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the verbal. this was sort of the mysterious factor I didnt understand till later on.
Which made some days really great, and some really not - and a way of having
the good days more often. .Orgone energy. Bioelectromagnetic heart energy.
Energetics. Similar to Reiki, it is healing, it can be enhanced by being around
groups, and enhanced if play has occurred) (This energy is not visible like in the
picture (the eyes will become brighter as the heart retains more energy), and its
not produced by strain or effort like supermans eye beam. it is always being
emitted, a source of fuel for other humans around us.) I believe biophotons
produced by living things have healing properties greater then regular photons,
due to the particles coherence(?) Biophotons start as regular photons, sun light is
important, then the body can convert them. Bio-photons trigger all biochemical
reactions in living cells. Connections that dont involve a type of intellectual
qualification. This human connection that is exposed, that requires no
announcement or pretense. I recommend allowing the body to float in on this
wave of (biophoton) energy produced by groups of people. Humans produce this
energy weather they want to or not. When conversation happens focus on the
fun, enjoyment, find what feels enjoyable for you. Establish your center, while
physically being in the group, before trying to please or win approval of
others. ..See if you can recall a random cheerful thing you saw on tv or whoever
cheers you up. Free association. Dont feel obligated to follow the entire
conversation instead relax, imagine you are watching a movie. Disengage from
any stressful
quality
(when
possible)
and just
enjoy. Risk
of looking
stupid or
not
responding
to things at
moments
when you
are
occupied
absorbing
energy (or
are
processing
too many things at once), it looks odd, but it puts you in charge. Instead of being
a slave to an information network (always knowing always having the answer),
you are connected to a heart network (not knowing, pausing, yet having more
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Becoming Play
Call it play, adventure, value of variety, fun, releasing energy, inertia,
catharsis, human instrumentality, stimulation, interaction, dance, vibrational
genesis; there is this phenomenon, where energy and matter that moves or
interacts creates more energy. The state of play acquires momentum, it becomes
easier to maintain. Objects or forces in motion stay in motion. Instead of loosing
energy, more is created. Conversely a body that is still for too long actually loses
energy (as I found with preforming long meditations, the effects ended up
becoming negative, extremely so in fact). The body requires at times (or often) to
be in a sate of play to relax, this inner charge allows the body to function.
Fish out of Water
Without play and community we become like fish out of water, we dry up.
We flop around, it looks like some of us are in control, but really we are all drying
up, some fish just lash out more loudly, or other fish accidentally flop into a river,
and reep the benefit without knowing what happened. It appears like this person
is rejecting you, but maybe youve already rejected yourself, denying yourself a
more subtle connection Humans have evolved out from the primordial soup,
out from the ocean (we have evolved from fish), now we breath air, and walk on
two feet, yet we still rely on invisible currents of light energy. A different type of
sea. We walk on land, yet our bodies are full of blood or liquid, inside it is still a
very aquatic experience. Light energy and play keeps our bodies in motion, we
stay fluid.
Free the Quantum Dance
Matter is constantly moving, vibrating, perhaps there is a vital reason for
this. That if it were to stop somehow on the subatomic level, to cease its
movement, large objects might rapidly decay, explode, or freeze over. (maybe
this will happen in 10 trillion years according to some scientists, but we have
some time before then) Too often we are paralyzed with fear, uncertainty,
waiting for someone else to tell us what to do. We become stiff, we loose touch
with the bodies natural wanting to play. The particle world is always in motion, let
us mirror that on human scale. We cant see this particle dance but we can feel
yearning for it, a wanting to feel free and connected. Let us channel the quantum
dance in our bodies. It could mean literally dancing, other times it just means
feeling comfortable to enjoy ourselves while around people.
we need that energy. Guilt, false senses of obligation, are dangerous.) Notice
a type of magnetic connection between you and others, that may build over time,
not a hard lock on, but a gentle magnetic draw of the eyes. Also feelings of
weight-less, floating (not actually floating; possibly becoming a few pounds lighter
by emanating a stronger electromagnetic heart field), an uplifted feeling. More
feelings/emotions/sensations/perceptions in general. Heart strength or full
feeling.
Every time we interact with someone, at work, a random encounter, a
friend, it is not an intrusion but an opportunity, to have an interaction, to feel
connected, in a subtle or big way. The interaction may contain, anything of mild
or spontaneous relevance to the person or situation, what matters is that it is an
interaction. All humans have need for interaction and a connected feeling. (Even
when they themselves arent fully aware of it) Looking at the world through the
eyes of play or motion, and natural human benefit, Im more likely to spot and
create these opportunities. Often i try to be on the other persons wave length
being their for them, their need to be heard. But because play is in mind, I can
trow out my own ideas that are sparked, aware it is sparking new ideas in their
mind even if its not a perfect fit. I enjoy the process of listening, learning, and I
enjoy the process of sharing. Maybe im just listening bring their for the person,
focusing on the enjoyable about whats happening, and 10 minutes later i have a
really detailed piece of advice. yet the advice is not mandatory for the
connection.
Do not fear Serious Face
Be ware of seeing negative expressions, tones of voice, as a reflection of
yourself. taking it personally. Even when these subtle negatives seem directed
at you. I went through life reading fear into
other peoples expressions. Furrowed brows
can look like anger or disinterest, but they
often just mean someone is thinking.
Someone may look tired, but that dont mean
they are mad. When the heart is afraid, we
read our fear into the expressions of others.
This was a key think that kept me away from
people. Reading fear into expressions that
wasnt there, jumping in fear at every
seeming negative glance. Negative or
neutral tones of voice and expressions
happen all the time, they may not indicate
disappointment, they often are normal, they
can
mean the other person is tired, distracted, or simply that this lower vibration is
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completely normal. Learn not to fear it, or see it as an offense if someone does
not respond in a cheerful way. People may not overtly invite you in, but there may
be an energetic connection. Reading fear into expressions combined with an
inner sense of unworthiness kept me in fear. Recondition yourself, remind
yourself you are deserving, for the valuable are rare quality of human presence
that you can provide.
In addition there is a wisdom in knowing when to give people space. And
being around people without talking. Parallel play, one person reads, another
person chills and ponders or draws, we do this, yet it allows us to come back
later and connect in new ways. If someone is injured, tired, on their period, all
kinds of things can compromise a person, learning not to take it personally, it may
still be possible to be around someone when they are in a bad state. Your being
near or around, doing your own thing, sometimes checking in, or just looking at
them, may still befit them without direct talking. This other mode of being can be
a blessing, people feel less pressure to at their best around you, being tired, etc,
isnt as much of a problem. They are safe to be exposed.
Feeling Beings
Safe & Relatable
I focus a lot on others as feeling beings (vs being primarily intellectual
beings). Taking time to imagine what other are feeing, even if it completely
distracts from the conversation. Less pressure to keep up the conversation. You
can completely change to any random topic. People do this all the time. Because
it feels fun. This is true even when I TV for example, I imagine what each
character is feeling, suddenly there is a lot of humor or deep relate-ability in
situations, new ways to enjoy something. I used to focus more on plot, which is
fine, but now I tune in to the emotional lives of the characters. There expressions
let me know what there feeling. Its the same in reality. Bringing attention to what
others have experienced, what they are feeling, what they probably felt, etc,
creates many access points for conversation or relation, nonverbal as well, and
humor. In the past I was too focused on entertaining the other person, so I didnt
think of it this way. A total pawn of the mind mode. In your life youve
experienced a lot. This gives us a vast
database. (theres plenty of information
already around us. Good energy is enough
to create attraction.) When Im relaxed in a
fun pleasant connection with someone (a
love interest) I can access any of this
information. I can relate to pain theyre
feeling. I can just listen. Allow them to feel
comfortable in my gaze. Not needing a
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response or a solution for everything they say. Just having someone there to
relate to is what people want. Enjoy listening to them. Enjoy feeling happy or sad
for them. Sadness and compassion feels good if the hearts are beating in sync,
and light energy is flowing. Throw in a story. It is easier to recall this most distant
memories, or make new unexpected observations, when you are happy relaxed
receiving this energy. Just relaxing for hours and hours can be boring. Just
being happy all the time, can be stressful. Find your balance. This beautiful
elegant dynamic harmony of light and play between people.
Visualize what another person may be experiencing and use this to start
conversations. Another day (at work) right? ..This I relate to you field, can be
easier to maintain then the Im entertaining you energy. It must have taken a
while to put on all that makeup. I said once to someone at a anime convention.
This doesnt sound like play from a standard definition, yet it acknowledges the
work she put into her makeup. So Im connecting to her experience. These
statements dont sound funny or entertaining, but they connect with someones
emotional state and open up interaction possibilities. They dont take much effort.
Even if someone is struggling in ways you cant relate you, showing a sense of
trying to relate can be appreciated. Dont be intimidated by the unknown or feel
you should know or have a solution. People just like a sense that someone is
listening. You can give someone a chance to voice an emotion, just by being
there. I hate this job they may announce. Ok now theyre sharing personal
things. If I feel relaxed people may be more likely to freely offer this relate-ability
type information. Then you can just listen. Just a few words like huh or wow i
see thats a tough situation. are all it takes to expand their thought process,
learn more, help them and yourself relax. I visualize what there talking about, it
reminds me of a situation is was in, so as they talk i feel like im in their shoes,
and they see this in my eyes. And feel connected, so its not just me saying huh
but my eyes show Im thinking about them.
Often it may be too much to maintain high energy play or overt play there will instead be a subtler type of play or exchange going on. Just giving
someone an opportunity to voice their emotions, you can be a sounding board for
them, you can share some thoughts. This takes little energy. I see this as a type
of play, an exchange, we work with the materials we have. By being there you
may help them illuminate their thought process, reveal new ideas, or feel they
have connected with someone. You can immediately enter someones wave
length. I play in a way (offering information) that I think they may relate to. It
may begin as a calm or even personal exchange depending on what the other
person offers, then it may evolve into a more overt play and cheer. Use your
environment to create an opening statement. We are standing in line This is a
long line it doesnt have to be clever or witty, Im not making an intellectual
statement, rather Im casually expressing my frustration, or even noticing their
frustration and putting words to it, and the other person relates to that. It can just
be a type of side comment. Counter-intuitively by not being clever I may be
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more likely to make someone feel safe, because it doesnt look like Im trying to
get something from them. If two people are already talking, then there is an
energy already there you can feed off of and connect to. I promote this
connecting to, receiving of, sharing, biophoton energy, but note even very small
levels of energy can start an interaction. Sometimes big energy can be
frightening to people if it seems unstable, a mid level energy is enough to start an
interaction, start at whatever energy level you are at. If someone Im interested in
is standing on the sidelines or standing there but not engaged I can use my eyes
to draw them into the group field; or I can make a comment that includes them
what brings you here even if it interrupts the topic but feels worth it to include
the person. Notice when you gaze near or at people during group interaction they
may want or start to gaze back.
Stress Release
Maybe I start to feel stressed. My awareness expands. Im worried about
not finishing this book. I lost my phone. This person is coming, but I don't feel I
can relax. My mind was holding onto things i couldnt see, till i brought attention
to the feeling of stress, then it illuminated. Maybe that really awesome moment
that happened yesterday gave me higher standards, and now Im afraid of
loosing the good feeling. My body is holding on. Or maybe Im afraid of
uncertainty.
Its almost beautiful how many factors could effect my state of being at a
given moment. I notice what may be adding to my stress, in a calm or almost
fascinated sort of way. See if I can let it go and shift my awareness to something
positive or pleasant actually its amazing that Ive written this much of a book at
all Im not in the mood to confront this person now, but I can work with it, its
something new Ive lost this object, but worrying so much wont help me find it.
Ill think positive thoughts, roam around, and then maybe where I left it will pop
into my mind. I have to let go of my standards a bit now, but the good feeling
may come back again. I dont know what will happen, but being in the unknown
is good for me.
In other cases maybe their is a practical problem - the heat is way too low
in the house. In that case I take action, get a sweat shirt, adjust the temperature,
then shift focus back to positive focus. Or say I have to attend this frivolous
meeting. Even in the undeserved situation, Im still building some energy within
my being, by focusing on the enjoyable. ..I have to retake drivers ED for some
silly reason. My boss needs me to do something Im not good at. I have Jury
Duty. Even in these situations we did not choose, there is often plenty of human/
community energy to absorb, and you can stay feeling good by adopting a
playful view. Resume a sate of play or human connection when possible. Even
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while attending to the problem, I often see it as play or enjoyable on some level,
an adventure, thats part of how I survive and thrive.
Biolight Surfing
Currents of Light and Play
Understanding play and light in groups (at a party for example) is like
surfing a wave, surfing on a sea of biolight. Every person is a different sized
wave, and they are in motion. When in harmony the waves flow together. Its not
tedious or mechanical like building a robot. (Though if you understand
environment and body energetics even the complicated task of a robot will be
easier.) If you get nervous or worry too much you fall off your board and take a
dive. But even then you can float back up if you arent afraid or embarrassed
from the fall. You stay positive and connected. Literally floating (just not enough
to actually fly) on electromagnetic energy around you. Or maybe you crash into
another surfer, you stay calm and positive focused in play; you can re-find you
balance.
Tapping into child energy. This inner body energy wants to move. For a
child who is used to conducting energy, running up the stairs takes less effort
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then staying still. Staying still for too long takes effort and may feel unnatural to
one who has felt this other way of being.
The waves rise in harmony with each other. Like a song we may start with
some surface oriented lines or verses how is the food did you get a drink? I
love this song, but then maybe a chorus or high moment comes out of nowhere
wow I didn't know we had ______ in common. Yet not attached to it, the wave
falls, gently. Yet rises again. We enjoy the subtle moments too, without fear of
serious face. All our instruments are slowly building a harmony. These invisible
currents of light and play between people, within ourselves, they carry us.
I often have flying dreams, and I associate this feeling with being uplifted
by biolight (biophoton) energy produced by people and play. Receiving biolight is
like flying on an invisible wave.
Full Sleep
Focus on pleasant sensations helps me fall to sleep, not just blocking
negative thoughts but replacing with positive. Too much effort to have a blank
mind can be stressful. If your mind is chattering too much before sleep, instead of
only clearing your mind, try focusing on pleasant fun or positive thoughts
memories sensations. The body is always in motion, trying too hard to stop it may
not be natural. Instead of only removing negative, see if the focus can move
towards the pleasant or positive. Even as we dream i may enter a state of play.
Losing Ego
There may be a seeming sacrifice of individuality in this entering into the
group, becoming connected to this group energy, harmonizing with the will of the
group. Its a different way of being then many of us may be used to. Trusting in
this invisible field between people to carry us. It sounds scary, but after
repetition, it feels good, the good feeling may outweigh the fear. There is actually
a gain of energy that may not otherwise be possible individually. After the event
all the bodies cells retain this energy. This deep body energy can last for hours or
days after an event has ended. By staying in a playful state this energy can be
drawn out to last longer.
Stable Baseline Energy
& Enjoyable Alone
Being around others can increase my energy a lot, but I am not necessary
desperate for their energy. By staying in a state of play, and being in good
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Conscious Play
The biophotonic being is also aware of what information may be sensitive
or make some people uncomfortable, or work for some but not for others. Too
often play turns into teasing without us even realizing what we are doing. Or play
happens at the expense, or out of harmony with, others. We think we are playing
or connecting, but our hearts are not beating in sync. We are preoccupied trying
to create fun and connection, entertaining, but soon the play is hurting others
(watch any random video interview, footage of people, and I guarantee at least
one person is doing this, subtle or more extreme. Even extreme cases are
considered normal
personalities).
There is the
appearance of play
or conversation, but
the hearts arent
beating in harmony
at all. ..Play
becomes
inappropriate. Play
at the expense of
others. ..I only
hang out with guys
because I like dont
even know what to
say to women, you
might say. But with
conscious playing
a consciousness of
play, the sexes can
interact with each other. We learn to turn anything into play, and then we have
plenty of substance for interaction/conversation; which doesnt come at anyones
expense. There is lots of material for interacting now, because anything can be
used as play. Thinking of things as rooted in play, has made connection easier for
me.
Other terms for this are fun, stimulation, value of variety. Matter likes
motion. Its too easy to loose touch with this, we start to see ourselves as static
and separate objects. As a buddhist I spent years trying to clear my mind, to be
absolutely clear or mind, still, desire-less. But I found after years of this I actually
started loosing lots of energy. I now believe the body is in constant motion.
Silencing that motion for too long is unnatural. Instead of suppressing desires
and scattered thoughts, I now try to flow with them, to release energy. Indulging
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ourselves. This energetic reality is very active even thought it is not a tangible
object itself and is largely not visible to our eyes. We feel it. It can improve our
mood significantly. Every person and object produces an EM field. Inspiring,
cheerful looking, or thought provoking objects placed around your house can
help you feel better and be an intermediary for connection.
Notice this negative magnetism disconnected state (of being) is an intense
kind of suffering. Throw in youre not trying hard enough you have a disorder
youre lazy on top often that. Now the collective unconscious has unintentionally
engineered a being that administers their own suffering. I feel a lot of empathy
for any person that is disconnected, pulled down by this force. Budging veins,
this hardened-personality, this is suffering. So much pain by this cloud of unawareness. The suffering person is equal, or even superior to myself, because
holy fuck suffering is not cool. Lots of gentle re-culturing can heal this. We have
to work to survive, but unless the person understands they deserve connection,
gets out of the fear mode, life will always be painful.
Where ever you go its going to be sort of fifty-fitfy-ish, half the people will
be sort of unconsciously channeling these energies, the other half will be sort of
not. There are other factors floating around, lots of different types of self harsh
mentalities, ways of seeking validation, techniques and ways of straining the
body. People are seeking light and play (in our hearts we know some kind of
happiness exists in this universe, we have felt it before), but when we cant find it
again we adopt painful practices (extreme exercise, extreme spiritual practice)
they provide some relief and sense of direction, but carry a hidden thorn, we start
to think that happiness always requires pain. We really yearn for light(human
light) and play. Individual and cultural patterns make it harder to notice this. Often
even well meaning people may make a living off products or practices that keep
you feeling insecure. A problem always to be fixed. Its so strange to bounce back
and realize all my life Ive been acting out patters that do subtle energetic
damage to myself and others, keeping people feeling insecure. Or making me
less preceptive. Its vicious. Seeing this suffering for what it is. Looking behind
the curtain of a thousand smiling faces.
Positive (Self)Reconditioning
Instead of suffering to find joy (forever chasing the perfect lover, or writing
the great american novel just to feel a basic sense of happiness), we can
become a center-point for pleasant/positive energy genesis and create it around
us; as well as find places that better conduce it, disengaging from thoughts or
things that bring us down. Reconditioning -Feel grateful for everything you have.
Let go of guilt and shame. Guilt and fear triggers can be all around us, when we
are drained we are more vulnerable. we have to consciously not respond to
these triggers. Not see everything as our fault. Every moment is new. Everyone
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wants your love. Build a stronger baseline. (I used to be focused largely on the
mind, rewiring the mind, now I strongly support heart awareness, the hearts
energetic involvement in well being, as being more then a blood pump, noticing
sensations of fullness in the heart.) Then we are less vulnerable to a fear trigger,
to teasing, to a negative vibration, it bounces off us. This imperviousness is a
valuable quality, while others have their triggers, you know people (most often)
dont mean to offend you, so you arent offended, this gives you a consistency
that allows others to
always feel safe. Think
of yourself as
fundamentally good,
smart, desirable,
abundant, worthy.
Recondition yourself
for love. Think about
things you enjoy. Put
up pictures. Visualize.
Focus on pleasant
sensations wherever
you are. Love yourself.
Otherss may be in a
heavy debate, but you
may take a moment to
gaze at a tree. And
suddenly you have an idea. Or you calm energy causes the person across from
you to relax, causing the room to relax. Vortexes of mind energy exist
everywhere in our culture. Others navigate a minefield of intellectualism, but you
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feel safe just to enjoy yourself, your motions, thoughts, and feelings of fullness.
To enjoy the rise of your bodies energy. The growing charge of aliveness that
comes about by being in community spaces, while in play, or while in relation with
one or more people. When we enjoy ourselves through play or socially we tap
into neuroplasticity the brains ability to recover. I find a lot of enjoyment to be had
in just this rise of this deep body energy; and the influence it has on others. To
live just to be a hub of this energy is a valuable act to both self and society. There
is also enjoyment if you notice someone looks worried and you can actually
channel energy towards them
indirectly or directly with
your eyes. As energy rises
just about anything can
happen, possibilities
increase. It is the best game
there is.
Become aware that
death and decay is around
you and effects our world a
lot - work, emptiness,
suffering, it effects us all, but
at the same time, dont let
these negatives bring you
down. We can have some
awareness of the negative
in the back of our minds, all
the pain patterns,
loneliness, etc, and at the same time float above it. Surf the waves, and
generate our own waves. Notice how the negative has conditioned so many of
us, we feel we are fundamentally flawed, and we carry this feeling and thought
pattern around with us, into an early grave. Recondition yourself. Remind
yourself that you are good. Sometimes bad things will happen, but even then
they are not your fault. You did not want that to happen, you did not know any
better at the time. Now you know better. You did your best.
Find pleasure and play in everything around you (well anything that works).
Do it at your own pace. Recondition yourself to believe that life is good and
fulfilling. Otherwise you are as I was, the living-dead. This is not a lie. Every
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Closet Players
playing but dont realize it
At a party every individual holds a wine glass looking at this
energetically, I see the glass as a prop for play. (?? What! No.. but I insist) The
drink or glass creates a distraction, it allows us to feel safe, there is a tactile
sensation. One feels like they are doing something. it creates conversation buy
her a drink. what are you drinking? We use this prop as an excuse for
interaction, play. By understanding the underlying phenomena - play, one is more
liberated to turn any object, idea, or observation into play, anything becomes play
or a vehicle for human interaction. We have access to more ways to spark
conversation, looking at it as play. We are less depended on cliche props or
memorized lines.
Smoking is similar do you have a smoke?. Smokers huddle together, it
becomes a medium through which to relate. ..Do you have the time? all
excuses to connect. These are decent ways to connect, yet it can limit our
possibilities if we dont understand the underlying phenomena. Only being limited
to these methods can come at a price. Drinking turns to over drinking, etc. By
understanding light and play, the underlying process - then any book, object,
scenery, pondering, idea, question, can be used as a way to relate.
Fearless Play
I enjoy dressing in a way that is artistic, some color; this promotes
interaction. I am not embarrassed about standing out, I enjoy it. If someone
makes a strange comment, I am not offended, I role with it. I turn it into humor.
(unless they really insult you, then you can stand up for yourself, or just ignore it.)
Once I was wearing this colorful Japanese kimono. Someone said what
martial arts degree are you? I caught his playful attitude and said Im rainbow
belt! I was in a playful mode and the image of a rainbow came to mind. ..In the
past I would have been paralyzed with stress in any social setting, if this man
talked to me I might not have even understood what the they were saying, or
even if I did, I would have stressed about a smart response and not found one,
because my energetic being was exhausted. Then on top of that I would have
said all these problems are happening because they were right at high school, I
must have some learning disability or significant problem with my brain even
thought that never quite made sense; it never made sense why the problems
happened at some times but not others. It turns out in my case all these
problems were coming from social fear, a paralyzed state induced by this fear,
induced by a sort of anti-play conditioning (unintended, but it happens). By
being in this playful mode, enjoying the crowded area, I was already feeling
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drawing inwards when we pass strangers. But this may not be so in other
countries like India. Humans wherever they are, naturally want to link up (connect
on some level) with each other, not necessarily talking. This magnetic draw is
there in us all. And many of us are consciously or unconsciously repressing it. It
doesnt even mean that we have to shout hello! at every person we pass
(unless we feel we want to). Its more subtle. Merely notice that there is some
good feeling or connection happening below the word level. This energy fills us
and makes us just a bit stronger then those who hold back. Then when we do
see someone we want to connect with verbally, romantically, whatever, we
already feel uplifted, a stronger baseline, like Ive already been enjoying the
party. When were used to pulling back, soon we end up avoiding even the
people we want connect to. We feel drained all the time, then we connect using a
persona. Acting much happier then we feel. And this feels uncomfortable. So we
pull back to protect from assuming this uncomfortable persona, and to protect
from the personas of others.
I believe this energy allows the body to become less agitate-able, more
preceptive, better able to heal. I could go into a loud bar, and still be able to hear
people speaking, because Im not anxious, and this biophoton energy may
actually boost perception. The loud noises and unfamiliar settings scare others,
but the biophotonic being is so unafraid that she remains playful. When we are
afraid we forget to be playful. Act natural dont be afraid we tell ourselves, but
then we just end up being stiff.
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Taking Action
Empowered by biolight awareness and play
At any given public space or event, say 50% of people may be in an
approachable mood, 50% may not be. A party may be more 90% and 10%. A
friends party or common interest meetup are the easiest places. Dont get caught
waiting for others to run the show or tell you what to do, to invite you. Stand out,
take independent action, but at your own pace, find your rhythm. Lean it can feel
good when you get the hang of it. Parks, malls, cafes, can be just as good. You
can sense someones mood by their posture and expression, even from far away.
Approach someone who looks open and relaxed, that is not significantly
preoccupied, in a hurry, or busy working. I promote approaching people in
virtually any setting. Humans are social animals. Though many of us have been
what you might call traumatized, this disconnect can be most unnatural. I believe
in approaching without any serious explanation for why. You can take your pick
of person, but dont let fear limit your options. Fear will have you inventing
reasons to back out that dont make sense. maybe she has a boyfriend dont
assume things you dont know out of fear. All humans need connection, maybe
half will be open to it in any general setting. If you can zone in on some kind of a
skill hobby or common interest that can help. Finding someones passion, or a
shared passion can solidify the connection. Being curious abut their passion is
good too, if its something youve never heard of instead of this being
intimidating, this is an exciting chance to learn. Dont feel you should already
know, expose your not knowing, let them tell you.
If a group of people are talking and seem happy, at an event, party, at
work, you can simply just stand there near by. (Even in public you may be able to
sit near by and still gain some energetic benefit). Do not be concerned with
weather you will say something or are following everything. Treat it like youre
watching a movie. Maybe one thing reminds you of something and suddenly you
find yourself saying something. Maybe you just laugh because you were
reminded of a pleasant memory, but it feels natural, someone else smiles too,
even though you werent trying to make them. Maybe nothing major happens, yet
you feel a bit more connected, an uplift, and there was no effort involved.
Approach someone in a park or cafe If they seem indifferent hold your
ground for a while, dont be afraid, just enjoy standing there. Dont expect them to
be overtly welcoming at first. That may not mean they arent interested (this goes
for making friends or romantically). Say a few things, but also try just standing
there. See if the mood shifts a little while you stand there. Speaking, pausing,
and thinking pleasant thoughts. By thinking positive/play oriented thoughts you
are replacing fear and stiffness with uplifting magnetic energy (In situations that
might normally create fear, shifting focus to positive thoughts, with a loose focus
on conversation, shifts the energy). Continue to check in with this inner process,
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while at the same time having a conversation, moving to different topics. That is
the trick. Both happen at once, your inner energy state, and what you do and say
on the outside. It gets easier, and even fun with practice. The balance is part of
the play.
Once I walked up to a group of 5 random girls at a bar and said Im here.
Did you miss me. They totally rejected me, yeah sure one scoffed. 3 said
nothing. Actually the last one lit up a little. But I just kept standing there, in an
almost stubborn way. I thought Im not afraid of that girl shes just another
depressed person like me. Within a minute the mood shifted. One called me
brave. Another had a staring contest with me. I had no idea was I was doing at
the time, sheer desperation let me to what now makes more sense. Looking at it
as play and the accumulation of light energy. Have conversations while
keeping play in mind.
Offer some introduction. And then flow between topics, allow you mind to
relax and do a kind of free association. See what you are reminded of and add
that to the conversation. Ask questions, get more information. Dont over focus
on the person, pleasing them, or on distant outcomes, just focus attention on
enjoying what you are doing. See if you can emotionally relate to what they are
talking about, visualize what they are talking about, instead of being overly
caught up in the words. Dont be concerned with small pauses or gaps. Also as
you talk, be aware of a sense of feeling good, that arises just by looking at them
or into their eyes (this flow of biophotons entering your bodies), that grows as you
stay in relation. If negatives happen, dont take it personally. Just hold your
ground, focus on enjoyable thoughts or sensations, and keep up conversation in
a low stress way. Dont worry about sounding clever, or complicated topics. Have
attention on your own enjoyment, while being with them. Doing this reconditions
the body out of fear, and into dual heart regulation, vibrational harmony with
another person. Recognize many of us are deeply conditioned with a sense of
social fear and undeserving, shifting this can take a bit of time. as your body
receives more of this human energy (while in a play state), future approaches
may be increasingly successful. It is also possible for the energy to be lost, such
as after a few hours, maybe something saps you The next week or day you
may feel reset. In college I remember having a few really successful connection
experiences, but then Id spend a day in my room, and the next morning there
would be this reset like everything I had learned had gone out the window. But
when one understands how this energy works there is less reason to be
discouraged, it is easy to get back.
If Ive already gathered energy from an event, or maybe even just sitting in
the park, then I notice it is easier to feel magnetic with strangers. leaving the
event i have more energy, and can attract things that may have been harder to
before. you can still approach a person and accumulate energy with them, even if
you didnt have much to start. But if you want to see a big effect notice the
difference after youve been at an event and connecting with people. i use the
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gazing, and then alternate if desired. Notice even the person who is just gazing
may still feel actively involved in the conversation. It may not be a hard stare,
they can wander and move around noticing what feels natural. The gazing
person is still benefiting. They are less desperate or anxious for a verbal
entrance into the conversation. They are relaxed and actually more likely to find
something to say when they wish.
You can feel this connection by looking directly at someone or indirectly,
peripherally. At times direct gazing can be intimidating but peripheral may still be
an option.
In-between Moments
For me a lot of the biophoton stuff involves an intangible benefit, such as
if Im at a party and dont feel like interacting yet, I can just stand on the side
lines, no self-consciousness, and feed off energy. There is less fear about what
are we going to do what are we doing to do. Less need to cling desperately to a
friend. Getting more out of in-between spaces. Half of the reason being a
wallflower feels bad is because we think it is bad. That creates fear and paralysis.
Learn that gazing a people is actually enjoyable. If someone says hey you why
arent you talking thats their problem, for perpetuating the mind mode. They
are not intentionally doing this, they may want to connect but unintentionally
make you feel bad. Smile but dont conform to a purely talking centered
approach. Do not live in fear of that person. Just say meh. We think confidence
means talking all the time, but that just becomes fear of people saying why arent
you talking. We focus so much on the talking, other types of connection dont
happen.
I promote a peaceful flowing into social spaces, less pressure on needing
clever words. Enjoying other types of nonverbal interaction. Less about what your
doing, more about how you feel doing it. Taking pressure off the mind frees the
channel for heart energy. Less need to have everything you say be a complete
or finished idea. Just the act of talking feels good, with pauses or other noticings
mixed in. Sparks thoughts in others. Laughing because you thought something
was funny, feels good, to others also. When Im waiting in line, when the group
cant decide what to do, Im feeding off the energy. Im still benefiting.
Notice moments when others are looking to meet someones eyes. They
were thinking or talking about something funny, they are looking for someone to
share the moment with. Meet their eyes, you dont even have to say anything,
just think about what they said / why its funny, let it cheer you up too.
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Magnetic Energy
Energy (human heart energy) tends to be magnetic; it has polarities of
positive or negative that both have a strong pull, a contagious effect. Fear is
contagious. But so is positive energy. In addition its hard to stay neutral about
everything. We try to be neutral, but that pulls us towards the negative. I was
always someone who had no opinions about everything, and instead of this
being a great thing, it was actually despair. I could never connect with anyone.
We tend to tolerate this stagnant neutrality when we are alone, but when with
friends (or wooing a soulmate) we feel this instinct to have fun, to take action,
create energy. I believe humans need to float on a type of constant gentle
positive awareness or feed, flow of energy within them and between them an
others or the environment.
Every observation, thought, action, event, is an electrical reaction, with a
subtle effect. Positive reactions draw up the electro-magnet of the human heart.
Play. Fun free associating thoughts. Repeating something funny, to
yourself, out loud, because it sounded funny. Exploring your environment.
Receiving energies from crowds of strangers (just being in the space) and from
friendships. This fills your cells with light energy, inner energy you dont have to
fake. If you have an off day. Expose yourself. Imi having a hard time Let loved
ones support you. Let the community energy, even stranger energy, supports
you. Show wherever you are feeling, dont feel you have to act like everything is
ok. At first some people may not like it. that guy didnt act happy. Yet you
maintain a subtler connection. It is different yet they will start to appreciate you.
They too will feel comfortable to take off a need to act. To expose however they
feel. Feeling happy when it comes. Not feeling required to hide sadness and act
happy on the behalf of others.
We become uplifted by a magnetic force, that at its best does not require
effort. Other times we need effort to get by, to set up events where we can feel
effort-less. At times making an effort can compensate if we are feeling low
energy, but still want to reach out. Yet by tapping into powerful magnetic energy,
there is a point where we have to drop the effort and let the energy carry us.
Thinking we need effort actually holds down the magnetic energy.
Say something just because it feels good to speak. Your voice is an
instrument. Energetic communication. You are sending subtle positive waves. I
may say something energetically and intellectually at the same time. There is a
fun idea that I am sharing, and at the same time, there is the sound of my voice,
the way I feel. I say hard day at work? and there is a connected feeling in my
heart, maybe a pleasant thought in my head. Attention on enjoyment. The verbal
and the energetic are happening at the same time. ..Even if there is no real
intellectual component, saying something will still uplift the mood. It feels good.
Needing a reason to talk to someone, that is a ball and chain, play is your
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reason. The subtle human light energy benefit is your reason. It feels good in a
subtle yet increasing way.
Positive energy between people will feel right and magnetic, but dont fear
the pause. If the energy peters out, if you run out of things to say. Dont feel you
have to force more. Notice subtler types of connection. The other person may reacclimate to you.
Maybe Im talking to one person, but feel a subtle connection with 5
people. The connection isnt accomplishing anything drastic, but there is an
energetic benefit, that eventually has a physical uplift.
The group may be in stress, but slowly, subtly you can shift it. It feels like
an unbreakable wall, only because we dont notice this subtle connection that is
already there, and builds over time. We can gently shift it into connection, with
any or every component of our being. Our voice, thoughts, attitude, calm gaze.
At many social events there may be an intellectual field of mind energy,
rapid chatter, these vortexes of mind energy.. But I go with a sense of Im just
going to enjoy this and ultimately that is what everyone else wants as well. We
think we want too sound smart, to accomplish things, but what we want
underneath it all is to feel good. That trumps all. That intention to enjoy can shift
the group, from mind to heart energy modes. Stronger heart energy actually
increases intellectual capacity, when focusing too much on mind based
communication, the tangible self validations, without relaxing into the field, can
drain energy. I believe human destiny is to mirror the quantum state where
particles are always in motion. The ideal state may be a type of dance. A wild
and free dance of human relation.
Dont feel a need to justify everything. Play is your excuse to take action.
Doing nothing is not the alternative to validation-seeking conversation, play is
the alternative. It can be a bit random, it doesnt always need logical continuity. If
youre at a store with a friend, pull out a random magazine that reminded you of
something.
Positive focusing doesnt have to mean repeating to myself stay positive
stay positive stay positive. That can work. But I encourage you, focusing on the
positive can literally mean doing anything you enjoy, or finding enjoyment in
anything. Whatever random thing brings you the most happiness at this time.
Whatever random thing the group most wants to do, that is reasonably safe and
fun for everyone involved. When you do what you love, focus attention towards
what you love, that is the most dynamic and powerful kind of positive magnetic
energy. Repeating to your self positive positive positive or fuzzy cat fuzzy cat
fuzzy cat (that is better because there is imagery there (a cat)). This is good. But
doing, thinking about, visualizing, speaking, what you love, is even better. Play
generates energy. Lots of repetition feels safe, but too much repetition ceases to
be play. Though a playful or light conducting person will experience greater
enjoyment even from a single pleasure, they seek variety, even when the do the
same thing, they way they enjoy it may be a bit different each time. Play is taking
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off the training wheels of constantly repeating self-help tactics in your head, play
is letting your feelings guide you more often. Knowing the physics of human light
and play, I can spend more time enjoying life, empowered to do what I want, and
less time feeling confused or powerless. Seeing these energetic currents of light
and play around us provides a simpler solution for many of our struggles.
The biophotonic being can resolve practical problems, but at the same
time he knows exactly when to disengage and not be overburdened by negative
energy. Sometimes he may be balancing many things, other times totally blissed
out. Also it is possible to appear and feel blissful, and at the same time be
computing lots of information. New situations may bring challenges, he doesnt
let challenges hold him back, but at the same time he does not seek pain or
suffering itself. He seeks fun and connection and handles challenges when they
arise.
Even when preforming chores, work, handling difficult situations, the
biophotonic being is always finding the best in it, maintaining a positive energy
core in their heart, her energy is not compromised. It is more difficult for them to
become exhausted, because they are constantly generating deep vital (internal
body) energy through a playful state of being. It may not always be an outward
playfulness, but often simply an internal optimistic view.
They dont seek suffering, pain, but by riding these invisible energy
currents within and around us, being optimistic, looking for the positive, work
seems less difficult, and even enjoyable. This optimistic or fun focused view
generates a positive feed back loop, an energetic inertia (momentum) in the
heart itself; it becomes easier to stay feeling good.
Relating to others as feeling beings first that sounds hard long day? etc.
Visualizing the other persons emotional experience. how you would feel in their
shoes. This creates many ways to relate, or lets you know when to simply be
there, be present. Dong this is still fun, because Im sparking new connections,
surfacing interesting memories I or they may have forgotten. hard day at work?
this may sound negative, but its not if it helps someone express something, its
an interaction, something new may be illumined, or it just feels good, the point is
you are meeting the person where they are at, its easier to talk about what is
already on their mind, topics that are already in the air. Also you can often offer
some information, something fun or random you did, you are creating energy.
Sometimes asking too many questions is stressful, sometimes asking many
questions can also remind someone of how incompetent they are, or what is
missing in their life. The past may not be a pleasant place to visit even for a
moment. If the past looks gloomy, you can offer information, create something
new Then hone in on passionate topics.
Your very existence can spread a type of positive reconditioning to others,
just being together/around you, a type of experience is being created. While
creating the experience, there is also benefit in at times, weaving these ideas into
the conversation, bringing up topics like - play, how we read expressions when
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we are in fear, feeling worthy. talking about this stuff brings it into the global field
of consciousness. A confident person is not afraid to bring this stuff up, to admit
weakness, being vulnerable. Notice by brining up these topics, even if you get
very little response, now they are in the air, notice people may be thinking about
it, telling a positive story makes people feel better, even if they dont say
anything.
Play in Conversation
Go to an event or fair. Find someone who looks mildly relaxed. Approach
them without needing a reason. Play is your reason. Perhaps play sounds silly.
Then think of it in a subtle way. Play is your ability to enjoy.
Walk up to someone and say I love your art (if theyre painting) or I love
you outfit. Even if youre not an artist, or clothing designer, they may be happy
just to see someone is interested. It gives them a chance to tell someone what
they are doing, why they are doing it. It feels like a connection has happened.
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Create positive associations with going to social events or work. I feel good
about it even before Ive arrived. Instead of feeling i should do this but I really
dont want to, negative thoughts that drain you. Visualize things you do enjoy
about work/events, or recall past good experiences going as far back as
childhood, even if it was just one time, a moment.
Bring up topics you enjoy. Ask questions. Talk about what they enjoy. Gaze
and listen without worrying about a response. Focus on pleasant sensations. In
terms of what you say, try different ways at it. Allow you mind to relax, and as you
focus on pleasant sensations, see what thoughts surfaces. Visualize what the
other person is feeling. Even if you forget what your talking about. Do not be
embarrassed about forgetting. keep taking in positive observations inspired by
your environment, focusing on pleasant sensations, then another random thought
or thread enters your mind. turn that into conversation. Im hoping to check out
that booth. this occurs to you. oh are you an artist? they say Actually Im a
writer That reminds me of this interesting show when they did ____ Its
interesting the way everyone here is _____ as you relax into the conversation,
more things start occurring to you. You start having preceptive thoughts and
observations. look at the way that person is doing that that reminds me of
they must be feeling these video games look cool, Im sad I havent played
them, but now im noticing they are all direct copies of Mario. you start having
more complex perceptions without trying to. do you want to watch this show with
me? are you hungry? lets go play that dancing game. One moment Im
having complex perceptions, the next im saying lets eat or look at that funny
cat over their. Im not attached to sounding intelligent. More neurons are firing,
but this is a product of having fun, and not actually because im trying to sound
intelligent. the neuron firings themselves are play, vibrational genesis.
These are exercises to un-condition the entertaining mode of
conversation. Ask them if they want to hang out again, get a contact, but notice
how much enjoyment comes out just in the present, even in a five minute
interaction.
Or maybe were walking side by side, and my mind drifts a bit, Im having
all kinds of complex perceptions, even while keeping the other person in my
awareness. Wondering about this persons childhood. Noticing the way that
person guarding the door over there is inhibiting the rooms energy. Noticing the
flow of energy in the room or area, the quality of the connection. I may be
noticing all this, but all I say is do you want to go dancing on Tuesday? not even
related to what I was thinking. All these other noticings may not even come up in
the conversation. Yet they are fun and relaxing, it feels good to let loose like this
at times. And maybe later on, something I had pondered comes into the
conversation. I only noticed it because i was focusing on fun and feeling relaxed.
Allow your mind to wander when your around people, while at the same
time feeling the energy benefit of the people. Even while youre in conversation,
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you mind may wander a little. We focus intensely on each other out of a wanting
to connect, yet all this focusing actually creates stress, and makes us less
preceptive. This free floating awareness, while being physically with people,
allows us to connect to our own being, while being with others.
After many experiences now my mind has a greater backlog of interesting
topics and ways to connect I can re-access more quickly. Also my body has built
a muscle memory for connection. Many things may happen, or click on, at certain
times, while i may not be thinking about it. My body has an instinct. Being social
feels natural, desirable, something to look forward to. I just spend time hanging
around but my body is learning things, subconscious learnings that happen. My
mind records information without me trying to. When im in a state of play or
pleasant enjoyment, my mind may remember all kinds of things about people,
that I can use the next time we meet. The playful mindset makes the information
click.
It seems confusing on the surface, that there are two different types of
high energy. 1. There is this sort of forced energy, and outward enthusiasm'. Its
energy yet hands are shaking, fear is behind it. 2. And then there is this deep
heart energy that arises between people over time. Circulates, flows
accumulates. Enhanced by play. Gradually it surpasses the first. Yet at its best
may only be a function of the group, or of two people.
There are a bunch of different awareness tools here, with time one gets the
hang of what works best at what time, and in what situation. Adjusting the relax
meeter and the play meeter in you being to what best fits. Noticing what your
eyes and body what to do. Things that seem scary at first, but turn out not to be.
All these chapters are describing a similar thing, currents of light and play,
from different perspectives, and in different situations. Its meant to be used in a
go out an experience this stuff way, and then come back and reference the
book. Read chapters in any order. Re-read. Have it read too you (the
NaturalReader program will do this) while you play Zelda, whatever.
Note some of my terms are a bit clunky, if I was feeling better I might try to
write more from the perspective of the reader. Some of my place holder terms
may not describe the details of your subjective experience.
For example, when I started reaching out to more people after college. I
spend most of this time communicating in an anxious way. But I might not notice
it, because that was the only way I knew how to communicate. I was not relaxed,
but i had never actually experienced feeling relaxed in relation to people, so I
wouldnt even know what relaxed means. ..I wanted to be a master
conversationist, which is a fine goal. But I only focused on the verbal, and my
external actions - I didnt notice the way I was feeling. I focused a lot on
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improving myself, on what I was doing wrong, this effected my energy. I said
one thing, my body felt another.
You can use conversation techniques that is good, but at the same time, by
calmly drawing attention to pleasant observations, thoughts, and feelings, while
being around people, notice fear, but coming back to the pleasant Slowly one
taps into a different type of connected feeling, used in addition to talking.
At first being social felt like this impossibly complicated thing for me, but by
feeling into the underlying forces, it may actually become simple.
What you discover may not even be the way our culture communicates.
I realize introducing too much information too soon (or certain words vs
others) may induce overwhelm, this book itself should create an experience of
safety and play for the reader. I try to avoid words that remind one of fear or self
doubt.
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Maybe you were watching this video on your off time, it felt insignificant,
but the act of taking about it, it becomes significant. Now it sparks ideas in
others, positive imagery. Your voice, sounds melodic. It is action, where
otherwise there would have been inaction. You and the other person are both
gradually accumulating positive energy.
come across as me being shy. But her mind is a bit boggled. The act has been
disconnected from the heart field connection. She was expecting me to make eye
contact again. But when i didnt something shifts. She thinks maybe they didnt
care weather or not i was acting happy. We keep talking, and there is this sense
of dropping the act. she start to realize that even if she exposes her tired face I
wont be offended. this takes off the stress. this happens not from a mystery
dating tactic, but because i was relaxed and making perceptions about what she
was feeling. im also used to seeing these common patters in the way we relate
in our culture, this acting happy that comes from fear. I expect this, so it gives a
window into what people are thinking. You can see where their triggers will be
before they can. Disengage or avoid their triggers. And reach intimate heart
connection quite quickly. I respond positively to what lights them up, even if its
something new to me. i trust them that it must be interesting, it builds positive
energy between us. she tells us the rules for signing up, their philosophy, etc. we
are thinking about starting a space similar to this ourselves i say, i weve in
something about myself.
I also tend to expect this information based communication. i walk into a
party, enjoying the energy, my eyes meet someone, now they are talking to me
very exuberantly, which is fine, but there is actually fear behind it. i know this
because this is a common pattern, im not a mind reader, im already watching
out for this type of thing, so I notice the signs. It feels a bit stressful to talk and
think this fast. So I just gaze at them and think about how nice their face looks.
They notice I dont have a response, but they feel a strong sense of connection,
so they forgive me. Or maybe they keep talking, just because it feels good, they
don't notice im not keeping up. But maybe they start to relax and slow down, and
now I am keeping up. ..Or maybe they think are you stupid and they start
speaking really slow. But then I look away. and they think no hes not stupid he
actually doesnt care or I say something that shows i actually heard everything
they said. then they start to feel embarrassed. maybe im the weird one, talking
too fast with an awkward vibe. they think. But because i am putting off a clam/
positive vibe, enjoying myself, enjoying my surroundings, they still feel a heart
connection with me, so they arent offended. This is something new, they are a bit
boggled, yet it feels good. Now the speaking and heart connection are
disconnecting to be two separate yet independently valuable things. These are
ways of disengaging anxiety based communication in others or myself. Maybe
they walk away. We talk to other people. Later they come back, and because
they felt a connection, they share something random or personal.
Maybe someone is seeking lots of attention from people, saying loud
things that dont quite make sense, to get attention. I actually decided to pay lots
of attention to them in general, gazing near them, at them, thinking positive
thoughts, but the moment they seem like there trying to get attention in this
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anxious way, in that moment I look away. Then when they stop I slowly look back,
sending subtle energy that my body normally emits. This boggles the pattern.
Now anxiety or stress is no longer associated with getting attention/feeling
connected in their brain. They start to feel a sense they are already connected on
some other level. Maybe this is just a taste. But doing this for hours in groups,
could change a person completely. Im not doing this to say look at my clever
psychoanalysis of you. Its more of a compassion for them and myself, feeling
type thing, I may notice these things, yet not say a word.
Even when I look away, or dont have a response, it may just come across
as shy, yet it is effective that now the person feels connected, in a way that dose
not only depend on words. they feel other types of connection to me. then words
are reintroduced, but the anxiety isnt there.
Our eyes meet, but Im not fear flashing flashing energy at them. I
embrace the energy that is already there. Exposing what is there. This becomes
the foundation for greater more sustainable energy to arise and enter my body.
Not just an outward flash or beaming but a direct connection of heart energy
we feel circulating between us, and feeding us. Subtle at first but stable and
lasting. It becomes increasingly strong, yet requires no effort. Beaming energy is
ok from time to time, but i am not restricted only to this or to acting happy before
i feel it. Feeling subtler levels of energy connection. When your my body absorbs
enough energy, you radiate light. Im not trying to beam energy, yet my body is
emitting lots of energy, it is already beaming now. Your body and eyes will emit a
beam that is more powerful then can be produced by stress, even though you're
not trying to. We have to be with people, and yet at the same time not be pulled
or triggered into their patterns. thats what eluded me for so long, it is tricky, but
possible when you see many of these patterns are very simple, and the light
energy that we truly seek is all around us, subtle, but with rising force. We think
we need effort or stress in how we relate, and this makes us less likely to
conduct/channel the really high levels of energy. To become the effortless. the
massive magnetism that other animals might use to unite the herd, or the energy
of children, performers, or enlightened beings.
Energetic Subtext
Notice these energetic reactions, there is more happening underneath the
verbal level. Notice that speaking in a melodic way can actually create a slightly
uplifting energy in the people around you, regardless of what you are saying, you
could say the exact same thing in a non-melodic tone, and have a negative or
indifferent reaction in others. Also recognize saying something while thinking a
negative thought vs saying something while thinking a positive thought. For
example if someone walks over to me and says what are you doing? and I say
well Im drawing this cartoon but im thinking Ive been working on this for
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months, its still not going anywhere then i feel bad about it, the other person
feels that vibe in my voice and being. If I say Im drawing this cartoon i could
say the same thing, but if Im thinking, I have this great vision, I love this
character then there is a spark in my eye. the other person sees that, and they
are reminded of something your cartoon reminds me of this other artist! now
you have a conversation, and possible future conversations - created not just by
words, but by thoughts (and feelings).
If someone insults me (implies something negative about me, etc) and
then I think why .. does .. this person .. always insult me. Or I sigh dammit.
Now I may actually be creating more negative energy, I am participating in their
negative. Recognize there is a lot of subtle unintended insulting etc happening,
sometimes the best solution is just to disengage, to not identify with it, its them,
not me. They are not trying to offend me, they are actually suffering inside their
own pattern, so they cant see that their words hurt. I even have compassion for
them. If I take offense at every little thing, then I am being dragged down into it,
into the drama. If I act like nothing happened, then my body continues generating
positive energy. Most often people are not trying to hurt you, so i try to recognize
the positive intention in them, and connect with that. Something that was said felt
untrue, but instead of being triggered into anger, I maintain the positive field (or
peaceful) so that the person or group feels communication has taken place. The
heart to heart connection takes priority, so I often cant identify with the clumsy
wording.
Recognize that by being in this playful state (outwardly in your body, or
just in the way you view the world), others may benefit from the energy you are
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producing (this vibrational genesis). They may appreciate your presence (from
friends, to strangers sitting near by), even if they dont give overt signs of
approval. You are creating energetic reactions just by the type of thoughts you
think, the sound of your voice. These subtle energies that come from enjoying
your natural being, they befit other people. That benefit circulates back to you.
There is liberation in not being chained to overt signs of approval form others;
noticing subtle levels of connection, subtle ways you positively effect other
people, by enjoying your own experience, or tuning into them.
We enter into the mind to find information, a source of play, but we
rhythmically check back in with the heart. What am I feeling. What are they
feeling. Im not stuck in the trap of constantly impressing entertaining. Im able
to weave between offering a fun observation / making conversation (mind
information) (the play component), and a low stress feeling (heart) connection
(the biolight (biophoton) component). Theres a duality here thats understandably
confusing. But when we get the hang it feels easy. Expressing speech (having a
few topics, etc), and still touching back in with how Im feeling, how theyre
feeling.
It may sound like a lot, 1. acting with awareness of the benefit of this
biophoton energy on some level produced by people around you, 2. staying in a
state of play, (3.5) noticing the rise of my own energy level, 3. and the energy
level and emotional/phycological state of another person, or possibly several
people, or even more; doing all this at once. Noticing how different people are
effecting each other, what they may be thinking and why. My play flow is in
harmony with another persons play flow. I believe that doing this should start
to feel natural with repeated experience. It becomes instinctive to the heart. Its
more like surfing music or dancing, then it is like math or tedious calculation. It
becomes intuitive. A lot of complex stuff appears to be happening, deep
conversations, poetic speech, but underneath it is a simpler phenomena of light
and play. you can try your hardest to keep up with all the complexity, and never
reach it, or you can embrace light and play, and generate connection without
trying very much at allThats the thing about play, all this activity feeds play, it
is fun. When the body is charged with biolight, enlivened with play, perception
increases, it becomes easier to manage more information if needed, and requires
no effort; it is the opposite, it is filling. If it just feels like effort then it will feel that
way for others too. If it is filling, then it will be filling for others. Mutual benefit.
receiving this energy it becomes possible to perceive all kinds of things, without
trying to, such as at times knowing what someone is thinking or feeling by
various clues. Biolight and vibrational genesis (play) allows the body to feel more,
and the mind to process more. Turning into many factors at once. These
perceptions make it easier to tune into different people. To find the easiest way to
flow with a particular person.
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This subtle effect between people is going on all the time; sound energy,
light energy, conversation, movement. This subtle benefit. It may not need to be
any more than that, subtle, yet Im always taking note of it. Because over time it
is building up, circulating to more people and back to me, it becomes quite
powerful. This small uplifting effect, becomes a major source of energy. Even
though its subtle you can feel it over time, the biolight benefit is unmistakable;
the way it increases perception, sensation, colors look brighter, and there is
increased magnetism with people. The body feels more alive. Food on its own,
other sources of fuel, dont produce this type of feeling and effect, although food
is also necessary of course. Over time the effect is powerful. When the cells
have absorbed this energy, it may be possible to magnetize large groups of
people, visibly improve someones mood (proportional to how much energy your
cells have previously absorbed), compute lots of information. This comes largely
from light and biolight energy and play.. other sources - sound, food, exercise, on
their own, dont replace this effect.
Noticing subtler and nonverbal levels of connection. Your kite is chained
down by the intellectual it thinks it needs to be. I can never get truly
high. ..People want to feel connected, and that doesnt necessarily involve
words. When words happen from time to time as play but are no longer an
obligation. Then you are free to gaze and look where you want to. More energy is
free to circulate in the group. There may be a kind of exposing or nakedness in
this, but then it starts to feel good. Your energy is effecting other people,
wherever you go, which means unexpected things could happen, and yet this
connection is how we survive as a species, it will start to feel good, worth the
unknown of it. Someone might walk right up to you and say I like your shirt!
this seems scary because we cant predict that it will happen. Yet it feels good, so
we start to look forward to these unpredicted interactions. When you put out a
safe energy, people feel comfortable walking right up to you. This is needed to
get truly uplifted. To conduct massive healing energy. If the public thing seems
too scary, you can still get quite high (energetically) doing this with just your
friends or family.
Supporting/Connecting to the Group Field
I walk into a social event, and five people look at me, I could introduce
myself to each one, but instead I just enjoy the feeling of their eyes, and say
hey, maybe im thinking about how sexy I am (positive focus). and thats it. then
maybe i sit down at a table with 5 totally different people, because they seem
chill. But there still is a connection with the first group I can return to, there cool
with me. And even just a moment feels good. Now a girl I just met is showing me
a picture of her dog. I focus on the cuteness of the dog. She talks about the dog.
I listen and respond to what lights the person up. I visualize her with her dog. And
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Another day I bring a new comic book with me to the group (this was an
anime meetup). I have only read the first five pages, but because it is new, I bring
it, it sparks discussion. Stimulates positive thoughts/feelings in myself and others.
In the past I would have thought I dont really understand what this book is
about I dont know as much about comics as these experts if I bring it it will
draw unwanted attention Im not really that smart conversation is all about
being smart. What I cant see is the negative thoughts and bad self image keep
me down. - Now theres none of that. Negative is not just removed but replaced
with positive.
Now someone is talking about what they want to dress up as for
halloween. Instead of just using my intellectual brain, Im visualizing the
costumes as we talk. That helps me feel good, puts a smile on my face. there is a
positive feed back loop happening. someone sees my interest and says maybe
we could all go as super-heros. Maybe I think Im more of a samurai. We take
out our phones are are showing each others pictures of costume ideas. I notice
this other girl is interested in an anime type thing I aline with. Yet maybe Ill still
go with the super-hero thing if it turns out thats more fun for the group.
Massive Magnetism
Stand in a group space, bar, park, coffee shop, and soak up the energy.
Meet someones eyes across the room (noticing someone may be looking
to meet someones eyes, you find them), see this alone as being enjoyable.
Maybe they say that guy/girl is cute/cool and you didnt even do anything. Now
they are talking about you. Thinking about you.
At the same time their is no commitment. If they walk up and talk to you
later, and you think actually this person just wants me for my body you can just
reject them. Eye contact with strangers may seem intimate if you new to it. But it
is actually totally normal. You dont owe them anything. The moment in itself is all
it needs to be.
Maintain this state of play and human light awareness (being in a social
space). Maybe for you play is thinking about work. Maybe its a creative project.
Your passion. A good book. Ponder this in the social setting. Notice the rise in
energy. Or more active play, walk in the park, observe whats around you. Play
sports. Music. Notice the rise in energy within you as you do various activities
through the week. Look for moments of eye contact during conversation, as you
play a game, on the street. Focus on positive thoughts sensations.
To get to the point where youre magnetizing large groups, you really have
to see people as energetic first and intellectual second. If Im trying to have a
conversation with every person I look at, or look near, then it is more stressful.
You can touch someones soul, effect their energetic being, with your eyes alone.
It becomes easier the more light your cells absorb.
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You could absorb energy from an entire group but channel it all to one
person. They are manny options. Energetically connecting to people, yet not
feeling obligated to connections that start to feel one sided. Connect to an entire
group, without really looking or talking to them, just feeling it. Other times you
actively connect. Feeling these other modes first makes it easy to talk to an
entire group if you want to, or reach any one person.
Maybe youre attracting more people, and have to draw lines at times. At
times simply drawing your focus inwards may word off unwanted attention, other
times, you allow your focus to expand back out, when you are interested.
Community&Play
Environments
The environment or living space should support community and cheerful/
pleasant relation. Organize your house to support this. A spaciousness, colorful,
well lit, windows, comfortable chairs, inspiring objects (mediums though which to
interact), books, board games, a trampoline; this supports play/interaction.
I recommend going about ones day with an awareness of these energies
emitted by people, seeing if it brings a subtle uplifted feeling. Keeping your focus
on what is fun or fascinating about what you are up to. Thinking I love the way
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______ for example. Visualizing it, or noticing things in your environment that
spark energy or peaceful feelings. This cultivates a strong inner core. Notice rises
in good heart feelings. Bring awareness to a sense of basic goodness and
worthiness; see if you can induce this and see if you can keep it with you. See if
the positive observations or thoughts create a momentum or inertia, longer
lasting good feelings, it becomes easier to sustain good feelings.
Take up space and enjoy yourself while around others, without being
overly concerned with what youre doing or why youre doing it. Many of us are
too self conscious to let loose on this level, and our vibrational/energetic nature is
never accessed, we arent even aware we can tap into this growing free energy.
This simple but important and all too rare quietly of being may not be accessed
through the mind or by force of will, but arises over time through connection and
play.
Living for the Rise
I suggest going to public spaces, malls, airports, sitting down and just
getting a feel for this energy. Throwing parties, or hang out space meetups. We
create environments for this type of connection. It wants to happen, when the
environment and attitude support it, it blossomed forth. A renaissance fair. A
concert. Sit back an enjoy it. Draw attention to this energy. Talk and dont talk.
Bring attention to pleasant things around you, and pleasant sensations within.
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live longer, stay youthful, have great skin, radiate healing energy, attract what
you want, with less effort, feel great.
- Zack Zwiebel 2015
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