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I have grown up in what I would consider a middle class family. I have
never felt bad about my identity and have never gone to a school where I
have felt out of place. My private pre-k through eight school was
predominantly white. I assume that hearing private school, most likely
makes you think of snobby, privileged, rich, white kids, whose lives are
sheltered. You might think that they have no idea of any issues of race and
diversity. While this tends to be what most private schools are made up of,
my elementary and middle school was not quite like this.
Not everything was handed down to us on a platter. Even though we
had enough to pay one hundred and fifty-thousand dollars for ten years of
outstanding education, we were not stereotypical preppy white kids. While it
might sound odd that I am trying to defend myself as someone who went to
a private school, looking back on myself as a person during those ten years, I
dont see a snobby, rich white kid. I do see a sheltered white kid.
From pre-k all the way through eighth grade my class was ninety
percent white and ten percent African American, Hispanic, and Asian. My
experience with race was almost nonexistent, and I developed a sense of
belonging. I was a white kid with twenty-five other white kids and I felt as if I
fit in. I was in the majority and I felt comfortable, because, as Thandie
Newton stated in her TED talk Embracing Otherness, Embracing Myself, the
self likes to fit, to see itself replicated, to belong. That confirms its existence
and its importance. We were all in the same social class and shared very
similar beliefs, especially when it came to politics. Almost all the kids in my
school were democrats, and it was assumed that most of us were all leaning
towards the left party. When it came to race, I never understood how race
was a problem in our everyday lives.
Because of my sheltered environment, I never understood how race
could be an issue. While the environment at my old school taught me that
being a part of the majority was a good thing, the environment at SLA told
me the complete opposite. The transition was foreign to me, and quite scary,
because, like Thandie Newton stated, I still valued self worth over all other
worth, and I was no longer surrounded by people who shared my same race,
background and religious and political beliefs. My self was trying to plug
in, and it [my self] was unsuccessful. As the community began to accept me
for who I was, I was not only taught that being a white kid in a school with
other white kids caused me to be unaware of racial issues such as
stereotyping and racial profiling, but it taught me that it was better to not
grow up in a sheltered environment. Being at SLA, I realized that I used to be
completely oblivious to how our society treats the minority so horribly.
Although, the main issue in my eyes, about me, was that I practically had no
friends outside of my race at my old school, and I was not aware of what it
was like to be the minority.
The environment at SLA caused me to change my views on race, and I
no longer want to be the majority at a private school. I am glad that I am no
longer surrounded by kids of my same complexion. I dont want to feel as if I
fit in simply because of my skin color. I know I fit in because I am different,
and that is the beauty of a wonderful community. It has taught me that we
dont need to be the same to fit in. In fact, it is better when we all come from
very different backgrounds. Being different is what makes us fit in.
child. So many other people telling me what I am and what I am not that I
accepted their opinions as correct and forgot my own.
Just because its a convenience for you to remember, and to put me in
a box, doesnt mean that you can. I am proud that Im biracial. I love every
part of my ethnicity and I am not ashamed to say that when you look at my
family, youll see people whose skin contrasts their strong, dark brows and
whose shoulders and cheeks turn a rosy pink in the sun. But that you will
also see faces of cocoa and coffee, hair that twists, turns, and coils in the
most intricately beautiful way. I am proud that when I stand with my cousins
on my mother's side people say we have the same eyes and that when I
stand with my grandfather on my fathers that no one can deny the
resemblance. The shape of my brows, and placement of freckles a near
replication. It is not just these physical similarities that connect me to all
sides of my family, but our inner likeness, mostly overlooked. Little quirks
that are more embedded in my DNA than any race. I know who I am and for
anyone who tries to take away my identity, you can sure as hell bet that Ill
tell you, that I am a special breed of proud.