tin ca bn chiu ri iu g bn suy ngh Cha nn l, iu g bn suy ngh s tht nn l.
l mt trong nhng l do, khng vy , ti sao chng ta li chp nhn nhng nim tin mt cch nhit tnh v thit tha nh th? V qua s chp nhn nhng nim tin, chng ta c hiu r chnh bn thn chng ta khng? Tri li, mt nim tin, thuc tn gio hay chnh tr, r rng gy tr ngi hiu bit v chnh chng ta. N hnh ng nh mt bc mn che qua chng ta nhn vo chnh chng ta. V chng ta c th nhn vo chnh chng ta m khng cn nhng nim tin c khng? Nu chng ta khng xo sch nhng nim tin ny, nhiu nim tin m chng ta c, c cn li bt c vic g chng ta quan st khng? Nu chng ta khng c nhng nim tin m ci tr gn kt chnh n vo, ngay lc ci tr, khng cn mi phng tin nhn dng, c kh nng quan st chnh n nh n l v ngay lc , chc chn c s khi u ca hiu bit r rng v chnh mnh.
Ch khi no ci tr c t do khi tng th mi c th c tri nghim. Nhng tng khng l chn l; v chn l l mt s vic g m phi c tri nghim trc tip, t khonh khc ny sang khonh khc khc. N khng l mt tri nghim m bn mun v lc ch l cm xc. Ch khi no ngi ta c th vt ra ngoi ci khi lng tng m l ci ti l thuc, m l ci tr, m c mt tip tc hon ton hay tng phn; ch khi no ngi ta c th vt ra ngoi ci khi lng tng , khi t tng hon ton yn lng, s c mt trng thi tri nghim. Sau ngi ta s bit c chn l, s tht l g.
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Th gii lun lun gn k thm ho. Nhng dng nh n gn st hn vo lc ny. Thy c thm ho ang n gn ny, hu ht mi ngi trong chng ta tm ch n nu trong tng. Chng ta ngh rng ci thm ho ny, cn khng hong ny, c th c gii quyt bng mt hc thuyt. Hc thuyt lun lun l mt chng ngi vt cho s lin h trc tip, m ngn cn hnh ng. Chng ta mun ho bnh ch nh mt tng, nhng khng nh mt thc ti. Chng ta mun ho bnh trn mc ngn t m ch l trn mc suy ngh, mc d chng ta hnh din gi n l mc tr nng. Nhng ci t ng ho bnh khng l ho bnh. Ho bnh ch c th hin hu khi s ri lon m bn v ngi khc to ra c kt thc. Chng ta gn kt vo th gii ca nhng tng m khng phi vo ho bnh. Chng ta tm kim nhng khun mu chnh tr v x hi mi ch khng phi ho bnh; chng ta quan tm n s ho gii ca nhng nh hng m khng l gt b nguyn nhn gy chin tranh. S tm kim ny s ch mang li nhng p n b iu kin bi qu kh. S iu kin ny l ci g m chng ta gi l hiu bit, tri nghim; v nhng s kin ang thay i mi m b gii thch, b din gii, l thuc vo ci hiu bit ny. V vy, c xung t gia ci g l v ci tri nghim m l. Ci qu kh, m l hiu bit, phi lun lun xung t vi ci s kin, m lun lun trong hin ti. Th l, vic ny s khng gii quyt ci vn nhng s nui sng mi nhng iu kin to ra ci vn .
Ngy 21 thng hai: Hnh ng khng tng l phng cch ca tnh yu.
T tng phi lun lun b gii hn bi ngi suy ngh m b iu kin; ngi suy ngh lun lun b iu kin v khng bao gi c t do; nu t tng xut hin, ngay lp tc tng theo sau. tng vi mc ch hnh ng chc chn to ra nhiu ri lon hn. Bit tt c vic ny, liu c th hnh ng m khng cn tng hay khng? Vng c, n l phng cch ca tnh yu. Tnh yu khng l mt tng; n khng l mt cm xc; n khng l mt k nim; n khng l mt cm gic ca tr hon, mt dng c t bo v. Chng ta 39
ch thc c phng cch ca tnh yu khi chng ta hiu r ton b quy trnh ca tng. By gi, liu c th hu b nhng phng cch khc v bit ci phng cch ca tnh yu m l s bin ci duy nht? Khng cn phng cch no khc, chnh tr hay tn gio, s gii quyt vn . y khng phi l mt l thuyt m bn s phi suy ngh cn thn v lm theo trong cuc sng ca bn; n phi thc hin ngay lc ny.... Khi bn yu, c tng hay khng? ng chp nhn n; ch nhn n, tra xt n, tm hiu n tht su sc; bi v vi mi phng cch khc m chng ta c gng, u khng c p n cho au kh. Nhng chnh tr gia c l ha hn n; nhng t chc tm gi l tn gio c l ha hn hnh phc tng lai; nhng chng ta khng c c n by gi v tng lai trn mt nc no chng quan trng cht no c khi ti b i kht. Chng ta c gng mi phng cch khc; v chng ta ch c th bit c phng cch ca tnh yu nu chng ta bit phng cch ca tng v bung ri tng, m l hnh ng.
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ang bo cha s st nhn nh mt phng tin dn n mt kt thc chnh trc, m trong chnh n khng c tin l. Trc kia, iu xu xa c cng nhn l xu xa, st nhn c cng nhn nh l st nhn, nhng by gi st nhn l mt phng tin thnh tu mt kt qu cao qu. St nhn, d rng ca mt ngi hay mt nhm ngi, c bo cha, bi v k st nhn, hay ci nhm ngi m k st nhn i din, bo cha n nh mt phng tin ca s thnh tu mt kt qu m s gy li lc cho con ngi. l chng ta hy sinh hin ti cho tng lai v chng t thnh vn chng ta s dng phng tin g bi v mc ch tuyn b ca chng ta l to ra mt kt qu m chng ta ni rng s mang li li lc cho con ngi. Do , ng bao hm trong n l rng mt phng tin sai tri s sn sinh ra mt kt cuc ng n v bn bo cha ci phng tin sai tri qua s hnh thnh nhng tng....Chng ta c mt cu trc tuyt vi ca nhng tng bo cha s xu xa v chc chn vic khng c tin l. Xu xa l xu xa; n khng th to ra tt lnh. Chin tranh khng phi l mt phng tin dn n ho bnh.
Chng ta phi bit say sa bit c khng say sa hay sao? Chng ta phi tri qua hn th bit iu g l t bi hay sao? Bn phi thc hin chin tranh, hu dit chnh bn v nhng ngi khc, bit ho bnh l g hay sao? Chc chn, y l cch suy ngh hon ton sai lm, phi vy khng? u tin bn gi s rng c tin ho, tng trng, mt chuyn dch t xu n tt, v ri th bn khp suy ngh ca bn vo khun mu . Hin nhin, c mt s trng trng thuc vt l, mt ci cy nh ang tr tnh mt cy to; c s tin b v cng ngh, ci bnh xe pht trin qua nhiu th k thnh chic my bay phn lc. Nhng c s tin ho, tin b v tm l khng? l iu g chng ta ang tho lun liu c mt s tng trng, mt s tin ho ca ci ti l thuc, bt u bng xu xa v kt thc trong tt lnh. Qua mt chu trnh ca tin ho, qua thi gian, c phi ci ti l thuc, m l trung tm ca xu xa, s c ln tr thnh cao c, tt lnh? R rng l khng th. Ci m l xu xa, ci ti l thuc thuc tm l, s lun lun vn cn xu xa. Nhng chng ta khng mun i din ci iu . Chng ta ngh rng qua chu trnh ca thi gian, qua s tng trng v thay i, ci ti cui cng s tr thnh s tht. y l hy vng ca chng ta, l ao c ca chng ta rng ci ti s c bin thnh hon ho qua thi gian. Ci ti ny, ci ti l thuc ny l g vy? N l mt ci tn, mt hnh dng, mt khi lng ca k c, nhng hy vng, nhng tht vng, nhng ao c, nhng au thng, nhng su kh, nhng nim vui tri qua. Chng ta mun ci ti l thuc ny c tip tc v tr thnh hon ho, v th l chng ta ni rng vt khi ci ti l thuc c mt ci ti cao, ci ti cao hn, mt thc th tinh thn m khng c thi gian, nhng v chng ta suy ngh v n, ci thc th tinh thn vn cn trong lnh vc ca thi gian, phi vy khng? Nu chng ta c th suy ngh v n, r rng n vn cn trong lnh vc ca lp lun ca chng ta.
tr b chim c bi mt t tng, tt hay xu, ngay lc n quan tm n qu kh.... Nu bn tht s lng nghe khng ch l nhng t ng, m rt su sc ri th bn s thy rng c trng thi vng vng n nh, m khng thuc v qu kh, m l trng thi t do khi qu kh. Tuy nhin, qu kh khng bao gi c th gt i c. C mt ang nhn ngm v qu kh khi n tri qua, nhng khng phi l b nhi nht bi qu kh. Th l ci tr c t do quan st m khng phi l chn la. Ni no c chn la trong chuyn ng ca con sng k c ny, c s chim c; v khonh khc ci tr b chim c, n b vng mc vo qu kh; v khi ci tr b cha y bi qu kh, n khng c kh nng ang thy mt ci g tht s, trung thc, mi m, cn nguyn, v nhim.
khng bit tnh yu c ngha l g. Th l, t s c c , t s thiu thn , t s ring t ca cuc sng, chng ta quyn luyn vo mt iu g , quyn luyn vo gia nh; chng ta l thuc n. V khi ngi v hay ngi chng ngonh mt i, chng ta ghen tung. Ghen tung khng l tnh yu; nhng ci tnh yu m x hi cng nhn trong gia nh c trao cho s knh trng. l mt hnh thc khc ca phng v, mt hnh thc khc ca tu thot khi chnh chng ta. V vy mi hnh thc ca chng i nui dng s l thuc. V mt ci tr m b l thuc khng bao gi c th c t do. Bn cn c t do, bi v bn s hiu ra rng mt ci tr m c t do c ci bn th ca s khim tn. Mt ci tr nh th , m c t do v do c s khim tn, c th hc hi khng phi mt ci tr m chng i. Hc hi l mt s vic phi thng hc hi, khng phi tch lu kin thc. Tch lu kin thc l mt s vic hon ton khc hn. iu g chng ta gi l hiu bit tng i d dng, bi v l mt chuyn ng t ci bit c n ci khng bit c bn hc hi ch khi no ging nh th , phi vy khng? Nhng hc hi l mt chuyn ng t ci bit c n ci khng bit c.
nhng vn ca quyn luyn. Nhng chng ta khng bao gi tra hi, chng ta khng bao gi tm hiu ngay chnh ci vn l thuc. C l nu chng ta c th bng thng minh, bng tnh to hon ton, tm hiu vn ny, ri th chng ta s khm ph ra s l thuc khng l vn g c ch l mt phng cch ca tu thot khi mt s kin su xa hn.
kim mt quyn luyn tho mn nhiu hn. iu s hu gy tho mn cui cng l ci t ng Cha, hay vt thay th ca n, Gio hi. ....Chng no bn cn khng sn lng khng l g c, m tht s ra bn l nh vy, bn chc chn phi nui dng au kh v phn khng. S sn lng khng l g c khng phi l mt vn ca s t b, ca s p buc, pha bn trong hay pha bn ngoi, nhng l mt vn ca ang thy s tht ca ci g l. ang thy s tht ca ci g l mang li t do khi s s hi ca khng an ton, s s hi m nui dng quyn luyn v dn n o tng ca s tch ri, s t b. Tnh yu v ci g l l ang bt u ca tr tu. Tnh yu chnh n chia s, chnh n gn gi hip thng; nhng s t b v t hy sinh l nhng phng cch ca tch la v o tng.
quy tch la. Tt c nhng quyn sch u ni rng, hy tch la i, nhng s tht ca vn l g? Nu bn quan st ci tr ring ca bn, bn s thy mt s vic phi thng rng l qua vun quy tch la, ci tr ca bn ang tr nn b quyn luyn vo mt s vic no .
n l tuyt i v ch khng phi bng li ni, khng phi bng nim tin v v vy ng v khng nh nhng nu chng ta hiu s v l hon ton ca n... ngay chng ta gip mt mt s kin. Khng phi l cu hi lm th no c t do khi l thuc; khng phi l mt s kin; ch l mt phn ng n mt s kin....Ti sao ti li khng gip mt ci s kin v quan st iu g xy ra? Lc ny vn pht sinh thuc v ngi quan st v vt b quan st. Ngi quan st ni, Ti b trng rng; ti khng thch n, v chy trn n. Ngi quan st ni, Ti khc bit trng thi trng khng. Nhng ngi quan st l trng thi trng khng; n khng l trng thi trng khng c nhn thy bi mt ngi quan st. Ngi quan st l vt b quan st. C mt cuc cch mng quan trng trong suy ngh, trong cm gic, khi iu xy ra.
xy ra y, M, Lin x, v khp mi ni khng nhng ti mc thuc chnh quyn, m cn ti mc thuc tu hnh, tu thuc vo nhng tu vin, vo nhng phn loi dng tu, vo nhng on nhm m th hng quyn hnh to ln. V ch c ci tr khng tu thuc vo mi c th c n. V trng thi c n khng phi l mt s vic no c vun quy. Bn hiu vic ny ch? Khi bn hiu r vic ny, thot ra khi n, v khng c v lnh o hay ch tch no s mi bn d tic tng na. T trng thi c n c s khim tn. Chnh c n ny bit c tnh yu khng phi l quyn hnh. Con ngi tham vng, theo tn gio hay bnh thng, s khng bao gi hiu c tnh yu l g. V vy, nu ngi ta hiu r tt c s vic ny, ngay lc ngi ta c ci phm cht ca ang sng ton b ny v do hnh ng trn vn. iu ny xy ra qua t hiu bit.
ta u b quyn luyn; chng ta bm vo mt ngi, vo mt quc gia, vo mt nim tin, vo mt tng, v khi ci vt ca s quyn luyn ca chng ta b ly mt i hoc l b mt i ngha ca n, chng ta pht hin ra rng chnh chng ta trng khng, khng . V trng thi trng khng ny m chng ta c gng lp y bng cch bm vo mt s vic no , v li na tr thnh ci vt ca s am m ca chng ta.
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Chc chn, s vn hnh ca lin h l bc l trng thi ca ton thn tm ca mt ngi. Lin h l mt quy trnh ca t bc l, ca t hiu bit. T bc l ny gy au n, i hi s iu chnh, s uyn chuyn lin tc ca cm xc - t tng. N l mt cuc u tranh au kh, km theo nhng thi im ca s bnh an c khai thng. Nhng hu ht mi ngi trong chng ta u ln trnh hay gt i s cng thng trong lin h, a thch s thoi mi v an i trong iu kin l thuc gy hi lng, mt s an ton khng b chng i, mt v tr an ton bm cht. Ri th gia nh v nhng lin h khc tr thnh mt ni lnh nn, mt ni lnh nn ca khng cn phi suy ngh. Khi khng an ton len li vo iu kin l thuc, v n chc chn xy ra, ri th s lin h c bit b t b v mt lin h mi c thu nhn trong nim hy vng tm c s an ton vnh cu; nhng khng c an ton trong lin h, v l thuc ch nui dng s hi. Nu khng hiu r quy trnh ca an ton v s hi, lin h tr thnh mt ngng tr m qung, mt phng cch ca ngu dt. Th l mi tn ti l u tranh v au kh, v khng c cch no thot khi n ngoi tr ang suy ngh ng n, m xy ra nh vo t hiu bit.
hn. Ri th trong s lin h , c kh nng c c thng yu tht s; c mt cm gic m p, mt cm gic gn gi, v khng phi l cm tnh hay cm xc. V nu bn tip cn hay trong s lin h vi mi th, ri th nhng vn ca chng ta s d dng c gii quyt nhng vn thuc ti sn, nhng vn thuc s hu. Bi v chng ta l ci m chng ta s hu. Ci con ngi s hu tin bc l tin bc . Ci con ngi m gn kt chnh anh ta vo ti sn l ci ti sn , hoc l ngi nh , hoc l c . Tng t nh th vi nhng tng, hoc l vi nhng con ngi; v khi no c tnh trng s hu, khng c s lin h. Nhng hu ht mi ngi trong chng ta u s hu bi v chng ta khng c ci g khc na, nu chng ta khng s hu. Chng ta l nhng ci v trng khng nu chng ta khng s hu, nu chng ta khng nhi nht cuc sng ca chng ta bng c, bng cuc sng, bng hiu bit, bng vic ny hay vic kia. V ci v to ra nhiu n o, v s n o chng ta gi l ang sng; v vi vic chng ta c tho mn. V khi no c mt ri lon, mt ph v ca ci n o , ri th c au kh bi v ngay lc bn t nhin pht hin chnh bn thn bn nh bn l mt ci v trng khng, khng c bao nhiu ngha. V th, nhn thc r ton b ni dung ca lin h l hnh ng: v t hnh ng c kh nng c c s lin h tht s, c kh nng khm ph ra chiu su v tn ca n, ngha ln lao ca n, v bit c tnh yu l g.
Chc chn chng ta phi bt u gii quyt vn trn mt qui m nh, v ci qui m nh l ci ti l thuc v ci bn l thuc. Khi ti hiu r chnh ti, ti hiu r bn, v t hiu bit tnh yu n. Tnh yu l yu t vng mt; c mt s vng mt ca thng yu, ca nng nhit trong lin h; v bi v chng ta vng tnh yu , tru mn , rng lng , nhn t trong lin h, chng ta tu thot vo hnh ng thuc a s v mang li ri lon nhiu thm. Chng ta lp y tm hn ca chng ta bng nhng k hoch t m dng i mi th gii v thc hin, khng quan tm n mt nhn t gii quyt kia m l tnh yu.
bit v c nh ca cm gic - t tng n cng tui tc thi gian, v nh thu hiu chng s lm tiu tan chng. Chnh s giu c bn trong mang li bnh an v hn hoan.
m s to hi hng cho ci tr b kt trong s hi? Bn gii quyt n nh th no y? M my thu thanh, c mt quyn sch, i n mt ngi n, bm vo mt hnh thc tn iu, nim tin no phi khng? S hi l nng lc hu hoi trong con ngi. N lm cn nht ci tr, n lm bin dng t tng, n dn n tt c nhng loi l thuyt tinh vi v thng minh l k, nhng m tn d oan, nhng gio iu v nhng nim tin v l. Nu bn hiu rng s hi l hu hoi, vy th lm th no bn tin hnh lau chi sch s ci tr? Bn ni rng bng cch kim tra chi tit nguyn nhn ca s hi bn s c t do khi s hi. l vy ? C gng tm ra nguyn nhn v bit r nguyn nhn ca s hi khng loi b c s hi.
ng, nhng tham lam, nhng theo ui ny, ln qut lng ham mun c bo m ny. Th l, nu khng gii quyt s hi, nu khng c t do khi s hi, ch vng li hay c vng li c rt t ngha; iu g c ngha l hiu r s hi ny t ngy ny sang ngy khc v s hi t th hin trong nhng phng cch khc nhau nh th no. Ch khi no c t do khi s hi mi c c ci cht lng pha bn trong ca hiu bit r rng , trng thi c n m trong n khng cn s tch lu ca hiu bit hay l ca tri nghim, v chnh n mt mnh cng hin s r rng phi thng trong khi theo ui s tht.
v khng c s chc chn trong cuc sng, khng c s vnh cu.... Khi bn tip xc trc tip vi s hi, c mt p tr ca nhng dy thn kinh v tt c phn cn li ca n. Vy th, khi ci tr khng cn ang tu thot qua nhng t ng v qua hot ng thuc bt k loi no, khng cn s phn chia gia ngi quan st v ci vt b quan st gi l s hi. Ch ci tr ang tu thot mi tch ri chnh n khi s s hi. Nhng khi c s tip xc trc tip vi s hi, khng cn ngi quan st, khng cn ci thc th m ni rng Ti s hi. Vy th, ci khonh khc bn tip xc trc tip vi cuc sng, vi bt k vic g, khng c s phn chia chnh s phn chia ny mi nui dng ganh ua, tham vng, s hi. V vy iu g quan trng khng phi l lm th no c t do khi s hi? Nu bn tm kim mt ng li, mt phng php, mt h thng loi b s hi, bn s mi mi vng mc vo s hi. Nhng nu bn hiu r s hi iu ch c th xy ra khi bn tip xc trc tip vi n, ging nh bn tip xc trc tip vi cn i, ging nh bn tip xc trc tip lc bn b hong s vi vic mt vic lm ca bn ri th bn lm mt vic g ; ch n lc bn s pht gic rng tt c s hi u kt thc chng ta c ni rng tt c s hi, khng phi s hi thuc loi ny hay thuc loi khc.
nhn. Khng c cu hi ca chp nhn khi ti trc nhn ci g l. Khi ti khng trng thy r rng ci g l, ngay ti s dng quy trnh ca chp nhn. V vy s hi l khng chp nhn ci g l.
c phn cn li ca n. V vy, liu rng ti c th nhn s s hi khng phi nh l mt s kin tch ri? Nu bn tch ri mt s kin m khng m c cnh ca n ton v tr ca ci tr, vy th chng ta hy quay tr li n ci s kin v bt u li bng cch chn ra mt s kin khc cho chnh bn s bt u nm bt c mt s vic phi thng ca ci tr, cho bn c ci cha kho, bn c th m cnh ca, bn c th bng ln ci ... ....Bng cch suy xt mt s hi s hi ci cht, s hi ngi hng xm, s hi ngi v hoc chng ang chi phi bn, bn bit ton b vic b chi phi ny iu s m cnh ca ch? l tt c m phi quan tm khng phi lm th no c t do khi n bi v ci khonh khc bn m cnh ca, s hi b xo sch hon ton. Ci tr l kt qu ca thi gian, v thi gian l t ng ngh v n phi thng lm sao u! Thi gian l t tng; chnh l t tng m nui dng thi gian, chnh l t tng m nui dng s hi v ci cht; v chnh l thi gian m l t tng, m c trong vng kim sot ca n ton b nhng phc tp ri ren v nhng tinh t ca s s hi.
mi m, m to ra xung t, v th l ngi chn la b sinh ra, to dng cho chnh anh ta nh l mt thc th tch bit r rt ngoi iu thm kht nhng ci thc th khng khc bit nhng c tnh ca n. Ci thc th m c gng y hay tu thot khi trng thi trng khng, khng , c c, khng khc bit ci s vic m anh ta ang ln trnh; anh ta l n. Anh ta khng th tu thot khi chnh mnh; tt c mi vic anh ta nn lm l thu hiu chnh anh ta. Anh ta l trng thi c c ca anh ta, trng thi trng khng ca anh ta; v chng no anh ta cn coi n nh mt s vic g tch bit hn anh ta; anh ta s sng trong o tng v xung t v tn. Khi anh ta trc tip tri nghim ci s vic anh ta l trng thi c c ring r ca anh ta, ch ngay lc mi c c s t do khi s hi. S hi tn ti ch trong lin h n mt tng v tng l s p tr ca k c nh l t tng. T tng l kt qu ca tri nghim; v mc d n c th suy ngh v trng thi trng khng, c nhng cm xc lin quan n n, t tng khng th bit c trng thi trng khng mt cch trc tip. Ci t ng c c, km theo nhng k nim v au kh v s hi ca n, ngn cn ng thi ang tri nghim v n t khi u. T ng l k c, v khi t ng khng cn ngha na, lc s lin h gia ngi tri nghim v vt c tri nghim hon ton khc hn; do vy s lin h l trc tip v khng qua mt t ng, khng qua k c; th l ngi tri nghim l vt tri nghim, m chnh n mt mnh mang li s t do khi s hi.
khng nn ham mun, hy vun quy s tch la, hy thot khi ham mun m tht s l v l, bi v ham mun phi c hiu r, khng phi b hu dit. Nu bn hu dit ham mun, bn c l hu dit chnh cuc sng. Nu bn lm sai lc ham mun, to khun n, km ch n, chi phi n, bn c l ang hu dit mt vic g p l thng.
, hoc l bn tri qua mt hi lng no trong mt s vic, v chng ta mun c lp li iu . Du rng n l dc tnh, ngh thut, tr nng, hoc l mt vic no khng hon ton thuc c im ny, chng ta u mun c lp li n v ti ngh rng l ni m vui th bt u lm ti tm ci tr v to ra nhng gi tr gi di, khng tht. iu g quan trng l phi hiu r vui th, khng phi c gng gt b n iu qu xun ngc. Khng mt ai c th gt b c vui th. Nhng hiu r bn cht v cu trc ca vui th l iu rt cn thit; bi v nu cuc sng ch l vui th, v nu l iu g m ngi ta mun, ri th km theo vui th s c lin au kh, ri lon, nhng o tng, nhng gi tr gi di m chng ta to ra, v th l khng c s r rng.
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vui th ? R rng l khng! Lc ny nhng l tng ca bn, nhng vui th ca bn, nhng tham vng ca bn l nhng s vic m bn gi gm chng mc ngha no vo chng. Cuc sng l ang sng, phong ph, trn vn, t b, khng phi mt thc v ci ti c ngha. Ci ti hon ton l t tng. Nu bn th nghim cht i nhng s vic nh nhoi iu qu tt. Ch cn cht i nhng vui th nh nhoi thanh thn, thoi mi, km theo mt n ci ri, bi v ri th bn s thy rng ci tr ca bn c kh nng cht i nhiu th, cht i tt c nhng k nim. My mc ang m trch nhng chc nng ca k c my vi tnh nhng ci tr ca con ngi l mt th g cn hn l mt thi quen thun tu my mc ca s kt hp v k c. Nhng ci tr khng th l th g khc nu n khng cht i mi s vic m n bit. By gi thy c s tht ca tt c vic ny, mt ci tr non tr l rt cn thit, mt ci tr m khng ang vn hnh trong lnh vc ca thi gian. Ci tr non tr git cht mi th. Liu bn c th thy c s tht v n ngay lp tc, cm gic s tht v n tc khc hay khng? Bn c l khng thy c ton b ngha phi thng v n, ci tinh t v hn, v p ca cht i , s phong ph ca n, nhng thm ch ch lng nghe n cng gieo ht ging, v ngha ca nhng t ng ny bm r khng ch ti mc tng thc, trn b mt, m ngay qua tt c tng tim thc.
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i n l mt vn bi v dng nh l trong hnh vi c s bin mt hon ton ca ci ti. Trong khonh khc bn c hnh phc, bi v c s chm dt ca trng thi t thc, ca ci ti l thuc; v bn ham mun nhiu hn na v i n nhiu hn na v s t b ci ti m trong c trng thi hnh phc hon ton, m khng cn qu kh hoc l tng lai ang i hi trng thi hnh phc hon ton qua s ho tan, hp nht trn vn theo t nhin n tr thnh quan trng nht. Khng phi nh th ? Bi v i n l mt vic g m trao tng cho ti nim ngy ngt trn vn, trng thi t qun lng hon ton, nn ti mun nhiu hn na v nhiu hn na v n. By gi, ti sao ti li mun nhiu hn na v n? Bi v, mi ni no khc ti u gp xung t, mi ni no khc, ti mi mc khc nhau ca tn ti, u c tnh trng lm kin c thm ci ti. V kinh t, v x hi, v tn gio, u lun lun c tnh trng lm dy dc lin tc ca t thc, m l xung t. Rt cuc ra, bn t thc ch khi no c xung t. Trng thi t thc trong bn cht tht s ca n l kt qu ca xung t... V vy, vn khng phi l i n, chc chn nh th, nhng lm th no c t do khi ci ti. Bn tri nghim ci trng thi hin hu khi khng c ci ti, d ch l mt vi giy, d l ch mt ngy, hoc l bn mun bao nhiu 65
chng na; v ni no m c ci ti hin din, c xung t, c au kh, c mu thun. Th l, c ao c lin tc tri nghim nhiu hn na v trng thi t do khi ci ti .
s tr li ngay sau y, nhng c cu hi ch yu: ti sao chng ta li khin cuc sng tr thnh mt vn ? Lm vic, i n, kim tin, suy ngh, cm gic, tri nghim bn bit ri, ton b cng vic ca sng ti sao n li l mt vn ? Khng phi rng n cn thit bi v chng ta lun lun suy ngh t mt quan im c bit, t mt quan im c nh hay sao? Chng lun lun ang suy ngh t mt trung tm hng n chu vi bn ngoi, nhng chu vi bn ngoi l trung tm cho hu ht mi ngi trong chng ta, v v vy bt k vic g chng ta tip xc u hi ht. Nhng cuc sng khng hi ht; n i hi sng trn vn, v bi v chng ta ch ang sng hi ht, chng ta ch bit phn ng hi ht. Bt k vic g chng ta lm trn chu vi bn ngoi r rng phi to ra mt vn , v l cuc sng ca chng ta chng ta sng trong ci hi ht v chng ta mn nguyn khi sng cng vi tt c nhng vn ca ci hi ht. Vy th, nhng vn tn ti chng no chng ta cn sng trong ci hi ht, trn chu vi bn ngoi chu vi bn ngoi l ci ti l thuc v nhng cm xc ca n, m c th c lm ra v bn ngoi hoc bin thnh ch quan, m c th c ng nht vi v tr, vi quc gia, hoc l vi mt vic no khc c quyt nh bi ci tr. Vy th, chng no chng ta cn sng trong lnh vc ca ci tr phi cn c nhng rc ri phc tp, phi cn c nhng vn ; v l tt c iu g m chng ta bit.
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quyn li th ch tnh yu. Nhng qui nh tr thnh quan trng hn l s m p ca thng yu. Khi c tnh yu, vn xy ra rt n gin; khi khng c tnh yu, vn xy ra tr thnh phc tp. Khi mt ngi n ng yu thng ngi v v con ci ca anh y, anh y khng bao gi c th ngh ngi theo qui nh thuc bn phn v quyn li. Tha cc bn, hy tra xt k lng tm hn v ci tr ring r ca bn. Ti bit rng bn s ch nho lm ng l mt trong nhng ma mnh ca ngi khng suy ngh, ch nho mt iu g v pht l n i. V ca bn khng chia s trch nhim ca bn, v ca bn khng chia s ti sn ca bn, c y khng c n mt na ca nhng th bn s hu bi v bn nh gi ngi n b thp km hn bn, mt th g c gi gn v c dng cho vic i n thun tin khi ham mun tnh dc ca bn i hi n. V vy bn sng ch ra nhng t ng quyn li v bn phn; v khi ngi n b phn khng, bn qung cho c y nhng t ng ny. Chnh l mt x hi c nh, mt x hi thoi ho, x hi ni n bn phn v nhng quyn li. Nu bn tht s tra xt k lng tm hn v ci tr ca bn, bn s pht hin ra rng bn khng c tnh yu.
tnh yu, lin h l mt au kh; d tho mn n bao nhiu chng na hay hi ht bn ngoi nhiu bao nhiu chng na, n u dn n nhm chn, n thng l, n thi quen cng vi tt c nhng phc tp ri ren ca n. Sau , nhng vn i n tr thnh quan trng nht. Khi suy xt chuyn hn nhn, d rng n cn thit hay khng, u tin ngi ta phi hiu r tnh yu. Chc chn, tnh yu l trong trng, nu khng c tnh yu bn khng th trong trng; bn c l l mt ngi c thn, d l nam hay n, nhng khng ang l trong trng, khng ang l thun khit, nu khng c tnh yu. Nu bn c mt l tng v trong trng, l nu bn mun tr thnh trong trng, cng khng c tnh yu trong n bi v n ch l lng ham mun tr thnh mt s vic g m bn ngh l cao qu, m bn ngh s gip bn tm ra S tht; chng c tnh yu g c. Phng ng khng l trong trng, n ch dn n s mt danh gi, n au kh. V theo ui mt l tng cng ging nh th. C hai u loi tr tnh yu, c hai u m ch ang tr thnh mt s vic g , bung th vo mt s vic g v do vy bn tr thnh quan trng v ni m bn quan trng, tnh yu khng cn.
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Hy quan st n trong chnh bn v quan st nhng ngi chung quanh bn. V quan st ci s ph phm nng lng ny, cuc chin u. Khng phi l nhng phc tp ca i n, khng phi l ng thi thc s, nhng l nhng l tng, nhng hnh nh, khoi lc s suy ngh lin tc v chng l mt ph phm nng lng. V hu ht mi ngi ph phm nng lng ca h hoc l qua khc t, hoc l qua mt li th gi trinh bch, hoc l trong suy ngh lin tc v n.
c chinh phc; bn khng th hng h tn cng n; n s lun lch qua i tay bn nu bn c gng nm bt n. Chn l n khe kh, v bn khng bit c. iu g bn bit khng l chn l, n ch l mt tng, mt biu tng. Ci bng khng l s tht.
ao m c bu tri hong hn phn nh trn n. cm thy tt c vic ny mt cch mnh lit, mt cch mnh m, l rt cn thit. Bi v nu khng c am m cuc sng tr nn trng rng, cht hp, v khng c nhiu ngha. Nu bn khng th thy c v p ca mt ci cy v yu thng ci cy , nu bn khng thch n mnh lit, bn khng ang sng.
chng ta mt ht trong s am m tm thng m tr thnh mt vn khng khip cho ci tr o c, nng cn, hay khc hn na chng my chc n tr thnh mt thi quen v cht. Ti ang s dng ci t ng am m nh mt s vic tng th. Mt con ngi am m m cm gic mnh m khng phi l tho mn i vi mt cng vic nh nhoi no du rng n l cng vic ca mt th tng, hay ca mt ngi u bp, hay l ca ngh g bn mun. Mt ci tr am m ang tm hiu, ang lc sot, ang quan st, ang hi han, ang yu cu, khng phi l ang c gng lm hi lng s bt mn ca n bng mt s vic no m n c th t tho mn v chm vo gic ng. Mt ci tr am m ang d dm, ang tm kim, ang bng n, khng ang chp nhn bt k truyn thng no; n khng l mt ci tr quyt nh, khng l mt ci tr m n, nhng n l mt ci tr non tr m lun lun ang n.
n, khi bn mun t c n, khi bn mun lm mt vic g v n, khi bn c mt quan im v n. Hu ht mi ngi mt i am m ny. C l lc trc ngi ta c n trong tui thanh nin tr thnh mt ngi giu c, t c danh vng v hng mt cuc sng trng gi hay c knh trng; c l mt bt bnh mp m v iu . V x hi m l ci g bn l km ch n. V v vy ngi ta phi iu chnh chnh mnh theo cc bn m khng cn sinh kh, m c knh trng, m thm ch khng cn c mt tia la am m; v ri th ngi ta tr thnh mt b phn ca cc bn, v tip mt i am m ny.
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Nu cm xc l tnh yu, c mt iu g m lun lun thay i. ng khng? Bn khng bit tt c vic ? ... V vy ngi ta phi nhn ra rng nhng cm xc, cm tnh, s nhit thnh, cm gic v tt lnh, v tt c s vic khng c lin quan g n t bi, thng yu tht s. Tt c cm tnh, cm xc phi lin quan n t tng v v vy dn n vui th v au kh. Tnh yu khng c thng au, khng su kh, bi v n khng l kt qu ca vui th v ham mun.
.... Nu bn mang nhng cm xc ca bn vo kinh doanh, bn ni rng, kinh doanh khng th c qun l ng hong hay l ngay thng. Th l bn phn chia ci tr ca bn thnh nhng ci ngn: trong mt ngn bn gi nim thch th v tn gio ca bn, trong ngn khc nhng cm xc ca bn, trong mt ngn th ba s quan tm n kinh doanh ca bn m chng lin quan g n cuc sng thuc v cm xc v tr nng ca bn. Ci u c kinh doanh ca bn i x vi cuc sng ch nh l mt phng tin kim tin vi mc ch sng cn. Vy l s tn ti hn lon ny, s phn chia v cuc sng ca bn ny vn tip tc. Gi s rng nu bn thc s s dng tr tu ca bn trong kinh doanh, l, nu nhng cm xc ca bn v suy ngh ca bn ang hnh ng hi ho, cng vic kinh doanh ca bn c l tht bi. N c th s nh vy. V c th bn s cho php n tht bi khi bn tht s cm thy s l bch, s tn bo v s bc lt lin quan n li sng ny. Nu bn khng tht s tip cn tt c kha cnh ca cuc sng bng tr tu ca bn, thay v ch bng tr nng ca bn, khng h thng no trong th gii s cu thot con ngi khi s lao dch khng ngng ngh tm kim lng thc.
Chng ta ni g qua t ng cm xc? N c phi l mt cm gic, mt phn ng, mt p tr ca nhng gic quan hay khng? Cm hn, hin dng, cm gic thng yu hay thng cm vi mt ngi khc tt c chng u l nhng cm xc. Mt s, nh l thng yu v thng cm, chng ta gi l tch cc, tri li mt s khc, nh l cm hn, chng ta gi l tiu cc v mun loi b n. Thng yu tri nghch cm hn phi khng? V thng yu l mt cm xc, mt cm gic, mt cm tnh m ko di ra qua k c phi khng? ....V th, chng ta ni g qua t ng tnh yu? Chc chn, tnh yu khng l k c. Chng ta hiu iu rt kh khn bi v i vi mi ngi trong chng ta, tnh yu l k c. Khi bn ni rng bn yu v ca bn hay chng ca bn, bn c g qua iu ? C phi bn thng yu ci iu m cho bn vui th phi khng? C phi bn thng yu ci iu m bn c th ng nht chnh mnh vi n v ci iu m bn cng nhn nh l l thuc vo bn hay khng? Xin vui lng, y l nhng s kin; ti khng ang sng ch ra bt k iu g thm, v vy ng nhn kinh hi. ....Chnh l ci hnh nh, ci biu tng ca v ca ti hay chng ca ti m chng ta thng yu, hay l ngh rng chng ta thng yu, khng phi ci c nhn ang sng. Ti khng bit v ca ti hay l chng ca ti cht xu no c; v ti khng bao gi c th bit c con ngi chng no bit cn c ngha l cng nhn. V s cng nhn t nn tng trn k c k c ca vui th v au kh, k c ca nhng s vic m ti sng v n, kh s trn n, nhng s vic m ti s hu v qua chng ti b quyn luyn. Lm th no ti c th thng yu khi c s hi, au kh, c c, ci bng ca tht vng? Lm th no mt con ngi tham vng li c th thng yu? V tt c chng ta u rt tham vng, d rng c tn knh bao nhiu chng na. V th, tht s tm c tnh yu l g, chng ta phi cht i qu kh, cht i tt c nhng cm xc ca chng ta, nhng iu tt lnh v nhng iu xu xa cht i khng dng n lc, ging nh chng ta s cht i mt s vic c hi bi v chng ta hiu r n.
Dng nh bt k iu g chng ta tip xc u bin thnh mt vn . V, hin nhin, khng c s kt thc cho nhng vn ca con ngi, v con ngi c v hon ton khng c kh nng gii quyt chng bi v vn cng tn ti nhiu bao nhiu, nhng trng thi cm thy cng tr nn t i by nhiu. Qua ci t cm thy ti mun ni v s thng thc trn trng ci ng cong ca mt cnh cy, s d bn, bi bm trn con ng, nhy cm n au kh ca mt ngi khc, c trng thi ngy ngt khi chng ta ngm mt cnh hong hn. y khng l nhng cm gic, y khng ch l nhng cm xc. Cm xc v cm gic hay a cm chuyn thnh tn c, chng c th c s dng bi x hi; v khi c cm tnh, cm gic, ri th ngi ta tr thnh mt n l cho x hi. Nhng ngi ta phi c nhng cm thy ln lao. Cm thy v v p, cm thy v mt t ng, khong yn lng gia hai t ng, v nghe r rng mt m thanh tt c vic sinh ra mt cm thy. V ngi ta phi c nhng cm thy mnh m, bi v ch c nhng cm thy mi khin cho ci tr nhy cm cc .
trng thi cm thy mt cch hon ton, khng phi tng phn, khi bn tht s hiu r tnh tng th ca cm thy, ri th bn s bit tnh yu l g. Khi bn c th nhn thy v p ca mt ci cy, khi bn c th nhn thy v p ca mt n ci, khi bn c th nhn thy cnh hong hn ng sau nhng bc tng ca th trn bn ang nhn thy ton b lc bn s hiu r tnh yu l g.
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Bn bit vui th l g ri, tha bn? Khi bn nhn mt vt g hay l khi bn c mt cm thy, suy ngh v cm thy , sng lin tc vi cm thy cho bn vui th, v bn mun s vui th v bn lp i lp li n. Khi mt con ngi rt tham vng hay l mt cht t tham vng, iu cho anh ta vui th. Khi mt ngi ang tm kim quyn hnh, chc v, thanh danh trong danh ngha ca mt quc gia, trong danh ngha ca mt tng, v tt c nhng chuyn nh vy, iu cho anh ta vui th. Anh ta khng c tnh yu g c, v v vy anh ta to ra s bt n trong th gii. Anh ta to ra chin tranh c bn trong ln bn ngoi. V vy ngi ta phi nhn ra rng nhng cm xc, cm gic, nhit tnh, cm tng v tt lnh v tt c vic khng c cht xu lin h no n t bi, thng yu tht s. Mi cm gic, cm xc phi lin h n t tng v v vy dn n vui th v au kh. Tnh yu khng c au thng, khng c su kh, bi v n khng l kt qu ca vui th hay ham mun.
thy k , ganh ght , cng cm thy cay nghit ca tham vng ; bi v rt cuc ra, l nhng g bn tri qua trong cuc sng hng ngy, mc d bn c l mun sng cng tnh yu, hay l cng ci t ng tnh yu. V bn c trng thi cm thy cm hn, cm thy mun gy tn thng ai bng mt c ch hay l bng mt t ng c a, hy xem th liu rng bn c th li cng ci trng thi cm thy . Bn lm c khng? Bn c ln no th lm cha? Hy c gng li cng ci cm thy v quan st iu g xy ra. Bn s pht gic rng kh khn lm. Ci tr ca bn s khng cho php trng thi cm thy c mt mnh; n x vo bng nhng ghi nh ca n, nhng lin kt ca n, nhng iu lm v khng lm ca n, nhng huyn thuyn v tn ca n. Hy nht mt v s ln. Liu bn c th ngm n, ly lm ngc nhin bi v p tinh t ca n, m khng cn ni n p lm sao, hay l loi s no to ra n? Liu bn c th quan st m khng c s chuyn ng ca ci tr? Liu bn c th sng cng ci trng thi cm thy ng sau t ng ca n, m khng ang cm thy iu m t ng dng ln? Nu bn lm c, ngay lc bn s khm ph mt s vic phi thng, mt chuyn ng vt khi s o c ca thi gian, mt ma xun cha tng nm tri ma h.
trc nhn bu tri xanh, bn c mt k nim v n, bn mun nhiu hn na v n v v vy bn b chm m trong n; bn cng mun ci t ng lu gi n nh mt kinh nghim cng nhiu hn bao nhiu, bn cng chm m trong n nhiu hn by nhiu.
ca ci tr lm mt iu g v ci s kin. Chng no m ci tr cn ang suy ngh cch gt b ganh ght qua l tng khng ganh ght, v vn vn, n cn b xao lng, n khng ang gip mt ci s kin; v chnh bn cht t ng ganh ght l mt xao lng khi s kin. Quy trnh ca cng nhn u qua t ng; v khonh khc ti cng nhn trng thi cm thy qua t ng, ti to ra s tip tc cho trng thi cm thy .
b gy ngay tc khc? By gi, bn c l ni rng, Vic phi mt thi gian, ti khng th thc hin n ngay tc khc. iu ny c ngha rng bn phi tri qua nhiu ngy, iu ny c ngha mt tip tc ca iu g l, mc d n c b sung trong khi tin hnh, cho n khi bn n c mt chng ng ni m khng cn i xa thm c na. Bn c th thc hin vic c khng? Bi v chng ta s hi, chng ta li bing, chng ta khng mun phn u, chng ta ni rng Ti sao li phi bn khon v tt c vic ny? N kh khn qu; hay l Ti khng bit phi lm g y vy l bn tr hon, tr hon, tr hon. Nhng bn phi thy c s tht ca s tip tc v s bin i ca t ng. Trc nhn s tht v bt k iu g xy ra ngay tc khc khng phi trong thi gian. Liu ci tr c th khm ph ngay tc khc, ngay lc tm kim c khng? Liu ci tr c th thy c ci ro cn ca t ng, hiu r ngha ca t ng trong mt lo sng v trong trng thi khi m ci tr khng cn b vng mc vo thi gian? Bn chc l tri nghim s vic ny; tuy nhin n l mt s vic rt c bit cho hu ht mi ngi trong chng ta.
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Ham mun lm t do mnh khi b iu kin ch lm tng thm b iu kin. Nhng nu, thay v c gng km ch ham mun, ngi ta hiu r ton quy trnh ca ham mun, trong chnh s hiu r ny ra t do khi b iu kin. T do khi b iu kin khng l mt kt qu trc tip. Bn hiu r khng? Nu ti c tin hnh lm t do mnh khi tnh trng b iu kin ca ti, s ham mun to ra iu kin ring ca n. Ti c l ph v c mt hnh thc b iu kin, nhng ti li vng mc vo mt b iu kin khc. Tri li, nu c mt hiu r chnh ham mun, gm c ham mun c t do, vy th chnh hiu r ph v tt c iu kin. T do khi b iu kin l mt kt qu ph; n khng quan trng, iu quan trng l hiu r iu g to ra b iu kin.
Ci tr ca bn b iu kin khp mi ni; khng cn ch no trong bn khng b iu kin. l mt s tht, d bn c thch n hay khng. Bn c l ni rng n l mt phn ca bn ngi quan st, siu linh hn, i ng m khng b iu kin; nhng bi v bn suy ngh v n, n vn cn trong lnh vc ca t tng, v vy n b iu kin. Bn c th sng ch v s l thuyt v n, nhng rnh rnh s tht l ci tr ca bn b iu kin khp mi ni, c tng thc ln tng tim thc, v mi n lc n thc hin c t do vn cn b iu kin. Vy th ci tr phi lm g y? Hay ni khc i, trng thi ca ci tr khi n bit rng n b iu kin v nhn ra rng mi n lc n thc hin tho g vn cn b iu kin l g vy? By gi, khi bn ni rng, Ti bit ti b iu kin, bn c tht s bit n, hay ch l mt cu pht biu trn ngn t? Bn bit c n bng ci sc mnh nh bn trng thy mt con rn h mang hay khng? Khi bn trng thy mt con rn v bit n l mt con rn h mang, lin c hnh ng ngay lp tc, khng mu tnh trc; v khi bn ni rng, Ti bit ti b iu kin, liu n c cng tm quan trng sng cn nh trc nhn ca bn v con rn h mang hay khng? Hay n ch l s tha nhn hi ht v ci s kin, v khng phi l hiu thu o v s kin? Khi ti hiu thu o ci s kin rng ti b iu kin, s c hnh ng tc khc. Ti khng phi to ra mt n lc tho g chnh mnh. Chnh ci s kin rng ti b iu kin v hiu thu o v s kin , mang li mt r rng trong sng ngay tc khc. S kh khn nm trong vn khng nhn ra n theo ngha hiu r tt c nhng n lin quan ca n, khng nhn thy rng tt c t tng, d tinh t nh th no chng na, d thng tho hay trit l nh th no chng na, u b iu kin.
hng xm ca ti, hay l mt vic hi ht no ging nh vy; nhng khng l iu g chng ta ang bn lun. Ti hiu ra rng ci quy trnh phn tch m bao hm thi gian, din dch, chuyn ng ca t tng nh l ngi quan st ang phn tch vt b quan st khng th lm t do tng tim thc; do ti bc b hon ton ci quy trnh phn tch . Khonh khc ti trc nhn s kin rng di bt k tnh hung no s phn tch khng th qut sch s ci gnh nng ca tng tim thc, ti i ra khi s phn tch. Ti khng cn phn tch na. V vy chuyn g xy ra? Bi v khng cn c mt ngi phn tch tch ri khi ci vt anh ta phn tch, anh ta l ci vt . Anh ta khng cn l mt thc th tch ri khi n. Sau ngi ta pht hin ra rng tng tim thc c rt t tm quan trng.
Ngy 31 thng nm: Quan st nhng thi quen c hnh thnh ra sao.
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Khng c t do khi qu kh s khng c t do g c, bi v ci tr khng bao gi mi m, hn nhin, v t. Ch c ci tr hn nhin, v t mi c t do. T do khng lin quan n tui tc, n khng lin quan n tri nghim; v i vi ti c v rng l ci bn th ca t do nm trong hiu bit r rng ton b c cu my mc ca thi quen, c thc ln tim thc. Khng phi l vn chm dt thi quen, nhng l hiu r hon ton cu trc ca thi quen. Bn phi quan st nhng thi quen c hnh thnh ra sao v mt thi quen khc c hnh thnh ra sao qua s khc t hay l khng c mt thi quen. iu g phi lu tm l thc hon ton v thi quen; v ngay lc , bn s tm c cho chnh mnh rng khng cn s hnh thnh ca thi quen na. khng c li thi quen, chin u vi n, khc t n, ch to ra s tip tc cho thi quen. Khi bn chin u vi mt thi quen c bit bn trao s sng cho thi quen v tip theo chnh hnh ng chin u vi n tr thnh mt thi quen thm na. Nhng nu bn ch thc v ton cu trc ca thi quen m khng khng c, vy th bn s thy rng c t do ca thi quen, v trong t do mt s vic mi m xy ra. Ch c mt ci tr l , cn nht mi to ra v bm vo thi quen. Mt ci tr tnh to ch t khonh khc ny qua khonh khc khc ch n iu g n ang ni, ch n chuyn ng ca hai bn tay, ca nhng t tng, ca nhng cm thy s khm ph ra rng s hnh thnh ca nhng thi quen thm na c chm dt. Hiu r vic ny rt quan trng, bi v chng no ci tr cn ang hu b mt thi quen, v chnh trong quy trnh li to ra mt thi quen khc, hin nhin n khng bao gi c t do; v ch c ci tr t do mi c th trc nhn mt s vic g vt ngoi chnh n.
cn k lut bn ngoi. Trong tm kim s tht, nng lng to ra k lut ring ca n. Con ngi ang tm kim s tht cng lc tr thnh loi cng dn ng, m khng l thuc vo ci khun mu ca bt k x hi hay chnh ph c bit no.
khng c ngha rng bn ngi ng ngi ra v nhn nh. Xung t s lun lun tn ti chng no tng cn quan trng hn s kin.
s dng v nhng chuyn chung quanh n; bn phi gip mt ci s kin rng anh ta phi c gii phu. V vy, cng tng t nh th, mt ci tr phi hiu thu sut hay trong trng thi khi ci tr khng l mt n l cho t tng. Rt cuc ra, tt c t tng trong thi gian u l sng ch; tt c nhng my mc nh, my phn lc, t lnh, ho tin, vic kho st t m nguyn t, khng gian, tt c chng u l kt qu ca hiu bit, t tng. Tt c s vic ny khng sng to; sng ch pht minh khng l sng to, nng lc khng l sng to; t tng khng bao gi c th sng to bi v t tng lun lun b iu kin v khng bao gi c th c t do. Ch khi no c ci nng lng m khng l sn phm ca t tng mi c sng to.
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Mt ngi no ang k cho bn mt chuyn, bn lng nghe. Chnh ng thi lng nghe l ng thi gii thot. Khi bn trng thy s kin, chnh trc nhn ca s kin l s gii thot khi s kin. Chnh ng thi lng nghe, chnh ng thi trng thy mt vic g nh mt s kin, c mt nh hng phi thng m khng cn n lc ca t tng. ....Chng ta hy quan st th mt s kin, v d nh tham vng. Chng ta tm hiu y nhng g n gy ra, nhng nh hng ca n ra sao. Mt ci tr tham vng khng bao gi c th bit c n s ra sao thng cm, thng xt, thng yu. Mt ci tr tham vng l mt ci tr c c d thuc tinh thn hay l bn ngoi hay l bn trong. Bn nghe vic ri. Bn nghe n; khi bn nghe vic , bn din dch n v ni rng, Lm th no ti c th sng c trong ci th gii c xy dng trn tham vng ny? Do , bn khng lng nghe. Bn p tr, bn phn ng n mt cu pht biu, n mt s kin; v vy bn khng ang nhn ngm mt s kin. Bn ch ang din dch ci s kin hay l ang a ra mt kin v ci s kin hay l ang p tr n ci s kin; v vy bn khng ang nhn ngm ci s kin....Nu ngi ta lng nghe theo ngha khng cn mi nh gi, phn ng, nhn xt chc chn ngay lc , ci s kin s to ra ci nng lng hu dit, lau sch s, qut i tham vng gy nn xung t.
hay khng? Liu rng ci tr c th hon ton ch m khng c bt k thc loi tr no hay khng? Chc chn ci tr lm c, v l trng thi duy nht ca ch ; nhng trng thi khc hon ton l bung th, hay l nhng o nh ca ci tr. Nu bn c th hon ton ch m khng b thu ht vo bt k iu g v khng c bt k thc loi tr no, lc bn s tm ra c thin nh c ngha l g; bi v trong ch khng c n lc, khng c phn chia, khng c tranh u, khng c tm kim mt kt qu. V vy thin nh l mt tin trnh lm t do ci tr khi nhng h thng, v l mt tin trnh ca s ch m khng b thu ht, m khng to ra mt n lc tp trung.
l mt phng tin dnh cho s bnh trng ring t ca n; v ci hot ng nh th tr thnh t mu thun v chng i x hi.
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Ngy 18 thng su: Trng thi tnh thc khng th khp vo k lut.
Nu trng thi tnh thc b rn luyn, b chuyn thnh mt thi quen, vy th n tr nn nhm chn v au kh. Tnh thc khng th ghp vo k lut. Trng thi b rn luyn khng cn l tnh thc na, v trong s rn luyn c ng s to tc ca thi quen, s tc ng ca n lc v ch. N lc l bin dng xuyn tc. Khng ch c trng thi tnh thc v nhng s vt bn ngoi v ng bay ca chim chc, v nhng ci bng, v bin ng, v cy ci v cn gi, v ngi n my v nhng chic xe sang trng ang chy qua nhng cng cn c trng thi tnh thc v s tin hnh thuc tm l, s cng thng v xung t bn trong. Bn khng ch trch mt con chim ang bay; bn quan st n, bn nhn thy v p ca n. Nhng khi bn ch n s xung t bn trong ring t ca bn, bn li ch trch n hay l bo cha n. Bn khng c kh nng quan st s xung t bn trong ny m khng c chn la hay xt on. tnh thc v t tng v cm thy ca bn m khng c s nhn dng hay khc t khng l nhm chn v au kh, tri li khi tm kim mt kt qu, mt mc ch s phi t c, xung t b tng ln v s nhm chn ca xung t bt u.
cho php mt t tng c n hoa hay l mt cm thy c n hoa yu cu s ch khng l s tp trung. Ti c ni rng nh vo s n hoa ca mt t tng s trao cho n s t do nhn thy iu g xy ra, iu g ang xy ra trong t tng ca bn, trong cm thy ca bn. Bt c th g n hoa phi c t do, phi c nh sng; n khng th b km hm. Bn khng th t bt c gi tr no vo n, bn khng th ni rng, iu ny ng, iu kia sai; iu ny nn l, iu kia khng nn l do , bn gii hn s n hoa ca t tng. V n ch n hoa c trong trng thi tnh thc ny. Vy l, nu bn c th thm nhp trong n mt cch su sc, bn s pht hin ra rng s n hoa ca t tng ny l s kt thc ca t tng.
vc, phn on hay nhn dng. Bc mn ny cng c quan st v hiu r nhiu bao nhiu khng phi nh mt bn phn hay l mt rn luyn b p buc, nhng bi v au kh v tuyt vng to ra s quan tm khng th tho mn c m to ra k lut ring ca n cng ca tnh thc cng to ln by nhiu, v p li vic ny mang n s hiu bit r rng cao . ...Bn c th theo di mt vt nu n chuyn ng chm chp; mt ci my chy nhanh phi gim tc li nu mt ngi mun tm hiu nhng chuyn ng ca n. Tng t nh th, nhng cm thy-nhng t tng c th c tm hiu v c hiu r ch khi no ci tr c kh nng tin hnh chm chm nhng ngay khi n nh thc ci kh nng ny, n c th chuyn ng ti vn tc cao, m vn tc khin cho n rt m . Khi quay trn ti tc cao nhiu cnh ca mt ci qut c v l mt phin kim loi rn chc. Kh khn ca chng ta l phi lm cho ci tr chuyn ng chm li cho mi mt cm thy-t tng u c th theo di v hiu r c. iu g c hiu thu o v su sc s khng t lp li.
sng trong th gii ny, c th hon ton chm dt c bo hnh. Nhng x hi, nhng cng ng tn gio, c gng khng git hi ng vt. Mt s thm ch ni rng, Nu bn khng mun git ng vt, cn thc vt th sao y? Bn c th din t n ko di n mc m bn s ngng tn ti. Bn gch mt vch gii hn u? Liu rng c mt vch gii hn tu tin c on da vo l tng ca bn, da vo th hiu ca bn, da vo quy tc ca bn, da vo tnh kh ca bn, da vo tnh trng b iu kin ca bn, v bn ni rng, Ti s i thng ln nhng khng vt khi n. Liu rng c mt khc bit gia s tc gin c nhn, vi hnh ng bo lc thuc v cng vic ca c nhn, v s th hn c t chc ca mt x hi m nui dng v thnh lp mt lc lng qun i hu dit mt x hi khc? Ni no, mc no, v phn bo hnh no m bn ang bn ci, hay l bn mun bn ci v vn liu rng con ngi c th c t do khi ton b s bo hnh, khng phi l mt phn c bit m anh ta gi l bo hnh hay khng? Chng ta bit r bo hnh l g m khng cn gii thch bng t ng, bng nhng cm t, bng hnh ng. L mt con ngi m trong n ci con th vn cn rt mnh m, bt k nhng th k ca tm gi l vn minh, ti s bt u t ch no y? C phi ti s bt u ti chu vi, m l x hi, hay l ti trung tm, m l chnh bn thn ti? Bn bo vi ti rng khng c bo hnh, bi v n xu xa lm. Bn ging gii cho ti tt c nhng l do v ti thy rng bo hnh l mt iu khng khip trong nhn loi, c bn ngoi ln bn trong. Liu rng c th kt thc c tnh trng bo hnh ny khng?
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Con th c tnh bo hnh. Con ngi m l thnh qu ca con th, cng c tnh bo hnh; l b phn ca s hin hu ca h sng bo hnh, gin d, ghen ght, k, tm kim quyn lc, v tr, thanh danh v vic quanh n, thng tr, hung hng gy s. Con ngi c tnh bo hnh iu ny c th hin qua hng ngn cuc chin tranh v anh ta pht trin mt hc thuyt m anh ta gi l khng bo hnh....V khi c mt cuc bo hnh tht s nh mt cuc chin tranh gia quc gia ny v quc gia k bn, mi ngi u lin h vo. H yu thch vic . Lc ny, khi bn bo hnh tht s v bn c mt l tng khng bo hnh, bn c mt xung t. Bn lun lun ang c gng tr nn khng bo hnh m l mt phn ca xung t. Bn t khp mnh vo k lut vi mc ch khng cn bo hnh m, li na, l mt xung t, xch mch. V th khi bn bo hnh v c l tng khng bo hnh, theo thc cht bn cng bo hnh. nhn ra rng bn bo hnh l vic u tin phi thc hin khng phi c gng tr nn khng bo hnh. nhn thy bo hnh nh n l, khng phi c gng din dch n, khng phi qui nh n, khng phi khut phc n, khng phi km ch n, nhng nhn thy n nh th bn ang nhn thy n ln u tin l nhn thy n m khng c bt k t tng no. Ti gii thch r rng ri chng ta c g khi ni nhn thy mt ci cy y hn nhin v t m c ngha rng nhn thy n khng cn ci hnh nh. Trong cng cch , bn phi nhn thy bo hnh khng cn ci hnh nh m b bao hm trong chnh ci t ng bo hnh. nhn thy n m khng cn bt k chuyn ng no ca t tng l nhn thy n nh th bn ang nhn thy n ln u tin, v th l nhn thy n y hn nhin v t.
Ti ngh, nguyn nhn ch yu ca bo hnh l rng mi mt ngi ca chng ta, bn trong, thuc tm l, ang tm kim an ton. Trong mi mt ngi ca chng ta s thi thc c an ton tm l ci thc ca an ton bn trong biu l mnh m s i hi, s i hi bn ngoi, c an ton. Pha bn trong mi mt ngi ca chng ta u mun c an ton, bo m, chc chn. l l do ti sao chng ta li c tt c nhng iu lut hn nhn ny; cho chng ta c th chim hu mt ngi ph n, hay l mt ngi n ng, v v th c an ton trong s lin h ca chng ta. Nu s lin h b tn cng chng ta tr nn bo hnh, m l s i hi thuc tm l, s i hi pha bn trong, c c chc chn v s lin h ca chng ta i vi mi th. Nhng tht ra khng c ci s vic nh l chc chn, an ton, trong bt k lin h no. pha bn trong, thuc tm l, chng ta c thch an ton, nhng khng khi no c ci s vic nh l an ton vnh cu... V vy tt c nhng vic ny l nhng nguyn nhn ng gp vo bo hnh m xy ra thng thng, honh hnh, khp th gii. Ti ngh bt k ngi no m quan st, thm ch ch mt cht t, iu g ang din tin trong th gii, v c bit trong ci quc gia bt hnh ny, cng c th, khng cn nhiu tm hiu thuc tr nng lm, quan st v tm ra trong chnh anh ta nhng s vic m, c chiu ri biu l bn ngoi, l nhng nguyn nhn ca s tn nhn, s dng dng, s nhn tm, s bo hnh l lng ny.
ra t tng v hot ng t cho mnh l trung tm, bi v ci tr ca ti lc no cng b tp trung vo vic loi b mt vic ny v t c mt vic khc. V tuy nhin ti thy c s quan trng ca ci tr c t do hon ton khi bo hnh. V vy, ti s phi lm g y? Chc chn khng l cu hi ca lm th no mt ngi s khng bo hnh na. S tht l chng ta bo hnh, v hi rng Ti s khng bo hnh bng cch no y? ch to ra l tng, m i vi ti c v hon ton v ch. Nhng nu ngi ta c kh nng nhn thy bo hnh v hiu r n, vy th c l c mt kh nng gii quyt hon ton n.
d nhiu thm. Bn tr thnh ci s vic m ti l. Nu ti i bi v bn chng i ti bng i bi c ngha rng ngay lc bn cng tr thnh i bi, d bn c cm thy ngay thng nh th no chng na. Nu ti hung d v bn s dng nhng phng php hung d chin thng ti, ngay lc bn cng tr thnh hung d ging nh ti. V vic ny chng ta lm hng ngn nm ri. Chc chn c mt tip cn khc bit hn l i mt hn th bng hn th phi khng?. Nu ti s dng nhng phng php bo hnh dp tt s gin d trong chnh bn thn ti vy th ti ang s dng phng tin sai lm t c mt kt cuc ng n, v do ci kt cuc ng n khng hin hu. Trong hnh ng ny khng c s hiu r; khng c s vt qua tc gin. S tc gin phi c tm hiu mt cch khoan dung v hiu r; n khng phi b khut phc qua phng tin bo hnh. S tc gin c l l kt qu ca nhiu nguyn nhn v nu khng hiu r chng khng c thot khi s gin d. Chng ta to ra k th, k cp, v chnh chng ta tr thnh k th th khng c cch no mang n mt kt thc cho s th ch. Chng ta phi hiu r nguyn nhn ca th ch v chm dt tho mn n bng t tng, cm thy v hnh ng ca chng ta. y l mt nhim v gian kh i hi trng thi tnh thc bn b v vn dng ht thng minh, v iu g chng ta l th x hi, chnh th l nh th. K th v ngi bn l thnh qu ca t tng v hnh ng ca chng ta. Chng ta gnh trch nhim cho vic to ra th ch v v vy tnh thc v t tng v hnh ng ca chng ta quan trng nhiu hn l quan tm n k th v ngi bn, v s suy ngh ng n chm dt s phn chia. Tnh yu vt tri hn ngi bn v k th.
THNG BY Ngy 1 thng by: Hnh phc tri ngc tho mn.
Hu ht chng ta ang tm kim iu g? Mi mt ngi trong chng ta mun iu g? c bit trong ci th gii bt n ny, ni m mi ngi ang c gng tm c mt loi ho bnh no , mt loi hnh phc no , mt ni n nu, chc chn l tm c nh th rt quan trng, phi vy khng? l iu g m chng ta ang c gng tm kim, l iu g m chng ta ang c gng khm ph phi khng? C th hu ht chng ta ang tm kim mt loi hnh phc no , mt loi ho bnh no ; trong mt th gii y dy s hn lon, chin tranh, tranh ginh, xung t, chng ta mun mt ni n nu m c th c c mt cht ho bnh no . Ti ngh l iu g hu ht chng ta u mong mun. V vy chng ta theo ui, i t mt ngi dn dt ny sang mt ngi dn dt khc, t mt t chc tn gio ny sang mt t chc tn gio khc, t mt v thy ny sang mt v thy khc.
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By gi, c phi rng chng ta ang tm kim hnh phc hay l chng ta ang tm kim tho mn thuc mt loi no m t chng ta hy vng nhn c hnh phc? C mt khc bit gia hnh phc v tho mn. Bn c th tm kim hnh phc c khng? C l bn c th tm c tho mn nhng chc chn bn khng th tm c hnh phc. Hnh phc khng t to c, n l kt qu ph ca mt iu g khc. V vy, trc khi chng ta dnh ht ci tr v tm hn ca chng ta n mt iu g m i hi nhiu nghim tc, ch , t duy, n cn, chng ta phi tm c, phi vy khng?, l iu g m chng ta tm kim; liu rng n l hnh phc, hay l tho mn?
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Bn c ni g qua t ng hnh phc? Mt s ngi s ni rng hnh phc ct yu c c iu g bn mun. Bn mun mt chic xe hi, v bn c c n, v bn hnh phc. Ti mun c mt ming vi che thn hay l mt b qun o v ti c c n, ti hnh phc; Ti mun i Chu u v nu ti i c, ti hnh phc. Ti mun l mt chnh khch li lc, v nu ti thnh cng, ti hnh phc; nu ti khng t c, ti bun b. V vy iu g bn gi l hnh phc c ngha rng t c ci bn mun, thnh t hay l thnh cng, tr nn cao qu, c c bt k iu g bn mun. Khi bn mun iu g , v bn c th c n, bn cm thy hnh phc hon ton; bn khng tht vng, nhng nu bn khng th c c iu bn mun, lc bun b bt u. Tt c chng ta u quan tm n vic ny, khng ch ngi giu c m c ngi ngho kh. Tt c ngi giu c ln ngi ngho kh u mun c c mt ci g cho chnh h, cho gia nh h, cho x hi; v nu h b ngn cn, b chn li, h s bun b. Chng ta khng ang tho lun, chng ta khng ang ni rng ngi ngho kh khng nn c ci g h mun. khng phi l vn . Chng ta ang c gng tm ra hnh phc c ngha l g v liu rng hnh phc c phi l iu g m m bn thc c, nhn thc c hay khng? Ci khonh khc bn thc rng l bn hnh phc, rng l bn c nhiu, l hnh phc ? Ci khonh khc bn thc rng l bn hnh phc, n khng l hnh phc, phi vy ch? V vy bn khng th theo ui hnh phc. Ci khonh khc bn thc rng bn khim tn, bn khng khim tn. V vy hnh phc khng phi l mt vic c theo ui; n n. Nhng nu bn tm kim n, n s ln trnh bn.
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Khi bn thc rng bn hnh phc, c hnh phc hay khng? Khi c hnh phc, bn thc c n hay khng? S thc ch n cng vi xung t, s xung t ca nh li nhiu thm na. Hnh phc khng l nh li nhiu thm na. Ni no c xung t, hnh phc khng hin hu. Xung t hin hu ni ci tr hin hu. T tng ti tt c mc l s p tr ca k c, v v vy t tng lun lun nui dng xung t. T tng l cm xc, v cm xc khng l hnh phc. Nhng cm xc lun lun ang tm kim nhng tho mn. Kt thc l cm xc, nhng hnh phc khng l mt kt thc; n khng th tm kim c.
thuc m ang hng th, m mun nhiu hnh phc hn na, ci ti l thuc m lc li, tm kim, ao c hnh phc, ci ti l thuc m tranh u, ci ti l thuc m tr nn mi lc mt c tinh lc thm na, nhng li khng bao gi thch i n mt kt thc. Ch khi no ci ti l thuc trong tt c nhng hnh thc tinh t i n mt kt thc mi c c mt trng thi ca phc lnh m khng th tm kim, mt trng thi ngy ngt, mt nim hn hoan tht s khng cn au kh, khng cn bng hoi.... ...Khi ci tr i vt khi t tng ca ci ti l thuc, ngi tri nghim, ngi quan st, ngi suy ngh, lc c kh nng c c mt trng thi hnh phc m khng cn bng hoi. Trng thi hnh phc khng th bn vng, trong ngha chng ta s dng t ng . Nhng, ci tr ca chng ta ang tm kim hnh phc vnh cu, mt trng thi no m s ko di, m s tip tc. Chnh lng khao kht cho s tip tc l bng hoi.... ...Nu chng ta c th hiu r quy trnh ca cuc sng m khng c ch trch, m khng ni rng n ng hay sai, lc , ti ngh rng, kia ka mt trng thi hnh phc sng to hin din m khng l trng thi ca bn hay l trng thi ca ti. Ci trng thi sng to ging nh nh nng mt tri. Nu bn mun gi gn nh nng mt tri cho chnh mnh, n khng cn l mt tri cho cuc sng m p v r rng trong sng na. Tng t nh th, nu bn khao kht hnh phc bi v bn ang chu ng au kh, hay l bi v bn mt mt ngi no , hay l bi v bn khng thnh cng, vy th iu hon ton l mt phn ng. Nhng lc m ci tr c th i vt khi, ngay lc c mt trng thi hnh phc m khng thuc v ci tr.
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Nu ti a ra cu hi liu rng c hnh phc khi ti ang chu ng au kh hay khng, th cu hi c ngha tt lnh g? Ti c th hiu r au kh hay khng? l vn ca ti, khng phi l lm th no c hnh phc. Ti hnh phc khi ti khng chu ng au kh, nhng ngay khonh khc ti thc v n, n khng l hnh phc.... V vy ti phi hiu r iu g l au kh. Liu ti c th hiu r iu g l au kh khi mt phn trong ci tr ca ti ang chy trn tm kim hnh phc, tm kim mt phng cch ra khi ci au kh ny hay khng? V vy ti khng c lm nh vy phi khng, nu ti c nh hiu r au kh, hy hon ton l mt cng n, khng khc t n, khng bnh vc n, khng ch trch n, khng so snh n, nhng hy hon ton l mt cng n v hiu r n phi khng? S tht ca iu g l hnh phc s n nu ti bit cch lng nghe. Ti phi bit cch lng nghe au kh; nu ti c th lng nghe au kh ti c th lng nghe hnh phc bi v l iu g ti l.
v tt c chng ta u c i hi nhiu thm nhp, thu trit. V kt thc au kh ny t nhin s mang li an bnh, khng nhng bn trong m cn c bn ngoi.
hay l phng nga au kh. Nhng s au kh nm trong bn cht ci quy trnh ca ng thi tch lu ngn chn au kh thuc tm l. Hiu bit cng tr gip phng nga au kh. Ging nh hiu bit y khoa tr gip ngn chn au n thuc thn th, cng vy nhng nim tin tr gip ngn cn au kh thuc tinh thn, v l l do ti sao ti li s hi mt mt nhng nim tin ca ti mc d ti khng c s hiu bit hon ho hay l chng c c th v s tht ca nhng nim tin nh th . Ti c l khng chp thun mt s ca nhng nim tin truyn thng m gn ghp vo ti bi v s tri nghim ring r ca ti cng c cho ti sc mnh, t tin, s hiu bit; nhng nhng nim tin nh th v s hiu bit m ti thu thp c theo cn bn u ging ht nhau mt phng tin ngn chn au kh.
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Khi khng c ngi quan st m ang b au kh ci trng thi au kh c tch ri khi bn hay khng? Bn l trng thi au kh, ng ch? Bn khng phn chia khi trng thi au kh bn l trng thi au kh . iu g xy ra? Khng cn t nhn hiu, khng cn cho n mt ci tn v do xua ui n i bn l trn vn trng thi au kh , cm thy , thc v s dn vt . Khi bn l vic , chuyn g xy ra? Khi bn khng t tn n, khi khng c s s hi lin quan n n, th ci trung tm c lin h n n khng? Nu ci trung tm c lin h n n, vy th ci trung tm s hi n. Ri th ci trung tm phi hnh ng v lm mt iu g v n. Nhng nu ci trung tm l vic , vy th bn lm g y? Khng c g lm, phi khng? Nu bn l vic v bn khng ang chp nhn n, khng ang t nhn hiu n, khng ang xua ui n nu bn l vic , chuyn g xy ra? Lc bn ni rng bn chu ng au kh ? Chc chn rng, mt bin i ct li ngay ti trung tm xy ra. Lc khng cn c Ti au kh, bi v khng c ci trung tm chu ng au kh v ci trung tm au kh bi v chng ta khng bao gi tm hiu ci trung tm l g. Chng ta ch sng bng t ng ny qua t ng khc, t phn ng ny qua phn ng khc.
ng s tht, pht hin ca bn c l gy bc bi cho nhng ngi p chng. Ri th bn nn lm g y? Bn nn tun theo chng hay l nhn nhng chng vi mc ch khng lm tn thng bn b ca bn?
ca nhng ngi khc. Vi mt s ngi no c mt s tho mn c bit khi quan st nhng ngi khc b au kh. Hy quan st chnh mnh v xem th bn c cm gic ny hay khng. N c v khng r rng lm, nhng nu n c mt bn s pht hin ra rng n t biu l trong s thi thc ci ch nho khi mt ai b ng. Bn mun ngi trn cao b ko xung; bn bnh phm, n i thiu suy xt v nhng ngi khc, tt c vic l s din t ca tnh khng nhy cm, mt hnh thc ca s thm mun gy au n cho ngi khc. Ngi ta c l xc phm mt ngi khc mt cch c , bng s bo th, hay l ngi ta c l lm n khng dng , bng mt t ng, bng mt c ch, bng mt ci nhn; nhng c hai trng hp s thi thc u l gy tn hi ngi no , v chng c bao nhiu ngi gt b c hon ton ci hnh thc vui th lm lc ny.
lm tan bin c s tc gin? Nu bn cng nhn rng nhng nim tin, nhng khi nim, nhng kin ca bn li c tm quan trng nht, vy th bn chc chn phn ng hung bo khi b vn hi. Thay v bm vo nhng nim tin, nhng kin, nu bn bt u t cu hi liu rng chng c cn thit lm i vi s hiu bit v cuc sng ca mt ngi hay khng, ri th nh vo s hiu r nhng nguyn nhn ca n c s chm dt ca tc gin. V th l ngi ta bt u lm tan bin nhng khng c ring r ca ngi ta m gy ra xung t v au kh. Li na iu ny i hi s nghim tc ng n. Chng ta quen thuc vi vic kim sot ch ng chnh chng ta v nhng l do tn gio, x hi hay l v s thch ng, nhng nh bt gc r s tc gin cn c trng thi tnh thc cao .... Bn ni rng bn tc gin khi nghe c s bt cng. c phi v bn yu qu nhn o, bi v bn y lng t bi hay sao? T bi v tc gin cng nhau c khng? C th c c s cng bng khi c tc gin, hn th hay khng? C l bn tc gin ci t tng hung d, bt cng thng thng, nhng tc gin ca bn khng thay i c bt cng hay l hung d; n ch c th gy tai hi m thi. to ra trt t, chnh bn phi u i n cn, y thng yu. Hnh ng c sinh ra t hn th ch c th to ra hn th thm na. Khng th c c cng bng ni no m c tc gin. Cng bng v tc gin khng cng nhau.
V vy, chng no cn c s vun quy c thc ca bt k nh hng c bit no, bt k o c c bit no, th khng th c tnh yu, khng th c t bi, bi v tnh yu v t bi khng l kt qu ca n lc c thc.
hi b trng pht. hiu r ton b bn cht ca ci by l c t do khi n; khng ngi no, khng h thng no, khng nim tin no, c th trao tng t do cho bn. Bn phi thc hin chuyn hnh trnh trn mt i dng cha c v bn v cha c thm him.
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nh th, n mt kt lun no , n mt khi nim no , n mt nim tin hay l tng no . Tt c vic u l mt ni n nu cho ci tr hi ht ang trong au kh. V nu bn khng th tm c mt ni n nu, bn thit lp mt bc tng quanh bn thn v tr nn ng vc, khc nghit, dng dng, hay l bn tu thot nh vo mt phn ng m nh d di no . Mi phng v chng li au kh nh th ngn cn s tm hiu su xa hn. ... Lm n hy quan st ci tr ring ca bn; hy quan st ci cch bn gii thch lm vi i nhng au kh ca bn, tm qun bn thn trong cng vic, trong nhng tng, hay l bm vo mt nim tin ni Cha, hay l trong mt cuc sng tng lai. V nu khng c s gii thch no, khng c nim tin no to ra tho mn, bn tu thot nh vo nhu nht, i n hay bng cch tr nn ng vc, kh khan, cay nghit, d di....T th h ny qua th h khc n c cha m chuyn xung con ci ca h, v ci tr hi ht khng bao gi chu tho b ci ming bng ra khi vt thng au kh ; ci tr tht s khng bit r, n tht s khng quen bit au kh. N ch c mt tng v au kh. N c mt bc nh, mt biu tng ca au kh, nhng n khng bao gi gp g trc tip au kh n ch gp g ci t ng au kh.
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s bt u mt chuyn hnh trnh khc mt chuyn hnh trnh khng c kt thc v khng c khi u. C mt v hn vt ngoi mi o lng, nhng bn khng th thm nhp ci th gii nu bn khng chm dt hon ton s au kh.
mun hiu r iu g hon ton, bn phi gn gi n. Bn phi tip cn n khng c mi phn khng, thnh kin, ch trch hay l gh tm; bn phi nhn n, phi khng? Nu ti mun hiu r bn, ti phi khng c nhng thnh kin v bn. Ti phi c kh nng nhn bn, khng qua nhng ro chn, nhng bc mn ca nhng iu kin v nhng thnh kin ca ti. Ti phi chia s cng bn, m c ngha l ti phi thng yu bn. Tng t nh th, nu ti mun hiu r au kh, ti phi thng yu n, ti phi chia s cng n. Ti khng th lm nh th bi v ti ang chy trn khi n qua nhng gii thch, qua nhng l thuyt, qua nhng hy vng, qua nhng tr hon, m tt c u l s tin hnh ca ngn t. V vy nhng t ng ngn cn ti chia s cng au kh. Nhng t ng ngn cn ti nhng t ng ca gii thch, bin minh, m vn cn l t ng, m l s tin hnh thuc tinh thn ngn cn ti khng chia s trc tip cng au kh. Ch khi no ti chia s cng au kh ti mi hiu r n.
khi ci tr m tm kim phn chia, c quyn, m ch c th suy ngh l thuc vo nhng kt qu, nhng thnh tu phi chm dt. Ch n lc s c s tht. Ci tr m ang thc hin n lc, ang k lut chnh n vi mc ch t c mt kt thc, khng th bit s tht, bi v ci kt thc l s chiu ri ring ca n, v theo ui s chiu ri , d cao qu n chng no, ch l mt hnh thc ca s th phng. Mt con ngi nh th ang th phng chnh anh ta, v v vy anh ta khng th bit s tht. S tht s ch bit c khi chng ta hiu r ton chu trnh ca ci tr, l, khi khng c xung t.
gia mt nhm ngi ring bit hay sao? N y v khng ? iu l li ch dn n s tht, v khng phi iu khc hay sao? C mt ch dn ? Khi s tht b tm kim, iu g c tm ra ch c th n t s ngu dt, bi v chnh s tm kim c sinh ra t ngu dt. Bn khng th no tm kim s tht; bn phi ngng li cho s tht hin hu.
Bn c l hi ht ng khi bn nghe ni rng ch ngha quc gia, cng tt c quyn li c bo m v tnh cm ca n, dn n s trc li v s sp xp ca con ngi chng li con ngi; nhng thc s lm t do ci tr khi s tm thng ca ch ngha quc gia li l mt vn khc hn. c t do, khng ch t do khi ch ngha quc gia m cn t do khi tt c nhng kt lun ca nhng tn gio c t chc v nhng h thng chnh tr, l iu rt cn thit nu ci tr mun c ti tr, trong sng, ngy th, l, trong mt trng thi cch mng; v ch ci tr nh th mi c th to ra mt th gii mi khng phi nhng nh chnh tr, m cht ri, cng khng phi nhng gio s, m vng vo nhng h thng tn gio ring t ca n. V vy, bt hnh hay khng bt hnh cho chnh bn, bn nghe c iu g m l s tht; v nu bn ch nghe n v khng b lay ng mt cch tch cc cho ci tr ca bn bt u lm t do n khi tt c nhng s vic m ang lm n cht hp v khc khuu, lc s tht bn va nghe s tr thnh mt tc ng c hi. Chc chn rng, s tht tr thnh mt liu thuc c nu n c nghe thy m li khng hnh ng trong ci tr, ging nh l s thi ra ca mt vt thng. Nhng khm ph cho bn thn mnh iu g l s tht v iu g l gi di, v nhn thy s tht trong iu gi di, l cho php ci s tht vn hnh v sinh ra hnh ng ring r ca n.
ca chng ta v s kin, bi nhng kin v nhng nhn xt chng ta c v s kin. t do khi nhng hnh thc khc nhau ca s nh gi ny l hiu r thc t, ci g l.
Ngy 9 thng tm: S din dch v nhng s kin ngn cn nhn thy.
Mt ci tr m cho mt kin v mt s kin l mt ci tr hu hoi, b gii hn, cht hp.... Bn c th din dch ci s kin trong mt cch, v ti c th din dch n trong mt cch khc. S din dch v s kin l mt nguyn nhn tai hi m ngn cn chng ta khng nhn thy ci s kin thc t v lm mt iu g v ci s kin . Khi bn v ti bn ci nhng kin ca chng ta v ci s kin, khng c iu g c lm v ci s kin ; c l bn c th thm vo nhiu hn cho ci s kin, nhn thy nhiu sc thi, n , quan trng hn na v ci s kin, v c l ti t thy s quan trng hn trong nhng s kin. Nhng s kin khng th din dch c; ti khng th a ra mt kin v ci s kin. N l nh th, v rt kh khn cho mt ci tr chp nhn ci s kin. Chng ta lun lun ang din dch, chng ta lun lun ang cho n nhng ngha quan trng, tu theo nhng thnh kin, nhng iu kin, nhng hy vng, nhng s hi ca chng ta v tt c nhng vn quanh n. Nu bn v ti c th nhn thy ci s kin m khng a ra mt kin, din dch, cho mt ngha, lc ci s kin tr nn sinh ng nhiu hn khng phi sinh ng nhiu hn ci s kin mt mnh, khng c iu g khc na gy nh hng; ri th ci s kin c nng lng ring ca n m thc y bn trong phng hng ng n.
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Bn mun ti ni cho bit s tht l g. Liu rng ci khng th din t c li c th a vo nhng t ng hay sao? Liu bn c th o lng nh gi ci khng th o lng c hay sao? Bn c th bt gi c trong nm tay ca bn khng? Nu bn lm c, l gi ? Nu bn o lng ci m khng th o lng c, l s tht sao? Nu bn lp thnh cng thc, l s tht sao? Chc chn l khng ri, ngay lc bn din t mt iu g m khng th din t c, n ngng l s tht. Khonh khc bn din t ci khng th bit c thnh ci bit c, n ngng l ci khng th bit c. Tuy nhin l iu g chng ta ang khao kht. Lc no chng ta cng u mun bit, bi v sau chng ta s c th tip tc, sau chng ta s c th, chng ta ngh, nm bt c trng thi thng hng, trng thi hnh phc rt ro. Chng ta mun bit bi v chng ta khng hnh phc, bi v chng ta ang gng sc y kh s, bi v chng ta b kit sc, b gim gi tr. Vn vy thay v nhn ra ci s kin n gin rng l chng ta b gim gi tr, rng l chng ta b cn nht, kit qu, ri lon chng ta li mun chuyn dch khi iu g l ci bit c vo trong ci khng bit c, m li na tr thnh ci bit c v v vy chng ta khng bao gi c th tm ra s tht.
ca bn, bn c th bt ng gp c trng thi trng khng ny v ni s hi ca n ch bng cch thc khng chn la v nhng tu thot. Bn khng lin h n n nh l mt thc th c nhn, tch ri; bn khng l ngi quan st ang nhn n; nu khng c bn, ngi suy ngh, ngi quan st, n khng hin hu. Bn v trng thi trng khng l mt; bn v trng thi trng khng l mt s kin ng hp tc, khng l hai quy trnh tch ri. Nu bn, ngi suy ngh, s hi n v tip cn n nh l mt iu g tri nghch v i khng bn, lc bt k hnh ng no bn c l p dng n n r rng phi dn n o tng v v th ch lm tng thm xung t ln au kh. Khi c s khm ph , s tri nghim ca trng thi trng khng nh l bn, vy th s hi m hin hu ch khi no ngi suy ngh tch ri khi nhng t tng ca anh ta v v vy c gng thit lp mt s lin h vi chng s hi hon ton b xo tan.
Ngy 15 thng tm: S phn hai ca ngi suy ngh v vt c suy ngh.
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Khi bn quan st bt c th g mt ci cy, ngi v ca bn, con ci ca bn, ngi hng xm ca bn, cc v sao ca mt m, nh sng trn dng nc, con chim trong bu tri, bt k th g lun lun c ngi quan st ngi kim duyt, ngi suy ngh, ngi tri nghim, ngi tm kim v ci th m anh ta ang quan st; ngi quan st v vt c quan st; ngi suy ngh v vt c suy ngh. V vy, lun lun c mt phn chia. Chnh s phn chia ny l thi gian. Phn chia chnh l bn th ca s xung t. V khi c s xung t, c mu thun. C ngi quan st v vt c quan st l mt mu thun; l mt tch ri. V vn vy ni no c mu thun, c xung t. V khi c xung t, lun lun c s thi thc vt ra ngoi n, chinh phc n, chin thng n, tu thot khi n, lm mt iu g v n v mi hot ng u bao hm thi gian....Chng no cn c s phn chia ny, thi gian s tip tc, v thi gian l au kh. V mt con ngi c ao tm kim s chm dt au kh phi hiu r vic ny, phi tm ra, phi i ra ngoi s phn hai ny gia ngi suy ngh v vt c suy ngh, ngi tri nghim v vt c tri nghim. iu c ngha l, khi c mt s phn chia gia ngi quan st v vt c quan st, c thi gian, v do khng c chm dt au kh. Vy th, ngi ta phi lm g y? Bn hiu r cu hi ch? Ti nhn thy, trong chnh ti, ngi quan st lun lun ang quan st, ang xt on, ang kim duyt, ang chp nhn, ang phn i, ang quy nh, ang kim sot, ang to khn mu. Ngi quan st , ngi suy ngh , l kt qu ca t tng, r rng l nh th. T tng l u tin; khng phi ngi quan st, khng phi ngi suy ngh. Nu khng c suy ngh g c, s khng c ngi quan st, khng ngi suy ngh; th l s ch c s ch tng th, ton b.
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c quan st, v trong khng gian c vui th, au kh v tri qua ni kh s do khao kht c thnh cng, tr nn ni ting. Trong khng gian khng c s tip xc vi bt k iu g c. S tip xc, s lin h c mt ngha hon ton khc hn khi ngi quan st khng cn tch ri khi vt c quan st. C ci khng gian k l ny; v c t do.
Ngy 19 thng tm: C mt ngi quan st ang nhn ngm trng thi c c khng?
Ci tr ca ti quan st trng thi c c, v ln trnh n, chy trn n. Nhng nu ti khng chy trn n, liu rng c mt phn chia, liu rng c mt tch ri, liu rng c mt ngi quan st ang nhn ngm trng thi c c hay khng? Hay l, c phi ch c mt trng thi c c, chnh ci tr ca ti b trng khng, c c? Khng phi rng c mt ngi quan st m bit rng c trng thi c c. Ti ngh rng iu ny rt quan trng cn phi thu trit, tht mau l, khng dng ngn t qu nhiu. By gi chng ta ni, Ti ganh ght v ti mun xua tan s ganh ght, v vy c mt ngi quan st v vt c quan st; ngi quan st ao c xua tan iu m anh ta quan st. Nhng ngi quan st khng ging nh vt c quan st hay sao? Chnh l t ci tr to ra s ganh ght, v v vy ci tr khng th lm bt k iu g xua tan s ganh ght. Th l, ci tr ca ti quan st trng thi c c; ngi suy ngh thc rng anh ta b c c. Nhng bng cch cng n, tip xc trn vn, m c ngha l, khng chy trn n, khng din dch n v tt c nhng chuyn quanh n, vy th, c mt khc bit gia ngi quan st v vt c quan st hay sao? Hay l ch c mt trng thi, m l, chnh ci tr b trng khng, b c c? Khng phi rng ci tr quan st chnh n nh l b trng khng, nhng chnh ci tr b trng khng. Sau , liu rng ci tr c th, thc rng chnh n b trng khng, v thc rng d n c n lc bao nhiu chng na, d n c chuyn ng nh th no chng na tch khi trng thi trng khng ch hon ton l mt tu thot, mt l thuc, liu ci tr c th gt i mi l thuc v l ci g n l, hon ton trng khng, hon ton c c hay khng? V nu ci tr trong trng thi , khng c t do khi tt c l thuc, khi tt c quyn luyn hay sao?
c nhng phng cch ca khao kht l hiu bit t to. Hiu bit t to l khi u ca thin nh.
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nu bn quan st n t m v trc tip bn s hiu ra rng n khng thuc v o c. N hon ton l mt tr hon khng phi i mt vi ci g l. o c khng phi l ang tr nn ci g khng l; o c l hiu r ci g l v do t do khi ci g l. o c rt cn thit trong mt x hi m ang phn ho mau l.
chng ta cn thit m l, iu xu xa, nhng t tng lang thang, nhng tham vng, nhng tht vng, v s s hi; l iu g chng ta l. Khi tch ri khi nhng s vic , chng ta ngh rng chng ta s tm c cu tr li cho bt mn ca chng ta. V vy chng ta ang lun lun tm mt phng cch, mt phng tin thay i ci g l l iu g ci tr ca chng ta quan tm n. Nu ti bt mn v nu ti mun tm c mt phng cch, ci phng tin dn n s mn nguyn, ci tr ca ti bn rn vi ci phng tin, ci phng cch v s thc hnh ci phng cch vi mc ch t c s mn nguyn. Th l ti khng cn quan tm n bt mn na, n nhng than hng, n ngn la ang hng hc chy, m chng ta gi l bt mn. Chng ta khng tm ra iu g ng sau bt mn . Chng ta ch quan tm i khi ngn la , i khi u t ang bng chy . ... iu ny kh khn kinh khng bi v ci tr ca chng ta khng bao gi tho mn, khng bao gi hi lng trong s tm hiu ci g l. N lun lun mun bin i ci g l thnh mt s vic khc m l ci quy trnh ca ch trch, bnh vc v so snh. Nu bn quan st ci tr ring ca bn bn s thy rng sau khi n mt i mt vi ci g l, ri th n ch trch, ri th n so snh chnh n vi ci g n nn l, hay l n bnh vc chnh n v vn vn, v do xua ui ci g l i, gt qua mt bn ci s vic ang gy ra xo trn, ang gy ra au kh, ang gy ra khc khoi lo u.
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N lc phn u l s xao lng khi ci g l. Trong s chp nhn ci g l, n lc chm dt. Khng c s chp nhn khi cn c s khao kht bin i hay l b sung ci g l. Hnh ng n lc phn u, mt biu l ca ph hoi, bt buc tn ti chng no cn c mt khao kht thay i ci g l.
tng, nhng hnh ng, n dng ln mt thi quen v b vng mc trong n. Chng ta kh quen thuc vi vic , nhng vn ca chng ta khng l lm th no xoa du s bt mn, nhng l lm th no gi gn n m , sinh ng, y sc sng. Tt c nhng quyn sch tn gio, tt c nhng v thy ca chng ta, tt c nhng h thng chnh tr lm yn n ci tr, lm tnh lng ci tr, tc ng vo ci tr n lng du, n gt i s bt mn v chm m trong hnh thc mn nguyn no .... Liu rng khng cn thit c bt mn vi mc ch tm ra ci g l s tht hay sao?
THNG CHN Ngy 1 thng chn: Chng ta ngh rng chng ta c tr tu.
Hu ht mi ngi trong chng ta pht trin nhng kh nng v tr tu tm gi l nhng kh nng v tr tu, m tht s khng l nhng kh nng v tr tu g c chng ta c qu nhiu sch, nht y iu g nhng ngi khc ni, v s nhng l thuyt v tng ca h. Chng ta ngh rng chng ta rt c tr tu nu chng ta c th trch dn v s nhng quyn sch vit bi v s nhng tc gi, nu chng ta c nhiu loi sch khc nhau, v c kh nng kt hp li v gii thch. Nhng khng mt ai trong chng ta, hay l rt t ngi, c c nhn thc tr tu sng to khng sao chp. vun quy c ci tr tu tm gi nh th mi mt kh nng cn li, mi mt cm thy cn li, u khng cn na v chng ta gp phi vn l lm th no to ra mt thng bng trong cuc sng ca chng ta c c khng nhng ci kh nng tr tu cao nht m cn c kh nng l lun mt cch khch quan, quan st nhng s vt mt cch chnh xc nh chng l khng phi lin tc a ra nhng quan im v nhng l thuyt v nhng quy c, nhng l suy ngh cho chnh chng ta, nhn thy cho chnh chng ta mt cch r rng iu gi di v iu thc s. 145
V i vi ti c v rng, y l mt trong nhng kh khn ca chng ta: s mt kh nng nhn thy, khng ch nhng s vt bn ngoi, m cn c cuc sng pha bn trong m ngi ta c, nu ngi ta c c.
pht trin nhng ci tr khn ngoan ma mnh tu thot khi xung t; th l chng ta tho mn vi nhng gii thch m cc khoa hc gia v trit gia a cho chng ta. Ci tr ci tr nng c tho mn bi v s nhng gii thch ny, nhng tr tu th khng, bi v hiu r phi c s hp nht hon ton ca ci tr v tm hn trong hnh ng.
Ngy 5 thng chn: Tr nng s khng gii quyt nhng vn ca chng ta.
Hu ht chng ta u khng quan tm n v tr l k chung quanh chng ta; chng ta thm ch khng bao gi nhn thy s lay ng ca chic l trong cn gi; chng ta khng bao gi quan st mt cng c, s chm n bng bn tay ca chng ta v bit c cht lng ca s tn ti ca n. iu ny khng phi ang thi v ho, v th lm n ng m chm vo mt trng thi cm xc, suy on. Ti ni rng c s cm thy su sc v cuc sng l rt cn thit v khng b vng mc vo nhng bn ci, nhng kt qu thuc tr thc, vt qua nhng k thi, trch dn v gt i mt s vic g mi m bng cch pht biu rng n c ni ri. Tr nng khng l phng cch ng. Tr nng s khng gii quyt c nhng vn ca chng ta; tr nng s khng cho chng ta cht nui dng m khng th cn kit. Ci tr nng c th l lun, bn ci, phn tch, t c mt kt lun t nhng suy din, v vn vn, nhng tr nng b gii hn, v tr nng l kt qu ca tnh trng b iu kin ca chng ta. Nhng tnh nhy cm th khng. Tnh nhy cm khng b iu kin; n a bn ra khi lnh vc ca nhng s hi v u t. Ci tr m khng nhy cm n mi th quanh n n hn ni, n ct in bo, ngn n, ging ni, n ci, mi th khng c kh nng tm c iu g l s tht. 147
Nhng chng ta ph phm nhng ngy v nhng nm ca chng ta trong vun quy ci tr nng, trong tranh lun, bn ci, gng sc, u tranh l mt s vic no , v vn vn. V tuy nhin ci th gii k diu l thng ny, ci qu t qu tr ph ny khng phi qu t Bombay, qu t Punjab, qu t Lin x hay l qu t M qu t ny l ca chng ta, ca bn v ca ti, v khng l iu v nghi theo cm tnh; l mt s kin, Nhng bt hnh thay chng ta phn chia n thnh tng mnh qua s nh nhen ca chng ta, qua ch ngha a phng ca chng ta. V chng ta bit ti sao chng ta lm vic v s an ton ca chng ta, v c nhng cng vic tt hn v c nhiu cng vic hn. l ci tr chi chnh tr ang c a gin khp th gii, v v th chng ta qun l nhng con ngi, sng hnh phc trn qu t ny m l qu t ca chng ta v lm mt iu g cho n.
Bn c th bit chnh bn ch khi no bn khng thc, khi no bn khng ang tnh ton, khng ang bo v, khng ang quan st lin tc hng dn, chuyn i, thun thc, kim sot; khi bn nhn thy chnh mnh mt cch bt ng, l, khi ci tr khng c nhng nhn thc trc lin quan n chnh n, khi ci tr ci m, khng chun b sn sng gp g ci khng bit c. Nu ci tr ca bn c chun b, chc chn bn khng th bit ci khng bit c, v bn l ci khng bit c. Nu bn ni vi chnh mnh, Ti l Cha, hay l Ti khng l g c ngoi tr mt ng ca nhng nh hng x hi hay l mt b ca nhng c tnh nu bn c bt k nhn thc trc v chnh mnh, bn khng th no hiu thu o ci khng bit c, ci m t pht khng g b. V th tnh t pht khng g b c th n c ch khi no ci tr nng khng c bo v, ch khi no n khng ang bo v chnh n, ch khi no n khng cn kinh hi cho s an ton ca chnh n; v iu ny ch c th xy ra t pha bn trong. iu c nghi l, ci t pht phi l ci mi m, ci khng bit c, ci khng th tnh ton, ci sng to; ci m phi c din t, phi c yu thng, m trong mun vn hnh nh l quy trnh ca tr nng, ang kim sot, ang iu khin, khng cn vai tr nhim v. Hy quan st nhng trng thi cm xc ring ca bn v bn s thy rng nhng khonh khc ca nim hn hoan ln lao, ca s ngy ngt tuyt diu, u khng d tnh trc c; chng xy ra, y b mt, kn o, lng l, khng tin on c.
tri nghim, hon thnh n, s khng cn k c ca tri nghim trong ngha ca mt iu cn st li thuc tm l. Ch c mt iu cn st li khi no mt tri nghim khng c hiu bit y , v khng c s hiu bit r rng v tri nghim bi v chng ta quan st mi tri nghim qua nhng k nim qu kh, v do chng ta khng bao gi gp g iu mi m nh iu mi m, nhng lun lun gp g qua bc mn ca iu c k. V vy, r rng l p tr n tri nghim ca chng ta b iu kin, lun lun b gii hn.
khun mu ca trng thi khng suy ngh. V ngi suy ngh s hi, nhng hnh ng ca anh ta b sinh ra t s hi, v sau anh ta lu xem xt nhng hnh ng ca anh ta v c gng thay i chng. Ngi suy ngh s hi nhng to tc ring ca anh ta; nhng hnh ng l ngi hnh ng, v vy ngi suy ngh s chnh bn thn mnh. Ngi suy ngh l chnh s s hi; ngi suy ngh l nguyn nhn ca ngu dt, ca au kh. Ngi suy ngh c l phn chia chnh mnh thnh nhiu bng phn loi ca suy ngh, nhng iu suy ngh vn cn l ngi suy ngh. Ngi suy ngh v nhng n lc ca anh ta l, tr thnh, chnh l nguyn nhn c bn ca xung t v ln xn mt trt t.
hiu bit r rng l phn chia; v vy t tng khng th gii quyt nhiu vn m chng ta c. Bn c l c gng l lun hp l, khn ngoan, v nhiu vn ny nhng nu bn quan st ci tr ring ca bn bn s thy rng suy ngh ring ca bn b iu kin bi nhng hon cnh ring ca bn, bi nn vn ho ni bn sinh ra, bi thc phm bn n, bi kh hu bn sng, bi nhng t bo bn c, bi nhng p lc v nh hng trong cuc sng hng ngy ca bn.... V vy chng ta phi hiu rt r rng rng l suy ngh ca chng ta l p tr ca k c, v k c li c tnh my mc c cu. Hiu bit lun lun khng hon ton, v tt c suy ngh c sinh ra t hiu bit u b gii hn, phn chia, khng bao gi t do. V vy khng c s t do ca t tng. Nhng chng ta c th bt u khm ph mt s t do m khng l mt quy trnh ca t tng, v trong ci tr hn nhin tnh thc v tt c nhng xung t ca n v v tt c nhng nh hng tc ng vo n.
i vi ti ch c trc nhn, m l nhn thy mt iu g nh l gi di hay thc s ngay tc khc. Trc nhn tc khc ca iu g l gi di v iu g l thc s ny l nhn t ct li khng phi l ci tr nng, km theo l lun ca n c t nn tng vo s thng minh xo quyt ca n, hiu bit ca n, nhng cam kt ca n. ng l thnh thong n phi xy ra cho bn rng l bn nhn thy s tht v mt s vic no ngay tc khc ci s tht m bn khng th l thuc vo bt k iu g khc. l trc nhn: nhn thy s tht v mt s vic no ngay tc khc, khng cn phn tch, khng cn l lun, khng cn tt c mi th m ci tr nng to tc vi mc ch tr hon s trc nhn. N khc bit hon ton vi trc gic, mt t ng m chng ta s dng cho qua, gii thch mau l. i vi ti ch c s trc nhn ngay thng ny khng l lun, khng tnh ton, khng phn tch. Bn phi c kh nng phn tch; bn phi c mt ci tr sc bn, lanh l l lun; nhng mt ci tr m b gii hn vo l lun v phn tch khng c kh nng trc nhn iu g l s tht... Nu bn ho tan chnh mnh, bn s bit c ti sao bn li l thuc, ti sao bn cam kt chnh mnh; v nu bn gng sc vo su thm na, bn s thy r tnh trng n l, hn ch t do, mt i phm gi con ngi m s cam kt bt buc phi c. Khi bn trc nhn tt c vic ny ngay tc khc, bn c t do; bn khng cn to ra mt n lc c t do. l l do ti sao trc nhn li l iu ct li.
Ngy 15 thng chn: Hiu bit r rng khonh khc qua khonh khc.
Hiu bit r rng trit v chnh mnh khng xy ra qua hiu bit hay l qua tch lu nhng tri nghim, m ch l s vun quy ca k c. Hiu bit r rng v chnh mnh xy ra t khonh khc ny qua khonh khc k tip; nu bn ch tch lu hiu bit v chnh mnh, chnh s hiu bit ngn cn hiu bit r rng thm na, bi v hiu bit v tri nghim c tch lu tr thnh ci trung tm m qua t tng tp trung vo v c s tn ti ca n.
lm hi lng bn; iu qu ngy ng, tr con. V vy, u tin bn s phi hiu r s tin hnh ca suy ngh ca bn. l phng cch duy nht khm ph bt k iu g mi m, phi vy khng? Khi chng ta ni rng hc hi hay l hiu bit l mt ngn cn, mt tr lc, chng ta khng ang bao gm hiu bit thuc v k thut lm th no li mt chic xe hi, lm th no iu hnh my mc hay l hiu nng m hiu bit mang li. Chng ta c trong ci tr mt s vic hon ton khc hn: thc v trng thi sng to m hiu bit hay l hc hi c nhiu bao nhiu chng na s khng mang li c. Trong ngha tht s nht ca ci t ng sng to l c t do khi qu kh t khonh khc ny qua khonh khc khc, bi v chnh l qu kh m ang to bng ln hin ti. Ch bm vo thng tin, bm vo nhng tri nghim ca nhng ngi khc, bm vo iu g ngi no ni, d tuyt vi bao nhiu, v c gng dn dt hnh ng ca bn n tt c iu l hiu bit, phi vy khng? Nhng khm ph bt c iu g mi m bn phi bt u khng c tr gip; bn phi khi hnh mt chuyn hnh trnh hon ton tr tri, c bit v hiu bit, bi v n rt d dng, qua hiu bit v nim tin, c c nhng tri nghim; nhng nhng tri nghim ny ch l nhng sn phm ca t chiu ri v v vy hon ton gi di, khng c tht.
di hn nhng chn cn li, v chng ta mt thng bng. Chng ta c o to c tr thc; nn gio dc ca chng ta vun quy ci tr nng cho n sc bn, lanh li, ham tch tr, v v vy n m trch vai tr quan trng nht trong cuc sng ca chng ta. Tr tu quan trng hn tr nng nhiu, v n l s ho hp gia l lun v tnh yu; nhng ch c tr tu khi no c t hiu bit, s hiu bit su sc v ton quy trnh ca chnh mt ngi.
thng thng gi hc hi l cng vi ci quy trnh ny ca kim c thng tin mi v a thm n vo ci kho hiu bit chng ta c sn.... Nhng ti ang ni mt iu g hon ton khc hn. Qua t ng hc hi ti khng c l thm vo iu g bn bit ri. Bn ch c th hc hi khi khng c s gn b vo qu kh nh hiu bit, l, khi bn nhn thy iu g mi m v khng din dch n da vo ci bit c. Ci tr m ang hc hi l mt ci tr hn nhin, tri li ci tr m ch ang thu thp hiu bit l c k, nh tr, b lm h hng bi ci tr. Mt ci tr hn nhin trc nhn tc khc, n lun lun ang hc hi m khng tch lu, v chnh ci tr nh th mi chn chn, trng thnh.
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tn ti ca n. Ci tr khng bao gi c t do, khng bao gi c th linh ng c, v n lun lun b neo cht; n chuyn ng trong khong bn knh, cht hp hay l rng ri, ca trung tm ring ca n. T trung tm ca n n khng dm lang thang; v khi n i khi, n b lc lng trong s hi. S hi khng thuc v ci khng bit c, nhng thuc v s mt mt ca ci bit c. Ci khng bit c khng gy ra s hi, nhng l thuc vo ci bit c li gy ra s hi. S hi lun lun km theo thm kht, s thm kht c nhiu hn hay l c t hn. Ci tr, cng vi s quanh co v tn ca nhng khun mu, l vt to tc ca thi gian; v vi thi gian c s s hi, hy vng v cht chc.
v iu g nn l. Tt c chng ta u quen thuc vi iu ny. Chng ta mun ph v ci khun mu c k v thay th ci khun mu mi m, ci mi m l ci c k c b sung....Bn mun to ra mt th gii mi. iu ny khng th xy ra c. Bn c l di gt chnh mnh v nhng ngi khc, nhng nu ci khun mu c k khng b ph v hon ton th khng th no c c mt thay i hon ton trit . Bn c th a gin vi n, nhng bn khng l nim hy vng ca th gii. S ph v ci khun mu, c c k ln tm gi l mi m, thuc v tm quan trng nht nu trt t l ra khi s hn lon ny. l l do ti sao hiu r nhng phng cch ca ci tr l iu rt cn thit... Liu ci tr c th khng cn mt khun mu, c t do khi s dao ng li v sau hay l tin v trc ca ham mun? Dt khot l c th c. Hnh ng nh th l ang sng trong tnh trng ngay by gi. sng l trng thi khng hy vng, khng lu tm v ngy mai; n khng l trng thi v hy vng hay l dng dng v cm. Nhng chng ta khng ang sng, chng ta lun lun ang theo ui ci cht, qu kh hay l tng lai. ang sng l cuc cch mng v i nht. ang sng khng c khun mu, nhng ci cht th c: qu kh hay l tng lai, ci l hay l ni khng tng, thin ng. Bn ang sng v ci ni khng tng , v v vy bn ang mi mc ci cht v khng phi l s sng.
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b ph v. Nhng ci tr lin tc tm kim an ton, v vy c xung t gia iu g bn mun v iu g quy trnh ca cuc sng i hi bn. y l iu g ang xy ra vi mi mt ngi ca chng ta. Ti khng bit vn ny c khin bn lu tm khng. S tn ti hng ngy, cng tt c nhng rc ri ca n, dng nh qu y cho hu ht mi ngi trong chng ta. iu quan tm duy nht ca chng ta l tm ra c mt cu tr li tc khc cho v s nhng vn khc nhau ca chng ta. Nhng khng sm th mun nhng cu tr li tc khc c tm ra u khng tho mn bi v khng c vn no c mt cu tr li tch ri khi chnh vn . Nhng nu ti c th hiu r ci vn , tt c nhng ri ren phc tp ca n, ri th ci vn khng cn tn ti na.
Mt ci tr tn gio c t do khi quyn lc. V rt kh khn c t do khi quyn lc khng ch l quyn lc b p t bi ngi khc m gm c quyn lc ca tri nghim m ngi ta thu lm, m thuc v qu kh, m l truyn thng. V ci tr tn gio khng c nhng nim tin; n khng c nhng gio iu; n chuyn ng t s kin ny qua s kin khc, v v vy ci tr tn gio l ci tr khoa hc. Nhng tri li ci tr khoa hc khng l ci tr tn gio. Ci tr tn gio gm c ci tr khoa hc, nhng ci tr m c o to trong hiu bit ca khoa hc khng l mt ci tr tn gio. Mt ci tr tn gio quan tm n tng th khng phi n mt chc nng c bit, nhng n s vn hnh tng th ca s hin hu con ngi. B no quan tm n mt chc nng c bit; n c chuyn dng. N vn hnh trong lnh vc chuyn mn nh mt nh khoa hc, mt bc s, mt k s, mt nhc s, mt ho s, mt vn s. Chnh do bi nhng phng php k thut c thu hp li v c chuyn dng mi to ra s phn chia, khng ch pha bn trong m cn c pha bn ngoi. Nh khoa hc c th c coi nh l ngi quan trng bc nht c yu cu bi x hi by gi, ging nh mt bc s. V vy chc nng tr thnh quan trng nht; v cng vi n s l a v, a v sinh ra thanh danh. V vy ni no c s chuyn dng ni phi c mu thun v mt thu hp li, v l chc nng ca b no.
c cu thnh nh chng ta l hin nay, liu rng c th c t do khi s s hi v khi thi gian thuc tm l hay khng? Thi gian thuc vt l phi tn ti; bn khng th thot khi n. Cu hi l liu rng thi gian tm l c th mang li khng ch trt t bn trong c nhn m cn c trt t x hi hay khng. Chng ta l b phn ca x hi; chng ta khng tch ri khi n. Khi c trt t trong mt con ngi, hin nhin s c c trt t x hi bn ngoi.
sng khc, mt cuc sng dn n mt cuc sng khc m c b sung, m tip tc. Chc chn, thi gian l bn cht ca t tng, t tng l thi gian. V chng no thi gian cn tn ti nh mt phng tin dn n mt iu g , ci tr khng th i vt ngoi chnh n ci cht lng ca i vt ngoi chnh n tu thuc vo ci tr mi m m c t do khi thi gian. Thi gian l mt nhn t trong s hi. Qua t ng thi gian, ti khng c ni thi gian tun t, bng ng h giy, pht, gi, ngy, nm, nhng ti c ni thi gian nh mt quy trnh bn trong, thuc tm l. Chnh bi s kin m to ra s s hi. Thi gian l s hi; v thi gian l t tng, n nui dng s hi; chnh l thi gian m to ra s tht vng, nhng xung t, bi v s trc nhn tc khc s kin, ang nhn thy s kin l khng thi gian. V th, hiu r s hi, ngi ta phi thc c thi gian thi gian nh l khong cch, khng gian; ci ti l thuc m t tng to ra nh l ngy hm qua, ngy hm nay v ngy mai, s dng k c ca ngy hm qua iu chnh chnh n n hin ti v v th iu kin tng lai. Th l, i vi hu ht chng ta s hi l mt thc t l k; v mt ci tr m b vng mc bi s hi, bi s phc tp ca s hi, khng bao gi c th c t do; n khng bao gi c th hiu r tng th ca s hi, nu khng hiu r nhng ri rm ca thi gian. Chng i cng nhau.
rng cui cng s c tnh huynh gia con ngi, trong khong thi gian trng c nhng cuc chin tranh, c nhng hn th, c au kh, c tt c s phn chia khng khip ny gia con ngi v con ngi; v vy, thi gian ang to ra v trt t.
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Chng no chng ta cn suy ngh da vo thi gian, phi c s s hi v ci cht. Ti hc hi, nhng ti khng tm c chn l, v trc khi ti cht ti phi tm c n; hay l nu ti khng tm c n trc khi ti cht, t nht ra ti hy vng s tm c n trong kip sau, v vn vn. Tt c suy ngh ca chng ta u da vo thi gian. Suy ngh ca chng ta l ci bit c, n l kt qu ca ci bit c, v ci bit c l quy trnh ca thi gian; v vi ci tr chng ta li ang c gng tm c iu g l thng hng, vt khi thi gian, m l mt theo ui ho huyn. iu v ngha ngoi tr i vi nhng trit gia, nhng l thuyt gia v nhng gi thuyt gia. Nu ti mun tm c chn l, khng phi ngy mai, nhng thc t, trc tip, liu rng ti ci ti l thuc, ci ti m ang lun lun thu thp, ang phn u v ang cho chnh n mt tip tc qua k c liu rng ti khng bt buc chm dt tip tc hay sao? Liu rng khng c th cht trong khi ang sng khng phi mt cch gi to lm mt tr nh ca ngi ta, m l bnh qun lng, nhng tht s chm dt tch lu qua k c, v v vy chm dt cho s tip tc n ci ti l thuc hay sao? ang sng trong th gii ny, m thuc v thi gian, liu rng ci tr khng c th to ra, m khng c bt k hnh thc cng bch no, mt trng thi trong ngi tri nghim v vt c tri nghim khng cn nn tng hay sao? Chng no cn c ngi tri nghim, ngi quan st, ngi suy ngh, phi cn c s s hi v kt thc, v v vy c s s hi v ci cht... V v vy, khng hiu ci tr c th bit c tt c vic ny, tnh thc hon ton v n v khng ch ni rng, Vng, n rt n gin nu ci tr c th tnh thc v ton quy trnh ca trng thi thc, nhn thy c ton b ngha ca s tip tc v ton b ngha ca thi gian, v s v ch ca cuc tm kim qua thi gian ny tm c ci m vt khi thi gian nu ci tr c th tnh thc v tt c iu , ri th c l c mt ci cht m tht s l mt sng to hon ton vt khi thi gian.
nhn thy mt s vic no mt cch tng th, m nhn thy cuc sng mt cch tng th, hin nhin phi ngoi thi gian. Tha cc bn, hy c gng lng nghe vic ny, bi v vic ny c mt iu g tht s lin quan n s tn ti hng ngy ca chng ta; n khng phi l mt iu g thuc tinh thn, thuc trit hc, ngoi s tn ti hng ngy ca chng ta. Nu chng ta hiu r vic ny, vy th chng ta s hiu r thi quen hng ngy, s chn chng, nhng au kh ca chng ta, nhng u t v s hi ng ght. V vy ng gt n i bng cch ni rng, N c lin h g n s tn ti hng ngy ca chng ta? N c ch. Ngi ta c th nhn thy t nht ra l i vi ti, n rt r rng rng l bn c th ct t, ging nh l mt bc s gii phu, ton b si dy ca au kh ngay tc khc. l l do ti sao ti li mun cng bn i su vo n.
Ngy 10 thng mi: Trng thi tnh thc khng chn la ny.
Cc v tin tri v i lun lun bo chng ta thu thp hiu bit. H ni rng tri nghim cho chng ta hiu bit. Nhng ch c ci tr hn nhin v t, ci tr 167
khng b che ph bi tri nghim, mi hon ton c t do khi qu kh ch c ci tr nh th mi c th trc nhn c iu g l s tht. Nu bn nhn thy s tht ca iu , nu bn trc nhn n trong mt phn giy, bn s bit c s r rng l k ca mt ci tr m hn nhin v t. iu ny c ngha l s bung ri tt c nhng lp v cng ca k c, m l s vt b i qu kh. Nhng trc nhn n, khng th c cu hi lm th no. Ci tr ca bn khng c b xao lng bi lm th no, bi s khao kht cho mt cu tr li. Mt ci tr nh th khng l mt ci tr ch . Nh ti ni trc trong bui ni chuyn ny, trong khi khi u l kt thc. Trong khi khi u l ht ging ca s kt thc v ci iu m chng ta gi l au kh. S kt thc au kh c thc hin trong chnh s au kh, khng phi tch ri khi au kh. Chuyn ng khi au kh r rng tm c mt cu tr li, mt kt lun, mt tu thot; nhng au kh tip tc. Tri li, nu bn cho n s ch hon ton ca bn, m l c ch bng ton thn tm ca bn, sau bn s thy rng c mt trc nhn tc khc m thi gian khng bn mng c, m khng cn n lc, khng cn xung t; v chnh l s trc nhn tc khc ny, trng thi trc nhn khng chn la ny m chm dt s au kh.
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Chc chn, vn l phi lm t do ci tr hon ton cho n trong mt trng thi tnh thc m khng c gii hn, khng c bin gii. V lm th no ci tr c th khm ph c trng thi ? Lm th no n n c s t do ? Ti hy vng rng bn ang nghim tc t cu hi ny cho chnh bn bi v ti khng ang a n ra cho bn. Ti khng ang c gng gy nh hng bn; ti ch ang vch r s quan trng khi hi chnh mnh cu hi ny. Hi cu hi ny bng ngn t bi mt ngi khc khng c ngha g c nu bn khng t n cho chnh bn mt cch tc khc, mt cch khn thit. Mp b ca s t do cng ngy cng thu hp li, nh bn phi bit r nu bn c quan st k cng. Cc nh chnh tr, cc v lnh o, cc gio s, nhng sch bo bn c, hiu bit bn thu lm, nhng nim tin bn bu vu tt c vic ny ang khin cho mp b ca s t do mi lc mt thu hp li. Nu bn thc c s tip tc ca quy trnh ny, nu bn thc s trc nhn trng thi cht hp ca ci tinh thn, s n l ang gia tng ca ci tr, sau bn s pht hin ra rng t s trc nhn nng lng xut hin; v chnh ci nng lng c sinh ra t trc nhn ny s lm tiu tan ci tr nh mn tm thng, ci tr c knh trng, ci tr i n n cha, ci tr s hi. V vy trc nhn l phng cch ca s tht.
b chiu su ca chnh n; v trc nhn nh th tht s khng c thi gian. Bn khng phi lm mt vic g to ra n; khng c k lut, khng c luyn tp, khng c phng php no nh vo bn c th hc hi trc nhn.
tng thc v tng tim thc....Chng ta ang bo mn ci tr, khng ang dng n.
quyt nh v sng l thuc vo nhng quyt nh ca n khng cn sinh kh na. Nhng mt ci tr ti tr lun lun ang quyt nh mi m li, v mt ci tr ti tr khng gnh nng cho n bng v s nhng k nim. Mt ci tr khng mang theo ci bng ca au kh, mc d n i ngang qua thung lng ca au kh, vn cn gi c trng thi khng try xc. Ti khng ngh rng mt ci tr ti tr li c th t c. N khng phi l mt s vic m bn c th mua c qua n lc, qua hy sinh. Khng c gi tr vt cht no cho n v n cng khng l mt mn hng ch, nhng nu bn nhn thy s quan trng ca n, s cn thit ca n, nu bn nhn thy s tht ca n, ri th mt vic g xy ra.
ng chn tri, mt ci tr khng c ni th neo hay bn . Bn cn mt ci tr nh th giao dch vi khng ch ci vnh cu m cn nhng vn tc khc ca s tn ti. Do cu hi l: liu rng mi ngi trong chng ta c th c c mt ci tr nh th ? Khng phi t t, khng phi vun quy n bi v s vun quy, s pht trin, mt quy trnh ng thi gian. N phi xy ra tc khc; phi c mt chuyn i ngay lc ny, trong ngha ca mt cht lng khng thi gian. Sng l cht, v cht ang ch i bn; bn khng th tranh ci vi cht nh bn c th tranh ci vi sng. V vy liu rng c th c c mt ci tr nh th hay khng? khng nh mt thnh tu, khng nh mt mc ch, khng nh mt s vic c nhm n, khng nh mt s vic no t c, bi v tt c vic ng thi gian v khng gian. Chng ta c mt l thuyt rt d chu v rt thun tin rng l c thi gian tin b, t ti, thnh tu, n gn s tht; l mt tng ngu bin, hon ton l mt o tng thi gian l mt o tng trong ngha . Mt ci tr nh th l mt ci tr khn cp, khng ch lc ny, m cn lun lun...Khi ngi nh ang chy, khng cn thi gian bn ci c phi bn l mt ngi n gio, mt ngi Hi gio hay l mt ngi Pht gio, c phi bn c kinh Pht, kinh V ; mt con ngi m bn ci nhng s vic kia hon ton khng thc c ci s kin rng ngi nh ang b chy. V khi ngi nh ang b chy, bn c l khng thc c n, bn c l n hay v cm, bn c l tr nn yu t... Nu bn ni rng iu khng th c, vy th khng c th lm c iu g c; vy th bn, chnh bn t ng cnh ca...Nu bn ni rng iu c th c v n khng l mt hy vng, vy th n c ngha rng iu c th c; bn khng bit. Bn c hiu r s khc bit gia hai s vic khng?
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n iu g bn c ni cho bit; v vy, theo tim thc, bn ni rng, y l tri nghim ca ti! V th bn phi nghi vn chnh ci gi tr ca tri nghim tri nghim ring ca bn hay l tri nghim ca bt k ngi no ; khng t thnh vn h l ai. Vy th do nghi vn, tm hiu, hi han, i hi, quan st, lng nghe mt cch ch , nhng phn ng ca ci tr tr nn yn lng. Nhng b no khng ng say; n rt nng ng, nhng n tnh lng. N n c trng thi tnh lng qua s quan st, qua s tm hiu. V tm hiu, quan st, bn phi c nh sng; v nh sng l s cnh gic lin tc ca bn.
chnh chng ta v khng giao n cho nhng ngi khc chuyn i chnh h hay l to ra mt s thay i c b sung qua cuc cch mng, hoc l ca phe t hoc l ca phe hu. Rt quan trng khi hiu r rng y l trch nhim ca chng ta, trch nhim ca bn v ca ti; bi v d chng ta sng trong th gii c l nh bao nhiu chng na, nu chng ta c th chuyn i chnh chng ta, to ra mt quan im khc bit hon ton trong s hin hu hng ngy ca chng ta, ri th c l chng ta s gy nh hng cho th gii rng ln, s lin h m rng vi nhng ngi khc.
c , phi vy khng? l tt c s vic m hu ht chng ta u quan tm n, v nu n s gip chng ta nhn c iu g chng ta mun, chng ta s thay i; nhng thay i nh th khng l thay i g c. V vy ci tr m ao c trong mt trng thi ca thay i, trong mt trng thi ca cch mng mt cch cn bn, mt cch su sc, phi c t do khi ci bit c. Lc , ci tr tr nn tnh lng y kinh ngc, v ch ci tr nh th s tri nghim s thay i trit m rt cn thit.
th c l, trong chnh ng thi ca lng nghe, tham d vo s tm hiu, c l xy ra mt thay i m khng c nh ca bn. i vi ti, mt thay i c dng , mt thay i m b p buc, b qui nh, b un khun, khng l thay i g c. Cng bch, nh hng, sng ch mi no , tuyn truyn, mt s hi, mt ng c thc y bn thay i iu khng thay i g c. V mc d theo tr nng bn c l ng vic ny rt d dng, ti bo m vi bn rng tm hiu bn cht tht s ca thay i m khng c mt ng c thc y l iu rt l k.
phc, ti s c c iu g ti mun. khng l ng c thc y cho hu ht chng ta thay i hay sao? Lm n hy quan st suy ngh ring ca bn, v bn s nhn thy nhng phng cch ca s ch o hng dn v cuc sng ring ca bn....Khi bn quan st n, l thay i ? Thay i, cch mng, l iu g t ci bit c n ci khng bit c m trong khng cn uy quyn, m trong c l c s tht bi hon ton. Nhng nu bn c bo m rng bn s thnh tu, bn s thnh cng, bn s hnh phc, bn s c cuc sng thng hng, vy th khng c vn g c. Do bn theo ui ngun hnh ng bit r, m l, chnh bn thn bn ang lun lun ti trung tm ca nhng s vic.
Ti phi thay i nh th no y? Ti hiu s tht t nht ra, ti hiu mt iu g trong n rng l mt thay i, mt chuyn i, bt buc khi u ti mt mc m ci tr, tng thc, hay l tng tim thc, khng th tip cn c, bi v thc ca ti nh mt tng th b iu kin. V th, ti phi lm g y? Ti hy vng rng ti ang lm sng t ci vn . Nu ti c php trnh by mt cch khc; liu rng ci tr ca ti, c tng thc ln tng tim thc, c th c t do khi x hi? x hi l tt c nn gio dc, vn ho, quy tc, nhng gi tr, nhng tiu chun. Bi v nu n khng c t do, ri th bt k thay i no m n c gng to ra trong tnh trng b iu kin vn cn b gii hn, v v vy khng thay i g c. V vy liu ti c th quan st m khng c ng c thc y? Liu ci tr c th tn ti m khng cn bt k khch l, khng cn bt k ng c thay i hay l khng thay i? Bi v, mi ng c u l h qu thuc phn ng ca mt nn vn ho c bit, c sinh ra t mt nn tng qu kh c bit. V vy liu ci tr ca ti c th c t do khi nn vn ho cho sn m trong ti c nui dng. y l mt cu hi tht s quan trng. Bi v nu ci tr khng c t do khi nn vn ho trong n c nui dng, c chm sc, chc chn c nhn khng bao gi c th bnh an, khng bao gi c th c t do. Thn thnh ca anh y v nhng h cu ca anh y, nhng biu tng ca anh y v mi n lc ca anh y u b gii hn, v chng vn cn trong lnh vc ca ci tr b iu kin. Anh y c thc hin hay khng thc hin bt k n lc no, trong lnh vc b gii hn , tht s rt l v ch trong ngha su sc nht ca t ng . C l c c s trang tr p hn ca ci nh t, nhiu nh sng hn, nhiu ca s hn, thc phm tt hn, nhng n vn cn l ci nh t ca mt nn vn ho c bit.
ta c th gip ln nhau hiu r rng chng hn, nhn thy chng r rt hn. Nhng nhn thy chng r rng ch mc thuc ngn t l cha . iu khng to ra mt thay i sng to thuc tm l. Chng ta phi ra khi nhng t ng, ra khi mi biu tng v nhng cm xc ca chng.... Chng ta phi gt b tt c s vic ny v ch n vn trng tm lm th no gii tn c ci ti l thuc m l ang tri buc vo thi gian, trong khng c tnh yu, khng c t bi. N ch c th ra khi c khi ci tr khng tch ri chnh n thnh ngi suy ngh v iu suy ngh.. Khi ngi suy ngh v iu suy ngh l mt, ch n lc mi c s tnh lng, s tnh lng m trong khng cn ang to ra hnh nh hay l ang ch i tri nghim na. Trong s tnh lng khng c ngi tri nghim m ang tri nghim, v ch n lc mi c c mt cuc cch mng tm l m c tnh sng to.
Mi m khng phi l hnh ng ca sinh ra v cht i; n vt ngoi nhng i nghch; ch c s t do khi tch lu ca k c mi mang li mi m, v khng c hiu bit r rng ngoi tr trong hin ti. Ci tr c th hiu r hin ti ch khi no n khng so snh, nh gi; s ham mun thay i hay l ch trch hin ti m khng hiu bit r rng n to thm s tip tc cho qu kh. Ch khi no hiu c phn nh ca qu kh trong ci gng ca hin ti, m khng xuyn tc bp mo, lc mi c c mi m. ...Nu bn sng cng mt tri nhim mt cch y , trn vn, b bn khng pht hin ra rng n khng li du vt no hay sao? Chnh l nhng tri nghim na chng mi li du vt ca chng, mi cho s tip tc ca ci k c t nhn dng gn kt. Chng ta coi hin ti nh l mt phng tin dn n cu cnh, th l hin ti mt i ngha bao la ca n. Hin ti l vnh cu. Nhng lm th no mt ci tr m c cu thnh, c gom gp vo, c th hiu c ci m khng c gom gp vo, m vt khi tt c gi tr, ci vnh cu? Khi mi tri nghim pht sinh, hy sng trn cng n tht y v su sc; suy ngh v n k cng, cm thy n su xa v bao qut; thc c au kh v vui th ca n, thc c nhng nhn xt v nhng nhn dng gn kt ca bn. Ch khi no tri nghim trn vn lc mi c c mt mi m. Chng ta phi c th sng c bn ma trong mt ngy; thc sc so, tri nghim, hiu r, v c t do khi nhng gom gp thu lm ca mi mt ngy.
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qu. Vic khng lm bn ni ting, n khng a hnh nh ca bn ln bo ch. Nhng nh chnh tr khng thm n ca nh bn. Bn ch l mt con ngi sng to nhng sng v danh, v trong trng thi c s phong ph v v p ln lao.
cuc cch mng bn trong tht c bn trit , v t cuc cch mng bn trong ny sinh ra hnh ng ca s cng tc tht s v thng thn, m khng l s cng tc vi mt khun mu, vi uy quyn, vi mt ai m bit r. Khi bn bit phng cch cng tc bi v c cuc cch mng bn trong ny, vy th bn cng s bit khi no khng cng tc, m tht s ra rt quan trng, c l cn quan trng hn nhiu. By gi chng ta cng tc vi bt k ngi no m a ra mt ci cch, mt thay i, m ch lm tip tc xung t v au kh, nhng nu chng ta c th bit r s quan trng v ngha n chng no khi c c tinh thn ca s cng tc m hin hu do hiu bit r rng ton quy trnh ca ci tr v trong c s t do khi ci ti, sau c kh nng c c s sng to mt nn vn minh mi m, mt th gii hon ton khc hn m trong khng cn s tham lam li lc, khng cn ganh t, khng cn so snh. y khng l mt thin ng thuc l thuyt nhng l trng thi tht s ca ci tr m ang lin tc tm hiu v theo ui ci m l s tht v phc lnh.
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C nhiu ngi s cho bn mc ch ca cuc sng; h s bo cho bn nhng quyn sch thing ling ni g. Nhng con ngi khn ngoan s tip tc sng ch ra mc ch ca cuc sng l g. Nhm chnh tr s c mt mc ch, nhm tn gio s c mt mc ch khc, vn vn v vn vn. V th, mc ch ca cuc sng l g khi chnh bn b hoang mang ri lon? Khi ti b hoang mang ri lon, ti hi bn cu hi ny, Mc ch ca cuc sng l g? bi v ti hy vng rng qua s hoang mang ny, ti s tm ra mt cu tr li. Lm th no ti c th tm ra mt cu tr li tht s khi ti b hoang mang? Bn hiu r khng? Nu ti b hoang mang, ti ch c th nhn c mt cu tr li m cng b hoang mang. Nu ci tr ca ti b hoang mang, nu ci tr ca ti b bc dc, nu ci tr ca ti khng p , khng yn lng, d ti nhn c cu tr li no chng na s u phi qua bc mn ca s hoang mang, u t v s hi ny; do , cu tr li s dn lc li. V vy, iu g quan trng khng phi l hi, Mc ch ca cuc sng, ca s hin hu l g? nhng l nh tan i s hoang mang trong bn. N ging nh mt ngi m hi rng, nh sng l g? Nu ti bo vi anh ta nh sng l g, anh ta s lng nghe tu theo s m lo ca anh ta, tu theo bng ti ca anh ta; nhng gi s rng anh ta c th nhn thy, ri th, anh ta s khng bao gi hi cu hi, nh sng l g? N . Tng t nh th, nu bn c th hiu bit r rng s hoang mang bn trong bn, lc bn s hiu c mc ch ca cuc sng l g; bn s khng phi hi, bn s khng phi tm kim n; tt c mi vic m bn phi lm l c t do khi nhng nguyn nhn kia m gy ra s hoang mang.
tip xc vi ci s kin cht, mt cch trn vn? Cc b phn c th qua s dng, qua bnh tt, cui cng s cht. Nu chng ta kho mnh, chng ta mun tm hiu cht c ngha g. khng l mt ham mun bnh hon, bi v c l nh vo cht chng ta s hiu r sng. Sng nh l n by gi, l y o, lao dch v tn, mt mu thun, v do c xung t, au kh v hoang mang. Vic i n cng s hng ngy, s lp li ca vui th cng vi nhng au thng ca n, s u lo, s tm kim, s khng chc chn l iu g chng ta gi l sng. Chng ta tr nn quen thuc vi ci loi sng . Chng ta chp nhn n; chng ta gi i cng vi n v cht. hiu r sng l g cng nh hiu r cht l g, ngi ta phi tip xc vi ci cht , c ngha l, ngi ta phi chm dt mi ngy mi th ngi ta bit. Ngi ta phi chm dt ci hnh nh m ngi ta to ra v chnh ngi ta, v gia nh ca ngi ta, v s lin h ca ngi ta, ci hnh nh ngi ta dng ln qua vui th, qua s lin h ca ngi ta n x hi, n mi th. l iu g s xy ra khi ci cht xut hin.
kt qu ca ci bit c. Ti bit g y? Hiu bit l c nhng tng, c nhng quan nim v mi th, c mt thc ca s tip tc lin quan n ci bit c, v khng thm na.... C s s hi ca au kh. au n thn th l mt p tr thuc h thn kinh, nhng au kh tm l pht sinh khi ti bm cht nhng s vic m cho ti s tho mn, v lc ti s hi bt k ngi no hay l bt c th g m c l tc ot chng khi ti. Nhng tch lu tm l ngn cn au kh tm l chng no chng khng cn b quy ry; iu c ngha ti l mt m ca nhng tch lu, nhng tri nghim, m ngn cn mi hnh thc quy ry nghim trng v ti khng mun b quy ry. V vy ti s hi bt k ngi no quy ry chng. Do s hi ca ti thuc v ci bit c, ti s hi nhng tch lu, vt cht hay l tm l, m ti gom gp c nh l mt phng tin chn ng hay l ngn nga au kh....Hiu bit cng tr gip ngn nga au kh. Ging nh l hiu bit v y t tr gip ngn nga au n thn th, cng vy nhng nim tin tr gip ngn nga au kh tm l, v l l do ti sao ti li s hi mt i nhng nim tin ca ti, mc d ti khng c s hiu bit hon ho hay l chng c c th v s tht ca nhng nim tin nh th.
s tht. Bn c th c sinh li hng ngn ln, nhng khng bao gi bn c th bit c s tht v ch c ci m cht, ci m kt thc, mi c th lm mi m li chnh n.
do by gi bn tin tng s u thai hay l s tip tc kip sau, v vn vn. Nhng s kin tht s l rng ci m tip tc khng c sinh li, khng c mi m li. Do , trong cht i mi ngy c mi m li, c mt sinh li. l vnh cu. Trong cht c vnh cu khng phi l ci cht ca iu m bn s hi, nhng l ci cht ca nhng kt lun, nhng k nim, nhng tri nghim c trc, vi chng bn c nhn dng nh l ci ti l thuc. Trong cht i ci ti l thuc mi pht c thng hng, c vnh cu, c mt s vic c tri nghim khng phi c phng on hay ging thuyt v n, ging nh bn lm v vic u thai v nhng chuyn chung quanh n.... Khi bn khng cn s hi na, bi v mi pht c mt kt thc v do c mt mi m li, ri th bn t do n ci khng bit c. S tht l ci khng bit c. Cht cng l ci khng bit c Nhng khi gi ci cht l p , khi ni ci cht tuyt vi lm sao u l bi v chng ta s tip tc kip sau v mi chuyn v l u khng c s tht. iu g c s tht l nhn thy ci cht nh n l mt kt thc; mt kt thc trong c mi m li, mt sinh li, khng l mt tip tc. V rng, ci m tip tc, b h hng; v ci m c nng lc lm mi m chnh n, l vnh cu.
bn ni rng, Ti s c sinh li, bn phi bit ci ti l g....Ci ti c phi l mt thc th tinh thn, ci ti c phi l iu g tip tc, ci ti c phi l iu g c lp khi k c, tri nghim, hiu bit hay khng? Hoc l ci ti l mt thc th tinh thn, hoc l n ch l mt quy trnh ca t tng. Hoc l n l iu g ngoi thi gian m chng ta gi l tinh thn, khng o c c trong iu kin thi gian, hoc l n trong lnh vc ca thi gian, lnh vc ca k c, t tng. N khng th l iu g khc na ngoi tr hai iu trn. Chng ta s tm hiu liu rng n c vt ngoi s o lng ca thi gian. Ti hi vng bn ang theo st tt c vic ny. Chng ta s tm hiu liu rng ci ti trong bn th ca n c l iu g thuc tinh thn. By gi qua t ng tinh thn chng ta c ni, phi vy khng, iu g khng c kh nng b iu kin, iu g m khng l s chiu ri ca ci tr con ngi, iu g m khng trong lnh vc ca t tng, iu g m khng cht. Khi chng ta ni v mt thc th tinh thn, qua r rng chng ta c ni v iu g m khng trong lnh vc ca ci tr. By gi, ci ti l mt thc th tinh thn nh th hay sao? Nu n l mt thc th tinh thn, n phi vt ngoi thi gian, do n khng th c sinh li hay l c tip tc....Ci m c s tip tc khng bao gi c th lm mi m chnh n. Chng no t tng cn tip tc qua k c, qua ham mun, qua tri nghim, n khng bao gi c th lm mi m chnh n; do , ci m c tip tc khng th bit s tht.
vc ca thi gian t nhin nh th. Nu ti c th suy ngh v ci g , n l b phn ca t tng ca ti. V t tng ca ti l kt qu ca thi gian, ca tri nghim, ca hiu bit. V vy linh hn vn cn trong lnh vc ca thi gian.... V th ci tng v mt tip tc ca mt linh hn m s c sinh ra li v sinh ra li v sinh ra li khng c ngha g c bi v n l s sng ch ca mt ci tr m b kinh hi, ca mt ci tr m mong mun, m tm kim mt khong thi gian bn vng, m mun chc chn, bi v trong c hy vng.
nay qui nh ngy mai. l ton quy trnh ca nghip lc, nguyn nhn v hu qu; v r rng l, mc d c l tm thi n cho vui th, mt quy trnh ca nguyn nhn v hu qu cui cng u dn n au kh. l phn mu cht tht s ca vn : t tng c th c t do khng? T tng, hnh ng, m c t do khng gy ra au kh, khng gy ra tnh trng b iu kin. l vn trng tm ca ton b cu hi ny. V vy liu c th c c hnh ng khng lin quan n qu kh hay khng? Liu c th c c hnh ng khng da vo tng hay khng? tng l s tip tc ca ngy hm qua trong mt hnh thc c b sung, v s tip tc s qui nh ngy mai, m c ngha l hnh ng da vo tng khng bao gi c th c t do. Chng no hnh ng cn b da vo tng, r rng n s gy ra xung t thm na. C th c c hnh ng khng lin quan n qu kh hay khng? C th c c hnh ng m khng cn gnh nng ca tri nghim, hiu bit ca ngy hm qua hay khng? Chng no hnh ng cn l kt qu ca qu kh, hnh ng khng bao gi c th c t do, v ch trong t do bn mi c th khm ph c iu g l s tht. Vic g xy ra l rng, bi v ci tr khng c t do, n khng th hnh ng; n ch c th phn ng, v phn ng l nn tng ca chng ta. Hnh ng ca chng ta khng l hnh ng nhng ch l s tip tc ca phn ng bi v n l kt qu ca k c, ca tri nghim, ca p tr ca ngy hm qua. V th, cu hi l, liu rng ci tr c th c t do khi tnh trng b iu kin hay khng?
bng mt cch, nhng anh ta khng gii quyt n; anh ta nn n bng cch gi mt li th, v nguyn ci vn ang si sc trong anh ta. Anh ta c l khoc vo ci v bn ngoi ca tnh n gin, nhng vic ny cng tr thnh mt vn l lng cho chnh anh ta, cng ging ht nh mt con ngi sng mt cuc sng bnh thng. Lm th no bn gii quyt vn ?
c s hi, chng no ti gip bn vi hy vng bn c th gip li ti m c gi l dch v khng c tnh yu. Nu bn hiu r vic ny, cu tr li .
Nhng a tr kia khng c ni ph hp ng; cha m chng b bn rn sut ngy m, khng bao gi c mt ngy ngh; nhng a tr kia khng bao gi bit r c yu thng l g, c chm sc l g; cha m chng khng bao gi ngi li vi chng v k cho chng nhng cu chuyn v v p ca qu t v bu tri. V loi x hi no to ra nhng hon cnh ni m c nhng ngi giu c cc k m c mi th h mun trn qu t ny, v cng lc li c nhng cu b v c b m chng c ci g c? N l loi x hi g vy, v n hin hu bng cch no vy? Bn c l lm cch mng, ph v khun mu ca x hi ny, nhng khi ph v n th mt khun mu mi c sinh ra v li na cng l cng khun mu nhng mang mt hnh thc khc nhng quan chc v nh ca c bit ca h trong quc gia, nhng c quyn, nhng b ng phc, v vn vn. Vic ny xy ra sau mi cuc cch mng, ngi Php, ngi Lin x, v ngi Trung quc. V liu rng c th to ra mt x hi trong tt c s thi nt v au kh ny khng cn tn ti. N c th c to ra ch khi no bn v ti nh nhng c nhn ph v khi ci tp th, khi chng ta c t do khi tham vng v bit c tnh yu c ngha l g. l phn ng trn vn ca ti, trong mt lo sng.
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S lin h gia ci ngi c thc ca t bi ny, v ci ngi m ci tr ca h b bao ph trong tp th, trong truyn thng l g? Lm th no chng ta s tm ra c s lin h gia hai ngi ny, khng phi l thuyt, nhng thc t. iu m tun phc khng bao gi c th n hoa trong thnh thin. Phi c t do, v t do ch xut hin khi bn hiu r hon ton vn ca ganh t, tham lam, tham vng, v s khao kht quyn hnh. Chnh l do s t do khi nhng vn kia mi cho php ci iu l lng c gi l c im n hoa. Mt con ngi nh th c t bi, anh ta bit r tnh yu l g khng phi ci con ngi m ch lp li nhiu t ng v lun l o c. V vy tinh tu ca thnh thin khng nm trong x hi, bi v x hi trong chnh n lun lun thi nt. Ch c con ngi m hiu r ton b quy trnh v cu trc ca x hi, v ang lm t do chnh anh ta khi n, c c im, v ch anh ta mi c th n hoa trong thnh thin.
Ti khng bit c khi no bn c c; lc bn bng nhin nhn ra rng bn khng c s lin h vi bt k ai khng phi mt nhn ra thuc tr nng nhng mt nhn ra thc s... v bn hon ton b c lp. Mi hnh thi ca t tng v cm xc u b chn li; bn khng th quay i bt k ni no; khng c mt ai nng nh; thn thnh, cc thin thn tt c u i khi nhng m my v khi nhng m my bin mt h cng bin mt ri; bn hon ton c c ti s khng s dng t ng c n. C n c mt ngha l hon ton khc hn; c n c v p. trng thi c n ng mt iu g hon ton khc hn. V bn phi c n. Khi con ngi lm t do chnh mnh khi cu trc x hi ca tham lam, ganh t, tham vng, hnh tin, thnh tu, a v ri khi anh ta lm t do chnh mnh khi nhng iu kia, lc anh ta hon ton c n. l mt s vic hon ton khc hn. Ri th c v p tuyt vi, c cm thy ca nng lng to ln.
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C c hon ton khc hn c n. Trng thi c c phi c vt qua l c dn. Trng thi c c khng th so snh vi trng thi c n. Ngi m bit c c khng bao gi c th bit c ci m l c n. Bn c trong trng thi c n hay khng? Ci tr ca chng ta khng c ho nhp c n. Chnh quy trnh ca ci tr l tch ri. V ci m tch ri bit c c c. Nhng c n khng tch ri. N l iu g m khng l nhiu m khng b nh hng bi nhiu, m khng l kt qu ca nhiu, m khng c gom gp vo chung nh ci tr; ci tr thuc v nhiu. Ci tr khng l mt thc th c n ch c mt mnh, ci tr c gom gp vo chung, c mang li cng nhau, c to ra qua nhiu th k. Ci tr khng bao gi c th c n. Ci tr khng bao gi c th bit c trng thi c n. Nhng thc c trng thi c c khi tri qua n, kia ka c n hin hu. Ri th ch c th c c ci m bao la v hn. Ri thay, hu ht mi ngi trong chng ta u tm kim s l thuc. Chng ta mun ngi ng hnh, chng ta mun bn b, chng ta mun sng trong mt trng thi tch ri, trong mt trng thi m gy ra xung t. Ci m c n khng bao gi c th trong mt trng thi xung t. Nhng ci tr khng bao gi c th trc nhn ci , khng bao gi c th hiu r ci , n ch c th bit c c c.
Khng t thnh vn nu ngi ta gy ra li lm; iu khng quan trng bao nhiu. iu g phi lu tm l c c ci cm gic hon ton c n, khng b vy bn, v ch c mt ci tr nh vy mi c th bit c hay l thc c ci m vt ngoi ngn t, vt ngoi tn tui, vt ngoi tt c nhng chiu ri ca s tng tng.
l thuc vo iu g kinh V hay l kinh Thnh hay l ng Chtist rn bo. Ci tr ca anh ta khng bao gi c n. Anh ta khng bao gi i mt mnh, nhng anh ta lun lun i cng mt ngi ng hnh, s ng hnh ca nhng tng ny. Liu rng khng quan trng tm ra, hiu r, ton b ngha ca s cn tr, ca s nh hng, s thnh lp ca ci ti l thuc, m l i nghch ca tnh v danh, hay sao? Hiu r c ton b vic , nghi vn ny khng pht sinh : liu c th ngay lp tc to ra trng thi ca ci tr m khng b nh hng, m khng th b nh hng bi tri nghim ring ca n hay l bi tri nghim ca nhng ngi khc, mt ci tr m c n, m khng b thoi ho, hay khng? Ch n lc mi c kh nng sng to mt th gii khc hn, mt nn vn ho khc hn, mt x hi khc hn trong hnh phc c th n.
k chn la no gia nhng nh hng chc chn vn cn l mt tnh trng ca s tm thng.... B ci tr khng bt buc cn c kh nng tm hiu su sc khng phi bt chc, khng phi b un khun v sng khng cn s hi, hay sao? B ci tr nh th khng nn c n v do sng to, hay sao? Sng to khng thuc v bn hay l thuc v ti, n v danh.
truyn thng, hay n l tri nghim m tht s l s tip tc ca truyn thng, s tip tc ca tnh trng b iu kin. Tinh thn tn gio khng suy ngh da vo thi gian, da vo nhng kt qu tc khc, da vo s i mi tc khc bn trong khun mu ca x hi....Chng ta ni rng ci tr tn gio khng l mt ci tr thch nghi l; n khng l thuc bt k nh th no, bt k t chc no, bt k khun mu suy ngh no. Ci tr tn gio l ci tr m thm nhp vo ci khng bit c, v bn khng th n ci khng bit c ngoi tr nhy vt; bn khng th cn thn tnh ton ri i vo ci khng bit c. Ci tr tn gio l ci tr cch mng tht s, v ci tr cch mng khng l mt phn ng n ci g l. Ci tr tn gio bng n tht s, sng to tht s khng phi trong ngha c chp nhn ca t ng sng to, nh trong mt bi th, trang tr, hay l xy dng, hay l trong kin trc, m nhc, hi ho, thi ca, v tt c nhng chuyn chung quanh n n trong mt trng thi ca sng to.
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Bn phi tm ra s tht l g bi v l iu duy nht phi lu tm, khng phi liu rng bn giu c hay l ngho nn, khng phi liu rng bn lp gia nh vui v v c con ci, bi v tt c chng u chm dt, lun lun c ci cht. V vy, khng cn bt k hnh thc no ca nim tin, bn phi tm ra; bn phi c s hng hi, s t lc, s khi u, cho chnh bn bn bit r s tht l g, Cha l g. Nim tin s khng cho bn bt k iu g; nim tin ch lm h hng, tri buc, gy ti tm. Ci tr ch c th c t do qua s hng hi, qua t lc.
bao gi c th un nn d dng, n cn ng s thay i; n tr thnh phn ng bo v chnh n. Vic tm kim s tht thuc v c nhn, khng thuc v m ng. hip thng cng s tht phi c c n, khng l c lp nhng l t do khi tt c nh hng v quan im. Nhng t chc ca t tng r rng tr thnh nhng cn tr cho t tng. Nh chnh bn nhn thy, s tham lam quyn hnh hu nh v tn trong mt t chc tm gi l tinh thn; s tham lam ny c chuyn ti bi mi loi t ng vang rn quyn hnh v ngt ngo, nhng nh hng suy i ca tnh tham danh, kiu hnh v th ch c nui dng v chia s. T vic ny tng thm xung t, c chp, b phi v nhng biu l xu xa khc. Liu khng khn ngoan hn c nhng nhm nh cng c hiu bit vo khong hai mi hay hai mi lm ngi, khng c l ph hi hay l t cch hi vin, gp g ni no thun tin tho lun ho nh v ti tip cn n s tht, hay sao? phng nga bt k nhm no tr nn c quyn, mi hi vin c th t ln ny n ln khc c khuyn khch v c l tham gia mt nhm nh khc; v vy n s bao qut, khng cht hp v c tnh a phng. leo cao ngi ta phi bt t di thp. T s bt u nh b ny ngi ta c l gip to ra mt th gii hnh phc v khn ngoan hn nhiu.
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v nhng th ca th gii lng thc, qun o, ch , lin h, v nhng tng lm th no chng ta c th tm c s tht? Chng ta ch c th sng ch ra s tht. V vy, Cha, chn l, s tht, s khng bit c bi mt ci tr m b hoang mang, b iu kin, b ri lon. Lm th no mt ci tr nh th c th suy ngh c v s tht hay l Cha. u tin n phi xo sch tnh trng b iu kin ca n. N phi lm t do chnh n khi nhng gii hn ring ca n, v ch n lc n mi c th bit c Cha l g, hin nhin khng phi nh l trc kia. S tht l ci khng bit c, v ci m bit c khng l s tht.
tr li ca bn s ch l s cng nhn ca iu g bn ngh n nn l hay n khng nn l. Nu bn ni rng, N l mt trng thi ph nhn, bn ang so snh n vi mt iu g m bn bit trc ri; v vy, ci trng thi trong bn ni rng, Ti khng bit l khng tn ti.... V vy ci tr m c th ni rng, Ti khng bit, ang trng thi duy nht trong bt k iu g u c th c khm ph. Nhng ci ngi m ni rng, Ti bit, ci ngi m hc hi v tn nhng trng thi v tri nghim ca con ngi v ci tr ca ngi c nht y thng tin, hiu bit bch khoa, liu rng c ln no anh ta c th tri nghim c mt iu g m khng dnh cho s tch lu hay khng? Anh ta s hiu ra rng n kh khn cc k. Khi ci tr xo sch mi hiu bit m n thu t c, khi trong n khng cn Pht, khng cn Cha, khng v thy, khng tn gio, khng trch dn; khi ci tr hon ton c n, khng b vy bn, m c ngha rng chuyn ng ca ci bit c kt thc ri th ch n lc mi c kh nng ca mt cuc cch mng trit , mt thay i c bn.... Ngi tn gio l ci ngi m khng l thuc vo bt k tn gio no, vo bt k quc gia no, vo bt k chng tc no, l ci ngi m hon ton c n bn trong, trng thi khng ang bit, v p li cho anh ta ci phc lnh ca s thing ling hin hu.
hiu r rng mi t tng, d tinh t bao nhiu, d cao qu bao nhiu, hay l d tin bao nhiu, d ngu xun bao nhiu, c nhng gc r ca n trong ci bit c, trong k c. Nu ti hiu iu rt r rng, ri th ci tr, khi b ng u vi mt vn nan gii, c th ni rng, Ti khng bit, bi v khng c cu tr li.
bit c. thu nhn ci khng bit c, chnh ci tr phi tr thnh ci khng bit c. Ci tr l kt qu ca quy trnh t tng, kt qu ca thi gian, v quy trnh t tng ny phi chm dt. Ci tr khng th ngh v ci m vnh cu, thng hng; do , ci tr phi c t do khi thi gian, quy trnh thi gian ca ci tr phi c xo sch. Ch khi no ci tr hon ton c t do khi ngy hm qua, v do khng ang s dng hin ti nh mt phng tin n tng lai, lc n c th thu nhn ci vnh cu....V vy s quan tm ca chng ta trong thin nh l hiu r chnh mnh, khng ch hi ht th thin, nhng hiu r ton b cha ng ca thc che du, pha bn trong. Nu khng hiu r tt c vic v c t do khi tnh trng b iu kin ca n, bn khng th vt ngoi gii hn ca ci tr. l l do ti sao quy trnh t tng phi chm dt, v c s chm dt ny phi c hiu bit v chnh mnh. Do thin nh l s khi u ca thng minh, m l hiu bit r rng v ci tr v tm hn ring ca ngi ta.
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ng sm hn v gt bt cng vic x hi no . Nu bn vit ra nhng vic ny bt k lc no bn c th lm c, v vo bui ti trc gi ng, hy nhn li tt c nhng s vic bn vit ra trong sut ngy, nghin cu v tm hiu n m khng xt on, m khng ch trch, bn s bt u khm ph ra nhng nguyn nhn n du ca nhng t tng v nhng cm thy, nhng ham mun v nhng ngn t ca bn.... By gi, iu quan trng trong vic ny l hy tm hiu bng tr tu t do iu g bn vit ra, v trong s tm hiu n bn s tr nn thc c trng thi ring ca bn. Trong ngn la ca t thc, ca t hiu bit, nhng nguyn nhn ca xung t b pht hin v c xo sch. Bn nn tip tc vit ra nhng suy ngh v nhng cm thy, nhng d tnh v nhng phn ng ca bn, khng phi mt ln hay hai ln, nhng trong nhiu ngy n lc no bn c th thc c chng ngay tc khc.... Thin nh khng ch l trng thi t thc lin tc, m cn l s bung b lin tc ca ci ti. T s suy ngh ng n c thin nh, t s yn lng ca tr tu n, v trong trng thi yn lng ci cc im c nhn ra. Vit ra iu g ngi ta suy ngh v cm thy, nhng ham mun v nhng phn ng ca ngi ta, to ra mt trng thi thc bn trong, s cng tc ca tng tim thc vi tng thc, v lun phin vic ny dn n ho nhp v hiu bit r rng.
b qua bt k hnh thc ca k lut, qua theo ui bt k uy quyn no, c xa hay l ngy nay. Nim tin ch to ra chng i, c lp, v ni no c c lp khng th no c c trng thi tnh lng. Tnh lng n ch khi no ti hiu r ton quy trnh ca chnh bn thn ti nhiu thc th khc nhau trong xung t ln nhau m cu thnh ci ti l thuc. Bi v l mt nhim v gian kh, chng ta nng da nhng ngi khc hc hi nhng mnh kho khc nhau m chng ta gi l thin nh. Nhng mnh kho ca ci tr khng l thin nh. Thin nh l s khi u ca t hiu bit, v nu khng c thin nh, khng c t hiu bit.
ngn t lc bn s pht hin ra rng c mt chuyn ng thuc v ci bao la. Chuyn ng khng thuc v thi gian bi v trong khng c thi gian, cng khng c khng gian, cng khng c iu g tri nghim cng khng c iu g kim c, thnh tu. Mt ci tr nh th bit r iu g l sng to khng l sng to ca ho s, thi s, vn s; nhng sng to m khng c ng c thc y, m khng c din t. Ci sng to l tnh yu v s cht. Ton b s vic ny t khi u n kt thc l phng cch ca thin nh. Mt ngi m mun thin nh phi hiu r chnh anh ta. Nu khng bit chnh mnh, bn khng th i xa thm. D bn c l gng sc i xa bao nhiu chng na, bn ch c th i xa bng s chiu ri ring ca bn; v s chiu ri ring ca bn li rt gn, li rt hn ch, v khng dn dt bn n ni no c. Thin nh l s tin hnh ca t nn mng ngay tc khc, ngay lp tc, v to ra mt cch t nhin, khng c bt k n lc no trng thi tnh lng . V ch n lc mi c mt ci tr m vt ngoi thi gian, vt ngoi tri nghim, v vt ngoi ang bit.
Chng ta sp sa bn lun v mt iu g m cn mt ci tr c th nhn thc rt su sc. Chng ta phi bt u rt gn bi v chng ta khng th i xa lm nu chng ta khng bit phng cch bt u rt gn, nu chng ta khng bit cch i bc u tin. S n hoa ca thin nh l thnh thin, v s qung i ca tm hn l khi u ca thin nh. Chng ta bn lun v nhiu th lin quan n cuc sng, uy quyn, tham vng, s hi, tham lam, ganh t, s cht, thi gian; chng ta bn lun v nhiu th. Nu bn quan st, nu bn tm hiu su xa trong n, nu bn lng nghe ng cch, nhng vic l tt c nn mng cho mt ci tr m c kh nng thin nh. Bn khng th thin nh nu bn c tham vng bn c l a gin vi ci tng ca thin nh. Nu ci tr ca bn cht y uy quyn, tri buc bi truyn thng, ang chp nhn, ang tun theo, bn s khng bao gi bit c thin nh trn ci v p l thng ny l g.... Chnh bi s theo ui thnh tu ring ca n qua thi gian mi ngn cn s qung i. V bn cn mt ci tr qung i khng nhng l mt ci tr khong t, mt ci tr y khng gian, m cn l mt tm hn dng hin tron vn khng c t tng, khng c mt ng c thc y, khng tm kim bt k phn thng no p li. Nhng dng hin bt k iu nh nhoi no mgi ta c hay l nhiu n chng no ngi ta c ci cht lng t pht ca s thn mt gn gi, khng c bt k km hm no, khng c bt k ngn cn no, l rt cn thit. Khng th c thin nh nu khng c qung i, nu khng c thnh thin m c ngha c t do khi s kiu hnh, khng bao gi leo ln ci thang ca thnh cng, khng bao gi bit ni ting l g; m c ngha l cht i bt k vic g thnh tu c, mi mt giy pht trong ngy. Ch nh vo mnh t mu m nh th m thnh thin c th pht trin, c th n hoa. V thin nh l s n hoa ca thnh thin.
ca thin nh, bi v tt c vic ny l cuc sng, cng vi vic i ti vn phng ca bn, nhng ci c, nhng au kh, cng thng, u t lin tc, nhng s hi su thm, tnh yu v i kht. Lc ny, hiu bit r rng ton b quy trnh ca s tn ti ny nhng nh hng, nhng au kh, sc p hng ngy, quan im chnh thc, nhng hnh ng chnh tr v vn vn tt c nhng vic ny u l cuc sng, v s tin hnh hiu r tt c nhng vic ny, v lm t do ci tr, l thin nh. Nu ngi ta tht s hiu r cuc sng ny vy th lun lun c mt tin hnh thin nh, lun lun c mt tin hnh ngm ngh nhng khng phi v mt s vic ring bit no . thc v ton b quy trnh ca tn ti ny, quan st n, thm nhp vo n mt cch bnh thn khng phn bit, v c t do khi n l thin nh. J. Krishnamurti
THIN NH
- Meditations 1969 -
THIN NH - Phn 1.
Trong khng gian m t tng to ra quanh n khng c tnh yu. Khng gian ny phn chia con ngi khi con ngi, v trong n l tt c s tr thnh, trn chin ca cuc sng, ni khn kh v s hi. Thin nh l s chm dt ca khng gian ny, s chm dt ca ci ti l thuc. Ri th s lin h c mt ngha hon ton khc hn, bi v trong khng gian m khng b to ra bi t tng, ngi khc khng hin hu, do bi bn khng hin hu. Lc thin nh khng l s theo ui ca o tng no , d c lm thnh thing ling bi truyn thng bao nhiu chng na. Tri li n l khng gian v tn ni t tng khng th thm nhp. i vi chng ta, ci khng gian nh xu b to ra bi t tng quanh n, m l ci ti l thuc, l rt quan trng, bi v y l tt c m ci tr bit r, gn kt chnh n vo mi th trong khng gian . V s s hi ca khng hin hu b sinh ra trong khng gian . Nhng trong thin nh, khi iu ny c hiu r, ci tr c th thm nhp vo mt kch thc ca khng gian ni hnh ng khng l hnh ng. Chng ta khng bit tnh yu l g, bi v trong khng gian b to ra bi t tng quanh n nh l ci ti l thuc, tnh yu l s xung t ca ci ti l thuc v ci khng l ci ti l thuc. S xung t ny, s hnh h ny, khng l tnh yu. T tng chnh l s khc t ca tnh yu, v n khng th thm nhp vo khng gian ni ci ti l thuc khng cn. Trong khng gian l phc lnh m con ngi tm kim v khng th tm ra. Anh ta tm kim n trong nhng bin gii ca t tng; v t tng hu dit nim ngy ngt ca phc lnh ny.
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Trc nhn khng c ngn t, m c ngha khng t tng, l mt trong nhng hin tng l lng nht. Lc s trc nhn sc so hn nhiu, khng ch vi b no, m cn vi tt c nhng gic quan. Trc nhn nh th khng phi l s trc nhn phn chia ca tr nng v cng khng phi l cng vic ca nhng cm xc. N c th c gi l mt trc nhn trn vn, v n l b phn ca thin nh. Trc nhn khng c ngi trc nhn trong thin nh l hip thng cng chiu cao v chiu su ca ci bao la. Trc nhn ny hon ton khc bit hn ng thi ang nhn thy mt vt m khng c ngi quan st, bi v trong trc nhn ca thin nh khng c mt vt v do khng tri nghim. Tuy nhin, thin nh c th xy ra khi i mt m toang v khi ngi ta b vy quanh bi v s s vt thuc mi loi. Nhng, lc nhng s vt ny khng c s quan trng no c. Ngi ta trng thy chng nhng khng cn quy trnh ca s cng nhn, m c ngha l khng cn ang tri nghim. Thin nh nh vy c ngha g? Khng c ngha g c; khng c ch li g c. Nhng trong thin nh c mt chuyn ng ca nim ngy ngt v bin m khng b ri lon bi vui th. Chnh l nim ngy ngt ny m trao tng cho i mt, cho b no v cho qu tim, ci cht lng ca hn nhin v t. Nu khng nhn thy cuc sng nh iu g hon ton mi m, n l mt thi quen u n, mt nhm chn, mt cuc sng v ngha. V th thin nh c mt tm quan trng v bin. N m cnh ca n ci khng bit c, n ci bao la.
THIN NH - Phn 3.
Khi bn quay u t ng chn tri qua ng chn tri i mt ca bn nhn thy mt khng gian rng ln trong tt c nhng s vt ca qu t v bu tri u xut hin. Nhng khng gian ny lun lun b gii hn ni qu t gp g bu tri. Khng gian trong ci tr tht l nh nhoi. Trong khng gian nh xu ny tt c nhng hot ng ca chng ta dng nh xy ra: cuc sng hng ngy v nhng u tranh giu gim cng nhng ham mun v nhng ng c thc y mu thun nhau. Trong khng gian nh xu ny ci tr tm kim t do, v th l n lun lun l nh t ca chnh n. Thin nh l s kt thc ca khng gian nh xu ny. i vi chng ta, hnh ng ang to ra trt t trong khng gian nh xu ny ca ci tr. Nhng c mt hnh ng khc m khng ang xp t trt t trong khng gian nh xu ny. Thin nh l hnh ng m n khi ci tr mt i khng gian nh xu ca n. Khng gian bao la ny m ci tr, ci ti, khng th n c, l s tnh lng. Ci tr khng bao gi c th tnh lng trong chnh n: n ch tnh lng trong khng gian bao la m t tng khng th tip cn. T tnh lng ny c hnh ng m khng thuc v t tng. Thin nh l s tnh lng ny.
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Thin nh l mt trong nhng s vic l lng nht, v nu bn khng bit n l g bn ging nh mt ngi m trong mt th gii ca mu sc rc r, nhng ci bng v nh sng long lanh. N khng l mt cng vic thuc tr nng, nhng khi tm hn xen vo ci tr, ci tr c mt cht lng hon ton khc hn: lc , n b gii hn tht s, khng ch trong kh nng ca n suy ngh, hnh ng c hiu qu, m cn trong cm nhn ca n v vic sng trong mt khng gian bao la ni bn l b phn ca mi s vt. Thin nh l chuyn ng ca tnh yu. N khng phi l tnh yu ca mt hay l ca nhiu. N ging nh nc m mi ngi c th ung t bt k ci bnh no, d lm bng vng hay bng t: n khng th cn kit. V mt s vic c bit xy ra m khng thuc men hay l trng thi t thi min no c th to ra: n nh th l ci tr t thm nhp vo chnh n, bt u ti b mt v xuyn thu mi lc mt su thm thm, cho n khi chiu su v chiu cao mt hn ngha ca n v mi hnh thi ca o c kt thc. Trong trng thi ny c s an bnh hon ton khng phi l mn nguyn m xut hin do s hi lng nhng l mt an bnh m c trt t, v p v cng mnh lit. N c th b hu dit ton b, nh bn c th hu dit mt o hoa, v tuy nhin bi v tnh mong manh ca n nn n khng th b hu dit. Thin nh ny khng th c hc hi t bt k ngun no khc. Bn phi khi u m khng bit bt c iu g v n, v chuyn dch t hn nhin v t sang hn nhin v t. Mnh t trong ci tr thin nh c th bt u l mnh t ca cuc sng hng ngy, xung t, au kh, ln vui th thong qua. N phi bt u , v mang li trt t, v t chuyn dch khng ngng ngh. Nhng nu bn ch quan tm n vic thc hin trt t, vy th chnh ci trt t s to ra gii hn ring ca n, v ci tr s l t nhn ca n. Trong tt c chuyn ng ny bn phi bng cch no khi s t u bn kia, t b bn kia, v lun lun khng quan tm n b bn ny hay l lm cch no vt qua con sng. Bn phi phng vo dng nc, khng bit lm th no bi. V v p ca thin nh l rng bn khng bao gi bit c bn u, bn ang i u, cui con ng l g.
THIN NH - Phn 5.
C mt tri nghim mi trong thin nh khng? Khao kht v tri nghim, tri nghim cao hn m vt khi v trn tri nghim hng ngy hay l tri nghim tm thng, l iu g khin cho u ngun trng rng khng cn sinh kh. Khao kht v nhiu tri nghim hn, v nhng o tng, v trc nhn cao hn, v thu hiu no hay l mt iu g khc, lm cho ci tr hng ra ngoi, m khng khc bit g tnh trng l thuc vo mi trng sng v l thuc vo con ngi ca n. Vai tr qu bu ca thin nh l rng mt s kin khng b chuyn thnh mt tri nghim. N , ging nh mt v sao mi trong bu tri, khng 219
cn k c thu tm v gi cht n, khng cn quy trnh thi quen ca cng nhn v p tr da vo thch hay khng thch. S tm kim ca chng ta lun lun ang i ra ngoi; ci tr ang tm kim bt k tri nghim no u ang i ra ngoi. ang i vo trong khng l mt tm kim g c; n l ang trc nhn. p tr lun lun l lp li, bi v n lun lun chung b ca k c.
THIN NH - Phn 6.
Sau nhng cn ma nhng ngn i tht l trng l. Chng vn cn hng hng rm nu do mt tri ma h, v lc ny mi th xanh ti s l dng. c ma ln lm, v v p ca nhng ngn i kia vt khi mi miu t. Bu tri vn cn u m v trong khng kh c mi ca cy sn, cy x thm v cy khuynh dip. Qu tuyt vi khi ln trong chng, v mt trng thi tnh lng l lng trn ngp bn. Khng ging nh bin di bn tht xa xi, nhng ngn i kia hon ton bt ng. Khi bn quan st v nhn ngm quanh bn, bn li mi th di kia trong cn nh nh b , qun o ca bn, nhng t tng ca bn v nhng phng cch k l ca cuc sng. y bn di chuyn rt nh nhng, khng cn bt k t tng no, khng cn bt k gnh nng no, v c mt cm thy ca trng khng v v p nguyn vn. Nhng lm bi nh xanh ti chng my chc s xanh ti hn, v trong t tun na chng s to mi thm nng nc. Nhng con chim ct ang gi nhau v mt vi con bay ngang qua. Khng ang bit n, ci tr trong mt trng thi thin nh trong tnh yu ang n hoa. Rt cuc ra, ch trong mnh t ca thin nh o hoa ny mi c th n r. Tht s qu k diu, v l lng, sut m n theo ui bn, v khi bn thc gic, cn rt sm trc khi mt tri ln, n vn cn trong tm hn ca bn vi nim hn hoan khng k xit, v chng cn l do no. N , khng nguyn nhn, v hon ton gy ngy ngt. N s sut ngy m khng cn bn ni n hay l mi mc n li cng bn.
THIN NH - Phn 7.
Ma tm t sut m ln ngy, v di nhng ng mng dng nc trn bn trn vo bin, bin n thnh mu nu s-c-la. Khi bn do b trn bi bin c nhng con sng khng l v chng ang tn ph bng nhng ng cong un ln honh trng cng sc mnh v song. Bn i ngc gi, v t nhin bn cm thy khng cn g gia bn v bu tri, v khong trng khng ny l thin ng. c hon ton khong t v mong manh i vi nhng ngn i, i vi bin c v i vi con ngi l bn th t nhin ca thin nh. khng c khng c, khng c nhng chng ngi bn trong i vi bt k th g, tht s c t do, hon ton, khi tt c nhng thi thc, nhng cng bch v nhng i hi nh nhim, cng vi tt c nhng xung t v nhng hnh ng o c gi vn vt ca chng, l do chi trong cuc sng 220
bng vng tay dang rng. V bui ti , ang i b trn ct bin t m nc, vi nhng con chim hi u quanh bn, bn cm thy c ci cm gic l lng ca t do phng khong v v p k diu ca tnh yu m khng trong bn hay l ngoi bn nhng khp mi ni. Chng ta khng nhn ra rng n quan trng lm sao u khi c t do khi nhng vui th ko ni lin tc v nhng au kh ca chng, cho ci tr vn cn c n. Ch c ci tr hon ton c n mi khong t. Bn cm thy tt c vic ny bt thnh lnh, ging nh mt cn gi ln qut vo t lin v qua bn. bn b tc ot mi th, trng khng v v vy hon ton khong t. V p ca n khng trong ngn t hay l trong cm thy, nhng dng nh khp mi ni quanh bn, bn trong bn, trn nhng dng nc v trong nhng ngn i. Thin nh l ci ny.
THIN NH - Phn 8.
l mt trong nhng bui sng d thng m trc kia cha bao gi c. Mt tri va ln cao v bn trng thy n gia cy khuynh dip v cy thng. nh sng m hin hu ch gia nhng ngn ni v bin ang lan to trn mt nc, nh vng v rc sng. Mt bui sng tht r rng, tnh lng, trn y ci nh sng l lng m ngi ta nhn thy khng ch bng i mt ca ngi ta m cn bng c tm hn ca ngi ta. V khi bn nhn ngm n bu tri tin st gn qu t, v bn chm m mt ht trong v p. Bn bit r ri, bn khng bao gi nn thin nh ni cng cng, hay l vi mt ngi khc, hay l trong mt nhm: bn ch nn thin nh trong c n, trong s yn lng ca m khuya hay l trong sng sm tnh lng. Khi bn thin nh trong c n, n bt buc phi c n. Bn phi hon ton c mt mnh, khng tun theo mt h thng, mt phng php, lp li nhng t ng, hay l theo ui mt t tng, hay l to khun mu mt t tng tu theo khao kht ca bn. C n ny hin hu khi ci tr c t do khi t tng. Khi no cn c nhng nh hng ca s khao kht hay l ca nhng s vic m ci tr ang theo ui, hoc l trong tng lai hoc l trong qu kh, khi khng c c n. Ch trong bao la ca hin ti trng thi c n ny mi hin din. V lc , trong m thm lng l khi tt c truyn t u kt thc, khi khng cn ngi quan st vi nhng u t ca anh ta, vi nhng vn v ham mun xun ngc ca anh ta; ch n lc , trong trng thi c n tnh lng , thin nh tr thnh mt iu g m khng th din t bng ngn t. Lc thin nh l mt chuyn ng thng hng. Ti khng bit liu rng c ln no bn thin nh, c ln no bn c n, ch cn mt mnh, tch ri khi mi th, khi mi con ngi, khi mi t tng v nhng theo ui, liu rng bn c ln no hon ton c n, khng phi l c lp, khng phi l m mi trong mt o tng hay l mt gic mng p no , nhng tch ri tht xa, cho trong chnh bn khng cn iu g c th c cng nhn, khng cn iu g m bn tip xc qua t tng v cm thy, tch ri tht xa n trong c n trn vn ny chnh ci tnh lng tr thnh o 221
hoa duy nht, nh sng duy nht, v ci cht lng khng thi gian m khng th o c bi t tng. Ch trong thin nh nh th tnh yu c s hin hu ca n. ng bn khon din t n: n s t din t. ng s dng n. ng c gng chuyn n thnh hnh ng: n s hnh ng, v khi n hnh ng, trong hnh ng khng c nui tic, khng c mu thun, khng c ni khn kh v lao dch ca con ngi. V vy hy thin nh trong c n. Hy bin mt i. V ng c gng ghi nh bn u. Nu bn c gng ghi nh n ri th n s l iu g cht ri khng cn sinh kh. V nu bn bm vo k nim v n ri th bn s khng bao gi c n li. Vy th hy thin nh trong c n v tn , trong v p ca tnh yu , trong hn nhin v t , trong ci mi m v c hoan lc m bt dit. Bu tri rt xanh, mu xanh c c sau cn ma, v nhng cn ma ny n sau nhiu thng hn hn. Sau cn ma bu tri quang ng trong sng v nhng ngn i ang vui mng, v qu t tnh lng. V mi chic l nh ln nh sng ca mt tri, v s cm thy ca qu t rt gn gi bn. Vy th hy thin nh trong ngay nhng ng ngch su thm ca ci tr v tm hn ca bn, ni bn cha bao gi trc kia.
THIN NH - Phn 9.
Sng hm bin ging nh mt ci h hay l mt con sng mnh mng khng mt gn sng, v m m n bn c th trng thy nhng phn chiu ca cc v sao khi vn cn qu sm. Bnh minh vn cha n, v th l cc v sao, v phn chiu ca vc , v nhng nh n xa xi ca th trn, u trn mt nc. V khi mt tri l dng trn ng chn tri trong mt bu tri khng my n to nn mt con ng vng rng, v tht l k diu khi trng thy c nh sng California ang to y qu t v mi mt chic l ln cng c. Khi bn nhn ngm, mt trng thi tnh lng l lng trn ngp bn. B no chnh n tr nn bt tm khng cn bt k phn ng no, khng cn mt chuyn ng, v qu k b khi cm nhn trng thi tnh lng v hn ny. Cm nhn khng l ci t ng . Cht lng ca s yn lng , trng thi tnh lng , khng c cm nhn bi b no; n vt ngoi b no. B no c th suy tng, din gii tng tn hay l to ra mt cho tng lai, nhng tnh lng ny vt ngoi phm vi ca n, vt ngoi tt c tng tng, vt ngoi tt c khao kht. Bn qu tnh n thn th ca bn tr thnh hon ton l b phn ca qu t, b phn ca mi s vt tnh. V khi cn gi nh thi n t nhng ngn i, lay ng nhng chic l, trng thi tnh lng ny, ci cht lng tuyt vi ca yn lng ny, khng b phin 222
mun quy ry. Ngi nh nm gia nhng ngn i v bin, nhn xung bin. V khi bn nhn ngm bin, bn tr nn bt ng n bn tht s l b phn ca mi s vt. Bn l mi s vt. Bn l nh sng , v v p ca tnh yu. Li na, ni bn l mt phn ca mi s vt cng l sai lm: ci t ng bn khng tho ng bi v bn tht s khng . Bn khng hin hu. Ch c ci tnh lng , v p, cm nhn k l ca tnh yu. Nhng t ng bn v ti gy phn chia nhng s vt. Phn chia ny trong s tnh lng v trng thi bt ng ny khng tn ti. V khi bn nhn ra ngoi ca s, khng gian v thi gian dng nh chm dt, v ci khng gian m phn chia khng c bn cht tht s. Chic l v cy khuynh dip v dng nc trong xanh lng lnh khng khc bit bn. Thin nh tht s ra rt n gin. Chng ta lm phc tp n. Chng ta thu dt mt mng li ca nhng tng quanh n din t n l g v n khng l g. Nhng n khng l nhng s vic ny. Bi v n qu n gin nn n ln trn chng ta, bi v ci tr ca chng ta qu rc ri, b da vo thi gian v b bo mn bi thi gian. V ci tr ny ra lnh hot ng ca tm hn, ri th lo u phin toi bt u. Nhng thin nh xy ra rt t nhin, vi s thanh thn l lng, khi bn do b trn ct hay l nhn ra ngoi ca s hay l quan st nhng ngn i tuyt vi b thiu chy bi mt tri ma h va qua. Ti sao chng ta l nhng con ngi b hnh h kh au nh vy, vi nhng git l trong i mt ca chng ta v n ci gi di trn i mi ca chng ta? Nu bn c th do b mt mnh c n gia nhng ngn i kia hay l trong nhng cnh rng hay l dc theo nhng bi ct di trng xo, trong c n bn s bit thin nh l g. Nim ngy ngt ca c n n khi bn khng cn kinh hi s c n v khng cn l thuc vo th gii hay l quyn luyn n bt k iu g. Ri th, ging nh bnh minh khi l dng sng nay, n n lng l, v to thnh mt con ng vng rng trong chnh trng thi tnh lng , m ti ngay khi u, m lc ny, v m s lun lun .
khng c khi nim hay l qui c, v do t do hon ton. Ch i vi mt ci tr nh th hoan lc ny mi n m khng cn tm kim v khng cn mi mc. Ngay khi n , mc d bn c l sng trong th gii vi tt c s n o, vui th v tn bo ca n, chng s khng tc ng n ci tr . Ngay khi n , xung t chm dt. Nhng s chm dt xung t khng nht thit l t do hon ton. Thin nh l mt chuyn ng ca ci tr trong t do ny. Trong s bng n ca hoan lc ny i mt c bin thnh hn nhin v t, v lc tnh yu l phc lnh.
ca thn th v lm gim bt cng ca cm thy. Khng ch khng th chuyn thnh ch . Trng thi thc v khng ch l ch . ng thi nhn thy ton quy trnh phc tp ny l thin nh v ch t mi sinh ra trt t trong tnh trng ln xn hn n ny. Trt t ny l tuyt i nh trt t trong ton hc v t trt t ny c hnh ng m l ang lm ngay tc khc. Trt t khng l sp xp, trnh by v cn i; nhng th ny xy ra sau tr hn nhiu. Trt t c c t mt ci tr khng b lm hn n ln xn bi nhng s vic ca t tng. Khi t tng bt tm c trng thi trng khng, m l trt t. Li Ban Bin Tp TVHS Cc Nh xut bn ti Vit Nam cng nh hi ngoi c nhu cu in cun sch ny v mc ch kinh doanh, xin vui lng lin lc vi Dch ga v t chc Krishnamurti Foundation India: Vasanta Vihar 124 Greenways Road RA Puram Chennai - 600 028 Tel: 24937803/24937596 Email: publications@kfionline.org
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