THE JOY OF

LIVING

THE JOY OF

LIVING
ALINA KOPEK

Copyright 2015 Alina Kopek

All rights reserved.
Copyright 2015 Self Publishing
Cover image :
Pulbere de stele, Simona Sitru
Copy editor:
Liviu Stoica
ISBN 978-606-8669-68-7
Bucharest 2015

Cuprins

Foreword..........................................................................7
Dedicated to Us All .........................................................9
Dedication and acknowledgments ................................11
Preface............................................................................15
All That Is Is Now ......................................................15
What Does this Book Reveal ?......................................16
About the Author .......................................................17
1. The truth is simple : Enjoy Life ............................21
2. The Mind Heart Harmony .....................................27
3. Balance is Harmony..................................................43
4. What is a Master ? .....................................................55
5. What is our mission on planet Earth ? .....................59
6. How to experience the mission : The Joy to live .63
7. How do we return to being children ? ....................73
8. The One state of consciousness :
Creation in Unity ......................................................99
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9. The One Creation. What are we creating

at this time ? ............................................................113
10.The Joy of living the New Earth of Children .....121
Epilogue .......................................................................125
Bibliography ................................................................129

Foreword

This book was born from the joy of the endless being,
knowing that everything is perfect just as it is Here and
Now... Through the choice to see the beauty of the Light that
We all are throughout the world, with the eyes of our soul...
Written with the Joy of my Soul, this book expresses my
journey on the road of rediscovering the Truth of What We
Are, by experiencing Everything That Is and nothing more .
While taking this journey, allow yourselves to take it with
your soul...
Who knows ?
Perhaps you will find parts of the journey you have been
on up to this point, as well... .
You may discover something new, wonderful, something
you may feel you want to experience, by playing just as child
would... a different game, a different story... .
You may then see That Which Is from a different perspective...
You may discover that we do not know everything we believe we know...
You may decide to question what you think you already
know...
You may choose to question the contents of this book...
You may decide to make different choices Here and Now...
Choices born out of the Beings Joy TO BE...
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You may choose to return to being a child, experiencing

All That Is Here and Now by playing...
You may simply have an enjoyable reading experience...
You may not experience anything new at all...
You may discover... just as I did... that Everything is possible... by playing the same way a child would... with curiosity and the joy to rediscover All That Is Here and Now...
knowing that everything that was is no longer valid... and,
in such openness, while allowing ourselves to know that we
hardly know anything at all, infinite possibilities will be revealed to us... new roads, that have yet to be followed, will
open before us, inviting us to live new and unique experiences, of All That Is Here and Now...
You may decide to Re-create All that Is with the Joy of Life
that a child has...
You may choose to be Joy Here and Now...
You may simply choose... To Be ...
You may...

Dedicated to Us All

A wonderful flower is born...

And the flower rises... under the Light of the Sun...
It does nothing... but enjoy the moment
Now... in Unity with All That Is...
Playing like a Child...
Singing like a Bird...
Dancing like a Dolphin... to the Music of Life...
Dreaming like a Star... knowing that Everything is Possible...
Recreating All That Is... Here and Now...
And being... Its beauty lights up everything...
In its presence, everything becomes Light...
I hope We Will Choose to Be the Flowers That We Are Here and
Now,
Enjoying the Journey .
A rose for Everyone, whether you are Now reading these lines or
not, I Love you just As You Are...
Thank you !
Alina

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Dedication and
acknowledgments

In the memory of my husband Thomas and of Simona

Sitru, with All the Love inside my Heart and with Deeply
Felt Thanks for their guidance through Love, Inspiration,
Understanding and Compassion.
Deeply Felt Thanks for my Mother Nana and the wonderful friends who have a special place inside my soul, Aurora
and Adrian, who have always been by my side, with their
Love, supporting me with their Joy, Light and Understanding,
inspiring me with their company and encouraging me to go
on.

Friends of the Soul...

Love you unconditionally

They accept you just as you are here and now and allow you
to do the same for them...
They are always by your side, no matter what happens, and
allow you to do the same for them...
They let you see and feel their soul, their heart, allowing you
to share your life with them...
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They bring out the best in you, they make you give your best
and allow you to do the same for them...
They support you and believe in the fulfillment of your dreams
and allow you to do the same for them...
They are simply by your side, enjoying your company, and allow you to do the same for them... without any words...

Thank you for existing !

I would also like to thank Dr. Eric Pearl, Mrs. Andrei
Ivanov and Mrs. Cecilia Samms from the bottom of my
heart, for their Presence, Joy and Inspiration.
Thank you to everyone challenging me during my journey, for giving me the possibility to grow as a person.
Thank you to everyone who motivated me, supporting
me to go on.
I would like to thank Life for this book born from the
Joy of my Soul.
I am grateful and very glad to have the opportunity to
share the Joy of this book with All of You !
May Light guide your Hearts with Love, Understanding,
Compassion and Inspiration in the Light of making the
act of BEING come alive.

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Let the music of life guide you

where your Heart is... knowing that
what becomes Truth is what We are prepared
to remember as True.
Alina Kopek

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Preface

ALL THAT IS IS NOW

I am happy to present this book to you now, that was born
from the Joy of Being To be , illustrating the authors
journey in discovering the Truth that We Are, Here and Now.
I am Joyous to be part of the authors journey in this
plane and others, who I have met in person, at the beginning of 2013.
Back then, she was on the road to finding What We All
Are, Light...
It was a winter day, in January.
Just like I do every month, I was holding my conference in
Dalles Hall on the first Monday... At the end of the conference,
I know she came to see me together with our friend Adrian,
wanting to meet me... With her bright and happy eyes, she
told me that she was glad to be there and thanked me for the
autograph I had given her on my book, Channeling... Without
even thinking, I told her, We will see each other again...
And, indeed, we saw each other a few days later, when I had
the pleasure of discovering people, events and experiences
connecting us on the road of our Here and Now experience.
And we have been sharing the Joy that We Are, ever since,
experiencing new and wonderful things and enjoying Life.
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WHAT DOES THIS BOOK REVEAL ?

What this book reveals is a full spectrum of All That Is,
revealed and reflected through personal experience.
From the perspective of the child, with its unlimited
openness and acceptance that Everything is possible, with
the Joy of Life, the author reveals to us the Path of Love, Joy,
Peace, and Silence, from her perspective, as she walks the
path of life.
What is New, is the abandonment, the challenge for Us
All to start creating Here and Now, knowing that All That
Was is no longer valid.
And, in this openness, to allow ourselves to experience
That Which brings us joy, while being prepared to question
everything that no longer reflects the Truth of What We Are...
While being prepared to Create What We Are from our
Hearts...
The book reflects Life, As It Is, Wonderful , the Joy of
Acknowledging, of Remembering that All of Us :
Know the Truth...
Are One in Heart...
Are All Creators in Light, Peace, Joy, and Silence... when we
allow ourselves to listen, to let the music of life guide us where
Heart is...
The authors journey takes us from remembering the
Truth of What We Are, to living the Truth of I Am, each
moment of our lives...
The way to do so is described with understanding, compassion, humor, and joy, by summarizing the steps taking us
to where we are Joy, with wonderful examples, based on personal experiences.
What sets this book apart is the fact that it leaves all
doors open ; you will not find any firm rules here, but
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will be challenged to question everything, from your faith,

your own value systems, to the contents of this book...
And by consciously revising everything you think you
know, to decide once again for Yourselves :
What you want to experience
What you want to dream of
What you want to live
What you want to be,
knowing that what becomes Truth is what We are prepared to remember as True.
And in this openness, a childs play , by knowing that
anything is possible, we can make new choices, born from
the childs Joy To Be.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Who is she ?
Just like You, she is a person who wants to live a life of
peace, joy and love.
A wonderful human being, unique through her perspective of seeing the beauty, joy and greatness that we all are...
She is born in Bucharest, Romania, a wonderful country,
rich in dream-like landscapes, natural resources, history and
wonderful people, where she has lived the first 28 years of
her journey.
At the end of 2003, she decided to move to Germany, to
share 10 wonderful years with the man who was her husband, Thomas, and who, in 2013, decided to leave this plane.
It was a painful time for Alina, a turning point in her life,
with numerous questions that apparently had no answer.
In time, she became to understand that all that can be
done is to show understanding, compassion and peace
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together with other people who are sharing the same experience, and to live life with gratitude and by knowing that
each moment is precious.
During her journey in Germany, the author lived a wonderful life, rich in beauty, joy, unity, sharing unique and special experiences with honest, serene and kind people.

What does she like ?

To Be
To write , to travel, to share life with people who know
that everything is possible as long as we allow ourselves to
remain open, enjoying everything that is, just as it is.
With people who know that they are the directors of their
own lives, who know that when there is a will, there is a
way ; otherwise, everything is nothing more than an excuse.
There are so many things that bring us together. Her motto is : Let us focus on what we share, since there is so much
of it ! We are all wonderful human beings, parents, children,
grandparents, brothers, sisters... who want to be happy, to
live a wonderful and joyous life.
She loves children, even though she has none of her own,
as she is involved in various projects such as the Project dedicated to the Orphanage in Domneti. With the wonderful
children she found there, she organized a much expected
trip this spring, to the tomb of father Arsenie Boca.

What does her professional path look like ?

Having successfully graduated the Faculty of Cybernetics,
Statistics and Economic Computer Science with the
Academy of Economy Studies, in 2000, she made her contribution as a programmer in a transport company.
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In 2005, she began her activity working for Kaufland in

Germany, where she was received with understanding and
sincerity.
Her desire for professional and social development and
her passionate participation in ongoing projects gave her the
opportunity for constant development in the company, on all
levels.
In 2013, which is the same year we met, she participated
in the Program of Dr. Eric Pearl, becoming a Reconnective
Healing and Reconnection Practitioner. She continued
to be involved as a volunteer in Reconnective Healing and
Reconnection Programs, thus traveling together with Dr. Eric
Pearl and the Reconnection Team in Europe. A year later,
in 2014, she participated in the Program for the Renewal of
the Reconnective Healing and Reconnection Status, becoming a Reconnective Healing Foundational Practitioner and
a Reconnection-Certified Practitioner, as she is currently
practicing her profession in Germany.
At the same time, we continued to share our experience
of the joy of what we are.
She then went on to take seminars dedicated to different
topics that I held (NLP, SIMRA...), to which Alina was very
happy to participate.
With her insight, joy and curiosity to discover new things,
she continued to write about our Here and Now journey, sharing the Life That We Are, based on her personal experiences.
Aurora Sitru

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1. The truth is simple :

Enjoy Life
Life just is. .

THE TRUTH IS SIMPLE,

ENJOY LIFE, THAT IS ALL.
Divinity exists, it manifests itself in everything we perceive, both visible and invisible, material and immaterial...
in terms of our visual, sensory, acoustic or taste perception, where such perceptions can vary ; however, the feeling
of Silence and peace, of Unity with all that is, is unique...
the state where we know Everything is, that we are Silence,
Peace, Unconditional love, Joy, all of which result from the
source of infinity found in Everything and Everyone... This
is not conditioned by any external factor, but it simply is...
It was, is and always will be... it is Infinity, it is Life itself...
The Joy, experienced as peace and Silence, that cannot
be expressed in words, that cannot be defined, that has no
comparison... for how could we define, compare or explain
Infinity with the human mind ?... The source of remembering What We Are is in our Hearts, merely waiting for our
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awakening, for us to have that A-ha moment, when we are

ready to allow our soul to manifest, thus remembering the
Infinite Love and Light that We Are...
We come Here as beings of Light great and unique...
Sparks of divinity chosen for the dual game of One... and we
forget the greatness of what we are during our determined
time of infinity... We are given a body and hardware the
human mind and we forget who we are, to remember the
Divine Truth during out experiences on Earth... We start off
as children joyous and authentic, living in the current moment and guided by instinct, willing to explore, surprised,
innocent and open to everything the Universe has to offer...
The domestication process then begins, as the result of
external influences our families, society, belief systems, education systems, etc.
The way it happens ?... Children act on instinct ; they do
what they want, without considering, Is what I am doing
good ? Is it not good ? What will the result of my action be ?
They simply enjoy it. As they grow up, they notice, for example, that their parents, as well as others around them, have
certain definitions/expectations related to certain concepts of
what is beautiful, good, right, etc. Based on their desire
to be accepted and loved, they begin to acquire certain ways
of acting, of manifesting themselves, based on the value systems/expectations of individuals in their environment...
For example, the child notices that his/her parents are
very pleased when he/she wins all competitions it participates in. Naturally, this is an extreme example. Therefore,
he/she does everything he/she can, irrespective of whether
he/she enjoys it or not, simply to live up to the parents expectations. He/she begins to play roles, to resort to wearing
masks, which, in fact, is extremely tiring and emotionally exhausting. To put it plainly, they forget who they are, they
become inauthentic and, therefore, unhappy.
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It is worth noting that the intention of most people in our

lives is good, in their opinion. However, such intentions
are created based on value/belief systems, etc. that they have
acquired during their lives, based on their own experiences,
and they are individual and only partially true. By partially true, I mean that they are true for the person acquiring
them. They are the result of personal experience. And just
like each experience is unique, and life is dynamic and subject to continuous change, the openness to the multitude
of possible, quantic options is essential to live life as it is :
unique, dynamic, wonderful !
We continue as domesticated adults, where our level of
domestication is, naturally, reached in direct relation to our
external influences, our capacity to select information, our
capacity to remain aware...
We are a divine spark in a material body, with a human
mind, that, in the absence of any guidance of the heart, analyzes, investigates and draws conclusions in dual options (1
or 0). Imagine that our mind is the hardware of a computer, on which various software applications are installed : the
software of joy, the software of success, the software of acceptance, the software of peace, the software of judgment,
the software of imagination, etc. Is any of the abovementioned software True ? They are true to the extent that we believe them to be true. For who are they true ? For the individual acquiring them, the programmer and no one else... The
quality of the software depends on the level of domestication
that is reached, and our ability to be aware...
Here is an example : If we believe that not going to church
assigns the status of not being good to a person, of not being
accepted by God, of not being a wonderful, loving, etc. person, the acceptance software will be restricted, and, each time
we meet such individuals, instead of seeing the manifestation
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of therespective persons wonderful life, out first instinctive

impulse (most often without even being aware of it) will be
to judge the respective person as incomplete, insufficient,
according to our beliefs that are encoded in our acceptance
software/judgment software. At that time, we see everything
around us from the perspective of duality, through the eyes
of our ego (similar names : false self, temptation). What happens in that moment ? In that moment, we deny the perfection of creation, we forget who we are (Beings of Light in a
material body) and, by forgetting who we are, we become
unhappy, as our compulsive mind starts to attach labels, to
classify a human being as less good, etc. And, without even
realizing what is happening, we are already caught up in the
labyrinth of an unconscious mind ready to start a war of
dissatisfaction, aggression, and judgement, whose direct result is anything other than JOY. What can we do in that moment ? To do is, perhaps, an unsuitable word, as, in truth,
we are not doing anything as far as taking action is concerned. I have noticed that it is enough if, when experiencing the slightest discomfort, we become aware of it, we notice what we are feeling and we accept such feelings without
classifying them, without judging them. Simply imagine you
are watching a movie where You are one of the actors, and
you notice Yourself in the respective position, from a neutral
perspective. What will happen ? You will be amazed to notice
that the entire story created by the software inside your running mind is starting to come apart as, in that moment, You
no longer identify with the story, with the automated application saved as software on the hardware that is Your Mind. A
distance is created between You and the false problem that
was created, and you detach from it...
From an energy perspective, we allow the greatness that
is Life itself, to manifest, and we therefore also allow the
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reminder of what we are Light to simply expand... You

can consider this state of observation, of awareness that the
software improving the existing applications, deleting, updating and redefining all that is, is no longer useful to us...
How long do we live in this stage as domesticated adults ?
There are parameters influencing the duration, in terms of
the linear time perceived in duality... since, otherwise,
there is no time at all. Everything, Absolutely Everything
is happening this very moment thats right, Now, just as
you are reading these lines, beloved readers... There are numerous impulses, enabling buttons that can contribute
to setting off the process of awakening us from our collective sleep. One is the level of unhappiness and dissatisfaction
that we reach. When it becomes unbearable which is relative, since what is unbearable to one person can be acceptable or pleasing to another, etc. Another factor can be that of
a wonderful experience, when we enjoy a state of happiness
and joy that is not conditioned by any external factors and
we become aware and want to live each moment of our lives
differently in one word, we want to become divine grace.
Maria, a very close friend of mine, likes to say, I like days
when I feel happy without even knowing why .
This is the moment when our awakening process starts...
The beginning of rediscovering what we truly are Beings
of Light that have come Here to enjoy life... This is when the
search begins, as we are motivated by our desire to be happy, to feel good Here and Now... And we first of all realize
that we hardly know who or what we are, what we truly like,
what makes us happy, etc. The first major step is to be honest with ourselves.
What does being honest with ones self imply ? To be willing to acknowledge, to be aware, during each moment of
our lives, of the thoughts, feelings and beliefs we acquire.
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It sounds simple enough, however, they are sometimes so

well concealed, nicely packaged and provide such enjoyable comfort, that even their revision requires courage to start
what could very well lead to potential changes.
Here is an example : A person believes it is good
to always smile and be kind, even though, inside,
they feel the opposite of how they act. What is the
reasoning behind their action ? The belief of the respective person concerning what it means to be
good. They are acting out of false hope, going
against how they are feeling. Indirectly, they are not
being true to themselves. When becoming aware
of what they are doing, they can decide that being
truthful to ones self Being Ones self at each moment of their lives, gives them the freedom to act as
one is Here and Now.

It is important for us to understand that there is only one

Divine Truth : Life just is...

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2. The Mind Heart Harmony

You will feel the truth in your Heart and experience Joy !
You will feel good and feel Life all around you.

As I was saying in a previous chapter, we are a divine

spark in a material body, given a human mind that, in the
absence of any guidance of the heart, analyzes, investigates
and draws conclusions in dual options (1 or 0).
When the Heart and the Mind are in Harmony, what we
say, think and feel are in harmony : What we say is accepted
by our mind, understood and felt with our Heart. Then we
can experience Joy.
When does all of this happen? When we live in the present.
We just are...
To be starts with Loving ones self. To love ones self
means to accept ourselves unconditionally, Just As We Are,
every moment of our lives. This leads to authenticity, as we
no longer feel the need to become anyone other than who we
are. We believe in Ourselves and follow our natural instincts,
guided by common sense. Thus, we are authentic, having
trust in life and in ourselves. When we are wholly authentic,
we always say exactly what is on our minds : I like it or I
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do not like it. We can honestly admit that we are not aware
of a certain issue, and accept it with joy. We do not feel the
need to please anyone or to prove anything. We are absolutely certain that everything is the way it should be, and the Life
that We Are manifests itself through us.
We enjoy life by doing exactly what we like. The lack of
trust in ourselves makes us look for solutions outside. What
happens when we look for solutions outside ? We are then denying our inner strength, we forget that what is on the outside
is merely the reflection of what is on the inside. Indirectly, we
say We Are not enough. Doubt sets in, concerning Who We
Truly Are. We become critical of ourselves, we victimize ourselves, judge and blame ourselves, denying the greatness of
What We Are Life. And, in this frenzy of our minds, we begin to make up various stories, dramas, scenarios that are only true if we put faith in them and give them power.
Similar to any other event in life, anything extreme can
turn destructive...
Questions such as Why ? can lead us to knowledge,
when they are constructively drawn up, however, when the
motivation is to question something, it is important for it to
be questioned by acceptance, without any judgment, labeling
or rejection of the respective issue simply because we cannot understand it or cannot imagine that it is possible, at the
respective time. This can lead us towards new and wonderful experiences.
As far as doubt is concerned, it is constructive when we
doubt a lie. That is why we should be skeptical by learning
to listen to ourselves first and foremost. This requires us to
be lucid, to have clarity, so that we can discern the I Am
Divine Truth from a lie.
Speaking of clarity, what is clarity, in fact ?
It is the Acknowledgement of Truth. What is Truth ?
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There is only one truth : we come here to enjoy life, remembering Who We Are...
Who Are We ? Life, Light... perfect Just As It Is... Here and
Now...
Enjoy Everything That Is just As It Is, wonderful...
Who could take this Joy from you ? Only your mind...
So, how willing are you to admit it ?
Who needs outside incentives ? The mind does...
Who tells another human being that it is your mind doing the talking ? The mind does...
The being needs nothing and says nothing... The Being
just Is
What story does Your Mind Tell You ? Is it the Truth or
a Lie ?
You will feel the Truth in your Heart and Experience
Joy ! You will feel good, you will feel Life all around you.
Everything else is a Lie.
Based on my observations, the mind follows a few repeating patterns that it, in fact, cherishes. Don Miguel Ruiz also talks about some of these patterns in his book, The Fifth
Agreement. Whether he listed all of them or not, that is not
for me to say ... I am still living and experiencing. We will
continue by discussing such patterns.

The Making assumptions pattern

When do we make assumptions ? When We Are not present,
living Life. How do we feel ? In fact, not too Well. Is there Truth ?
Of course not, which is why we are guided by illusion.
Our mind loves to make assumptions concerning various scenarios, persons, and events. How do such assumptions occur ?
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By creating based on the software installed on our hardware (mind) in the mental space of potential scenarios that
are likely in terms of our mind, that :
have occurred and have led to the creation of the conduct
of a different person or of a situation ;
have yet to occur, however, could occur at some point in
the future.
In conclusion, such assumptions arise from the quality of
the software saved on your hardware. (Remember our conversation in the previous chapter on the association of the human
mind with the hardware of a computer, on which various software
applications are installed : the software of joy, the software of success, the software of acceptance, the software of peace, the software
of judgment, the software of imagination, etc.). Are any of these
software applications True ? They are true to the extent that
we believe them to be true. For who are they true ? For the individual acquiring them, the programmer and no one else...
The quality of the software depends on the level of domestication that is reached, and our ability to be aware of them...
How often has it happened to you to make assumptions
concerning a situation created by another person without
really knowing anything about it or holding any information about the respective situation ? A classic example could
be the interpretation of the situation where a friend does not
call you for a week, which is unusual for You. Your mind may
begin to create apocalyptic scenarios : Surely something has
happened to them. Perhaps they are sick. Perhaps they are
mad at me and no longer want to talk to me.
...Please, if you do decide to rely on assumptions, create
something wonderful, such as : Wow, the new project is going so well that they are happily working on the new blueprint for the childrens park in the Bucegi Mountains. The
best recommendation is not to make any assumptions at all,
but to simply call them because you feel like it.
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Assumptions can also refer to events that are yet to happen. You feel like telling someone how wonderful they are,
however you do not act on it, because your mind starts coming up with assumptions such as : Oh, but I cannot do that.
The person might get the wrong message or Oh, but what
will they think about you ? You hardly know them. You cannot do that. Of course you can do and say anything you feel
like doing and saying, as an authentic and honest expression
is who you are. How the other person interprets the message
is no longer Your concern. You will listen to your mind and
will block that action. Otherwise, you risk asking yourself
What if... ? for a long time.

The Taking it personal pattern

When do we take something personal ? When We Are not
present, living Life. How do we feel ? Well, not too well. Is there
Truth ? Of course not, which is why we are guided by illusion.
No matter what anyone else tells us, how aggressive their
interaction is, we should know that the other person is, in
fact, always upset with itself. We feel compassion and love,
which is amazing, and we become emotional and take it personal, as we attract the respective person precisely so as to
reflect the places inside of us where light has yet to shine
through. It is masked fear, it can be judged, criticized, anything can be done to it, really, however, it is all irrelevant, as,
if we try to analyze it, our mind will surely take us on a winding journey. And do we really need to know ? What good
does it do us ? So that we can continue to analyze ? What, exactly ? When there is nothing to analyze, what we may have
identified as the cause, without the energy of the heart, without becoming aware of the Divine Truth do they not limit
our views, leading us towards endless analyses ? Hmm...
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Are we prepared to accept that everything thats happening is not personal ? When we understand that the Universe
responds to our vibration, everything becomes simple. The
vibration is given by our state Here and Now. We are Joy,
we encounter Joy ; we are Peace, we encounter Peace...The
Universe is neutral ; imagine a matrix with a wide range of
planes, where each plane has a specific frequency : the frequency of anger, the frequency of acceptance, the frequency
of joy... The inhabitants of the matrix are cells of different frequencies. They are automatically laid out and grouped, according to the frequency they vibrate to, at the level afferent
to the respective frequency in the matrix : anger will be paired
with anger, joy with joy, etc. You are the universal cells that
make up the Matrix, the Universe.
Therefore, you get what you give. An event just is ; another person has the freedom to express itself as it decides/can
for itself, however, the decision of how you feel/how you
relate to the respective situation/person is entirely yours.
The acceptance of an event or of a person just as they are,
without any interpretation, classification or labelling, starts
off by showing respect towards all that is, which involves understanding that everyone has the freedom to express themselves, to manifest themselves as they feel and, perhaps, as
they feel is right at the respective time. We will discuss the
matter in detail in the following chapters.

The Establishing and setting the method of meeting a

goal down to the finest details pattern
What the mind also enjoys and gets the feeling of false
security from is the detailed planning of the steps required
to meet a goal... What happens ? Well, when we become so
caught up in planning, respectively so fixated on a specific
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model/plan for the development/implementation of the respective goal, we forget to be present, while also unconsciously removing other options to meet the respective goal.
By forgetting to be present and excluding other ways to meet
the respective objective, we limit the way in which it can be
fulfilled, to options our mind has come up with, which, as
I mentioned before, are limited : 0 and 1. Therefore, we
can omit the numerous fulfillment options given to us by the
Universe and which we can perceive if we are present and
fully open. At the same time, what happens, when having
such a detailed plan for the way in which the respective goal
should be met, when we are not open to other options ? It is
all very simple, really. If one of the steps fails and we lack the
openness and flexibility to look for a different option, our
compulsive mind starts to create apocalyptic failure scenarios which, if we fail to realize what is happening can lead
to negative feelings, with an obviously low vibration.
Everything that has yet to happen does not exist, as All
That Is is Now. As long as it has not manifested yet, it does
not exist.

The We are not doing enough pattern

As you well know, few things can be promised in life,
however, one such thing is the promise to always be/give our
very best... to do our best ... obviously, this can all change
from one day to the next, as there are factors that can influence our best, such as our state of health... When something stands in our way, based on our fears, whether we are
aware of them or not, our mind tends to block out certain
options. Once again, fears built on specific experiences we
have lived through, based on belief or value systems or,
more simply put, existing filters. And the Universe is saying
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yes, you are right, and gives you what you think about and
who you are.
The idea is that the mind holds a limited package of information. By only acting based on the abovementioned information package, we are limiting the multitude of options
that are available and that the Universe can give us when we
are open.
Einstein said, No problem can be solved from the same
level of consciousness that created it. There are cases where
we condemn ourselves, as we feel that we are not doing
enough. What happens at such times ? We all have dreams
and aim to make them come true, in earthly terms...
From what I have noticed, it is best for us to set our intention with love, and then let it flow, to be open to Everything
the Universe throws our way... When we are led by enthusiasm and joy, we are where we are meant to be. And, at this
present time, we give our all, 100% of our potential, at this
time, here and now. Is our potential the same all the time ?
Of course not, as there are external factors that can influence
our potential we can use 20% of our potential for another day... then use 80% the next... and 120% on yet another
day... However, what is important is for us to know that what
has been is in the past and cannot be changed. However, the
choice to be Here and Now, to make decisions, is ours, and
we can create a change by making other choices this very moment. What happens when we set deadlines for our goals and
fail to meet them ? The judge, i.e. our mind, starts telling us
different stories, such as : you are not good enough, just look
at how you failed to meet that deadline, etc. ! In that moment,
it is best that we remain present, to be aware that this voice
inside our head is not what we are...
What can we do about it ? We can know that, when we
set deadlines for ourselves, anything can interfere along the
way.
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And anything coming for us is meant for us, whether we

want to accept it or not. We create each moment of our lives ;
it is our creation Here and Now.
And, to return to the moment of creation, by knowing that
linear time only exists in the dual plane, we can conclude
that All That Is is NOW, All That We Have ever Created in
this Life, as well as in past Lives, is ONLY happening this very
Moment.
Do you like what you have created ? Yes ? That is wonderful. No ? Then accept it, as, in the end, you have created it, but consciously choose to create something different,
Here and Now ... What makes your soul sing, your Heart
dance ?...
Listen... We attract what we are, and, therefore, our alertness, presence and awareness are crucial at this time.
The question we should ask ourselves at that time is : Am
I aware of what is going on, do I feel in my heart that I should
become involved in whatever has just come my way, is it a
life lesson I am learning now or should I postpone it ? Is it
something that cannot be delayed, does it involve me, does
it concern me, in the end ? And we can then make the conscious decision : I will continue to focus solely on the deadline and let everything showing up along the way just be or
not be. In the second example, it is recommendable for us
to be aware that the deadline can be extended. And, by being
aware of what is going on, the judge, the voice in our head
is calm, and we know that everything is perfect just the way
it is, and we can enjoy our journey.
We have discussed the patterns of the mind. The pattern
of the mind is acknowledged when it is triggered ; negative
emotions will start to appear and they will not turn into feelings. But what happens when this does not apply ?
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Here is an example : Why do I get a feeling of discomfort, injustice and frustration when I help someone, only to later hear that they have used less than
flattering words when talking about me ?

What do you feel when you help someone no matter

how only to later hear that they have mentioned You in less
than favorable terms ?
Are you unfazed, do you not care about it ? That is wonderful...
Do you feel inner discomfort, are you shocked, because
you feel it is an injustice ?
Then you need to become aware that You are the problem. You are not helping someone to receive something in
return, where, by in return I also mean certain compliments paid to you. You offer your help. What the other person does with it is its own concern... You notice that the situation keeps on repeating... When will it end ? ...Only when
you will become aware of what is happening and will decide
to fix Your belief of any injustice, as, in the end, what is injustice ? If we were to ask 10 people, we will surely receive
10 different answers for the definition of justice .
When you want to help someone, first of all ask yourselves what your inner motivation is, the state of consciousness the respective action is born from :
Do you feel compassion and love in your Heart ?
Wonderful, then you should act
Do you feel joy ?
Wonderful, then you should act
Do you feel pity ?
You should not act, as pity is a low frequency feeling.
What happens at that time is something that not all of us
are aware of :
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 You indirectly see those people as beneath you ; you

see them a,s having less than what you have, forgetting
that we are All beings of light, and are wonderful and perfect just as we are Here and Now...
at the same time, Your Ego inflates and you believe
you are a Savior, that you are better, more this, more
that, more of everything, really... This results from the belief that you are not enough, which is why you indirectly use those You believe you are helping (you have good
intentions) to improve your self-respect ; it is merely an
illusion...
Do you feel a sense of duty, some form of constraint ?
You should not take action ; a sense of duty is not a state
that creates a positive, joyous feeling...
The feeling of having the duty to do something proves
that it is Not your responsibility to give at that time ; however, since it shows up in Your Life, it is for You.
...You are not aware of the bigger picture and, therefore,
you should show faith and let the Universe settle things to
the benefit of everyone involved... You cannot know what
lies behind the story... The given person may have chosen to experience it specifically so that they can evolve,
so do not be surprised if, by choosing to take action, you
will be faced with hostility from the other person... either
now or later...
Do you feel guilty ? Perhaps because you believe you
have more than others... perhaps the respective person has helped you in the past ?... perhaps...
You should not take action, as guilt is not a state that can
create the feeling of wellness and joy... it has a low frequency... When you feel guilty, you are indirectly telling the Universe you are not worthy... And the Universe
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approves your request and gives you exactly what you believe you deserve .
Do you give waiting to get something back ?
You should not take action, as the state arising from this
action is a state of expectation... it has a low frequency.
You project your expectations onto a person, where such
expectations have nothing to do with the way the respective person feels, acts or is... An example to this extent
are banks, as they return either higher or lower interests.
When you know that Everything Is As It Should Be, when
you let go and know that the Universe will settle everything
for the higher good of us all, when you have no expectations,
because you know you just Are...

To give and to receive...

When you give and instinctively receive with joy, knowing that the others are You, and you are simply enjoying it,
without any other thoughts, plans or expectations, everything flows, it is Wonderful ! ! ! !
When does this happen ? When you just ARE... What
does that imply ? ...Conscious evolution .
Some of us have difficulty accepting what they are receiving... Reasons can vary ; we can very well take the items listed in giving and rephrase them...
One of the reasons may be the fact that we believe (sometimes without even being aware of it), that we are not worth
it, that we are not good enough... And the Universe says Yes
to us... What we encounter and people who give to us out
of pity confirm what we already believe about Ourselves... I
am using the word and, as you may encounter people who
simply give with Joy, and, if we are aware of it at the time, we
understand, feel and remember the Greatness that We Are...
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Another reason may be the fact that we place ourselves

above the other person, we believe we are better and we do
not need anything from them, so we are indirectly creating a
feeling of pity for the respective person... What we encounter and people who believe they are not enough... I am using the word and, as you may encounter people who simply give with Joy, and, if we are aware of it at the time, we
understand, feel and remember the Greatness that We Are...
What do you feel when someone gives something to you ?
Do you feel pity, an obligation, constraint or guilt from the
other person ? Are such feelings related to the other person ?
Do we feel, do we really know the way the other person truly
feels at that time or are such feelings triggered by the emotional patterns within us ? ...According to the law of attraction, we meet beings that are on our frequency... but what
about the agreements we have made before coming here ?...
Remembering the Greatness that We Are... The Universe
shows and gives to us, and each individual decides for themselves... .
Another reason may be the fact that we know we have
enough, that we have everything we need, that we are
enough, that it is All within us, and the Universe says YES...
What do we encounter ? ...Perhaps Simply Joy , no matter
the shape it comes in...
Another example of the constructive Why ? question
can be the following :
You find out new information in a spirituality conference.
The information is not known to you and, at the same time,
contradicts everything you believe you know. Are you willing to accept that it may be possible ? Are you prepared to accept that it may be possible ? This is the beginning, and the
Why takes you to the wonderful path of rediscovering that
great something.
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Remember our discussion in the previous chapter on the

association of the human mind with computer hardware, on
which various software applications are installed : the software of joy, the software of success, the software of acceptance, the software of peace, the software of judgment, the
software of imagination, etc. Are any of the abovementioned
software applications True ? They are true to the extent that
we believe them to be true. For who are they true ? For the individual acquiring them, the programmer and no one else...
The quality of the software depends on the level of domestication that is reached, and our ability to be aware...
When we are not enjoying ourselves, our mind has already taken over control, without us being aware of what
is happening.
A mind that we, in fact, love, as it is a wonderful tool,
when serving the Heart. When we are not enjoying ourselves, we are not experiencing the Divine Truth, and the
Illusion of the mind is guiding us at that moment. When do
we not enjoy ourselves ? When WE ARE NOT LIVING IN
THE PRESENT, but in the past fault, failure, victimization, shame, etc. or future....
We are unconsciously led by our Ego taking over control and playing various parts. Perhaps it is playing the part
of victim, executioner, etc. How long does it last ? As long
as it takes us to learn our lesson. The part of the victim...
Why would someone choose to play this part ? The parts that
we unconsciously play prove that we forget who we are,
which is Beings of Light, we forget the greatness of what We
Are... The part of the victim is chosen when we do not love
and do not value ourselves ; when we think we are not good
enough. By choosing to play this part, we hope to get love,
attention and acknowledgement from the outside. And when
we play the part unconsciously, the executioner also makes
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his entrance. Is any part better or worse than the other ? No,
it just is. The executioner makes his appearance and reflects
what we believe we are at that moment ; he helps us experience the part and learn our lesson. The executioner is part
of our lives until we decide to let go of our status as victims.
How can we tell when we are unconsciously playing various parts ? Well, we can tell when we become aware of what
is going on. Can we change anything ? We can, whether consciously or unconsciously. Unconsciously, we know that pain
exceeds our powers, and we decide to make a change. Does
change also involve healing ? Perhaps... we do not know.
What can we consciously do when we become aware of
what is happening ? Well, there is not much we can do, as
far as taking action is concerned. We should stop, take a
deep breath in, and become aware of the fact that we are not
enjoying ourselves.
That is why it is recommended for us to become aware
of the fact that states of discomfort are always based on fear,
masked as various negative emotions, such as anger, feeling upset, frustration, guilt, shame, etc., all of which are
generated from the perspective we have on the given situation, as soon as the first feeling of discomfort sets in.
The following step is to be careful and aware, to allow
ourselves to let the states we perceive be, to notice them,
however and this is important without classifying, judging, labelling, etc. them...
What happens at that time ? The detachment process sets
in... by detaching ourselves from the respective situation or
event generating our state of discomfort and, therefore, the
false problem, we can become observers and see the situation from a completely different perspective, as if watching a
movie where we are one of the characters.
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That is the moment we become both the Observer and the

observed ; that is when we become aware that we are aware...
We do not even need to know why we feel the way we do
at that time or why we react a certain way ; it is enough for
us to become aware of, to accept, to allow such emotions
to simply be, without fighting against them, without rejecting them... By focusing our attention inside our hearts, feeling and observing our hearts, we feel life, the force guiding
us with love Here and Now, and, in this process, the pattern
causing the respective event dissolves, and we expand, allowing the Being to be, and what we are experiencing is the
Divine Truth and nothing more...

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3. Balance is Harmony
Balance is given by our presence
Here and Now..

Many of us ask ourselves, Why do people become ill ?

It is a very broad subject, that can be analyzed, explained,
and where we can look for causes, etc.
A very simple explanation, valid in all cases, is that we
forget to be children. Which is why we forget to live by enjoying life, and are preoccupied with the past or the future... We forget to enjoy the present moment...
To be present... How can we be present ? Have you ever
noticed children ? Children do not think about what they are
going to do tomorrow or about what happened yesterday ;
children play, they act instinctively, enjoying what is Here and
Now. That is All ; let us Return to being children ! Any jump in
the past or the future disconnects us from the present, which
is All That Is...
The quality of life is given by the state of balance that is
reached.
The balance is given by how Present We Are Here and
Now...
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The Balance is Being. It is our presence that we give to

Life, by living Life Just As it Is wonderful.
By enjoying each breath, enjoying the suns touch, the caress of flowers, the smell of nature, and each moment Just
As It Is...
The balance is mental, emotional, spiritual and physical.
We are balanced when we act authentically during each moment of our lives. That involves, as I was saying in previous
chapters, being ourselves during each moment of our lives.
What we think, feel and say are in harmony.
Here are a few examples :
1. I feel I should say the sky is blue today. The mind
agrees 100% (the sky is blue) and I also say it. At this
moment, I have expressed My Absolute Truth, I am
whole on all planes...
2. My friend is asking me if I like her dress... I feel I should
say I do not like it ; my mind agrees, however, I do not
say it, as I believe it will hurt her feelings. Perhaps my
fear of not losing her as a friend also underlies my decision, however, the Truth is that we cannot lose anyone and anything, since we never own anything...
People who like you just as you are will stay ; the others
will leave... However, even if you are to end up alone,
you will know that, in his/her presence, you can be just
as you are, at any given moment of your life... in full
freedom...
3. I feel I should say, Life is wonderful, however, my
mind tells me, How can you say that ? Cant you see
what is going on ? Whether I end up saying it or not
makes no difference... (see the previous The Mind-Heart
Harmony chapter)
4. Speaking of harmonizing our Heart and our Mind...
The Heart knows what is best for you ; it is the Source,
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it is Sense, it is All That Is ; the mind cannot understand that there is a Divine plan exceeding our understanding...
However, the mind can sometimes be stubborn (it is recommended for us to become aware and not inhibit what we
think) and believes it knows best, so what can we do ? As I
was saying in the previous chapter, we need to be aware of
it... When focusing your attention without falling prey to
your own opinions and prejudice, likes and dislikes, projections and expectations, and by accepting our mind with
Love, at the moment when it believes it knows best, you can
free yourself from the obstacles that unconsciousness often
throws your way.
All that matters is :
1. To Become aware, Understand and Accept Ourselves with Love, just As We Are at each moment of our existence on Earth...
What does accepting ourselves Just as We Are This Very
Moment actually mean ?
I have often heard of Accepting with Love... But I have
also heard I am not my Ego (associated with the Mind,
the Defiant One)... or Stop. This is Your Ego talking, not
your Heart. How can you possibly know ? Do you have a
microchip implanted in my head that I dont know about ?...
And how exactly are we to accept with Love, if we try to destroy our ego, to reject it, to create a gap between our heart
and mind, between ourselves and others, if we do not accept
and love ourselves, Who We Are Here and Now... It is in Our
Heart. We know Who We Are.
By knowing that We are not our Ego, however not so as to
deny it, but to accept it, in unity, we choose to experience
the Truth that is in our Heart...
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There is nothing wrong with our Ego ; beauty consists

of us being on Earth to experience All That Is, Light and
Darkness (where Light has yet to shine) ; it is the experience
of All That Is. Each of Us has the Freedom to Choose What
They want to experience... we are Here to Enjoy ourselves ;
otherwise, we would be sitting on a cloud and laughing at
Gods Humor or perhaps not...
2. By accepting it All with Love, Darkness, that is
nothing more than the place where we have yet to allow
Light to shine, is invaded by Light and then Everything
happens...
Once we Truly accept it... we become both the Observer
and the Observed... We Truly Know that All Is As It Should
Be... and Then We Truly Are Silence and Peace... And Then
We Know that There is Only One Divine Truth... in our
Heart... the Spirit...
By Being Ourselves, Authentic, sincere (What you feel, What
you think and What you say is synchronous), by accepting yourself with Love as We Are each moment of our life on Earth and
by accepting Everything with love, Darkness, that is simply the
place where we have yet to allow Light to shine, is dissolved in
the Light and then All and Nothing happens...
Based on my personal experience, I remember my mother had some health issues in 2012, created by certain imbalances on various planes.
Having talked to our close family friend, Adrian, we decided to hold a session of approximately 30 min. for 6 days,
of what many people refer to as an astral operation.
I had no name for it. I simply listened to music that I
enjoyed and let the Universe decide on what would happen next. No rules, no predefinitions ; I was simply playing,
knowing that Everything was possible.
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I know it brought me a lot of joy, as I was experiencing the openness of receiving what was coming my way
Silence, peace and love were manifesting. At the end of the
meditation, I used to write what I was seeing, hearing, experiencing and smelling... After 6 days, my mother felt significantly better, as she gradually recovered her state of balance.
Now, as I remember, I am glad to share such experiences
with You and I would like to emphasize that EACH of US is
Living All That they are ready to Accept as True, Here and
Now ! I did not understand many things at that time, but I let
them be and I enjoyed myself... Understanding came later.
Let It All Be as It Is, even if you feel you cannot understand it at that time. Each of us has their own pace, however,
by staying open, by being prepared to admit that Anything
is possible, we allow ourselves to understand, when we will
be ready, when the time will come...

Sunday, 08.04.2012
The white wolf and the white eagle take me flying over a cliff between two mountains, where there
is a waterfall. I know that the Source/Divinity/God/
the Universe, call it as you will, is on the mountain behind the waterfall. Suddenly, my young mother and father appear on each side of the Source. Divinity tells
me that it blesses them with love and forgiveness. Then,
mother and father show me that, when I was in the first
grade, during the awards ceremony (mother had a layered haircut, and she was wearing a beige dress with
brown flowers ; father had on a white/grey suit and tie,
and I was wearing two braids and a flower crown made
of white carnations, dressed in my uniform). We began
dancing the Dance of Joy (myself, my father and my
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mother). Tears of happiness ran down my cheeks for 5

minutes. At the end, the Source gives us its blessing.

Monday, 09.04.2012
I am in the Carpathian Mountains and I am climbing
the left side of a hill/mountain with the white wolf and
white eagle. My mother is climbing on the right side.
The tree of life suddenly begins to grow, replacing the
rock. My mother and I reach the mountain peak, under
the tree of life, at the same time. Then, many people we
know and complete strangers start gathering all around
us, including Decebalus and Zalmoxis... and the message
the rebirth of the Dacian people appears.
Two large heads appear across the sky, and I feel a
great amount of love and peace.
I look up at the sky where there is a white cloud...
Chariots drawn by winged, white horses come out of the
clouds and sky, spreading seeds of Christs light over
the Carpathians, repeating the message : The rebirth of
the Dacian people...
I then reach the Source that opens the door to the
other world to me... White, bright and calming light surrounds me ; I can no longer feel my body ; I feel like I
am flying...
Pua (my mothers close friend that has left our
plane) appears first, followed by my Nana... I feel
Silence, love and peace ; I am hardly breathing at all ; I
do not feel the need to do so ...telling me that everything is alright, that my mother and I are fine, and
that our time has not come yet... this is the last cleanse
of 2012, until we are to enter the golden age... I can
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see my grandma, grandpa, and numerous spirits of light

behind them...
I am pulled back and everything becomes blurry. The
door closes... However, I am once again before the Source,
with my mother, with the former blessing us and forgiving us ; all is love...
Jesus appears with Love... and tells me the time has
come for his return on Earth...

Tuesday, 10.04.2012
I am with Jesus on a mountain, near a sea. He has a
staff and we are looking towards the east.
We say our thanks for all miracles and for Planet
Earth.
At one point, we see the Tree of Life in the distance and Jesus tells me the Tree of Life is in the
Carpathians. And I ask him how I can find it. His answer
is : It will find you. I dont know why, but I think of
Blea Lake... We fly over the mountains and reach the
Caraiman Cross.
Afterwards, I am with my mother who is 5 years old
(I asked her), wearing a white pompon on her head, like
a headband ; shes dressed in a checkered jumper dress
and a white shirt. Were standing in the hallway of her
house, with a fringed traditional carpet (the kind that is
woven in many colors). She is sad because of my grandmother and her father ; I kiss her, cheer her up and love
her. We play together and she tells me she has a swan/
goose/duck she is friends with in the yard.
Afterwards, I am with Jesus and we are flying over
mountains, valleys and waterfalls ; we say thanks for
our wonderful planet... In front of a forest, I can feel
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the spirits of the forest and their immense love... they

tell me they are healing us (my mother and I) and that
they love us...
Afterwards, I am with Jesus at sea ; it is night time
and we can see a large, bright, wonderful star and angels dancing...
I am in a tunnel, reminding me of a forest, and there
are multicolored leaves on the ground... I am trying to
reach the end of the tunnel, but I cannot get to it... I
suddenly find myself in a white space... and I am with
my mother who is 5 years old... Immense love takes over
us, we embrace each other and can feel the presence of
the Source all around us. My mother asks me who I am,
and I tell her I am her daughter from the future, who has
come to heal her and tell her all is love.

Wednesday,11.04.12
I am laying on a meadow covered in daisies (flowers),
when someone picks me up and we begin to fly.
He lays me down on the meadow and is very funny-looking. He has braids down to his shoulders, is
dressed in all white, with white knee-high boots, and is
wearing some kind of turban on his head.
I ask him who he is and he tells me he is the knight
of peace and joy. He does some extremely beautiful and
funny somersaults.
Several children show up out of nowhere and we play,
we jump and do the dance of joy. I can see my mother
amongst the children ; she is younger than she was last
night. She is wearing an underbust denim dress and a
white cotton blouse, with daisies ; she seems sad. This
time we do not talk, but the knight of peace cheers her
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up and she suddenly begins to laugh. We play and sing ;

there are numerous children around ; we are then lifted on a spiral together with the knight, towards the
sun... it is wonderful ...and we continue to plant daisies
through the sun rays touching the Earth.
I am at the sea side and I can see the sunrise... under the sun, in the distance, I can see my mother, my father and Jesus out at sea... I thank them all...
The white wolf and the white eagle take me flying
and take me to the Carpathians.
I ask them where the tree of life is. It is in each
of our hearts, they tell me. The primal heart beats
in the Carpathians... where the St. Annes Bridge is....
The Carpathians open and I can see the heart of the
Carpathians pulsing ; I go inside, with my young mother,
where I can see wonderful beams of light...
I suddenly find myself next to the tree of life, together with the white wolf and white eagle... We dance
around the tree of life, together with other children...
My mother joins us (she is young 3-5 years old ; we
do not talk to each other) and do the dance of joy. I
can see us planting the tree of life in each heart... oh,
it looks so beautiful. My mother is laughing and she is
happy... we dance the dance of joy until I can suddenly
see my young mother embrace my adult mother, and she
sends the tree of life to her heart, with great love.
I can feel great love, and then other people we know
appear, including my father ; we embrace ; it is all pure
essence of love ! We then fly away and enter the lake
of healing in the Carpathians... Jesus tells us, The time
for resurrection and ascension has come.

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Thursday, 12.04.12
It is difficult for me to connect, as I have had a hard
day at work.
The white wolf appears on the mountain peak, telling
me, It is all an illusion. Just detach yourself.
I fly with it and it tells me we are going to see the
fire fairy. I begin to think of the Baciu Forest. We reach
a forest, where the fire fairy greets us wearing a white
lace dress with red roses. She has long, blonde, curly
hair. My young mother appears by her side, wearing pompons on her head. The fire fairy tells us fire is passion
and that it can destroy.
The water fairy appears next, throwing water over
my mother and saying that water puts out fire.
The wood fairy then gives my mother a miniature
wooden rocking chair, and the air fairy appears next.
The fire fairy gives her a miniature red globe, the water fairy gives her a glass of water, and the air fairy
gives her an eagle.
Forgiveness and love for All that is happen...
I cannot see anything. Jack (my work colleagues dog
that passed away a week ago) suddenly appears. It is
strange, as I only saw it in a picture, and never met it in
person, but I felt a strong connection as soon as I saw
its picture, together with great compassion and love. It
tells me how wonderful everything is and that it is taking me to the forest, where the animal fairy is.
Countless animals gather in the forest ; I feel immense love and Silence.
I suddenly find myself in a white space, where we
embrace each other in turn : my young mother, my adult
mother, my young father, my adult father, young Alina,
and adult Alina, and we wish each other Peace and Love.
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In the end, I go back in time, in various moments, and

embrace young Alina.
My mother goes back in time, in various moments,
and embraces my young mother.
I end the meditation with thanks, as always.

Friday, 13.04.2012
I can see Adi going in a green lake with water lilies, in the Carpathian Mountains. Several people follow
him, including my mother, father, myself, Mii and many
other strangers.
It is wonderful, peace and magic love. Numerous
beams of light come down from the sky and surround
our bodies.
I am with the white wolf, telling me that it is guiding
me through the valley of love and healing...
There are many trees in bloom ; the flowers are white
and light pink....
We go down and enter the green lake where my Mother,
Adi and several other people are. We embrace each other
and say, Peace and love... End of meditation

Perhaps many of you will say, ah, your fantasy and your
imagination are rich !
Naturally, You are entitled to your own opinion ; I would
like to, in fact, encourage you to say exactly what it is that
you are feeling this very moment !
I would like you to please ask yourselves, Do I actually
know what fantasy or imagination really are ?
Is there any difference between fantasy, imagination and
the spontaneous appearance of images, symbols, experiences,
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feelings or codes that cannot be understood by the human

mind ?
Where do such experiences come from ? How did they
get there ? Once they have occurred, do they not shows us
new potentials that we have not explored, potential actions related to our ability, as the human race, to surpass
limitations established by what was created in this plane
up to this moment ? What we now perceive on Earth
is merely the reflection of the awareness that We, the
Inhabitants of Planet Earth, have reached at this time...

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4. What is a Master ?
In the presence of the Master, you act exactly as you Are, as
Beings of Divine Light, with Joy..
You simply feel complete and perfect just as you are..
You feel good and you do not know why..
You are simply enjoying yourselves..

Perhaps you are asking yourselves, Whats all this talk

of memories, of remembering ? What does We are all
Masters mean ?... We often talk of Masters...
We Are All Masters when we allow ourselves to remember that We Are Light... It seems simple, however, if we
were to ask 10 different people, What does it mean to be a
master ? we would probably receive 10 different definitions
according to each persons perception. We will probably also receive textbook definitions, as shown above... What
does being a master actually imply ? The conclusion I have
reached is that a Master is a person who knows whether
they are aware of it or not that they are the Universe ; a person allowing the Universe to act together with him/her and
through him/her, without any specific intention, without
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expectations, without trying to control events, without judgment ; a person who knows and experiences the Divine
Truth Here and Know, accepting and knowing that all that is
is perfect just as it is...
In the presence of the Master you act whether you are
aware of it or not just as You Are, as Beings of Divine Light,
with Joy ; you have no ego-driven desires to do more, to be
more, to have more, but simply feel complete and perfect
just as you are ; you feel good and you do not know why ; you
feel joy, and you do not know why...
Each of Us has been a master in his/her life at least once
and can be a master Here and Now, if we choose to be...
Children, for example, are Masters. In their presence, we are
Joy...
However, you will say, ah, but some are better Masters
than others look how much theyve accomplished... but
this is also relative, as Joy does not accomplish anything ; it
just is... just because you have not met such masters does
not mean they do not exist... And, yes, there are people who
experience when compared to others even though I do
not like to make comparisons nor do I recommend You to do so,
as each of our missions is personal more Here and Now moments ; they are present ; they simply know that All they have
been, Are and Will Be is the present time ; they Are Joy Here
and Now...
We should stay open and perceive the manifestation of
divinity all around us...
A master is a person who, when giving me bread, smiles
to me unconditionally from their Heart, and, at that time, if I
am present, if I pay attention to that moment as the only moment that exists in the Here and Now, I am living the Divine
Truth, Joy, Communion with all that is... A Master knows
that he/she is What Is and nothing more...
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After sporadic experiences of the Universal Truth, whether I was aware of them or not, I decided to meditate.
I had played in various ways until then dancing with
angels, when I felt touches and warm currents running
through my body, a child-like joy... What all such experiences had in common and what used to happen each time, was
a gentle involuntary movement, a pull of my head in a given
direction ; I felt my head become a sort of moving antenna
which a type of pleasant energy ran through, like electricity,
and it spread throughout my body.
I had even experienced an event I had not paid too much
care to...
Having gone to the veterinarys office with Mii, my wise
Burmese cat, I was told she had a gallstone that required
surgery. This happened in 2005. Extremely sad, I remember
coming home and being undecided... I was to take her to the
doctors in a week... Lying in bed, before falling asleep, I instinctively started visualizing a dance with angels and Mii...
There was joy, there was bright light, and everything was
wonderful... I joined the dance and heard, Hm, everything
is splendid. What is there to heal when there is nothing to
heal ? Shatter the illusion... I fell asleep feeling happy.
A week later, I insisted that the veterinarian perform a
new scan, knowing that all was well... And, indeed, following a scan that took an hour to complete, as they could no
longer find the gallstone, it was concluded that surgery was
no longer necessary.
To return to meditation my first conscious meditation
that I will never forget...
It was 2009, I had come back from work and told myself,
Hm, I should meditate.
I talked to my husband and asked him to give me an
hour to myself in the bedroom. With his signature humor,
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he laughed and told me, If you talk to God, ask him to give
you the 6 winning numbers. I laid down in bed and put on
relaxing music. Just lying there, I did not know what to do
next, so I then told myself, I should relax, which is something I would not recommend, as the exact opposite will happen... So I then told myself, Hm, never mind all that relaxation, lets see what happens... and that is when it all started...
The portrait of a young Michael Jackson was being drawn in
black on a white background... I watched it all with detachment, until the portrait was completed.
I came out of the meditation and told myself, Hm, this
hardly resembles other peoples stories... I even remember
calling Adrian, our close family friend in Romania, and telling him, Isnt this odd ? Some people talk about angels and
light, while all I did was see Michael Jackson. Thats hardly
motivating. To be honest, I am not even a fan anymore....
To which Adrian replied, Interesting. Who knows what
it means ? Just let it be. Dont analyze and dont interpret it.
Ok, after speaking to my husband about it, I remember he
had a good laugh over the whole matter, telling me, To see
Michael Jackson, theres no need to meditate. You can just go
online... And it really was funny ; there was just no way not
to laugh about it...
Two days later, I was to find out that Michael Jackson
the man, had decided to leave this plane, however, for some
reason, I did not feel that what I had seen during the meditation was related to it...
Three years later, I was to find out what the image I had
seen during my meditation actually meant...

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5. What is our mission

on planet Earth ?
Our mission is To Enjoy LIFE..

What is my mission here ?

This is a frequent question and it indicates the start of the
process of awakening from our collective sleep. The answers
and hypotheses are varied and disputed, starting from saving mankind to balancing out our karma the great goals
that feed our ego... Provide the human mind with such hypotheses and it will begin to build wonderful, heroic scenarios that will once again throw you into the collective dream
state, if you are not aware of what is happening...
What happens that very moment ? Based on a feeling of
non-fulfillment, the desire to do something great, often
times without being aware of it, our mind takes over control from our soul, our heart, and begins to build different
scenarios... Do they come to fruition ? ...In some cases, they
do, however they do not last long, as, at some point, we can
feel that something is missing, subconsciously...
Let us take the Save Humanity project, for instance. No
one saves anyone. The only one you can save is yourself,
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by living your life in acceptance and with joy, aware that all
forms of life are entitled to be treated with respect.
What does treating with respect mean ? It means being
aware that All is Life, the creation of the Universe, perfect
just as it is. Even if, for example, we do not agree with the
perspective or the opinion of others, we must understand
that they are seeing things from the perspective that is permitted to them at that given time.
Respect means accepting that such people are entitled to
believe what they want, to be who they want, as, in the end,
they are entitled to experience all they have chosen before
coming Here, without judgment and without criticism. This,
of course, does not mean that we should acquire beliefs and
opinions that do not coincide with our truth.
Let us take another example, i.e. balancing our karma.
How can it take us to the obscure corners of our mind ?
When we use the explanation for everything that is less than
favorable, happening in our lives. I have met people who
used to say, for example, I have a burdened karma. Do we
really think we can accurately tell the full picture ? Are we
really so sure that someone can pinpoint the type of karma
one person or another has ? These are all mind games. Oh,
sure, if you enjoy them and they make you feel good, then
you can do and be anything youd like ; that is, of course,
Your choice. However, when you no longer feel like it and
are no longer enjoying yourself, remember that the choice to
change the game or story is yours.
Let us change our perspective.
Knowing that the linear time we perceive in duality in
terms of the Universe does not EXIST, as All That Is is NOW.
Therefore, everything you have created in this Life and in
past lives IS HAPPENING NOW.
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NOW you can RE-Write it ALL, by acting Here and

Now in Harmony with All That Is, by treating each LIVING
BEING you encounter, and each situation with Respect and
Compassion. Therefore, there is no KARMA.
To be in harmony with All That Is means accepting
Creation as a whole, as it is Here and Now, knowing that everything is wonderful just as it is.
For a long time I asked myself, Do I set goals for myself ?
Not really. I cant say that I do... And, going over my life story up to this time, I realized that all of the so-called goals that
I had established did not stem exclusively from the honest
desire in my heart ; there were always other facts influencing
the decisions I as making, however, after paying closer attention, I realized all of my actions were based on my inner
calling of peace, Silence and joy, the awareness that all people are entitled to experience joy, the dream of mankind by
living Here and Now, The Joy of Being.
The joy of waking up each moment, the Joy of breathing,
the Joy of smelling flowers, the Joy of seeing the sun and
feeling its touch, the Joy of sharing Life with others, the Joy
of being friends, the Joy of being a mother, the Joy of being a
parent, the Joy of running, the Joy OF BEING A CHILD.
Greatness comes from being aware that WE ARE ENTITLED TO BE OURSELVES, living the divine grace that we
are in each moment of our lives, and thus creating change
through the power of example. What can be greater than
that ? To love All just as it is Here and Now, to acknowledge
the Greatness of Life in it All.
And, as We, Beings of Light, have decided to incarnate on
Earth Here and Now, to experience the One in duality, where
the One is the Universe Light , we have come to experience Light in duality ...
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Light is Love, Peace, Silence, Joy, the Acceptance of

Creation just As it is... it Is All That Is...
We have come here to enjoy ourselves ...
This is the mission to experience the Divine Truth on
Earth, ENJOYING LIFE.

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6. How to experience the

mission : The Joy to live
By returning to being children..

How do we enjoy ourselves ?

We come Here to enjoy ourselves, to be the Light that we
are through our Presence.
Knowing that all that was, is and will be is Here and
Now... Enjoy the journey... Now .
We are already starting to undergo our awakening from
the collective dream... We can choose to experience joy here
and now ; this can happen spontaneously, through our conscious choice.
Can we stay in this state forever, during each moment of
our lives ? Yes, by living in the present, by living this moment
as though it were the only one that ever was, is and will be.
And by being aware that the choice is entirely ours.
In which case, we will ask ourselves how we can succeed...
By accepting the perfection of creation just as It Is Here
and Now. Divine Creation is All That Is, which, therefore,
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includes Us. By accepting ourselves as we are, by Loving

ourselves as we are and being aware that the Soul sees
Uniqueness as well as Unity, through Love, the One of that
which is... Is Compassion, Love...
When we allow ourselves to see with the eyes of our Soul,
we feel good, because All is Love, our Acceptance is Whole,
there are no differences, Uniqueness and Unity are what we
See, Perceive, Are : the One, Experiencing Life, the Greatness
of the Being.
Love yourselves and know that you are worth everything
that you choose for yourselves, without any boundaries !
It is the first step in experiencing being Here and Now
with Joy...
Allow me to remind you that you are the manifestation
of Divinity in this plane and not only in this one, because
why would God only manifest himself through certain people ?... You may have seen a video that went viral online at
one point...
A man goes to the barbers. While he is getting his hair
cut, he reads a book on God. The barber notices it and, in
the end, tells his customer, I dont believe in God. For what
God could let such misfortunes burden the Earth ?....
The customer says nothing. As he leaves the barbers
shop, he notices a young man with very long and unkempt
hair, and asks him to go inside the barbers shop with him.
He takes the young man to the barber, and tells him, Youre
a barber. How can you allow this to happen in the world ?
Look at this young mans long and unkempt hair.
To which the barber replies, How can I help him if he
does not come to me ?
To which the customer responds, See, its the same with
God... How can he help those who do not come to him ?...
This happens with certain people... They are constantly
asking themselves and they do not think they are enough,
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they do not believe that God and the Universe are speaking
directly inside of them and through them...
They turn towards the outside to look for what is really inside of them and that can be accessed by each of them when
we experience Silence, when we allow ourselves to listen,
when we acknowledge and know the Infinity that we Are...
When we are not feeling well, with the risk of repeating
myself, our mind has automatically taken control, without
us becoming aware of what is going on.
A mind that, in fact, we love, as the mind is a wonderful
tool when serving our Heart. That is why it is recommended
that, on the first sign of discomfort, we become aware, pay
attention, increase our vigilance, allow ourselves to let the
emotions and feelings we are perceiving just be, by noticing
them, however, and this is important , without classifying, judging, labelling them, etc. We simply detach ourselves
from the situation, the event, as if we were seeing a movie
where we are one of the characters. It is the very moment we
become both the Observer and the observed, the moment
we become aware that we are aware. We do not even need to
know why we feel that way at that time or why we react a
certain way ; it is enough for us to become aware, to accept,
to simply let the emotions be, without fighting against them,
without rejecting them... And, in that process, the pattern
causing the respective situation shall dissolve, and we expand, as we let the Being be and nothing more.
However, we ask ourselves how we can enjoy ourselves
when we have bills to pay, but, perhaps, dont have the money to do so, etc....
I have noticed that when we decide to be the child inside
of us, everything tends to happen.
We then allow ourselves to remember the state of the
child, we become aware that Joy is an inner choice, that cannot be conditioned by external factors.
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Indeed, certain successes, the procurement of certain material assets, can create joyful states for us, however, I dont
know if you have noticed, but they are limited by time and,
if we will continue to look for new incentives outside of ourselves in order to be happy, we may not always get them.
Why ? Perhaps because they are not for us, perhaps because, in fact, we want to want, believing that such a thing,
situation or person will bring us the joy that we are looking
for...
Make no mistake here (even though there is no such thing as
a mistake ), there is nothing wrong in having a nice car,
a house or a wonderful family, however, depending on such
external factors and allowing them to condition our state of
happiness can lead to states of unhappiness, as the only constant in the Universe is change... And, in some cases, they
simply do not match the plan we have chosen when choosing to come here...
How does happiness come to be ?
Through the association, classification or labelling of
events or circumstances occurring in our life, by our minds,
as good and bad.
How does this process happen ? Based on the experiences we have, our education, statistics, what some of us think
they know is possible, based on scientific evidence, and the
list can go on ; our mind tends to classify a past life experience as good or bad or it starts and creates potential future
scenarios, based on the same premises, where such scenarios
are not always wonderful, when viewed from the same perspective of the mind.
The abovementioned false belief leads to suffering. Two
issues can be identified here.
The first issue deals with the past, when either we or other people we may know have gone through experiences that
we have classified as less than pleasant at the given time.
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However, what we cannot see is what we have become

precisely by having gone through such experiences ; so, wow,
if we had never had those moments, we would not be who
We Are Now...
Another issue concerning the past, that the mind loves, is
related to what has been scientifically proven, by what is defined as possible in current society... However, we should
remember that it was also science that, at one point, proved
that the Earth does not rotate around the sun and that it is
flat... only so that, later on, science would once again prove
that the matter was altogether different... even though there
are still scientists claiming that the Earth is flat...
Such examples show us that we are the only ones limiting
ourselves in terms of our mind, and that happens as soon as
our minds take control.
At that time, it is first of all necessary for us to become
aware and to notice what is going on in terms of our mind.
Because, lets face it, do we really believe this mind, that is
currently using somewhere between 5% and 10% of its potential, can see and know the bigger picture ?
Of course not. It operates in terms of 1 and 0 versions,
the same way a computer does. It sees things in terms of
black or white, but then what about yellow, purple, blue,
rainbow colors ?
When we acknowledge that we do not really know why
certain experiences are given to us and just take them as they
are, without classifying or labeling them as good or less good,
we become observers, we let the Universe (energy) flow with
Us and through us, because that is when we do not resist the
present... Why should we resist an ongoing action anyway?
Heres an example : A man wins an extraordinary
amount of money at the lottery. His friends come to
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see him, delighted, and tell him, Wow, this is incredible. Its amazing, to which he replies, Perhaps.

With the money he has won, he buys a personal jet and

starts to travel around the world.
During a trip, the plane crashes and the man is taken to
hospital in critical condition. His friends rush to the hospital, worried, and tell him, That was so unfortunate ! If you
hadnt won the lottery, you would have never afforded to
buy the jet and never had this accident.
To which the man replies, Perhaps.
During his hospital stay, a typhoon hits the town the man
lived in, and everyone in the town dies. His friends visit him
in the hospital again, this time in shock, and tell him, Wow,
you were so lucky, its unbelievable ! Had you not won the
lottery, you would have never afforded to buy the plane, you
wouldnt have been travelling, ending up in hospital, and
you would now be dead.
To which the man replies, Perhaps...
Have you noticed children ? They do not think. They simply enjoy the present moment, they act based on instinct and
can stand in awe of All that is discovered and more...
They instinctively access Universal knowledge ; Anything
is possible for children ; everything is a game based on joy
and wonder ; they simply are...
We should often ask ourselves, Why should I believe theory A or B, opinion C or D ? Why should I ask others what is
best for me ? How can anyone know better than I do what I
have chosen to experience Here and Now ?...
There is nothing wrong in asking others, as long as we
are the observers and know that anything is possible, as long
as we have the wisdom and openness to say, Yes, all is possible, I myself have experienced it before, however, who
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knows ? Perhaps it is so, perhaps it is not so... And in that

state of full openness, of acceptance, we do not automatically acquire answers as our truths, however, we do not deny
them either, because We do not know the Truth whether
that is, indeed the answer or not , as we have not experienced them... yet ...
However, in that state of openness, of acceptance that
Anything is possible, we allow the Manifestation of All That
We All Truly Are Light , by listening to and allowing the
Universe inside of us to manifest itself through us...
And that is when we clearly see the Divine Truth, and the
Illusion dissolves... ... And in that state of Being of the
Child, all we can create is Love ... Love lets others act just
as They Are, Here and Now. Love just Is .
Concerning the parts we choose for ourselves in this
plane, it is said that we have chosen the parts that we play
either consciously or unconsciously, to evolve, and those
who chose difficult, negative or evil parts, are, in fact,
people choosing to help others evolve, show compassion
and love, as it is precisely Love that changes the world.
However, if it is true, imagine that all of us who should
learn from such experiences with people playing such difficult parts consciously choose to be Joy and Love, Here
and Now ; we choose to renegotiate our initial contracts ; yes,
we renegotiate why should that not be possible considering that duality is an illusion... what could happen ?...
Well, it would release people playing difficult parts,
as, in the Presence of Light, everything becomes Light...
Unconditional Love...
I only realized it late in my life, when I was already in
college and I began asking myself questions , how it all
started for me...
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It all started when I was 5 years old, on a train going to

the Mamaia resort.
It was May 1st a wonderful, sunny day, when my parents
and I, together with many wonderful friends, went to celebrate May 1st at the seaside. I remember we ran out of drinking water, so, at the following station, one of the parents was
to get off of the train and find water.
I remember the scene as if it only just happened... My father was holding one of those wide neck milk bottles and he
was getting ready to make a dash for it to get some water...
I suddenly became overwhelmed by an inexplicable feeling of fear and I told my mother, I dont want dad to go and
get water. I know he will fall and cut his hand...
But my father was already running along the train tracks,
holding the bottle of milk... I knew the precise moment
when he fell and cut his hand ending up with a relatively
deep wound for which he was taken to hospital.
Our holiday was wonderful, given the circumstances ; the
only downfall was that my father could not fully bathe in
the sea.
What happened then ? There is no exact way of telling. For
example, my mother told me, See what happens when you
have negative thoughts ? Had I influenced the scene of the
story that was to follow with my thoughts or had I, in fact,
entered the temporal line that could trigger such an event ? I
do not know, but what I do know is that I locked that openness at a certain level... then... What I was later to discover
was that there are so many quantic possibilities for an event
to unfold, that no one truly knows what will happen in the
future...
You will say, yes, but there are, however people who have
these skills, who can tell and foresee future events... Yes,
we all have such skills... we can see certain potential future
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events events with a high likeliness of happening... but let

me play the skeptic here and ask you :
There is a multitude of Universes out there, a multitude
of possible events on different planes and frequencies, that
can be influenced by each of our choices... a single different
choice and everything can be rewritten...
On the other hand, a person that can foresee certain future events does so at the level of the frequency/plane that
he/she can access at that given time... but what about the
other frequencies/planes ?
Imagine that a critical mass of people choose to be Joy
Here and Now... How would Life as we know it on Earth
change ?...
One thing is certain the Earth would be full of joyous children .

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7. How do we return to
being children ?
By being ourselves every moment of our lives, acting freely
and authentically, Just As We Are Here and Now..

What is the first thing we notice about children ?

That they are authentic... well, what does it mean to be
authentic, exactly ? Being authentic means being Ourselves,
expressing ourselves freely, by consciously choosing to be
Who We Are every moment of our lives, knowing that We
Are enough, perfect, just As We Are Here and Now... Open
your lives... share... What can be more wonderful than being Ourselves ?
To be open to anything that may come does not mean taking everything as the Truth, but it simply means accepting
that it can be possible, knowing that we do not know anything... To be open to recreate the Universe every moment...
Have you paid attention to children playing ? They are
wonderful... Their Presence, their Honesty, their Joy, their
Innocence, their Purity, Light, Love... They simply Are... Joy.
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And when the presence surrounds us, we remember who

We Are Light... We can feel the Love and the Light that We
Are in our Hearts...
Have you ever seen children praying ? Have you heard
them ? When they say, God, I Love You and thank you from
the bottom of my child Heart... with all of their Heart... It is
wonderful and all the Angels rejoice...
What about Here and Now what prayer do you think
the Father will listen to ? The simple prayer of the child,
said from the bottom of their Heart, with all their Soul and
Honesty... or some complex slogan, read with the mind and
attempted to be understood with the mind...
Jesus is Love, and Love cannot be understood with the
mind. Love just is...
It starts in Our Heart, it is Peace and Silence, Complete
Acceptance of all that is...
The Bible says, Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs
is the kingdom of heaven... Verily I say unto you, Except ye
turn, and become as little children, ye shall in no wise enter
into the kingdom of heaven... Let the little children come to
Me, and dont stop them, because the kingdom of God belongs to such as these...
What we are dealing with here is, in fact, innocence...
The poor in spirit are Those that instinctively know that,
in fact, All We Know is in Our Heart. When acting according to your Heart, you act without knowing that you know,
without seeing or learning something, you just Are...
This is how Children Are. We Are Here and Now, we enjoy ourselves, acting according to our Hearts... and if we do
not like something... we instinctively switch the tune... Did
you ever notice how children like to ask about and question
everything ?
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However, their actions do not stem from any skepticism

associated with their thinking, but simply because that is
how they feel...
And you have probably also noticed that they are not
pleased by all of our answers.
If we were to notice carefully, by being present, we would
see that their reactions to the responses we sometimes give
their questions are, in fact, the replies of the Universe...
So, in the end, who is teaching whom ? ...
The statement that Everything is an illusion is used in
all spiritual circles... but what does it mean ?
Well, if everything is an illusion, then everything that exists... that can be felt, seen, smelled... does not exist ; it is energy materialized as the expression of beliefs, experiences,
emotions, documents, proof, scientific projects...
We choose what we want to experience dual Light ,
however, perhaps the way and the actors we choose to play
the game with are numerous, and, therefore, according to
the level of awareness we have touched, the potential of our
choice between various temporal lines, we can choose from
a multitude of options...
It is also said that everything is pre-established, so that,
no matter what you do, you will end up with the same results...
Hmmm, well, who says that ? Well, perhaps all such stories were written based on the experiences had by certain
people... How long do they apply for ?... Well, until there
will be enough people to believe it all... Thoughts, emotions,
feelings, energy...
Have you noticed that when enough people are certain
of one particular thing, that it materializes Here and Now ?
As it is an illusion, we are fully entitled to question everything...
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How can we know, for example, that the sun is not the
light in the room of an alien, and that the Earth is not the
room that the alien sees, looking like a wonderful sphere
with numerous light particles, talking multicolored flowers,
dancing trees ?... There is no precise way of knowing...
We can imagine Earth with All That Is, as a wonderful
Light, with light particles that vibrate... each at a specific
frequency, the same way a radio works, with a multitude
of programs on different frequencies... The frequency you
choose is the frequency you will experience ...
Do you want to experience Joy ? Choose Joy , be children...
What makes your Soul sing, your Heart dance?... Listen !
Let the music of life play, dance, dream, be what it is
Light...
Enjoy each moment as the only moment there is.
Feel life all around you... feel the breeze of nature, feel the
touch of the sun rays as you soak them up, feel the Universe
that You Are...
Feel your Heart, listen to it, let everything become One...
Magic is all around you ; allow yourselves to know that
the Heart knows the Truth and then, anything you dream,
see, feel with your Hearts is created Here and Now...
When your mind tells you differently, ask yourselves,
How would a child act Now ?
A child would say, Oh, I dont like what this adult is telling me. Nevermind him. Lets just go and play. That is wonderful. And, the very next moment, the child has forgotten,
he/she does what he/she likes and is feeling wonderful. The
adult is Your Mind, and the child is Your Heart...
We are all masters... when we allow ourselves... to know
that Everything is possible. This is the statement that opens
the doors to Paradise.... let us dream the reality we wish to
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experience, knowing with every fiber of our being that it is

already here...
Imagine a palace of about 1 meter, built out of glistening diamonds, in the middle of a wonderful garden, that, as
the diamonds glitter, starts to bloom with a multitude of
multicolored flowers poppies, wild flowers, roses ; you can
grow all the flowers you like and that delight your heart in
the garden...
The role of the palace is to create joy, thus spreading joy
around everything it creates around itself, including the
hearts of the children in the kindergarten located in front of
the garden... All children are happy and play around it, dazzled by the glimmer of the diamonds and the beauty of the
flowers...
That is, until a curious adult shows up, wondering why
all the children are so happy in front of such a humble house
built out of coals...
And he decides to place a huge golden crest on top of the
little house, to make the humble house shine... but what
happens then ? The palace crashes, because it was already
perfectly built just the way it was ; it did not need any outside
embellishment to be the greatness that It Is... Joy... Light...
The diamond palace is the Divine Greatness of Each of
Us, the Universe that We Are. The Children are the Soul
that can see the Diamond of What We All Are and that experiences joy, creating on the outside What is already on the
Inside... Joy...
The serious adult is the ego that cannot see the diamond,
but can only perceive the coals, and that tends to correct,
add or take away from it, in order to make perfect what is
already Perfect Just as it is Here and Now...
Some of us have worn masks and played parts for so long,
that we have forgotten what it means to be authentic...
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The masks were created from our desire to please others,

to be loved, accepted, not to be alone, and the list is endless...
It began when we stopped being children. That is when we
began to notice that our mother, father, relatives or teachers have certain patterns for what they classify as good or
bad, the adequate way in which we would act, be, do certain things, or, more simply put, for how we should live.
And, out of our desire to be accepted, loved and cherished, we have made ourselves according to such patterns.
We have put on masks, have played parts that have not
always pleased us.
And, lets face it : it all becomes extremely tiresome to be
in constant check of what we should be, of what we should
or shouldnt do, of how we should act...

It is time to recreate ourselves.

Who are we, what do we like ?
In order to be truthful to ourselves, we should know that
we are only responsible for ourselves and for what is inside
of us.
We should allow ourselves to Be the Light that We Are,
loving ourselves as We Are Here and Now.
And those who truly Love us will stay, while the rest will
leave.
What would give you the most joy ? Acting as who you
truly are in the presence of two people or using an adequate
image for what is classified as good in the presence of a
hundred people ?
I would choose the first version Acting as I Truly Am.
It brings me joy to know that I can act just as I Am Here and
Now...
For how could someone who truly loves us claim that we
should be what we are not ? This would indirectly mean that
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they expect us to pretend, to indirectly lie to them, so that

they enjoy themselves, but how would that make us feel ?
The feelings can be described as discontentment, sadness, fatigue, etc. And it can all become extremely tiresome...
And what can come out of such feelings is obvious...
We know the Universe responds to vibration, but what
does it mean ?
The vibration is given by your current state the way
you feel...
Imagine a diagram with a scale ranging from X to 100...
let us call them planes vibrating on certain frequencies...
which does not mean that there are only 100 planes in total... who can Truly know ? They may be Infinite...
Lets say that plane X has the lowest vibration frequency,
matching the suffering software where all events caused by
discontentment, fatigue, sadness and indirectly suffering
are created...
A different plane can be the plane where we believe we
are enjoying ourselves, but are unconsciously forcing certain
feelings onto ourselves or look for outside incentives to give
us such feelings ; the feeling fluctuates, according to how capable we are of finding and receiving such outside incentives
and of maintaining such feelings...
A different plane can be the plane where we are aware of
the Laws of the Universe and how they work, which is when
we become consistent observers, knowing that it is not the
action that counts, but the state of awareness from which the
given action arises...
And let us say that the 100th plane is the Starting Point,
where There is Nothing That Is Not and Everything Is...
Silence, Peace, Unconditional Love...
To be authentic is to express yourself freely, to consciously choose to be Who You Are each moment of your life...
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To let the energy-flow run freely and, by becoming one

with the flow, to know that All That Is Is Just As It Should Be,
As You Should Be... And then, a multitude of synchronicities
will show us exactly Who We Are... the Universe... All that
we are looking for is already inside... it was never on the outside... All that we see on the outside is a projection of what
is inside of us...
The only responsibility we have is towards God, and that
is To Be Ourselves. When we are honest with ourselves and
consciously make a decision every moment of our lives,
when we can admit it and say, I will not do it simply to
please a third party ; I will not do it simply so I can get something out of it in the future, etc., because I am not enjoying
myself, that is when we begin to wake up...
We will simply start to consciously decide To Be
Ourselves...
It is a process, and Everything comes when We decide we
are ready. Listen to your heart...
Ever since I was a little girl, I used to have countless beautiful, vivid, varied dreams, and I used to ask myself, Where
could all these dreams be coming from ?
Some were impossible to explain, as they contained images and sounds that are unknown to this world... When
I would ask, Where could they come from and what could
they mean ? I was usually told, Oh, they are just dreams ;
your imagination is too wild...and sometimes they would
also give me scientific explanations...
What I liked most were those vivid dreams, where you
can feel, perceive, smell and live a dream that seems so real... and perhaps it really is, who knows ?... they say that,
while sleeping, the astral body travels everywhere... when
you know you can dream and can change the dream to your
liking...
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You will perhaps wonder if I used to ask myself, Am I

special ? or Wow, are these dreams given to me so that I can
change the world ? ...Oh, of course I used to ask myself that
and I do know that many people ask themselves that ; I know
they all let themselves be tempted by the mirage of being
special even the best masters...
Very few would admit and are aware of such moments or
decide to be aware of such moments, as it would mean the
end of all they have created to feel special... There is a very
thin line, and I know that we are all Masters within us, we
All dream, we All travel, we are All Light... except some of us
do not remember it...
The truth is we are all special... Remember what we talked
about in the beginning ?
Divinity manifests itself in Everything and in it All.
Perceptions can be different on all planes...
What does this mean ? ...Well, for example, someone can
feel inner warmth and peace, while another person can feel
the wonderful flow of energy filling their body with vitality,
and the examples can go on, as they are countless.....
Therefore, please understand that experience is personal, and the fact that someone only knows the Divine Truth,
without any motor activity, sense or taste experiences does
not make them any less special than You Are. Why am I telling you all this ? Its simple : personal experience.
When I was a child, I used to lie down on my bed, in my
room. The window was open during summer and the wonderful walnut trees outside my window, their inviting scent,
the wonderful air and the joy of the children playing in the
street used to create a fairytale setting, where one could daydream...
I used to imagine that I was to teleport my physical body
to 1700, in Paris, France, to watch the adventures of the
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three musketeers live before me... I used to love the books of

Alexandre Dumas and Paul Feval, which I have read countless times...
At the same time, I did not feel comfortable in places with
many unbalanced people. I remember telling my grandmother, See, that man is telling you something, however, I
believe he is thinking the very opposite of what he is saying.
I do not like him.
Or I would feel a pain I could not identify, that had no
source... For a long time, I did not realize what was happening. I was not aware of the empathy that it was enabling me
to feel, to know the feelings, thoughts and emotions of other
people, making such the acquirement of such an emotional
package personal...
As I grew up, I met a wonderful person that I like to refer to as the first Fairy in my life, who helped me physically
experience the manifestation of divinity for the first time,
through a bioenergy session, in terms of feelings that could
be experienced at the level of the body...
It was 2000, and I had met the Fairy in 1998...
I could feel energy moving in my body like a wave it
was a state of Silence and joy.
What was interesting was the free movement of my
head... without doing anything, I could feel warmth going
through the right side of my head, driving my head in various directions, through movements that were beyond my
control... Back then, I used to associate such states with the
practitioners power to heal us...
I used to notice such states back when I was a child, as
well, when I talked to certain people, however they were
never so intense...
Then, I started asking questions, however, the states of
joy were sporadic, like a light turning on spontaneously and
disappearing. I was not aware of it...
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I have met wonderful, bright people during my life, as

well as people who were completely asleep, negative and
rigid. They all motivated me to seek, to move forward, even
though it did not seem that way at all at that time...
And you know what Ive noticed ? I never accepted the
idea that there are bad people out there.
I was also certain that there is some good that has not yet
manifested itself, hiding in each person, where the reasons
for why it is so well hidden vary...
And, at the same time, I had the desire to change everyone according to my own path at that time, that I believed
embodied good... which I only became aware of much later.
I remember there was such a man at my first job, and,
sometimes, the darkness he showed was so dense that I felt I
was losing all hope, and I used to think, Why am I here ? Do
I really deserve to be with this man ? ...However, I enjoyed
my job...
And then I started talking to and seeing angels, without
reading such books at that time... I would tell myself, So
what ? Who says they do not exist ? Just because we do not
see them does not mean they are not here...
I was playing and, in this game, I began feeling various
presences.
When everything seemed impossible, I used to tell myself, Wonderful little angels, would you please solve this
problem for us all, in the best way possible ?...
And strange things began to happen when I would say
that. A sound card would fall out of the blue on the mans
hand, but without hurting him. It was harmless...
In time, such events began to multiply, so that the person I am talking about began asking themselves if he was being punished for his behavior...
And, stubborn as I was, I used to tell him, I know there
is something wonderful inside of you. I know that, deep
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down, you are a wonderful soul, but you refuse to see that,
because you have probably had some disappointments in
your life... Simply take them as signs showing you that you
are not on the right path ...and I continued to do so until
I left the place for the only man I have ever had more than
earthly love for, who became my husband and who, after
10 wonderful years spent together, with ups and downs,
with everything that life implies, decided to leave our earthly plane to continue his journey in other planes...
And to whom I would like to thank from the bottom of
my Heart for all the wonderful times we have spent together,
for everything that he has taught me and given me !
He was one of the very few people I have met perhaps
the only one who was himself, every single moment and
all the time ; he acted instinctively, he was as joyful as a child
is, he even manifested without being aware of it, if he felt
like it, he was always natural, he was open about his feelings, he was just like a child, and he loved himself just as he
was. I dont remember having lived moments together with
him when he acted other than as he felt ; he was naturally
spiritual...
He used to say, Oh, I am living in the now. What happened yesterday has passed. What will come ? That I do not
know... Do not complicate matters, Alina...
And when I would try to convince him to read certain
books on spirituality, he would say, I do not need to read
any books. Everything I need to know is Here and he would
point to his chest, above his solar plexus.
We all know the Truth. Whether we are aware of it or not,
that is a different matter altogether.
Any time I would try to help out with something or help
someone out, without any divine manifestation, he would
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tell me, Alina, stay out of it. It doesnt concern you. And,
instinctively, he was right in all cases. They were situations
where we help, without the Universe being a part of the process and where, without us being aware of it, we create imbalances...
Heres an example : One of your parents asks you to
help someone close to them and, despite the fact
that you feel you should not do so, despite your instinct telling you that it is not your business to do so,
you do it to please your parent.

The state of consciousness arising from such an act stems

from the desire to please someone else. Instead of explaining
to your parent that you do not feel comfortable doing so, instead of being truthful to them and to yourself, you act out of
fear. Yes, it is masked fear: Oh, Im not in the mood to get
lectured. Oh, I dont want them to think I am not prepared to
help, etc.
The truth is each of us has lived or has faced such a situation.
You see the situation from the following perspective :
Whenever you decide to do something where your motivation is anything other than love or joy, the state that results
from your action is a low vibratory state that is not helping
anyone involved : neither You, your parent nor the concerned
person. This is certainly not the plan of the Universe. Perhaps
that person needs to live such an experience, as this is precisely the way for them to become aware of what needs to be
unveiled....
In human terms, perhaps they need the experience to
change their job, for example... It can be anything... Each
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time you do not instinctively feel you should do something,

it may be best not to do it at all...
In terms of instinct, I would like to make the following
specifications, based on my personal experience. This does
not mean that you should take them for Your Truth. Just listen and you will know :
1. Animals act instinctively.
2. We also act instinctively when we are in danger.
For example, if we are in a forest and run into a bear .
We do not wait and ponder, Wow, theres the bear. What
should I do ? Ive heard there are 3 options I can choose from.
Hmm, I wonder what the optimum choice is...
3. They say, Go with your instinct. I agree, however,
how many of us have the clarity to tell apart intuition
from the mirage of the mind ?
4. That is why we instinctively get where we are meant
to be. Whether the instinctive action derives from fear
or not is of no importance any longer... Do not forget
that, in some cases, our mind protects us from what
we are not ready to experience...
5. The Truth is everything we are ready to remember as
true.
To get back to our topic of How to return to being children, I would like to tell you about the experience I had in
January 2012.
I was in Romania with my husband, Thomas, as my
mother was to undergo relatively difficult cervical spine surgery. Based on what I had been told on the telephone, they
were to introduce a metal cartilage to support her vertebras.
I wrote down the experience I had at the time as a letter to
the woman who was later to become like a mother and wonderful friend to me, Aurora.
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My Dear Aurora,
I will start by writing this letter to you, as Simona
has encouraged me to do.
(Simona is Auroras daughter a wonderful Soul, a painter with Divine talent, who decided to leave this plane in
2007.)
And I will start by telling you about Bicaz. I can feel
all that wonderful tingling and I know it is true. During
last nights meditation (17.01.2013), I had a wonderful
vision from Simona she was sending me images from
the Carpathians, with incredible joy and love. It was a
wonderful place amongst the mountains, surrounded by
white, ethereal houses. The sun rays were reflected in
the greenish-blue lake. I could feel a strong sense of
love, Silence and peace take over me, while wonderful
people carried out various tasks... shepherding, planting vegetables, picking fruits from trees, playing childhood games.
I asked Simona what that wonderful place was, and
what its role was. The answer came spontaneously to
me : Bicazul, the Spirituality Center my mother established. That very moment I could see you, my dear
Aurora, with your translucent beauty, as understanding
as always. We were all There... It was wonderful... and to
think that I was never in Bicaz...
I thank You and Adrian for Everything, as such experiences in Romania have started through Adrian and
by attending your conference at the hall on 17.12.2012,
my dear Aurora.
Let me tell you how I got to the hall on that rainy
and grey day.
Having left from work and thinking I should find a cab,
as I did not call for one, I spotted a cab in the parking
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lot, going around in circles. I knew that it was free, so I

hailed it. During the entire ride, I could feel peace and
joy, as the cab driver was a gifted speaker. I asked him
if he also had another job, and timidly asked him about
spirituality, only to find out that he was, indeed, a pastor in the evangelical church, and, from then on, the ride
was a real treat. I reached Dalles Hall (5 min. late). Your
comforting voice soothed me and I found out that we
would meditate to meet our soul mate. Wonderful.
My head spun, I could feel the lovely, compassionate energy of Simona in the left side of the hall, on
the center, between the two doors... it was wonderful,
now I know. I was wearing a white, colored scarf. I felt I
should cover myself completely in it. It surrounded me.
Simona liked it .
The meditation begins and it is wonderful ! At one
point, I can see circles of light, rolling down from the
sky. How beautiful ! Circles for the first time. About 5
seconds later, Aurora talks about circles. It is wonderful. During the meeting with our soul mate, I can feel a
Union like never before. I dissolve into nothingness... I
get scared and stop.
At the end of the conference, I am given the great
honor of embracing and kissing Aurora, who tells me,
We will see each other. Excellent !
That same evening, together with Adrian and a few
friends of ours, we went to see Atena. God, there is
so much Love in Atena. I feel I have known her for an
Eternity. All that beauty....
She believes she has some issues, however, I can only see her Soul. She is wonderful and perfect, she Is the
instant Choice, Her Choice, and I Pray that she Chooses
Love !
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During the following days, I meditate for my mother, Mariana, every evening, as she was diagnosed with
spinal stenosis and requires surgery. A metal cartilage
must be introduced to support her vertebra. During the
meditation, Simona comes to me. So much Joy ! I feel
like a Child with her. We play together so nicely.
She guides my Mother and I to a green, Wonderful
lake, with three, very light and Smiling Fairies, surrounding us with their Love and Light. All is Perfect.
I then fly with my mother from the lake, on a spiral of
light to the sky. Simona smiles and mentally lets me
know that it is the Lake of Fairies...
With such wonderful music and using Simonas guidance for three or four days, my mothers spine cracked,
and her legs and right arm popped. Wonderful. I can
feel everything is alright. My mothers mental state is
very good. Christmas is coming. Everything is wonderful !
Adi brings me the album with all of Simonas paintings ; such wonderful energy. My Mother says she also
has it. She got it for me. I still go through Adis album.
The paintings are Divine, they send Love, Compassion
and Eternity to me. Towards the end of the album, I can
see two paintings I know on the same page. A thrill of
joy crosses my entire body. It is the Lake of Fairies. This
is wonderful. Just like in the meditation ! At the bottom
of the same page, I see Michael Jacksons portrait, in
black and white, and I then understand ! Two days before the death of M. Jackson, I could see the portrait of
a young M. Jackson taking shape on a white background.
At the end of the meditation, I know I called my friend
Adi and told him what I had seen. I was disappointed, thinking everyone saw angels, while I was seeing M.
Jackson, when I was no longer even a fan. I know I used
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to be, when he came to Romania, however, as I did not

have money for the concert, I stood outside the stadium and only listened... Two days later, I found out about
his death and wondered if it was a premonition or not.
I cannot tell, however, something simply does not add
up. And now, almost three or four years later, I know, my
dear Simona, it was the connection with you that was
shown to me. I can feel great joy !
New Years is coming. My mother is troubled and asks
me what she should do, wanting me to tell her if she
should get the surgery or not. I feel a state of discomfort, so I ask her how she feels about it. She says she is
afraid, that she is thinking about the doctor telling her
that, with a single wrong move, she can become paralyzed forever. I take her to get another NMR done, despite people I know trying to convince me not to waste
my money. Something has changed, the doctor tells me.
There is no need to implant the metal cartilage any
longer. The operation runs smoothly, she recovers extremely well, and the doctors are very pleased. I will not
go into any further details.
Its Monday, and Adi has told me that Aurora will be
at the Dalles Hall once again. I am late in getting to
the hall, as the meditation to open our third eye has
already started. I remain standing, as I do not wish to
disturb anyone. I connect immediately, and it is wonderful ! I can see a shining, white light. I can feel Eternity.
Aurora immediately starts talking about the wonderful
light. The meditation ends. I can feel pressure near my
third eye. It is all well just the way it is. I find a seat
near an older gentleman, who is very funny and relaxed.
Together with him, I follow Auroras exercise of mentally sending out information. I know 2 signs out of 10, and
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he knows 2 signs out of 10. All is well. An exercise then

follows in front of the hall, between two ladies, who did
not receive any information. One of them is asked to
choose another partner in the hall.
The first man does not believe, he does not know. He
is followed by one of the ladies in the front rows. I cannot see her from where I am standing, however, when
one of them says, I am now sending out information. I
can see a circle of Light on Adrian. It is big, going from
his head to his chest, and I know that it is the Circle.
How wonderful ! Play with it and you will see...
It is then followed by hypnosis. My hands are flying,
however, when asked who felt it, I cannot reply. The idea
of going on stage, in front of an audience, makes me
nervous. So I am a spectator then. With the first lady, to
the question of the man performing the hypnosis, What
were you doing on 14.01.2012 ? before the Lady can say
anything, I can see a large group of people next to a
tall building with white pillars, and I immediately think,
Mausoleum.
The lady then describes a state of discomfort experienced in a busy setting, darkness and something undefinable. To the following question, Where were you on
10.01.2012 ? I can see the lady in her living room, in her
apartment, standing up in front of her TV set. The TV set
is placed on a beige/brown, lacquered chest of drawers.
The lady then says that she was in her house, together
with her two children and dog. It is truly magnificent.
The gentleman undergoes hypnosis next. I relax and
enter a dream state. I am in a white space, and I know it
is Universe 17. Everything is white... the mountains, the
plains, the beings living here... Beings are very long and
tall Here. They are long-eared. I can still feel strong
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love. They are not walking or flying, but floating. It is

wonderful.
The conference ends. I am with Adi, my wonderful friend. I am waiting for the right time and embrace
Aurora. God, I hope she stays like this at least a little bit longer... Adi asks her when we can visit her. It is
amazing. I can visit Aurora the following day, around
10 :00, together with Adi. Adi is in a hurry, as we are expected at Atenas.
A lady in the audience I cant remember her name ,
with black hair tied up at the back, and grey towards the
center of her head, I believe she is my age , I met
her last year, asks Atena, Did you find out what is going on with you ? The question irritates me a little, and
I answer instead of Atena, Everything is perfect. She
has a lot of Love, to which the lady relaxes and replies
smiling, Yes, Love.
I wish I could stay a bit longer. I feel there is still
something to be said, but Adi is in a hurry. We go to
Atenas that evening and have good wine. Our connection is very strong. I can see and feel a being of my
heart, full of love, absolutely wonderful. I lose myself
in her eyes. God, I ask and feel nothing more than her
Light and perfection, even though she and others believe
she needs treatment. Is there something wrong with me ?
I feel as though she were a wonderful sister of mine.
She tells me the same thing I feel and have seen in
her countless times, God, you are so beautiful. I go to
Auroras the following day.
A visit at Auroras
We get to Auroras. The energy that greets us is very
calming. I tell her my experiences with Simona. It is
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wonderful. I can feel Simona on my left, as Im sitting

on the couch, near the icon on the wall. I have taken
an album from the stack placed on Auroras armchair. I
tell her about the experiences I have had and described
above, and I show her the album with the two wonderful paintings : The Lake of Fairies and Michael Jacksons
Portrait. Simona tells me I should ask about Ions painting, but I do not understand, so I do not tell Aurora
about it at that time.
Aurora tells me the wonderful experiences she has
had in Tibet. I feel amazing...
At the end, she tells me to take Simonas album, as
it is mine. Adi says I already have it at home. I know I
have one at home, however I dont remember it having
any dedication. I know I have the Channeling book with
a dedication for me from Aurora. Adi says I should take
it for someone else, however I tell him, It is mine and
I wont give it away.
When we open it, it really is for Alina wonderful ! I
feel immense joy and then I can feel Simona laughing
and telling me, Give the scarf to my mother, she likes
it. I give her the scarf and can feel her enjoying it with
all my heart. Wonderful ! (Once I am home, I notice that
my mothers photo album does not have a dedication ;
therefore, there are no coincidences.)
A visit at Atenas
Thursday morning, we leave to Atenas. At her place,
we meet wonderful people and a wonderful little dog
named Prini that is very loving.
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lated to an action, one should not do it. Afrodita, a very

gracious human being, arrives.
Adi asks her about her visits in Brazil and India. She
tells us about what she experienced there and how she
knew she was about to make her dreams come true... The
experiences she has had are, indeed, extraordinary ! She
talks a lot and very fast, and I feel nothing. Something
is bothering me, but I do not know exactly what it is. It
is as if she were trying to convince us of something or,
to be more precise, I feel she is trying to convince herself of something... At the end of the day, I knew what
had been bothering me. I could see myself, trying my
best to share certain experiences, as I wanted to convince others of the truthfulness of certain events and
experiences. The experiences were, in fact, wonderful,
however, my sharing did not offer the result I was expecting. That is why I had given up on sharing certain
events and experiences for a long time (except with
Adi). It was also due to fear of my ego. I would like to
mention that I used to have a very strong ego. In time,
it dimmed down, as I have incorporated it.
The wonderful experiences with Jesus, angels and
archangels, and with Simona occur everywhere, even in
places such as the bathroom. They unfold as us playing
with a great among of joy. I stopped sharing them, as I
did not want my ego to be stroked or for people to be
skeptical of them and thus have them taken away from
me... (yes, that is what I really thought back then )
Now I know I can share them any time I feel like sharing them and not only when I think it is appropriate to
do so...
In the meantime, I share a few of my experiences, including the dream I had in my godparents house. I was
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in another universe, with my father from that universe,

who was very young. He was crying and telling me that
I ruined his life, as he had to take care of me when he
was still young.
I was trying to comfort him, telling him that I was
grown up and that I could take care of myself, and
that he was still young enough to start his life all over
again and live it with joy. His reaction was violent and
shocked, asking me why I didnt hate him and why I
wasnt yelling at him. My answer to him was, Because I
Am a Being of Light from Universe 17 that has come to
bring Peace and Love on Earth. Adi asks us what day it
is, and I tell myself, Well, its Thursday. I look at him,
confused, and he tells us, It is the 17th.
The arrival of Aurora once again brings a lot of joy
to us, as she is like a Mother to us. She guides us directly towards our goal of the day, respectively, Atena.
Atena tells us about the events she has lived and her
experiences. A statement made with All her Heart and
that changed her life.
We then move on to choosing our therapist... including myself...
Auroras decision for me to try it as well takes me
by surprise. I am extremely nervous, I can feel the emotional bond I have with Atena while, at the same time,
thinking, Lets see what youre made of, Alina. You are
no longer at home, with Mii, your little cat, music and
enjoyment, play time and joy... I feel as though I am
in school, getting ready for a quiz. I cannot manage to
relax...
The therapist is Adi, and the message I received
much later, on the subway, was : Adi is the Magician in
the Shadows .
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Auroras message is clear We are All therapists.

What I like about Aurora is that she makes everything
very simple, which is why I also felt the need to read
her books. The solution is extremely simple, and the
message is not, Protect yourselves from some specific
thing, person, etc.
Whats there to protect ourselves from, folks ? ! That is
something that I was never able to get. If Im after protection, then I must be afraid of something. But if I Am
Light and Love, what can be more protective than that ?
Aurora must leave with Afrodita, as today is the day
when we are all on pins. I catch a scene with the two of
them on the couch, when Afrodita kisses Aurora with all
her heart. Ah, now I can feel Afroditas warmth better
late than never...
I would now like to tell you about another experience
that I believe is relevant in our return to being children.
My cat Mii suddenly became ill in 2007-2008. She
stopped eating, she was throwing up and was generally
apathetic. After taking her to the vets, I was told she
was suspected of suffering from pancreatitis, and the
doctor decided to keep her at the clinic.
I was extremely sad, as the doctors did not believe
she would survive.
I remember my mother and husband were trying to
prepare me for what, they believed, was to come. They
wanted me to get used to the idea that there would
come a time when Mii would leave us, so that I wouldnt
feel hurt. However, giving up on Mii, that was, in fact,
in front of me, at the Here and Now at that time, simply
to get my mind ready so that it wouldnt suffer, felt
like an extremely cowardly act to me...
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However, I did not feel it would happen. Something

inside of me was telling me that the moment had not
come yet, even though everyone around me was certain
of it.
What did I do ? I told everyone that I had no interest
whatsoever in what they believed or thought they knew,
that it was none of their business and that they should
stay out of it.
I listened to the inner voice of the child, saying,
Everything is possible... I feel something else is about
to happen. Just play, the same way youve done so far.
I know I would go to the clinic and stay next to
Miis cage, playing her favorite music, classical music,
particularly Beethoven. I would talk to her mentally. I
felt what she felt...
Amongst others, I know I told it, I understand if
you decide to leave, if this is what you want... however, I feel that your time has not come yet... and I would
be extremely joyful if you decided to stay with me on
Earth, continuing to share wonderful moments of love,
affection and play time with me.
It continued to be a decisive week, during which I
bathed together with it, and fed it with love... My cat
survived and she continues to live to this day...
I know that, any time I take her to the vet nowadays,
he always tells me, It is extraordinary what nature can
do. I would have never believed it had I not seen it with
my own eyes...
And, during each check-up, he notices that the cats
general condition is that of a cat at least 5 years younger than Mii. Now it also benefits from Reconnective
Healing .
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Such experiences show that, in our full openness, without any rules, strings attached, pre-set beliefs, in living the
simplistic freedom of a child with joy, wonderful things will
happen.
You do not need any special knowledge or techniques.
Simply play and allow yourselves to be free and see magic
all around you !
Allow yourself to be Yourself !

Here is an exercise :
See, listen, feel... What do you see Now ?...
Close your eyes now... Look, listen and feel once more...
Let your Heart sing... yes, sing... Feel the life pulsing in your
Heart, listen to the sound of its music, feel the boundless
Love streaming from your Heart... What do you see, feel and
hear Now ?
Everything in this world is very simple. Illusion occurs
as soon as you say, It cannot be this simple ! It surely must be
significantly more complicated... When you are in a place
full of childhood wonders and look on with delight at everything coming your way..., you can only create joy, gratitude
and love. Aurora Sitru, Channeling, a way of knowing yourself

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8. The One state of

consciousness : Creation in Unity
Love manifests through Silence and Peace
in a state of Peace and Silence..
Simona Sitru

How do we know what is meant for us ?

When we feel with our entire being, then we will simply
know.
When we allow ourselves to open our heart and listen,
feel with our soul, what is meant for us will be revealed... it
is impossible for us not to know it... What is the soul ?... The
soul is the sum of all of the experiences we have had throughout our material and immaterial existence. This is where all
information concerning us and the Universe is stored.
The soul is that which surrounds us... that envelops our
body... You must have felt and known, Wow, I have just met
this person, but I feel like I have known them forever. I can
feel and I know that they are MYSELF. I have strong feelings
for this person... That must be a soul that you have shared
wonderful experiences with during past existences...
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In 2013, having completed the Reconnective Healing

and Reconnection seminar with Dr. Eric Pearl and the
Reconnection Team, I felt I needed to go to the Carpathians,
in certain wonderful areas. The experience I had at Gura
Raiului, at the Ialomia Monastery and Cave, the Unity with
All That is, is hard to be captured in words... The inner peace
and Silence, in Unity with All That Is, the strong connection
with the Dacian soul...
This was then followed by the Solomon Speaks on Reconnecting Your Life Book written by Dr. Eric Pearl and Frederick
Ponzlov, that touched my soul, all of which once again
opened the door for me to step inside, towards Unity, by
remembering and living the Divine Truth... As We Are All
One... Light.
Nothing was the way it used to be. My personal evolution accelerated, I began to be more lucid, to see things more
clearly, to become both the observer and the observed...
When you will decide to read Solomon Speaks on Reconnecting
Your Life, allow yourselves to read it with your soul...
The puzzle has been completed understanding and experiencing All That Is as One.
All That Is came by experiencing it and I understood that
All of Us hold the answers within us. When we know, feel
and see that God/Divinity/the Universe/the Source, call it as
you will, is in each of Us that is when we know that each
person we meet is US, and treat them with Respect, knowing that the Divine Truth is within them, just as it is in Us,
and we feel them and see them as Our Equal, thus Respecting
Ourselves, Accepting and Loving Ourselves entirely, just as
We Are.
And, at that time, we know we are whole, complete, just
as we are Here and Now, the Manifestation of Divinity in It
All.
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The simple Divine Truth... By being child-like, playing as

a child would, we choose to be Joy in our journey...
Our Soul knows and feels the Truth, when communication comes from the Heart, with compassion, stemming from
authenticity, and honesty. That is when we will no longer
feel separation, have desires or think, Wow, look at what
so-and-so can do. We no longer say, I did, I lived, I am telling you... I, I, I as the Ego looks for confirmation from the
outside. That is when we feel Love in Silence and Peace, because that is when We Live the Divine Truth, we see through
the Illusion of our Ego, the Illusion dissolves, and we remember that We Are, in fact, One We Are Light.
I have provided the translation of an excerpt from the introduction to Solomon Speaks on Reconnecting Your Life :
Today, while reading Solomon Speaks on Reconnecting
Your Life, allow yourself to hear him talking to you. Because he
is talking to you. He is talking specifically to you. The book is
not a forecast of the future and it does not predict the future.
It includes understandings of life, allowing absolutely each
and every one of us to access and facilitate a higher level of
healing both for ourselves and for others as it shows us
how to access higher and deeper levels, within ourselves and
others. In other words, to reconnect yourself, to heal others,
to heal yourself.
As Solomon says, We are one. Therefore, while taking
you on my journey, I hope you will also discover parts of
your journey here. Enjoy the landscape. This is a work of
Love. Step in... step inside the doors.
(Eric Pearl, Solomon Speaks on Reconnecting Your Life
Introduction)
My belief is that, yes, it is a work of Love, and that we
can feel it... And yes, within it there are lives that speak directly to Our Soul, to All of Us. We Feel. We Remember. The
beauty is that, as long as we allow ourselves to feel, to read
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Solomon Speaks with our Heart, there is nothing left for us

to do... understanding will come. It is similar to a re-run of
our own lives, like a movie (one flash followed by another),
pictured before our very eyes, sometimes too fast and we
can clearly see such moments and situations resulting from
Love, our Heart and everything else, guided by fear... and
even more... We understand, when everything is there, like
a puzzle assembled before our very eyes, that it just Is...
And we then understand and know that all answers Are
already in Our Heart... sometimes we try to explain it, to
understand with our mind or ask someone else... but do we
really believe that We can understand with a mind that processes the Divine Truth and the Universe in terms of 0 and
1 ? Do we really think that our mind can see and understand the full picture... or do we really think that someone
else can know what we have chosen to experience on Earth
better than we do ?... I do not think so...
Simplicity... Enjoy yourself, Be joy !
Magic is everywhere... Look around you... Focus your attention within your Heart and feel the Truth... Look around
you again... What do you see ?...
Be aware, Notice, Trust Your Instinct... Be open to it All...
Be grateful for it All...
It is Our journey, the journey of it All in Unity and Light.
Enjoy it...
The conscious living of the Truth with our full Heart is
what opens peoples hearts... which is when they can allow
themselves to remember, Wow, this is what I am... Light,
Peace, Silence, Love... I think I will do this again... The
Universe is within each of us. When we listen to our soul
and heart, communication becomes authentic ...Paradise on
Earth... we are so close... it is right here and now... Can you
imagine that you do not know anything ?...
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Can you imagine that each of us is a divine spark, perfect

just the way it is here and now, able to be and to create Joy ?
For we are all beings of light, and when we live this Truth,
words are no longer necessary... Our soul acknowledges it
and remembers... It is Silence and peace...
The notions were familiar to me before, however, most
often than not, they were mere concepts that I was trying to
understand from a mental perspective.
I had experiences during meditations or spontaneous experiences, when I could feel the union with It All in my soul,
in my body. A great sensation was the tickling and the movement of my head in various directions, as if something in
the universe was playing with my head...
However, I have already discussed this in previous chapters.
This happened, however, almost exclusively during meditations, only to then be left with the feeling of helplessness...
There were constant questions. Something was missing.
One of the constant questions was, How do I love them
all ?, How do I accept them all ? How can I not judge them,
when, sometimes, without even being aware of it, my mind
automatically reacts to certain stories ?
It was a feeling that came and went without me being able
to consciously notice it... I was more or less, however not
enough...
I tried to understand what others were saying, that the
Source/the Universe/God/Divinity is within you, that you always have to feel, to be present... however, no one would say
exactly how that should be done... I would notice that it happened sometimes, when I did what I liked... it was wonderful ...however, what does one do when it doesnt happen ?... I
mean, it wouldnt be too comfortable if I just lay down in the
middle of the store and started meditating... I could do it, of
course, but would I feel comfortable ? Probably not...
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And then it happened... I participated in Dr. Eric Pearls

Reconnective Healing and Reconnection seminar, in 2013.
I remember the sensations were very strong. My head
would move the same way it did before, however with much
greater intensity... (I tried, for example, to direct it in the opposite direction of its movement, however, something pulled it in
the initial direction of the movement). The image of the faces of
the people on stage would transform (at that point, I thought,
Hmm, perhaps there is something wrong with my eyesight, however, I noticed it only happened when certain people were on stage ;
therefore, my eyesight was intact). My general state was that
of peace and Silence, mixed with enthusiasm... and, at the
same time, I had countless questions... Hmm, I would tell
myself, well, Alina, you could ask Dr. Eric Pearl one or two
questions, but there are hundreds of people here who surely have their own questions... and this man is only human.
What would happen if they all started mobbing him with
questions ?
However, it had already happened. The questions were
coming, however, answers were also being offered : Through
experience...
It was the first time I experienced the state of being in
the middle of a crowd, spontaneously, during the seminar
break, on an alleyway, while smoking with Melania... yes,
while smoking (instead of in any specifically set-up area, with
any prior preparation)....
There was Peace, Silence and Unconditional Love. Time
stopped, space expanded. It was nothing. A state of communion. I could see and feel infinity and the greatness of what we
are in Melanias eyes... Light... gratitude, joy, Silence... And
that is when I knew... this is what Is. We Are All one, when
we allow ourselves to be, to step inside the open door of the
Universe. That is when we experience the One...
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I continued to have wonderful experiences and it was the

first time I entered a rocking state... my body would rock
and I could feel information coming... Alina did not know
exactly what was going on... I asked someone at that time,
who gave me a strange look, so I went quiet. Later on, while
discussing it with Aurora, she told me it was a state of modified consciousness... Well, whatever it is, it doesnt matter, it
just is... time to move forward... Ill figure it out eventually...
All that I know is that, during my rocking, matter somehow
expanded ; the door turned into jelly ; I found it strange, but
I just allowed it to happen...
While I was at the seminar, having experienced the rocking state for about 3 hours on the hallway of the building
where the seminar was being held, waiting to be picked up
to go directly to a work assignment, the same information
continued to reach my mind : Eric will come... So what ?...
Hmm... Well, didnt you have a question ?...
By asking some of the staff at one point, I was firmly told,
No, Eric does not attend Level Three.
However, I was beyond certain that he would come, so
I paid absolutely no mind whatsoever to what others were
saying... and, he did, indeed, come...
When I wanted to ask the question, I forgot. Instead, I
told him, I knew you would come, and he answered politely, smiling, But I dont teach level three, and I replied, I
knew you would come, not that you would teach...
All was well and good. He went inside the seminar hall,
leaving the door open, and he started talking... My mind
then said, Hmm, he said he does not teach, however, this is
exactly what he is doing...
The whole picture clicked inside my head later... nothing is set in stone, words are symbols helping us communicate, and we choose such words so that the person in front
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of us will understand the message... however, is that really

the case ?
If we are careful, we will notice that the communication
takes place at a vibrational and energy level, which is why,
in certain cases, words cannot be understood, however, the
message of the soul will always be understood...
The only sentence I heard from his speech was, There is
no wrong choice !...
Hmm, and that gave me food for thought for quite some
time... I did not quite understand what that meant at that
time... I used to think, Should I make this or that decision ?
What is best ?... And, in the end, I would choose nothing,
happy that I did not have to choose between one or the other... What the old Alina failed to understand back then, was
that, when one does not make a decision, they are, in fact,
also making a decision. The decision is not to make any decision...
In fact, We are making a decision every second of our
lives :
I make the following decision : I choose to be joy here
and now...
I make the following decision : I choose to be impeccable
in using words symbols to express the Divine Truth...
I make the following decision : I choose to treat all beings
with respect, by accepting them unconditionally...
I make the following decision : I choose To Be in integrity...
What does integrity mean ? It derives from the word integer and it refers to harmony between words and actions... It
refers to being, before doing...
I make the following decision : I choose not to make assumptions with my mind, as it has limited knowledge and it
cannot see the full image of That Which Is...
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I make the following decision : I choose not to take anything personally, knowing that what each of us sees is what
they are prepared to see...
I make the following decision : I choose to be the Light I
want to see in All That is, through my presence...
I make the following decision : I choose to allow the
Universe that I Am to manifest itself within and through
me...
Later on, while reading Solomon Speaks, I understood.
Well, of course making no choice is wrong. Each person can
make the decision at time X that matches their level of consciousness at time X...
Many things happened during those 2-3 weeks...
Someone told me, You are living ecstasy on Earth, however, Papaji said that man can stay in this state for 21 days,
following which they will leave their physical body...
Hmm, so I asked, Who is Papaji ?...
All that was is no longer valid. It is a new beginning, and
everything that matters is now... without us knowing and
understanding what is going on at that time...
It was as if I was being guided by a force. I was acting
through more than mere instinct... It was a state of ecstasy,
while, at the same time, phrases were running in the background...
I used to tell myself, Alina, everyone is talking about intuition. Instinct is defined as something characteristic to animals... What is going on ?
And the force would pull me forward, It is a new beginning, question everything... allow yourself to be guided...
I later understood once more that, despite the fact that
the words created confusion in my mind, I was experiencing ecstasy without defining, without knowing exactly what
was happening...
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I had discovered the inner strength of us all... the Universe,

the Being of Light that we all are was manifesting within me
and through me. It had taken over control...
I had not experienced something this strong and non-human before. It was simply happening spontaneously everywhere at the bakery, at work, while shopping, in the smokers lounge , however not in the presence of everyone, in the
beginning...
It would come the same way it always did, however, more
intense, like electrical current. It would go in above my head,
and then spread throughout my body. Comforting warmth
would spread from my heart throughout my body. I could
feel my body swim in what felt like jelly. I did not experience
hunger. I did not experience the need to sleep...
I felt peace, love, acceptance and complete safety, interwoven with ecstasy...
In the beginning, it did not happen around everyone, so
I used to ask myself, Does the Universe only choose certain
people ? Am I guided by a force of the Universe coming and
going when it feels like it ? What is going on ?...
It then began to constantly manifest itself... at work, in a
store, all over the place. It did not matter if people were yelling or were angry. I could see through it. I only felt Peace,
Love and Unity. It was all a Living Being, and I was one with
it all.
Even bees (which I would have been scared of before) would
rest on my body, and I felt life and love. It was all fantastically clear to me. I was in Paradise, in the middle of the human world.
I then noticed that the environment I was in was changing (that is what I used to think back then ; now I know that my
perception had changed). People were in a good mood, they
were happy, they remembered They Were Light. I even asked
myself what drugs they were on...
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That is when I understood, through direct experience,

what it means to live the Truth, To Be One with It All. That,
by changing yourself, you change the world...
Understanding and Living a state of grace... By simply being... I allowed myself to remember that the force is the manifestation of That Which Is, the Universe within us all...
It was all around me and there was no need for me to
meditate or do anything special to reach such a state... I simply needed to be...
I then Understood and Truly Experienced the message of Simona Sitru :
Love manifests with Silence and Peace, in a state of
Peace and Silence.
In such a state of Silence and peace, when you know the
Divine Truth, when you remember Who You Really Are, a
Spark of Divine Light, in Unity, you can hear your Heart
clearly and plainly, your Soul recognizes and knows what is
meant for you in this plane...
And we feel it, we know it with our whole Soul... At this
level of consciousness, our mind is perfectly at ease. It is the
loyal subordinate of the Heart, as, at this level, We Are the
Observer and the Observed. We watch the movie as a spectator. We feel Silence and peace. We are in Unity.
Our senses are extremely sharp. Our perceptions of
sounds, colors and images intensify greatly. We become extremely aware, conscious and alert. We can see through the
illusion of our ego. We recognize the Divine Truth I am
all around us.
Time stops just like in The Matrix movie. Everything
that can happen in, perhaps, one second, can be perceived
as 20 seconds. Information reaches us from our Universal
Consciousness. We know exactly what is meant for us. We
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sion in which we are found is above 4... We are stepping out

of the box .
To describe Being in words fades in comparison to living it... But if I were to describe it in words, nevertheless, I
would say :
In the state of Being, we run with the flow... synchronicities appear ; we move fast, while also doing nothing, as far as doing is concerned... we are very present
and we are extremely vigilant, enjoying clarity, Silence
and inner peace... we can see through the illusion of our
ego and can feel the Life that We Are all around us...
Everything is perfect just as It is... It is Love... We Accept
and We Love It All Just As It is...
What does Love mean at this level ? What it is not is :
We do not think, I love X, Y... and then start creating
such feelings within us...
We do not think, We love Planet Earth, the stars, etc.,
and will intentionally send Love to all beings, plants
and animals...
We Accept and Love It All just as it is has nothing to do
with the power of autosuggestion or with the state of outside
motivation...
We Accept and Love It All just as it is :
...By living in the Here and Now, in Peace and Harmony
with All That Is, by knowing Who We Really Are... Life...
...Allowing it all to be just as it is, knowing that creation
is perfect just as it Is Here and Now
...This Love just Is...
That is when we will know that everything we are looking for is already here... within us...
We know it was never outside of us...
All that we see outside of us and that we experience is
solely the projection of what is inside of us...
What do you want to be ? ...Be Now, it is All That Is.
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The state of consciousness afferent to the creation of the

Heart is, therefore, Unity, and I want Us all to choose to consciously evolve with Joy Here and Now...
No matter what we may experience, knowing that everyone else is Us, the choice of Unity is the creation of the
Heart, the creation of Joy...
We should remain open to everything coming to us, as, if
it comes to us, it will always be meant for us ...
And, in this openness, without any interpretations or
analyses, knowing that we are not aware of the bigger picture and that All just Is, that everything is Reborn and is
REcreated HERE and NOW, we should create with Joy and
Uniqueness in Unity... To allow ourselves to be...

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we creating at this time ?
When we remember that the source of infinite creation is in
the Heart, we are experiencing Truth in the Here and Now, in
Unity, in Life.. We are Joy and we create Joy..

The state of consciousness of the creation of the Heart is

the ONE state Unity...
The truth is that, when creating with our Heart, we cannot create anything other than Divine Truth.
And there is just One out there : the Light...
The Light simply is. It cannot be more or less valuable...
When we acknowledge and allow ourselves to remember
the greatness of us all, of the fact that we are Beings of Light
coming on Earth to enjoy our existence in this plane, we
know that all of creation is perfect just as it is...
We are similar to children. We enjoy, we play and we
create... JOY... from within our Hearts...
And there is no better or more valuable place than inside our Hearts... Where there are no comparisons, labels,
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suffering, sadness, goal to become noticed, desire to receive

outside acknowledgment, desire to be appreciated, to be noticed...
Everything is Joy Here... It is One... It is the manifestation of Divinity... It is the Universe, the One, manifesting within Us and through Us.
We do not experience separation from any living being, we do not feel irritation, but simply Life that Is. We
are children playing and enjoying life, wonderful, open to
Everything, innocent, surprised...
Imagine every human being on this planet living this
way...
It is Paradise on Earth already...
The person planting tomatoes collects tomatoes with all
their Heart, with Love, and they create... Love, naturally...
A person manufacturing cars, manufactures cars, enjoying
it, and, while enjoying what they are doing, the way a child
would, they create Love... and then examples are endless.
The Creation of the Heart is the creation of Love, and
it is Joy... it is Heaven on Earth...
However, it only happens in certain parts of the World,
right now... What could be the reason behind that ?
Countless generations have promoted the idea of the importance of ones job/work... For example, To Be a doctor
is more important than to be a cleaning lady, as the doctor
saves human lives... however, if the cleaning lady did not
clean the hospital, the doctors work would not be possible
in an unsanitary environment...
If the farmer does not plant his vegetables with Love, they
would not reach the hospital cafeteria, doctors would not be
able to feed themselves, etc., and, therefore, doctors would
not be able to carry out their activity, i.e. to save lives...
It is all interconnected and, even at this level, we operate
as a WHOLE.
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And, based on the human definition for the importance

and defining the level of difficulty of work that is carried out,
the false self began creating different categories, labeling
and capitalizing human activities.
And the result is the level of remuneration given to each
activity that is carried out, that varies per global region and
based on other factors.
Speaking of remuneration, is money in direct correlation
with the level of consciousness reached by a person ? This is
a controversial question, as opinions vary.
By using current examples, it can be stated that one encounters both cases : people with a great amount of money
and who have, indeed, reached a high level of consciousness,
as well as people with a significant amount of money that,
from a vibrational standpoint, are still in the fight or flight
stage...
However, I have also met people who, even though they
may have a high level of consciousness, do not hold any financial resources in terms of money... However, they have
and they experience everything they want to experience,
with Joy... They live Here and Now...
When we give money the power to make our wishes and
dreams come true, we condition the performance and the
fulfillment thereof, in terms of our false self.
How many times have you heard, My dream is to...,
however, I dont have the resources I need to make it come
true.
All you need is already within you, waiting to be discovered. You experience what you want to experience, knowing
that you already have everything you need. Enjoy it, as the
way the Universe chooses to fulfill your dream is no longer
Your concern.
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Concerning our earlier discussion, there are three factors :

importance, the level of difficulty and the level of remuneration. The last factor (the level of remuneration) results
from the first two factors that are currently still influencing
the choices of many people on Earth when it comes to selecting the activities they want to benefit from...
And we continue to marvel that everything that is going
on is happening...
You must have noticed that there are brilliant attorneys,
exceptional cleaning ladies, who shine when they are at
their work place... I was delighted to meet such a woman
and be in her presence at the office I work in... The moment
she steps in the door, you can feel her soothing coolness.
The presence and light with which she carries out her job are
amazing... The energy flowing through her while she is carrying out her job is LIFE itself ; it is LOVE. Such people are
people who create with their Heart.
Imagine that each job that is carried out is deemed to have
the same importance and respect, and is, therefore, remunerated with the same amount of money... In such a case, the
choice of many people is the choice of the Heart... In the field
of Love... permanently centered in the Heart... Heaven on
Earth... However, things stand differently... at the moment...
Change begins with each of Us...
You will probably ask yourselves, Hmm... how can I
change anything ?
You are the only person that can change something... How?
By changing Yourselves... Hmm, and how do we do that ?
By reminding yourselves that the outside you perceive is
merely the reflection of what you are inside...
We receive What We Are... We are Joy, we experience and
receive Joy, no matter the shape Joy comes in...
What does We receive What We Are mean ?...
Let us take an example concerning relations.
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Picture the following scenario :

Person X is found on frequency X, where the frequency is
given by how aware the respective person is at that time of
who they really are.
Lets say person X knows/believes the existing possibilities in which everything can manifest are limited and conditioned by certain factors, such as statistics, memories, experiences, etc.
What will the person experience ? Everything that is possible in what they have defined as possible. The experiencing options are limited. The frequency of the respective person is that of duality.
Let us now imagine that person X wants certain situations, experiences, perhaps even relations with person X+n,
found on frequency X+n, where frequency X+n is the frequency of Joy experienced as inner Peace and Silence, of the
infinite potential of What We Are. There are no limitations
or conditions here.
What options are there and when can person X obtain
what is found on frequency X+n ?
Only when it consciously decides that everything is possible, when it allows itself to remember Who It Really Is,
A Consciousness with unlimited potential, when it consciously chooses to change frequency.
What happens in the case of relations ?
Let us say that Flavio is radio station 2 on the 200 Hz frequency.
Flavio wants a relationship with Ana, where Ana is radio
station 3 on the 333 Hz frequency.
There are 3 options in this case, but only one of them
gives Flavio what he wants, i.e. the first option :
1. Flavio decides to change the frequency and increases
to 333 Hz, because he has decided on it, and he enjoys the
process.
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2. Ana changes her frequency and decreases to the 200

Hz frequency where Flavio is. However, Flavio does not
want station 3. He wants the frequency of station 3, i.e. 333
Hz. Ana does not feel good at this frequency. She is unhappy.
Flavio is unhappy.
3. Nothing changes. Ana stays at the 333 Hz frequency,
and Flavio stays at the 200 frequency.
Sometimes we want to want something. Who says so ?
Our mind does.
Our mind wants us to want. In the example shown
above, Flavio wants to want station 3.
In fact, Flavio does not want station 3. Flavio wants the
FREQUENCY of station 3.
Does Flavio get what he wants ? Probably. When ?
It all depends on Flavio and, by this, I mean that the
process through which Flavio reaches the frequency of station 3 is individual and depends on Flavios clarity and perseverance.
Perhaps, before reaching the 333 frequency, Flavio needs
to experience what lies between 200 and 333 or perhaps he
does not... We do not know. As I have said above, the process is individual. Each person decides for themselves when
and how it will happen...
How do we manifest in our relations with others, in the
state of the creation of One, in the BEING state ?
We love them unconditionally... by accepting them just
as they Are Here and Now... by giving them the freedom to
be themselves, manifesting just as they choose to, every moment of their lives...
All that we perceive is the Life that we Are...
We let them see us, feel our soul, our heart, sharing the
Life that we Are with them...
When you remember that the source of infinite creation
is in the Heart, you are experiencing the Divine Truth in the
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Here and Now Life... That is when Light is everything you

can perceive around you.
Life just is. It does not worry, it is not sad, it knows that
everything is perfect just the way it is... just like flowers that
do nothing to grow wonderful and beautiful... they just
are...
We are the Creators of each moment of our lives...
What do we create Here and Now ?
When we eat, when we go shopping, when we simply sit
and admire the sun. Are we creating Love ?
What exactly gives life to the activity ? What state of consciousness is it born out of ?

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10. The Joy of living

the New Earth of Children
We Create a New Earth with Childrens Joy of Life..
By being Joy.. Life creates Life..

Are we prepared to Know that All That we see on the

outside Is just the projection of What is within Us ?
Are we prepared to know that all that was is no longer valid ?
Are we prepared to know that everything is recreated
and rewritten every moment, thus creating a New Earth ?
How do we create a New Earth ? By being children,
enjoying ourselves, and Knowing that Everything is possible.
Everything is possible is a statement opening the doors
of Paradise... to dream, to live How We Want to, knowing
with our whole Being that it is already here...
Did you notice that when enough people are certain of
something, that it materializes Here and Now ?... Thoughts,
feelings, energy...
Do you want to experience Joy ? Choose Joy , Be children...
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Let us be Children Now. How do we feel ?

Wonderful . We can create anything we want...
Imagine what you want to live with your whole Heart...
Do you feel Joy radiating from Your Being ?
We let the music of life play, dance, dream, be What It
Is Light...
We enjoy each moment, as the only moment there is...
We feel life all around us... we feel the breeze of nature,
we feel the touch of the sun rays as we soak them up, we feel
the Universe that we Are... We feel... We listen to our Heart.
Everything becomes One...
We know the Truth is in Our Hearts, and that is why anything we dream of, see and feel with our Heart is created
Here and Now...
When our mind tells us something different, we ask ourselves, How would a child act Now ?
A child would say, Oh, I dont like what this adult is telling me. Nevermind him. Lets just go and play. That is wonderful.
And, the very next moment, the child has forgotten the
adults software sequence, he/she does what he/she likes and
is feeling wonderful ! The child heads forward, moving and
allowing the Life that We Are flow... The energy flow is continuous...
The adult is Your mind, the child is Your Heart...
Magic is everywhere. The Joy of the Heart creates Unity...
Let us Now picture Earth as a childrens playground...
What does it look like ?
Wonderful. It is a place of Joy, Peace, Love. Happiness is
the word of the day, fruit tree orchards are in bloom, nature
rejoices, the skies sing, Life is...
The creation of children, the creation of love and of joy
manifests itself in each moment of our lives... Acceptance
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and complete openness, knowing that everything is possible...

Fantasy, imagination creativity...
What can be born out of it all ? Just Joy !
We are open to recreating the Universe each moment... in the Here and Now...
Joy creates Joy, no matter the shape it takes. Joyful
children in the Kingdom of That Which Is...
We fly, we bloom, we see what is to be seen and what is
hidden, we feel That Which Is Here and Now...
We Know Who We Are. We Are Ourselves. Life.
Life creates Life...
And That Is How we create a New Earth, Here and
Now, by Being Joy.

Here and Now We Are Creating a new Earth

with Childrens Joy of Life

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The journey of We Are One, Here and Now...

1. Tot Ceea Ce Este, Este Acum
1. All That Is Is now
2. The Universe responds to vibration... We receive
what we give, what we are... If we are Joy, we will
receive Joy... no matter the shape Joy may seem to
take...
3. When are we Joy ? ...When we have clarity...
4. What is clarity ? ...Acknowledging and living the
Truth...
5. What is the Truth ?
The Truth is simple. We come Here to enjoy LIFE...
Remembering Who We Are... through our presence Here
and Now... I am...
6. How do we live the Truth ? ...By returning to being
children...
By being Ourselves each moment of our lives, manifesting ourselves freely and authentically, Just As We Are
Here and Now...
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7. We can feel the Truth in our Heart and Are Joyful...

We feel good, we feel the Life that we Are all around
us...
Everything is Re-born, is RE-created HERE and NOW.
We create with Joy and Uniqueness in Unity... We are...
8. Love manifests itself with Silence and Peace in a state
of Peace and Silence, in Unity...
We Create What We Are... ...If we are Joy, we will create Joy...
9. We are creating a New Earth Here and Now, with
childrens Joy of Life... By Being Joy...
Life creates Life...
10. We are One...
We enjoy All That Is just as It is wonderful...
Who can take this Joy away from us ? Our mind... When
we are not enjoying ourselves, when we feel *discomfort,
our mind will guide us... illusion will rule us...
So how open are we to admit it ?
Who needs external incentives ? The mind does...
The being does not need anything... The being just
Is...
* How does discomfort occur ?
By denying the present time ; by rejecting what is happening
Here and Now... Does it make any sense to block what is happening Now ?
Well, it is happening this very moment in any case, whether we
fight it or not... Why would we fight against something happening NOW ? What would be the reason behind it ?
The acceptance of the present moment through detachment,
knowing that the decision to make choices Here and Now from
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the observers position belongs to us and leads us to the creation of

the solution in a different plan.
In any case, it is merely an illusion. We are here to experience...
To remember that the energy load we give such experiences by
focusing on what is, from different perspectives, can lead us to
Heaven or Hell... the Choice is ours...
Do we have the clarity to become aware the very moment we feel discomfort, when we are not enjoying ourselves... ?
Yes ?
Excellent, then we can laugh, knowing that the mind creates the discomfort out of fear generated by certain past
experiences, out of fear projected in the future, based on
potential likely scenarios, limited by the knowledge of
our mind. Why is irrelevant...
It is important that we are aware of and can change our
mood just as a child would, by deleting the software sequence, by consciously changing frequency and continuing to do what we like, by simply choosing other options
out of the multitude of options, feeling wonderful...
And we will then move forward, just like a child . We
go forward and move, allowing the flow of Life that we
are to flow. We thus avoid blockages...
No ?
Well, it happens ... We are not the first nor the last
We pay no mind to it, when we realize what is happening. We know that we only have this moment. We do not
blame ourselves for what was. What was is no longer valid.
We can make a change now, by paying attention to this
moment, becoming aware and enjoying Life...
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If we do not like it any longer, we will choose Here and

Now Again. We will simply change the game. This is
wonderful, as we are here to experience life and play...
And our options to experience life are endless... Can we
dream ? Then we can experience all that we choose to
experience...
We go out in nature, take walks, listen to our favorite music, and simply do what we like, allowing ourselves to be
inspired by All That Is...
Here is a simple exercise to help you return to the
Here and Now :
Place your right hand on your Heart. Focus you attention
inside your Heart. Allow yourselves to feel the Life that you
Are... Give yourself time... until you can feel the life that you
are begin to pulse in your Heart... it will then spread to all of
your body, to everything you are... you will expand... time
will stop... space will expand... you will say :
The Truth is in my Heart...
I feel, accept and love Life, just as it is wonderful,
Here and Now...
I choose the Life that I Am in Unity with All That Is,
Here and Now...
I allow the Life that I Am manifest within and through
me, Here and Now...
I am grateful for All That Is Here and Now...
Thank you.

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