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|s wH #ksT. |s wH eTT|y \ sbjT\T KsT nsTT+~. C
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|s wH #sTT+#sT. + C |s wqT ]q s +&TsE\T | H
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H=| bZ sTT+~. $u y&+ @< T +~.


$u @ T eH k] HqT sTH ] eTT+<T


{ M |#jT e. $u e\ ]\T rsj n+f ]\T
rssTT. *k#j n+f *d s<T . j MT< e eT+&bsTT+~.
|+ |]bsTT+~.
z sE b<TH kq+ #d <e& eTT+<T \&, $u
q j eTsD+ #* n eTqdT sT, + q $u
H=d{ n+{+#qT. n~ #\<y n|+, + n+Tq $u
H=d{ + dV |\TeTTHqT.
sE kjT+\+> j Ve\j m& >TT
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#qTs <e& n $#]d e+{&T nqTHqT.
sE ~ys+ ne&+ e\, n+<s+ +{H eHeTT. Hq @<
|qT+< | }sT ysT. s +&T sE\ esL ssT. d]>Z |H +&T
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j \& eH&T. sE CweTsY <>sZ #dq j> ! yT <>sZ
qe |+#&T.
jT #dd] HqT > |\jqT. HqT sTq s
rs< #| & eqT H&T. nsTTH M&T & m e#&T?
n XsbjqT. > H yq neT e+~. m<TsT> j
#d+~.
zsjYT uH\ deTj e#&T. +&eTqT, uq+ |&<eTT
n+~. n y& nsT>TMT< Ls uq+ +<Te> n d> #d+ ~.
j qe e nsT>T MT< LsTH&T. neT $ds
rdT= uq+ |{+ ~. n|{ H qT~{ MT< $u #]b<T .
j dTw> uq+ #k&T. uVsY < |t VQY C V &<s Y
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+> +~, & d| $X+
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s n+<T+ <HsjTD |+ y={ rd neT |PC
sHY nH&T. neT u
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j q uT+ MT~ >T& nsT>TMT< ydT y* Xydq+
ydqT |&TH&T.
H >us |T +~. M&| &T b& u n|++~. $u
eTV+ M&MT< | #jT <y n|++~.
m|& $u HqT ]q s r]qf n|++~.
s rs&+ e\ H eTqk|y T d+| \>. M&T #e&T.
+< s># T nqTHqT. e{e{ y[ nsT>TMT< q j
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#bj&T. +{ eTT+<T #TT| \ y #\ eT+~ eT>sT.
@+ #j *? mesT <V q+ #ksT ? n+ neT >us |&+ ~.
bdT\ *jT#j * nHsT =+<sT . bdT\ TsT y[+~.
bdT +{*b ~ nqTeq+> #ksT. j \ MT< HT s T
eTs #d eT nqTeq|&sT .
HqT w{# \T, +&*, Vs+<+ , n+ $e]+q j>
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y e+~, nqTe#T.
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eHsTT.
n+{ eTTKyTq ~ eTcquq+. uejT njT +<q
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HqT qe<eTqT+T+&> njT e#d+~........
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#q\ ey& Ts |{d T H sT n+~.
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njT n+{e < ... qqT |+ ue>s nq&+ m+<T
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n+~ njT.
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n|& |*=d njT e\T $q Hq>sT qTe
n+#H\ eTeT* w|fdTHy! HsdT |\MT< Ls
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k>q+|, +{= + B n+#H\ n\T& Ts <=*#dT+~
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! Hq.......
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uejT njT +>T K+>eT|+# |esT#sT.
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uejT>sT sE @<H ksY V uq+ #<y jYT nHsT.
ksY V c njT q+~. csY V qy
n|+#sTT. n+<T csT V uH y+H |dT+~.
njT csY V uq+ #jT & y=|dT+<q q+<+
uejT qTeP syjYT ds< > nHsT... H....
y&+<T eTTwu H, HqT +{ nq+ e+&kqT. # >
ejT ydT Hk&T n+~ njT.
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u>T #sTT+#+&..., b s |{ +N uw VH H*. MT
uw > _\T neT+~. n+~ njT d> .
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eTT>TsZ + &*H V uH jT\T<s+.
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n+~ bd <q+&.
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qeTT\TH...
M[< #dT+ f, H eT<dT q&>& MT< eqT n|++~.
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eT\b\T qeTT` <e e{ H e#TqT $T `
z Lq\eT nHsjTq. H Lq\eT \| e+&H < #
<s+ bsTT+~.
njT |+ e+~. H{ T n|++~. >>u
y[ udq T <>sZ $T e$T HsT &T V\T yTHsY
@& n+ >+&++~.
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T &q ds sT eT\ fT\T <>sZ
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eq n+\T dw + > eHsTT <+ & nH&T....
n|{ yTHsT ={q m<TsT < +>Tq njT yTHsT
q +>T|esT #|+#\ >{> ss TT+#T+~. eTTw uH
s +&T e+<\ sy nsTT<TsbjT?.n+~.
eT&T uH\ s +&Te+<\ sy nsTT<TsbjT\+&. uH\T
eTTw> <+&. &T #*+ #* nH&T $qjT+>
sdT +f y |PC+<TL nqT qTe |{q uH\T
n+ >=|y
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uq+ u> <+& nH&T sd+ >
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_\T n+~ njT.
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uH &u n
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njT >.
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#dT H q+&. MT n+#H m+ #| +& nH&T.
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|{q +&, <q &T m&H HjT+ e+<? y= |T uq+


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#dT+f e+<>eTT\ _jT+ H me +{e? H n<T,
@B y \ + e n+~ njT
n|{ +>Tq yTHsT y+H |<+ rd #&T...
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njT.
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nss bjTdT. m+<T+f +<T u+ qHj *> n #|
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\bsT.
sk nHsjTq q+<+>.
uejT skqq>H s+& <s e @$T{jYT? nqT qqT
#d+~ njT.
ns{ jT Ls nHqT.
n~> dsZ y[H debsT | <qT, & =H ns{
jT Ls |<qe! ds ns{jT Ls+ y\, ns
ns{ jT ju |d\ T, n\+ be~, |$Ts| jT\T sy |d\ $.
]yb s eT |~|d\ ~. qH#+ #&T, k<b| yTT+ ysd sbjT
ydT +&. qH <s \ T eT+& #dT H sTT n+~ njT yTHsY y|
kqTu > #d. .....
uejT>sT njT n+#H eTT]db skqT nqT
\bsT.
s +&Ls >T]+ n& n&>ZH #beT HeTsTydT +THqT
(Ls <T +&, < sT) njT H neX+ e<T .
s +& Ls H{ sT> *qT+~.
s+& Ls u =]s, ue+~! n+<T uJ m+
e+T+~. &u nsTT<T >eTT\~. n+f nss bjTdT+&. y s +&T
=] eTT\T s +& *| nss bjT, M{ b| s +&T #+#\qH
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d#qyT H eHj? n&+~.
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+&, m{ #dTH qT. njT |X n&>ZH n|jT +>H yTHsT....
uejT Hy| ]>sT. njT m& { #ddT+ < nq <Ts
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qe.
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sbsTT ydT n+~.
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neqeqT n+ qqT #k&T....
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njT MT< mq >se+ *+~.
njT <+ |{+#T<T. y= #+#&T k+usT b&sT,
m+T+<$T{? nss bsTT. n+<T b|, uTqH, =+#+> y\T,
y= |$Ts|jTeTT, y m+&T$Ts|jTeTT, e>s e>s.....
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nj <=+&jT |# &
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rdT=#sT. nesTT dsj
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UjT+ nH&T +<jTq.
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T sY #ksT . bw +=& ydksT .
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ndeTsT&`f*bqT
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bqT +{ q+<T m yT\>*, bE m ={*. yT& MT< y
m #&*? #| e f*bqT +~. yTeTT| + n m
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>s + |]+~.
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n> n+ eT $sT#T y[bsTT+~ +~s. | +{ $&
n| s<T > sE +< e# TbqT <dT e+~.
eNs>H dseTT& #d...... <+ u><+ &n+~. $& #&>H
dseTT&T &TdTH&T. m+<T+f, \ n+{ &<
nd\T n+eTT+<T #&<T. $& eT mss+>T, T>Z\
>T;s+>T, \ q\s+ >T, > yTsqT s+>T\ + s+>T\
eTjT+> njeTjT+> +~.
MTsT ydT q s+>T? n n&>&T dseTT&T. <T MT
$& MTsT +{ fj
T &+, ud #&+ . # | +
< | s<qT+THs? &~! VA! &~ eTV[! z ~+>
C $jYT Vy T ]bsY VsY n+~.
&~ eTV[ n MT yT| #dH \Tk+~! n> | +&
#jT +& nH&T >us > dseTT&T.
H{ qT+& $& n|&| &T \ &y k++
>T]+ q]bj\ nqT+~. $& r] <=s. $&
r] <=] MT{+> |*q|&T, \ &y r] <=s!
m+<T+f $& b<TH | eTT, e+{ &>T &T sdT
seTT <] LsTH~. |~+{ j s , eTV +< y[bjT~.
n& q | eTT\ |<] +, = de N*#+&&, =
M&j M+ , b &j &bdT, #H #+< w m
j sT #ks \TdT +{ yTTK+ |fd ] , s |< |< =+&
njT~. n|{ ud\ \ (n+f $& <X+ yTT>
|d T q & ss Y q) n\d k\d ~+#~. eT \y s
d] s={qT $& r] +&~ <T. deTd\ \ y
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nsTT $& yTT>T&T e+ $& c* #d usTq @&k&T.
sE eTT| >+\T |q+<T, <e& &bdTH&T. +{
|qT\, $& kjT+>, mes sT +&\ $& q##b&T.
$& ns+nsTT+~. <+ $& q #* m&T{ #kq+
rdT=+~. eq q~ &>T &T sdT+&, ydHk +~ n+,
nTyd T Hd, e+{ |dT | sdT kq+ #d, nue e+&|{,
qT , J y[bsTT+~.
yTT>T& e H $+{H? n k], HqT d+ &_&>
|{qT. J$kqT. n> #kqT. H >T]+ MT <T. |<+&
dT+ eTT+<T n+ @< |< + #~$, qqT y]< #d
y[bsTT+<+& n+ +~s m|{ de#s+ n|&T dseTT&
n+<#d H +~.
nsTT dw d \jT $& [ \jT e]+, \ &
ud+ MT< <&#d $& yTT>T&T V qeTT dw
yTT<\T|f&T. _jTd #<Te+Tq eTs<\T &T| +~ n
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]b]w & L& @+#j ns+ <T . s +&T sE\T ]bsY
ysTT< yd+ ~.
HqT |[ #d, < &T | se&yT $T{? +{ qTy+
#dTHy? n+ Hq \Bdd], &T|sTTq+<T eTs<\,
neq+<T ]b]w & usTeTHsT. | H q dseTT& <>sZ
ysT. eTTd* +& dseTT&T>s, <+ nHjTeT+&. |&T
s +& LT] me&T |&&T? n+ \ |T LsTH&T.
dseTT&T Bs+> + |[ < #d, <] n\T&+ {
|+| m>+&? | sTTbsTT+~ { |$+> q |< LTs
rdTb+& eq qw+ @+<T nH&T.
&j u>H +~>, & \ y+<s s +& < N
=s ? n+ d+<V + y*T#&T eTTdjTq.
$wjT + \ yH n&>+ & nH&T dseTT&T.

<+ ]c]w & |+ e+~ HqT e jT |.


& &+< esTkq e{#qT. n+<] Hq+f mes u>
\TdT. ~ H \T. jTq H yTT>T&T n+ V\ sD
d+
\ &+< |*+~ ` #* +{+ y >=&! &+<s
e#sT. deyX+ ]+~.
<] q |s+ #dT yjYT nHsT =+<sT eT>. n+f
+{jTq+{& Hq J s me ` <s T L&H?
n
eT] b&T| m+<T#ky n \Bd.
b&T |H+{? +{ mesT+f y d]|TH |+>
n |d T y[bj&T.
yTT> |+#sTTr eTTk & |+#sTTr yTT<\sTT+~.
&+<s eTs<* |T=....
nesTT eeT+&. yTTq e nesTT |]{ m+ kjT+
#d+ <, &s
e{& m+TH ms+ #d. .. n $&, n<
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e nusTT $s#H\T |T e<\b, n<< & V&wH
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s &s yT#TH&T n S yT#THsT.
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$&es? n+ XsbjsT.
< ]b]w & usTeT @&Td <$T & T
n+&, \ qHes #&< + {s+{? n+ dseTT& <>sZ
e+~.
n|&T dseTT&T z &j e+~. ]b]w & rdT=
n<+ eTT+<T Lsu{, yT|t u rdT=#&T. dseTT&
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y+ |{+ #T<T . n+ |P] nj $& rdT \ &
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ed+T+~ n =+<sT eq|&T u edT+~ n
=+<sT nHsT. n+> $& ss T |sTw& V<sT
n y=|<T . n+<T eTs<\ T |\ @e+ nHjT+ ]H
eTs< < < ]b]w +& y]+ eT y[bjsT.
$<+> ]b]w & J$+ ud (eT*) ]bsY ]
+& bT s d++{ y[ bsTT+~! eT H #s $&|+ #
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#

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d se& q MT< n_ e q+ eq +< T e\ C_
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n > +#&T. |d T LsT <>sZ +<T e\ C_ j sT
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e~H>s, nqj, eTT&, #\ , yTqeeT yTT+ +<T e\
*w m+ y~H =$T~ $T+ <=s < T .
M m+eT+~ qH, q T+eTH n_eq+ e+<
\TdTy\+f y& >\ |< + y={ y*. < d+ kjT+\+
esL |d T &dT eTT+<T LsT ee>] ue, nqjTue,
|> ^d |+ bTq dseTT&T, kjT+ eT+ &j
{+~.
|dT qT+& q> |< bk|dT y&T. =$T~ f*>+
bseTT\ MT<, =$T~ m&dT\ sk&T. n+{MT< y= yTdC
sk&T. =$T~eT+~ f*>eTT\T +{= |&TH&T.
\y sd] =$T~eT+B eksT nqT+ eTT]dbj&T.


eTs&T \y sd] mes s<T . d]< eksq d#q> +{


MT< y* nse<T L&!
kjT+\+ neTq =B dse& sX dV\T eTT
THsTT. sd+~. q MT< M+<] + n_eq+ e+&
#+<qe! nqTH&T d> .
eksT eksT nqTqyes sE \ysTH T*
ueeT]~ y=& ~>&T.
\T| rdq +~s XsbsTT+~. @s nqj e#y
n+ XsbsTT+~.
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n+ \T| <>sZ qT+& ]+~ +~s.
T*ueeT]~ |* e#&T. n|& +~s mes e#sT?
n+ V\T e#&T dsese. dsese #dH eq
ns +~s yq y[ eDk>&T T*ueeT]~.
n<$T{s ue>] #d &TdT+THy eTbsTT+<
@$T{? n+ $dT+~ +~s.
<T nH&T > dsese #d eD&+ eq<T .
T*ueeT]~.
@+yjYT y=&y e#y? $T>y]? n+ n&>&T
qe.
sss s<T nH&T T*ueeT]~ uj
T +>.
ssT L&qnH&T dsese y q y[b
dsese >~ y[bj, c qT+& sT H&T T*
ueeT]~.
ue>sT eHs$T{? n n&>&T d Xs+>.
@$T{ y<e e\T, jTq+ Xu+ > +THsT. kb
>Ts{ <b THsT n+~ +~s d> .
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f*>+ @$T{? n+~ +~s Xs+>
dsese m|sY ` +~s n Hq>], nqjT\, HL
f*>+ e+<! nH&T T*ueT] q uj
sD+ $e]d!
+~s nysTTbsTT+~. n|& H{ Ywt |T=q
d sese n& H H w q T. MT HMT& , m+ & T +&
\TdT+<eT nH&T.
+~s eT+f +~. H\T eT& |{, m+ &T+& *w+&!
n+~.

T* ueT] nysTT \& < #dTH &T.


T* ueT] #dd] M& yq\ + m+eT+~ ~>Ts
nq~>T\T |T +~ +~s. <+ dse& MT< $sT#T|&+ ~.
MTsT bjT~ <T , |f~ <T . |&T M+ ~>TsT. =+|
MT<=# y+<] e+&| H #y* n+ Bs+ rd H
=T+~.
u< <T mes se&+ <T nH&T T* ueT]
+~s y=<sTd.
mes se&+ <? @+? nH&T dse&T Xsb.
T*ueT] #| q |s+ dse& ee>sT... dse&
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yes |seT]+# +& HqT n& y ue+&<T . T& |+|
d] nHs.
e dse& sT =+~.
< |seTs? s\ jTH> |&TsT <. n|&T
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Xu+\ y=k] #beTqTHqT nH&T >TqTd!
T*ueT] k#q> V V n Hq B +#b <T .
< eTT# << nq~ Hq n_bjT+.
Hq ds nqjT @eH&? n+~ V\+> q yTT>T&
bj&q yTdC >T]+ e{&T +THeTq $wjT + eT]bsTT+~.
Hq nq s HqT nqjT <>sZ yqT. nqjT
L& f*>+ eqT+~. n~ fT MT<T+~. nqjT e~H qqT
#&>H yTTV\T >+;s+ > |fd T HsT.
e~H sd+ > nqjT>sT bjs> n+~.
@s eTT& qTe y THy! y ` mes y b +~s
@yTH nqT+T+~. nH&T nqjT
n<$T{ nqj qTe seP nHqT.

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<jYT jTq s>+ ue<T . &T | H=| |]bsTT+~.


yTTH &s T Vd CsTTH+ &, fdT \ T #j * nH&T. @ | H
&T y* < qH &T ~]+~. sE Vd CsTTH
ne<eTqT+THsT n+~ e~H.
Vd? CsTTH ne&e? n+ Xs+> #k&T nqjT
e~. n< #| H qT. MTsT Vd CsTTH nsTT +~s <>sZ
m y
s w+ <, $wjT yT eT]~>] $e]+ #| THqT.
n+~ e~H k+&T |+... <+ + u<|& y& nqjT,
neqeqT HqT Vd CsTTH ne, n& y&+ <s<T.
H <T e~q L& <s< T . n+<T qTe y &+ eT+~. nH&T
nqjT.
y] w&T M&T H ueT]<? n+ Xsbj&T
dse&T.
+~s V\+ + |]bsTT+~. qqjT @eTH
&$T{? n+ +> n&+~.
HqT qqjT +{ d], qy=~H |s{ |H|d |]> T
e+~.
nqjT d]jTdt> ue>sT bjs> n+ d>s{
n+{+#&T.
nZ| \ ^dTq |&T #T \T q> eDsTT. ue>sT bjs
*d qqjT u<| & T TH&qTHqT.
q e~q n~ |{ n<+ u< <TyjYT. q eT+< y,
HsT. sk yDTTHsTT. n+! n+~.
y=~ y $Tw+ Bs+> #d Hy| ] y=sjYT y y=+<T+f
e nH&T qqjT.
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@$T{? eTw Ts #&+ ~. n+~ +~s.


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eTjss H d] dse&T X> y&T>, eTjss T +~s
n *d yq e#k&T.
bdTy T H +~s # d++ #sTT+#T <=+<\T # |{&T .
eTjss T eq d+<X eTjss T bs+ qT+ +| #&T.
m& qT+& eTjss =+~! n n&>&T dse&T
ys+>.
ue>] <>]Z + n+~ +~s.
nqjT <>sZ T +#? @+ sk& #<T e nH&T V\+>.
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nH&T dsese d> .
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dseTT&T d+ f s + $qk>&T.
eTT&T bj&q ys eTeT* <T:KdeTT<+ eTT++~.
eTq+ $TeT\+! |qT\ e\ r] sbTHqT.
nsTT<=+<\ KsT\ $T+ |+|THqT. s se& |jT kqT.
~>T\T |& + &. yTeT+ eHeTT.
T
MT ue>sT

yV <=+<\ qqT >&, =+<s> eTT&


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dse&T.
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n+~.
eeVs\T \TdH eHsTT> jTH+ #k&! f*>+
n+<T q+<eq+<ejTH n b&T >eT+ s#+&
<>sZ |+# eP&bsTTH |{+ #T+& >+TdT + {&T.
@+ m+<T q+<+ ? n+ XsbjsT X\T.
m+<T y={ Hq nsTT<T y\ n|P rss<. s+&T
b\ MT< dT \T { n|#| s < T , n+<T q+<+.
@+ m+<T n|#| s < T ? n+~ +~s Xs+>.
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sbjT\ dT s +&T y\ sbjT\ KsT n #| @&T+ s +&T
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nqT+{&T nH&T dse&T eTT& n+#H yd . ..
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rdq +~s m<TsT> dseTT& eTT&T |+#&T. +~s #dH
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yTT<\T|{sT.
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bj&T. n+ eT @&T| yTT<\T|{&T .
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<T. f*>+ #bsTTq nqjT n+~ d> . dse& eTT&T
+>T @&Tb|d dseTT& m>~> #d, n<+{ nqj
sTD+ rsT+<eT, |T q+> s #<eT n+ <s+ qT+&
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n<$T{ +&> s #dky? n Xsbj&T
dseTT&T.
jTdt |s Y m #+C ! ||+ #+ n y= e+f, yTTHqdt>
e+T+~. n+<T +&> HqT s #dkqT. +&>
s #sTT+#Tq |T q , #dq |T q H edT+ ~. <s + *e
T |t +&jT H ]sY XX+> e+&b+ nH&T @_q
dse& eTT&T.
&j dseTT& => , $|y +> e+& q+~.
+~s |<qjT |+|q <=+<\ M&#jYT |H< yTT<
&
&T nH&T.
+~s <s T |y #dqT #d+~. <s m #d eTq+
nqT+< @y nsTT<=+<\ rd dseTT& eTT& #d+~.
<+ >eTdTq dse& T*ueT] @< |qTqT u

y[bj&T. >+ ]>=#&T.
nqjT #d <sT |y #kes, +&> s
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e+ +|s+ m+~. \+ y~ |< s y={ |T=+~.


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#ke{ n+ dseTT& eTT&, y& |$T +{+
]yTd+~. y+<s y[bj \T|d e, jd+> >&
qT LsT +{ yTT>T& #y$T{ <e&jYT! n Ts
=T @&ek+~.
n+esL eTq+> eq dse&T qTy+<T @&Tky
HH& y * nH&T.
m+<TL? n+ Bs+ rd+~ +~s.
*e T |t +&jT H ]sY |sT |& neX+ bsTT+~.
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