Elucidated by Rabbi Avraham Mordecai Golieb e Path of the Ladder Principles in the Service of God Te Path of the Ladder: Principles in the service of God Elucidated by Rabbi Avraham Mordecai Gottlieb as he received them from his teachers Rabbi Yehudah Lev Ashlag and Rabbi Baruch Shalom HaLevi Ashlag Translated from the Hebrew by Yedidah Cohen nehora press Tis booklet is an extract from the forthcoming spiritual biography of Rabbi Yehudah Lev Ashlag by Rabbi Avraham Mordecai Gottlieb Nehora Press aoia Nehora Press: A Resource center for the work of Rabbi Yehudah Lev Ashlag and his son Rabbi Baruch Shalom Halevi Ashlag http://www.nehorapress.com Returning Light Meditation Te image on the cover art was created by Avraham Loewenthal, an artist, resident in Safed Israel, whose work is inspired by the Kabbalah of Rabbi Ashlag. His art may be found at http://www.kabbalahart. com Note: Although the masculine gender is used throughout this work, the inner work of serving God applies to men and women equally. Linguistically it was not possible to address this issue within the text itself. Yedidah Cohen Contents Introduction ; i. God is Good and does good , a. Te purpose of creation , ,. Te purpose of creation created the will to receive , . Te opposition of form that exists between the Creator and the created being , ,. Te essence of good and the essence of evil io o. Te rectication of the will to receive via the mind through faith, and via the heart through service ia ;. Te recognition of evil a, s. Te threefold cord: love of friends, love of the Sage, and love of God ,i ,. Service of God ,o io. Te way of Torah and the way of suering ,, ii. Te surrounding society tends to inuence us unduly s ia. Ascents and descents are part of our spiritual progress , i,. Te left-hand side and the right-hand side ,a i. Everything in the Torah is within us ,o Biography oo 7 Introduction If you will walk in My statues and keep my commandments... (Leviticus ao:,) Te principles brought here are practical ways of serving God, which Rabbi Yehudah Lev Ashlag (the Baal haSulam) taught his students. At no time did he ever teach the wisdom of the Kabbalah as technical infor- mation divorced from Torah and mitzvot, but he taught the wisdom of the Kabbalah as a means by which a person may come to give benet unconditionally to his fellow man and to his Maker. Te Baal haSulam received this system of service to God from his teachers, the holy Sages of Kaloshin, Prosov and Belz. It is a system that he acquired through immense labour and superhuman eort during the years of his youth, through which he came to dvekut, that is unity with God, when the secrets of the Torah and its intimate details were revealed to him. It is certain that our teacher did not invent this system of inner work, but he received it from his teachers, which they themselves received, in an unbroken tradition stretching all the way back to our forefa- thers, Abraham, Isaac and Jacob; Moses; the Prophets; the Sages of the Talmud; the Ari; the Baal Shem Tov; the Gaon of Vilna; and Rabbi Moshe Chayim Luzatto. Our holy Rabbi, the Baal haSulam merited to nd favour in the eyes of God and obtained permission from Above to reveal these holy matters that concern the service of God, which he did with tremendous clarity, and in a form that is suitable for our genera- tionthe generation that precedes the coming of the Messiah. Te purpose of this e-book is to give us access to these principles of the service of God within the context of our daily life: in the oce, in the supermarket, in the bank, and in the home, so we may uphold them, not only during our periods of study, but at all times. However, it is not our intention to present these principles as axioms separate from the study of the Torah. On the contrary, the only chance we have of actually succeeding in carrying them out, is through the labor in Torah. Rabbi Baruch Ashlag writes, in a letter to one of his students: 8 Introduction In order that we shall be able to fulll the mitzvot, we were given the especial light of the Torah, as the Sages have told us, the light within the Torah leads a person back to the good way. Tis light is drawn to us through studying the Torah. According to the measure that a person puts eort into his study, so does he draw towards himself the especial light of the Torah, through which he gains the strength to fulll the mitzvot (as they should be fullled, that is without a reward). We see that putting eort into our study has a great power, in that it can transform all the evil that is in a person to good. Terefore, we have to distinguish two aspects in the learning of Torah: i) to learn the rules so that we know what it is we need to do, a) to put eort into the study of the Torah so that we may fulll it. Regarding this second aspect it is not important whether we learn rules, or whether we learn a part of Torah which does not speak at all about rules, only we need to study Torah and put our eort into it and then the Torah gives the person the light that is within it. May God help us so that we may merit that light of the Torah. 9 Main principles in the service of God r. God is Good and does good Te rst principle is that God is Good and does good. As it is writ- ten: He is Good and does good to both the evildoers and those who do good. (Hazarat haShatz Musaf Yom Kippur). He does not need to receive pleasure at all, since He is whole and perfect in every possible way. From whom could the One receive anything? Tus we see that God has no need to receive joy or pleasure because such a desire would imply that He has a lack or is imperfect, which is not the case. z. Te purpose of creation Te second principle is that God wants to give benet to the created beings. Te essence of this benet is the revelation of Himself to the created beings, because there exists no greater joy for the created being that can be greater or more wonderful than the conscious knowledge of the Creator, even in a limited measure. ,. Te purpose of creation created the will to receive Since He desired to give benet to the created beings, He created in the souls a will to receive good and joy, because only then can they receive the good that He wants to give them, as without will or desire it is impossible to receive the good. Likewise, in the physical world we see that the more a person longs for something, so is the greatness of his joy when he receives it. . Te opposition of form that exists between the Creator and the cre- ated being Since it is the will of the Creator to benet the created beings only in order to give them benet, and He has no will to receive, and since the desire of the created beings is to receive pleasure and joy, we nd that there exists an opposition of form between the Creator and the created beings. Tis causes the created beings to become distanced from the Creator. As we see in the physical world: If two people have opposite attributes and ideas then they cannot join together with each other. Likewise, in 10 Main principles in the service of God spirituality, there is no possibility for the created being to join with the Creator and to merit the revelation of His Divinity unless he is able to change his attributes to those of the Creator. Tese are the words of the Sages on the phrase, to walk in all His ways and to cleave to Him (Deuteronomy ii:::), How may a person cleave to Him? Behold! He is a consuming re! But cleave to His attributes; just as He is merciful so you be merciful, as He is compassionate so you be compassionate (Rashi on that verse). Likewise, the Sages of the Talmud said, As it is written, And you should walk after God (Deuteronomy i,:,). Can a person walk after the Divine presence? We have already learnt in the Scripture: For the Lord God is a consuming re (Deuteronomy ::), but one may walk in the attributes of the holy Blessed One. Just as He clothes the naked so you should clothe the naked. Just as He visits the sick so you should visit the sick (Sotah .,a). ,. Te essence of good and the essence of evil Te essence of all the good that is in the world is the will to give benet. Tis is also called the good inclination (the yetzer hatov), and applies to purity, holiness, love of ones fellow, and all other positive attributes. Whereas the essence of all the evil in the world, is the will to receive pleasure and joy for ones own self. Tis is also referred to as the evil inclination, (the yetzer hara) and refers to the shells (klipot), the other side (sitra achra), egoism, selsh love and all the opprobrious attributes such as laziness, pride, lust and others. Terefore, the general principle of serving God does not in fact contain many dierent subjects, as the world thinks, but only these two prin- ciple ideas: r) subduing the will to receive for oneself and z) acquir- ing the will to give benet. All the other matters and natural virtues are only branches which stem from these two main issues: the will to receive for oneself alone, and the will to give. Since we have mentioned the idea of the klipot, (shells), I would like to explain what these are. In his book, Or haBahir, the Baal haSulam denes them as such: 11 Main principles in the service of God Te klipot are powers that rule over people, such that they dont search out deeply any matter until its end, but are satised with only a supercial understanding. Tat is they are satised with a very supercial understanding of the outermost peel of the wisdom but they leave the real essence. Terefore, their human intelligence doesnt serve them to understand the service of God. Teir iniqui- ties govern them with the power of the sitra achra, and they do not take sucient interest in the Torah and the holy wisdom. Terefore they rebel against the holy Blessed One. We can conclude from our teachers words that every person certainly has a will to receive joy and pleasure, for that is the will of God. However, it is within a persons ability to work to transform this from the will to receive pleasure for oneself alone, which causes separation between himself and the Creator, if he were to put his attention to the necessity of so doing. But his will to receive for himself alone chases after the lights provided by the klipot, and thus prevents the person from put- ting his attention into the most fundamental aspects of Judaism, which involve understanding the issues that touch on the transformation of the human being. So there is a tendency amongst the religious to practice Judaism as rote, instead of searching out the way to connect to the Creator through each and every mitzvah, and through every opportunity of learning Torah. People tend to forget their distance from the Creator, their lack of faith, their lack of Yirat HaShem (fear of being separate from God) and their lack of love for God. If a person were to make a true account- ing, he or she would see for themselves that he doesnt conduct himself in the way one should in the presence of the King. Tis follows from lack of faith, or that his or her faith is defective and weak. So a person doesnt fear God adequately or love the One. Because who could delude himself and say that he walks around in his daily life with constant awareness and awe of God? 12 Main principles in the service of God And so the Talmud teaches (Masechet Nazir :,a): Rabba the son of Bar Chana said, in the name of Rabbi Yochanan, What is the meaning of the Scripture, For the ways of God are straight, and the righteous shall walk in them, but the transgressors shall stumble in them. (Hosea i:ic)? It is like two people who roasted their paschal sacrice. One eats for the sake of the mitzvah, and one eats for the sake of enjoying the food. Te one who eats for the sake of the mitzvah is referred to in the Scripture as and the righteous shall walk in them, and the one who eats for the sake of the food is referred to as, and the transgressor shall stumble in them. Te commentator, the Meiri, says on this, Te righteous do their actions for the sake of Heaven, until through their actions they appre- hend the glory of their Creator; but the wicked carry out the mitzvot by rote, without intention, and so they only gain bodily pleasure through their actions. Te Meiri is not talking here about people who desecrate the Sabbath or eat food which is unt (treifah), but he is designating as wicked those who are not interested in considering the true essence of the practice of the Torah and the mitzvot and what is required in keeping them accord- ing to their essence. o. Te rectication of the will to receive via the mind through faith, and via the heart through service Te will to receive is the basic constitution of a person and expresses itself in the person in two ways: r) via the mind: A person wants to know and understand the purpose for, and the logical consequence of, every act of his. For it is through the intelligent understanding of matters that the will to receive gets plea- sure. Tis is not the case when a person performs an act whose purpose or use he does not understand. Tis causes him suering. z) via the heart: Tis concerns the sensual will to receive, which is part of every persons make-up, which desires to sense and feel pleasure and delight in the dierent situations in this world, through the animal 13 Main principles in the service of God appetites of eating, drinking, sleep, desire for money, honor, power, and intelligence. Tese two aspects of the will to receive are two halves of the same nature, and they work in an integrated way within a person. Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag used to dene it thus: It is as if there is a vessel which goes directly from the heart to the brain and says, Tere is none quite as wise and clever as you! Over and against these two aspects of the will to receive there are two modes of rectication (tikkunim): r) for the mindthe work of faith z) for the heartthe work of serving God and ones fellow, not in order to receive a reward Te Sage, Rabbi Baruch Shalom spoke on this (in the year ,;,i): We need to work on the aspect of both the mind and the heart. Because if a person were solely to work on his intellectual side, only taking on himself the yoke of faith, it is possible that he is doing so in order to receive a reward. Terefore a person also needs to work on his will to give benet in an altruistic manner. However, if the person were to work solely on the aspect of giving benet and love of ones fellow, without working on his faith, that would also be insucient, because he would remain disconnected from God. Tis is what happened in communism, which held up as its banner love of ones fellow man, but persecuted men of faith, and thus, from its very outset, was doomed to failure. For the rectication of the intellectthe work of faith A person should not rely on his intellect, but have faith in all the ways of the Torah. Tis may be broken down into dierent points as set out below: a) Faith that the way to draw near to God is only through giving ben- et and love to ones fellow human. Tis is so, even though the body that is the will to receive for oneself alonedenies this. Tis faith needs 14 Main principles in the service of God to obligate a person to establish his life on giving benet to his fellow, in actual practice, without which closeness to God is impossible. b) Faith in the reality of God as the root of all; faith that only He can give us faith in Him; faith that His Divine Providence is present at all times and in every detail. Tis faith is designated as accepting the yoke of the Kingdom of Heaven (that is the reality of the Divine provi- dence) in the paradigm of faith, which is higher than the paradigm of knowledge. A person should educate himself to behave in a way that is tting for one who is in the presence of the King, the King of Kings. (In the language of the Kabbalah, this means the ultimate channel of Good). He needs to visualize for himself how he would behave, speak, and think, if he were in the presence of a very great man. Similarly, he needs to conduct himself in no lesser way in the presence of the King of Kings. Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag writes in the Book Shamati (article :c,) as follows: A person who sits in his house is not like someone who is in the presence of a king. A persons faith has to be of the quality that he should be feeling the entire day as if he is in the presence of the King. Ten he would certainly have both Yirat haShem (the fear of being separate from God) and Ahavat haShem, (love of God) in a com- plete manner. So long as he or she did not reach this level of emunah (faith) he should not rest. As we say in the daily prayers, With ever- lasting Love you have loved your people the House of Israel, You have taught us Torah and mitzvot, statutes and laws. Terefore, O Lord our God, when we lie down and when we rise up we will medi- tate in Your statutes and we will rejoice in the world of Your Torah and Your mitzvot for ever and ever. For they are our life and the length of our days and in them we will meditate day and night, and never remove Your love from us for ever. Blessed are You who loves His people Israel. (evening prayer) And if the person were to so act, then for sure he would never wish to receive for himself alone. Te longing for faith needs to be woven into his limbs until it becomes 15 Main principles in the service of God second nature, according to the phrase, when I remember Him, He doesnt let me sleep! Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag further writes (in Shamati article :ii): Whoever believes in the reality of the holy Blessed One that all the world is lled with His glory, then he is lled both with Yirat haShem, (fear of being separated from God) and with Ahavat haShem the love for God. Such a person does not require any preparation of medita- tion, since he places God rst naturally. Just like we see in the physi- cal world: When a person truly loves his companion, then he thinks on and longs for his friends benet. He stops himself from doing any action which would not benet his friend. Tis is done naturally, without thinking about it. One doesnt need any great intellect for this, because this is natural, just like the way a mother loves her child, that all she desires is the best for her child, and she doesnt require any conscious preparation to love her son. Because something that is natural does not need intellect to compel the matter, but ones actions come forth from our instincts. Our natural instincts them- selves work to such a degree that it is in our nature that we are ready to sacrice ourselves for the love of something, until we achieve our purpose, and until we fulll our purpose our lives are not worth living. Terefore, whoever feels for himself as if he is standing before the King certainly will achieve perfection, that is to say perfect faith in the Creator. Until he feels that he is standing before the King then he doesnt have complete faith (God forbid). Here we need to distinguish two modalities: i) If a person acts in order to gain a reward in this world, whether it be money or honor or even just a good feeling, or, if he acts in order to gain a reward in the next world, then his will to receive for himself alone doesnt oppose him so much. Tis is because his focus is not actually on the holy Blessed One, who is the Giver, but he is only looking at what he will receive. 16 Main principles in the service of God a) However, if the person is acting only for the sake of God, that is to say, he acts in order to come into anity of form with God, according to the measure he feels the greatness of His love and His Divine provi- dence, then the will to receive for oneself alone opposes this action with all its power. Because the will to receive for oneself alone does not want to work without getting a reward for that work. Ten the persons will to receive for oneself alone comes to him with two questions: Who is God that I should listen to His voice?a question that opposes faith, and What does this service mean to you? a question that opposes service. (Both these questions come from the Passover Haggadah. Te rst one is Pharaohs question, the other question is that of the wicked son, of the four sons.) So now we can understand perfectly, that it is impossible to tread the pathway of the service of God in the true waywhich is the way of giving, not for the sake of getting a rewardwithout experiencing ups and downs. Because going against the will to receive for oneself alone is paved with ups and downs. As it says in the Talmud (Gittin ,,a) nobody can fulll the words of the Torah unless he stumbles in them. However, this is not the case for those who dont oppose their will to receive plea- sure for themselves. Tey dont suer so many ups and downs, but they are to be found in a state that is more or less stationary. In connection with this we can mention here an occurrence with the Seer of Lublin: One time a man came to him and told him that prior to every prayer he experienced a spiritual descent. Te Seer answered him: Before every prayer I experience four hundred descents! Our teacher Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag explained: A person who experiences a spiritual descent, that is to say a down has to have had a spiritual ascent rst. So if the Seer of Lublin had four hundred spiritual descents he must have had an equivalent four hundred spiritual ascents . But this only occurs with someone who is truly searching for unity (dvekut) with the Holy Blessed One and is self-critical and searches even within his good deeds to see if his will to receive for oneself alone got involved. 17 Main principles in the service of God Our teacher Rabbi Baruch Ashlag further said, Te process of accepting Malchut Shamayim (that is to say, the Divine providence, that everything that happens comes from God) is through ups and downs, like we see in the moon that waxes and wanes, and whose spiritual root is the Sephirah Malchut. Our intellect thinks that a person can progress from stage to stage just by going up, without any intervening falls. But in fact this is not so. As it is written, as the light is seen more clearly when it comes from within the dark (Ecclesiastes ::i,).It is in fact impossible to see the light except from within the dark. Just as we see in the physical world: If a person is very thirsty and is suering on account of his thirst, then when he gets water he feels pleasure and gives thanks to God for the water. Te most distinct factor in actualizing ones faith in God, that He is the Source of all, and that all is conducted by Him, is if a person is prepared to work without getting a reward. Just the fact of serving God is his reward and joy. As we see in the physical word, a person is prepared to minister to the great Sage of the generation without receiving payment. Not only that, but it often happens that people are prepared to pay for the privilege of so doing. How much more so is the case in spirituality with regard to serving God! Tis is the language of the Tanna (a Sage at the time of the Mishnah) quoted in Ethics of the Fathers: (Chapter i mishnah ,) Antigonus, of Socho, received the oral law from Simon the Righ- teous. He used to say, Dont be like slaves who serve the Master for the sake of getting a reward, but be like slaves who serve the Master, not for the sake of getting a reward. And may the awe of Heaven be upon you. 18 Main principles in the service of God Rabbi Chayim of Volozhyin, may his holy memory be for a blessing, writes in his book Ruach Chayim: Concerning a kings servants: It is a well-known fact that whoever is closest to the king takes a greater salary than a servant who is not numbered amongst his favorites and who does not come into his presence. Tis operates, because prior to his advancement he was an important and honoured minister and because of his skill, his wisdom, or his work, he increased in status until he became one of the familiars of the court. But one who was born a peasant, and who suddenly found favor in the sight of the king, who raised him up, seating him rst and placing him above all the other ministers, would not consider requesting a further reward from the king for his work. Tat would be wicked, since the king has already been so gracious to him, making him his chief servant and allowing him to stand in his presence with none higher than him. It is a similar case regarding we human beings, who are so lowly from our material aspect, in which we are like the primitive inhab- itants of Canaan, of whom it is written, my mothers sons were incensed against me, (Song of Solomon. i:o) yet He has elevated us to the degree that we can serve Him and stand before Him, which is such a great merit and sucient reward! How could we possibly be so brazen as to request a further reward for serving the holy Blessed One?! And this is what it says: Do not be like the servants who serve, who stand before the Master and serve in His temple, yet request more salary. But be like the lowly servants who serve the Master in His temple, not for any gain. Understand this deeply. (Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag said more than once that the pupils of the Gaon of Vilna, of whom Rabbi Chaim Volozhiyn was one, were all Sages of great spiritual stature, who knew the matters of serving God in depth.) In connection with this, Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag taught that the saying, the reward of doing a mitzvah is another mitzvah (Ethics of the 19 Main principles in the service of God Fathers chapter , mishnah :), should be read, the reward of the mitzvah is the great merit of having been asked to do it! Te reward of those who serve God is to merit more and more faith in the Creator as being the Root of all, until they no longer ask anything for themselves, but the service itself is their reward. c) Faith that there is nothing other than God, according to the Scripture, You have shown us to know that the Lord is God, there is none other than Him (Deuteronomy :,,). Tat is to say, that there is no other reality in the world except God. A person needs to look at the world from the perspective that all the people and the created beings are bidden to act by God Himself and all their actions are ordained by Him. It follows that a persons behavior has to be consonant with this per- spective. For example, if someone hurts him, he has to consider that it is not the person who hurt him, but it was God Himself. Terefore, if he responds in a way that is insulting or belittling, it is as if he is belit- tling God Himself. Likewise, if a person tells a lie to someone, in fact he is telling the lie to God, and so on. If someone were to act against him, then since the person has to consider the action as coming from God, he needs to receive the action with love and not get annoyed, because all the actions of the Creator stem from His desire to give only benet to His created beings. d) Faith that the Creator conducts the world according to His attri- bute that He is Good and does good. Even when a person sees that the opposite is taking place, in his private life, in the life of the community, or in the life of the nation as a whole, he has to believe that what he sees is false. So long as he is given over to the governance of selsh love he cannot see the truth that the Creator conducts the world according to His attribute that He is Good and does good. A persons faith in the goodness of God needs to be expressed in prac- tice through actions of joy and satisfaction in the way that God runs the world. Te person should not act in a way that conveys the opposite. 20 Main principles in the service of God In accordance with this Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag explained, Why was it that at the Baal haSulams table it was customary to drink wine with the blessing, He is Good and does good? Tis was to remind ourselves that this blessing is the greatest thing of all that a person can believe, that the Creator is Good and does good. e) Faith that God hears the prayer of every mouth (from the morning prayer). Te Baal haSulam said, this saying includes even the most lowly mouth of all; that God hears prayer and God has within His power to rescue even the lowliest person from his situation. Let not a person say that God can only help someone who is not so down, but He has the power to help even the lowest of the low. Tis faith has to be expressed in practice, that a person should never despair of the help of God. f ) Faith that all the spiritual descents are sent to us from Above. Tere is purpose to spiritual descent. Tis may occur in order that a person should gradually come to the recognition of the evil that is within him. Te evil within a person is only revealed to him from Above when he has progressed suciently in his spiritual work to be able to cope with it. Te revelation of the evil within the person is in accordance with his work. Only after the evil within the person has become completely clear to him in its true measure can he give a prayer from the depth of his heart that God should take him out of the pit of his exile and from the rule of the seventy nations which lie within the heart. A spiritual descent may also occur in order to give the person the opportunity to serve God even when he cannot feel any taste for the work. Tis means serving God unconditionally, as the Scripture says, Walk after me in a land that is not sown ( Jeremiah :::). Faith gives the person the power of commitment, so that he does not despair, but con- tinues all his work in exactly the same way as he does when in a period of spiritual ascent. 21 Main principles in the service of God Tus the Sage Rabbi Baruch Ashlag spoke on the anniversary of Rabbi Yitzhak Agassis death: A person needs to full the mitzvah of Love the Lord your God in two ways: i)When he feels good and experiences a good feeling in Torah and prayer, and a) even when God takes his soul. Because this is the way the Sages taught: (Berachot chapter , mishnah ,) and with all your soul means even if He takes your life. But one needs to ask the question: if He takes the life of a person, then the person can no longer serve Him. But one must understand this teaching according to the service of God, that God takes from the person the soul of Life, that is his life-force in Torah and prayer. He takes away from him the taste of Torah and prayer. Ten a person has to work to reveal and to make manifest all his love for the Cre- ator and to be happy even in his state of spiritual descent. Further, the Sage, Rabbi Baruch Shalom said in the name of his father: It is written, All that the Master of the House tells you to do, do, except if He tells you to leave (Pesachim ::). Tat is to say a person needs to cleave to the Creator in such a way that everything the Creator tells him to do he does, except if He tells him to go out of the framework of holiness, then he mustnt listen to Him. And this matter is very deep and not everyone can tolerate this thought. He further said: When a person is in a state of spiritual descent, he has two options: either to concentrate on the descent itself, or to focus on the One who gave the descent to him. Te distance between these two possi- bilities is as the distance between east and west. For the place where a person puts his mental focus is the place where he is in actuality. Terefore, if a person is connecting with his thought to the state of the descent itself, then he is connecting to a negative state of con- sciousness, and it is not possible from the negative to connect with what is blessed. Terefore, if a person is connecting to the One who gave the descent, then he is one with the Creator, May He be blessed, 22 Main principles in the service of God and remains totally connected, and thus, in practice. is already saved from the descent. g) Faith in the greatness of the eternal God; complete faith in His perfect attributes, with the intention to rejoice in even the smallest contact that a person merits in spirituality. For there is a general prin- ciple, that in order for a person to receive satisfaction from something of low quality he requires a large quantity; but for a person to receive satisfaction from something of a high quality, even a small quantity will suce. Te higher the quality, the smaller the quantity that suces to give happiness. For example, a person wishes to bring a wedding gift: If he decides to bring gravel he would need tons for it to be a gift . If he brings iron he needs a smaller amount. If he were to bring gold, two hundred grams would be enough. And if it were diamonds, fty grams would suce. In an analogous way we see that the more a person develops faith in the greatness of Gods love and feels the importance of the Creator within himself, the more he can be happy and the more he can value even the smallest aspect that appertains to holinesseven the smallest word or deedeven if he does not yet have the requisite intention. Our holy teacher, the Baal haSulam, spoke frequently on this sub- ject, and many times mentioned that we need to be happy and joyful, even when we are practicing Torah not for its own sake. We cannot estimate how important this work is, even regarding Torah that is practiced not for its own sake. We are simply unable to estimate how important any act of spirituality is. Rabbi Baruch Ashlag emphasized this point on many occasions, teaching that it is a key for happiness, and one that shows the measure of faith a person has in God. He often said, if a person were to come to the Beit haMidrash (study hall) or to the synagogue, but he didnt manage to learn any Torah, nevertheless he should still be very happy, since God gave him the merit of having a good thought. Just imagine how many millions of people there are in 23 Main principles in the service of God the world who were not privileged in even their entire life to have such a good thought as this! h) Faith in the way of unifying the contradiction between, If I am not for myself who is for me? and if I am for myself what am I? (From the dictum of Hillel the Sage: If I am not for myself who will be for me? And if I am for myself what am I? and if not now, when? (Ethics of the Fathers chapter i, mishnah .,). A person has to say about the past, If I am for myself, what am I? Tat is to say, I didnt do anything, but everything comes from the Creator. However, regarding the present, he needs to say, If I am not for myself who is for me? Tat is to say, if I dont do anything, no one will do it for me. In such a way he is saved from all manner of disrup- tions that tend to occur in daily life. It is easier to take an extreme position than to walk in the middle way. Tere are some who say, If I am for myself, what am I? therefore they dont want to do anything. If they are sick, they dont want to go to the doctor, because they say that everything comes from God, so what use is a doctor here? If God wants them to get better then He will heal them even without a doctor. Tere are others who say, If I dont go to the doctor then for sure I will never get better. But the correct way is to go to the doctor like everybody else. After one has gone to the doctor then one must say, It was God who healed me, and not the doctor, and if I wouldnt have gone to the doctor then I still would have got better, because that was the will of God. But the next time he gets sick he should again go to the doctor saying if I am not for myself then who is for me? Afterwards, when he gets better he needs to say again that it was not the doctor who healed him but it was God. Tis way is beyond the understanding of the will to receive. Tis applies likewise for earning ones living. Some people say, If God wants to send me a living, then I will have a living even if I dont work. And so they dont work. But there are others who say the opposite, If I dont work, then I certainly wont have the means to live. Te way of holiness is to work, and afterwards to say, Even if I hadnt worked, but I 24 Main principles in the service of God had sat at home all day, then God would have given me a living because that is His will. We learn that the way in holiness is always in opposi- tion to the opinion of the will to receive, and this is the meaning of the phrase the way of Torah is opposite to the opinion of the householder. Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag wrote: When a person is in the path of serving God then he has to believe that he receives a reward from the Creator, and that reward is cleav- ing to the Creator. And this is the greatest reward of all, to become close to God. Punishment means separation from Him. And this is within the persons province, for this is the focus of the choice. How- ever, once a person has made his choice, and opted for the good and left the evil, and God has drawn him close to serve Him, then he has to believe that everything comes from God, and that if God had not helped him he would not have been able to prevail. So before the action, a person needs to know that the choice is his and the prin- ciple of, If I am not for myself who will be for me applies, but after the action he has to believe that everything comes from God. Tis is hard, because before doing the positive action the evil incli- nation comes to the person and tells him, dont do it, everything comes from God, and after performing the good deed the evil incli- nation tells the person, you did it all yourself! according to the dictum, If I am not for myself who will be for me? as if to say, that if the person himself had not acted nothing would have been gained. A person needs to ght against this thought. i) Faith in the greatness of the Sage. Since the work of a person with respect to his Sage necessarily involves nullifying ones own will, it is of utmost importance that the teacher with whom we work in this way is a teacher of integrity. Te Sage must embody humility and truth. He wishes only to serve others and has no desire for students or others to serve him. He keeps Torah and mitzvot completely and has knowledge of the innermost aspects of the Torah. In his presence we feel an earnest desire to reach dvekut with the Holy Blessed One. Trough our work 25 Main principles in the service of God with him we come to nullify and transform our will to receive for one- self alone. Only such a person is worthy to be considered a Sage. Te following discussion only refers to the way of working with the great Sages, the Baal haSulam and his son, Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag and others of their stature. Te more that a person believes in the greatness of the Sage then the greater the motivation he has to give unconditionally to the Sage, with- out considering his will to receive at all. As the Sages stated (Berachot ;b) Te service of Torah is greater than its learning, as we learn from the book of Kings (: Kings ,:ii) and Jehoshaphat questioned the servants of the King of Israel saying, Is there no prophet of God that we may inquire of the Lord by him? and one of the servants of the King of Israel answered, and said, Here is Elisha the son of Shefat who poured water on the hands of Elijah. Te Scripture does not write that Elisha learned from Elijah but that he served him. From this we learn that serv- ing Torah is greater than learning Torah. Tis work is very practical, because a person can measure every day the degree to which he is prepared to sacrice himself in order to give to his teacher. And one can add to this daily. Now this work is a preparatory work to the work carried out between a person and the Creator, because the service we give to the teacher has precisely the same nature as the work one needs to do towards God, may the One be blessed. However, regarding the Creator, there is an extreme diculty, in that He is completely concealed; likewise society does not have a tangible opinion as regarding His greatness, unlike the students and the disciples regarding their teacher. Nonetheless, when a student has eventually acquired the attribute of giving unconditionally to his teacher, then he can transfer this attitude towards God, relatively easily. 26 Main principles in the service of God j) Faith in the greatness of the other students. As Rabbi Ashlag writes in his book Matan Torah: Every student needs to regard himself as the least amongst the stu- dents, and then he will be able to acquire a feeling of the greatness of the Sage from all of them. Tis is because a person who feels him- self to be greater cannot receive from one who he considers to be lesser than him, especially with regard to being moved by his words. Only one who feels himself to be lesser, is inuenced by one who he esteems as being greater. Tus every student needs to value and love his fellow student to the utmost, and regard him with the same esteem as one who is the greatest teacher of the generation. (Matan Torah: essay on the conclusion of the Zohar.) Further, the more a person has faith in the worth of his fellow, the more he will have motivation to work for the sake of love of his fellow, accord- ing to the Scripture, Love your fellow as yourself (Leviticus i,:is). Rabbi Baruch Shalom writes: Te human being is created with a vessel that is designated as self- ish love, so that if he cannot see that from a certain action he will get gain for his own benet, then he has no motivation to put in any eort to make even the smallest move. Terefore, without the nega- tion of this selsh love it is impossible to come to dvekut with God, which is called anity of form. Since this is against our nature, we need a community that can form a great force against this selsh love in that we all work together to nullify our will to receive for ourselves alone. Tis will to receive for oneself alone is designated as being evil, because it prevents us from arriving at dvekut, which is the purpose for which the human being was created. Terefore, the community needs to be made up of individuals, all of whom are of the same opinion that we need to arrive at dvekut with God. Ten all the individuals together can make one strong force that the individual can use against his own selsh love, because all are included in each other. We see that every person can then 27 Main principles in the service of God base himself on this great will that all share, in order to arrive at the purpose for which we are all created. However, in order that we should be able to include each other in the creation of this force, everyone needs to negate himself with respect to his fellow. Tat is, everyone should be able to see the worth of his friend and not his lack. But whoever thinks he is of a higher level than his companions will not be able to join with them. (Sefer haMaamarim part i essay i) (It is important to understand that here Rabbi Ashlag is relating only to other students who are working in the same way, of wanting to nullify their will to receive for oneself alone, in order to come closer to God. Although love of ones fellow-man in general, is an important principle in Judaism, he is not advocating that one should see everyone we come into contact with as greater than oneself, because that would cause con- fusion and a low self-esteem, leading the person o the way rather than helping him on it. However, by negating his own will to that of others, who are similarly working on themselves, enables the student to learn ways of giving benet that may not be obvious to him and adds great powers of motivation and strength to persevere on the path) k) Faith that the way to come to dvekut (anity of form) with the Creator is through faith in which a person goes, at every stage of his life, against his logic, against his knowledge, against his emotional feeling. For the rectication of the heartthe service of giving benet to ones fellow A person should take whatever he himself desires and give it to his fellow man. Tis is in order to arrive at love of ones fellow, and from here to love of ones teacher, and to love of God. Tis is according to the commandment of Love your neighbor as yourself (Leviticus i,:is). So a person, in a systematic and orderly way would begin to consider the needs and lacks of his companions, he would be concerned about what bothers his friend and he should try to help him to the same extent that he would help himself. Similarly, he should participate in the joys of his 28 Main principles in the service of God friend and participate in his celebrations as if they were his own. Tis is daily work against the natural desire of the body. A person should endeavor to do actions of giving benet regarding his fellow, and actions of giving benet regarding the Creator, not for the sake of receiving anything, just for love. After a person has com- pleted this work to its very end, that is to say he has completely nullied his will to receive for himself alone, and his only purpose in life is to give benet to the Creator, or to his fellow man, then he arrives at the second stage, wherein a person can receive joy and pleasure, but not for the sake of receiving for himself, but only because he knows that it is the will of the Creator to give to him. By allowing the Creator to give to Him he is in eect giving to the Creator. Similarly, with regard to his fellow man. We see that in our daily life there are many people who do give benet to others but they may be doing this in order to receive some reward. However such giving would be considered as receiving and not as giving at all. Here we are talking about a person who is endeavoring to give benet, not because he hopes for any reward. He is acting to give benet because he values the other person, and therefore considers it an honor to be allowed to give to him, even if he were not to receive any reward at all. Tere are many people who occupy themselves with giving and doing acts of loving kindness. However, not all who do so are acting in order to arrive at dvekut with God, or because of their faith in God, but because their humanitarian conscience obligates them to so act. Tey have mercy on their fellow man and they understand that a rectied human community should be of that nature, or they dont feel at ease with their conscience if they do not help their fellow man. But though one must not negate such help towards one fellow man, because through such help there is an improvement in human civilization, such an approach has two main decits: i) Tis approach does not require faith in God or any connection with the Creator, and so the person does not need to have any inten- tion to come to dvekut with the Creator. As the Creator is far from His 29 Main principles in the service of God created beings so is such giving far from true giving. And our teacher Rabbi Ashlag wrote on this: (Introduction to Panim Meirot uMasbirot para- graph o) Te purpose of the donkey is not to serve all the other donkeys in the world that are of his own age. Likewise, it is not the purpose of the human being to serve all the other human bodies who are the same age as his human body. But the donkeys purpose is to serve the human, who is higher than him. Similarly, the purpose of the human is to serve the Creator, and to perfect His intention in the purpose of Creation, as Rabbi Shimon Ben Elazar said, these were only created in order to serve me, and my purpose is to serve the Creator. (Kiddushin chapter mishnah .,). a) Te purpose of helping ones fellow man is to come to love of ones fellow man. It is clear that a person is not able to come to love of ones fellow man if he doesnt create a connection on the basis of equality. Terefore, although actions of loving-kindness are beautiful and impor- tant in themselves, they cannot bring a person to love of ones fellow man. For example, when a person gives charity to the poor, or he looks after an elderly or sick person, but then goes home and has no connec- tion with the needy person, even if he fullled his duty from the per- spective of loving-kindness, nevertheless, from the perspective of love, he did not accomplish that which is necessary. When a person does acts of giving from the desire to nullify his selsh love completely, then the will to receive bothers him at every step of the way. It sees a threat to its existence, so it opposes him with all its power. Terefore, the will to receive tries to subvert the basis of the persons faith and asks, Who is God that I should listen to His voice? It also asks What is this service to you? (Tese are the questions of Pharoah and of the wicked son, from the Passover Haggadah). But for people who are not inter- ested in nullifying their selsh love, not only does their will to receive for themselves alone not ask such questions and doesnt bother them, but it even helps such people do their acts of giving benet, because these acts build up their ego. 30 Main principles in the service of God ;. Te recognition of evil In practice, this is the rst rung on the ladder achieved through the light that is in Torah and mitzvot. As the Sages said, (Midrash Bereishit Rabah perush ,,): Te mitzvot were only given in order to purify the created beings. Our teacher, the Baal haSulam writes (Matan Torah Te essence of Religion and its Purpose): Te practice of the mitzvot puries the practitioner in a gradual and slow process, in which the measure of the recognition of the evil that is within us, marks the criterion of the stages of purication. Explanation: When a person sets as a target for himself, that he wants to attain dvekut, anity of form, with the Divine, and starts to work in a true way on the points that are explicated here, then he begins to see just how far he is from a true faith in God. He sees that his will to receive does not in any way agree to accept the authority of the Holy Blessed One. He also discovers just how far he is from love of his fellow man, and that he is addicted to his own selsh love. Te more that a person works on himself, the more it is revealed to him just how great the power of his will to receive that is in him actually is. His will to receive for himself alone rules over his entire life without any inhibi- tions, and does not allow him to cleave with everlasting love to the King, may He be blessed. Tis recognition is incredibly painful and brings the person to a deep bitterness. However it is, in itself, also the vessel for the salvation of God. Te Zohar tells that the children of Israel were not redeemed from Egypt until they had reached the forty-ninth level of uncleanness (Zohar Hadash Yitro Perush haSulam paragraph ,). Tis implies that they had reached the greatest recognition of the evil within them that exists in reality. We see that when a person starts to work in order to come to the service of God he expects to progress from stage to stage, to reach the heights of holiness. But actually the opposite happens. He rst treads on a hard and painful path of discovering the truth about himself. Only subse- quently can he get his full tikkun. 31 Main principles in the service of God As Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag said: When a person arrives at the recognition of the evil within him, one can discern two stages: i) that he is in distress a) that he is happy now that God has revealed to him the evil that is within him. Tese are two opposite states that occur in one subject, but the person experiences them at dierent times. First, a person is in distress and prays to God from the depth of his heart. After that he needs to be in wholeness and happiness. Ten he can receive the answer to his prayer from God. And this is the inner meaning of the words, Make me wise through my enemies (Psalm ii,:,s), that through this a person knows and recognizes that he has enemies within him. Already, this is a big step forward, because now he is able to ght them. Tis is the inner meaning of the teaching of the Holy Baal Shem Tov, that a man needs the service of the heart, because the service of the heart brings a person to feel that he is in a low place. Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag explained the phrase, Everyone who pur- sues glory, glory will escape him (after Eruvin .,b): Whoever pursues the glory of Heaven and wants to feel the glory of the King, then such glory will escape him. Because if previously he felt distant from God at a measure of say ten percent, now he feels even further away. Terefore, the Sages said that a man should not be alarmed if the glory of heaven escapes him, because God wants him to come to the stage of the recognition of the evil within him. Te harder a person works, the more he comes to know that he is worse than everybody else. But even though he sees his own low- liness he needs to believe that the salvation of God is like a twin- kling of the eye. And a man should not say, I am so despicable and lowly that even the Holy Blessed One could not, or would not, want to help me. Tis is completely false. It is as if to say that the Holy Blessed One only has it within His power to help people with skills and who have powers of prevailing over their will to receive, but for low and base people God doesnt have power to help?! (written in the year ,;,) 32 Main principles in the service of God s. Te threefold cord: love of friends, love of the Sage, and love of God Love of friends Te Baal haSulam instituted the practice that all his disciples should meet together at a certain xed timeat rst this was xed as a once- a-month meeting, later they convened once a week. At this gathering the friends were to discuss matters relating to the principle of the love of ones fellow man and matters concerning the service of God. Te dis- ciples were also to discuss issues which would bring them to a closer understanding of each other, and each one was to endeavor to consider the merit of his companions and not their lacks, in order to bring the love and importance of the friends into the heart of every person. Besides the gathering of the friends, which included everyone, and which was made up of ten or fteen disciples, it was incumbent on each one to chose for himself two or three out of the general group with whom he was especially close, and to direct his eort of love of ones fellow towards these companions in particular. Tis involved striving to implement the dictum, Love your neighbor as yourself, in the full- est possible way. Te aim is to get to a stage wherein the student feels the same love for his fellow as he feels for himself. It is not possible to achieve this level of love at the outset, with regard to the whole world; neither is it possible to achieve initially with an entire community, but a person can certainly strive to achieve this love of ones fellow with the people who are closest to his heart, as with them success is more likely. From there the person can widen the circle, until nally he reaches the desired stage wherein he loves every created being as himself. Actually the real eort in this work occurs when ones fellow does not act in a tting mannerat least so it seemsthen the person has to nullify himself and his own wishes, and behave towards his friend exactly as he would behave towards himself. Tat is to say, just as a person justies his own actions when he stumbles, and he can nd one hundred reasons to explain why he was right, so a person needs to jus- tify his fellow. Why is this so dicult? Te general rule is: Love covers 33 Main principles in the service of God all sins, and since a person loves himself, therefore he naturally covers up his own sins. Justifying the other persons acts is therefore harder, as this natural love is absent. Love of the Sage Te love that a person feels for his Sage is certainly a springboard for the love of God, for his Sage represents the perfection of the virtues and the attributes that a human being can aspire to, (according to the situ- ation of every generation). And this the Sage did not acquire through inborn abilities, but through hard and intense work on himself. And this is not through any charisma, because what, after all, has a human being to oer? But the greatness of the Sage comes from his connec- tion with God, and through this he merited to such perfection. We see that in truth, one who gives up his own wishes with respect to his Sage (Rav), is as if he is nullifying himself before God himself, for it is within the innermost aspect of the Sage that God is manifest but hidden. Tis is in fact the inner meaning of the perfection of his Sage, because the revelation of God, even if it be in the smallest possible way, is the ulti- mate in perfection. Te love of ones Rav comes directly from the belief in the greatness of the Rav. Because God gave us the nature that a lesser person naturally has awe of a greater person. So a person has to rst work on himself or herself to believe that the Rav has true greatness of spirit, and then he is able to give up his own views in favour of his Sages views and he loves him. Te work of faith starts with education: Tat is to say that a person has to act blindly like an ox to the yoke and the ass to the burden. A person has to spend time every day on the thought of how he would act and behave in the presence of his Sage if he knew for certain that his Sage was the most important person in the whole world. And then he needs to act upon his conclusions even if he doesnt in fact feel this. Terefore such work is called faith because it does not happen all at once but one has to train oneself gradually, in a way similar to the way one trains a small child. 34 Main principles in the service of God Te more a person negates his own views with respect to the Sages, the more he merits to apprehend the way of service of God through his Sage. He gains the thoughts, desires for God, and manifestation of God that the Sage has, and then the disciple can ascend to the spiritual level of the Sage in actuality, and acquires the strength to progress in the love of God. Love of God It is of daily benet to a person to contemplate the greatness of God, may the One be Blessed. He may look at all that surrounds him: the inanimate, the plant life, the animal life, and the human world, and understand that the inner essence of everything, the power that gives life to all, is God himself. A person may educate himself to live in tune with this truth, that is, to endeavor to think in terms of this reality. Likewise, before a person learns, or prays, or does a good deed, he should concentrate his thought on what he wants to apprehend through this mitzvah. Te desirable aim is to apprehend the greatness of Gods love, and that only God can give him faith in Him. Trough the mitz- vah he wants to appreciate the reality of God in every detail of life, and relate to Gods providence in the aspect that He is Good and does good. Before performing holy acts a person needs to consider the great- ness of the One, who is giving the opportunity to perform the act, in the sense of, Know before whom you are standing (Ethics of the Fathers: chapter ,, mishnah .). For example, before a person says Grace After Meals he needs to think, To Whom am I giving thanks? If he makes this his practice before undertaking any mitzvah, he will slowly but surely advance in anity of form with God. Actually, he can also make this his practice prior to any action that he does, whether it is a meeting of the friends, or a meal on the Sabbath or on a festival. In any action a person can center himself and concentrate on the perfection of the attributes of the King, may the One be Blessed. Tis is the language of the Rambam: Let not a person say, Behold I am doing a mitzvah of the Torah, and occupying myself with its wisdom in order that I should receive all 35 Main principles in the service of God the blessings that are written in the Torah, or in order that I should merit the life of the world to come. Likewise he should not say, I will separate myself from the sins that the Torah warns against, in order that I should be saved from the curses that are written in the Torah, or in order that I wont be cut o from the life of the world to come. It is not tting to serve God in this way, because one who serves in this way serves from fear for himself, (that is for his will to receive for himself alone) and this is not the way in which the prophets and our Sages served. (From the Laws of Repentance chapter ic law i) Te Rambam further said: And what constitutes the love of God as it is tting? Tat a person should love God with an overwhelmingly great and strong love, until his soul is connected to the love of God, and he meditates on his love for God like one who is love-sick for the love of a woman and cannot think of anything else. Tus he meditates on God continu- ally whatever he is doing. As it is written, Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your might (Deuteronomy o:,). King Solomon expressed this guratively, saying, I am lovesick (Song of Songs ::,). Te entire Song of Songs is an alle- gory portraying ones burning love for God. Te Rambam further wrote: (Law o) It is well-known that a persons heart will not be turned to love God unless he constantly meditates on Him as is tting, and he should leave aside other physical pleasures in the world. As it is written, Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your might (Deuteronomy o:,). Your love for God is com- mensurate with your knowledge of Him; the more you know Him, the more you love Him. If you know Him a little, you will love him a little. If you know Him well, you will love Him more ardently. Terefore, a person must dedicate himself to become wise and to achieve uent knowledge and understanding of his Creator, as much as is humanly possible. 36 Main principles in the service of God We may further add here the words of our teacher Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag (Sefer haMaamarim ,;,.): Why is it so important for a person to thank God for every single point he gains in spirituality? It is because there is a rule that grati- tude leads to love. Trough the Torah a person may look at the greatness of the gift that the Giver is giving him. And this naturally arouses one to love the Giver. Trough the love for God that the person acquires, he may arrive at dvekut and unity with God. It is a well known fact, that a person wants to speak with and to join with someone he loves, and he desires to be close to him continually. And we have already learnt that the greatness of a gift is not dependant on the size of the gift, but on the stature of the Giver. Te greater the person holds the Giver to be, the greater importance the gift has, even if what He gives, is of itself, small. Beyond these three central issues of which we have already spoken, a person should also take responsibility for his relationships in other aspects of his life: Between a man and his wife Also in this relationship a person needs to step outside his selsh love. Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag said, that a person should check himself daily to see if he indeed he fulls the command of the Sages (Yebamot ::) that a man is obliged to respect his wife more that himself. Tat is to say it is incumbent on the husband to truly respect her and to act towards her as one acts towards an honored personage. He needs to be concerned that his wife is satised and happy and should take steps if he sees she is upset or sad. Likewise a woman needs to respect the will of her husband. On her part this involves her in a lot of inner work until she can act towards him in accordance with the scriptural verse: Love your neighbor as yourself (Leviticus i,:is). 37 Main principles in the service of God Between a person and his or her fellow A person should judge every person favorably. Tis saying of the Sages, (Rashi on Leviticus i,:i,) teaches us that we should also work to give ben- et to every person and not just to our companions or to our fellow students. Certainly this is true. Sometimes God provides us with the opportunity to act kindly or give charity. If that happens, of course we should seize such an opportunity with both hands. However, the acts that a person initiates from his part, should focus primarily on those who are trying, like himself, to work on leaving their selsh love. . Service of God In general we can discern four stages that take place with regard to a persons service to God. Receiving for the sake of receiving Tis means that a person desires to receive pleasure and joy according to the nature that God gave him. He naturally wants to ll his lacks with pleasuring his own self. Tis is hinted at in the verse Man was born as a wild ass, ( Job ii:i:) implying that a person was born in anity of form with the animal. Just as an animal wants to full its appetites, so does the human when he is in this stage, which is designated as klipah (a light which sustains the evil) and uncleanness. However, this type of receiv- ing is limited, because the satisfaction gained extinguishes the joy, and thus limits it, and also because of the shame that is at the root of this type of receiving. Giving for the sake of receiving Tis stage is an intermediary stage between holiness and uncleanness, and it is designated in the language of the Sages as the practice of Torah that is conducted not for its own sake. Tat is, a person gives to his fellow or gives to God but he is not actually acting out of love for his fellow man or out of love for God, but he is giving because he wants to gain some reward. Terefore his actions at this stage are still considered as those which are being performed for his own self-benet. 38 Main principles in the service of God Giving benet for the sake of giving benet Tis stage is designated as being completely holy. It is called in the lan- guage of the Sages, actions that are done for the sake of Heaven. It is within the power of the human being to act in order to give benet to his fellow man, or to give to God, solely out of love for his fellow human or out of love for God. At this stage he is acting out of pure concern for the other and does not desire to receive anything for his trouble neither in this world nor in the next world. Concerning this our teacher, the holy Baal haSulam said: A man needs to work, like an ox to the yoke and as a donkey to the burden. Te donkey and the ox work, and their masters gain from their work, but the ox and the donkey do not share in the gain. In like manner so should a person not desire to share in any gain that comes through his service to the Creator, may the Name of the One be Blessed. Te Rambam wrote: (Laws of Repentance, Law ,) One who engages in Torah in order to earn a reward or to avoid punishment, is doing so for an ulterior motive. But one who doesnt engage in Torah out of fear, or in order to earn a reward, but as a consequence of his love for the Lord of the universe, who so com- manded him, is doing so for its own sake. Nevertheless, as the Sages said, Always practice the Torah, even if its not for its own sake, for from the practice of not for its own sake will come the practice of Torah for its own sake. (Pesachim ,ob). And so when one instructs chil- dren, women, or illiterates, he should train them to serve God out of fear of being separated from God or to serve God for a reward until they become more knowledgeable and grow wiser. And then he should expose them to the secret of practising Torah for its own sake very, very slowly, and accustom them to it patiently, until they can grasp and understand it, and serve God out of love. 39 Main principles in the service of God Rabbi Baruch Ashlag explained this statement of the Rambam as follows: Children, women, and illiterates, are dierent aspects found within a person, and this phrase is not meant to be taken literally but these are aspects within every person who is still governed by his will to receive for himself alone. However, the stage of giving for the sake of giving is not the nal desti- nation. Although giving for the sake of giving is the stage in which the person reaches dvekut with God, because this stage is in anity of form with God, this does not full the purpose of creation. Te Creators purpose in the creation is to give the created beings all the good and joy, which they should receive, and therefore we nd that one further stage is required. Receiving with the intention of giving benet Tis stage of service to God is the stage in which all the conditions are met for the purpose of creation to be fullled. Te person receives from God according to His will to give. Te person does not receive for him- self alone, but only receives from Him, because by doing so he is giving to God the pleasure of fullling His purpose. In this way the person is in complete dvekut with God, even whilst, and because, he is receiving pleasure and joy. At this stage the person receives because he wants to give pleasure to God. Now there is no limit to the amount he can receive, for a person cannot say, I have already given enough to God, and since the medium with which he can give pleasure to God is through the fact that he receives pleasure and joy from Him according to His will, we see that there is, in fact, no end to such receiving. Te true test as to whether a person is receiving for the love of God, and not in order to supply his own self-love, occurs when a person is serving God with all his heart, putting his utmost into it just from the love of God, while from his part he is quite prepared, if God wills it, that all the reward goes to someone else. From this, one can really see 40 Main principles in the service of God that the love of God is burning within him and that is more precious to him than anything else. Ten it is clear beyond any doubt, that if such a person should receive the pleasure and joy that God wants to bestow on him, he will receive it for the love of God alone. ro. Te way of Torah and the way of suering God prepared for us these two ways that ensure we progress in spirituality: Te way of Torah When we follow this path, we cleave to our holy books that deal with the question of how to cleave to God. All of our Sages: the prophets, the Sages of the oral Law, and all who came after them, left us their writings so that we will be able ascend the holy path to the House of God. Furthermore, a person should join in companionship with others who serve God, who put this path into actual practice. And through the fact that the person connects himself to such a good environment, both in terms of the holy books and in terms of his companions, he becomes drawn to the path in which the pleasantness of Torah shines, and his soul is enlightened with the greatness and perfection of God. To the extent that he recognizes the beauty of the destination, so he also recog- nizes how awful separation from God feels. Te way of suering When a person or the society is not mature enough to connect with the books of wisdom and their authors, then, from Heaven, suering is invited as a wake-up call, so that the person or the society will see the lack of substance in materialism and its achievements, and appreciate the beauty of spirituality and all it contains. Te Talmud teaches (Sanhedrin ,;:): Rabbi Eliezer said, If Israel would repent they will be redeemed, but if not, they will not be redeemed. Rabbi Joshua said to him, How can it be possible that if they do not repent of their own accord they will not be redeemed?! But 41 Main principles in the service of God the Holy Blessed One will put a king over them, whose decrees are worse than Hamans, (and this is the way of suering) and will thus compel them to repent and come to the good way. Te Talmud further writes (Sanhedrin ,:.): Rabbi Joshua ben Levi says [referring to the redemption], It is writ- ten in the Scripture, (Isaiah oc:::) In its due time, I will hasten it. Tis appears to be a contradiction in terms! [But it means] if they are worthy [for redemption through the way of Torah] then I will hasten it; if they are not worthy [then the redemption will come] in its due time [through the way of suering]. Rabbi Baruch Shalom explains these two paths in the following analogy: If you want to catch sh, you have two possibilities: You can either take the sh out of the water, or you can drain the water from the sh. Moral: If a person wants to stop using his or her selsh love, then he can take himself away from material enjoyment, and cleave to Torah. However, if the person does not do this himself, then he inev- itably receives the path of suering; the Holy Blessed One will take the joys and satisfaction out of the material world for him, and he is left with complete emptiness. Ten he is forced to go and search out a new source of sustenance because of the suering caused by the emptiness. In his book Matan Torah Rabbi Yehudah Lev Ashlag writes as follows: Know that there are two forces given to us from Above that push us to climb up and ascend the rungs of the spiritual ladder until we reach the heavenly top that is our destinationnamely, our similar- ity of form with our Creator, may the One be blessed. Te rst of these forces pushes us without our intent, which is to say, without our personal choice. Tis force pushes us from behind. We have dened it as the way of suering, or the way of nature. From it stems the philosophy of moral conduct that is called ethics, 42 Main principles in the service of God which is based on experiential knowledge acquired by critical analy- sis of situations that arise in practice. Tis ethical law is in essence a summary of the damage that has become obvious to us and which is caused by the core of egoism within us. Tese experiences came to us seemingly by chance, without our intending them or choosing them. However, they are sure in their purpose, because the charac- ter that evil takes becomes clearer to our senses. According to the measure that we recognize the damage the evil causes, we remove ourselves from it and thus arrive at a higher rung on the ladder. Te second force pulls us consciously, that is through the power of our own choice. Tis force pulls us forward from ahead. We have designated this force as being the path of Torah and mitzvot for the sake of giving benet. For through the practice of the mitzvot and the work of giving satisfaction to the Creator we nd that there develops within us, with marvellous rapidity, the same sense of recognition of the evil. We thereby prot in two ways: Firstly, we do not have to wait for the vicissitudes of life to push us from behind, for the incentive they give rise to is measured only by the amount of pain and destruction they cause us, which comes upon us through the presence of the evil within us. Trough the path of service to God, may the One be blessed, the same recognition of the evil within us develops without any prior suering or destruction. On the contrary, through the pleasantness and renement that we feel at the time of our pure service to God, which we do only in order to give satisfac- tion to Him, there develops within us a relative ability to recognize the baseness of the sparks of light that we gain through selsh love, that hinder us on our j ourney towards receiving this rened taste of serving the One unconditionally. Tis gradual sense of the recogni- tion of the evil increases and develops within us through the periods of delight and great tranquility we receive periodically, consequent on our service to God, may the One be blessed, and from our experi- encing the pleasantness and renement that comes to us consequent on our anity of form with our Creator. Secondly, we save time, as this process functions with our intent, and we have it within our 43 Main principles in the service of God ability to increase our practice of Torah and mitzvot, and so hurry up the time our healing takes as much as we wish. Suering is something all human beings undergo, and we all wonder why, and when it comes upon us we try to nd a way to deal with it. It deserves the fullest possible explanation in order that a person may understand how to consider it and how to respond to it. Te Baal haSulam writes as follows in the Introduction to the Zohar: All these suerings prevail only over our shell of a body, which, from its creation, was destined only for death and burial. Tis teaches us that the will to receive for oneself alone that is in the body was likewise only created in order for us to blot it out, remove it from the world, and transform it into the will to give. Te suerings that we undergo are simply disclosures that reveal to us the futility and damage that overlies the will to receive for oneself alone. Let us see what it will be like when all humanity agrees unani- mously to nullify and completely remove the will to receive for them- selves alone that is within them, and they will then have no will other than that of giving benet to their companions. Ten all our worries, and all that is injurious to us, will vanish from the earth, and all beings will be certain of healthy and full lives, since each one of us will have a whole world looking out for us and fullling our needs. It is from the fact that all are chasing after their own will to receive for themselves that all the suerings and the wars, the slaughters and the holocausts, from which we have no refuge, originate. Our bodies become weakened with all kinds of illnesses and pains. Yet all the suerings of our world are only warning lights to push us into doing this work of nullifying the evil shell of the body and receiving the perfected form of the will to give. As we have said, the way of suer- ing itself has the capacity to bring us to the desired form of the body. Rabbi Ashlag further writes: (Perush haSulam Zohar Bereishit B paragraph .o,) For the Sages have said, Tere was no joy before Him like unto the day that the heaven and the earth were created. Tis means that all 44 Main principles in the service of God the created beings of the world exist in their complete perfection, to such an extent that there was no joy before Him like unto the day the heavens and the earth were created. However, it is impossible for a human being to participate in Gods great joy until he has come to the complete teshuvah (transformation) from love. (He has achieved the stage of the will to receive with the intention of giving benet.) Before this he can neither rejoice in himself nor in the created beings of the world. On the contrary, the person feels the world, with which he is confronted, to be full of suering and pain, until he says, (as in Job ,::), the land is given over to the wicked. Both bodily pain and emotional pain, which are caused by the sins that people do, come to them because they are going along a path that is contrary to the pur- pose of creation. For the world was created according to the inner intention of giving unconditionally, that is for us to practise Torah and good deeds in order to give pleasure to the Creator, and not for pleasuring ourselves, as it is written, All that God creates is for His sake (Proverbs i,:), that is to say, in order that the created beings should give Him pleasure. But in the beginning, A human being is born as a wild ass ( Job ii:i:), which means that the only thing that interests a person is to pleasure himself and he has no desire to give benet to another at all. Tus the person maintains, Everything that God made, He made for me and my self-enjoyment, and therefore he wants to swallow the world, and all that is in it, for his own good and his own purpose. Terefore, the Creator implanted harsh and bitter suering to be inherent in the matter of receiving for oneself alone, which is the nature a human being has from birth, including both physical and emotional suering. If he were to occupy himself with Torah and mitzvot, even for his own pleasure, through the light that is in them he would, at least, perceive the paucity and the dreadful destructive nature of the will to receive for oneself alone. Ten the person may give his heart over to the issue of separating himself from the nature of this type of receiving, and dedicate himself completely to working, solely with the intention of giving pleasure to the Creator, according 45 Main principles in the service of God to the measure of the Scripture, All that God has worked is for His sake. And then God will open the persons eyes, and he will see before him a full world, perfectly whole, which has no lack. Ten he will be able to partake in the joy that God had when the One created the world. And this is what the Sages have said: One who merits, has tilted the balance of himself and the whole world to the side of merit. For wherever he looks he only sees goodness and perfection, and he does not see any deciencies in Gods work, but he sees that everything is meritorious. Tere are two ways by which one may consider the suering, both physical and spiritual, that the person suers before he or she repented, (before reaching anity of form with the Creator): Firstly, all that the Merciful One does is to benet. For now the person sees with his own eyes that if it were not for the dreadful pain that he suered, because he was sunk in receiving for himself alone, he would never have merited that repentance, and so he blesses the evil in exactly the same way as he blesses the good. So we see that everything that God does, He does in order to do good. Tat is to say, in order to give rise to the good. Secondly, there is the aspect of: Tis is also good. Tat is, not only do the evil acts give rise to good, but the evil acts them- selves are transformed and become good in themselves. Tat is, the Creator, may the One be blessed, through the means of very great light, illuminates all these evil acts until they are transformed into good acts. Tis applies to both physical suering and to emotional suering, which are sins. In this way all the sins transform and receive the form of merit. In the Introduction to the Study of the Ten Sephirot (paragraphs ,:-,,) Rabbi Ashlag writes: You need to know that the distance that we feel ourselves as being so far away from God that makes us so liable to sin, has only one single cause. It is the source of all the pains and suerings we expe- rience, and is the source of all our arrogant acts and mistakes over 46 Main principles in the service of God which we stumble. It is obvious that if we were able to remove this one single cause, then we would instantly be free of all our suering, and we would immediately merit to cleave to God with all our heart, soul and might. I say to you that this root cause is none other than the minimal understanding that we possess of the way that God involves Himself in the life of His creatures, which is termed His Divine Providence. We do not understand Him as is tting. Let us imagine how the world would be were God to relate to us in a completely open way. Suppose, for example, a Jew ate something that was not kosher. It would cause him or her to choke immedi- ately on the spot. Equally, anyone who performed a mitzvah would straight away experience the most wondrous ecstasy equivalent to the best possible delights of this physical world. Of course, under these circumstances, no Jew would contemplate even tasting some- thing that was not kosher if he or she knew for certain that it would cause them to lose their life. One would no more think of doing such a thing than one would of jumping into a re! In the same way, who would miss an opportunity of running to perform a mitzvah as fast as they could? It would be just like a person, who, when oered a great material delight, cannot refrain or hesitate, but runs to accept it with all the alacrity he or she can muster. Terefore, if the Divine Providence were to be openly manifest, everyone in the world would be a complete tzaddik. So you can see, then, that in our world, all we lack is that Divine Providence should be revealed. If the Divine Providence were revealed, then all human beings would be complete tzaddikim. All would cleave to God in total love. It would be considered the great- est honor for each one of us to be friends with God and to love Him with all our heart and soul, cleaving to Him continually, never miss- ing a moment. However, this is not the case. Tere is a basic principle in Jewish thought that we do not see the reward of mitzvot in this world. Simi- larly, we do not witness the punishment of sinners. God appears to have great patience with them. Sometimes it even seems to us that 47 Main principles in the service of God we see exactly the opposite, just as the Psalmist observed, Behold these are the wicked. Always at ease, they increase in riches (Psalms ;,:i:). Te consequence of this is that not everyone who wants to profess a true relationship with God is able to do so. We stumble over every step, to the extent that the sages, commenting on, I have found one man out of a thousand (Ecclesiastes ;::s), said that if a thousand people enter to learn, only one will emerge as t for instruction. Te right understanding of Gods relationship to His creation is the source of all good, and its wrong understanding, the root cause of all evil. So we nd that this understanding is the still point around which all people revolve, attracting to themselves either correction or kindness. In his Introduction to the Study of the Ten Sephirot, Rabbi Ashlag asks: Why does the Holy Blessed One hide himself? Tat is to say why does He not reveal Himself immediately to the created beings? Why is He concealed from us at rst? Te reason is, that there is no way for the created beings to merit the light of God if He did not rst behave towards us in the modality of concealment. We see that God conceals Himself so that the person who is suering will search and wonder, Why do I not feel all the goodness and the joy that I should be feeling, since God is Good and does good to His creatures? When he searches within, he will discover that he cannot feel the joy and the good, because he is not putting his intention for the sake of Heaven, but all his actions are motivated by selsh love. Summary: the suering and pain that we feel in this world come about because we are sunk in our own selsh love. Te rule of such love is, Whoever has one portion will want two hundred! We see that a person lives continually in a state of lack of satisfaction and emptiness and his desire is never fullled. However if he lives in order to give ben- et to his fellow human being then he has joy and satisfaction. When a person lives on the basis of selsh love we nd that he always takes more than his capacity to receive really is, and this causes him 48 Main principles in the service of God suering. We see this clearly with regard to food for example; taking more than what is really required causes many illness. Tis rule is also true for other appetites. However, when a person lives only on the basis that he wishes to be in anity of form with the Creator, and nothing else is really important to him, then he uses all his faculties only in the best and most appropriate way. Being sunk in our will to receive for ourselves causes all the mischief that occurs between ourselves and our fellow humans. From the con- stant demands of our selsh love to which we are enslaved, we tend to enslave and take advantage of our fellow. We dont take note of the dif- culty of our fellow but put our focus on our own egoistic desires. But in the end this attitude boomerangs back upon us, injuring us terribly. However, if we lived our life in the way of giving help and benet to our fellows then we would certainly be living a life of happiness and tranquillity. For when everyone is concerned about the welfare of his companion then the Scriptural promise that the land will no longer have poor and downtrodden will be fullled, as it is written, But there will no longer be poor among you, for the Lord will surely bless you in the land which the Lord your God is giving to you as an inheritance, to possess(Deuteronomy i,:). True joy comes to the person from the connection between himself and God. While a person is enslaved to his will to receive for himself alone, this connection is not possible, because there is no anity of form between him and GodGod having no will to receive, only the will to give benet. Tus a person, sunk in his selsh love, is denied the experience of true happiness. All our suerings are only given to us by God in order to show us the intrinsic lack of worth of the will to receive for ourselves alone in order that we should understand that the will to give benet is a won- derful and amazing value in our lives, and we need to put forward all our best eorts in order to attain it. When we acquire the will to give benet and the ability to love our fellow human, then we have gained on two counts: We come into anity and connection with the Supreme 49 Main principles in the service of God King of Kings, (the ultimate channel of Good) according to the dictum from the Talmud (Sotah .,a), How can one cleave to Him, behold He is a aming re? As He is merciful and compassionate, so you be merciful and compassionate, and we gain true joy. Now we are able to receive all the good and joy that God prepared for us. We cannot receive the good and the joy in order to fulll our selsh love. We may only receive them for the sake of giving Him the pleasure of fullling His purpose of Creation. If we believe that all these suerings are for our own benet, then we can accept them all with love, and are saved tremendous pain. rr. Te surrounding society tends to inuence us unduly A person is a social creature. Terefore, he is inuenced by the society around him. However, those who check their actions, their speech and their thoughts, sifting them, concerned as to whether their behavior is in anity of form with God or not, need to be careful about the inuence of the prevailing society. Generally speaking, the default consciousness of the prevailing society is that of the will to receive for oneself alone. Unfortunately, it is easy to get o the path of the inner work, since a persons will to receive (including his physical body) opposes the way of giving unconditionally, and a person does not nd it easy to overcome it. Undue and pervasive inuence from the surrounding society, if it is fol- lowing an opposite path, is thus detrimental, and a person needs to take appropriate steps not to identify with a society that pursues opposite aims than his own. rz. Ascents and descents are part of our spiritual progress Te human being, unlike the animal, suers from ups and downs. Te name Adam, the human being, connotes one who tries to become like His Creator, in the inner meaning of, Just as He is merciful and compassionate, so you be merciful and compassionate. (Talmud Sotah .,a) But if the persons eort in Torah and mitzvot is based on his selsh love, that is, it is based on receiving a reward in this world, or a reward in the next world, then he doesnt suer these ups and downs in the 50 Main principles in the service of God spiritual work, because his will to receive doesnt oppose his work at all. However, one who is working against his will to receive, and yearns only to serve God, not for any gain, then his will to receive opposes him with all its strength and power. It portrays the Torah in a negative light to the person. Tus the person suers many falls. Our teacher, Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag, said, Descents are given only to those to whom ascents are also appropriate. In other words, Heaven only sends the downs to those who serve, in order to help them advance, when they will merit to receive an ascent. When a person is in a state of down, even though it is a bitter time, nevertheless it is a time of test for him. On this state it is stated, the righteous will walk in them, but the wicked will stumble. For then the person has to say that in truth the down was caused by God himself in order to help the person. It is only through these descents that the person comes to be aware of the evil that is within him, and then he can pray to God from the depth of his heart that God should help him. Without these periods of descent the person is unable to see the evil that is within him clearly and then he cannot pray from the depths of his heart. Our teacher wrote on the virtue of such downs that it is just in the dark time that the person has the strongest connection with the Creator, because then he needs God with all his being. No-one can truly assess the importance of the connection with God. During the time of the up the person does not feel his need for God to this extent. If, during the time of the descent the person believes in God and con- ducts himself accordingly, then he is in the category of the righteous shall walk in them, and he will continue to progress on his path. But if he is unable to accept that the descent comes from God, from His desire to give good to all the created beings, then he can fall into bitter- ness and despair and he sinks down. Ten he falls into the category of the wicked shall stumble in them, until, Heaven is merciful to him, and again he is given a push, so he can, once again, walk on the right path. It was said in the name of the Sage, Rabbi Menachem Mendel of Kotzk, I am standing with one foot in the seventh heaven, but with the 51 Main principles in the service of God other foot in the lowest of all hells. Tis saying denes the very deli- cate balance in which those who are trying to come to anity of form with God nd themselves. If they are able to walk in the paradigm of faith, which is above the paradigm of knowledge, and oppose their will to receive for themselves alone, then they are in the seventh heaven. But if their will to receive for themselves alone were to prevail, then they fall to the lowest of hells, because they then fall to the worst possible state, which is separation and denial of God. Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag said: My father, of blessed memory, likened the ascents and descents that a person goes through to a nut on a bolt. Te nut travels up or down on the thread of the screw. Every time it turns, it gets closer to the head of the screw. Likewise, concerning a persons work, even though it appears to him that he is going round and around at the same level, this is not in fact the case, because no day is like the previ- ous day, and no situation is like the previous situation. Each time he is actually rectifying something else. Furthermore, it is through the descents that all the progress of the human being takes place. Tis is because when a person feels he is in a down he is not satised with this feeling, and so we nd that his desire to rectify himself grows stronger. When a person feels that he has an ascent in spirituality then his ten- dency is to feel that spirituality is natural to him, and to some extent he feels surprised at the other people of the world, who busy themselves with material things. He gets a glimpse of the beauty, joy and tranquil- lity that Gods light gives. At this point, it is very important that he not take this state for granteda mistake which tends to happen because it feels naturalbut he should remember where he came from, and give great thanks and praises to God, that God saw t to grant him such a blessing. To the extent that he suered the separation from God when he was down, that is the extent of the thanks and praise he is able to give God when he is up. 52 Main principles in the service of God Furthermore, the work of the left hand side and the work of the right- hand side as described in the next section, exists at every stage, as Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag explains: When a person receives an ascent, then he needs to think about the descent. Tat is, he needs to think, what thoughts did I have whilst I was down, and what thoughts do I have now I am up? And when he sees what his thoughts consisted of when he was down, he can really appreciate and value the time of the ascent. Likewise he can feel and understand more correctly what is designated as evil. From this we see that one is in fact able to make use of the time of the descent in exactly the same way that one uses the time of ascent. Tat is the reason we eat bitter herbs on Seder night, when we have already gone out into freedom. Te halachah ( Jewish Law) states that one who did not eat the bitter herbs didnt go free, because one actually needs to feel the bitterness of the evil during the time of the ascent, in order not to forget all the bitterness that he was in during the time of descent, and thus he sweetens the bitterness. Tis is not in order to feel sad or upset when one has a feeling of ascent; on the contrary, the purpose of remembering the left-hand side is to enhance the feeling of gratitude, similarly to the way that the light is enhanced when it emerges from the dark. r,. Te left-hand side and the right-hand side In general, the inner work of a person needs to be divided into two aspects: day and night. Day is the aspect of the right-hand side, and is the consciousness in which the person occupies most of his time in the service of God. During this time, he should not examine himself in order to see what he did or did not achieve in his tikkun, but he should only consider the greatness of the Holy Blessed One. Te more a person lives and breathes from this consciousness and ponders the greatness of God, the more that he nds that he is happy, because he is one with the King of the universe. Nothing else in a persons life causes him as much happiness as being one with God. In this state of consciousness, a 53 Main principles in the service of God person can be happy from even the smallest degree of holiness, because he does not regard the size of the gift as being important, but he focuses on the greatness of the Giver. Tis aspect of inner work is referred to as the right-hand brings close, as it says in the Talmud, Te right-hand brings close, and the left-hand pushes away (Sotah ,;a). It is through this aspect of consciousness that the person yearns to become close to God. An example of the right-hand side of consciousness may be: A person has spent the entire day cut o from thoughts of God, and was occu- pied entirely with material things, when he suddenly remembers that there is a Creator of the world. If he looks on the greatness of God and the perfection of His providence, then he straightway gives thanks to God that He gave him the privilege of coming close to Him. A person needs to believe that every thought that comes to him comes directly from God. Since a persons nature, which is that of receiving, is considered as lowly when compared with the Creatorwho is desig- nated as the Giver, and therefore felt to be inestimably higha person needs to rejoice in even the slightest portion of holiness that God gives him. He really needs to appreciate that it is a gift and he should not take it for granted. Often, however, instead of a person being happy with the fact that God woke him up out of his dream, he feels sad, because his will to receive for himself alone asks him, And where were you all day? Werent you thinking only of materialism? Now, suddenly, you remember that there is a Creator of the world? and the person feels ashamed. Since there is a general principle that a person is where his thought is, we see that in this feeling of sadness he is uniting with the negative and even with the material. Terefore, a person has to be on his guard against this response of his to this situation. So we see that the essence of the inner work done on the right-hand side consists of work that a person does against his rationale, against his will to receive for himself. He needs to be happy that he merits even the slightest contact with holiness; he should rejoice in every mitzvah that he has the opportunity to do, and in every thought that relates to God. 54 Main principles in the service of God Tus the main part of a persons work is that he should endeavor to be happy before God, on the basis that his happiness is established through anity of form with God, and that he merited, in some way, to come close to the Creator. Te second part of the persons service should only occupy a small por- tion of his time, and is referred to as night or the left-hand side. Tis is the time in which a person needs to look at himself and see how much he has progressed in all the points which are important in the service of God: the love of friends, the issue of faith, the issue of the fear of being in separation from God, the love of God and so forth, as we have learnt above. When a person sees that his situation is not good then he can ask God for help. Terefore, this side is designated as the left-hand side because the left-hand side denotes an aspect that requires correc- tion, that is to say, tikkun. Te Sages asked, Why do we place the tellin on the left-hand side? (Talmud Menahot ,:) Te Scripture says, it should be for a sign on your hand, (Exodus i,:io) which, according to a hint in the text the Sages understood as referring to the weaker hand. So we see that the left-hand side symbolizes weakness. Also, as we learn from the Talmud, (Sotah ,;) the right hand brings close and the left hand pushes away, because the criticism that the person makes when working on his left-hand side shows him how far away he is from holiness. Terefore, it is important for a person to walk according to these two aspects of inner work. It is also important that the person learns to keep them completely separate from each other. He should spend most of his day practising the work of the right-hand side, not allowing himself at all to think thoughts that belong to the left-hand side. If such thoughts arise within him spontaneously, he should push them aside until the time that he specied in advance for his work on the left-hand side. Tis practice follows what King David said, I will awaken the dawn (Psalm ,;), on which the Sages taught (Yerushalmi: Berachot ,a) I will awaken the dawn, but the dawn will not wake me. Our teacher, Rabbi Baruch Ashlag, explained this saying as follows: 55 Main principles in the service of God Te word dawn (shahar) refers to darkness (shahor), which hints at a persons self-criticism of himself. Terefore a person needs to say, I will awaken the criticism at the times that I have set, and the criti- cism shall not come just when it wants, according to the teaching of the Sages, I will awaken the dawn and the dawn will not awaken me. Trough walking on these two paths of the left-hand side and the right- hand side a person merits to advance in spirituality and connect with God. Te Talmud describes these two paths using the metaphor of birth, Te father provides the white (the right-hand side) the mother provides the red (the left-hand side) and the Holy Blessed One pro- vides the holy soul (Niddah ,.a). We also nd these aspects alluded to in the sabbath song, Te right- hand side and the left-hand side and the Bride between them. Tat is to say the holy Shechinah is found between these two lines, as is revealed to whoever walks on both these paths. Rabbi Baruch Ashlag asked, Why do we need the right-hand side and the left-hand side? We need them both, because a person cannot live from the negative. From criticism and negativity a person could get to despair and sad- ness and nally come to a full stop in his service of God. So we need to work primarily on the right-hand side. However, we also need the work of the left-hand side, because a person needs to value the ser- vice of God, and if a person is satised with simply having a small connection with God and is happy with that, then he does not lack anything and will no longer try to progress. But since the purpose of Creation states that God wishes to give pleasure to the created beings, and therefore He desires that they should receive from Himand receiving is only possible if there is a lackwe see that the attribute of being happy with ones lot is not sucient to come to our ultimate purpose. However, from negativity alone we cannot come to our ultimate purpose, because from a consciousness that only consists of lack 56 Main principles in the service of God there is no motive to progress. Rabbi Baruch Ashlag further said, Te right-hand side magnies the left-hand side, and the left-hand side magnies the right-hand side. In the consciousness of the right- hand side the person portrays for himself the great love of God and how God gives him faith, and when he subsequently passes over to the left-hand side he is able to look at himself accurately according to the measure that he appreciates the greatness of God. He sees that his own behavior really isnt appropriate in the face of Gods benecence. And this increases his feeling of lack. However, on the other hand, the more his feeling of inadequacy grows, the more he needs to magnify his faith in the greatness of God, as in the consciousness of the right-hand side, and this pro- vides him with the motivation for his work. In this way, each line fertilizes the other line. We see that whoever walks on just one line, feels as if he is doing the Creator a favour with every mitzvah he does and he wants a reward for each action. He sees himself as important and the Creator as less so. Walking on the two lines in harmony implies that the person attains the greatness of the Creator and his own insignicance. r. Everything in the Torah is within us We have to divide the learning of the Torah into two modalities. i) the Torah of the many and a) the Torah of the individual. Te Torah of the many, refers to the way of learning the Torah as if it is talking about two separate people. For example, when the Torah talks about Jacob and Esau, then this would imply that it is speaking about two separate individuals, Jacob and Esau, who quarrelled. Or when it is discussing the Children of Israel in Egypt, then it is talking about two separate nations, the people of Israel, and the Egyptian people who enslaved the Children of Israel. Most of the world learns the Torah in this way. However, this approach often leads to diculties, in that a person nds it hard to feel any connection between himself and the sto- 57 Main principles in the service of God ries of the Torah, the prophets, or the writings, and they appear to him as historical stories and nothing else, God forbid. In this context the Zohar writes (Parshat Behaalosecha (paragraphs .,-.,): Rabbi Elazar opened his discourse, and said, It is written, And the ark rested in the seventh month on the seventeenth day of the month on the mountains of Ararat (Genesis s:). How delightful are the words of the Torah! Every word has high, inner meanings, and the whole Torah is called high. We learn in the beraita of Rabbi Ishmael the thirteen principles by which the Torah is propounded: A particular (example) that embodies a general principle, and is taken from a general principle in order to teach, does not teach only about itself, but was brought to teach about the whole. Since the Torah is the generality of the most High light, even though it may be telling one simple story, it certainly does not intend to demonstrate that particular story alone, but it intends to show higher and concealed matters, and was not brought only to teach about itself. Even though the example emerged from the general- ity of the Torah it did not emerge just to teach about itself, but it emerged in order to tell about the generality of the Torah. As it is written, And the ark rested on the seventeenth day of the month on the mountains of Ararat. Certainly this scripture emerges from the generality of the Torah as a simple story. One asks, What do we care if it rested on this mountain or that mountain? After all it had to come to rest somewhere! Answer: it does not come to tell about itself, but to elucidate some general principle of the Torah. Happy are Israel to whom was given the highest Torah, the Torah of truth. And whoever says that a story of the Torah only comes to tell that particular story is not in his right mind. Because if that were the case, the Torah would not be a Torah of truth. But certainly this highest, most holy Torah, is a Torah of truth, Come and see, regarding a King of esh and blood: It is not according to his honor that he should speak in the language of the ordinary person, or even more so that he should write in such a 58 Main principles in the service of God fashion. Would it even occur to you, that the Highest of all Kings, the Holy Blessed One, had nothing holy to write in the Torah but he collected together all sort of lowly stories like the words of (wicked people such as) Esau, and of Hagar, and of Laban against Jacob, and of Balaams donkey, and of Balaam, and the words of Balak, and of Zimri, and put these together with all the other stories and made the Torah from these? If so, why would it be called the Torah of Emet, (Truth)? But the Torah of God is whole, the testimony of God is faithful, the commands of God are straight, the mitzvot of God are clear, the fear of God is pure, the ordinances of God are true. and it is written, they are more pleasant than gold or much spun gold (Psalm i,, s-ii). Such are the words of the Torah. Certainly the highest, holy Torah is a Torah of truth. It is a whole Torah of God and every single word comes to show the highest mat- ters, because the matter that is told in the story does not come to show the story alone, but teaches about the generality of the Torah, as we have learned. So we see the warning of the Holy Zohar, that we should not consider even one incident described in the Torah as an event in itself, but it is composed of the highest and deepest inner meanings of the revelation of God. In this way we should relate to the Torah, believing that in every word hides the revelation of God. In every word the Torah is teaching us how to walk, in order that we may come to anity of form with the Creator. a) Learning the Torah as a single entity. Tat is to say we learn the Torah as if all the events of the Torah are occurring within each indi- vidual person. Tis means that Jacob and Esau are two aspects that are to be found within each person and they ght with each other for the domination of the person. As it is written, Two peoples will come from your womb and they will strive with each other (Genesis :,::,). Likewise, Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob come to show dierent aspects and stages in the service of God that a person should try to emulate. 59 Main principles in the service of God Similarly, Israel and Egypt are two aspects within the same person, such that the Egyptian aspect within the person enslaves the Israelite aspect within the person, but God redeems him. And so on and so forth. Actually, this is the true way in which a person should learn the Torah, because in this way he doesnt learn matters that have no connection with himself but every letter of the Torah is connected with him and speaks to him. We need to emphasize what our teacher Rabbi Baruch Shalom Ashlag said, If a person divides himself into two then he can deal with the other side of himself. But if a person doesnt do this then he cannot give battle. Explanation: If a person understands that there are two ele- ments within him that are in conict with each other, one of which is composed of the appetites and thoughts of the will to receive for him- self alone, and the other is the holy point within the heart, then he is able to give battle in a more objective way against powers within him that dont in fact really belong to him. But if he identies with them as if they are his own desires, then how can he ght against himself? Biography Rabbi Avraham Mordecai Gottlieb heads the Beit haMidrash, Or Baruch Shalom situated in the Judean hills outside Jerusalem in Kiryat Yearim. From his youth he was close to his teacher, Rabbi Baruch Shalom HaLevi Ashlag zl, whose tradition and teaching he carries on today. His teaches and writes in Hebrew. Te Beit haMidrash Or Baruch Shalom maintains a very active (Hebrew language) website at http://obshalom.org and book store at http://www.kabbalah-sefer.co.il/ Yedidah Cohen has translated writings of Rabbi Yehudah Lev Ashlag zl into English from the Hebrew. Her published books in English are: A Tapestry for the Soul: Te Introduction to the Zohar by Rabbi Yehudah Lev Ashlag explained using excerpts from his other writings, and In the Shadow of the Ladder: Introductions to the Kabbalah by Rabbi Yehudah Lev Ashlag with additional explanatory chapters by Yedidah and Mark Cohen zl She runs an active website in English, Nehora Press, on which she pub- lishes short talks on the relationship of the Kabbalah with our daily life and facitlitates small groups learning the work of Rabbi Ashlag in English over the internet. She may be contacted via the website.