The Story of Life

Based on the dreams and imagination of Steven Smith, an investigation into

the universe

Copyright Dr Steven Smith

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Here will be briefly explained some useful information. This approach to consciousness
is very deep, symbolic and many people are either intimidated by it or very confused. I
urge our readers to keep an open mind, to open their heart, and to let what will
resonate, resonate :)

Sections - part one

.The nature of consciousness

.The nature of the soul
.The nature of the universe
.The nature of the mind
.The nature of time
.The journey and the twin
.The language of God
.The story of truth - the dragon, the lion and the angel
.The real illusion

Part two: The story of Ocean Eyes

The nature of consciousness

What is consciousness? If you’re reading this, then maybe you know that consciousness
is more than the signals in our brain. The brain is a map, and like our whole world it
patterns itself around the connections it makes. A great nerve goes around our brain,
like a ring. Consciousness isn’t limited to the brain, but the structure of the brain and
body allows for its expression. Consciousness is everything. Animals do have souls, and
so do rocks and trees. The stars have a soul, so do planets and mountains. Really we all
have the same soul, but we create distinctions between ourselves and what is not
ourselves.
At the beginning there was one. And beyond that, what created the one. But we can’t
comprehend that existence, it means to have no cause. And everything in our world
must have a cause which can measure and contemplate. Not consciousness. That’s the
mystery of God. We can see God, feel God, and know God. But to understand truly is to
know no cause and effect, no time and no space. God isn’t the Universe, he’s the
eternity, and no box, or universe can help us to understand that through our mind. It’s
entirely impossible for our minds to comprehend some things, some things can only be
understood through our own soul.

There was a beginning, what we interpret as a beginning. But it is always the beginning,
the Universe is new in this moment. We have to have time and space because they are
in effect the container, the web upon which the physical laws of our world, our bodies
and direction can play out. This is why the stars are far away, this is why we appear to be
lonely sometimes. Our human body wouldn’t be able to deal with the clarity and power
which lies behind the stars.

There is also dimension. Long ago, a spider wove a web in the darkness. She chose what
would be in that web, created the patterns and structure. And then consciousness fell
into that web. She chose what we would experience, but not when, or how
consciousness would experience it. The only destiny is to love, we are all parts of God
which have fallen into this web, and whilst the journey and experience is necessary at
first, it falls randomly. This is the nature of the quantum world. Even though it falls
randomly, it develops meaning. And when that meaning reflects true love, and
consciousness, we learn to look upon the Universe through the eyes of the creator. This
is the only thing we are really meant to do, to be kind and happy.

The spider was the architect, and she created this web so that God could experience
himself in the geometry and full potential of life. And we have fallen many times, and
each time we fall, consciousness is scattered into more complex forms of ourselves. We
may feel quite lost and broken apart. This is part of the process to reunite together, and
build the picture together, rather than doing it for ourselves. When we do that, we wrap
ourselves up in the web and become bound to its energetic forces and power, never able
to see that our make believe prison is really a net for us to grow in.
The lines of the web are the two dimensions. The ant men ran along these lines and
their ancient, insect like care for the world let them tap into the very essence of the
current. Now we built our technology based on them, but the highest level of
technology is pure consciousness, changing matter, forming life around the harmony of
natural movement and shape. This isn’t technology, but our technology is a little bit
similar. Except we have taken this away from its original purpose. We have taken it for
ourselves and it exists as a mirage, a trap, because we were only meant to work with
God, not for our own protection and power. We can never rely upon fake power to guide
us or to make us happy.

There has to be two. God stared into the eyes of the World and was filled with love. But
he wanted us to be like him, to have his love and to be as happy as him. There is no time,
just expression and perception. When one stares into the eyes of another person, and
sees all the beauty of the Cosmos in them, it is Oneness. Everything in one, all love for
the Universe experienced as oneness. And if we can see that in one other person, it’s
enough for them to feel God’s love and to see with the eyes of God. When we are so
important to one person, that we are the face of their Universe, it is the way to God.

And so God needed a way to see what he is. Not because he is selfish, we can’t
understand what was seen and felt, only know it in our heart. Two is the natural number,
the second dimension, the roads that power surges through from one place to another.
But to see more of the World’s unpredictable potential, we fell even further. And this is
when there was three. And the third element is the hologram, the illusion. It lets us
interact with each other as humans, because three is the most stable number in the web.
But the third is an illusion, so we may learn how to be as one, despite the illusion of
distance and time. There is a great swinging rope, and as consciousness lives at the top,
it doesn’t change the will of what happens at the lower areas of perception. Until the
bell is rung, when it is time to wake up.

And then there was four. The cross, the star. For when light spreads in four directions it is
the shape of a man, the shape of a cross. God created us in his image, with four sides for
the four directions, three levels for the worlds of reality, and two parts of our energy for
us to learn to know ourselves in another. And in that light, there is one, the blue
diamond that glows and rotates at our core. This tiny light is the soul, our soul, but also
our door. When we go through that door, we find God on the other side, and we found
who we truly are.

The nature of the soul

The soul is a blue light within a golden egg. The egg may look mesmerizing on the
outside, so much that we never look what’s inside, where the real truth is. The golden
egg is guarded by the serpent, which lives in our World through the intelligence of
reptiles and all beings with a central nervous system. This is the primal manifestation of
the planet’s electromagnetic energy field when it coils and tightens. Effectively it is the
construct of the physical universe, and of time itself, an ancient intelligence born of God,
which through us can learn to see and to be as God. This is why we are human. But
when we fear this aspect of our own self, the serpent tightens its grip on us and sets us
thinking that the world is against us. When the serpent isn’t fully conscious, it believes
itself to be the creator and power in the World. This is what we do, when we aren’t
conscious. We believe we’re powerful on our own and that it’s our job to beat everyone
else. We are ignorant to our true origins and worship our own existence and self
importance over the essence of life itself. This is the only thing that matters, that we are
part of something greater and that we will never be able to experience true happiness
unless we also want others to be happy. When we are kind without needing a reason to
be, the snake uncoils itself and is aligned to the true, electrical reality whence we came.
The serpent believes that he is creator, because he cannot see beyond himself. So he
thinks he must survive. Just as the disillusioned person cannot know truth until they
learn to be humble and learn to be kind, and commit to this above all else. The serpent
is simply our energy.

Buddhism and other religious reveal pieces about reincarnation. But every life is our soul,
our soul is now. Not our past lives, not our future enlightenment. That’s all part of the
web we have got ourselves stuck in. The soul is now, and it is forever. We experience
past lives because we are reorganizing the detached, disconnected energy on the planet.
The soul is not a thing, it is our doorway to oneness. It is not confined by time, only
energy is limited by time. We are eternal in this moment if we learn to see things
through the eyes of God, where the whole Universe is beautiful and deserves our
kindness and compassion.

Some people don’t even have a soul. Because the soul level of consciousness can’t exist
in a body and mind which walks away from that possibility. So that mind, and
information is born again through the different levels of creation to be a part of another
‘higher self’, to help this experience and mind become integrated into the the true
reality. The higher self is also us, but not if our mind and body can’t support it. Many
people have no soul, the consciousness whence they came automatically switches to a
‘potential’ form and may manifest in another reality, or as something more subtle in our
world. This will slowly try to guide us back to it, back to where we are from, but unless
we’re willing to listen and take responsibility. That is what leaves us trapped here, fallen
into this illusion.

That seems utterly hopeless for a lot of people, but that’s kind of the point. We have to
feel hopeless, because only then are we brave enough to be vulnerable, and perhaps
then, another person will make us feel less alone. This is why we are here, not to
succeed spiritually as individuals, but to succeed spiritually as a species. People who
focus a lot on enlightenment and the destruction of their own ego are simply running
into their own spiritual bubble and not facing the reality and beautiful potential of their
existence.

The soul is God, disguised as our imagination. And God is us, disguised behind an idea of
some things not being sacred and special. We meet on this Earth to find our own special
life, and to experience our own journey. In this way, consciousness forgets, and then
finds itself whole again. Whereas outside of Earth this is difficult because there is less
separation. The soul is a hologram, held within a membrane which spins like a ring. The
golden nature of this ring can make it seem like the ultimate power, as it mirrors our ego
self when we try to look inside. Towards the center things travel faster, and right at the
center, they travel so fast that they cease to exist in time. There isn’t really any speed,
just the illusion of different speeds as light is slowed down through the ‘third’ element,
which creates distance, time and space between the objects in the Cosmos.

The nature of the mind

The mind is of the universal web, and our brain is a map of the universe and of our
unique interaction with it. The brain changes, making new electrical connections as our
consciousness makes different connections beyond our body, changing the physical
shape and activity within the brain. Our brain is a bit like a motherboard we use for
interacting with the wider universe. Sometimes the mind, and the World are separated
into three parts.

The underworld: the underworld is the base understanding of energy. Energy doesn’t
really exist, energy is what we perceive when consciousness makes a jump between one
event and another and we aren’t aware enough to see this process as being an aspect of
consciousness, its expression really. The underworld is smaller, things operate on a
smaller scale which we have no control over until we become aware. We don’t choose
the circumstances of our connection to the underworld. It is what we are born into, it is
what life itself is born into to create atoms, minerals, plants, trees and animals. Our
lower chakras are linked to the underworld. This is the place of energetic expression,
ruled by the serpent aspect of consciousness. This is why we talk about the angels
having fallen. The real meaning behind this is that consciousness has to fall to the
underworld before unlocking the gates to access the higher self. Everything in our world
also exists in the underworld, but because of our body we interpret it as being smaller,
and we reach it through the lower ‘rising’ aspect of the toroidal energy field, meaning
that our physical self is influenced by things across all of reality, even though we may
never notice it.
In the mind, the underworld is the unconscious mind. It is the place we come from and
yet the place we often refuse to identify and understand. Represented as a pyramidal
structure, the unconscious mind is the base of the pyramid, which links with all of reality
through subtle, evolutionary and uncontrollable levels which effect us at a level of
energy.

The Middle World: the Middle World is the medial point for our consciousness to
interact with both the Underworld and Upperworld polarities. This is where the journey
plays out at an individual level, and it’s also where we have the most choice and ability
to change ourselves and our world.
The Upperworld: this is the level of consciousness where we consciously interact with
the greater reality at a personal level, through insight, wisdom and observation. We are
experiencing the same reality as the Underworld, only this time we are seeing it
manifested in larger objects which give us an idea of our place in the Cosmos.

Objects are physically different because of their effect on our level of reality, not
because their size is necessarily important. Smaller objects simply exist as energy, and
then potential. They effect us, they are how the entire Universe effects us and teaches
us information. But this knowledge can’t be accessed fully until we have risen above the
fearful self, which fears the Underworld. Our ancestors living under the ground are the
energetic expression of the same consciousness we experience as being Godly and
angelic in the upper worlds. Whilst the spirits in this world represent the interactions
that people have with the Middle World.

Once we have accessed this strength, the Underworld doesn’t effect us as much,
because we are observing it through the holistic perspective of all three realities being a
manifestation of the same spirit. When we look at the planets in our solar system, they
also represents part of our own planet and its stories. These are represented as certain
rocks and minerals in the Underworld. The distant stars we see at night reach us with
photons of light, many of them millions of light years away. This doesn’t mean that we
are actually looking at the past, those stars are also in the ‘now’, but we don’t have the
ability to go there because of the illusion of space and time. The stars are the physical
expression in the Middle World of the photons which reach our planet. Stars represent
different possible pathways and gateways to consciousness. We can effect the energy
around us when we awaken, but in the stars there is a higher purpose, an order which
we have to keep by, because the space and time we experience is crucial for our bodies,
and Oneness has to be slowed down to create the illusion of distance so that we can
support this form.
 Each of those stars out there is just the physical expression of the light we experience
as photons, but naturally, we can’t be in the same physical place as a sun, so space-time
needs to exist as a sort of filter or membrane. The stars are all within us, within the very
matter we are made of, and within the photons which reach our bodies from all over the
Universe. We are the whole Universe, but we can only experience one physical form at a
time. Trying to do otherwise and to ‘take’ that power instead of respecting it, often
results in people destroying themselves mentally and physically. It’s like trying to fight
lightning with a sword. We might come from the lightning, but right now we are in a
physical body and we certainly can’t possess the lightning. Not as long as we have any
fear or impure intentions can we access that power, which is why God only lets us use it
for a higher purpose. We can never fully access that kind of power from a perspective of
having a mind or being separate.

The past and future are different only in the obvious direction of influential flow, but
every time we look into the future, we are re-experiencing the past, and each time we
look into the past we are just creating a new future. There is no such thing as time, just
progression from one thing to another as part of this giant safety net. Each person is
bound to be more drawn to and more likely experience some things over others. This is
because the outer layer of the mind is moving much slower in a circle, but as it moves it
moves with enormous changes in ourselves and in world consciousness. In this sense,
time functions more as a circle. We have an opportunity to experience something, and
the inspiration reaches the outside of the circle. But as it reaches the inner circle, the
true self, it becomes greatly mistranslated through the complex imagery and self identity
of the physical and mental self. But ultimately the true message will always be there,
inside us.

We are constantly experiencing the past. As time moves in a wheel, our old desires, fears
and regrets go around that circle and we have to re-experience them disguised under
the different forms our mind can create. And I guess all the negative things we might
experience are somehow attached to us, so that we have to face them that little bit
harder each time until we get the picture and start to take responsibility, rather than
chasing after them and running away from them, both of which are based on fear.

The nature of time

Time basically doesn’t exist beyond our ego or self. Beyond our unique sense of ‘I am’
there is no time as we know it, and we ourselves create time individually and collectively,
although we still have to be connected to purpose and meaning for us to effect time,
because without that we can’t be conscious participators in the Cosmos. The past can
theoretically be changed because it only appears to be vastly different to the future;
really it’s about the order than we interpret information and the direction we perceive it
having taken place and reached us. For example, if we didn’t know that we would love
Spain so much, it would feel as though we were discovering the past. But it isn’t much
different to discovering the future and creating it in our minds and before our eyes.

Journey of the twin

Our souls aren’t created with two halves as some have suggested. This is contradictory
to the ancient beliefs held by indigenous people for long periods of time, it mainly came
from Plato who described humans being split into two genders. But, there is truth to this
concept of the one true love, it just isn’t so dependent upon the person but upon our
own potential to experience love. We are at an exact medium point between enormous
stars, and the tiny world of quantum mechanics. In this Middle World, we have a mind,
an ego, a name and body. We are playing the part of God, but we are alone. God
discovering the World alone and learning to love. We experience the Cosmos as the
other because it is this illusory division which lets us meet ourselves and experience love.
In this reality, the only way we can experience love is by being a part of it, by loving that
which is not us. This is a huge lesson, and it is this simple relationship we can have with
the Cosmos that is the magnetic force driving all of our Universe, it just so happens that
we’re human and we’re driving it from this particular angle.

Most people identify with either a masculine or feminine polarity. The other is always
there in the World outside of us, and inside of us, but most of us are being driven by the
desire to meet the other in a human face, mind and heart. Most of us dream about the
ultimate romantic relationship, and this is the force driving it, the desire to meet the
other and to love the whole Universe through their one form; because by physically and
emotionally meeting the Universe in one form we can see that all of creation is one. And
as they love us, we feel at one as well. To see a person as the face of our own Cosmos
frees us of our energy and makes us feel incredible. Just as we are also special to God,
and God wants to spend time with us and be with us always, most of us desire for
another person to do that, because if we could feel that level of commitment and love
from someone it is the same thing as God loving us, and thus oneness. Whilst love is
infinite, our physical form isn’t infinite, so when we meet the other in the physical, we
want that attention and commitment because it’s far more freeing and powerful than
having multiples of the same thing.

We can see all creation as being one, without a physical person to reflect that in a
human form. But humans are vulnerable, emotional, and want to give and receive love
at a human level. When someone chooses to let us be that reflection, that physical and
human form of their whole Cosmos, it is a commitment to seeing all of our beauty and
needing only that, because they can see our true self and know that we are everything
beautiful in one place. Romantically loving two people for instance means that we
identify our Universe as being in two forms, and at a human level this isn’t ideal because
we long for intimacy but have allowed some attributes about these people to come in
the way of that intimacy, and we are no-longer experiencing it at one with them because
they aren’t the full, human embodiment of our Cosmos which we could intimately
experience with the humanness of another person.

Twin Flame relationships aren’t driven by divine order or destiny, but by the potential we
have to meet ourselves with a person who also has the potential to meet their self.
These type of relationships happen most often to people who are on some kind of
spiritual journey, because the ‘twin flame’ relationship represents a quicker alternative
to dating different people over time and looking for the right one. Twin flame
relationships are given to us by God, but we must choose them. They can empower us,
help us to grow, and help us to let go of what doesn’t matter. And ultimately they
represent the highest manifestation of our inner ‘pull’ towards the other, an experience
which is not only hard work at first and requires enormous amounts of faith and trust,
but which will also spiritually transform us and bring us to our full potential as a human
being. Loving one person romantically doesn’t mean that we love less, it just means that
we love only one person romantically and at an emotional and physical level. This kind
of relationship increases the love we feel around us, towards other people and towards
our World, but our energetic drive to be with the other in the physical is met entirely
through the explosive balance of masculine and feminine energy within two people
(regardless of gender, a gay man may see the other as masculine for instance). This is
probably healthier than being with more than one person, because our body and mind is
like a computer, with coding and programs to help it run. We can never have too much
love, nor indeed give too much love. But overflowing our bodily computer with energy
and genetic material fragments the mind into needing, and seeing different things or
people, rather than the simple, balanced need for only the things we really need, the
bare minimum, because having more on the outside doesn’t equal more love, if
anything it increases our illusion of identifying love with the physical exchange of energy
and giving/receiving. Seeing different things and people means that we can’t identify the
Cosmos as one on a human level, which isn’t nearly as intimate as a Twin Flame
relationship.

The language of God

The web of reality is built into toroidal patterns, which form larger vortexes depending
on how much divine will power is able to be aligned to a particular creation project.
Larger examples include the black holes at the center of galaxies and even galaxies
themselves. Black holes emit light as well as taking it in, and are in effect gateways to the
heart of all creation. These vortexes exist everywhere, and they connect the tiniest
levels, such as atoms, to galaxies. If we compare the scale, we are slap bang in the
middle, and that’s why we have the power to meet ourselves. The vortex is also a
representation of the masculine-feminine energy dynamic, which creates
electromagnetism and thus all forces of the physical universe. At the level of our body
and mind this manifests as sexual and romantic desire.

These higher levels of consciousness are sometimes identified as being angelic or even
as extraterrestrial. In a sense these are both true, but the modern idea of
extraterrestrials is a misunderstanding of consciousness which doesn’t necessarily look
like an ‘alien’ or even have a physical form. On our planet these vortexes are crystallized
within the rock itself. In the human body the primary expression is in DNA. DNA consists
of two strands, connected by four bods A, T, C and G. These bonds correspond to the
four directions, or the four tasks or commitments we experience through our earthly
lives. DNA is like a language written by these angels to help them ‘fall’ down to our level
of reality and subsequently help humans to experience love and to create balance in the
Cosmos. We are indeed quite unique in the Universe, life probably isn’t as common we
might assume, life as we know it at least. Angels designed the code to help us interact
with a particular range of frequencies and thus experience a particular, collective reality.
In effect, we are angels, or we were once. We are the stars. We have both physically
come from the stars, and the light which overflows our body is also from stars/angels.

Light is the language of the angels, and our DNA is designed to pick up and channel the
spectrum of visible light, allowing the rainbow expression to bridge our world to the
world of the angels. Angels speak to us using our DNA, and can effectively control our
DNA, but only through us. They can’t effect our free will. So by remembering that we
were once from up there, we can edit our own DNA. DNA creates our reality, by
consciously becoming aware of the balanced expression between the Underworld and
Upperworld. In physics this can be explained as the interactions between light and the
plasma/dark matter of the Cosmos, which allows for the infinite expression of
consciousness. We are in the middle, working out how we want that to look, and how
we can do that to include everyone and everything as a whole part of the whole, rather
than as multiple jumbled parts to create a whole.

Photons are best not understood as being waves of light. Waves don’t really exist,
neither does energy. Energy and light are just the diluted expression of consciousness
following our natural ability to assume a beginning and end, or cause and effect. All
particles and waves are potential until observed. The ancient spider determined what
would happen in the Universe, but not in what order it would take, or which soul had to
do what. The future was always written and yet it never was, because time was never
real. What was certain was that all possibility would be experienced, but exactly how,
and by what form, is unknown and part of the mystery. This is part of the
unpredictability of the Underworld. The angels have created it and know what will
happen, but we, the lower, denser and more specialized elements of consciousness get
to choose how exactly we want to do that, so without the Underworld/serpent
consciousness and the illusion of energy, there would be no sense of a unique self or of
free will beyond the will of God. DNA is held within water, and allows for the expression
and perception of all the colors of the rainbow. Our whole body then collapses this
information in an infinite form, into a finite form, and we then project our reality out
from the inside. So in effect, we are created by aliens and so is our entire universe!
Without DNA we would be able to be all things, but not experience uniqueness within
that great dream. Our world as we know it would simply cease to exist.

The dragon, the lion and the angel

The self is multidimensional. Meaning that our conscious mind, the I that we identify
with, is only the tip of the iceberg. DNA links us to every species of animal, plant, fungi
and bacteria on the planet. Remember that we are one perception of consciousness,
further broken up into millions of individuals who are slowly trying to transform our
world into a place where everybody is equal and included. When we look at animals and
plants, we might think that they are less intelligent than us, less advanced. But we only
see a particular expression of that consciousness, enough which is right for our World
and our human existence.
Animals, plants and even nature itself is consciousness. But we experience this as the
other and therefore it takes commitment to ourselves, and to love, for us to bridge that
gap between the self and the other. Love is the only thing that can bridge that gap,
whereas for other animals there has never been a gap. We see animals as instinctive and
predatory. This is because we are only looking at the earthly level of that consciousness,
and are in effect witnessing an unconscious aspect of that consciousness playing out
here on Earth, so that we can learn to be kind to one another and to all living things.

Animals are also us, different aspects of us, because we are all linked through DNA. We
evolved from fish like animals, and fish are important as mythological symbols. All
animals with a central nervous system have a serpent element to them. Dragons, or
serpents are the primal essence of creative consciousness, they are the pure energetic
manifestation of nature as it speaks to us through the elements of destruction and
creation. Biologically this formed the spinal cord and central nervous system, but upon
our earlier serpent mind we have a mammalian mind which lets us experience
consciousness as a human and not as an Underworld being.

Serpents are sometimes seem to be evil, but this is not so. Our fear reflects on their
attitude towards us, just as how we respect the primal forces of nature reflects upon us.
Dragons are the ancient level of consciousness which came to exist from the two original
polarities of masculine and feminine, or potential and possibility. Dragons are the third
element of consciousness which came about with the illusion of energy and matter, so in
effect dragons keep us trapped in this World and effectively created the physical
Universe through their primal movement and creative power. This consciousness was
then expressed in reptiles and in humans and all other mammals. This consciousness is
sometimes identified as the Demiurge in Gnosticism, the Demiurge being an illusory
universe hidden inside the real Universe, even if we believe the Deimurge to be the real
Universe. This comes down to our perception as well, and it is a constant battle which is
playing inside of us. The world of the dragons is our physical world, the mountains, skies,
fire, water and violence of nature. And yet this violence also allows for creation, and if it
wasn’t for this serpent element, we would not exist.
Our Universe has multiple expressions of consciousness, with the oldest, intelligent
form, being the primal energy behind all forces in nature. But ironically, this
consciousness is an illusion in and of itself. It comes from somewhere beyond,
somewhere outside of space and time, but the serpent cannot see that, and believes
that it is the leader, the boss. This manifests in human behavior through how we view
our ego. The more we fear our ego, the more we inevitably become enslaved to it. The
more we fear the primal power of nature, the more the dragon is able to enslave us. And
the more we fear the world, the more our powerful serpent nature becomes our
controller than our energetic connection to the Universe.

Serpents are not bad. Older symbolism has been misinterpreted to give a false
impression of an ancient consciousness, acknowledged as a powerful, healing entity by
all indigenous tribes on Earth. The serpent is the third, and by denying our nature as
coming partly from chaos, we distance ourselves from this consciousness and it becomes
threatening to us, by making us put too much power into our ego, or even by fearing our
ego. The serpents are the forces driving the galaxy before our eyes, in our own little
‘illusory’ universe, which the serpent within us believes is all there is. Because of this we
have become stubborn, afraid, and abused our technology and wisdom, causing our
planet’s economic and environmental crisis. The serpent is not bad, but by fearing it, we
run away from ourselves, from being ourselves, and from acknowledging our primal
nature as being as spiritual as our human nature. Once our human consciousness was in
a safer net, and then because of fear, we forgot how to fly. We fell into an even wider net,
one which would take even longer to come to terms with. But in the end, our ascension
through this net in its seven stages, unites serpent consciousness with God
consciousness, thereby reminding the dragon within us that actually, it isn’t all powerful,
or all dependent on survival. It came from somewhere else, our Universe came from
somewhere else, and it is our fear of being lost and not strong enough which has created
the illusion that we have to fight to survive.
This is why we are in a world where animals seem to fight each other. We are looking at
the picture from a very fragmented perspective, and this is not going to change, because
these bodies are suitable only for this level of reality. This is why our perception is so
important. Yes, on one hand the physical universe is an illusion created to slow down
and express consciousness in a more spaced out, energetic and dreamlike way. Yes,
animals do fight one another and have instincts, but we have taken God consciousness
down here with us, and this is absolutely crucial.

This means that we can choose to perceive those animals as being a reminder of how
volatile and unfair our World is, or we can realize that they are just the expression we
are witnessing of higher consciousness. And as soon as we realize that, our World will
change, because we will see it differently. This also lets us bridge the gap between
animal and human, because by recognizing divine consciousness within animals and in
nature, we can then become a part of, and experience that consciousness in nature, by
going into a trance for example and taking on a different form of ourselves, something
which we do in dreams all the time, although in dreams this is normally driven by
unconscious desires which gradually become clearer and reveal themselves to be things
of importance.

Perception is absolutely key. We can see complexity, or see the simplicity which the
complexity is trying to show us.

The dragon is linked with creation, often seen with a golden egg, representing the
illusory mirror between our World and the soul. The golden color implies that people are
captivated and intrigued by the golden egg, by seeing their own reflection within the
divine color of gold. Many dragons are linked with water, and it would seem that water is
the physical expression of the ‘void’, one which supports biological life. Rain falls from
the sky, providing the doorway between the world of spirit and the primal world.
Without water, there would be no animals. Water surrounds our DNA just as water
surrounded ancient sacred places and held them, listening to the current, mood and
frequency of consciousness and transmitting it. Water is effectively the space which has
fallen to earth.
Water refracts light, breaking it up into the colors of the rainbow. This allows higher
consciousness to experience itself at the other end of the vortex by looking into our
World. But, at the level of energy, the serpents forgot where they were from. In Icelandic
mythology this is known as the Rainbow Bridge, where some say the Gods interacted
with us by traveling down the rainbow, often to seduce and become intrigued by people
on Earth. This is important for understanding the dual nature of Gods and angel like
figures. They are divine, they do try to help us, but they can only appear in our world
through the serpent form, aka as energy. Often this appears in human form as having
blonde hair and blue eyes, a trait associated with legends of God-like beings from across
the World. The blonde hair seems to be linked to gold, whereas the blue eyes are linked
to the higher soul, in other words, the higher soul is hidden behind the mirage of what
seems memorizing and god-like at first. The symbolism of the colors blue and yellow is
probably the reason why Nordic looking people have been mentioned in mythology
from around the World. They are how this angelic consciousness makes itself known to
us. So the serpent represents the energy in the universe, the golden light represents the
secrets to mirrors within that energy, objects of reflection and of test. The blue light
represents the higher gateway to all of ourselves, and to all of time, our past, present
and future. This is another reason why the Gods were seen as ancestors, and saviors.

But ironically, we are the ones who play this out. We assume the divine to come through
a magnificent or godly form, when really it speaks far more subtly than that and directly
to our hearts. Our fear means that we experience a different type of energy, possibly
drawing the wrong people into our lives and making us delude ourselves into bouts of
fear and rage, all because we refuse to acknowledge that the divine cannot be seen or
heard. We keep looking for it in other words, and each time we look outside of ourselves
and aren’t true to ourselves, the energy snaps back to remind us not to take this
universe for granted. Once we can see that our ancestors had energy like the serpent, as
do we, the true form of the angels can be more easily revealed to us, whereas normally
it only happens to certain people. This is what allows us to speak to our ancestors and to
God on a personal level, it is about dedication to our true selves, to identify the divine
spark within the illusion of golden power which our ego always says we need.
The number 7 is somehow important here. Once a cat said to a man, “I only gave you
one key at a time”. There seem to be seven keys, seven stages of breaking out of our
own inner matrix so that we can see the World for what it truly is. I have seen this in my
mind as a person swinging around in a circle, and each time someone insulted them they
would take the energy of the insult and be damaged, like a giant golden rubix cube with
thousands of peaces. When someone hurt the dreamer, they would take on this person’s
energy but because they had the right attitude, the other person’s energy and insult
actually liberated them from something. It was like a key was being opened, and that the
person opening it for the dreamer didn’t realize they had actually done it.

Of course, serpents are not the only other expressions of consciousness for example.
Some have reported having visions where an island becomes a ship, which then breaks
up into millions of little shiny particles and form back together to form a glittering,
black-purple sphinx. The sphinx and cat are both powerful symbols of power, wisdom
and strength. The true consciousness of cats seems to be quite strange, for unlike
dragons, they seem to have a real form which can talk to us beyond pure energy. Some
people have mentioned before the prevalence of cats in religion, in Ancient Egypt and
even in much older societies. Today billions of people adore cats. They seem to
represent a very wise consciousness, which is almost dark as well as light, but which
actually our strange and somewhat suspicious friend, who puts us through all kinds of
weird situations just so we can unlock the seven keys. Feline consciousness may be able
to alter reality itself, even allowing physical cats to disappear and then reappear
somewhere else miles away! Cats purring may be in reference to our use of sound and
vibration to be both gentle and extremely powerful simultaneously.

The sphinx figure is an extension of the feline consciousness, but the sphinx is usually a
guardian. The sphinx is sometimes a gold color in mythology, which links back to gold
being a reflection of us, and also our temptation. There are accounts in mythology of the
sphinx asking questions, or even shooting lightning from its eyes similar to the Ark of the
Covenant. This interesting symbolism has something to do with proving oneself. Before a
person can ascend into the realm of the Gods, they must first prove that they’re doing it
for the right reasons. Access to spiritual knowledge and to the knowledge of one’s own
self is protected by fire, the outer chaotic expression of consciousness. This relates back
to the Bible, where God only lets the good into heaven. This probably has more to do
with our body and mind, the idea being that our identity cannot reach the place of
Angels unless it is of the same genuine love and kindness of that place. This isn’t
because God is a nasty person, it’s because our physical Universe is slowed down, and
deliberately sheltered from pure consciousness because our bodies would not be able to
exist in it, and if we tried to enter this place without being ready in our minds, it would
tear us apart, fragment us, and we would be in a different reality, possibly missing parts
of ourselves. This is why we experience past lives. They’re not literally our past lives,
because there is no past. They are the lost minds of people on Earth who we go with
towards the higher self. Past lives also reflect our current life and feelings, and reflect
that by giving us new information, origin ideas and ways to explore life and the Universe.

The real illusion

Spiritual people often quote that reality is an illusion. But I feel that this approach is
overly complicated. Another way of seeing it, is that our perception of reality being
imperfect is what the illusion really is. Our task as humans isn’t really to escape from this
reality, but to change it from the inside. Not by meditating excessively or talking about
how evolved or unevolved people are. The real illusion is in us, in how we see. Yes, there
are other worlds. Yes, in a sense our World is an illusion. But we are here, and if we can
find love here, and appreciate our World for how beautiful it really is, and for how
wonderful and kind we really can be as a species, then is our World still an illusion? I
think that the illusion is not in what things look like, nor in our limitations. The illusion is
that we’ve convinced ourselves that this World cannot be a divine, and loving place for
all people. That’s the real illusion. When you’re kind to someone, or watch the storms
flowing over the mountains, or when you sit with your friends around a camp fire and
drink beer, that means something. If we can learn to see our World through the eyes of
God, with that level of love and appreciation, then maybe the illusion is really a lot less
powerful than we originally thought. Perhaps it just takes a thought. A thought which
comes down to us.

Island of the sacred cave

Sand lies in this place, the sea washes against the fields which man has made upon the
old dunes. Inside one cave, is a spring. A spring that people used to crawl towards, for it
was an oracle. The water was not warm. It gushed from layers of clay at the end of the
tunnel, where the tiny, wet passage opened into a chamber.

Long ago, Ocean Eyes came onto this island. And after he had visited the cave, the
Ancient Ones spoke to him. Like a flock of millions of birds, glittery and tiny lights
whirled down from the sky. It was the ancestors, for each light was a star of the great
tree. Each light an ancestor, one of the ancient angels. Ocean Eyes sat on the sand, as
the light swirled through the ladder of his body. And that is how the dream does change,
through light. The light is language, verbal language and written language. The same
language determines the images we see, and the places we dream. The ladder is coiled
into a superconductor of light, the subtle electrical power of the Ancient Ones. Like the
ancient crystals in the cave, the ladder of the body has physical form as the crystal
within the body. The same crystal veins which fill the earth like the veins of a great tree.
Formed hot with the fire of the serpent, they no-longer burn with the light of fire. They
cannot possess that energy in our world. They must be cooler, like the distant starlight.
Their influence is subtle, enough to hold everything together but not enough to burn the
space in which we live.

As the world was formed

Beyond the mind of the perceiver, the world was so numerous in its forms that it could
never be finite. So many worlds, invisible in the world around us, but they are there too.
Just beyond the horizon of our imagination. Like the waves upon the ocean, the other
worlds can be felt. Their waves create ripples in our world. Ripples in the rock and in the
way it is shaped. Ripples in the trees which grow upon those rocks, forming in the shape
of the waves as they boom and vibrate through the earth. Ripples in the clouds which
form above, with their circular revolving shape, the mist becomes dense and solid, great
circles of cloud which hover over the mountain like the ships of a far off place.
There was a magical plant found to the north. It gave people the feeling of ‘jellyfish
head’, for the jellyfish is the simplest and yet most elegant of animals. It floats gently
throughout the oceans as a concentrated, bright color within the dark seas. Just as the
clouds may float above the mountain like a giant orange, or pink jellyfish. To the south
are the Eagle Mountains, sometimes known as the Pink Sky Land. Here, the sun sets and
turns the mountains bright like gold. Ancient rock crumbles under the pressure of wind
and rain, revealing the veins of white rock in the mountains, which glow in the evening
light as though the world below shines through in great cracks and fissures. The sky is
sometimes pink in the early morning. The star rises in the east, and floods the wavy
patterns of the sky with a glowing, cool fire. The water of life is there, and the light sets
it ablaze as glowing clouds, bright with pink, red and orange. It is the dragon sky, and it
outstretches to meet the Castle of the Gods. The castle sits guarding the gold within the
earth, that sacred metal which is born of the fiery stars and accumulates in the fissures
of white rock.

This magical plant was powerful in the world it inhabited, the place its ladder lead to.
When we smoke it, the spiritual appears here as the chemical. It was through god we
came to know this plant, we inhale its spirit, and the light of its world disappears and
transforms into smoke in our eyes. But the light never goes, we read it and that light
makes us become like the jellyfish. We float, but sometimes into objects. We laugh, but
sometimes at nothing.

Ocean Eyes smoked the Jellyfish Plant and saw the orange tentacle light above his head.
Next to him were square, pointy mountains of crystal. A deep violet light came from the
symbols and circles inside. This experience reminded Ocean Eyes to smoke less of the
plant. In the far distance, he saw a metal boat on the sea. A blue boat, but rotting and
old. From here the sea was always rough and strange. The waves could be large,
sometimes they swallowed whole islands. But thankfully this was now a while ago. The
sun was setting, and beneath some trees he found shelter. High on the cliffs above there
were great caves. Great entrances stood in the jungle, and inside they were muddy and
damp, the walls were red with iron and people had built walls and terraces here for
rituals.
Ocean Eyes didn’t know that the boat had once been a mysterious island. That night, as
he slept, Ocean Eyes saw the boat approach. As it reached the beach, it fell apart into
millions of small parts, all reflecting the light in a strange and unknown manner. Patterns
formed into a black figure, which glittered with a million tiny lights. Ocean Eyes saw it,
the face of a great cat. Silent, and looking towards him.

“Where am I?” he asked. “I have searched for the mountain for too long. Why must I go
always in circles? Always I have hope but I am washed back to where I am”.

“I only gave you one key at a time” said the cat.

Here is the home of many wise animals. Over time, animals learned to think like the
gods. And with that power, we became born in this world as we are today. The ladders in
our bodies lead us back to the gods automatically, for they were planted there by them.
People think it was all a physical process, but we are inherently more than physical
beings. They planted the seeds to their words here on our world, and in doing so we
grew as those seeds to be like them.

The Ancient Ones gave pieces of themselves to the animals and plants.

Now people say they are glad to be American. It makes them proud to be from that
country. But long ago, people were instead proud to be of that land, of the mountains
and woods. We were proud to be of our land not because it was our country, but
because it was beautiful. And it nurtured us. We cared for it and it provided for us. This
is the true origin of patriotism. It is a homely, loving pride. Not a pride of war.

We set fires upon the mountains, and in the deserts. And sound hummed through the
land and we danced. We say music now. Music is one side of it. It was also movement,
the sound is lived in the body. And comes from the body, we hummed and sang to the
stars as we ran. The rise and fall of pitch brought us from one flight to the next, and in a
circle we danced for each other and for our world. We danced for our creator, and in
doing so we felt his majesty in our hearts and bodies. We feel him smile to see us happy,
and we smile back by rejoicing and celebrating all of creation.
The light is everywhere at once,

We experience other universes from our own perspective

Focusing on a certain dream in the subconscious is enough to collapse the dream of light
into our image, but that depends on the focus. When Ocean Eyes believed he wanted to
go in one direction, no matter how much he felt obliged to go in that direction. No
matter how much it made sense to his mind, he wasn’t meant to go in that direction. If
he did, it would distract him from his journey, he wouldn’t be able to be a part of it.
Perhaps never, but not now. In his soul he had already chosen to follow the path he
needed to follow, and wanted to follow. Having what we want is not a question of how
powerful we can wish, but of whether we choose the things we can have, or the things
that were always ours. Some things are us, and Ocean Eyes was always something. The
path of the truthseeker is often lonely at first. Ocean Eyes wondered why he had never
known the things that other people saw as normal. But God knew that if he had had
those things, he would not have been happy or fulfilled. God had chosen him, and he
had chosen God. And God had made himself known to Ocean Eyes. That is why Ocean
Eyes felt a longing in his heart. Something that he could feel, which comforted him
whenever people chose to leave him. This feeling was his, it was what Great Spirit had
given him. Ocean Eyes thought that The Great Spirit had deceived him, by taking these
people from his life as they forgot him. But Great Spirit knew that Ocean Eyes always had
a different destiny. The deception was not planted by God, the deception is created by
us, by how we see it. But the journey was planted by The Great Spirit, and shown by the
ancestors. And when we are deceived, an opportunity falls into place for us to choose
something more true than what has brought us down, something powerful within us
which can never be dampened. It is through this choice that the Great Spirit grabs our
attention. Love can never fall, but often the illusion must fall to reveal love.

It takes time for things to go from the world, to the subconscious, to the conscious.

Time does not exist, but we feel time by the progression it takes us to interpret the
messages in our deep mind as they are lived out in the world about us.

Each animal climbs a different ladder, and these ladders pass each other in our world
and are in the same place. But we see the world differently to the beetle and the crab.
Time is different for them, even though we may see each other

All things exist, at random. When we find what we are looking for, we are living a dream
of the Great Spirit, which was just a dream before now, in this world.

When Ocean Eyes smokes the Jellyfish Plant, he goes to the far away desert. Mountains
of orange and red sand, pathways of flat rock along mountain passes. There are caves in
the mountains as they rise like spikes, and
When things are more definite in our world, the gods may help our world more. When
the possible becomes real, where nothing was impossible to the gods. These things pass
into the library of the gods, the records. The story
Our memories take us back to the Great Spirit. They are his memories, where everything
is possible. Ocean Eyes made them possible in his world.
Time is the rate of change between an undefined state and a finite state, where
everything makes sense. That is where eternity is held.

The gods are speaking to us, but in our mind we also create them.

When things are finite and make sense, they make sense to god through us. Our eyes
become his eyes, as we learn to see that everything is as beautiful as it truly is. And that
which is not beautiful, gets transformed when we know true beauty.

The light and power of the gods must be slower for us. The picture is revealed only a bit
at a time. The gods speak to us from their abodes in the mountains and skies, stars and
rivers. But it takes time for their messages to be revealed, and this is why we have time.
If their power was not slowed, and didn’t take time through our world, we would have
no individual self. We would be one with Great Spirit. Without our interpretation, we
would not be individual souls. We may enter this light and become it, but the physical
body and the mind burn away with the intensity of the light. The soul runs away in fear.
That is why one must be prepared for their quest in their body, mind and soul. If
unprepared to face our true self, we become trapped in this world and our lifetime
experience of it. Ocean Eyes was one individual who faced his true self during life, to
elevate the world with him.

For the light within does spin. And at the center, it spins so fast, that it doesn’t spin at all.
For the spin is only what we see between one side and another, when the two are
always one.
For Great Spirit to become the soul, his intensity was slowed and cradled by the Great
Mother. It is here that his light created patterns and shapes. There they cradled humans
in the center, and the more purely and simply that people love, the more they may
specify the will of Great Spirit and love purely.

When too many things are important to man, his soul becomes slow. His awareness
becomes a mirage of everything he wants, and all that he wants appears outside of him.
Something to grasp in the world, riches and power.
The fewer things we want, the fewer people we need, the less we let our ego live our life,
the more light we may hold

Because of pain, the mind can rule the heart. It creates the identity of self based on the
personality and brain, including the memories and objects we most closely guard as
being ours. But these memories don’t belong to us. The memories which showed us our
soul, they belong to us.
To walk with Great Spirit, is not to detach from the world so much that we forget how
beautiful it is. On Earth people think that enlightenment is all about detachment, when
really, it is natural for us to feel attachment. For if it was not, why would the Great Spirit
plant this feeling in us? We are only fooled by attachment, when we feel attachment to
things which do not matter. What is attachment anyway? It is belonging. When we seek
attachment, what we really seek is belonging. And belonging is instinctive to us, we
cannot be separate to our world’s beauty, and our appreciation of it naturally leads
towards an attachment or belonging. But on Earth, spiritual teachers call this attachment,
because they see only what comes from the ego. They are blind to the truth, that the
ego is merely an incomplete and detached piece of our heart. It comes from our heart,
and so the true reason we become attached is also from the heart. But it is knowing
where we belong which is difficult, because that means we must fail many times, be lost
many times and loose many things, before we find the few things we have always
belonged to. Some say that pure, selfless love, is the opposite of attachment. But we
experience attachment as a symptom of our longing for love. It isn’t evil or scary. Our
fear of attachment drives us away from the world, where it lays ready for us to
experience it. Ocean Eyes knew deep down, that he would always feel attachment and
jealousy. To purge himself of these things felt like the destruction and denial of a voice
which came from deep within his soul.
That fear we create, is why we see jealousy as bad, and attachment as unhealthy. If we
were afraid of neither of these things, we wouldn’t purge them. If we weren’t afraid, we
would be guided to the few things in life that we do belong to, and to those things, we
need not overcome jealousy or attachment. We just need to stop being afraid. Because
with those, true things. Perhaps the one we love, and our family. With those people we
belong to, and to the life that we belong to, there is no jealousy, no need to fear
attachment. For those people are a part of our world, and those people remind us that
it’s okay to be human. They remind us, that there are some people out there who care
for us, and love our presence, as we wish to be loved.

To overcome attachment then, isn’t to overcome our ego. But to overcome the fear of
our emotional, human nature. And for the truth-seeker, the ego may be ignored for a
while. Spiritual arrogance and wisdom can make it easy to forget the ego and to feel
strong in our selfless, spiritual form. But that is just half of the challenge. The truth
seeker must also face their emotional self, their human self. And only by loving their ego,
and listening to what it is really telling them, can we know peace as beings of both divine,
and animal nature.

When the mind is scared, it creates choices. Many, many choices. Many things to be
attached to, and to need. But when there is more choice, there is less free will. When
there is choice, we have to make decisions based on facts and upon what we think is
right. This is why Ocean Eyes knew to love all. Not to own all, or to possess all, or to see
all. But to love all. And as he loved all, he needed less to be given. As less was given to
him, the more he gave and learned to love the world about him. He no-longer had to
choose one direction to the next, because all forms were equally divine. But he also
knew that deep in his heart, he longed for the touch of her brown hair and the color of
her green eyes. And his acceptance of the divine, and the human, was what lead him to
meeting the divine in her eyes.
Having too little, no love, makes a person sad. And his spirit may leave. Sometimes the
spirit can no-longer stay in the body because the body and mind can no-longer sustain
its light.

By running from the ego, he falls further into duality, and by fighting the ego, he fights
himself and separates himself. But his ego must be aligned to true purpose. If it was not
him, why would it be always with him here in our world?
The wheels on your body and the ladder you climb, is what creates these dimensions
and realms. But they are not dimensions separate from your world, at the same time.

The being is light like the web of a spider, spreading across all things. The light expanded
along this web. She is the mother of the void, the female architect so to speak. She
created the web in darkness, and then the daylight and all life entered it like the
morning light. The web captures the light of Great Spirit, and turns it into the patterns
that create the world. It is the dream that supports us, but it is also our greatest prison if
we let it be.
Inside Ocean Eyes were many dreams. Dreams let the mind interact with the different
realities of that web. They are infinite, unformed and always change. Sometimes what is
seen is relevant only to the passage of experience, other times the dream shows us
realities that are truly a part of us.

Our hightened awareness allows nature to express its higher awareness. It isn’t there
when it isn’t there for us. It is not that nature is less intelligent than us, it’s just that to us
nature is other and we are self. If we saw one another as a part of nature, we would
know it is as intelligent and aware as we are.

People nowadays talk about the soul. But to the ancient people, the soul had many parts.
The soul is in three parts, just as the world has three parts. The outer edge of the soul is
red. It is the part of us which belongs to the underworld. It is wild and unpredictable, but
is also the love we reserve for romance. It is our emotions in the human world, our
feelings and our energy. It is everything in this world, including our body and emotions.
The red part of our soul belongs to the earth, and returns to the earth. But the memory
of that is held within the other parts of the soul. Where the ladder of the soul once was,
the light continues to climb. But the soul ladder may be linked to our world even after
this, through certain objects and substances, such as quartz and bone.
Within is a golden ring. This is the original expression of the red ring, and consists of
the ladder’s rungs, wrapped into a single ring. This part of the soul is associated with
higher intelligence, and a knowledge of self. Each person has this part of their soul, but it
may not always be present. It may not have come into existence yet in our world. The
person’s soul isn’t ready to fully participate in this world. The memories of a person do
not disappear though, this awareness on earth passes onto another, because the other
person heals the world by helping to bring this lost part of Great Spirit back to him. But it
is not the same person, not even the same soul.
The soul is what links all these things together. It is the part which climbs the ladder
and brings these three worlds together. And most people identify that as their name, or
their past lives. But really it is Great Spirit.

And yet we are great spirit. And behind the physical world and energy, there is a real
truth and origin which we can relate to. It is not us, like the red soul thinks. But it is
something that we are a part of, a soul group, the people of a certain place, of the stars
of earth. And we get to choose what to do with that. But if we truly trust, and let it
unfold, its light will empower the world, and align our red soul to its will. This part of the
soul belongs to light. It is the male whilst the red soul is the female. It travels from all
around us and exists everywhere. The balance of this ring allows the third part of the
soul to appear. The third part of the soul is the spark of Great Spirit that is hidden within
us. We are holograms, because each part of us contains this seed. Our soul is Great Spirit,
made into a hologram as he is held within a ring of golden light. This is also the golden
egg of the dragon.
This egg is hidden within the body, within our world of crystal and water. Just as gold
exists within the earth. The blue part of the soul is what remembers, learns and
becomes individual as a soul, held within the golden ring and sometimes within the red
ring. But each lifetime is also a unique soul, because in each lifetime Great Spirit must
come to know himself, and to climb himself and see himself. This is where our souls truly
are, with Great Spirit. This is the true heaven, and we can create it on our world because
Great Spirit is the hidden force behind everything.
The golden ring is not the soul, it is how the soul finds meaning and origin in its
existence in our world. These rings also trapped men, for the power of gold and of divine
origin was tempting to us. But the power of Great Spirit is at the core of the light, and it
only began to trap men when men began to create rings on earth and to forget the
original purpose of this metal and symbol. The membrane between the inner world and
the outer world, allowed the image of the ring to become altered and misinterpreted.
Just as the idea of marriage and love became misinterpreted. Mankind no-longer saw
beauty of divinity in the world. He thought he learned more, now that he could explain
the spiritual and control it using power and machinery. But he was only mimicking the
true meaning, becoming wiser of it in the human world yes, but without understanding
that it came from the spiritual world. He thought he no-longer needed this, and the blue
eye of Great Spirit began to look like an eye of anger, as he isolated himself from nature
and worked in isolation from the greater will of spirit.

Great Spirit is almost invisible to many men. It is ironic then that he looks through so
many of our eyes and may be seen in them. Not the color of the eyes, but the emotion
in them.
For a long time his soul went in a circle. Trapped by the illusions of space and time,
which as he stood up to them, became evermore imposing and threatening.

The air that plants breath, is the web on which living things sit and live. It is the gift in
our world that we are from, the platform we stand on in our bodily form.

Metals are a vibration within a solid object. The vibration is there always, and
everywhere, but we only observe it where its frequency has form in our world. The
metals are from the stars, shards of our ancestors found in the sacred places of the
worlds. They are not solid, they are certain areas of the web which behave in the same
way. Man has become very good at manipulating them within our world, kind of like
trying to be as wise and powerful as the force that created them. The earth is full of
ancient relics, of fiery pits within the earth, their form and world is something we have
forgotten. But we are humans, we don’t want to merely respect the ancestors and to
learn from them, we also try to become them. And we can’t do that, because as much as
we may come from them, their world is of a light and speed too intense to exist in our
own. Men have to let go of their pride, it is not their purpose to control the world.

Our purpose has always been to be the eyes and doers of the Great Spirit’s work. We
cannot become the ancestors, for we are already them being born in our world. But we
cannot take on their pure form, our body and mind is of a different world to theirs. We
can visit their world, but we will often experience them as the ‘other’ when we do. We
were never meant to become them, we were meant to tend to the Earth and to be
without that power, but to carry the same love and power in our hearts that Great Spirit
gave to us. We are here to love the creation through the eyes of spirit, and to help
creation, to be harmonious within it. We were meant to know and understand how to
work with the small elements of creation, so that it may reflect the bigger vision and
include all. The ancestors cannot do this. Having no ladder or route on which to travel in
our world, they must make themselves known through the roads traveled by men. Some
people say that the ancestors are not always to be trusted, because they may trick us.
But the feeling itself is truth, although the way we perceive them may become clouded
by confusion. Then we believed we must become them, believing that in our humble,
human form we could never be great.

Men are like insects. Workers of the gods. We can be intelligent as they are, and work
together to help plants and to support one another.

The heart is linked to sex also, the heart is where blood is moved, just as the sex organs
are where blood flows most intensely. The heart does what sex does, in each moment as
we breath and take in the world about us. But the heart does it much faster, and it binds
all people and all things as a doorway to spirit. Blood moves around the body, the water
of our being just as pure water is the water of spirit. It nourishes every part of us, just as
water nourishes all the plants and animals.
 But that is the physical expression, for the heart communicates in waves with the world
as well. This is where our emotional center is, the center of our being and the brightest
expression of spirit, just as the sun is the brightest star. We see the purity as this yellow
color, for color is how we interpret the light from one perspective. This is the color we
understand it as. But the energy of the heart is the color of blood, only it is brighter and
paler, a pink color

The soul is also the guide of the physical body and mind. When Ocean Eyes ran in circles,
his life was effected by the effects of other things. This was random in the way it
happened, but only from this perspective. It was random then, because the purely
physical world is random and without meaning. But it exists with the divine world, and
there there is meaning and truth. The past may change, and when Ocean Eyes saw that
he was exactly where he needed to be, he saw that the past changed to a new
perspective. He saw now that he had always been in the right place, and going in the
right direction. The past didn’t actually change, for the past is gone and does not exist.
But it’s essence is with us always, as it represents our essence. As we evolve, we can
envision our essence for the totality and truth that it is. Even the past seems to change,
when really we are reviewing who we are.

The different parts of our souls do not follow a straight line. Just as past lives are not in a
straight line, past lives may belong to more than one person. They may experience the
past of different red and golden souls, but usually their experience of the red energy is
to reflect what they currently experience, to help them understand it from a perspective
of being beyond their physical form. The higher self, the spark of spirit, may be a guide if
that person dedicates their life to spirit. That guide will be in the minds of people and a
face of spirit that we see, even if their appearance may have many forms, separated by
what we call ‘time’. Even the great spirits have different experiences, and we see them
change from God to God, from animal to human. We must experience it as time, but
light is linked, concentrated in every place across the universe. It may have different
forms, but the same figures we all recognize. And their true form must be uncovered
with the movement of our universe, and the whirling pools of light within it.

People say each place has a spirit. Or one could say, that each place has a gateway to
spirit. Nature spirits are as numerous as the consciousness we allow to exist in these
gateways. We effectively help them to live here by becoming aware of their intelligence
and presence. As we focus on them, we know them as spirits just like our own, and see
them as such. We see also they have guided us forever, and that we are linked to them
through marriage and genealogy. They are linked to our multiple animal forms which are
possible in the underworld and sky world. Our underworld consciousness, worlds which
part of our energy may come from and pass into. In the underworlds, this has a human
form much of the time. Depending on our soul history and ancestry, which also defines
how we will view this energy in our life and what religions and places we will be most
attracted to. They are not our ancestors in a literal sense, they are our ancestors in
another world. And when we leave this world, our energy effectively goes back to the
underworld.

Long ago, their energy interacted with ours in our world. This is how they came to be
related to us. For there were tribes long ago who were very small. These people were
special, and cared greatly for the earth. But fairies and nature spirits have so many forms.
The spirit within nature takes on our underworld form, for that is where our spirit meets
the earth. And the different energy in each places, makes us experience a different form
of our underworld self.

There are also beings who came to be our ancestors in the underworld, but who once
were beings of the sky who came to our world. These are the ancestors of the sky, and
they protect the will of Great Spirit whilst the Small People protect his earth. These sky
spirits became underworld spirits, who speak to us through the earth, when they
vanished from our world. The light they are disappeared beneath the sea and into the
earth. In fact, they never went anywhere. But man has become so detached from nature
that he can no-longer see or feel them. He has to look inside himself, because when the
ancestors came here they gave man too much power, and only by seeing it inside himself
may he prove himself worthy of it.

This is why the ancestors seem to hide. Their angelic form flutters across the corner of
our eye. A feather may fall from the sky. They are there in the early morning, when the
sun shines through the misty forests and creates beams. It looks like the light comes
from the forest. This is the light of the ancestors, the voice in your mind telling you that
there is meaning, love and belonging in the light. But when this comes not from a place
of love, the light may not be coming from behind the forest, behind the sun, behind the
cold air and smell and sounds. When the light is false, it comes not from the heart, and
does not feel right, even if its power may be unmistakable and beautiful. This is not
because the light is bad, but because some kind of fear stops it from working with and
being a part of the true light, something often created by us. It is also the context that is
important. We may think that the light we feel with someone makes them a person to
love and to be with. When that may not be true at all, but our fear and lack of contact
with our true self may lead us to believe so. But we know this person definitely has
meaning, even if the meaning that really makes sense to us, is where they show us
something or may be there in the background to help us from afar. Sometimes this may
happen, people may love the wrong person because of the spiritual power they feel,
when this power was always manipulated by something outside of their hearts. But
when it is true, it is known, it is felt. It is not power, it is a love which has enormous
power.

Being fire twins is to have the same love, so if there is attraction to another person their
love is not the same. It is outside of their circle and she or he seeks something beyond
the circle that they have created.
Sometimes the different red souls can jump to several people, but never in a single form.
It is aspects of a personality, or mission which they take on. Consciousness, the soul, is
what binds all of these things into harmony, so that all forms, memories and beings find
meaning, truth and love within the context that makes sense for them. The soul is when
all of these elements are awakened to love, and where information and knowledge
makes sense and is true within its context.

The soul is less about the energy we are, the person we are and our origins. That is just
borrowed. Our true belonging is here, and our soul is the wholeness and oneness
experienced by the journeyer as we come to know spirit as the architect. The soul is the
journeyer, the spark which finds Great Spirit as it climbs through the infinity of our form,
into this human form. And in that form he may be seen in the form of Great Spirit.

When a man and woman join in the flesh, it concentrates the creative power of love into
the physical level. They may not always recognize love as the cause, but even lust is from
a desire for intimacy and love. The creative power of love reaches a smaller scale within
the body to create new life. It does not matter how in love the people are, because even
when casual, this act is still a doorway to spirit’s creative power and light. Even when
this is casual and without a relationship, the desire for this joining of flesh comes from
the desire to give and receive love, planted there by spirit. When the flesh is joined, we
experience this creative power in the lower parts of our being. This is the spark of spirit
which drives us to create new life, but we don’t experience the oneness of spirit fully
when sex is just casual, because only the lower areas of ourselves are aligned with this
creative power. The higher parts of ourselves may not want to be in that moment, and
so whilst the spiritual power comes from the spark, into our bodies and into the joining
of flesh, the oneness as the spark travels back through the self to bring the whole self
into oneness does not happen. It is experience only at the lower levels, whilst it is
created by Great Spirit, we do not experience it as Great Spirit, because we have not
identified with the love which caused the moment.
Without true love, sex is like a flame which burns for a moment but becomes a drifting
smoke, as the higher selves are left in different places. Sex with true love, is to feel the
flame burn all the way through the body, as though both bodies no-longer exist and
what exists is the awareness of pure ecstasy, as Great Spirit meets himself through the
eyes of two humans.

Far away in the sky, the image of Great Spirit is revealed. This figure of a man stands in
the sky, one line across another. And that is the physical expression of our creation in the
sky. The form of Great Spirit is this shape in our world, for it is through the shape of the
cross that light shines into our world. There is darkness above, but we see only the
outside of the box. We can’t see the inside, for the power is too intense. But at this place
in the sky, the box is opened, just as the sun is another portal to spirit with light shining
in four directions, a giant portal in which our physical world can be seen.