Friday, January 04, 1980 Well how about that.

There are glaring examples of the extent of the why too kay problem. See what happens. Saturday, January 01, 2000 Looks all right now that the time and date have been adjusted in the Control Panel. I recall that there was another time or times when the computer clock seemed to revert to the year 1980 as it did with the (numerological) turn of the century and millennium at midnight last. The parade and the tournament of Roses event from Pasadena California is already being covered on television as the celebrations continue into Saturday. How fortunate that the eve of the New Year should fall on a Friday night and Saturday morning with no work for peoples until two days later allowing plenty of time for riotous celebrations and recovery for Monday morning when it will be back to the work of keeping the economy healthy and the sustenance flowing to human beings. Basically the bullshit that some of the religionists spread about and particularly those disguised as New Age Gaian Cultural Agents, about the evils of materialism while it has like all lies and illusions a grain of truth it ignores the glaring reality that the nature of spirit involves attachment of awareness to the black hole of the ego material physical sensory galactic center at least during the stage in the evolutionary process of consciousness thats associated with material existence. whatever our nature as conscious beings, as spirits, we see that the divine design of awesome intelligence devotes reverential and sacred attention to the bringing forth and nurturing of the physical sensory material world. Materialism and economics and business tends to make visible the greed in humankind yet it has a sacred and holy purpose in its role in nurturing material consciousness. If the religionists are only partly right and the confinement of consciousness in the ego material physical sensory stationary state is our experience, then why is it so that we undergo such confinement and make such a sacrifice? It must be that the

material physical sensory realm of spirit is most valued, sacred, revered and holy to us if we make such a sacrifice. Already I see clouds gathering in the sky seen through the window to the south. Some snow I forecast by the weather prophets. More and more as there is progression along the evolutionary paths of awareness and being and spirit, it becomes more and more clear that awareness of divine intelligence and design is a very important key is seeing things as they are and setting things in order. This awareness of the key nature of the divine nature of the whole, of its intelligent design and complete perfection is an awareness that involves an awesome satori of simplificational insight. There is only one other way for awareness to be arranged and assembled. That other way to see it is in the context of the conscious aspect of awareness and mind or shall we say the ego state of being. The ego state divides the whole into right and wrong. The divine mystic state is complete and whole and perfect just as IS. All is right and all is perfect. All is just as it should be in accordance with awesome divine intelligence. One view which is the so called ego view is a view of great dissatisfaction due to the existence of the wrong part of the whole. The other view of state of awareness; the divine and mystical state; is a state of absolute and total awe, reverence, admiration, inspiration, love, adoration and contentment, and peace, and calm, and tranquil bliss. Ho amazing to be at a place on the stream through the cosmic canyons where the view takes in the same or similar terrain that lead to the long discussions by ancient theologians about the paradox of divine omniscience and human free will. I see it terms of another, more evolved conceptual system which has grown on that nucleus. The post modern millennial conceptual system involves diet experience of both conscious mind and voluntary action as a rough equivalent of free will. Like the limited ability of the young don Juan in the flooding river. Able to navigate as

the rushing flood waters carry him downstream. His path is overwhelming controlled by the torrent yet he does have a choice to either fight the energy of the stream of to align his conscious intent with the stream and harmonize and benefit from the energy of the stream. Not only is there the conscious mind and rational calculated effort with its equivalent in free will but there is also the torrent of the cosmic stream. It is by nature unconscious and beyond thought and calculation. It is by nature divine and omniscient. All powerful and all knowing and everywhere present. We do have some freedom and free choice is our nature. Yet it is not our whole nature. Only when free will or conscious intent is aligned with cosmic divine will or intent can we benefit in full as is our purpose from the awesome energy of the divine. So it is very much a paradox. The freedom we have is the freedom to resist divine intent. Our conscious intent is like a small part of some much larger intent. When the two are aligned then there is bliss. When they are in opposition there is great turbulence and great discontent and great misfortune. The old conceptual system was one of free will and divine will. The newer conceptual system is one of conscious intent and unconscious intent. There may be some rough equivalences with the Freudian concept of conscious and unconscious mind. Certainly I borrow a little from Carlos Castanedas conceptual system. In his later books he dwelled on the concept of Intent of the cosmic and divine type. In earlier books he used the concept the spirit. He wrote a chapter in one of them entitled: Handling Intent. It was the story of the masterful illusion of the four Tulios and the manipulation of awareness. by the Nagual Julian during the apprenticeship in sorcery of the young Don Juan. Awareness is arising right now of the identical nature of the experience expressed in the different conceptual systems. Now there arises awareness of how words have a life and undergo

evolutionary change so that a word that may have been used two thousand years ago grows an changes and takes on new and different meanings as time progresses so that in later years when the old texts are read the meaning seems wrong to the new ear and it becomes necessary to invent a new conceptual system in which the words for the concepts although different from the original actually n the same as in the original since they express the same experience of the human spirit which of course if not human at all but more than human. There are many conceptual systems for expressing the experience of the divine mystical perfection state of consciousness and of the nature of the whole of experience and in particular the evolutionary emergence of the divine and mystical state from the earlier stage of the ego confinement. There is the conceptual system of the ancient Greek philosophers. There is the Judeo Christian Islamic system and the Hindu Buddhist system as well as the Taoist Kung Fu Tse Chinese system. There is also the scientific Freudian Jungian western psychological system and the American Indian Toltec sorcerer nagualist system of the anthropologist Carlos Castaneda. Each conceptual system seems in the view of awareness here and now ; to attempt to express in words the nature of the experience of the evolution of consciousness, being, awareness, reality, truth, perception. Each may have different emphasis due to the perspective of the view. Together they seem to provide a holistic awareness of the nature of reality and unreality. Strange isnt it for instance that the Buddhist conceptual system tends to dwell on the need to abandon all conceptual systems in the process of experience of the real nature. Tat too is the essence of the experience of the evolution of psyche from the ego to the mystic. Liberation from the ego state requires abandonment of the conceptual systems that sustain and nurture the ego state of consciousness. Most notable is the

unspoken belief that what is real can only be validated by sensory perception. 12:01 PM The spell check is complete. Another accolade for the why too kay please. 12:06 PM 11:25 PM Time of day forgotten in stream of consciousness. It is the year two thousand and a long weekend again. Everything is okay. There is nothing wrong. Amazing possibilities near at hand. Interesting how in solmed awareness seems free even of the music from the living room. No causality applies. The truth of true reality is exactly what it is as well as being very strange indeed. The reality we are used to becomes a sort of standard. 11:30 PM