DAY ZERO

The Recovered Diary of a Human Star Being

Excerpt of Chapter 1 By Brad Johnson

1st Dawn of Armens - Trie

(Title Translation First Dawn: Day of introduction. Armens: Journal of activity. Trie in the sub-heading is defined in translation as beginnings.)

I write these words now knowing that these words are being read at the same time by extensions of my being in pondering. My family, what is it we ponder today together? Do we separate ourselves through experience, yet not realize our relationship in expression is always connected? I lay here amongst the grass of the world called Handarr to share with you an idea. The idea to share is the idea itself. How many ideas have you come across today, my family? Hold true what means the most to you, and it is an answer only conceived and acknowledged by you. Therefore the idea itself holds the essence to all moments that lead to what can be found that patternizes to that which was once unthought. Yes, my family, it may seem unclear. But let your mind make sense of the words. Think not of how the idea can come, think only of the idea itself that now emerges to thought from unthought. Where was that thought before? Did it cease to exist? No, my family, as nothing can. You simply didnt align to the thought to make it so. See how easy it becomes when the idea you seek becomes the thought born into the mind? It is of my nature to lubricate your body, mind and spirit with the wisdom of unlearning and re-gaining. I shall speak now to my extensions unfamiliar with my experiences that have led me to this moment on Handarr. You may ask: am I a Pleiadian? Handarr is after all the third planet that exists within the star known as Atlas, which is also popularly known as part of the Seven Sisters as my human family calls them on Earth. No, I am not a Pleiadian in this form, my dears. This body I occupy is 100% human of Earth. It was Earth where I was born and where I had lived for 3 orbits around her sun. My human Earth mother, who I still talk to frequently in spirit, was known as Megan Felicity Freedman. Megan was an absolutely beautiful human being. She endured her pregnancy with me completely alone without any assistance from another. My father was someone I had never met during my time of Earth. My mother and father had met briefly making arrangements on occasion. During one night after being very intimate amongst the campgrounds around Mount Shasta, my father had mysteriously disappeared the morning after. It was not a matter of simply walking away afterwards. To my mother, it was literally as if my father disappeared from existence. People who had seen him the previous evening had no

recollection of him whatsoever even with photographs taken through my mothers camera. This was a very difficult time for my mother as she had felt that she had finally found someone who had understood her. My mother decided to take a lone hike into Plutos cave. She had always enjoyed caves ever since she was a little girl as her father would take her into caves amongst other regions of the world from California, to Mexico and Hawaii. There was a feeling inside her to go inside of Plutos cave and explore the surroundings as she had felt something was calling to her. As she ventured deep into the cave, she could feel a warming sensation touching her shoulder. There was this wave of energy that passed through her body that felt comforting and familiar. As she turned around, she had saw a very beautiful orb of light directly floating in front of her. The orb transformed into the shape of a crystalline human surrounded by white light. It began to speak to her internally telling her of the gift that she was carrying inside her. The being revealed that she would be mother to Anadriya. The earth name my mother would give me would be Cassidy Anna Freedman. What was unique was that the word Anadriya could be spelt through the letters contained in my full Earth name. The being told my mother of the great importance Anadriya has and that I had chosen my mother to nurture me and to be my guide while on the Earth plane. Through the unconditional love that the being radiated, my mother broke down in tears and hugged the being to embrace the support. She had asked about my father and what happened to him. The one whom you speak of was not of this world, Megan. The being responded. He simply returned where he needed to be. And in time, past this life you a part of now, you will meet with him again. Even though it was something my mother did not expect to hear, she knew in her heart that this was true. How else could such a man literally disappear from her life without a trace of familiarity from anyone who had previously met him. The being concluded in saying: Your daughter will be speaking to you, Megan. Open your mind and do not dismiss it as imagination or hallucination. She has much to share with you before coming upon this plane. The being transformed once again back into the appearance of a white bright orb. Before departing, it stated boldly in my mothers mind, Remember, Megan, our lives are the extension to our love creation.

The orb began to dim until it was no longer existent and my mother dried her tears, raised her head to the top of the cave and said in a whisper with her hands clasped: Thank you, God for this message! As my mother discovered her pregnancy through the crystalline being In Plutos cave, it was confirmed several weeks later by her doctor. During this time as well, my mother began to receive guidance from my spirit. I was in constant contact with her throughout her entire pregnancy. I have complete clarity of this entire experience watching her from afar, yet so near. My mother took time away from her work selling homes to have alone time through the privacy of her summer cottage in Redding, California. It was there where my mother had put many of my suggestions into practice relating to her diet and her state of mind. My mother had never become an artist before her pregnancy, yet she painted a different portrait every day filled with colors and abstract designs. These were her personal definitions of beauty. Elements of the universe channeled through her consciousness created on canvass. These paintings filled her walls and brought her peace as she worked on getting to further understand herself. Through deep states of meditation, mother communicated with my grandfather to conclude years of unsettled frustration between them. As they were both part of a religious faith known as Christianity, their debates about what God was between them had let to each other hating the other. To this very moment, I could not understand the necessity of competition in regards to the creator that resulted in conflict with others. I had attempted to ask my mother more about this and posed the question: Mother, why do so many of you compete with each other over the imagery of God? It was through questions like this where my mother had the opportunity to step outside of herself and realize that all the years of debating with her father over what God was didnt signify a resolution. It was simply going back and re-visiting the basic question: What is God? The moment where that question entered her mind, all she felt was love throughout her entire being. God was always interpreted through the means of form that represented an almighty one. But look not towards God, but towards creation. Creation was neither a he nor a she. It was the totality of form and formlessness that existed beyond the image of what was conceived and worshipped as God. Creation simply iswhat is. It was in that statement where my mother had felt peace inside her heart. She could feel the allure of guilt and anger over my grandfather dissolve as she truly felt humbled and could love him again without the sensations of conflict re-emerging. My mother was going through a detoxification during her pregnancy. She was purging herself physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Her environment was now perfect. Her state of being was now perfect. All that resembled pain and hardship was no longer present

within her life. She felt completely free and boundless. It was through this where she was able to give birth to me by herself without any pain felt. It became a birth of beauty as I had slid through her birth canal, come between her hands and embraced her in the physical for the first time. I was very quiet as I allowed the energies to work in the ways they must so that our bond could be complete. My mother softly started crying tears of joy as she had felt that she had given birth to an angel. The months passed and my mother was so amazed at how fast I was picking everything up. I was able to begin walking at three months of age. I understand this is a rarity through most children on Earth, although my body literally appeared as a six-month old body at the age of three months. I began speaking and understanding the English language at around the same time. There were times where I was beginning to scribble as my mother had put it, where I drew several algorithms resembling holographic language. At earlier ages, I was told by mother that I was rich in baby talk, although, my intent was not to speak gibberish, but to summon energies through holographic language to enrich our environment and to bless both myself and my mother. On my first year of birth, which is heavily celebrated on Earth, I was taken to Plutos cave with my mother. Most of the way, I was carried through, but there were times where my mother had allowed me to climb on top of some of the rocks. I was enjoying myself so much. I began laughing and twirling my way through the cave and with my mother seeing this in me, she enjoyed it even more. We went very deep within the cave until we came to a very large wall where there were crawlspaces leading to other areas that would go deeper through the cave. My mother sat down to have a rest and passed me my drink of water. As I sat down with my Mother, I had seen a part of the wall that had been getting my attention. The nature of its design and appearance was very compelling to me. Without a thought, I pulled a piece of chalk from my pocket where I had been drawing hearts on the cave walls earlier, and as I approached the wall, I began to draw one large circle as perfect as I could make it. After I finished drawing that circle, I drew another circle right beside so the two circles overlapping with each other. This is a symbol that is familiar on Earth known as the vesica piscis. To me, this was my personal symbol that represented the bond of love that connects all things. All circles of life must join to see the enrichment of all that is shared and created together. I saw myself and my mother as two circles of life sharing in our experience creating together with love. It was this very symbol that had remained in this cave for so many years. It is through this very symbol, dearest ones who have been chosen, that you are able to access this diary. Live this symbol within your hearts each day knowing that all of our circles connect and we each share and create in our experiences together.

After I had reached my third age, I had noticed that my mother was becoming very ill. At the time, there was neither a diagnosis nor treatment of this disease. My mother had a hard time getting in and out of bed. I spent a great deal of time with my Aunt during this period. She had been taking care of me during the time of my mothers doctors visits. My mother wanted to have me by her side as she said that my presence gave her so much strength to continue. My mother would only paint if I was in the room with her. Together we would paint portraits, let them dry and hang them on the wall of my mothers room. My mother would make smaller portraits for me in my room and being surrounded with that much love allowed me to have deep sleeps every single night. A month had passed and my mother had grown even weaker. She had reached the point where she could no longer speak or feed herself. My Aunt had hired a personal nurse to be by my mothers side during this time to help her even though my mother had objected to it, but had no strength to argue. There were times where I was crying alone in my room as I knew my mother was going to die. I had such a hard time letting her go as I couldnt imagine a day without her. I could feel my mothers heart in my own chest pumping slower and slower every day. I knew that night would be the last night my mothers heart would stop working. I went out onto my balcony and said a prayer amongst the stars. I wished that the stars could make my mother better again. I didnt want her to die and I didnt want to live my life on Earth without my mother by my side. There was a very long silence outside as if the whole world remained quiet for those few minutes. I walked down the steps of my balcony into my backyard looking up at the stars with tears coming down my face. Please do not take my mother. I begged. I buried my eyes in my shirt sleeve wiping away my tears. As I did, I heard a voice of a man that appeared right beside me. Anadriya. The man said. I turned to the man and he looked very strange. He was human, with dark hair, but he wore a type of silver uniform that was filled with reflections. I looked upon his chest and I had seen my symbol upon it. The vesica piscis was shown. As I looked at it, I smiled. Anadriya, do you know who I am? The man asked me. I looked into his eyes. My guidance was telling me exactly who he was, but I didnt want to admit it. I said back to him: Youre a stranger and my mommy said I shouldnt be talking to strangers. The man smiled a grin of joy. He briefly chuckled.

Anadriya, Im not a stranger. He replied. I looked at him directly in the eyes as he approached me slowly and started to bend down to look into my eyes. Who are you? I asked. Im your father, Anadriya. Im the one who was with your mother until I was called away. I looked closer into his eyes and saw the sincerity that was behind his words. Youre my daddy? I asked. Thats so cute, the man stated, but yes, Anadriya. I am. Why are you calling me Anadriya? My name is Cassidy. I explained to him. Anadriya was a name I only heard in my dreams. At the time, I didnt understand what it meant, or why I was being called it. But as my father was about to explain: Its your star name, my dear. You are like me. Were both from the stars. I am not someone who has been born upon the Earth. Im from up there, Anadriya. My father pointed up to the stars. But as I followed his finger, I saw the star that he was pointing to. I smiled as I saw him point to the star and I looked back at him with a big smile on my face. Thats my favorite star! I said excitedly. Yes it is. Because its the star you had a life with before you decided to come to Earth. That star is called Sirius. Its the brightest star in the Earth sky. Thats where Im from Anadriya. And thats where youre from too. A spontaneous question entered my mind that I stated out loud without thinking about it. Is my mommy from Sirius too? My father looked at me and shook his head. He pointed further away from the star into an area of the sky that didnt have any stars. You cant see if from here, but your mother came from a star called Alcyone. Its part of a constellation called Taurus. In a star cluster called the Pleiades. Alcyone is considered one of the stars of the seven sisters. But your mother hasnt been back there for quite some time,

although the opportunity is about to present itself to her. Your mother is returning to her spirit and she will be able to function as whatever she chooses. My father said. Mommys leaving me. I said with my head down. Hunny I recognized my mothers voice and I saw her walking amongst the grass of our backyard. Mommy! I ran over to my mother and gave her a big hug. Mommy! Youre better! I said while more tears came down my eyes. In a way, my angel. Im no longer in my body anymore. My body has died, but I have not. But Mommy, I can hold you. I said to her still hugging her tightly. Because our will makes it so, sweetheart. My mother said in such a loving tone. I turned back around to my father. He was standing there smiling at both my mother and I. Is that man really my daddy, Mommy? My mother nodded her head and smiled. Yes he is, Anadriya. And your life is going to change in a way you cant even imagine yet. This is going to be your last night on this world as you are going to be moving into a new one. Your father is going to be your guide to helping you embrace your new life. My new life? I asked. My father stepped forward. You have been chosen to perform a task, Anadriya. Its a task that has been offered to no human before you. You are going to live among us. Youre going to be part of a galactic community. You are going to be a part of a very large group of star beings that are going to help you in all the ways they can so that you can be trained as the official ambassador for the Earth human race. As you learn, Anadriya, humanity will learn. You are going to be an example to help humans along their path so that one day, they may enter a galactic community as a mature, thriving civilization. This will happen as they begin to understand day zero within themselves, but

I interrupted my father: Whats day zero, Daddy? My father sat down on the grass cross legged. He pointed his index finger out and drew a wide circle in the grass. Its the balance point of a scale. Its the center of a new beginning. It represents a time where the human race is given the chance to start anew in a direction that represents a change leading to balance. Its at the point of day zero that your society begins making the choices that become beneficial for themselves and for the Earth. You will literally work together as one organism. You will function for the blessing of what life offers. You will be receivers to ideas, not servants to stagnation. Day zero brings you the opportunity to become what it truly means to be a human being: the ability to explore all possibilities that enrich experience. I sat down beside my father and hugged his arm. My father turned to me and kissed my forehead and he began to rub my blonde hair. So where are we going to go, Daddy? I asked him. Well, Im going to be showing you your new home for a while. Its going to be on board a spacecraft where youre going to meet a lot of old friends who are going to help you with your training. I jumped up excited and started shaking my hands amongst the air laughing. I was absolutely thrilled about this and started circling around my parents. They simply looked back at me and smiled with absolute love. Both of my parents held out their hands. I came to both of them and held my fathers hand with my left and my mothers with my right. On the count of three. My Father said. OneTwoThree.