Chapter 5 thanks love ^_____^

Love...is about to calling for ::We are All or Nothing..?

[Pepper x Mawin]

Chapter 2 - Unbalanced tears

"Hey! Per, are we going tonight?" Maek asks after Miss Mon stepped outside. Per frowns his
eyebrows, "Why? I said yes, so I will go? What?" His captious face makes the questioner
pushs his shoulder. "Can't I ask you? Do you want meet me there or somewhere else?"
This time, Per is considering, "I haven't buy present and this evening I have to go club."
"So?" Maek rushes him because Youn beckons him from outside to go kick soccer.
Per glances at a face that isn't far from him. "I will be out from club at 5. Let's go buy a
present at Centralworld, then go back home to change clothes. Can you wait?" Chinese face
asked. "Damn! Your house is far. I'll go play soccer and wait for you. After shopping, we'll
separate to go change, and then i'll see you there."
"Okay"
"Yeah! I'll see you. Call me when you leave." Maek leaves the classroom. At the same time,
the red lips about to ask, but Per says first, "Don't wait, I'll go buy stuff with Maek."
"But.. I can wait. It's only 5pm. I can read books and go home with you." Mawin contradicts
and carry his bookbag on his shoulder after he saw Per about to walk out.
"No need.." Per refuses him then pokes Knott, "Let's go."
Knott looked confused at them for a minute, but he understands after saw angry-eyed from
Per. "Ah..Yeah, go to clubroom, fight? go go. i'm leaving, Mae"
"Today, I will leave at 5." Per says after strided out from classroom. Knott is trying to walk
faster because his friend speeds up his steps.
The sound of third leather shoes speed up to follow them. Knott sees another classmate
that used to walks behind Per.
"Umm, up to you." A boy that doesn't not understand answered before whispers a question,
"What's about Win?"
Per sighs deeply. He turns and bawls at small guy, "Why are you following me?"
Mawin startles. His eyes frighteningly scare but not give up, "Na..Naw, I just walk the same
way."
That answer makes Per bites teeth with anger before he strides his steps faster. However,
Win isn't going to give up.
At last, Knott is in trouble because he has to walk and run to follow his friends.
***
"Hey! Per." The breaking voice of music persident call out his name while Per is beat repidly
at drum set. Per looks at him, the owner of very short hair and white skin.
"What, P'Noh?" He asked after he didn't hear any question. Per frowns at Noh, who looks at
something outside the room.
Noh hesitated at the front of clubroom before says, "Let's Win comes stay inside. Today is
cold, let's he come in."
He looks over where Noh is standing. He sees Win is reading there. "Up to him. I didn't ask
him to wait." Then, he beat repidly at the drum set.
Noh catches drum sticks that Per is holding. "What's wrong with you? That is your friend,
aren't you worry about him?"
"Didn't ask him to wait.." He repeated it again with briefly voice. Noh didn't want to be a
meddler, so he let go of Per hands.
"Well, Think twice before you do anything." Music president says while sighs, and then
walks away at the same time Per is sighing.
***
Outside the building, there are juniors play basketball and soccer. Mawin unconsciouly looks
at them.
Physic book is only a tool for him because his big round-eyes don't pay attention at it. He
keeps look at red-orange bricks open space that filled with many people.
He sees juniors are hugging one another shoulder and laughing. This reminds him about his
pass.
Mawin misses the old Pepper... The person that always next to him. The person that always
good to him without any condition. He remembered Pepper's gentle smiles, although he
haven't seen that for awhile.
Cold wind blew once and made Mawin hugs himself. "I shouldn't say it..." He whispers as he
only wanted himself to hear, but he doesn't know someone stands behind him.
"I told you not to wait." Deep voice said closely. Mawin startles once. He hurriedly confronts
with a friend who always bothered his though.
Mawin blinks twice to stares back at him. "We..well, our houses are closed. This time only
5pm and isn't late.. I can wait."
After Mawin answered, Per is staring at him as the answer wasn't satisfied. His harshly
exhale and deeply voice tell how he feels. "Don't you understand? I will go buy stuff."
"I..I'll go with you." This time, Mawin is ready for complaint from Per.
Strange? His chinese face friend isn't yell at him like the pass. Mawin glances his friend that
compresses his lips tightly. Meanwhile, his eyes look strange. He can hear Per gulps down
his saliva before looks away.
Per exhales deeply while silents, and then he begins to say without look at his friend. "I told
you not to bother." He gulps down his saliva once again before looks at the small boy.
Small oval eyes (Per) looks calmly at another person. It's hard for Mawin to predict Per's
thought. Quietism takes over the situation for a moment before Per pulls his homie closer to
him. "I told you to stop act like this. You grown! There are many things to do, When will you
stop borthering me?"
At this point, His violent sight almost makes Mawin cry, but he (Mawin) still staring and
begging through his eyes.
Per can curse, reprove, or hate him because he got nothing to lose...
Please let me (Mawin) have one thing... Let this friend, that you hate, quietly sit next to
you.
"Let me go with you." It is the same word he said, but makes Per have a breathlessness.
Per couldn't believe his friend. He looks into that begging eyes before hardly pushes him.
Mawin falls to the same spot and isn't protest Per. He puts his hands down at the bench
while opens his mouth to say, "Thank you"
Per looks at his friend, since middle school, that won't look back. "Damn it!!!!!" That is Per
last words before he agruptly walk back to clubroom.
A tear fell from one's eye. Mawin tighyly compresses his lip because he doesn't want any
sound come out. How can't he know that he is stupid and crazy to endured until now?
Although, Per clearly showed he doesn't need Mawin, but Mawin is stubborn enough to do
everything the same.
...even though, it's hurt inside.
"Huuuuurrrrg~" He tried not to let any sound out, but he couldn't. Mawin shakes his his
head while hardly wipes his tears with backhand. After that, he feels something warmth
over his body.
"Wear this, wait, we will leave soon." The voice, that yelled many words at him few minutes
ago, louds again next to him. Mawin startles before hurriedly wipes his tears. He looks up to
acknowledge him, but...
Per looks at him as he has many things to tell Mawin. Mawin sit steadily and looked back at
familiar eyes before he realizes at the tip of Per eye has one hidden tear drop. In addition,
he can only blink once that tear is easily drop along his faceline.
"Per.." Mawin exclaims softly when he saw Per's tear. He haven't seen Per cry for longer
than 10 years. However, He only called his name, and that revokes Per's consciousness.
Per used his thin backhand to quickly sweep his cheek before he hesitates to say, "Hold on,
I'll get me stuffs, and we'll go home." The owner of thin and tall body briefly said nefore
abruptly walk away. He left Win perplexed with the situation.
The golden-lighted hands tighten Per dark-green jacket while the familiar smell gently blows
to his nose.
Mawin tightly holds thick dark-green jacket while prays with himself as he always does.
'In this world, he doesn't want anything..
besides have Per next to him forever.
Although, this request seems too selfish,
but he is willing to exchanged with everything..
to have Per next to him.
Even though, how long he has to be struggled or how much he has to be hated..'
***
===THIS PART PLZ DON"T HATE PER LMAO===
"Arrrrhhhhh~ N'Per is here!" The annoying noise of a big group of girls uproariouses when
Per showed up. (He is wearing fitted black jacket with skinny jean.) He's walking into a
fusion restaurant that they arranged for tonight.
Per smiles contentedly to the birthday girl before gives her a huge inflorescence.
"Aww..tonight, the flower isn't beautiful as you(P'Am) Happy Birthday Krub." A thin eyebrow
raised to mock the girl with pink roses. In conversely, his face looked sadder then the
birthday girl in white strapless dress.
"Arrrrrhhhhh~ Am! Because you are the birthday girl tonight! I'll let you stay next to him."
Another beautiful girl with sleeveless dress teased the birthday girl before Am says, "Don't
over talk. When did he become your? But, tonight, let me have this one."
Per laughed at those girls before walks to his seat which Maek been waited for him. "What's
going on? Will you go back home tonight?" Per guffaws that his friend known him quiet well.
"Why? absolutely!" Maek face laughed at his answer. "You always said you will, but after
that.."
"N'Perrrrrr, you got here so late. We haven't drink together." A sweet voice interrupted their
conversation. Per looks at the sweet face(birthday girl) that jostles on his seat.
"I was busy searching for your (Am) flower. Took me awhile to find the flowers as beautiful
as you." Per says while bumps his drink with her. At the same time, she smiles, "You don't
have to bring anything. I'm happy just to see you here."
The sweet face with makeup moves closer to him. Her alcohol and perfume smells mixed
and suduced him. "If I get drunk, can you drop me off?"
Per looks into her charllenge eyes without fear, then he smiles, "Nah, your little sister is
mean."
"Noone at home tonight.." Her interruption made Per smiles bigger. "Well, I will go there for
a moment."
Am smiled broadly before pledge him with a kiss. "You already promised me.." She
whispered before leaves.
Maek frequently calls his friend with his legs. "Hey! How come? Will you go home?
Tomorrow morning you have classes, don't forget!" Per laughed. "Humm..I know. Go back
in the morning is the same." The music from a speaker almost covered his last word. The
chinese face hums along music with pleasant.
The party about to end..
Per knows that he doesn't have to sleep with the same dream for another night.
***
"Hey, Per! Are you done copying? The class about to start." Youn brawls and hurries his
friend when the clock on the wall shows almost time for Chemistry class. Per hurriedly copy
answers from pink notebook to his white book with his face about to hit a textbook.
"Yeah! I'm trying. Almost done." He yelled to answer before realizes, "Win, have you copy
this? Do you want this after me." Per asks his homie that's playing game, but Win shakes
his head, "Oh, I'm done."
"Done?"
Someone yells out a name before Per gets to ask more details. "Is N'Win here?"
Per suddenly looks up from his textbook while Mawin smile broadly, "P'Shane" [Bwahahah
Win turned!! ^__^]
Knott, who doesn't sit far away, quickly looks at Per, but that eyes already looked back at
his book.
"Are you guy alright?"

- TBC.
Added notes: Please google some words that you can't understand for further meaning and
understanding^^