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v6i b&ng den, ph6n trdng, v6i ddn d6ng
h9c trd tr6n ctng khdp x6rn th6n.
c6 th3 c6 nh0ng vgng dgi, c6 th6 co r?.
nh&ng b6t d6ng nhung kh6ng vi th6 de
c6 nh&ng chio cdch chrrrc chd khoi nggn.
Vi r&ng chung mong m$t Y hrr6ng, vi
rEng chung mong mQt hio tu6i n6n chi xin
dugc c6 nh&ng. c6i nhin' c6m th6ng thdn
thi6t trong dnh nhin cOo nh&ng ngtr&;
tu6i tr6, vd trong ng culi rQng lugng
' cOo nh0ng byc ddn onh.
nhlp digu n6 nOc c0o mto xu6n
- trong
chon h6o n6ng 6m, trong tinh tr; trdn d6y
c0o mu6n tri$u cuQc ddi, mQt Iiin nFo
ti6ng n6i cOo nhirng ngudi tr6 noi ddy
s6 c6 gEng h6o diQu - thQt nh6 nhoi :
trong ti6t t6u mi6n mon c0o bdi tnrdng co
ddn tQc.

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 Cbo ban bd . xanh mu6t kCt b&i muon sgi nh6 mbm, nh&ng Anh
M6i ngiy lqi tlucvc b&t dhu bXng mQt hbi
-
chuOng reo l6n that bei,l4i b6l tlsu x$p hdng, chio
cd, vAo l6p dung ydn chd doi giAo su cho ph6p
ngbi xudng
Tdi de cing lim nbiing dQng t6c thuerng nhft
6y v0i ban bd bubi sdrng tinh suong, trubi trua &
t4i tu cAu lac b6; vil ngay c& trong chiEu ngb-i rn6t
minh dudi vdm cfly den drla, ban bd toi rAn tti
mgi g6c c4nh crla tr*dng nhin tOi. Trong ngAy, t6i
chi thdy rn{t trdi mQt lhn nhung dauh moi diEu
cdnl4i cho bd ban thf,n yOu .
C6 m$t bubi s6ng, t0i de d6t l6n ngqn lfra, chAy
dE cho thinh tro nhung uu tu cdn s6t lai cfra
nhibu h6m truoc. 0i, nh&ng uu tu cho bd b4n tr6i
buOc thgc ti6n ndi tidp k6o clii troug t6i ddn bao
gicr mcri drt doan, nhu rqi ddy tr6i buQc thuc ti6n
cira t0i d[ g6i kin cho gia dinh. 0i, nb&ng thunng
y€u say sua mdi rnEi...
Ban be t6i de kh6ng b6 tOi. Toi tr nhfi thhm:
minh la con ngucri hanh phrlc.
Cho it hoc tro.
-LOn bav tubi. tdi rn6i cS.ccr h0i ddlr trucrng
vd chi sdng & .lo r,-rn hti nH.m, tdi lai tr& vB nhd
ngu&i chu db hoc hit bdc ti6u hoe, frong hai n5m
trdi d6, t0i da s6,rg mQt cu$c cdng linh ho4t vA
thbm tbubng...
NIm nay t0i chua di day, nhung t6i de qua di
nb&ng ngdy sdng vd b6 m{t tubi thty - cho dir
kh6ng tron ven - TOi dil nhin th6y nh&ng m6i t6c
mEt trong s{ng ngdt ngAy vd nhfrng bAn tay lem
ludc dhy muc. TOi df, nhin th{y toi.
H&i lfi hgc trd ngoan, hiy vui dtra di dB sdng, hiy
hgc vA nudt di nhfrng gidng ch& chXng chit dE mai
sau ra ddi, h&y m$ng mo thit dgp dB di6m t0 cho
trl 6c tr6og trong, hly cucri vang khi ngbi minh
bay xa, vn hhy kh6c hdt nudc mflt db thuong cho
ngiy mai b[t hqnh. H8i lfr hqc tr0 ngoan.
IS I he thu thfiy
3 lrong bdn ngdn tim
Gi6 ch& m3y vE gi6ag dinh tr&i chlo mta xuSo
rEaag rnaEg, em bubi s5ag t&i trulng dSrn chSa l6n
ld me xlo x4c, ahin trli xaah mly triag v) cAy cAnh
v0 v6 dlm ch6i tho6ug ahd bSag khuing q
tuIira xuio tir dith biuh y8a tr& vE d{ah th(rc
nghin nghia bbi hbi mI t& lAu em d6i ldng ch$n diu
c6 pbii ng6i trulng hong aAy dinh d5u elbi {o tring
cu6i ctrcg, r6i ohftng oIm kd ti6p Il nh&ng thlag ngAy
bu&c lac vio dli du&rg ttii gai ch6ng. N0n chrlag ern
luu luy€a tri bb tulag, aggn c6, tir chi€c lii' cbao
nghiCag hiu hit roi thlm.
Nhu thd ll cm dE d)ah ahiEn y0u 6i cho ng6i
tru&ag h6og nAy. n€a mgt aim th€nh thaag tc6i mi em
ag6 chirrg tho6ng ch&p mlt gifa hln db.m0a xuSn
tung birng tr& lai. Em gi{t minh ddm diu ng6rr tay m&i
hay dX trda nlm em s6ag ctag su ph4m ddu thuong.
-' mia xu6n, bdng den vii phf,n trdng 1972
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 D5 trda nim em ghdp miuh vlo khu6n thu&c eE tr&
thlah tgu}i y6u phdn tr*ngbhag deaT
Th6ib6nh&rg phrlt b6c dbng liug m4ng nhu agbi
trong l&p mi hbn em thdnh thaug ctlug cly c6 : em
rnudn ddn v6 crlug b6 l&p m$t miuh laag thang xu6ng
ctng o5ag gi6 lao lao xao, ttr d6 noi aeo lli vqag vE
khuy€n ahri.
<rl-Igly em . .chi cdn l) th6ug agAy nlo tu6i
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1 hiSng truag hgc d3u nh&, chi coa 1A thu& em ngfm
kqo hbng lim kh6ag ni6m lu{t, m6i rgot 6 mai cria
alo lAm c6 b6 thi si brlp b6, ah& cho rlag chir daag
& horg khu6n vlSa Su pham. hai rlm, l}m quea cdng
dlt bing dea phdn tr8ng th6i qu6n di em thu& nlo
mQng mo nhu hla cny c6r vI lcri var:g lla chrlng l4i
ch3a cm thich laag thaag, thgc td liah hon ling m4n.
C6 1€ tai qu6 ahiEu mo mQrg if tu&ng rOn khi
a d6i diQu crlng sp thft em na.v gi{t miah rung nudc
o mit, dr) v?y mQng mo i5: v6i em hioh nhrc li tiEn
rh kidp n0n & noi dAu em c,3rg vi vli mo r*6c.
Thu& nlo b6 b6ag en og& c6 gido nhu thln
bc thdnh chirg khi clo 5a udrq, .iii 4.5, lln thiy ,:6 cti
UJ ngafrg em crii dlu thuoag m€n kiah trqug ddn rhlug
Dg di;mnga&c mit nhia.
ly
dn
Nhu th€ d6 dE uor aro lAm c6 giSo kiri l6n l6n diy
dle tim em, ngly rlo chAn ilrim x6n xao ahiy 1Sn
leo
lhBn: Su ph4m xem kdt qui em mung rcr 6rn chim liy
sfu6 ban dlm dia nu&c mit cirn dgug v6 ,ngha.
E6i
em G6c hlnh lang lao xao gi6 alo em ddrng nrc ngly
uln ra truUng vE qu{n xa x6i. D'"rng c}ro"em,vE-qu6.nhi, liity
rn&i db em dr xa, db em lrm thialr thlr crlng nhirag bd nhA
r8g. q"tl?"tatpna" aby ee mODg *"';h"-t.* th&-tt;;.
972 mia xu6n, bdng den vi phdn trdnE 1972
em pha mqc t{m mbrg toi cho chriag vidt bAi, cho chdo
lira lu{n vla ti quO huorg y?a ddu, nh} cia em , s6 ven
n$t ddng s6ng xanh mlu blch nggc db chiEu di dqy vE
nhin saag b€u n6kh6i chiEu lhagditg mi rh& m4 r:htlng
ldag. Nhi?ug ngly cu6i atrm loaug hol lanh ahr bny
gi& en': sC daa 6o cho hgc trd, chao oi ! Thtrong l5m c6
ah&ng th3a thE g5y gd tlm ngit vt gi6 d6ng, ah&ng
mdn thucvng nggc ngi d6 sE dhy tay em thoin thoit
cho bdp len voi dhn thAah 5o d,m cho hgc tri ern ytu
ddu. Lba nAo d6 n5i 16n u&c ms crlng nh6 b4n, con bd
trdn mit chm tay em rGh€ kh6ng, mi ltm thcr eldy l>
Em gi{n d6i thi mlt 10r tr&i d5y raly tlm ahirag b}
ti€a chiEu chugug trong cb tlch thhr ti6o, Ngin IIa
chiug li ti0n n0n a6 ch6 hibu em, chi c6 ti€n m&i hiBu
v) thucrng ern v6i ah&ng u&c ms.
Nhung mu6n mu6a ti€n khOng higa ra n€n holi
hoAi u&c mcr em voi vgi xa c5c. Dt gi em ciiag xin
thi6rg li€ug ban cho em nhiEu can dim ngh! hgc db thiy
mii vi€a phdn triog dfo tioh 6i uu ctlag ding den
chuug th&y, dt doi c6 gi6o quia ly xa x6i bu6a
ahu cny c6; tim thulog nhu dit mgc c6 rr^ay . , "
Ern xin hoao hi cnoo coa dulog tba thulog d6
b&i tq ki6p nac err tira thi6t thuoognh*ng b6 hgc
trd 5o v6 di tr€c cos ,13 ngoaa aghlo c6 u6t hoi
suoag, thuoog rnau oa:--: r:!o loorg toi tay ming sfra
uin n6t vi6t c:lr a cr.; i,:uq ruo lci v6 ctlng xiah
xiu. Hgc tro t[3q?g '.ic: aiu em Saag thuc t]p 'd0
thu&rg bicg o:&re be L;; rlo c3: c:€ diu chriag di
irgc thr6u tn5l rs iy :ril t-bE cir vria ::in th{t b6
thu&ng cbo ca lr o:::g p:io q-u r: g;a di mit tho
dnh 16s uiia r:i s:-iT .ii -c r= :lg: .1ol biag ldng
thu; mrnh vac irbui: [- giro ;ia io: cc giio dr] bin
tioh oghi s: i-ii r"3: ;-:l ea q;eX q:rit vl kh6ag
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 Nhurg th6i ! Em ehlng n6l arla dlu, m0a xuln ph4m ll mu6u bli
vE rbi dO,15ag that vAng, mny thiQt trbr.g, trll thit tim, ahu
xaah, Ng6i tru&ug hbng bubi s5ag nlug l8n huy thuoag
holng oL,, tr"nh ve, ngly nlo xa aoi aay di chic em tirag tidng
sE kh6c, hai rarla xuin €m dEm & khung
trulug Su
rcl hoing giang scrn
S khu6n b&ng den
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nhilng udc mo vqng dgi
Gi&a dlm chim aon, T8rc thdy l5o quSt d3u dAy
hinh b6ug xa xua, kh6ng gian t$ oi€m tlQt ohiSn birng
s5rg l4i, khung cinh xa xua tir trorg tiEm thuc cuQa
lea io at. Mo mlag, chcri vcri nhu mu6o oiu k6o lti
nhirag gi dn di qua.
Tlm thdy ld m& klc hn k1c hiQn chbng dip tidp
n6i l0a uhau gucyng mit khic khb uy nghilm, cdi
-
vlog trSa ming. tr6n d6 ah&ag adp ahSn xdp dlt m6t
c6ch khdo 16o cia thby gi6o i c6 giSo v&l tl6i olt hiEn
Ilnh hn chrla th{r tha, d6i tay mEm mqi nhung sia s)rg
chiu dqng, s5a s)ng vuoo ra dda dlt li hgc trd thuong
nhiiog b#c trash lfp thE c&a nhl bgr si
- nhu
yOu
tr* danh Picasso M6t th.ir tbha tugng brit di9t, m$t cli
dlch cho Tlm tim hidm u&c ao. Mgng u&c vun cao
chidm cfr khoiag trdng do dr.r tuoag lai, 15p diy suy
tlnh cho nh&ng agly sip t&i.
tho dgp em cdt vlo bdn ngln
mQt b€ri thla ti6n db mai vb ch& 14i cr;
ttrog khu6n m{t, tr}ng b}ah laag ag{p niag
trP tiah c6 c3Y hoa 16 Q
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n6i kh6n kh6
V8a str kh&i dhu nrn. Nh&ng u&c ms vqru vlt
thlah hiuh, tuqng mQt chldc binh v& cbSp ndi dugc
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ou6l dudag mQt cdch kh6a kh6, bao kh6 khia, ch{n
ain dgc kho€t dln, lim f chi Tlm rghy nglt loarg 16,
nhiing b3c dill, ahhn ahgc g{m obdm !}n mdn chr}c
nghigp, l)m cia c6i tAm hbn T3m, tao mQt vrlng s6i dd
bubn phiEa. kh6ag eda r4o rqc, kh6ng edn 16 mii:c
sau ah&rg bbi chu6ng reo, hay nh&ng bubi li6n hoan"
GI& dty trich nhi€m dB rlng d6i vai gly 96, kh:ii: 1:5n
v&i aiEm ms udc dl tirog shea ohdm vA ph6c i;i1a,
troag tri 6c soa n&t ctia c6 T3m bd b6ng s$ng uh&ag
ngAy slch cip vai, cbia tay ahuQm mqc.
Hlng c3y DiQe vuon minh trong uing nirtr 5p
ri m6i trnung lgp t6o hgc n6ng, trong d6 Tim crlug
lii trE €-a.
ITAMI
khu6n m{t tho ng8y
Gigng TAm vaag ltn dEu dEu nhu ru ogri, lfi hgc
tr6 g$t gr} tidp n6i dgc theo sru, gigog kdo diri nhta
ahga lim cho khOag khi d2 bubn 14i clag bu6a th0m
mia xu6n, bdng ilen vd phfin trfng t9VZ

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T&ro cd gbag gi[nggiii v6i hgc li{u sSog t4o cip bSch
bdng phdn tthng bing den nhiiag khu6a m{t tho ngly
dibro gigt chtrag nhu th6ng cAm v&l TAm aghiCrg tl5u
ngim oghia.
Be&c vio ahi, mgi bpc gigc ahu ngtrag dgng lqi
/Sl tdng qudc sfr
& v6 vdng phdn tr8ng
Nhrr8ng. TOi khong crlng di v6i c4u dugc. TOi
bi6t tirBu ndy larn c6u phat long. Nhung, tOi di tqr
chttn ctro minh mOt co,r dudrrg kbAc. Chring ta
kh0rg cOn mOt l5i tho{t ndo sao. C{u thdy toi c6
{;} r:iru. TOi l6p lqi lA toi cdr ly. T6i con din bd
rr.u{rrlg riv. 'I,Ji pti&i s6ng.
,l{:rub'ng. Dai ngtr&i c6 nhfrng bu&c rE nh6
nhung v& r:irng quan trong. I3Ay girr, cu0c tl&i t6i
d[ durrc s6p x6p mgt cAch khic. Tdi vi c{u, bni
ng*&i nhdp cu$c, hai con dudng khAc. TOi h[ng
say tl:eo dubi m6t muc dicb. E6 lA nibm hAn hoan
6rn *i ru:& toi trXng nuOi du&ng : nhiing ch6n
dQng ctra nhip df p qui tim toi, quh- tim dAn em
t6i, sB ducrc g&i d6n cho nhau, giao thoa v0i nhau
db tao nfln mQt nibm clm ttrOng bdt diet doi ddi.
mia xu6n" bdng den vi phtn trdng 1972
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I & ngln cfra, gieo.mlah xu6ng ghd, Tlm xoii nguli ra
nghe tirog th& thit bidag luiri reo rQn fi. YEa lltg
dT tbft llu Tim ngim nhlu nh&ug hat bqi li-tr dang nhiy
mda trong vpt nfug xuy€n qua khe c&a.
Tim thi hbn llng llng, nAng nhu bbng l6n, uhg
rhlng thanh thodt, mQt cim gi6c m&i laa rrln trSa
th} hao mdo ohu vi6a phio vi€t tr€u biag den, nhu
nh&ng gidng ch& tqo r€n dli mli, dli mXi dE rbi mgt
agly nlo d6 sE dugc dtng l3i khdng au6i tiEc g
TOi pdp ch(rng mQt ncri kh6og ai rludy pha duoc.
O d6, ,r6i chuug tOi Om 5p mQt mdr clau thucrng,
mQt ni8rn hy von I ldm chdt dinh dm8ng nhy sinh ra
nhiBu mhm la cno ddisdng rinh thhn, vA nhd dd
chung tOi d6 dang vrot qua nhfr,rg ttirl thach tt6
chu toin trAch nhienr mfi cugc dcri giau ph6.
Nhu&.rg. Toi kh$ng l;i rn it e o r lhuyEn khOng
bubm lAi, xuoi d6ir mr): bdn trry ',t) rlirh. Khi n6:u
mQt hon s6i rryi x'r6,rq p rd v& ,n[r ,rrrtrc trb, mdt
tim. Yo:rg vdnq s6ng rru<le larr rOn# ra, rdng r;' mfli
rbi rnft hfrn. Nnung c6 rrfit ri){r lihong. Hon s6i
nXm ducyi nroc !r'o rg rnQi nui niio d5. fdi ktrOng
tr0ng tirdr', rnel ngircri i<hrlrJ trJLig thily. Nrung
ch{n dQng cria n6 vdn hoAi ho:ii r:oir ,,:ang dQi
Nhu&ng. T6i tlnh rHng su runs,J6ng c,la qu&
tim tdi sE ho:i h$p .cri qu6 tim moi cguoi. Toi
sdng bHnu nb&rag nguir,rg r'orig l'iitng ljnnl d6 tdi
y6u tloi v0 cirng .
Ntrudng. 'f6i mong mtr6n cluo; r'e mCt ou{r xa
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x6i nlo ti6 trdn qu0 hucrng tli6u tdn cfrd chrlng ta.
,Hqc tr0 t0i : nhfrng em b6, nhi qu0 ngAy ng5 dA
thuong. Ngny ngny, tdi hiln hoan k6 i6n khung b&ng
den mitmd nhuiriQntai nh&ng vOng phdn tr6ng
tuong lai, chan hOa m$t chrlt tinh hbng ruc r&...
.Ioi sE n6i vb dAn b0 nuong rhy thAt nhibu . . . T'Oi
sE hAt voi c$rc em nhftng bAi ea dAn tQc . 't6i khong
con li thhy gi6o nfra. Toi la mQt kB du ca ugh€u
ngao dAy d6. Toi sung sudng bHnghanh phrlc con
ugudi .
Tdi kh0ng nurli cao vong. TOi chi c6 nhting u&c
mcr hibn nhu ruqng luf, nuong khoai. Thd hC di sau
tOi, sd n:f,i mf,i khong qu6n trnybn th6ng bdt khufit
c$n cir cfia d$n tQc. Chring y0u ddi, v&ng mQt ldng
lin t,*&ng. Cnir':g khOng c6 nirfrng hoang mang
kh6:g l6i tho{t nhu da sd ehung tOi bny gid.
Ntru8ng . T6i tu tin nhu v{y. T6i cim thdy h[ng
h{i v6 ctrng, khi chm vi6n phdn trfing vE t[}n b0,
nuoil.g rhy, vE vdng tucrag lai hanh phtc tr6n bing
den khdn khd nhung xanh mu&t tinh ngr&i I

Ebng hb b6o tht?c chi biy gi& mudi 15m; ddn glA
l@l nguy6n ts l0p sich vo d1i mdy quyEn tAm lf giAo dqe,". giio dge c$ag
dbag... gi d&, rbi ph6og l6a xe, d4p ra ng6. Hiah rhr,
@ mQt ngay quo dli troog nhl 6ng bd dang bit dlu uhiing cnu chrll ming
c6 hiru. <Thu con v6 phric !.. Coa m1t dqy I..a Lai cu&i
rh4t.-rCou cla b4n bL hcvn gla diah, it ahdt li bly giU,
Eubl sdag, thdrc dfy vi tidng ggi gigc gil c&a b) thua ba !..>
mg, vlnghe 619 c{u cin nhin:
Trli coo m& suong coadulng Trhn hung D4o rE
- DiQu mly ra tru&ug rbi cfrng ddn di Phu&c Loag,
saug Cgng Hda via blng b4c v6 6m thim mgi agAy, thr?
Biah Loag th6i coq 4l
Hgc Su Ph4m ml huog bubi ato
0m thim kh6og thE kh6c hcva !.. Nh&og d6ng dbng phgc
lA .<crlp> bubi dy I
n& siah trulog Tlu nhrs bi chim h8n trong tirng nh6m
Thdy kh6rg c5n m) ciiag chiag c6 gi rtE biQa minh, coa g6i 6o titg thu&t tha du&i 14ng c3y dii u&t suong
chi cu&i nhat di xudng nh) sau chii rlng rira mit. t6a mQt thG mrli thcrm d€ chiu. Hiah nhu h9 chSng n6i
gi v6i ahau, ahungvSa c6 vE rQn rd huy6a nio lq!..
L{tc dbng trudc grsr;g, nhfn dugc & 6o9 b6 mQt
Db f xem nhuog kh6ng thiy... trong ddm. Bao giir thi
tla nhin aghi€m khic, m)...hiah ahu cdn xa l4 nrla !..
ciiog vfy, cGug thAt 14ah klag biaag gl5 ! kE ta thi hay
B) mq via ngbi bto, v€ mit lo ng1i, l&ag l{ng dE 16a
hay d6 chu I..
bln nu&c miy chgc b4c cho... coa di d'roag!.. Rbi
xu6ag b6p... Chu6ng b1o gi& vlo hgc, khu6n rnlt Khaoh thoSng
mft kh6ng lnia xu6nt bdng den vi phdn trdno 197 ?
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qua c&a I&p, ph6ng theo hEn xudng ciu l4c bQ Ia sriag * Dirng k€u biag (thty, nghc k! lim !..
vl tin d6c choi !
Ch*c n6 hoi trquS>, nOa cd c5i g&. Cim tbdy minh
Gi& ttm l! gii,o dgc di qua nlag nhgc, dr) 6ng c6 lucrog,t6m khi glAi thichl
Thtr&ng vin dugc coi ll c6 duy6a, dqp trai vA giilng
bii hay abdt,Lqi glp Kbanh, dE bln vE mgt cdi thiSp Tqi minh dEu cdn di hgc ci. rTuir ciiag cdn &
chrlc Tdt... rlgp. gfri cho... bl ch! cth{uh s6ag>r cria hin !,
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Truog hgc ahu <b6>, hoi dtu kOu cthlyr cho mit c6og!
qcl) l5n) ce lii.
Ciiag cim dQng gh6 ! 916 m1... lai c6 dngc mQt d6i
tuqog dE t6n thb nhu vly !..
Ch*ng hiEu t4i sao, khi rghe tqi tr€ kgu cthAyr l4i
Gi& gi6o dgc cQng dbng tuoag d6i ahg th&, c6 16 girEt miah, agluqag aghfu kiah khriag, cir nhu vira
vi vin trE nghi. <Miuh qui 6ng Nhuag nhu mgt aguli vu&ng ph6i mQt tgi bip bgm uto d6 t M{c dt h€t sr?c
anh hiba llah, d6 dai...r Bii giing daog luha quha v&i bdt m5;n cdi daah tir <gi6o siah>!..
nh&ag vda ilE thit hgc, agh0o d6i, ch6a tida, Thing Snn tru&ag hlc rly kh6ag cdn nQt b6ng nguli,. vl
Chi agbi canh llu b5u chrii agt cAu c6 lf : aing lui dbn vb mgt g6c. Mdy cdi ld roi 4m thla cam
Chf m tida lA do ngu&i ta rd€r ta ti6ng rch{m tidar chiu. Cou chim ah6 quen thu$c l4i bay dfu tr6n cli
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ehr? do dnu n&a I.. miag nude mua bo tulag hlnh lang thu vifa. Chgt
nh& h6m di CIa Tho, dfnh dE vi6t,bli B6ng chim
_ Mdy dfra xung quaah c6; 16 ching hlEu gi, cirng ph6 Vuoag gii, mi kh6rg thlnh; r6i v6 tlnh dqo lai bia
l€n culi. L4i chu6ng brio mQt giJ Agc chdm dr?t... akh6ag nbia nhau lln cudir.., xong
nghe l6ag mioh db
Bubi trua, & l4i tru&ng ldr) chiEu oay kh6ng phii vlo ogi nuiEu hcyn !.. <Chic phii v6 th6il>>;
aghi v{y, r6i
l&p. VE hlc nly cfing ch6n,. lai l6i rti v&i ahilag b9 m4t sira so4n ch4y xudag ahA xe I.. Bubi t6i, gh6
thlm bl
ng6u ngii g0m ghi8c et6 !.. Nhiing 10i nhic oh& mai Phgog thQt tinh c&, nhuag ciirg khd vui:
mia snu cay rroag c6i ggi lA ed4i gia diah>!..
qu6 econ> kh6ag Ch6 d}ygl,
Nghe o5i... bi b€ah thiah linh a€n phii b6 bubi hgc - Sao lAu
chiEu; ndu kh6ng sC 14i tim g|p, r.6i ahfrng chuyQn v& - Da... 8i... hbi nly bfn qu|!,. kh0ag t6i thinr duqc
vhn cho qua thli gi&, c6 16 c0ug db thdy m{t mgt lha
trong agAy cho qu0a duqc oh&ng quay qu{t Chy ldngl.. - BQ hgc nghE th)y giSo kh6 lim sao coaq!..
Hdn chi... Cim thd,y slu auUrg vb"ngl4nh n6o nE I.. Nh6 Suong cheu vlo:
Muqn duqc c3y dln guitar, ag6i dgo hdt choi mgt Coi b{ th}y giio rbi ai,,. kh6ng khd hon chrit a)o!
minh. Thing nh6 cou oguli gdc daa trulag d€n ggi <LB phEr kinh khrirg mi cri !..
chuyfr :
Ong nh) vlo... gt dr4:. m&i be phuag sang
Sao bira nlo em c{iug thdy thAy & lai bubi fiua hdt ph6ng mdy ahi io; gtii lli Suong cbio t6, roi ra vE.
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vay ?!.. V{y cho tiQa! Thit 1} kh6 3E tic: l:6t 15i xuog h6 d6
mia xuin, bdng den vi ph{n trdng l9l2 mft mQt

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rghe bty gi& !..
Di ngang ahl buu difa trung rroagi dbag hb chi
muli m$t gi& ru&t d€m!.. gi6 thbi thit lanh; rE sang
du&ng Trg Do; biu nhac... thft 8m t& xa vgrg lql, vb trtr
duag ughe ldng minh rdt mudt vd chirng! Llm lai th6i
queu bubn crli 1) th& that dEu db voi bdt nhiing diEu
oghi rggi I Ciung cdn higu nghiQm 15m...
Ci nhA dt di ng&,, tit ddn t6i om ! Vr?t xe ngoli
h0 rbi the b0 ra dulog l6a. HiQu thudc tly Binh Minh
cdn m& cira gdc, nhung c6 bd th{t xinh rgAy a}o,
khOng c6 d6 ! Lbi a6i cria Thll, ngfu ng&i m) td nhi,
m$t lhn qua dAy, cfing vlo ahtng ngAy nly, nim nlo
dn xa lim, klc mdi quen; ahu m$t qui b6ng uu phiEn
m& trong k"i{rc, kh6ag hibu ilE b6o hi{u cdi gi s5pxiy
ra : <Slp tet rbi ! >. L3u qu6 kh6ag e4p lqi tpi n6, dtl
chi dE hbi tu&ng mQt d6m giao thta khda kh6 trong
etli. Miy thlng el6 dr) it hgc ahung rit c6 ngbia, xitog
tldngdEdugc ahSc nh&! CIi t . . . Trringoi I . . . Thli
cvi I . . . Tgi bay dlu ng& tlugc c6 k1c minh xa x6i nhu
vly phrli kn6ng 2 I . . . Ndm nay ring dfu ml di pilot
'cno d& khb nghe Tnli I D&i ltnh trsa bubu iem d6 !
Nh& gi(r thln dE vE g6p tao kE chuygn vi€a chiuh nghe
Hii , nghe Thiag . . . vorg linh tqi bay phtl hQ
miy thiag nAy ughe Hrdu, rghe HiQp ! . . . Cdn dAu
dOm giao thta du&r chdi canh, tao nh6 tubi nhdt, ngbi
gita n6i chuyQo tidu lnm, tgi bay l&n v3y quarh, rghe
pndo tdtnhlagu&r ml udc mcr h4ah phtic gia dinh !..
Tgi bay phii c6 vg cou 1A hqp lf qu6 chG sao ! . . .
mA r6i ai cfrng thiy, hgp W lA m$t dlag, c6a c6 bao
gi& tgi bay hu&rg trgu mQt u6c mo dr) v6 crlag nh6
bE chva !! . . H:y ci* gib m6i thing rn5i ngi, c6 nhirng
dr?a ch€t thft lAu roi. tao vin chua dugc nghe tio I m)y
tidc kh6ug HAi, c6i mgog udc thanh binh, .bit> tao
l)rn <<cm rb>r ki0m 1u6o <thhy gi6o l)agr, tti c6rg ngly
muo, na,
hei bira ccrm cl h69 dy t d eUi c6 uh&ag tr{t f agu}i
ta kh6ug bao gi& ag& minh vln phii chfu, ngay ci ah&ng
ngly tao phii & lai, dE quenl rbi thln v&i trli bay cGng
u?V ! . mly dlt c6 c6ng v6c thlog HiQp chay b[og qua
mdy cirih dbng, l6c n6 trrlng d4o vi d6m ' ' ' thuong
.on6og thid,ut| l ... Nhurg rbi n6 cfing chdt ngoli
ngoli ra{t tr{n d6 thoi, dt 1l chdt-thlt d6 th6i' dt} le
e, th{t 8m dEm nbu say agri I Oi I chic tao phiJ
"t
kh6c qut tqi bay oi ! CEu nguygr cho tao di, nhu tgi
bay v5n hiag clu nguygn rcho mri sau thang nh6 hiEa
tlnn rO tU? hoa nrinh> c5u nguyQn cho tao c6 di caa
dim & l4i hgc nghE thly gi6o v&i cuQc dli lu6n lu6n
hli l6ag nh&ug h4ah phrlc ri0ng tu, dgl ngly tgi bry
tr& vE ddm lai dt?a cdn dita rrdt!'Coa bubn ngi chgp
xu6ng tdi deq nhu dX c6'hlc tu&ng t89ng ddn phdt
giay i6n th6. N6i khoau kho6i € chE deo aiag l?n cili
y ;";u drlgc aim ngay xudtg bty gib' Bny giir slp
llm thly ! Dang hqc nghE thly t Tit ci dAu c6 cil gl
lA d6ng moog iuda ml btdt rbi cfing daag vl sE ti6c
hoi tuoug tg nhu tidc mQt bdt h4ah l6a lro troag
dli s6ag, m) adu kh6ng u6l ra. sE dia dit t&i mQt
thiOo tli. Lbi n6i cria V{i baa s6ag. tho6ng qua rni
khd 16 riog: <Vidt ngay bii cho blo Xlulae$a truUng
aghe !,r Oi te b3y gi& bubn ng& l5m r6i. Mai tlnh
ViAt tbi vi€t chtr ,ro O' O' 8619 chim Vuerng gii O"
thft dqp cho. .. ! ! ! O
mia xu6n, bdng den vi phintr6ng 1972

I tr&n dinh chinh
huong phdn
say nong
FLUi ahu mQt b6ng duag th6ir t6ire agi vEphia niy,
ph{a cria rhfrog ngu&i eriog au6i m$t cao vgng I) ahfag
luong su, nhirng ugrli tfo hiEn d&i ninh cho tuaog lai
hh6ng dlt m$t aiEu Lilo, Lh6og dbi h6i cho chinh mioh, ahrng
agu&i san sB tf,t c3 tAm hbu minh dE uc',o gidog nget lioh
cho ngiy mai mgt ogiy mai r{t kh6 mi ch(nh minh dugc
tLu hu&ng -tdi d; di vio, t6i rit hio hoan
ou6i mQt tham- vgng thm tLtrlog ahu viy, v&i t6i1 t6i carg
mic dri khric re
cria t6i li ngt bSng dung nhung t6i da hba hop vi t6i dlr t6i
hay di cho d8n tfn clog eria khtlc rc mQt d&i. T6i lfp l1i, t6i
v6 crlng hAo hoaa.
Tr! hic ty, tdi nghe say huoag phia abag nhu ah&og
r&c mcr miu tim cria hpc trb rlt bd ah6, nh6 nhu cinh chim
khuy€n mi t6i thich ve vudt trong lbug, vbng tay thiy r{t oh6
nhung trii tim thiy thi Lao Ia, thiy ah6 trlog khu6o mitl
thiy triu mdu trlog inh m{t, thty d,5a nhln tiog ng cu&i,
thiy hba mioh troag ahaog vgog d1i cria tudi mi thiy m6t
lba da vgog d4i alu th8. B$i pLSn ohtr ahfog ng hoa thAt
rus r& se a& & mQt agiy mai, ag Loa kdt tioL blng Lao nhi6u
tinh nghia thiy trb LE ci nL+og lic tLiy buc trlc ming Ia
trong ogia LCo da tr( tu&ng nLuag oio ed xa aira dAu. Nh*ng
iy&og ph{n cia thiy tr6n bing deo, cfia rrb tr0a L}ng l&l
blng con, thiy trb giSi abirng eou to{ap tlp t}rh vi8t J*ag
do4o via trb cti ah& dnoc minh dang ve tuorg lai miuh trOi
d6, c6 nhirog ttrcrrg lai mlu xanh, c6 nhfrng i,rrog lai alu
-hI:S,
.a aL&ng tucrog lai hinh vu6ng, ..5 ah;rog itrong Iai
hinh trbn, thiy ctng nio bidt drgc nhrng thiy c[& dci []ag
tit ci nao n/rc cia thiy u&c mong cho hgc trb cria miuh
thinh thAn th6i. Thiy kh6ng <,5 cao vgng dio r4o rdn nhfrng
t6ng thdng, nhirng chli tlch viin niy viQa kia, tLiy chi dqi
hec trb cria thiy tr& atu e 6ng dAn ViAt-oam bi8t htnh d;1u
vfi qyi khri' c,&a olinh vi rty dtrng ttroog lai blng tay Lrln
chea l{m. Nhin vio adt auc tim nghiOrg hing trool t$p v&,
hai trb ! Trb chua thE bitu ducc dli etng lta xudng oghiAng
ngtla nhu tbd vi trb dang .an dlm phli nggi khea ve
khudn mft dli minh. T16o tdoa blng- den r6ng l6n erla- d&i
c6 ohirog khu6o nnit tha thidt, c6 ahirng khu0n nit hli hEt,
c6 ohfrng Lhu6o mit LAn hoan, e6 ahfng khuda m5t kkdn
kh6 bidt mai niy ra !ao.
Troog mgt ch5 ngbi & trulag, t6i di mgc bao rhiAu
mcr u&c, t6i da a5y sinh vi c{t gir biEt bao f tu&ng vF
dim tr3 hgc trb. Mia xu5a cAy u&e mo cing tL0m sinh tdt,
troog t6i cbn rgc rG n5i hln hoaa thu& nio. khi nia xuln
n& tr0a nggn cly diEm tuyAt.
<rNgeu dla dr tlt vi t6i d; c&; io choiag lOn a6 e ati
bi tft, d6a Loa d; tlo vi t6i d; qui thueng y0u vi lo tu .ho
o6 n6n xidt chlt n6 vio lbag, gibng s6as dx c3n vi t6i nnu6n
,iit
m6t minh tAn htr&ng ou&c trong mi xAy d$p ogio, ch;n lair t
il
(Tagorc). Chi c,5 nh*og agu&i t6i glp trong khdc quanh .i
niy m&i dhy can dim cho trsn veo cu6c d&i mioL d8 s$ng ih
m3i troog hbn la hec trb. M$t dli bing d.o pLSo tr{ngr ao$t
d&i vidt vE tuqng lai, m6t d&i lim lich sr! mi ching d€ tOo ',:
I
trong llch s&, mgt doi tia hiBo cLo dli, m6t ,rli da' dli, Ii
vi m$t dli chi c6 rrr)a xu5n. i

trt hgc trb hay nhcrng khi thiy tr€n bqc dd.og nl.'in nhirog T6i sdng trorrg mrla xuAa cria lu hoc rr, ri:6i ehi arn
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m,ii dhu ggc nh9 n) trb nlo thdy aila thuong & thiy, Lic ch5n thft cic blc tLiy. il
ly trb nlo hiSu dugc a6i horu l4c vui mirog, thiy hlng sdng i
blag r5i vui mrlng d,5. Hioh 3nh qui ddi em dEm d,5 cbn alm thang chep. I

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di llo xlo
bubn tenh siog rnbi chiEu d5o
Tig"s s6i 16i
d{t tfddo ir,r&og vio l&p' qua bao nhiSu vu6ng :&". :"
thing
["" rii* kh.r6a m;t b'o ta' BAv gi& & div' t6i "&i
trlng v6i I&p hee miu Lf
;y.lb;im nio bOn ')ng
khdi dc hi6a
niQm. M5i ngiy ciru$ nghn 5y aiFm
vui' ogbody
lo
aii* iOf "fr" [i *ry trbo' Yoog suc'ng o'i oio l&ng vAy

Or""O, & tr,r,!. mit & sau

lung' & oAn phSi' & bfa triir di
.Ilip'*ai. T6i Lh6as gip aihdt' Tii kiios, nhincau ngSo
ai h€t'
tg'i'6i uia.g d,rq. hai ie tr3 l&i d'i chi li -6t
iiog ahung cing qui d'i rbi' qui
r*il, iUat* &a, cho l5m
iia8 ao, i6; ra khai vrlng m0 hoic im 3nh dit dt''T6i T6i chi
i;-h^" ph$n dc biSn thing ngiv tB llnh ildi S.trcrng' nhio

ia; aa *i'rg& nhu mdt kE l' *a qua th5u.kinh'

T6i nhin
la trong bdn
thlf t6i UX"g atU io t6 "e m$t dai duc'ng bao 'I6i
oging' c6 c3 mQt
ogeo t?oh, di'og ,".h co th{t Lh6ng
lu ugiy nio bAy
ait-a*t"u tron'g lbog' Nhung gi{c mo hoa.
oi& .lln vit t6ii rav rtlt t6i vi t6i chua lim
duqc gi c3'
Ii"'^ tio.'ro li gi .,i' T6it5m thtr&ng htit s6'' T6i chi li
d}i dAy' lim
dua Lqc trb trrog Ao tr{ngtay' Ngiy thiug
&

kidp din d., ,g. leog dlng cuQc tinh v6i

nl'frng phi$n ma
dro dro tiog jit *6,9' 0 d5y, t6i v&i rhfrng budi trua
q
E

ohic li .. lry bay d)i cic du&i 'udng sin tr*&ng i'n
+
v{ng
E

EGng tr0n o)y nhio *udng- t6i thly tdi bidn d$i thinh
miu ddt

,ni., 16 ciy, m)u li chdtq t)' d:y, t6i da hing s!& tlra *inh vio
balcoo. oi*6. nhin lAn cii td cLim ddu ii sau mdv dpt me
'l'6i sa' ming kiah' Lhdp mit
tim tim thdp tho,{og a5og ngi.
nghe tidog chim ru ng'i ao blng'.

$ d6 mi loon C6 giio ,. lIc, chi mi qu{t quay ngu}i ra thd niy' 'f6i
n6i v6i iOi ,ha* tLi, mii t3c ngrit ngo5c' Xenr thd m) atr'anh

tledm$ n€hy ctra tubi Iq hing. LI'. I\{a; ng)-v nio .' T6i v6i ohlp gude L& rg&
v6
'dhy uy nghiOm 14 l5m.'
.frU* b6n mii tru&ng m)u hbng
"Iai Je b& ng& v&i ting gdc cAy, tlng csm I'i vd"i cl ldi
s6i trfng lro *"o. T6i d; tAp tinh hqc l)m c6 giio' M$t nim
rbinhl" Tdi nh6 v6 cring, bu6i .h;Eu thG siu h6m dy' t6i'
da leng ogubi chiog bu&c tru6c ti$ng chin': khuyOn ilutit;

n|t bdn
*Au *an bdng den vd PhSn tr6ng 1972

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( C6 oi, em thtrong c6 qui hi... Nhtrog mi bubo ght' M'i on ern de d5o t6i ra khai vrng lby mi mit. Cim on em da cho
mdt c6 cing ra trr&ngrb6.m mi di..,p Chao oi. em, t6i di t6i du&ng Lhi dg tii tidp tsc cu$c h)oh trioh. NLung td Lio
cim ddng ddn oghgu l&i. Nu&c rn$t t6i nbSt nhba min ctn c5i bAy gi& di tim duc.rc sp sdng ah& cLdt liQu tLtrc'rg
I
B Linh tr5og. T6i run run cbrn l*y tay ern nAog niutlng ogdo ytu t$ em. Nh&og tinh, d$ng n a.h cria t6i dang co th*t dhy
*;og l"m lu$c udt mgc t{m ngoan Libn' 0; .m, em crla miu tr.r tim di khip noi nu6i ecr tL6. 'I6i nguirc nhio I0o eBn
I b,rip
h tudi hbng, em cia thing ogiy ng) rgoc. Mot ph6t chdc t6i tr&i cao lung liah hoa tr{og, ngh" tLoang thoSng diu dlv mui
t. th5y thlt glo v&i. Etn d; Ii giet nu&c mit rfra *'1.L ah&ng Luong cria gi6 m&i, c6 14, hoa xra . . ' Tdi nrirri cr-r'I; rSrg
h hoaog phd cria linh h8o t6i. Tudi tho t6i Lh6ng rr,rc r& m) rG : Mria XuAn rbi dd etn !
ua
li ogly dii Lhdn kh6 b{t h1nh, }ie t6i qua d}i aim
chu6i
si
t6i mrrli bdo th6i. ogiy m9 t6i mit, c3 l&p hec ti6u diEu'
is 'f6i de Ilng ugu&i rung rung khdc v6i biy Lec trb chiu
rio
roo
chft cria m9 t6i. Vi dEbAy gi&, tdi chqn ogLE godautre nLu'
Bdt
m9 tdi ngiy xua. T6i bidt bd t.ii bubn nhiEu vi tdi'
biv
C6 le vi ogtr&i qu5 thucrng t6i, dua coo gii s&m mdt m$t
iIi tinh thuong crla mg Di ving cria ngu&i qua di troog e hit
lim
rig{t n6i shu, trong Amth}m i:rs le, nOn ngt}i khdng mrda
I fira
trra cho con oguli chiu vio v6 6c ciag kh6ag mong drEc qu,
*3og huy holug. Nhurg m) bd t6i, biy gi& de gi). Edi mit cli
u d*t Llo l0u nlrtng <lrrlng g5n d6 Rbi .nila tLu qua mila d6ng
L vio lri. Dlu u€t de n t$i im inh ngucri tirg s6'rn r{ng clibu mua.
l! me l'6i c6 tl,I ,g em ffai tu6i d&i rs .hiu chiu tru ttr ban eu6c
p m*t ,6o9 v&i bg quha 5o chi8n tranh. Tdi cing cbn mdt din em
rh6 dai aheo nL6c doi chb. O; : S* mQoh cria t6i e ao ci ?
Y. !01 T6i uLin em mi ch4nh nh& cic emt6i qu0nhi bovcrtii cuc.
a.\aah
{0 \'o
Tdi oghidp. Dli sdng crla em t6i kh6ng ducrc ddnh b6ng td THANG NGAY CUA TUEI
m)u. Nhtrng d8i lai ; t6i c6 bd t6i. Cri em t6i c6 ogtrli cha
1 l-im.
v6 cilng nhio ii' Ngu&i de ofra dli hy sioh cho cLring t6i
ca IO1
bea L;Cp d&i cA le. T6i cudi xudng oghe nu&c o{t m}n m;n @ da rni loon
[$: r,im
b& m6i. Eulng clm giic t6i b6ng hbi sinh sau bao tLSng
i-r, t6i,
riu tit I agiy tin r$i, Oi I Em bC hec trb cria tru&rg SPTH . Cim
,rlot ndm
q 1912 mia xu6n, btng den vd phSn trtng
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Eiubr sANc rol DAY uuON, va e6 sl}l AN
diiar tAn, vQi vlag thay db dEa tru&ng. Aab Kha
rgbi so4n lei sich v& h6i v&i theo :
* Trua naY c6 vE kh6ng q
Kh&ng quay d5u nhin l4i t6i bu6ng thiag ti€r:g
<kh6ng> rbi ph6og ra dr&ag. Bao gi& cfiag tbd' Bao
gl& anh Kha c{iag h6i t6i m$t clu quea thuQc ahu
thd vlo bubi s6ng vl hlc nlo t6i cfiug n6i ti€ug <kh6ng>
trdng 1619, 14nh hlng tucrng trr. NhiEu hlc t6i dlm re
brgc tire d€a uit.nghqu vi thdi d$ cria anh Kha-cii
tb6i dO bft chn vA li li kh6 chiu'
Nh&eg lln n6i chuyQn v&i ahau lA nh&ng lBn t6i
bit glp th0m ah&rg bdt d6ag quan diEm gi?e hai tlira
N6i chuyin v6i aah lA di vlo nh&ug cuQe cii vi kh6ag
diu. T6i chi c6 thE kdt thrlc cu$c cli ui bSrg ti&ng
kh6c trtc tu&i vl b6 ra rgoli. Lim kht t6i c&ng niy
ra f diah tim hibu aoh Kha rtE dua hai anh em vlo vdag
cim th6og hhu trdah b&t nh&ag cing th5ng trong cuSc
s6og gia dich tr6t dZ bubq t6 l;i clng hu6n tE hon.
Nhuog t6i boln tola thrit vgng. C6 th$ vl st1 ft chitr kh6
cria t6i, ciirg c6 thE vi sl"r 15m 1l cira anh Kha lfun t&i
b6 cuQc. Ash Kha khdng tbE n)o thay dbl drrqc th6i d$
tron$ d6, v) anb kh6ng tiro ra hay auh kh6ng muda tim ra m$t
ciu dlu dlog e &i m& boa nh{lng clu quen thu$c ali
n6i x6t xa sc doag dlir ho{c rh6i v& vSor bay lirn c}ruyQn m6i khi
t6i cd tiqh m& ng6 cho rrp tlm hibu chia s6t cira t6i
cira dli sdng troag d&i sSag riOrg anh.
Hai aah em lqi ciiug roi vlo ahiilg ngin eAch v2
f6 ko on phi6n m6i ngu&i ttr thu ah6 tl&i s6ng miah clng ngly clng
tich xa rhau. & trong t6i ldc aAo ciiag c6 sia nhiral
bryc bQl, h&a d6i vl chir chulng. Kh6rg khl gia dinl
cAng r,gly cArg kb6 th& hos ti, khi ba t6i cdng khai ir

mQt s6u

f
 ,w.==a-

& v&i ngu&i vq ahd, vl t6i, sudt rgly vti dhu vAo
mg ra m& ctla vl nghe gigag mg lo lLag trich ndc
[N ah&ng c6ag vi(c & trubng. Nhtug bubi di vE cria mg v6i t16i mit
loag lanh au&c r
ha v5u dbu tl{a nhu tru&c, nhung giaa uhA d5 ving dl rdt Con b6 5a com trna holi . . . Mg thly con
nhiEu tidag cu&i trong tr€o cfia mq. -
d4o rAy gby nhi6u. Riag mil vE rhi bubi trua, ah} c6
Nh&ag ddm gi{t rrinh thr}c gidc ahin qua kE h& 3 ngvitl mi con vlng m{t . . .
eria cdnh crla phbng, tdi blt g[p dah dBa s6ng choang CAu n6l cria mg llm au&c mit toi d5m dta.
f,'g & phdng mg. Nghia li m9 cdn thirc. B* gi5.c ru&c mit ahA c6 3 ngu&l m! con ving u,dt r
-
- t6i arii th{t ah6.
q
Bao t6i treo ra. Song sorg v6i l6ng thuoog mq cia t6i 1A sqr DQt ahi€r con tfc tSi ddy ltu kh6ng sao kibrn gi&
rhu o5n gi{a ba, m}c d}u ba vin t&i lui tr6rg nom aah em abi. Tdi nhia thco ding m9 di vI vlo phdng glo
Bg)) t6i vA ldag kinh y€u ba vin kh0ag dbi dbi trorg t6i. l€a nrlc n& :
Era Cdng m$t ldng y0u quf bgn t6i, ciog pQt srt chlm s6c
- cii lo lieg tuong lai bgn t6i tuoag tq, nbuog gi&a ba. mq - Kh6ng phii coo vlag mflt aA anh Kha, mq
viog m{t. Tdt cL viag mfit gii]a sq c6 m{t tl0ng ra
lu6n lu6a c6 hd s3u rgla c6ch. M9 kh6ng hdi dda ba,
0 t6i ba kh6ng nSi ti6ag alo v&i Dcq trotrg nh&ng lhn ba c6 gi cir coa. Cou kh6ng vB nh) bubi trua 1A drlng. VE
dr?a mlt & nb}. E6 lA ahirag hic aqh Kha ki6m chuyQa di lAm gl q. VE dE nhln sq chbt giir* nhA aly A 7 Sao mq
h6ag choi, vA t6i chui rdc vAo phdng aem kh6c rdm r*c. hh6ag nghi dda sr.r kh6 dru d6 ctia con $ao 89.
tiing T6i kh6rg lAm gi dugc cho Ba, cho Mq, eho aoh T6i ngtrag tidng khi th{y me quay ahin t6i, hai
Eiy Kha vA ci d€a t6i n&a. Td,t ci chi i) abi mQt m5i, bubn hAng au&c mit chly dli xudng mJ. T6i a5m chit c6ah
r&ag phiEn kh6ng phuoag cich giii quy6t. B€a chrfug t6i mq cria vi sla rhl Et&c mittdi dgt nhi8o ldn slrr xu6ag.,.
cu6c s6ng thit u bubn. Tru6c ait t6i, anh Kha v6 ctng kj,
bsn, di. V) t6i tr& thAnh c{i b6ng gi&a khuag cioh gia elinh
u kh6 md,t mit qud uhiEu h4ah phtc. Trorg nbi chdt d6, tdi
ts
rrr t&i tim r1u&ng ch4y tr6n, T6i tinc vE kh6ag khl hoc dulng rz k6,m 15 chuOng reo tao hgc. Tdt ci cic b4n t6i
iii d6 vA ban bC, di troug dim b4o biru kh6ng ai hiEu t6i. 6m c{p chly ahanh ra ctia. T6i chgm r5i xfp rip s5ch
n mQt vi aghe tiCrg Nguyen h6i vgng ttr ugoAi vlo :
nlf
- Chi Kh6i-An & lli bubi trua ) q
Sc
chai cr?ng v) tidag tri l&i <kh6ng> cia t6i x6t xa, udt
r6i khi - dli.
ughgn dtri T6i chirg buba vE nh} Is b{?a ccrm T6i nging l8n bit g{p tia ahin ctia Ng'ay6a thit
;ria t6i
true b&a com thiEu ba, thi6u clu pha rrd, b6i haa diu dAog, vi tri l&i thgt ggn g
-
thidu np cubi c&r Mg, thidu c8u th6i hli cria aah
ich vl Vlog .
Kha. Thi6u hdt vA. Vt t6i, t6i t&a l6n gi&a ah&ng
ry clag ttiEu dQt nhi6n bay mdt. L5 trring slu cly bao ahi6u Nguy€o olrin t6i dd xdt :
cbirng vdt khb deu nhirc rh6i trong ldag. Phii rbi. T6i kh6eg Chi tbft 13. Nguei ta mong & ahi gio uu&og,
ia dinh vE ll thlog. T6i lai tlrlrg bubi trua it thlag. Thl bubi-true vE nghi cho kho6. Cbi dugc ahl & gia at l3i
thai ia kh6ag vE ttE de 69 an hoc vE vQi vI- 693o ch4y kh6ag vE.
mia xuin, blng den vi phin trlns 1972 n6t bdy

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T6t gtit thlch bira :
ray & l4i chdp bll. Tuln rbi t$i nghl bqc
-B&a
'Chi
si0ug th$t. C6 phu6c cho nhti'ng dr?a hqc
rlo g{p dugc ed gi6o nbu chi v& v0 phu&c cho nh&ng
dt}a nio giP I thhY gi6o rahu t6i'
*Nghi hpc & lai chdp bli lA si6rg saoq Thdi cho
t6i xin di anh NguY€m.
Nguy6n eu&i g{t ch}o t6i rbi di th&ug"
d5u
edn lai m*t miuh, t6i dirrg ti tay l&n thtnh lan caa
tiu&c cfra'l&p qhin xu$ng sin b6ng rb' Miru aing
ch6i charg t 5t uao mit nghe cay cay' T6i mudr kh6c'
Di rzg 3o. CIA uly & ah), mq t6i dl di day vE' thay
db ng6i vlo bln 5a v&i ru0t diag difu queo thuQc'
aah kna ching biSt c6 vb hay kh6rg hay lai laag
thaag & Pagode, Thauh Th€, TE do, Rex' B)n 5a b6a
chidc gh{ m} chi *6 r ngudi ngbi' Me agbi & d6'
Me g6m nh,{m srg trdng khbng hAag rg}y v)o b&a com
* Mugn thiug b6u ch&. H6m oay xe tdl hu'
Ngirng m6t 14t, NguY6o tidP ;
trd : Cich dEy vii irim, tdi c6 tim nhA eh!, ahuag
kh6rg ra. Chi diu k! qu6.
tina c6 cbuYin cbi khOog ?
- A.nh
Nguy6n trA l&i c3u h6i cria toi.
I{hung chi tin eti, rbi etng c6 agAy t6i tim ra
-
nhi chi;
: Toi sip dqn ahl.
:- Dgn thi dgn atrrung t6i sd tirn ra"
T6i kh6ng n6i mQt c3u nlo, Nguy6n tidp :
' * Nghe ban bb n6i rh) ctri r$ng 15m, C6 thb nAo
ch! cho t6i thu6 mQt phi'ng & trq kh6ng 2
Vi€c d6 chSc kh6ng d*qc, vi ahi tdi chua cho
-
ai & trg bao gi&.
a
h"
sd

tr,r, & ehide ghd d6. TOi dI thuor:g mq kh6n xidt v) ttg
1'-
I I tr, i .i"t
dung mudn vE stt). VE shi d& n6i vdi mq mQt chuyQo,
i'
C,:F-j ,*i
L!
r c6u. Nhi,rng lai e6i cii gi1 chr"rypa gi3 ciu giq Ng6a
E

rg& ch5og c6* 1A ph:rerng tiQu db c&m thirrg trorg ho)n

ciuh nly. Toi de chSn a*rr, d5 m&t no6i' Cnia nia v6i
f tr&ag cii r4o crla minia. M?t m6i v&i bao -s&c mcr
hiagd€m cho aQt Thies drrlng cl'ring bao gi': tr& vE
r&a.
chdp xong rbi sao ra d&ng diY 2
-Chi
T6i giAt mirh qrray i3i. Ngty6n d&ng d6. tr€a tay ,?
,{,

c}im 2,3 quyEo v& m6ug. L6y lai binh tinh, t6i mim culi. -, .iqirj:,i;t'j' t' i,i*!(,_E"q€:li]di-
xorg. B)i ug&a .. . ndn ch6p chaah'
1

- Da Stguy6n nhin t6i th{t nhauh cuUi

v} t6i b6ng mim I

Nguy6a dE tip l€s lan caa, chdng tay i€o cia. T6i z gib chu6ng reo vAo hgc. Gigng ctia vi giSo str I

x6a tar sp pgug8g agtng : tr€, im crlng vang l6n trongbli giSo dqrc cQng dbng. aI
Anh vE obl sao nhanh thd 3 gi& li€n tidp hgc m6a nly khidr dbu 6c t6i niing m$t
-
-I
I
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mflt tdm
,,;, *ran, baig 'lr'n vd Phdn |

I
I
d
 t6i cfiug di qua ag5 d6
cdch kf quti. Lbi giing cfra gi{o sts aghe thoarg thoing -Thi
anh Kha dI Di duqc m$t quXng agin nhu sr.rc otr& t6l h6i I
8!E rai 0", mdt. T6i chgt nh& ddn mQt e&u mi
;;: cho t6i aghe, ldc anh b5t gdp n6 trons m6t cudn *Auh drlrg kd dE tia'r ra nhl t&i chir gi 3
sir-. rn4ag' kh6rg
Uio ogoyg, san; <NghE giSo 1I mOt * Kh6ng ri6ag nhu v{y diu, m} t6i edn nrudn
giio 15 chdp nh{n
,nai ,iOl aghE. Chdp nbQn rghb u6i v&i Kh6i An mQt chuYQn'
manh 5o vir Auh Kha tAn 6c: Biy gib aah lai gqi tOi biag t6a trdng khSag
Nghia l! me di nrlc 5o v5' VA c6 thir6i
sC m{c
nhu
-
thd ?r q
-
5o v5. T6i olc 6o iish' TAi de doin duqc mQt phhn ml Nguyen sip a6r"
T6l cu&i v) ngtre ch6t diog & cb' t'1" r6i ash sC mlc Cou g6i c6 m$t tttrc gi6c thft b6n nh{y troug
vdn dE
6o v5. COag nhu atrl s6ng gia dinh miah'.
nh&ng ngubu
nay, dE bi6t ngay qui bom sip a6 b6r ngutri minh
vui vl ahu uhiiag miab vii obi tb'ft ch6
vi viu ltn T6i dang drf hU c6i cich ddi ph6 v&i Nguy6n vi t6i
i nlo mQt thim vii cria uu phiEa mic
nhgc' Clng ngly em bidt Ngiy6n c6 thb h6i nh{Eu clu m} t6i kh6ng tri
l}i
elng chia chuUng hoa' En dl tran v6i ar'h kh6ttg
eo.y" irj kh6ng thb l)m ra ciu giii d:6p hn th6a r6
bi€i bao15rr vE vi{c n}y' Aoh budag
ra m$t clu I rlng.
r cho
* C6 llm gt b€ tha dri vfY 2 Nguy€a u6i thit nhiEu vA t6i lflng yen' vi sip
A, thi ra anh khinh em tri con' Tr€ eon
d€n kh6og bit kh6c.
biEt mQt dibu gi sao 7 Aah Krr' chdrig rnlnlo'
ciamh thn Khi ddn ng6 v5o n'ol t6i chlo Nguy6n v3 kh6ng
em dEu bdt hach. Dt chur mlt lia
aAo aah chiu tb6 l9 dim quay irhin lai sau l*ag.
nhiing ha kio troag tim hba anh nh*rg
enn d5
u,n,i
",
tiEu aog. .[, ptao nio ::'ryin nhn.r
x'ri arrrr cd 16i
{t/
dim bub* nrg
s6ag c16. Em khOng oiq tri:r' ba' kh6:rg Bubi tdi t6i ngbi bubn hiu & bhn hoc anh Kha'
tfta*g ddm khuy€u anh, cr3ag ohu ntrirog tgly th6ng
h Kha' chrfu"g mioh' ohinaqhdondgptrislchvAd6dactrongp\6nq'N:rirog
8m thbm di qua em cim iicg' AT sqi t6c l6a x6a xu5as m5n vl grong m5t uf,ng dly
v€
& d9* ifu&ag
,a ,oU thn em em dEu dlnh roi udc vgng chiu dr;ng cia aah khi$u t6i bit kh6c Aoh l(ha
bu6ng
u6c mo alo cht thi vd bgt bong b6ng xl b6aq
mdy quybn s6ch xu6ng sln g4ch, h6i thft diu
ohu dlag '
v) em em
Tuong lal nhu ahtog trli ciy xa rbi tlm tay-
Kha di' gi em kh6c a
ChuYQa
.orglti th6i dO ct - loni boli yea lfng anh
- mi
T6l rghq: & cb, nrr&e mit tu6a ahaah xudng
:
cbng tru&rg'
g 6 gtbkdmro tan hqc' Nguyon chb t6l &
* Chi cho t6i qttl giang vE vdi * Ng)Y aai aah di tbi'
n cuUi
di b0 rl' Gigng anh d6 dloh :
gi6o!
gilo su -TAi t6i ctng di b$ Tbi . . . desao : Th0i dirag kb6c nila cd
-Thi -
Cla rhtr trdng vlng rbi sE tr6og vlng
&6o9. 4. thOm'
ing m$t T6i ng{p ogirrg - dE cQt em ch€t dirrg
t6i vE Trba Hurg D4o Aah b6 14i sau tung khiing trSog
qo l9/2 -Nhurg... mat chii
mia xu6nr bdng deo vd phdn trflng 1972
- *.*T
 duirng to LE t6c'
& if6. V$Y rnl antrr thiu ahi&n'
Anh dlt nhq bla taY 164 vai t6i :
Glgrg anh nglo n?o i
ch€t d€
Dtsn rbi em s6 quen dl' Hon n&a dlu
phii A td ra c6 sg t6i chCt' Cb tu&ag
-
llmsaosAicfiagc6s6,nls6t6itbglim,gotubimoi
holn tols do aah muda nhu thd q

s6og cam go' mf,c maY lta diri'

-_ Anh sip bu&c ch8n vlo eu$c Capstaa vl thu6c' T6l dqtc drrqc
Em sg v) lo cho anh. Ash mbi a$t
didu Bny gib anh Kha ag6i d6 hdt
luog vA eh*og
nbi kh6t lBa uiu. T6i thfly mit anh hoe hoe d6' Aah nbi bubncria anb qot lo"i *:t ahin m6og
khic bon bidt aah dang nghi gi'
lai rgbt chi6c ghd ddi di€s t6i" Gigng o6i anh
thu}-ng ugAy. T6i dAm hdi h?n vi di hitu l5m anh' hlc anh Kha
rr gi& khuya, t6i tr& vAo phdog rilog
Tir miy nllm aay, dfly 1l lin d5u ti6n bai anh em
t6i khdp cfra phdcg vl
c6n tidp tgc thu dfn db d+c"Toi
lOr-khung y0n bu vl
mdi tAnr sr1 cing shau' T6i mo hb thdy l6e
thing' Nhung vl nim xu6ng groi'g' Cim thdy ra$t phdt n6i dugc
tr&i dlm lm xa xua d[ tin rbi theo n1m 16 vi t6i
t8m hbn ahu b*t obli o" tu C6
dx
enh Kha s5p xa Saigoo. H6m anh llm don tinb
nguyQo Kha ttu bdy lAu nay' C6
nhfi'ng diEu mu6n a6i vAi anh
vlo v6 bi, t6i dd kh6c 16c xin aah b6 f diah d6' nhurg lc vi tdi d* hiEu eoh Kha vl dl nghe
aah n6l nhirag
anh g{r phiag ra : aieu tOi ro u&c dqi chtv f,E duqc
ngbe'
cint&i c6n rghe
Gilc og& ddn thft chim' r gi& khuya tdi
CO Aq
- ttoag
Kh6ug, em chi sg' Dbt llahsr; ch6t oem tifrgaohKhav)tiErgchsnms.Mgdanglochuy€a
-
,, oU dhu tiaa "&" 'it' Kba' TOi dang eo u&c duqc
di xa dE nhia mg 1o liog cho t6i'
Bfia con cu6i oq llm gl r6ti vI tbi
llm birh f larc
cho auh vlng lrriQog. Bitz\t rum
bgp 14i 1l b&a ln
tiEo aob vlo qu3a Jro. Ca" phr
trd cu6i crlog crir rnh
l&i dua
lai 1A clu t& Eii. Tiias r6i c&^a t::L".ohengkh6c kh&
ti6n agim ogrli v) ng cu&i c&a t6i l) ti€ag
kh6rg 1€-
tdi
Ngly khi dua anh ra phi truirng 10n D)lat'
sau
vE, tEi s6i cim ohfn sg tr6ng ving th4t
st/' Dlnh
ritg ltlc c6r aoh & ab), hai aah em cflng it n6i gi
ttE U"uoi
v&i nhau nhurg thl c6 arh biga diQn' 1ii riog
di vE, t6i abin mlt anh, nhla mf,t mq' xlc nh{u
fiong
& nhl cba dri ba agcbi, cho dr) ba agu&l s6ng
ba thd gi&i ritog i" ii a&a, cdn hca ll anh vitrg
m{t dll dlng trong nhl.

hai mttoi
 vo' Nrla thing sau v5a cdn kh6c ur?c n& tru&c
mQ
Nhfrag ngAy kC tiEg, t6i thuUog ruy aghi vln
t&n trong cuQc bta thU anh trong m6i b&a cdng corn' Va ba, m6i lrtc
ChuyQn .rf, I(Uu di ll mQt bidn c6
-** i. dgc ctlr t&i. Troag nh&og gi{c ao d&t doln vE ahA, nhis 6nh anh Kha, nhiu mly itau d&n' TOi
nhfrag t& thu vin s6ng nhu ngu&i chdt hgt chua hola hbn' N6i khb
te tOi iUdy aoh Kha agbi trhm ngAm btn
gil dau dr,rc khodt vdt thu<rrg bubn phiEn gia dlnh th6m
,i t6i vi€t tt Saigoc trao l0a vrlrg tr&i mo suong l& 16i. Sqt c6 m{t cria t6i trong l&p hgc thua dhn'
r€t, b8a thoi thudc Cepstrn 1&r vlr trSo mit
auh
T6i nghi ching biHt d€n m$t'hic nAo d6, t6i kh6rg
nghitm trang d6ir l4ah ltlng d6 sg'
lc cbn dti catr dAm v) nghi lqrc db nhbi udu m& bii v&
ng lf tu&ag, trong khi dli s6ng di xoay chiEu tr{i ngugc'
ID Nh*ng bubi di hgc t6i aghe mo hb giqng anh Kha
Cho ddn b3y gib t6i v5a chua chiu tin li anh h6i v6i theo: <Trua nay c& c6 vE kh6ag 3> Nheug
ha
vl chiEu cti vE rgang qua phdng auh, t6i h6 cira nhis vlo'
Kha dl chdt. Sr,t ra di cria arh thlt dQt ng$t l)m
t6i
m{t n5m' Tdrn hinh auh chgp khi cdn hqc & Pdtrus-Kf v5a treo
sirng s6t d€n chEt didrg' Asb vlo chua ddy
vA
qc
qual trtrbng bi ph6o kicb vl asb dZ rim ru6ng khi tr€n tulng. Nht?ag vQt t6c che m6t phln tr6a vl d6i
C6
cUu" thqrc sq ba&c chia vlo 1&a dqn chidn trulng'
mit tinh nghich rhia thiug ttr ngly anh l€n Dalat,
rog
HOm ahfn dugc tin anh tri n1o, tOi run bia
agull clo phdrg kh6ag al lAm mdt diu crla anh' T{t ci
vl ng ngflt xiu. Chr-ra bao gib t6i ng& ddn diEu tl6' v5n cdn uguyen sq sip xdp d6. Tdt cit db dae vis chd
ghc Vl kherf ai c6 thB rgb '3uqc diEu d6' B&c thu aah ngly vE crla chi n6. T6i oghe x6t xa dlng l6a cubn
eugu troag l6ng vn khdp nhanh ctia lai.
rE! g&i vb ahl tubn tru6c, aab cds nhSc ah& l&t thAy
rqc ioi ua gigrg aoh ag?o Er?o via cdn dly : cA' td ra c6 Trong ah&og gidc mo chip chbn m$ag mi, t6l
sq t6i CO tu&ng chEt de llm sao q Ai cflug c6 s6 thudng thiy arb Kha $ong b$ treillis vi cii a6s
"frg,,
ml sd tdi thq l5m, 9o tubi o&i m{c may lia 6&i' rAuh d$i x6o xdo. Crirg c6 Lhi tdi thiy iai ciah hri anh
'ioc
giri ktsm theo tim hiob chgp sau domh trai mic db en ngbi n6i chuy(n trong bila t6i aah c6o & ahl,
In kic 3iy gigug o5i ctia aah diu dlng d0 thuong. Lrlc
euh
io Ui, tr&ng oai hio rr, vl c6 vC <phong trhnp hoa
hbi cdn ll siah vito d1q sqr. Nh&ag sqi t6c l6a xds d6 auh dI b6 di ahiing l&i ngaog bu&ng, khu6a
dua
tru&c trSn c&og rLit diu, Dli llnh dX g$i rria &'anh m{t l}m li. Ash thuc stE li anh Kha ctia t6i.
xoo
hdt ohtng ydu duSi thrl sieh. Trong nhilug thu t&
aggn dbi Llm Vi6a grli vE, t6i nghi rirg anh dI s6ng IE
:, tdi thr;c sq birrg ! chi vI phin ddu. T6i mirng thlm vi T6i viEt vlo traog cu6i quyEn obir-kY m$t cllu
)inh ciu nguyQn cho aoh. Nhung gib anh dX viah vi6n ra ngiaz <T6i xa Saigor sau agly thu rco ash Khr ra
iiei di. Nhirng agly quaa tli anh cdn dE & nh*, mQ thu&ag di.,
bu6i bi xdc dQag m4nh 6'ea sgdt di, Cho ddn khi tir rghia Mq via thu&ng r:6i:
raEg trang vE, mlt mg xaah ohu tlu li, d6i mit slu vi
troog th8m qubng. Cis nhl kE tir d6, kh6ng kht lanh taah Cdo kh6rg ttiy hai tu5n aEa eghi h0. Th6i
-
cou l€s Dalat it 11u. Me sE xig phdp cho coa
ring vI t6i. mg nhu ah&ag nguiri s6og gi&a hoaag mb.
hai m|t
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bidt.sE ph&i sdng
. T6i phii vSrg lbi, mA; Arr chuadbi
nhu thd iAo ,ro,rg uh&rg og*y d&i sip ddn"
VA trong m$t dOm sira so4r hlmh lf, t6i c61t mu6n
dEn tru&ng chol{guyEahay nhung kh6ng edn kip n&a'
ffi)
lli cudi)
(dE thay
Em thln mda, !
nh&ng gi cho em rong
T6i ching bidt sC phii'vibt
ddm Vl ciing nhu bao d€m rbi t6i th(rc tr*ug b8a oh&ng
t& thu b6 d& T6i kh6ng thE agir riug dda ohu th6.Ngo
agha rhu oh&ng ngly qua emvbng m{t & ag6i uu&og
nly T6i ddm trdn dhu ag6n tay ttrng ng*y en nghi hgc vl
hy vgag dqi ch& rn$t ngly em tr& l4i Nhung tt sry ah&
mong dqi ch& k6o dli t6i d3m ra 1o Au xao xuydn.T61
dI bao dqt 6'et rh} m&l hay em rli Saigoa
Sao di mA kh6og n6i mQt lbi ttr gid nlo thd Kh6i An 3
Sao di ml kh6ng mQt lll gh1 lqi agOi tru&ag dE gbn
mQt ni0n kh6a em s6ng & d6, v&i nhtrng khu6n mlt
c6 thly, b0 b4n q
Em di rbi, tr,r dung t6i tim glp hhoiug *6ng rdt
sAu hi$n diQn b€a cuOc d&i miuh, vA d$t ng$t quen
thu(rc v&i ahiiog ;hi3u, ah&ag tdi lang thaug tr€a duMg
ph6. Tiair cim t6i au6a dbi vda ubrg aln v) eao thi
mu6n dli tr! khs6c (a)
N6i x6t xa x0 t6i vlo ah&ng diag cay b':oc tfli.
NhiEu hlc t6i mu6a qu0o em, trhuog nh&ng khi iy t6i
lai khb s& kh6n crlag. Eo c6 bao gi& hiBu d':oc <iiEu
.i6 v) t6i, chic ngla oim v5a chi l& m$t cai b5ag lu
mb trong vrlag trf nh& cria em.
hai hai
C6 ah&rg trtra ddrng & hlnh laag. - ldp hgc nhla
nhtrg chrlm hoa vlng bay bay troag gi6, tOi ah& em
!s ltn*S. Ngly ct6 gi6 b*y hny lla t6c em bay ldt ph6't'
M5i t6c bu6ng h&ng hU xudng vai che kln m6t phln
khu8n mit it kin nh&ag uu phiEa kh6ag a6l'
Bny giir thl em c6 mit & con ph6 sucrag mt'
Thlah ph6 Dalat c6 rdt ahiEu hoa ahung sE thi6u di
6nh nSog ch6i chang vA dly hlah laag ahln xudng sAn
b6ng rb, Phii thd kh6og em.3
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Nhirng agly cu6i aiOr hgc, l&p nAo efiog bn lo
nh$a nhip. Tdi ehdt c6rg gi&a nhilng clu chqc phd
cria b4n bL. Chfrog n6 hiEu ehuyQn v) an &i t6i dirag
bubn, thd nlo rbi ni6n trqc t&l em c{ing tr& lai' M}
gi6 nlu em c6 tr& vE tdi ctng kh6ng sao nhia thdy
log.. T6i ta trulaq. Nhung t6l vin tin ting trong
khoing ddi nly sE ching c6 hai du&ng soag song cho
ern, t6i hign ti*,: vi dr) & holn cAah nAo tdi ciing sE
tr& vE dE tim em.
{cho mttt khulrt md.t ndm cfi)
i Ddng 1971
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qua m1 hiu hit. c$i lanh d& dE con gii i6m d5ug viri Moi u-qu&i tinh dudi mit aah dBu b6 b6ng ngly Eg6
io len dr} mlu slc s& m$i bubi slng ddr trulng hay kE ci em dr) em chii t6c hubi s6ug. ddnh r6ng tru&c
nghag dhu v5ri ngrrli ytu di ph6. Anh dA b6 hqc c0ng khi di ngri, c6 agu&i dra ru&c m6i bubi hgc tan auh
b&i nhiing bubi s5ng d6 dda-con dulcg mdt chibr.r thi nghbo mat r*p rnu6n int$p tho cfirg ch& c6 tiEo dn
uhtn ern ngbi chii r6c mrrqr uhu ddng s6rg .;;fo;y ,,r* d5 lAm bdt c& ughE ntro aghb rn} ugsdi ta gqi li luorg
gi
nh&ng c6nh dbng dly ltla. Ern bao gib cGirg ,3uqc vI thign. Bubi ldi vAo H4nh u6ng bia tiady *h& rn$t cdi
v6 crlng cao ng?o, anh thi kh6ng thich a6', Ua ai ,nat ngoli dubrig nir&n aho tinh ngu&i drla cgt' Bid't' $ng
lAu, drl thlnh ph6 cdn rdt nhi6u chrirg tich, aah c&n v&ng ein':on nai tcv b6 nh6-ach s€ bubr: nhung thdi
ciiug
tJinh m0t
tubi 116 dti cho mQt cuQc rong choi. Aoh tbi v6 cing dI r5i, tq dung anh trinh 16 con dtr&ng c6
du&ng' cos
thm thaoog n€a kh6ng
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guryag db afrln rd xG:-'- -axrcsirc:e?.s-€=EX=?G:?s€lrDx:q=sY€Exxe+E-x ru&c mla. Nhdt diah
nniqh sau d€nr dAi, anh thi d{p n{t i:l'ril'ng tdm kh6::g bac gib qua con dubag e6 dinh m$t chibu
guorrg phin chieu. R6i cfiag bubi sdag, ayiir tr& vE tru'ic ah) em l}n nlo nira dr) em sitn xudng hay ert
tfuish phd v6i m& hinh Baog ling sAu rt tiErn r!r&c caa sang f,gaEg, Auh kh6ng di uaau anh kh6ag tirr nhin-thua
gi6 thbi qua dinlr thirc chrtng dfly vA reo hd iihrc ka em ii5 ia tiah ngr.rli-vi anh chua Je.1 aao.nm nguli
bi6t miah bai tr?g. Aah dring duog nhu m6t trtui ffi6i tir::' Nl'r&ag u&c rn$ duqc vE viri bdng hai
bell tay
ttc' vO ::ghia, bing hai blu chan tr& nan 1! lgm
bubi siag mgc & phuong d6ug. ''3r
b:,iis hai con m&t tr& ncn d5 thri, barg c6i mbm cg&i
tti irl: xa vli' em bidt blng gi kh6ng z' bi'ag hai ngln
Cou dulng a)o mQt lha diu em ngaf,g qua d6i v6i
ash dEu ll b6og mir, phii a6i ring UOoI*=at UU"u,rUt :"t1.
*U' th$t th{ah thiQn' nhrrrig chi ai uhin dugc tim
anh s$*g, rrx girip anh bidt tinh aguiri;
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di sin cudi erlag cho ng,sbi rhln ydu, rEu kbr eirm
ii loai rcr gi' tqi sao m5u 14i deo' t4i sao m6u hi
xu6ng vin cdn tay triag. Mgt vai tfp tho.il ;;;,;;; :1t'-
s6 ag6n ngir cho nguli tinh crlng *oOi;;l-; ;.;, di.' ' rai irXt '-olr :rit c5m diu chdi mti as6i hqc ttr
eho nh&*g r10m hbag giaothoa, the thSi rhi cor sl.
o2)"':':':yqr-rang;iykhSc)hqchibaogiotimxem ngioalo
C6 ru$t fu.tc ulo d6 cflog phii tri s;ich v& l4i clio i:oc ch#a r,gqu&i rirrlr di xa, n€lo nio chua oJu-ai
tich cdo
dulngchoehamg.Nhrdir6ianhcdntubittivair;'csinrr'IokhiSngchftaaguliri::hehiaboi'Phei
nhtr cm bi€t anh cdn nguydn vql thAn thb, arh chsa l,iEu r:i*g ch(rtq ta chi 1) nhlrg c5i b5ng. ciag hilu

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theo nh&ag cii b6ag ddn khi mQt nholi l5n ra th& ddc
th6i nha em, cir d,a, cir ng6, crl chii t6c diuh ring
elB c6 thE aghi rlng ta kh6ng 1l c6i b6rg mi 1) mQt
thqc thE c6 mlt tru&c rnSt trla trlc du&i rnit Jdsusc-
hiist, E6c Ph?t Thtch Ca, D(rc Huj'nh Pirti Sb vlo
vlln vl vAn viin.
Cdn vli ugly u&a h€t uf,m, em l&n hor m$t ttbi
cao th6a mQt chdt, dgp th6m m$t lt c6 th6m nhiEu
thri do4a, aah thi gii di, ngu hon m) kh6ng cao hay
thip ti nlo. hlrla Xula c,5 dt:a c16 rugu hbng, c6 rlg
cubi tucri, 4nh mit dqp crlng mu&n rtiln l&i chdc may
aoh sq mrla XuSa vi mrlr X,:in v&i anh c6 qu6 chi6u
chrlng tlch mi ch&rg tlch rlo ctog tr& thiuh huyEo
tholi. Con dulng nlo coag mrla XuAn cfing ric dly
hy vgng a€n anh chingd6m di tr€n d6 nhiing coa
dulog de d* t€n em-
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hai sdu
Mrla X*An cfing bao gib di0m d&a d'i'rg ghdt t6n
mu6a tr& vE rtrg orii, s6ng v6'i di thd, rcft trli, c31'
cdi vdi rh&rg li virg khd chXt ea+ iron l,y vgag,
ohiing 16 v)lg d€ thuong, q:-:e:r thui:r: I'c:ri bqi hbng
thAall pii5. Aah se cli:g co: dLra r3ri e:n iin zhcvvi kic
dd aah se quEng brit quiag gily phong ki:: trv tu&ug
mirh, s6 ehing cdn ai hiiru dugc aoh, <6 t:i ann cfirg
s€ 1;1 dE thri" Aah sE lffp cho miah miit ris6: r.rlir nh6 &
rirng hoar:g, tr0t v6etl gin ,1iy.i*h lua r'.',irug ngu&i
tinh d5 qua, hlng ::giy ngbi du6i 'J5 ucc t,rrg r:hbng
tlru c& a1t nhtr nrQt tin do egoau a6o ,5p:: kisii clu an
hay clu sidu dtr&i Jdsuchirst, Dfte Pa$r Ehich Ca " ..
cho ldng thanh than. M$t iric nlo ,:i6 kigt s#i: rinl
xu6ng, nEm xuSng t;hu rnNt l;a vA::r.; shu m6r di tnli
cho ldng d6t t5t ca ii hr.s hu ao io. i{tiu-tl.:b-cua-tA-li-
I',&u-thE-d6-chdt v* chi ahu th6 atri? n:#i cd ti:& qu'tt
em.
Anh vi6:l vorg m:it 16:, iai r<r';adr., rnit rbi, vi
anh cdn & thiuh pl:6 ra6i b,,rb: s::ng viu tri:ai ci sa.qs
ahl em, cin *iia 16 con s6 i;64 ai.'it r:iu ii':,i: tl.ee bli
ba Ia vA ngrl, 11. g t'3r4 ::t,:ir: tir.'-./ €in .,'i1i. iir'. Cl;i
16 ch',ing ta i6 :.titr:ng c6:''{ 'lliic t;r'i51 1":' . - rlfr$ vA)"
sao em. Cning li :u, surt -;'i ::r:8t ir r:Lr,-r ;:h;I d* ehiii
t6c,des gri. Arh c,l r5r.':i ti:.'n:,o\ erll'+i tl.bfrng rp;3y
"i.r,
iang tharg iaci. r-dr. .!1,; i.rllt. e Et i;:ii i.E{; s.ir':g 'kiS:"1 glg?o
Mta xu2s cim aay anh 13i iang, iang lLaug db
nhit l4i nhirng cii vd v€ xlu rhiruh chubi db t[*g ngu]i
tiah nghEo klb sau oay, agub{ tir:h c6 ng cu&:r hbug
c6 o6l mit iiuy€4, c6 su6i t6r: {:ng ntudr, ngr-t}i tiuh
t€n mQt lozi hsa q,iy, ngr.rc;.i tiah Il:,6rrg bao gio' ghu
kh6rg bao g:b 196. Anh rli <.6 thb rgAm ;rhi* vi dung
hft xa phai kr6rg ern 3 ir srl'ix thi su'5i d.&i r6*h ru&i
ri anh chi c6 ch4y rliu ra tlEn mua hai vd c:-ndm'r REX
chiEu chria un{t, anh riri c*l trEiicidu ein v}o La Fagode,
chi c6 tiEn d5n em l'rrnf6;, si:r*m{rng tay, chi c6 xe
bdn b6nh eho em rong choi Binh Duor:g, Vfirg TAu.
mia xudn, bdng den vit phSn trdng 79 ,r1
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E& Lqt, anh c{iug ehing c6n rg6n ng& tlah y8u ruag cla c6i th8m. b{ r4c hon v} nh&ag sqi rlu du&i cla
c3y dgag, anh c6 m5i m$t trdi tirn dui ffit, r0 udn pbln ciiag ahiEu L<yrr vl dli hon.
'9!9, trbn v&i hdt e& mgi ngubi nhurg rugi ngubi dEu ttr
hiug ch6i, M6i chdng ta c6 rirgt tl-:6n ph{u cdr tin nhu th€ Anh dZ giA rBi phii kh6ng e m. cho a6n m6i mrla
I luc ar,h dX nhia eiirgc thfln phfln rniah thrS thSu phgn cria xuia l) mgt vdng xich cho thA: phln cho tubi tr€
r&ag con ug6 kh6ng dBu l5y lgi d6a vE g6c t?9 ahGag chu5i b1p beah hy vg.ng. tubi tr6 liEu lioh rdch ru&i cho
cirg rgly v& vgeg, nliuxg cfing kh6ng qu€a rdm on ttnh vuon 16n.
:O fr ngu'bi dX ci:o anli mgt uryi tri ngq dE ea cdn ahia a6u
g.r&i Drf th6 nlo thi mrla xula cfitrg dds. cho nh&ng
mu6n. dAn 6n tim l?i qu€ i:ucrug db n6t vay mrrgo. L4y trli
Lcng
i.; an dtog cni eon du nlo bay ngaog con dulng anh di d{t
t .. Cir{rh nhring agly tir4ag xa via? ii aah cho ra ttn. MQng Clm sdng vdi tho Hln m{c Tir; 'Ihrly Nga
rem cl&i tfip thcr tiah dlu tiir cGrg Liq'1 Phroag c6i sdng vdi tho Nguy6n Sa. Em sC s$ag vdi thcr aoh dr)
i tnti ihing vgy rnl rnay no6r dugc Pb;o D:y phb thc trlm triQu ifly thira thiag ugAy xa v5ng: Em c6 bidt
.- 1 i thlah nh,3c gigng ca Th6i Tbaah <litu 1:yQn lAm cguli aah dang fl6i vdi em hay kh6ng nguli tinh bd b6ag
q:3n tinh o6 kh6c su&t mrdt tirE m) thing sar alnq b6 d{ rguUi tinh su6t d&i chia cdch, nguli tiah c6 mii t6c
16y chbng bing dbng tiEa vay mugn vfi sr.r gidp d& li€u trai, c6 diag dip ctia mgt thi0n tirlo, aguli
cda b4n t a. Rbi srarg tt,o di bin k:6m tiEo tri ng,
linh nhu nhin v{t troug lruy$n cb tich ngAy cdn bd
0t, vi em bidt ktr&ng rgwli ta tt| gi6 ti muli dbng auh duqc tghe.
sz rfl bubn qud blm '*&i Linh Phuong '3!ah ddt cbo xoog.
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r"rfqflg lai, r**t elio ngr:bi tiuh ,ji x:, rnlt cho anh
!@AfF,
5 rhai
! rt,ay
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vi rmtt cho ugly hba binh .di chuyda l.i,r h6r tuy0u
Vi$t v$ F{acn Sinh chsn v.}o idng ,ijt q i3 ir ro'ng ilh6
trong qu* hrrong Vi6r N;m anh 'ii sirr ra m chrra
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bi6t" P,rii thf thtl rSaq aah nn'irnE q:i, arh vui s*&rq
Eq or- qu6 <idn n5r qr6n cl em drf bi6t rin4 em cin sSng cdn
rgu&i
tru, cdu rgri, ,:in dinh rSng chAi r5c li ltrgt 5o quha
hoag
'i riah m6i khi ra ph<i. Anh y8u tha hcrn ci, l: Ji nhi0n han
u gln ci enn vi thn gin liEn v&i arh tho lI ti€rg a6i l) hcri
i dung th& le chdt Cinh du&ngrdt cha thi6t. cda eE thi thoiirng DrlTthd'tr)o tbi mrla xu6u ciing vE, di c6 Cip traag
qua xa v&i vA dli d&i ngln cich.
: rtrd i diEm, se sua, chuog diQn dE anh rd bon tubi gil nua
r REX Auh <te gil phii kh6ng em. vlng aah cGrg bi€t db cbrlng ta c5 tbE hy vgng gha hoa ogly hda biah
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Ddbidtthb'rrd.a td xcic ngfiri chbt trl, thb ndo td'
lrgs trs hdm tr& dn d.qn bom.
ThA nda td twdi thu, nhftng ngdy d*ng nhin dodn
qudn xa dQp diw laa d,i m&t hit.
Thb n&.* td nh{rng trb chti cita chibn tanh titng
m& taang trdi tim nhin ngdmrwhc ao.
1t,phdi chdng dd ld nghiQp di
deo nQng trdn t*.di tltr eha nhirng dr?a trd rnuQn mdng
* Nhftng d,wa trd nha nhirng con bb lgc l6ng tLn
nhffng bdi cd vdng d"a.
weQt ngdy sE d,ea ado ed nh*ng chibc g6ng chh nghia,
d.eo ud.o tay nhtrng ! tt&ng udi xa
Thq, nghiQp ct4t bira c/zo l6p cha anh,
oSo
TtLdy rnubn ltiiric u5'i ctic ern
Hdrn qua rni: t|";"a d] nghi hocuinhuidn
iitfrt dwa dA crdi t,iiy tay chdo tdt cd ching ta
tid, nt$t quA htro,ng tronE mo,
Kh6*g mdtngiy gidt minhldn udo hdm hb
Kh6ng m6t tbi phdp phdng chdng bibt ngdy mai
Kh6ng mgt tdn d.i'ng nhin nh*ng ngrdi ttruy ydu
dLu'cdt bu'6c ra di
Vht trd.Iqi nhtrng sg ngu dbt
n'(,;ng n{zw eua dt dd ed nhfrng ngdy qu\n ty rQn rd
uai clzibn tranh
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t-)t, rthfi'ng ron bd tr€n d,6ng c6 lfua
Tq ntinh br&c dbn ddng ianh
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h&ng hcr crriu n{'ng cAnh tay em, Ao trfihg ern bay quay m{t
nen thu& moi rAo tl[y e 6p xofin vqt
cAy Hu}; ,6 dAn rr& ng{t
gifta gidrg ilgtrgc xuii xe c&, nhm rua la em d[ Ao dAi m& to mir nhl,r hai chr thi dang xuydn xao
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vqn vXn kj ni$m b&r tlcri giau cu
quen lA ding khie vA thuong v6 chung con ducrng luy6n nircr tu
CQng Hoa rqp bdng me tAy, bubi trua n&o & nhd dong
dua ilgIiy di ngdy l4i chtr lhAng sdu ve slu
kdu em bucrc I4c veo ddt ..,
Ii nho qu5c quay khsng khi bu6i trua & l4i trudrg
E4m dd mdn Ai lilm sao kbrlc h&nh ml chia llm Em tii qua khuOn .i6,t S.r P,ram Thuc HAnh
ba, l*rn tu n{ng tinh bXng trfru. C[n phdng cii kin ng:ip nH ,g, c6 be hoc tro l0p 4A f,a <16n 6m cl:oAng
cua, ngip gi6 quat irhn, nhfrng chi6c ghd xdp librt l6y em bXng vdng tay bc, guolng uht con he thAt
. nhau em n'Xm xu6r:g trit nh4c Trinh C0ng So,: ru xinh m[ng sfra ngoc ng*, mOi thft msno hbng. b6
bd baa ngri >Rtt tring ngot bii de !lua, ru nguoi
l4n d{n h6o hon, y€u anh y€u th0m tinh phq, y6u
antr long ch<vi tu bi b6t ngdr. . " Ti6ng hrit th6nh
thaug bay ldn dot me tey ng{p n[r:g v*39, vgog
vG sudt hAnh lang heo httrt vAem rir ii6ng ca e.n
ng& vti "riio tirn ngudi dang qua.rh hiu tronq mOt
ptrdng lroc rrf,o ctrdr. Bao 8]] em d'r * r'gbi th4t
ngoan hAt cho mi::h ngudi ng're nhirrif; tinn khuc
ngot lim moi'ern ? ? nh&ng tinl: khric i:tidn man-
ldrn nrEm lor:g timngu'di thu&ng ti** ? ?ChEc ld
ch&*gktri n:0 ci b&i rHngbdr rg5r tim menq rna$g
ni ruang dhy [p lriirh inh anh mii nrOi chua lAn
nAo l6n tidng goi t0n dflm th6nr. DA kh; m0 esr , .*gE
du0i mfrt ngrrb,i cfing cbi 16 co bd b' n nrEt c6 Anh
nhin kidn h5nh . . . R[l:g ngrrcri rnd cfinq bAo em
, k!€u trfi,:tr. {j,hno rri I e.qhe rliarbi cEng chi bi6t crii nfu6c rnft''rhl-i em riu rit aCd tvi ! cO i, em ki6m
ir:{t xs* xsru vi nrir nge:r}i thXm ttriim, kidu h} co holi mi clr&rg fliip,c0 di dAu hodi Ar. Em mim
chi mA bu$i trrya ruO eur cfreg rlong mQt minh & cu&i nhin vio m5: ir6 lung linh dhy triu m6n, ehir
hAntr lang ni':in 16 ro,i xuffng stn trrrdng m* rO thi ern df, nshc qrlsL: ti6ng c0 la tai mi thu& tlhu
- nghn mufrn khdc . .. Nhung lhAi . . . Xin <chuv6n thuc tdp em er ogrlong ngr\ng vi bi goi li cO aCii
Ia, cfia em rlung lai 6 mri:c ri dB mudn rloi ngu&i gi.k.rdi cfirg qu?n, hhn em bAy gin dang quen nH.ng
khi rud bi6r tim em mang rqng 16' tOn ngrr&i, dg \,tr"g dE thucr^g Su Pha';:, quen nghe rnfly b6 hoc
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ch8og Id Rou,do gi6 rOir rdng rao xao" dor ,nl
mQt Juhett ngir y€n _d6g+p
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dI b6lu6n con dubag Nguy6n Bir-: Khi€c dqp ahu ehcv
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tinh tlruoag d6, noi rr} t3m hbn coa dn l&n l€n th$t
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Tu, Tgo, Mirh, Quantr, Baclr, Nggc' . . . rJE gitip ldng
minh hbi tu&rg tha thi6t ch3n tlilnh. Ttu ngny d6, tao
b6 tl,li bay hay rgi bay de b6 tao q Tao r:hd bd ydu &t
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diEu gi chua h6i f antr mI ? ! Thd mA gbi dl mlsh tao
@ nguy6n trbm lu6n mioh em ng6i t4i db tu hlo xrlng el:ing v.}i bqn bb. Cdn
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dugc m$t c6i ei r6i d6 ! _r>, VA em .oui dAi !
,uo lung arh Biy gi& l) cu6i mrla d6ng r6i d6 ! Giic agri
thSm ahfi : (Em tral e r."ra anh m;) ! yr s6 c6 don
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khoi diy r,in rlag Gi6 cudi mr).r dQi mii ti€n dua
tr& th$*h mgr phhn x,.rcyng ,rhit bau hiiu, d$ v]
rts gi& n*y lXag qudn s6 k6o chiu phi m+t . . .
fao nhu viOn s6i nd6 ,7)e rnit
nu&c phiag ye, .ao tpi vA nh&ng ngu&i tr6t si rne.
lal ll th& ridng vpng uhai cl,iu ma*g theo bu6a rltr
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th6ng phiEu hi
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rrr, :irir ,.rin C4p con dulag riqi theo ng*di ah&ng O"ai ,r" ,.,r*rf
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biu ng5 minh chjns cha phii ghi v;o :j:r "lt; ;';;J? vA t6i c;im thJy huong thcrm thinh rh16n ttr m6i t6:
cii y tir&ng b6 lfrng b& vai xucrng ghy y€u ctia agu&i d5... Nghe
c<Nghi6m trarg IA ,;frng rg6t, crEi
cnc.cu :{r,:i* ;<hu6n
c6 girio tro Huj,nh! .. Nhu ogly alo
srio gii t4o d6ar' tr&e trjo rfing
chicg thi 1,,m ti:B u*o trdn b5o, llm thcr ldn t{ag
tao qu6n tl,ri b3y dulcr v*i mdy gt:o:_€ riii ngugag ngip xia lbi khi bi n$i trioi
rc.i; *,aag*huag ntirn dea>i
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k1"\ .:ru, 8,.:r.r tao bu6c
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,5 rhb d*ng rhSa> kh6ng bidr bao ahi€u vA vb llm
v* ttg trdeh 13 si{da nfurit> kiti r:r)s
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nlo trorg tao, tqri ba./ fiun4ir l:iy hi oo _n*n! culi trong #u ti6ag ch4m
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to I m viec <phii lrh&tg rrdt tiuh cim i
trpi bay, Ninh, T4o g I d5y th6il Minh c6 duy€a aq
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ban v€ h6 hinh bi* n6i nrl.r tirla : < Ivlira d6;:g nly sE
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a Ttr ngir mrla ddng r chring n6 drlug *hi nh&ng ddi
trrEugvidt l*ch *ria t6i, di niri8n trong r}j cd em.
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ctyfoi vd mit bubu duiri C*qi, sE cd lim quen ng*&i
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ninh ring minh phii sfra so4u cho m$t eugc rgrryir
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bim ds&e theo em tr0r l6i vE ioii:q lr;i, ering th{t tia,
gi6 thin th&, thlm nhic thcr Nguy0u sa : rr /io nlng
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tru&ag rbtr mim crli li€n tt&ng 53ag quo I > Cdn io
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em c15 b6 th6i qiren r1',!ag ,i6 m*t rnlah ng6 x :5ng snn
tru&r:g, bidr cl&u 3+i :hfrrg vi uhfr*q dd::q :i:-: 5L-1 Vr.l
vcvt6i ghi h6rn nq q I
ba s6u
Em nghu. nhi&n atru a&fln v6t chiuh t6i dn phSc
ra trorlg mSt trtr.''i,:. r'rdt cl}a r:rinh, c& dr:r, lr5ng gie
t8i virr ed tim liicri i; rirr)t t!:i€iititi--, illry n:$t ci:iu drng
phi tieu&ng. nh"i;!ig v.ir suy nqni t T4i sao em hay n6i
vE b5i ciiah gfp g&. yOu airau cua har rgu&i ddu hqc
trong trong tiru v;gc 7 , Ctdi'-til3 rui via chi*g hiEu
duge gi rrcri em, lliri ciiii; c* tr;d 1; rh6:igdirn tir minh
hi0u, Em e 6 t*b Ia mge tA ziut li hOu r,ra sau kio kh6n
ctlug, u::t"rng t.i':tfi c'l t:ri lir c!,irig cE gi i€ tim, dE
hiEu. 1'6i musri cii;,: l+i c,ro e m cgi:e nritt do3t trr:ng d6:
r .. . Etn n+i gi .;16 e I Erri ';'r5'e ;1i quas:h miuh lt
nhiing g.rlo ,1, o" .rl'i:q'ij ,,t, ! U ,11::1 ' '
Miair kh8mg is)t rrl+t c;ii gi i:a, k,icult, irir6r kh6ng crrdi
ma gia kl'l$ng pliai *6i. As;:t :r,'i,; l4t i",*h li ... vA ern
iii ... Tr;'i ev:. I ":. i.ri:r gi,io ftao k:r6 .g t8a, kn$cg g;*o chri3
Giio.d,.r':...g :r,,,o s:r'-,rrg it,) ph'-;ag l.€ *qni ! . Brrbi
sdag em iii, i.ic ao in"Y s*'ryirrlT, 96; ' 2:.:, lti iiilm trOn 11,
li mrla E;(! r 1-1:ii{ rffi 1r+:,ii :i:i: *fr], '-:+i r:l:6:19 minh I
P:::i ii iLr e)r, rq, i pi iti.v rlio eli'i ?. T6i viru cdn
diy ei ni'r:r t,.ec. ri r'1-r.:ig rar: il'.iri*g riai iirar nhuug
chirig dtm t:i-: g;,, .j't ci-,i ni:u rnct :,-:i.;ri le Vui di
ei:o *,Er roi :r::.1 l: ::' -ci ' . 'r i'ig:;v vui, dr) van trii
mda nh*rl "ir r '- -"ri-- :'.r ',c, c6; '.].r'-:c bao lAu a*a 3
Nhrrng s,;i r'".., r.' t .-'i o 'i1p -'u* e{n vE eu6i
r3ulng xa;."?,.1 -l-. ",,r'. r,,; ,vi: i6';g rir:g mlnh di
thrgc sqr e[i: :r'ra,- '...)-g rri?: ]:rlE'r r:.,\i ti-d; eho rt dX
qua r vA s€ tor . . Icr i'm i'ir 'g ::.u.i"1 r":ho d&::g tin,
vA em th&m *r,it lir6i. lir lli ng:-n -'Ery ili* ruhr3ng llu
dlu chgt thiy .:itrr mj. thcrli ri:6 1::gSr *g1o; v"l nghe
em, elt:rg bac qii.r r'5a :',li . ri i:tt s3.$ ? .. eiLr"ig dirng
vQi tri ibi k::i t"i
'::it k.;;:i L-'::::; c;"t,': I Sau m&a d6ag,
c:iigis6t&i ?,".G
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r,'rr)i; xufrp &drigr #en vi pASn trdng 1972
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MQt doi trong l{ng cim giti cho cugc tinh h&
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rghe
Mira xuan tr€n c&a l&p
itng cbndiu d5utu6ih6ng Mira xuan thir tiah cd
log, trb thu& nho xa hrir Trong vuln mai a& rgp
ta klr6ng c6 rn&a xuan Nhting cdnh vlng ucrm rncr
s.la
mia xu6a, bdng den vd phdn trdn,g 1972
972 ba bdv

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lfnoxc cur6c xE LANr rt) rnu cng cA tugrg vlag. B3a chiog dco t(ah den, cling dco Liah deoi
Trbn Qudc ToSa tr& vb SAi-gbo ngu&i con gli $y mic io oiu ogu&i dia 619 trlc tr! tulo rgbi ddi diQa vdi {pho tugog
vAng, chi€c iupc ngfn cfia aing cfrng miu virg d$m bon ri:Qt viagn cfrog deo [inh deo Mgi ogu&i rLlt may mfu [[6ng
chrit so v&i miu {o. hgo mi n8n h6m aay dbu deo kinh d.n. Elo hiQu giao th6ag

Khu6n mit uingr v) c{yr dili thon dii soog rong' 'cia v5o miu d6 chdi, m$t 3og m6y ia t6i, ioh olog nrang oarg

alng, vi tu thd ng8i cia niog. cii nlo dlp vio rhin quan rgt ogiy l$og gid bSog tdi slm. Mit trli cing mudo deo
Lidng den cbrrg? Iihu6n o{t ngu}i coo gii (v&i mii t6c m}m
ehlog tlr&c.A C6 le khu6a mit, khu6o oit dii vA hith Llu
dgc trong cic Lga pL{m cria Modigliani. Khu6n mit agu}i 6og) tr6ng glo v5o ruoi mlt o6n ni Lh6ng hl lim tblt vgog
coo g{i ciog qr"rydn rfi vi ning c6 rnli t6c miu LuyEn mEm cii nhio xa, Ning hoi cdi rudng, b{t dgog, e tLgn vl oing
6og xoi xudog ngang vai. Rbi hing ehAn thu6o n6n n) trong bitt oguli din 6ng rgbi ddi dito v5o tLioh tlohg Llo djo
o96 aAng qua llo linh den; ri oirg bi{t hai rLiog trong c[idc
m$t th€ rgbi dau Lhd c ip. Tuy oing ogbi rgoii cing nhuog
Loi rAu vio phia troqg m$t cLtit: oguli ngbi agoii cring cb{c xe Dauphioc ducog Lio dio og{m oiog qua I}n k(ah deo.
' D,6i rhAn thon n6n c&a niog dii, qui dii v&i hing glrC qui
vrla rudng thi pLii vi ning xulr LiQn tU tO.
h9p vi qui th{p cia xc laoo: d}i pL;i crla niog pL{a troog re
B1n ching ldcd<5 cbn guS,him .hri vio tay lii chua kip
Loi cao, o8a blp ch5n tLoo cbn git dugc th€ cbdch dE bir
aL$a ra oguli con gii io ving troog xc lam. Etr&og d6og,
chia phli dit trtn 3lo re, ott ng dii trii cria rirg L5t bu$c
oQt cbi€c m6-by-lCt rtiga vtrgt l0n o9o ngang mit. l,4u ching
phii hr tbip iE giir Lin eip viy, vi vfy b{p chAn trii phli
tQi dap tf,{og, chidc *e lam rE ga ciog tLufo di v{t l8n tru&g
diy bio chAo xinh cria oiog vio tit phia troog du&i glm gh8.
Nhin xa ngu&i coo g5i troog xe lam ciog dgp nhu tugog. Ti.
Cbioh Lhudo oit Iio dio c tIgo cria aing lim v€ ogbi d6 nhu
ahia xult tLlo c&a ch)ogth66 gioi trong blt dgng nhu vrta
thd niag vua ogi Lhu.su L6t boiog vi rg bi tL{t th5a, bay bi
bidn t[]nh {nh sao b;og, 5oh sao ygt t6a tr,r m{t chiog vria
thim too, ria bi rhit tben. D:og ngbi Lhdp cCp troag Lh6
ch5m t&i pho tuqng io ving thi diog lli LrEng nLan gi&i
c6 dgng vi tLinh d6i dta ogsc c&i inh dio ti8o miu h6
p[{ch. Nhu c6 sr,r sa ngi phit Lh&i Vi lbog th}n khit
vb I{y , m6 d5m, cubog nLi€t. Yi ti8rg hii rhi Vi H
agubi a9 tr8 c(i xudog ohio con. Ydu dudi ohu rlo ,rla I$t.
Chidc rc lam tlrco di nly rtl cing xa .LiC. xc Dauptinc cia
H
H
H
ttqng vdng
baa chiag, Ldng trgng vlog o[u ru, ,iy, nhu hbi tQp. FI
H
T6i ogn tu dln d6. tay l5i rtia bao rbirg riCo i0o, dr6; [ip H
dla. Hiah lnh nicg diroc &,Eo gln l1i thfr rO nhu qur dog H
lla\ ryow vrla cd f via bit rg&. Baa c[i"g tSng n[3 cbla H
H
ga cLo chidc Dauph,oe L! di tidn sit chi{c xe leo c6 pbo -f l'i1T Fn i.F t?F FF +E F- FE FH H+
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ba tflm mie xu6nt bdng den phtn trdng 1972

vd
, dcai
atec oLu viy ai aiog olo phi; gif aguy0o b{t dgog b&i
lrlgog t1o [de. Vio dlp h] d,3 b3n ching di liixe rudt nru]i hri tidag
voi b0 db oiog mfcr vdi t5m v6c cao thoo c,ri,a uiog, v6i
![6ng dra cLing t6i vin c3oh Southport Islaad eudt trong ba
th6tg hiog ghd th3p, qui'tbdp cria rc lam, ning Lh6og tbt crj rg
ngiy. Ngiy thri. ba - osiy cudi clng
oLaDg
cheo h;e nio khie. fai oghiip" DAq xaoh tli bit rg lric
oio,
- LhoSng c[io gi&
riog ridc rB, m0t Elnh chiog Lho,ic jo mua di ra ng{ur bii
chidc xc lam vi nti rc Dauphioc giri oguy0o t6c "i
o deo d$ m$r bitn mdt lln cudi. ( Hr; giU chiEu h6m dd ogu&i b3n re lli
r olE
quiog nh6 khido chiog tu&og oh,r chiic xe lam vrla ch& pho
rc dua chiog vb th.i phri Augus,a dE ching i6n phi ca tr&
vgog tugng ving vria l6i thco chidc Dauphinc b! thucog.
I vE tru&ng ) . Lr[c ra di chi m,ra l&t ph&t, t&i L;i biSn mua
aiog Rbi chidc DaupLiae coog vugr lcn. Dit khoit. Tigng b6ng thioh tlm ti. E5y Ii rrfn mua Ll dhu tita cria Nlaiac .
[a dio bgu cLiog hlo hec hgp v&r f chiog oghi thlm : Ngoii v!nh, tr&i vi bilo mdt miu bec loing, trla mua ciog
I c[iCc
Cl gi&i kh6og c6 mgt thA d6 Lhdo qa aio ohu
thC
ohu tii d$ro th0n v3 Loang sc' cho c3 vrlog niy Ch)ng bu$e
t[ri -
d6 Siigbn, v&r ba trrQu dla sd mi Lh6ag t6 chrle
r deo. n6i Ibog d3om{tllncictriEnddctimmdt noi trd ln vi chiog rlo
rt qul
mgt hA t
cho ngtrli dtn driog tholi mii .
th6og xe buf
Lr&c. Nhirng hbo di b!En chbng ch{t m6t miu den x5m aLu
,og xe lit, b1o chlog oh{o gr m3ah hoo, tiiog
Ngriog m$t
mgc tiu. 'fhoit th6i ching di leo t&i dioh dbi di vQi vloclr
miy hlo hgc nhn tidog agrbi ,
il bia cabin aI.'6 drog l0o blngrhirog thin cAy l&n - /ogr. Chirg
r bu$c - Ciu c6 dbng f I g6 cfra Ching dti.ng stng d6 hai mit m& 16o, tay phli dit
i phti Chiog vgi gtt git d5u : l6n trio : trir&c m5t cL)ng m6t thiiu n& mii idc huy8n 6ng,
o gbd, DEog f ch{.! cbing og& o)og gdc Tty-ban-rLa hay Y-d"i-loi
- .

6 ohu Gieog chiag thri.c tioh dip lli b3n dEng th&i v&i tr( chiug Aoh .rlo, m&i ning n6i * cabin
tinh . .. - aoh v.]o aiy c&a
[ay bi thri.c
c6 t6i, cudi
-
tuln aio tnu6o t,&i dty ii t6i mugn c.hia kh,iai
s Lh6 crie bl
Maine-li mgt trong nlrog
,;f? l""g (( mao ro n nhjt c0a
Hoa K) --mao ra rroag aghia cbn iguydo vB thidn ahila cria -T6itr6agc6 queo qucn n[r cdgip & dtu rbi. A td
IEE tIE ii E IEE EE r(E r(E iEE rEE EE nh&, ba ha,. t6i nh&, t6i gip c6 & vi0n Llo ting National
*rHH Gallcry of Art, Iilashington D . C .
H
H - T6i chua Ll t6i Warhiogtoo D. C. Ilo alo.
H
H - Ll t6i muda qrii c6 cd kLu6a roit dgp gidog Lft Lri,c
H \92 <Gyps1 V'onax with Bafu> cla ,{ueln Moligliaui & A,6.
doin H
b
- haobloh.
lEE TEE i(E EE EE lqE EE EEE
qu6c si lI H
H
- C6 bidt Modigliaai .
Elq IqJ fi -- T6i cd dugc ng{m mgt btlc Lea crie dcg o d TLe
t972
mia tudn, btng dan vi ph{n trlns 1972
ba chin

ffi
 Plilalelphia Mnsr,,* t Art . La Ia dip nOn t6i de ttr hri'a se kh6ng duEc bB Io m6t dip uio
Lhic a(ra.
culi cia Lai oguli quy6a vio nbau vaog vaog,
Ti8ng
ch)ng cLotahfa ra mua di tSah b8o. ThSy oiog blo sEn Niog kh6ng mudn h6i chirg d. 'r,6 lo dip nbtr tLd nio
quln cgt mlu xanh lqt, io clrco blog sgi dQt miu trlag n6o, oiog chi n6i:
hai blu ngrgc trbn I3a, cLiog n6i : da dinh h6o, tuSo sau c',r&i, ,L{ng t5i se d;
* -T6i
Virginia hu&ng tuhn trSog mir.
Mua tloh rbi ch(ng ta xudng bei LiEo cLr! I
Ching ,ig6 lli ch,ic mu'og. Ning tidp:
-Dbngf.
Tr0n
- t6i m&imu&i nim xa biSn rbi
- chiq n6i - mii - R{t c6 th8 vio dip d6 qua Washiogto,r D.C. t6i se
tbi aay c6 dip vE tLim dii duong. T6i mudn a6i
vio National Gall.ry of Art dE xem hri.c hga <G)psJt\1,'owa,t
troog ba rgiy qua t6i ditr& ,'E thuc su hira mioh v6i bila , *itl Baby> cria l\{odigliani anh n6i.
v&i thd gi&i oguy6n thfiy cfia mei siah vit, kE cl loii agu&i
c6 xuoag sdng vA th& Llngphdi.

- Anh thln: dai duoag dCn tli kia i g

Ilai,ngu&i d; tLeo coo du&ng tLoai tholi truln xu6og

rlog tL6ng, tp aLi6a thta mft alm tay ahau crlng di. phiog
t,
dap ;
:
NIm mucri coa thcomg IOn nrii, almmuoi co!t[co
cba xudng bi6q . Dd Ii tLSo tLo3i xir t6i. Cd, Ie t6i thuQc gibng
nim mgoi coa tLeo cha xudng bi8o n0n oh& bito o6 ciog.
Chiog kE lu,St .ho ninf nghc truyfn La. Long ()-ula
:3 4" Co dE giin tidp t*"g;Oi th;1u *ioh Ii ng,rJ; Viat-
bl
Nam. Tluylo Lqc Long QuAn mi Lt lai gila orlas nrii bito
Loang scaiyhop vi quydr rt k[6ng df d3u cho hdt.euanL
cling v) oing, du6i gcit chto cltin{ ,l ninE cd hing .3o c{c
thr! hoa, c6. odm oA L5u nL,r drimitcjc loai sim Chiog-ngLi6ng dhu nhin-ning tin dbng':'<!Tdt l5m r.
E6i mft n)ng m& to khi ching if aAt ct, .1,.,y6n -benics.
.lriog Rbi cl hai d}'g lai. Hq t&i LiEu. Vilng bi8n SoutLport
da
oghiQogdiu h6n dri l0o m6i niag. Nioq chdundi jio o[,ao- Islaud niy rit hidm f,;i c{t, quanh ching vi nirg ng6o
do m$t p[3n irng tu ahiAn nhung ibi ogb;eog dbu triuh ogaog ohirng di, o$irng lrbn di I&n oht ,,hi c[]n ohau
cii L6o [co d.]i, gieog niag tiah tjo vi tiah aghlch : olm oghi€og ogrla, c6 cLE tron nhin trbn tria nht Lioh
ViQt Nam nio efrog da tinh oLu anh
gio dira, c,5 ch5 m6ng vi s{c nLu luai mjc. Chinc vi
sao 3
-l{gu&i aing ti{n thOm mdy bu&c nira d;t cL5n lin m6r phidn di
Kh6og hga tLi nhuag vi rru&c dAy c6 mgt lln t6i plrSng, b6o dtr&i c6 trilu bi6n nLip oL)ng x6 t6i d6i Lh;
-
bdn kh6ng mia xu6n, bdng den vit ph6n trdnq 19/2
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ar&c bJn tuog tod l3o hai c{r nhia nhtrog (on Ll.
mit' Ci Chiog v!
alog ctng ng&a olit rfita tLco mgt eloL rLin
Lay, coa cLim cAir. Ning t{m t{c kLen coo cbin xioh dgp,
banacles ab6 ohu Llt titu, trSog ahu v6i, cLdag bim hing
cLiog mim culi aghi mi kh6ng n6i ra Ii cor chim d6 nl
vai co! m6i v1t d5; LhoSog c6otr&c triFu I6n, chiog m&
trAo
hbm dAu ,aol' .ho ahi, ;n klruya tru&c I(hi di ng,& rhi p]'Ii
mi0ag thb obaag <ch6i l6ng' ra qudt siah vat vlo' Cl hai
bidt. Cd giiHoa I(| niy lrm ^ao hiir nip sd g. cfi,.hi,,g
{.
o1
cilog bAt cu&i trt&c cioh-ng$ aghlnh d6. Ching l3i nghi0og
crla ngr&i YiAt-nam ol',i chung -
com, caoh rau, c{ kho, dua
dhu dlnh h6o lOa m6i oing, aLuag ning kip trinh, vui
cLua, kh6ng kgo, kh6og binh, diFu niy lim eii qv0 trg quaar
vB nh{c ch)ng mQt llo uta su ki6n aiog d; dioh L6n vi
tulo sau lim 16 cu&i. cfia mIoL via chAt urli bao la, chet h9p vi tbdy ebim d9p
L.p
lr^
ll se m) nghi d8o chim u{u n},i, nhtrng cffng bao la vi t} coa
,ruta Bu&e di cfia Lai oguli clog loang rLorog trOn viog run cii kido qua loii clm, loli th{, ddn ta chung quy ct*,g
di dcn cia bai LiEa, t5o tay troog tayt hanh phric qua cii m;fng vi cii bao tfr mi t,A ,hEng tuln hoio tfia ci
16 riag ohu ghn gni d5y m) dlog d;c xa v&i. Troog clu vi trg dr"r:gc'dibu dQng mQt cich uy8n chry8,', tinh vi. Th{y
cLuyQa cLSp ndi v&i niog cLiog 6n lli nh&og kf oi6m xa xtra, oing b{t cLgt miuh.mim cu&i, e r}ng oing sE cLo d6 li og
thu& cLing cbu l) cLri b{ mrr&i hai mu&i ba tudi & au6c nhi, r, cu&i v6 c& cLing tidp ndi f n)og vE vriog LiEn :
b;i bi6n b5t agLich di triog vi luqm s6a "E cLo m9 lim a$m, Pbli, oiy thit Loaog ro v&i
cd a6i d{ng, vr}ng biEn
mb LCn vB luQc cLtm '&i oudi chaoh Loic xio hiuL &t"' miu di d"o ng&m ogqp dty d6, ving bi8n thu& ra trhri,
'Niog dlog ehua c6 d{t, m&i Ii di, toiu Ii di, Ilc loii be ag6 sau trio
Isi trta n$t pLidn dI dcn trbo aL3o.
mua holng L6a hiag triQu oio, tL3o o$c chue re d&i..
Phi{o di trbm liog, khuSn mit aing biEn ti, chiaL Lia tay
niog Lhit c$t Iiy tay chiog. Ning agbiSog tai nghe lli
cLing o6i r8i ahly raag
ar$t tSog ili dco lhic gho d$y" disg oh3y ob9 oLu diog r-oa

- Anh c6 clo th{y viog bi8n o}y ohu cba..& vio cLim Lhuy6n chuy8n .16[. Tr0o tSog di dco trbo vo hinf,
agiy sc kbai c&a bi8a vi di, nL&ng miu di den ?
tiii trirng dd, ning giii oguy0n tg nrli mim ag&a c6 oLic
dioL tr&i. Einh trli IEng lgog rnQt ving mAy tring riie,
Ch)ug kL6ng trl I&i ogay 'i Lhi nhlo xudog b{t g:p
nLung k[o3og tr&i d8 *udog d?oh nrii v5a gir? dngc oiu
d6i m{t ogu&c cia o}og, ddi .5, r{t biEo hfu. rft tb6n d;
l{. r. xaoh pbing ph{t. chidc qu}a cQc .Leu cria oiag aLu drgc
ohtr dbog s6og quO hrroog. Dbng s6og ooi qud huong hiEo
tLport pL6og ra,xa cho I5o vio mia miy, vi troog o61 giAy ph6t
hiu, th6o d; l) mi toio gqi I8n trong cLiog oLtog lo
og6o "Ay tbbo k) huybu 3o ching bdt chot mQt Lbu6o oit dgp drraig
5u, thuong nh6, thro tLrlc, dic Lift tt ngiy cLing t&i x6
ahau ogrla c6 d{la dudi soi tim sd m0ah rcioh troag vLog gt4f'!g
n)y du hec. C.i nhrng d6m tL{'c khuya, c6 ahcrag siog biog
hinh vi ch{c l3a phip pbbry iDu tLeo
lQog, hai bhu nggc trbn gea
rg vi hciing chiog chqt ving dfy, thfp mQt cAy aLaog agay
-
dE cdng vii ai,
ohip gi6 yudt vc tg trlng droog phi rlo.
l[o di trong cia phbng o$i trri cia carlP,tr
-kh6og
h; khi cLi dE ndi riCp huoog obog d{t me. Ning aLio tr& Iti, cLieg o6i dira:

1912 mia xu6n, bdng den vi phdn.tr3ng.1972 bdn m$t

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 j Co eAog hi0r ig"og ohrr niu xaoh [tng vi cia vlog
bita nrii Califooia, ohung khu6n mit c&a e6 vi"'vi b$ nggc
cria c6 li miu xaaL mit nlE dE thtrong cfia Mionesota vio dlp
hl uiy, miu xaah phrlt chdc bi€n thinL ohGng olu vlag,
s16, timr da Lhi ch&m thu.
Ro riog aing thco doi l&i ching ndi tir tidng dbu din
tidng cudi. Ng cu&i cia oiug ehie trotrg bi8r Au thaoh c0a
mAy bay, gi6 thdi, rlog th6og vi s6ng bi8o.
Kh6og ahin alng o0r, cLlog nLio ra bi8n. Kf ai(m
nhfng agiy cudi crlng c0a thiog tim qua di, thiog ehin t&i,
o{og h} v}ag s€ d6i raug miu n{ag trlog vA tLoaog thoiog
*oog Lhdag giao cd ati li kb6.
Edn gi& chiag phli vE dt cba cfrr so3n ra phi trulng.
Hai rgu&i cLia tay, airg tholo tho{t tLeo du&ng ltd cabht
bdn hai
tru&cr Quln c$c xaoh, {o sgi tr5ag, c3 thin hioh oiag a6i
bit gita vtng di dce, th{p thoSog s6ng bi6n tr{ng, mAy tr1
chgt ria t&i, tr&i mu6o dd mua Lhido ogay ruln n{i
dAu bdt
cao ohu c6 miu suoog ori biog blc dAog l0a.
C6 t[ft thd cLlog, m$t kLu6o mit dam nt
vioh .r]" di
dtrqc phic tr0n khu6n vli tAm liah ,vda dlng drc uu tu cia
eh)ng tb diy ? Gei l) Lhu6n mrt dia bi cia Modigliaai cho
c6 c&, Iim cii mdc dE minh dE nh&. Gii ahu niog chua li c6
gii d; L6n cL& uQt tuln aGa dda ngiy cu&i, vi chiog
Lr['a
duqc hdn olog say m8, dugc cring oiog vili d}u th6a thut
tr0o viog LiEa hoang so d6. Nhitsu lhn chiog rugt du6i m$t
bdag dgp troog mo dE rbi sqrc rioh tL{y minh via ghi h5og
bdag trrog, ddu dc cbn o96o ogaog ahGog Ldn xaoh, dc viog
tr0n bai bi8n au&e inL miu LuyEn.
Pho tugog v)og trong xc lam I Ndt phic xa xua tu&og
ohu de m6i mbn, nay bSog thinh ttru blt og&' r& ritg v&i
sic miu u&c nguyio. PLo tugog tuyet rn], mii t6c miu
LuyEo mla dng x6a xudog ogaag vai, nltg ag8i bit d$og,
c t[go, bai dli [tCp lii, oing ogbi & thd ogiLhuyu cie m$t
r{c ou&c trrocg tr&i ,}a bi th{t thAo, cing c'5 tL[ li o]og
& thi "&a 'r)ng diy blog srlc rnaoh tinh thhn nh,Eu hon blog
s{rc lu-c cbo lai cria m$t ccr th6 ri r}i v6i m$t oriog nhiy ahge'
Chirg nbJm m{t nh& lgi r}og uioh di mOt l}n trit bB
thln xic t3i ru6t vuog bito xa x6i... xa x6i dd, ooi c6 ohfrog
khdi di dco ageog tiog, ehbng chXt, cLtlog olm ogi oghi0ng
ngbc thriy tribu l€n xudog vi tidp nhf o oh&ng dgt sd'og Lb6ag
oglng hEt thE kf oiy saog tht Lf khic.
Doxn Qu0c S$
rn0a xuia, bdng clan vi phdn trdng 1972
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ilku rudng thdb ia tot bdt dhu nquot nIrln. Ngdg
: viog tdn mdnglung,-mdnh ma.ng tro dnnq hlnh hdi' Trd'i
sa mti, ubi tag tim il6.n. Trong mai sou, cdn nftDng
tr&og gl ra ubi,udn uD quanh tdi? Bdt ilku cho nftfrng ncdtl
"trong
rg v&i
ha u6 cdn lai. Tibn thtrc dgt ddo, tr6i nbi
noi naol
r nlu
il$og' B tdr ru
ir n$t --em q€,n d.d.u, chot mdt thodqq ra r:rfl k'6ng
i olog cing nrio it6, hd,t nghi xu6nq b4-n anh d?, qdq lai
a blog
Itnh khfte cho ngotl rira, nqdq nog ud mai sau nd
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ahge.
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trlit b6 u|n & nur)u moi. cl:o din i'hi ro ra'h nghin lrinq.
oLoog
Nhrino d.du tt h rb't 6 rlonq on dtt dm rrln nhitnq
llnh khfic ndu, t l'i 'a r'ltfr: g gi co-' loi lhonh lhiArt
ashi0ug
itd :D,t a. Ed dh qu , ntia ; on -t ua mua nhu Lbn ihoc
g Lh6ng
h?lg ngd 'i. ,g i'ti cin d . Bin tinh
-thdi,
khrtc ui6t chra rong, .tin tXaoc dttniL l7ng em nht
dd ctdnh lfing em nhirng oi tri rao ua ro '16ng gAch
6c Sy tld di hlnh cfi.a nlrri g ngag Gni con do lai.
* ngdq mai, anh xin dwqc thit.

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Bly gi& l: ohrog agiT cudi oinc . l6ng Jlinh, n:ang .r,6t*v3 dep ki6u-sa' v&i cu6cf dlij nluag
g{m vuong g.ii. T6i chi,l) loii chim riog ttOl L,0*,
Khi ngeo bic dhu ti6a thdidat det cAy ngoo c6, Khioh
*i
*t;
bay- lac,du&og
to cln ab{c nh& t6i tr& vE Drlat irong *,i. Giiog-rioh dE 'b, bB dbi rrii ,ori r,roo"g tLa" yeu lai ,.u
ji
crlng di Lii ho, aoh dio vi nhrng cl,rh Mimosa b! nhGng kj oi6m diu noi miEn iensCe rim. Dalat
,o b6og . lung,
que huo,rg t6i dcj Dalat chirng Lign ahtog
Tdi culi vi chgt n!,& ra mioL drlg di vio
cudi do.o d*jrg
!) f*"le;
bioh yOn d3o bubn tE ctia t6i, n"hrog Ii ving "*jy
bai muoi tu6i. I(Linh tric.-aio crog lg.bi ddm trlag ogiy, triog d5t r< di dt
mi. nh& ch& k-h,iog phii & dE mi thrrr*og )
thiog, tlog nim nhr dt ahfc.UA .fo ag.gi& th6c nLu Hud cia m6t
gidc . ohi vio nir. Vi thd mA t6i I+i phii ttit h.o
Kb-Jl! hic oio cing vCo von t6i nLu m6t ning
c6og cLria "J; fflli-i*a
mria Giing sioh nim oay. Dalat cfia t6i
rgri bioh y0o rroog tba liu dii c6 kinh, dg
doi .-L& ,at Ii ohirog oim dii bAa
c4ah nh&og soeur {o trfng nghi0m
agly xuAo thrlc giic nhio thiy ching Loing trang ddn lfnh ling, h}
t,ri. kh6i ogd haog. Tudi oha t6i d,: vu&og oit t,dog:hit
tuio tri cria mQt c3u cLuyAn thhn tho"i ogiy"",r, Nh,rog crla soeur Lucile
LL6og Ii n)og c6ng chda dE ctj chigc ;"r;;
;i trlm bubo vi thaoh thoit nh,, m0t biithinh ca
m6i siag
miAo ogsc Dgi chda nhtt. Tudi nL6 t6i Ii nhfrog dAm
mia d6ng ob& nhi
bdn bdn
mia xu6n, bCng den v6 ph6n tr6n7l9l2
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olo Lh6c r:ot r:Qt mit gdi trong giic ngfi rd d{og .q. illi cic 16o9 troag nQt tioh thuong vay muon vA Lh6 dau v6i
co ddi mjt ba d;n chi6u m5i lln oio tb;m t6i vi c6 ci f
Dg tu&og d6. Tdi
c6 th8 ttr&ng tuqng ra hiah inh m9 t6i cd
cu&i hCo L5t cia 6ng Iim t6i rteng ruog nu&c m{t . Ngiy
d6i mlt bubn vli vqi r) b& m6ikh6. Tleo u&i
d6 t6i vlo chua hiSu 16 oguyAo nhio vi sao ba me t1i la ,rA, aUi
,O; l&n I0n, ohirng suy t* uE s, hiAn l,fru cia minh
hhiEn t6i
vio tru&ng dao. T6i Lh6ng tl.E tim Li6u Lay LL6ng x6ttaddo[h6ng,&L}ngd6m.16idirad}igirrasirm{t
.dim
tim bi8u vi sg nbin t[8ng vio su bubn trii cfia minh th€m nit qu{ I&o lao. I\I9 v5n n:it }.dt r,c,i n)o }ai mrroi oim
mQt lin oua. Ngrli ta thtr&ng bio tdi li con uu6i vi xi qua. Vi cd tl.8 nio nhu, ngu&i ra ndi dtrgc sao ? Khriog. 'ftii
bia tir: v& me rugt t6i. Tdi btt dhu biog khulog tI y0un9t6;,dlinl9chosgrad&icriatdiIAogoiif-mudn
"io
diy. Nhring ccn bubn v6 c& xu{t hiQn m6t cjch Am thlm (r) T6i y6urn9, vi mudn nLin mlt mg dri n,e c6Lhtr&c tr!
vA dai d3ng. N;m mrr&i l;m tudi t6i r&i trulng d4o gifra t6i. Mic c3m bi b6 rcri dI ning ldn t6m rri Lidn ,on nguli
v€ luu luydn c,ia soeur Lucile. Socur drlng sau hiog cAy t6i tr& thinL l5m li kh6 rinh l'6i nLang tdt cA Dhirag jm
Lim chAm hoa ving di nhio tl,eo bjng t6i vi ba Lhuit ioh vb cQi ngubo .ria n ioh lim tim bioh phong cich ngio
dlog sau du&og viBn quaoh dbi. Gira kh6.g khi gia dioh v&i tba nhln. Sg xa Ia cfia t6i Ii n.dt'trdn trioL, m$t
-ic
8m {m t6i sdog nbr mQt chid.- b6og, ngiv n)y qua ngiy clm tu ti Lh6 xda. l'6i dln vAt chinh t6i vi clm th{y rnioh
Lh{c vrii dhu vio sich v& vi nh&ng b,6r di F thit im thlm kh,i Lhan uliu ioii qrca rdng noi s, m;c. T6i
xu.crng rbng
hog le. NgAy dil.a em trai k{ tri, Ido mrdi tu6r Ii ngiy gia oghi su6t doi sE chSog bao gi& x6a slch dtrgc tu&ng
dinh t6ivio Saigoo. Ttr d'rog t6ic6 f di tim cQi ng,bo
f
{-.t \ cichngincd hriu. Nhungt6i dalhm.L}n dhu ti6a
c&a minh, Cdi ogubo cria t6itr ? T6i hiy ,bn ohiEu '\n..1
l-
r6i
^rr,.bdi rdi b5c g?p anh drlog m6t mioh &
hinh hag
th{c mic. C,i that t6i I} con ou6i kh6og ? Nhfrog diEu ving ng5t. 'f6i c6 rlm tu&ng li minh vr;ng v!
ogu&i ta n6i vE m9 t6i c6 thit thd k\6og 7 Sao m9 init qui d6, m6rl5o ,ji ngang qua l6p hgc cria aah.
t6i lai nd ti Lhuoc mdi rjnh thim m5u t& ? Vi ba ruit Aoh dung do niin r,hlrng cLrlni hoa uiog bay
t6ibAyg;b & pLuang tr&i n)o? Baonl,iiuclu h6i m6i ba1 trorg gii cuci rhu. Hioh ioh qui kh{. dSt
ogiy mdt chbng cLdt lAo cao nh,."ag kh<ing lim sao t6 bhv ohi€c h,ae v6 rrr.cg tri to, Ng)y xua tdi cing c6
v&i cha mg. Cho,ldo rndt bu6; tdl mia d<ing. cgbi & bia th.-i que: iucg & ,r, s6 l-p Loc ohin saog b0o
hgc, t6i nghe lim Juac ciu chuy0a giFa ba me tdi Nhfrng Lia thuog .aog tuSi c:,du cd suarg rr,ri vi gi6
cAu n6i cria ba t6i gi& hay cbo ving v8ng bdn tai t6i I1oh. \ rung c::: r:jncosa theo gi6 crdo roi
Thi ra nhirng l&i ogu&i ta bln tin li driog. T6i cLao di; rrh l..i J,. I:: ;: Ji qua gio muli nio
dao nhu ngu&i via rai tr! tr€n cao xudng kholng trdng
trOu lii Loa .rcg oLE, i. ;r s: :ii, Bi :i' g;c' Lioh aoh lt
Lh6ng sAu thim tb8n, vi Lh6c rim r&t, Nh,Eu ldc t6i cd Ioi criog 6oL -i: t-5: si- c--z if,: .a- :ii :gr :urlo troog
gSog xua dudi hdt rnoi j rghi dA nlng troog d5u ahung .P
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Lh6ng lim sao dugc, Hinh 3nh thui th,fii trong ahfr.ag nim tLuQc Cing :ia::l: ri.- : -}: :'--i i-r -ji i!6, ciog
dii qu5 Lhti. tr& vE lim t6i ray rri"t. T6i nshi minh bi lac b& vai nhd khic L-5. :=:: .. -:-! 1:i.

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C6 nh&rg d8m ngbi & bln hgc t6i aghn trgo
ddn qu0n ci s6ch v&. Hinh iah aoh thft 16 trong
tr{ nh6 cr}a t6i. Tdi kh6ng giii th{ch drrqc ldng
mlnh. I{trung hish uhu bit agubu tt l6ng y€u rnq
cria t6i. Me t6i li ai l*m sao t6i bidt dugc a Chla
dur:g rng t6i 'nhrr thd nlo lkn sao t6i rhln thdy 16 7
TOi da tu xoa diu minh biag tu&ng tugog tt bdy
l$u nay vi b6y gib, hlah inh aah lt m$t thAn mdn
' 3tn rbhm, an fii d&i sdng c6 elQc ctia t6i: T6i v&l
' ash lA hai ngrrli xa 16, tir hai phuong trli xa la
d€n c!Sy, trong mQt m6l mulng g51 ahu c6og cdn
nhi6u xa le. Nhung aah di tr& thlah ehn thidt d6i
' v#i t6i. TOi mang gi& d6ug dirug a{ng dby chiu dr,rng
c&a ash l)m mQt cae dino, vl dE nu6i s6og holi
tin y0u cho qu&ng dli cdn lai c'&a mihh.
T6i mong anh drlng bao gi& bidt dda rq c6
ro{t eria t6i & ng6i tru}ng a}y. T8i mudn 3m thlm
, nhin anh rn6i agly hai 15n Am thlm di ogang tho
mit nhu nh&cg rg&y thr{rg Ca tt6i qua. Troag tinh'yOu,
I kh6og uhaq sie l) arQi dlEu thua 16. T6i cam nhfn
srl thua 16 d6 v& chi xin dagc sdng rong tinh cim
, ctm nin, diu dlag ml t8 bu6t ohu m0a d6ag.
C6 uhirag h6m tr&i that rdt, t6i tldu trulag
s&na hon mqi khi. Ldc di ngar,g l6p anh, t6l dirag
lai d$i phrit dE nhia vt ving l{ng ctia l&p hgc vl
ah&ng d5y bln ngay ngia nim im ilm nhu ngAl
rg&" Mgt cl,m gi,5c vira 6rn d€m vira nh6i dau ch4y
. dli trong ccr thA" BAy gii, c6 16 anh dang tr€n con
du&ng tir ahA d6a tru&ug. Gi6 l4ah lu&t trto nhilng
Bggu Sao gid r:gia dli cho vo t$i ughiQp.
C6 nh&ng trua aotr d&ng mQt mlnh & khung cira nhin
rndng lung Bao gid aoh cflng marg v6 16 loi gi&a ahtrng
nguli ban T6i uSng aiu titag kf aiQm vE aah vl lim hbn
trong niEm sung suorg ki di€u il6
Gi& thqrc t$p dhu ti€a vlo m$t bubi sdng rdt cim
c5m b3n d*m hgc tri d6 y6u t6i xrlc dQng th{t ohibu
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DOn SilU
TOi <t&ag y8a l{og &,cr?a sau 16p h9c 6E d5u ttl. nhiiag
gigt tu&c rnlt. Hlnh lnh 66m hgc trd oh6 bAy gt& lt
hiah iah tOi muli nIm vE tru&c. Nhuug t6i ngAy xua
kh6u khb hca chfag ahiEu Trong dhu 6c tr0 dai efia t6l
dl aaah nha nh&ng m{c cim kh6ag cdch nAo giii toi
ra dugc T0l y€u hgc trd nhu y6u Lf ai$m nhtl dE ti&c
thr<rag urQt v6 te dn roi mdt dgc dulag
Khi t6i nhin ra c&a l6p, anh dirng d6 ttr bao gib.
V5n 'mlu scr mi trlug don so, v3a d6i m6i kh6, nhung
tia ahincrla anhkhOug c6n ling lE.,.T6i roi vlo vrlng
alt tia tr6ag cria aah rndt rbi. Aah ddn dly thit tinh
c& nhu tlinh oinh. Auh dt ahio thdy t6i higr dign &
ng6i ralog nly. Aah dI ddnh mdt di tia nhin m6ng
lung rgly c6, dE tl0m d6 vE ahA t6i ng6 aglng trorg
vtng suy tu queE thu$c c&a miah.
Nh&ag rlgAy sau d6, aah kh6ng c6n eltlag y€a l{ng
& khuog crla m6l gi& ra choi niia. Anh tlda tim t6i db
llm qucr, thC n0n tOl mdt anh. Aab dirng oin tr6ch
vl sao khi aah glt ethu chlo t6i dn laah Llog quay di.
T6i kh0ng audn ahln rr1 that tlm thulag & anh. IOi
kh6ng mu6a anh tim gip & t6i oQt c6i ngubn v&l
ahilu bt ia tllng ngU vqtc. Anh sE xem thu&ng o9 t6i.
D6 ll EQt diEu t6i kh6ag bro giir orudn. Sao anh
khdag tidp tgc gi& sr,r yen ling uhu bro ngly dn tr6i
qua3 Saoaah ku6ng cho t6i rnQt ao rii 0m thSm ngly
xua q Thft v6 tiah enh dl ting t6i mQt a6i dly vd
bu6t xo6y tlm h6n. Nhung sq v6 tiuh tl6 lli ll m{ii
kim kbcri dQng aic cim trong t6i. Tdi y€u mq ml via
cdn bi Am iah th6ag dqp vt sg ra d&i ctia minh. V&i
t6i, aah mu6r dli tbash khiCt cao xa m) tdi kh6ng
c6 d& quyEn lqc dang tay ra nim gi&. Anh 1l hinh
lnh uy aghi nhu tuqng thbn m$t d&t t6i holi vgng
thidt tha. Cho ata giila bao m\c circ de nlrng hai
muol alm aay, tOi v5n aghi minh Il con slu tldt m0
sao ml su6t d&i sE kh6ng nim dugc hqnh phrlc bao
gi& !...
rErE caa mria d6ng 7r
mia wint bdng dqn vi phdntrdng 1972
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tho --.foo trong ttng gidc ngfi

Ta bdt golt ldnE minh?
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phi6m timh ehtrns nhl: trdi utto *udn, tangdg ngd.t ul haong
- doi rang rd. Chang nhl: dd,ng rudn g&g xo&.i
mlnlr ndm trong gi6- Tu hd.m h& udng itkg haong
m*a il6mg nhqg nu hoa ddi em m& hA ddnh cho, Thdi
ciing ch&ng tharn tam ddnh il6c qugbn tinh c&m.
@ t. chuong ui u6n li6.ng itdi trong hbn ta qud. cq.n.
ul th6. ta qudn mlnh ilang sdno, dttng
-khdng
gdu em ud dang tdp ldm tho.
eudc dbi la kich n€.n ta cd itong tron uai lrd,
-ulVat mdt gd. thanh ni6n hbn mdng n,bm nha ndng Mai sau cdn cb chai Il
s|m tht mdt lhn g\u db sd thft rt,6l Ld.n dau kh'6. - Udnylgian nan bi6t cudc chia lg bubn"-
Khbc eho nhau gigt ft nbng
em nha mdt nu rudn nbng hidn tai iluoc
-Irbn Rang thdi cfing iti cho hbn bdt hoanq.
ndng niu nho dt ukng la mudn ngdn bbi rludng
tdt. Thdt ud tlnh em cd mfi.t trong ta n,"ag nag urt 1611211971
mdi mdi ?

m\t bubi sdng nha trdm ngdn bubi sdttg , tdi

- lhdt tlnh rdng ta bdng g€u rm.
thfip sdng ttnh mbm
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Tronq dim de,i sdns cd.
Va mirn mt€ng- lhdt hiin-
Cho dm mua ddn<1 gtd.

nhu kd fiAn bi thdt c6 ilon gifra b6n bb

-ngugCn
ud,'h dd ngrtnq chrt tin troi tanh dfr hag m6t
cdnh chim trtri nont.t cd. h cntr tlnh lhu.ong. Em
hdu ,t? tu nhfun cd.',g b,ig rd.p chb rtp chup hbn
ta. Hdg c[r ttr nhifln nh:u cudc sdng nhlp ilbng
hb mdn n,6i gd tit,ng tidng than lgc tdrtg. Dit ch&.ng
nghta l! <tl ta ud.n hoai dqn dil ttng soi adc
mo, gdp gom ttrng ndi nhO gbi uE em nha m6t
ti6ng td ttnh.

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a Ao hgc trb chidu di nhubm mlu sucrng
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:fr6i ngang l&p miy bay v€ cho gtli
a mi6n
hi Crrrit hdn xua chidu nghe di mtr lba
rh0y D6ng vlrng xo xua mira xuin vira t6i
Xu6ng b4c lbng strcvng phdl trlng chidu xa
Mn tan mia x.u6n, blng dcn vi ph{n tring 1972
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m0r
LX: vudt trlog lqa tdc"xanh
li:
Nio ah&og
oghe clrlag
-t]*a. ohu xa 13.
T6i dfy s&m Lon mei hhi, d6 li mQt b{t t[u&og ogiy !u ,l:.:Sli, plrt' ta. Li6n, iuas
n6o
t6i lo sg. Lo sg cho s,!c Lh6e, cho tioh thlo cia minh r."los clm nLfn mQt klicL dgag k) Ia oh&
vdn nh&ag ,si t,Ji
di hh0og drc'c dbi dio cLo I{m. CuQo trbo trong aL+ng mgt khotag jo rau l;s"hey;!t
:hdn :r6.t Iho Lien disn.
m$ng u6c ogiy xtra t6i cLio nin, TLuc tg
Ci".lg,cba dtroc bidt.r5og t6i d'ang _g* j.;_;;ffi;
tio nLIo ddo tr3. Nio ahrog budi ,ing 1u&c
Ianh lriog da gidp t6i d]o tr& tLioL mQr .hA; .ti," itr, ,*s ,ig";
con ngu&i LLic gudc criog Io b"n tr€n dulng di
sdog vi phln ri,og theo nhfrog di8u tiQo dioL slo aLu mQt Le., .iog dia agLich
rb;t otfrng Ii me ving ri" d\y mii t6;.a,
tLi nghiAm k) quii t6i di duoc bidt qua troog nhGng ohru hay thcm
ogAy
1!,t
llo Li6o d;ga. Lho.t6i .io d,rc,. Hei
*"g t6i chua
trung hec. Lba ddm trlng ddt og6n tay t6i bidt tu6i minh r1o. ",U-"rq nLg,n nhlp .h.,og qr*h, Xl" ,lurrire;
dang ngAp. Hai muoi miy tu6i d&i tr6i llog I& nLu tidog *lj mua I[ cilog d;m ba dri.a b4o choi
chrcu
th3 thuyBn ie aqi
gi,5 kh6ng vang vgDg troog r6i mgt aguli tLAn ddn ddn lln
chio d6og cXn tbidt. Cbo dri
iE i!y"s_ ran hs.. . . Di veog
t6i de cd gSog blng c3 sirc mioh d6 t3o a0a aLrog nLst oLba nLu a6i ah&. NEi olA ,li .lgt ;ug; gi&a dbng
chdn
d6ng t6i Llng moog mudn, ahung v6 hiQu. sdng x6o xao- T6i trr&ng chrlng
Tu6i tr3 t6i Il nhu dang chdt. . .
,nit
t:T mit I6n lao kh6ng Lri d{p, mgt thidu lrut th6ng T6i dlp tung chi8c ch;n xudog dit dE [oi laoh 6m gea
mia xu6no bdng den vd ph6n trdng l9n
bdn chin

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 tLAn ninh. Cii lqoh & dAy kL6ng Llog mgt pbln c6i llab vdi l{y th&i co dE ve vin tdi LLi t6i Lh6ng c6 chiog LOo
cfia rLfiog agiy d6ng d$t Hud qoh. Nhio tdm tLAn gc lch nLtr Leo oqc cia gi, tdi IEm
- ao.i t6i da ba vaog tidng
Lhdc d5u d&i -. nhuog a6 ciog di dt Lhu{ch dai n6i cd gicrg. M5i llo tLfr tu&og tugng <ip m{t l,rcrn ti Li cria gi
doa daog ngAp ngga troog lbog t6i, daog Lfa ogang nhirog ohin t6i Au ydm, t6i cflng dri rung to)nh. Eli thu& nhi ai
tC Lio cbn x6t l3i troog thAn th8. T 6i im llog liog aghe Ili c6 mdt coo nguli nLu gi l)m tru&ng giio. ThAt dirng
ahip miu troog tim dAp nbg. EAy cd, Ie li mgt thd.tidog li .15 niy Ldt ngu&i. T6i tidp c[uy6n gi L]ng mgt thii d6
dQog t6i thr) gLCt nLit. LlcL b!ch, lich blch dbu dln rgiT dfrrg dung linh drm, t6i l)m b6 chr)m hin ch;n r0a hu Lfr
aly qua ogiy khic ohu nhriog nhip dAp cria qul li. dbo; dE LhAi pLli tr3 l,&i nhtrng cAu sin s6c rt tiFn. Nhio ge
Lb. Tuhn tru&c; sg thri ghit iOn cao d$, r6i da dip vd ling xing cL4y qua chay lai, cfn th{n pl,a ly s*a, ggt tr}og
toaog chiSc dbng hb bio thri.c mi Du di maog lai. Gii Inic midng cam tdi mu6o phi ctr&i. T6i oh5. mii cAu n6i cria gi
aiy t6i e6 thd dip va toang qu3 tim mioh ra ahu vfy trrr&c Lhi vB I < C6 c/r viAc ngLi cho ddn khi oio LhBi hoio
thi thit li h3nh pL'(c. Nhu vfy cbfc kh; Du uhio tbiy tolo rbi hay di dly lai. Cd ding lo ltng gi vb lu nLB cl
chilng cing chi mim culi tA ooi mQt cAu tuong tq ohu de c6 t6i dly thd cho c6 r. Ering li mQt hinh d6ng kidm
l5o tru6c : ( C6 li ngu&i dgc nhit da g;8t dugc th&i giaa di6m phd tL6og. T6i tdog mgt clu cim on, pha th0m vii
cfia t6i ). Giqtrg n6i lrrog kllng troog cii nh dcb m6i mdt diy cii ch&p mlt cho ra rE clm dQng vi rrl hy sinL cao c3 cfia gi
da khiSo t6i odi a6ng thuc su vi ching t6i s{p lim mgi dE tdi ge vE rgri v&i thAt nLibu m6ng dgp. Cbn l1i m6t
cuQc cii vi lAn ahau. T6i biEt ro rlog trong oh&ng llo mioh t6i ray r&t nh& cbing. Nh6 trong nilm cim hfn tQt
ahu thE ch)ng chi cdt chgc tri.c t6i blng nh&ng clu a6i ciog.
hi8m d6c ohuog sao tdi ,5u cir coi d6 ti mQt khirh m3o
Lh6ng tLd nio tba tbir dugc. C6 le't1i t6iqueo v6i ohirng
nugng chibu qui tr&n troog gia dioh, trong cii d9ng thri
oh6 nhoi
- cotr dt-cfia t6i. T6i mu6o oiah th! cho ching
hiSu rlng t6i eing li mQt sinh v$t nhu chiog, nhu mgi
oguli vi ch)ng phSi ddi ogay cii quau oi0m Lgp hbi da coi
t6i qui ahg nhu vAy. Ching git dbu dbng f, n6i v&i theo
tru6c khi b6 ra rb : Dbog f , c6 li mgt sioh oit ohu
"
t6ir nhu mgi uguui-nhuog c6 Lhic tdt ce vi c6 li mgt
sioh vft giu bu&ag r. T6i Lh6c oi. Chua bao gi& t6i kbd
s& nhu viy, cLua bao gi& ching da man nLu vAy. T6i c{m
ciraliEn trong ogt tuho Lh6og gep cLiogi Lh6ng di diy. Ga
trtr&ag giio tru&og tdi lo sdt v6, lb mb tim ddo t6i ggi
Ii dE tim hi6u aguy8n do aLuog t6i tLla bidt ga dang cLQp
ndm kh6ng mia xu6n, bdng den vi phdn trdng 19/2

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Gnp l4i chlog sau agiy dlu di day lai, n6i mrlog vui
lim mI l6a uhrng cAu chim chgc cia chiog: < Ci tuSo rbi
c6 giio mlt d"y ?'. T6i yOu v6 chrlog ti og& nr{t day
ching diog. C6 giio m{t dsy. C6 giio mit day. u U, t6i
m{t ftyr,. oNhung bAy git, c6 giio Ldt mdt day>r. < I},
t6i Ldt m{t d4y >. o Cd tLd chf,. I >. Clng c6i giqog diQu d,5
thoit ra tI cfra mifng d,i.
Cri sh;.,g l) r'Qt tai :rli m,l sB p\.io :d, p'i g5nh.hiu
l;
( Du rit. bb vri enr :h) 1u,! ,!ri \ttd 'v l'il1 'd i "t\ 'ti '!'ii",g
cyc h)rh arh l)oh fia clto en chtl,rg7 p) lite oh*og ll*
tlin, lit iiog alrtrrg chin clroc t)n nLfu ert ciittg xin cllp
nh/n il em mu6u anL ph'ti l,i cita riing ew')
Tdi mOt l& ngxr&i, choiug diy rfra mit nhu: mQt th6i
queo. UE oii thay quho 5o, ve vudt l4i dung nhao cho
m6t ngiy daog d8n, Gdp gom tip v& cria ia hgc trb trOo
bia viSt rbi rlo budc d6n trulng.
T6i mudn tim gip lui ahirng inh mit v6 tu c&a Ii
Lge trb quAn ly - d'8m tga hiQn t4i cria t6i Gia nLep
-
dli sdog
hiu qulnL oiy t6i da pLa; cta riog vri't LB nhlng
tinh c3m gia dinh cbn vucrng vdt. Nhieng rinh c3m de nu6i
mia xudn, bdng den vi phdn trdng 1972
il
l&n, d; d"y LL6n t6i hai muoi m{y oin d}og-d8ng. T6i da
dE ogoii tai ah*og d5 diah ngon ogst crla m9, ahfrog l3nh
ling nhi8c mSog cria cha T6i gin bu&ng ddng uhu ching
ohfo dinL. PLli, nhung t6i d; i&n, thua cha thra mg t
.Coo da I&n. Con kh6ag cbn cii ah6 nhoi tQi oghiOp cria
mQt d/ra con gii rit agiy xua ci odp minh ho3ng sE ahGng
hinh thri quli d! trong d6m, ohfrog vaog dgag Ldt thu&ag
trong con mua It. Con da ogoii hai muoi tudi. Cii tudi dA
dt cLo con duong dbu v6i nhaog b$t ttic {o d{u chung
quaah. Con dl Llog lbog nhfa chiu dli s6oga)y. Chodri d6
li mgt llm l5o cou ciog ch{p nLAn trgn lbm l5n d6 dE coa
dugc suog su&og bi8t rlog cou daag sdng cLo con, cLo cuQc
sdng ct3a con kh6og phli cia cha mg. Coo l;o thAo thiEt
lAp cLo minh mQt ldi sdng vi coo h;nh diQo, Eiog lf cha
me pbSi criog hanh di6o v&i con, ph3i cing hanh diQn v6i
ddogxuong thit cudi ciag trong cuQcphdi oglu .ria hai sioL
vAt d; cLuog luog t4o tic. NCu kh6og thd, cha m9 L;y cing
binh tL3a kCo IAy l{t quing th}i gian cbo lai b6n ohirag
phgng drroag 0 hb ccrm .ro[ thlt ci crla cic anL cic :L! ,
irin r,l-,rlnc lu.,tlu d,n dci.e n6i ngoai dhy nhi. Me ding
quan rienq h<ia, n e nin coi d' Ii m6t thulng tinh ohu
al:irng midns trhu cay ori"t x5c hlng b;ra. Vi cbo cha, tu6i
eha biy gi& r{a nlng' Ci,a d; v}i quin mdt th&i bay al,3y tr0n
toin r6i Dbne-Drcrng, .h" di kh6a I5p oh0ng dXu tich ngqc
tri cia mgt thli toio din Lhing .h-ido blog ahirng canh lB
t6m, tii bin thAu d6m sudt sing bOn oL*ng hin gi) tLi cha
cnng Lay tLin ahi0n nhio con nhu vAy. Cha mudn coa h4u
Lep dli sdog trong oh*og 16 aghi ph;bn toSi mi cha da tiog
coi cb3ng diog mgt dbng xu sao ? Vi cic arh cic cb! xio
hey nhin em ohtr m6t ogu&i da I&n, hay v6t b6 di aLirng
"6 t(ch su cLo c6 em gii ogoao ogoia ogiy oio
Io ling .
Ndu cho lo llrg. cic anh e ic chi Ley lo ling cho .Lioh cic anL
adm mit
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cie cL!, cLo It con xdn xit bOa cLAo oo dri .ngAy lai bfra mgt IIn
trong th&i bu6i kinh td mia tLu aiy. Cbn cm ? Em de 16o I - t6i klj,io pLi ra oAog Ii nogt dr!.a cou g5i th6og
minh, cd ci tioh. ilIaog uhiEu cLua chjt troog
Ea l&n I Cha me auh cL! c6 nghe ro cLing ? Mei agu&i di lboi, ,6t ;;
ghdt nhrog d6a con gii d5a dQu
dE b! x6 mni oh,, ohrog
ogLe 16 cLing? T6i d, I6a ...
con bb cii. T6i cd v6 cLo niog mii dfia
mting oudt dg *Ai
TOi d$p tit aLrrag uu s5u darg chqc c[& xlu xd ctn xd aL&ng thlog con trai ogu mugi- (
C.j tLE tl ,ai ciag
nio dE lSng nghe d&i sdng dang Llng biog khoi dfy troug Ii. rnQt tLlog cor trai ngu mugi) Chring
t6i ciog tL6a hiQp
qufn Iy. T6i g6p gom thft nhi$u ohirng Lioh tnh thAn quei v&i ohau troog trong trb choi m&i _ .0t
tri choi v6 vg
c0a tr'rng mii nhi, tlng vi6n s6i, tiog
kLu6n mft sip xdp lhn Igi" cln_nfiiiug tay pLi tLfiy cao ray {o
Ning d; cLri,og
Iugt vio cLdo criag tLgm cria tlm hbn. T6i cQt ch;t d&i s6ng t6 Lla lioh v&og ctr{c c0a ,ioh, oh,rog
cbn t6i 3 Xoay
niaL blug ahtng lien lgc thtr&ng trr,rc v&i aL&og d&i sdog quaoh nhfrog v{n n3a thu&og [,ing
t6i kh.j c6 tLg dinl
{m mgc cLuog queaL. T6i td ve lQag IIy tiog gdc c4nh vi daah cLo minh dugc. T6i chip nLgln mQt l,jc Lai thji d6:
ruOi n{ag chriog blng ci miu tim minh. T6i bing hoiog c - t6n agu mugi vi gi phn 1L,if TLeo tiag ldc, trlng
agai mgt ogiy tuong lai gbo gni miu tim miah Lh6 qn vi Lhi t6i thay ting bQ mxt (Oi oLrog -
cLidc m[t na d&i s6og
Lhi d6 t6i ce pLti lim gi ? sln sii). Qut t6i li mQt t€n hi8m a6.. fa; cLet
nL6 dgn
mQt d8'n aio t[/rc trSog bAn m6t
ogu&i tlo vai aah vi
m.Qt dria coo gii b{t c}o d&i treo
oOo b} ,6o9 Cfru Loog tr&
pbd sau nhirog b&p bia su6og d{og
oliQoi. Aah bri d;
n6i : . Hay aLu aLing con
mria rdi tAm h8o dE sdug
trso cuQc dli kicL koll > Vi cugc d&i li
kich I&a oeo
anh b4o de brit dju teo. Tji
",it .arg q;; *O;-15, ;;
bdt vi t6i s9 phii qurv qulo oiEt
,roog nhfrog ,u ki0o
T6i nL& 16 riog l5o dbu ti6o t6i
S4p oiig li bu6i
tbm tE ahat hiog oeiy. Xfrrrj d)o kdp
trua ngiy 4 tLiog rz. Nhia ding aing nb6 nLoi .t-htr&ns tr6o
sAn [[r{u t6i obio b}.g m6t con
dr\a gioo orjt m6t olr}. ].6i thucrng
diah dqt cLiCc ao vii v&i ,o$y -ogr,.ii bau t6i da l;nh hai nhtog .or kCt hec ndi tidng ogu&i
.1. tiy t6i ph3i queo o)og (T6i crog c6 mQr chidc oo v3i thinL tLao vi
cbqt qu6o di bin chit Ld: ai.litu]
ahu th€ sao afug Lh6ng dinL drrt ?i Duy c6 oga rlng chriog Ii ah&og coo -il.r C[rinr
crJa chrinE.
mQt Aa bAo ng*&i f Or ;;;;;
I&q Iao IA t6i bidt aiag. qua truog gian riog.sudttbo s.it lli troog inh ,ing
.j, ob,iog t},!ng iep Ib. iri oio cia oLeD;
Lea
!i. T6i di dE lac m{t cji hAn i"if .A.m6t kt tfogrypi con Ldt diog thuoog bav
bing *n" ,0, tta dg r{y sgch
tin.ddn_udag gibag au&c tLjnh, tim ddt d.1ns io ,i. Oi r.a ;;,;.;"
dgn mQt An sriog og,,t;d(ch thtrc
hty8n ahiQm mi tltrong dd da Lhoi *:"-_ ls.u
m3ch troog cii Lhung lay vE t3i mit <lli edog tb*c ). cLo dr) t6i vrlt btit Ii t6i
claL cirog ag{c ooi dAy. d: 6u. quea m$t pr,,lo ihi
;;" ;t;L{"i"'*u, chi driog
Sau aLtng I5a nrji cluyQo criog oiug _ Lh6ag, cb? :1,i*"*
aghi ohirog ,rl*"
,.1"r: Iim qua ar;,si Lu,'[,,
bfra cA pL6 s6m tdi. Nhtrng,r, #J;;:;;:
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ndm hai
.mia xu6nr bdng den ,i ;i6, trsrffi
 pi mia. TAi kL6ag nlu anh b3n aLia Zorba Litn thjuL bo
al tLicL aLin t6i tL5ng Loa trong nL&ng s& tbich cj nhAn.
6i ich kf.
tsudi chiEu tfift dE tluoog Lhi nLcog dim mAy x6m d;
G;p So ning uhfrng thing ngiy kd tigp, gip ga bla r&t rgng thioh nhfrog chdm
uu&c oh6 d5y trli. Tholt
, thAn thich t6i suog str&ng d,5o nLiu hSnh p['d. ,9; dbu t6i cbn
rlm yOo bB hlog cuda truydn dang dec d8ling
;uli mang d8o. Tei v6 traog tinh tLhn mioh vi th6i pLuc oghe diQu nhlc tuy{t diQu cria csn rnlra d"og :dio trii rAn
lm hla aL6 o[oi troog miu trong tim tu&og & qua mQt aji t6le d; Lh6
rao vi ahtog ogiy dii n{og lfra. Chqt oL&
t)n I+i. T6i Lolt dQng. T6i gbng minh ginh chiu ahaog t6i clu ndi ctia M. Ngio Ludi
chiEu o)o LLi ng8i bOn tLEm
toii thOm ofra oLu m6t tAo giic diu treo maog tru&c I&p hec : < Tr&i niy di bg thft d6 thtroog >,
| t6i viug
su t& (6i ohirog pLibn toii d; phit sinh tI ohtog cuQg diy khoic io mua di d1o. Mua ISnh
l;nh tr€o m4t, tr€n
i daug dgi ch& r&a nit, tr! nhirog th"a lam dai diog tayr trAo cLAn, tr0o nbtag phln thAn tLE Lh6og che dfy da
viu vio l6p hio quaog gii ddi b6n ngoii ) T6i dec l&n dinh tLirc trong t6i oLirog tu&og L) quii
f cria mgt th&i
ln trlog tLhg blo ct da b6 ta di, d; I"o thgng nhu cba di hgc. NLirag Ludi chibu mra trdn hge laog thang
nlng mni tOn dca vio cinh rlog gai g,5c. ll6i mii t6o tim ghd ah&og hing qui io cho su6og
mi6og hoic ogbl
i c6 mgt ch6 d8a. Mdi cLE dda cLi cri aQt gii tr!. T6i troog quia au&c ciog It b3o cLgc ph3 nhfrog cip tinh ohAn
ng lao chao lga cheo cho mioh mgt ch6 ddo. ECo dAu dang thu miqh grong gtic. Nghi l3i
t6i ciog tL{y tLuong
i di dAu ? Chgog Ie t6i hi gign d& cugn thco hCt thrroog agAy tLing c0. Sdag phli ch;og ji a.,
Siir Li
kh6n Dgoatr, adm trl l1i cLo la hgc trb vido phio
log vi str ngu ddt ahu tLlog HEng da Lico Lhi ob6o
roc l0oh d6ng vi0n 7 Ch8ng Ie t6i lai h&n h& ra di mri
{'g b3o vO phla In c[o dio rubi oL&p nLda ohu th}u.g
dn thlng An ? T6i tLr,r d6og. T6i ti6u cuc T6i..
. TSi
og lbog mang mgi phin quydt mgi ogtr&i d)nL
cLo t6i
tAi cing c6 quy8o ti khu6c mei phin quydt d6. T6i
ng lbng dB mgi ngr&i cbn dugc y6o tAm nhio ogfm
str
rc dli hs - rt, thrgc mi lre cd tioh rubng b6 - qu. iAi
I ti. Lhu&c dE t6i crog dusc c6 thri d0 nhu be (T[oa
pLli ch;ng dd li .r.{u LLol xiEng .Lit d}i sdog
cLdog
l). T6i" cdt diu trih v?a lf do kh6ng trung biy dE
og biQo minL cLo t6i, c[o b] b3n v] c[{og tA;
;r l;og aiQm, Ii cLgp v&i 3o tu&og mr) mlt rnr&c mit Z Chi gi3o
r nhAn oLrog xia xdi dui mri . Chring t6i ciog h;"i
di cri thd tL6i sao ? T6i chin chtr&ug tim kiEm cLo oioh
n vrri a[au vi cring cu]i th6a min.
ncQt dip sd b&i !r tLAr coa oguli dFu c6 chuns
mQt dip
a xu6.er bdng den vd ph6n tr6ng l9l2
ndm ba li

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ciog ahu kLi t6i ro, ngi, traog di8m, di d3y, lim c6ag
vi0cvAsioh ci nbAar... Kh6og aicd quyEotLao duvio s&
thich ci ahln cria t6i ( KE c3 anh diy Du a! ) Ccra mua v5n
Ify lXt l)m dgp thAar Lhuog cSnh tru&c mit Ga xc ltla l€
mQt thdn Ioi v&i dim du&og rhy udo khric, cAy dAn b;o im lim ch&
dgi br5ng tdi rip chgp xu6og mau dE dug. tLfp sSog m$t

am uluc
a. pLhn Lh6ng giao Lln Lep, Quiu ly l:m Li8og trbng con mua.
Coo mua soi siog hbo t6i, cudn hdt thco bao bubn chin
ci.. Xa Du, t6i l& d& oLu con ch,i dai. Cflag may t6i chua
truyEn d6c cho ah&og ogu&i 16o9 chung quanh. Nhu viy 16
r6t li Du da li mgt thidt ydu trong cugc sdng ohim cLin c0a
t6i & dAy. Mei mai Du v5o Ii m$t vAt trlm tich maog ahibu
g6c cloh troog diy s6og tioh c3m cia t6i dE ti ohirng g6.
bdi @ tfidnq anh a caah d6 t6i nhin ag{m lli t6i trong nhiEu dang hioh quii d!.
DI cd giog lio blcg nhiEu caa d3m b3o thio t6i ,5o
- -
kh6og th8 cci mgt cii nhin, ngd aghtoh nhu Du Lhi uhin
sd r cii cLdt . Dri maog nhibu hinh thii, cii ch€t v5o mQt su kiio daog riv ra. 0 Du, su kiQn bi thtm bido th)oh
li chung cgc cria mgt k;dp rguli. Tg dung t6i lai li6a tu&ng mQt tr)ng cu&i thich tLri chua ca;r. <Hay sdng v) culi clog cuQc
ddo nhirng gigt atr&c m{t cia bd Khioh d)o dga trtr#c rdng, Du "I noi '&i t6i ohu t!,8 vl t6i "5o chtra th8 nio l

mQt ddng than deo quii di duoc gei li me ctia bd. Nhirog lim ohtr thd duoc. L) con ri Lhdng le t6i laing6ng nghinh
gigt ntr&c m{t thit nhiAa kh6og c}n mgt tra ciru, mdt
tr,r tbi l6ng qui dg ( Di J6i hic rdi v5o cd t6ra nhu th€ ) 'fhn
LiEm chri"ng dE c,i th8 bio rlng ddog than den tru&c mit d6 tbtrc, t6i cbo rq dim d6ng. Eim d6og tio ic vi rhi lgi. l

di li m$t sioh vit, d; sing tlo ra mQt d&i sdng . DIm d6ng dly tdi xa Du. Djm d6ng ch6o sdog oiE,n tin crla ,

t6i daog xaoh mtr&t. Eim ddog b6 chit d&i sdng vi tin
Bubo cl,in v&i nlr0ng suy nghi o{o ro
tdi gL{ rim mQt
rlng dang tao drng cuQc sdog cho t6i. f6i phri lim gi cLo
,

ch5 ogbi hgp U trong quio nu&c dE nhio ogSm ngr&i d&i.
T6i gsi mlt ohio c) pht dca vi suog suang nhio nl'rioggist
nAu deo s6og slohosApdSo Giildcoiyt6i cbn cd Du thi t6i
c,i tLrla cao dim cr\ng chiog Lrit chuog didu thudc pb&t tioh
nLrng tia ohin ho;c kioh ogac Ioic aghi6m Lh{c cia thi6o h1 b3oh phdc troog nh&og dau kh6 gho Lb (Haoh phric ch?
l
dim d6ng bidt ro su Dgu ddt ctia he. ( Em phii lim gi h3
Du ? Em ph3i lra chgn cich oio d8 c6 th8 em htr&og dtro.c
hSoh phric vi dim ddog mia nguy0n). TAi nh*p h6p ci-pbA,
vi ding t0 t0 ncri dbu luoi. T6i cnng se phii tim cho minh
tim thdy l

cl,ung quanh. Nghi 1"i, thiln h1 kB cfing r5i hoi s& soSog tr! nhirng khb dau vi ah& nh&ng kh8 dau con oguli
dbi sdog crla nLau . T6i brit thudc : do Ii mQt thulng tinh
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tioag bdn c[& khB dau heuh phrlc. T6i eE c6 cb8ng; b6n
cL(og t6i se c6 uh*ng d&a coor ' c{c (danh cho Michelle) . r

.oo ,, l&a vi t6i re gii rbi se cLdt' E&i sdng re diEn Rbi mei viQc se qua di nhu ohirog dat sdag- odi
ti€p

liCn biah liog Lh6ng

giao dQog nLu vAy li hanh phric ! trAn b& LiEi oiog vi chrlog ta vlo sdng' B.inh th3n.sdng' ]

itd" d,tog thd xin cLo t6i duqc ti chdi c6og thirc Llnh Ndu .6 nhirog oiog ogog thi titog vang-d6 cirog chi g.A1 ,

ph,6c dd. ;6;"it .[r" iO"st?oog ihaog giro nha hep' Hav tfi .14.i i

Con mua da dirt, tLi0a La daog tii lip I1i nhiog ho4t
H;v lhe l9:.g 'ti\ i'
.il 'lr'"s-rtog,r&ithAoleu b6ig-.mit' m9 u&1' Mil".Sy:i
i
chim aon tr&i mi .h;* Llog
"log
,

dQng b! bB d&. Nhrng b6og deu lu&t ohaoh qua t5m m{t iu"1io"yu'd1ofrdoatcu$csdog.i,hq.Phtikh6ngMiche1l"?
i
tA. Ca b"o nhiOu cAu h6i Eo chri'a troog uhoag b6og dcn d5 i fhfi UUOrg c6 giio muQi miol chay f9 hlnh phric 2 Hiv
t C6 bao ahi6u toan tinh rAp rinL troag dbu 6c hq a T6i o5o .t"';r"g oiXo Jli" Lhd-dau do b3nh phd.c mang dtlo Hav
hoii ma u&c sfp x€p vi pLAn lo4i nhtog cim nghi crla coo tin b&itrotg nhj LLo chid. vbi cao-su dE cLPy trdn ngu&i
uguiri dB thty ohirng agu&i cring lo4i clm oghi dugc sdag il.r .Liy tr6? blnh ph/rc c0a ogu&i doi.Saog -di1' .9h{.'.q
i" aip"Lg, tin tu&ng oio ohrul it ohIt li qua Lioh thr!c d6)
t

I uLung r&i nhau. Nhtr viy cuQc dli sc da phiEo ph6c hoo'
se ch3ng cd nhoag phia doin hb db T6i ng8t Eiog tin tu&ag o)o-ahrag LB giSng gi4n iho.mO.t tiu rlibu
I -dbog
vi
"bv!nLau.
nhi agfi vrli dB ho oi,ty. Hey-chi0m oghie- nLfrng danh. ti hoa m! iu
og""g c3m xdc mudo .h3y ogay
.hioi .iit trong s6ch "a. H:y thrl.xem v) tLing-th.5u :'.2
moog tim gip lai Du trong ccrn m$og m! "
ili'"4; .ir"l -fl ag ahin ra rlng ch(og ta d; ta.d;lln .glim
Di cd gfng tdi v5a Du lai trong con mQng
cLSog tim gip iroog ,., .u6i. Trl lli dE m6i tgtrli tim ra cho minh mQt
o!. Mgt phbu vi Iy ci phA bao chiEu m$t phlo vi ohirog lf thii dO ph,) hqP
do h5a t1p m) t6i kh6ng th8 a)o diEn t3 16 duqc' T6i dAm Michclle da b6 ra di. Ngbi tr0n ctuydo bus' \{icLelle dang
"
ra c{u kinh v&i chioh t6i. T6i cdu x6 t6c tai minL dE trl tim cho minh m$t tLii dO
Hinh 3sh dri"a Ld da trSng tY:g i
ogtr&i vr! d'. d'n hi- chrla diFu
tLil cLo sq agu mu6i dang Ian rQog' Cudi clog t6i dioh siog ;;;* ;" t ai Uito oi"&i m6tsu'I(umalo
s&m sd tr& vE tLioh pLd, se tim gip I1i ohirog ngtr&i thin "i
iffl.f'rinh cia mtle s;i ',ua chim t!+q i

ci dE loan bio m$t tLay ddi' T6i sc liv chbng' Lly ai z' ,Oi
t;;;;;-.r..Jili'h'b;ns vio tai dt!" coo diu nL6.ohoi
ieo ; tal m'6n miv thi miv ctng kh6ng
EiEu da khdng c5o thidt. C6 hlnh ph{c Lav Lh6og ? EiEu .lil?',i. 'gf ^n*l?,.u Lo, t,o'
'n Oog
- !''' (- Chiu.' hi*
d6 cflng LL6ng clo tL;dt !dt. DiEu cla thigt ob{t lA tdi sE -
.ir,i"-a'U" gi ufra i. Oa ,lai ch;og li nl'.&og rdi llm dat '
;

phei gei mOt $, din 6ng ( Phli li din 6o9' Con trai kh6ng
igi .rO. ,d"og. 8,5 phli chi"g li nLia tinh' l
-['6i
iUg .ilo aLfo d,ts. ) li chbng. him h& troog f mudo
Michcll.. Liy quing v6t l'i .o-hfr's ia ttrcrng d€ c6 d&
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m&i L&i t6i bidt 16 rlng t6i dang s{p qua th}i coo 1"o t''qog kh::i
gli' sEog chring. ta
.* ia*
-.frf td"g. Nirrog"phiEo "."9i ta
ctrine
ChAmtrEquit6isephBikgodiichuSiagiythuitbtii't6isa *f gty- olt;F, phri: -Tii .c6t,(t!69
phai ho;i vgog quing thb'i gian cbn duqc dim bia trai cring lil,f"*'ir:#"g UtA nio eii t4o'.\-i.3:'i rleg
Ja la ibm t&
ir,r&og se sua sin ddo. Nhio l4i, t6i d; mit rhing' t6i di aiy. l'l'ai f.iArg i\'lichclle :
Phii Lr6og c6 giio muQn
*5t ti1 c3. T6i phSi tlo cho t6i m$t di€m tga cL{' cL{n .iog .L3y tim Llah pl'ric ?
Seison g-l-igl2
nhu la Qu. Kh6ng th8 sdng mii blng 3o tu&og banh phrlc (tr0n ciY Phidn mu$n)
duoc. T6i b3o t6i th*ct$ Lon.T6i nghl rlog t6i lim ddog'
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ndm ndm
fra *uin, blng dcn vi Ph6n trdng t972 \
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Hdi lfi hoc trd ilku cdn khit ndng

C4-o
Hdy m& rQng udng tag khi.ng khiu gdg gu6c
0m th(l chfi.t ild.i thdg
B&.ng tlnh ngaoi nbng thdm
Db thitg ituqc'sdng mdi cing cdc em
Hgc cung cac em
Nhrlng bdi diadt,sir kS,
Nhfing bdi tQp ilgc,Iud.n udn,.,.

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Cd.c em itirng gqn h5i
ilia danh thdg uu.a |ir b6
(vi tr€n b&n db cAc em khong ghi
16.
vi trong dEu 6c tho ngAy chua mQt tho{ng in bHn)
ilIdhdg crtng thag uui mung
Htt th& mii thom u6i phdn trdng
Ngheti6ng hdt, cdu hd huong ma
mdi
(dir trong minh thay vi.o dan
v0 tinh v6n binh
y6n n&m u6ng mau)

D
TrAn, nhfrng- cdnh
tag kh6
thdg thdg ddi moc nhanh
Ibm tr& lqi Trong anh mdt ngdg tho
troi quA haong t6ng ldnh.
mghb rhhy
c
phdl ofii qu€n hdn thrl ngdg
ctt
6 e.'qtiaa phdi;tha tha nhfrng tilm ldn
ddi thdg
Chung ta cilng c6 gdng
Bdt ddu lt h6m nag
,
sdu
i mia xudn, biing den ,;;h6rrm
:i
ili
 xanh ngQn
trbm tu
<> trdn v0 minh triEu
oc cc c3 c3 cc cc cc oc cc -- -- -^
m0r
Tr0o l6i di vlo nh&ag suy tu&ng, t6i phii ghd
nhiEu ram bla kho5u, ddi h6i t6i chgn h,ra tlE bu&c
vlo 196 quaah, t6i dirug l4i vl tim rhdy l6i di cho mlah
c6 nh&ug l5 nhd me tly miu vAng roi tr0a miah sin
tii d5, t6i di vlo tim cho minh mgt ch6 drtag, mOt do?a
suy tu&ag dugc nguug, vi n6i lo Au kh6n crlag cria
nguli trai b&t phln nlo gay git phii tbtnh th{t tp
thd nhurg kh6ag phii el6 lt If do - bit buQc quydt
- t6i
d!nh.
Hbog mQt thu& n)o nu mo, t6i asbi trOn blng
d5 troog stn c6 di tlm & agdd ah6 b6 {ri nno diy kta
mia xu6i, bdng den vd phSn,tring 19/2
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ahu cinh chubn chu6o ah&ag mbm mgag u&c xanh I
tuoi vl agga thriy rriEu alo daag rSn fi d.Lag kin, t6l
thlm mtrog 16,, aghi rgqi dE cu&i mQt minh mI sao i
kboan kholi-
Xu6i vE mgt ngly chua ddn, diEu d6 llro t6i hgn
hoaa, t6i ngbi thAt nhiEu vE uhiing hgr trd oon d4i i
lgora biEo, t6i nghi vb I6c tdi d.trag giira dia hgc trd
db n6i vE tinh y€u, tei chlc chin chi a6i hdt tioh yOu
cria t6i dlah cho nhiiug mll t6c dp ri nh&ng u&c mo,
,
ag Ecrrit cro xr v&it6i lt drrlc di vlo tf u: ctia lt tr6 i
bing phSa tttog, t6i v6 tr8n thlah vdch Lf &c nhii,ng
nggn cly, t8i sou xanh thf t dim, di lfi tr€ ru6i du&ag ,
cho l&o ariii v&i tinh r6i vua x6i, t6i s€ phii nhb phr?i
ndm bdY
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di uh&ng clah rOu kf sith & ngga cdy 4y b&i nbtag
. clnh r6u kf sinh thl kh6ng bao gi& tllp vun m) lAm
quSt quay sq s6og, th€ n6a t6i nghi tl6og ch6 driag
t6i qui lr cbn thi6t vi t6i khuy€n khtch tOi vui v6i
e&a
ldi di nly. Nhfrng gi& choi dfng tqa htah lang dly l&p
rnlu hbag nghi vE agly mai c6 ng cu&i thly aiErn n&
e6 nh&ng vdng trdn tuoag lai v€ biug phdn triag, c6
nh&ag oq rno kdt tinh tr6n bing den, s6 c6 nhitag
eoa sd thtnh qui v) & m6i m{i t6c cdn d)i kh6a l&n
hiy cho th)y g&i nqr h6n tin tu&ag, nhu vfy tht quA
di€m phric t6i, t6i dii chgn tlting ng6 quaah cho tdi vl
t6i hf,n hoaa di vE phta khu vula t6i trbng nhilng
uive mo.
T6i mudn crlug lii hgc trd ttm lal nhi?ng b0ag hoa
cho chlnh t6i vl t6i aru6n dugc bdi t{ng lii hgc trd b6rg
hoa thim ngSt tinh t6i, tinh thly giSo dlnh cho
hqc trd crla minh.
o trorg ngu6a hoi tu&ng hhi noi lln vE ngang dI ving.
hoi.
Dli dli t6i rli
b6l4i trulng cii c6 ebng v6i vlng
lqa ,e6 b& tu&og lorng lb noi dung xiy nhiEu ki nigm
mgc bidt bao u&c mo, cdah cirady di khdp laidE chi
e6n nu6i l&n trong dhu 6c th{t ahiEu vlQc phii lAm cho
hi$r thryc, th6 mi eiiag chi qu6n khu6n mlt tlm hbn
ngly cfi. Llm sao khudc tir dagc,
Quay Lsag b6 lai nh&ng vqog dai agly alo, do triug
hge trd HNC ki6u sa mQt thli, thim tlnh mQt thu&, dX
v$qt ra ngoli a{uk6o, thqcthd, phii chdp ahtn dr}
muda hay kh6ng b&i ah&ag n6i tld.p phii c6, vA
trulng cii vla el6n t6i vE trong thlm tlnh thu& alo,
nhung tr& lai chi tlE roi rdt nhfrng ti0c au6i; ogbqo
rs&o rnl kh6ag kh6c dugc. Drf thd aAo t6i vin ohiq vE
ndm t5m
t)
trr&ag c6 y6u nh&ng ttch d{u xu* blng m}n nbng m$u
thim hgc trd" '
Thu& nlo e6n ngbi nghe thly giirg, thu& nlo cdn
l6n bing sira bli, thu& nlo thAy tr5eb m6c ks&i hgc,
thu& nlo thly xoa tlhu khuytn ahri, thu& nAo cd h6i
th6m gia dinh, thu& nlo cd quic mit thuong y0u gi&
b6 vlo agin k6o tlm hbn oi tbuoag x6t gh6 di, oi qul
rndn vO agin, b6 trulng c,3 r6i xa thAy c6 rbi db mai
nAy minh sE li thAy di cou dulog cria thly vA l4i c6
mQt d&i tbln quen mQt dUi voi l&p hgc c6 bb tr&ng
loang lb, dE nhd m,Xi, nh6. trit ki troug t{n cr}ng ng6
rgich cria hbn, nhirng ddu tich th3a ytu qua lii hqc
lrd ctia miah dr) c6a bd b6ng lin.
R&i xa tru&ng roi khi cde xaah nU mo, oi sas
trulng xra ag?o ngb€, th';: ko6ng hb thgn chs t6i v6i
ngla lia 6o tting gulo xarh ctia m9t qu5og d&i dqp I
dE ahit, t6i da t4o dqrog cho trubng cG mQt ch5 drSag
Tr€o l5i vE k:i siqm t6i vQi vV g6p gom, rh&ag kf
niQm c6 obi€u 16: r5t hi6m hoi, t6i c6 chdt trong ngla
k6o dE diah,roi peai tu gii ci;r,ghdtsirc vQi vlngb&i
ngly thing kh5ag tiu.rog h4i ctt dhy dtra t6i vlo ch6 I
phii chlo ng3i trulog ngSi xim cb klnh, chio thAy c6
bqa bB, chao baog xaoh pirln tring. i\ll5i 15n tim lal v&
c{i, nbtng adt sos ph6 chXm 14i dua t6i vE ng6 linh hbn
rtyc r& ki niim, c5 ci vgng d4i, c6 ci vui v) bubn 15a
l0n. I
M& iai ogia kdo ki ri$m eria mQt thll mtEe tlm
t6i nhu bf oudi tiEc dly vd v) tdt ci xin drgc g6p
gom llm digp khtc dE d)nh.
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mia xu6n, bdng den vi phdn tr6nE 1972
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bo alng ll urQt aggc thdt 9619 crlm t6i, edt cit cbi tQl
aghiQfi cho a6i <llm etu6i cria tOi b&i mlt nlag ll k€t
'f6i kn6ng thE chdi c5i v&i t6i vi nhu v$y t6i tuy6a trl'ctia tinh tri, t6c aAng ll {o tr&i tha thu&t, dqp m6i
xurg v&i mgi ngu&i ring t6i y8u nlag, tir mQt cll nlag nhu b6ng hoa qu! vi agdn cb dli ohu ah6oh hoa
ohia cria nlng d5 khidn t6i tr& thAah mQt ngu&i sung cdn nh&ng ag6a tay ahu chidc 16 moa m&n ahua
su6ng nhdt thd giao, tir m$t nq culi cria alag, ar,t s6ng.
culi nhu chi6c binh lim bing olat agqt cia trSi tim,
c0rg c6 thb lE m{t diog cdra nudc mlt r'ira bi6n t6i T6i nghe dnu dAy khric hit ctia nlng, gigag ca thAnh
th*rrh ngudi c6 thE li dr€m phrlc vA ciirg c6 thE ll blt th6t vl ng6n tir ctia tiah y0u, nhilng thaoh nm ru dm
hanh nhit. tim tbi mQt d&i, n)ng hlnh ahu nghi€og oghitrg ngu&i
quyCn rii t6i hiah duag ttong tu&ag tugog - khi
Thd thl m$t niEm mo trong t6i clag 4og tO, r4rlg t6i thbm- dgc : l' amouf, ct est ce qui ce passe entre
16 db rbi tuoi xanh hay dE rbi hdo da cbioh t6i kh6ng dcux personnes qui' s' ainrent (Roger Vaillard)
bi6t tlugc vl nlag c&ag lim sao hiEu duqc vi udc mo
cia t6i v&i oAng thgc srg cdo lia quio trong o96 rgich O kla vuln udc mo u& b6ng vl alag yEu di{u ogit
cria v6 ng6n, ngay tir n6 u&c mcr - ciog quA d6i cli troa b& t6c,
- bi€t mgdn ag& khoag pbii
kh6 hiEu, nhung aing ciiag
li phuong tiQn duy nbitgittp tim bbn th6ag cim>>
hal 1t trbn v0 miirh triBu
(Kahlil Glbraa) nto nlng tttrug t{ng t6i do khb dau
khi t6i bi nh6t troog ogpc tt & chtnh ning, nhan sic

Qua nLir.og thing ogiy dii e-!p, ch& dgi, ohu hqt
suoog nh6 dgng tr6n 11 noo, nLu oLirng Llt sEi cLay dii
du&i ngga o{ng nbng o)n, aLu mria XuAa r?og r& trong
m{t em, ahu og cudi suog su&ng cria Ba I\Ii, ng)y 5v tOn
nh& hoili kj' niQm cm viog son trAobiog. Br&c chim rQn ri, mit nai ogcr nglc
em tung ting tim k,Ecn cii oLio lu rEm cria c6. ll$t phip
mbu, o6t thay ddi l&n lao, di tru&og Su Ph,m diy rbi'
ohirag ogc, tgic sE cr! viv aii cra Lay rbi ahtiog ddu yAu
c,ia tiu&ig ch& doi. Eiy, coa du&og dii b6og mit, dAy
nhfrag bing cly tho m$og, diy miu taoh mo u&c, d6 miu
Lbng d{u yfu v) c6 oil \fiu vicg tiio nt cria cd pbri dhy
tu6i nggc ogl sav :ua, oin viag vuoog miis thio ii trao
clro cou chim xaah nh6 bi.

vd phln trdng ndm chin

mia xuin, bdng den 1972

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Mdt chuSi rf aiQo nlo qu0n drgc

rrong em, trli
xa xua dy nhu hioh loh Lh{c v)o bia v6ch dgog thi6n
thai,
Nhrng sing khi sucrog mi giing,Lb{p ldi, Lhi bdng diog
c6 rr,rc r& troxg chi8c jo hBng Lhi tay c6 nggc ngi vudt tdc
nhirog trua khi 15 viog roi rgag dem ddn cho em sg nL6
throug triu-mdo khi ca diu ding troog rl jo tLi0n-tLanh.
Nhtog l&i ndi, 6i uLg nLing l)m sao, hm sao em qu0o dugc
ngly xtra Bi TiAo thAn-ii d<j.
C6 mgt trua nio, tlog ccrn o{og Au-ydm trAo dioh d}u,
coo dtr&og ling r$n-ri tiSog ca mia hI, miu d6 tung-brlng
hoa pl,trgng khido oh*ng Lu&c c[!u du em say-stra qu6a
ci sich v&, Lrii oghiAa. Vui nhu cou bu6m nh6, ngSt trlog
cirh hoa; Cp tiog eh;dc Ii. Su xao lang d6 thulog hay d8n
v&i em vi thulag Ii oheng hioL ph1t, Io sg cfia cm. Bu&c
(}:-
'L- \---.-
-.^
-\.--
chAn vE tru&og. agai ngrlog, Io l{ng. Hing oi chim aL6
cong veo cLe d{u tr}ng gigt nu6c rDgt tr€-thcr trSng-troog
sudt cugc dli. KL6ng bao gi& qu0o hb thu xarh thir, kh6oS
Lao gi& qufa d6i m{t diu-d)og bao-duog ,,j, .6 trir-mdi
trao em. I([r6ng bao gi] dinh m5t trong e-r cii .Iy ray
t[, ilir ye, chiEu cfia .a. UOt mi la, aio, mQt ray-
nlo, m$t dQng-luc khi8n cm ogi vio tay c6 ahu
cLim m6i cinh ch& su cL.-ch& chim-sdc cia m9. Tt d6,
c6 qi ! MQt dbog sudi m{t len-16i troog tim, mQt hoa hbng
da chi8m dly hbn, em da th6i ahirag thiag ogiy roog
chcri v6 ich, em da t6a tb& b6ng hioh tbAn.Ai cira c6, em
' da chgn xoog mgt thbn-tuqng. Em da tim thdy thi0a thai
trong ncr u6c. Miu viog tiOn n6, oiu ving cao ugdt ahu
ddm aAy phfi liy bhu trli, miu ving crla c6, m)u ving
e-5p cho em. C6 bao gi& em Ii hoa vAng ogrS ciuh thida
tLai, ThiAa-thai 6;2 cm dAu g I,Iiu ving, xaoL, d6 ag?t
nglo bucrog triu mdn dAu ?
Xa-xa rbi, nhirng ngiy g,5p tu6i tho, g6p kf-ni6m xAy
lAu dii mo u&c. EEa bao gi& mcr u&c dAm chbi ? T'h6og
ogly tin t1r mia xuAn I4i vb em ahu tdi mc, viag mQog sung
srr&og gita loii Loa Mo u6c. Nhirng dda hoa Liog
_ou6o
m& to nrit se sua nbin mit trli
hio quang. Mo u&c gi&
chidu
ngio ng4t huong xuAn. Em'de trga li qu3 mcr, agiy xua bAn
c6 tb6 thB oLring lo-Au ch& dgi ddi cioh vAng mgog-mo ogiy
ci, ldi thiAo-thai ogiy xra, Em sc v5y tay thucrng
em sd tLeo
yAu, em se tim l4i htroog-vi ngiy d6 dE thdy I{c aio em efing
cbo c6li thln tuoog. EE thSy c6 mgt cjnh cLim lac-l6ng dang
cln oing TiAo ng culi baodung, cii nhin tha-tL{.vi cii
cloiogtay miu viog vucrng mi€orgc-r&cho din chim oh6.
Yi cudi cioghoii hinh-3nh dIu y6u, ah& hoAi
dE oh&
kf-oiQm ogiy rua con dulog hag, og6i trulng co,
V6 KIM HUE

sau khong 'mia xuint bdng den vd ph6n trdng 19/2

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1,

O ft0o xu&n
Itlhlcrl em con €nliQng ngang clnh
mira xuin nrla ng d6 dlnh budm ong
d€m v€ c!6t nggn ddn chong
hdn chtng thip vdi mQt lbng
nhd thuong

i-- 6n n6n
ta alm ttqi gi6 giao mtra
nhAm lli xdm h6i em vira b6 qu€n
tl6 cli em
gigt lpy phidn
cho mta xuin ngtl tr€n tri6n cAy xanh

I u&p hoo
vubt ve tirng nggn t6c clilu
em thucrng ti€c lai mQt milu xanh xua
u6t clli em trin gi6 mua
so xi0m 6o lQch em dria cgr ra
th6i em, chi€u ngl b6ng tlr.

hei ufp cho ta

mQt ng hoa
thdng anhthdngchep riia tin

mia xu6n, bdng den vd ph6n trdng 1972 siu mdt

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I
I

I
. O dAy mOt minh, cin ph0ng 9p 9p hm th6p
db dqc v{t vu&ng h6n d6n. roi .l i muOn O6
nguy€n nbu tlr6, nhin chilng mt]c r&a xung quanh}
I

t0i. Kh0ng di d4y, mfiy dua bgn rri toi vdo vudn
I
suu lhm hoa vd cAy trai, tOi ctng ch{n vA kh6ng
di. Dqo niy tu dung toi ch6n du hi la mdc dt lt;
I lrudc tOi vdn nbi danh ld ngua hoang. TOi vb
I
ddy g{m nhdm lai nhfrng ngdy'th6ng cii, dAnh moi
I thl gicr khong phfii d6 nghi-ngoi "hay lAm mQt
i cong vi6c gt. lihu*g rt6 rtrri mQt l6i s6ng bu0ng xi
I (nhu vfin mc udc) vd nhin ngfrm lai dcri ,Ong
minh, thg thOi. euanh quhn, toi chi qua lqi m0t
l
cAi bAn; met c6i giu'crng, In, ngfi, vi6t lActr, tidp
I
khAch.

T6i co nlt vdo m6t x6 giuong, qua cAnh cria

be trdi ch{p choang hm suongmdu duc. C6 lE mira
ddng ndo troi cfing vAv, gi6 kho vA rei. Thcri ti6t
n 6r IAn trung hcrp tao cho t6i nhibu n5i nho,
bubc bubr, Ngdy b6y sio trong nhu ngAy & ntrm
ngoai, d nIm nAo dd gip,,id xa vd m6t cfimgiAc
hub: qu:n thudc nhu mOt nguoi f hAt xa x6i, cri
du:g is-r lAi vE, tronq khunq cinh cfi, trong y
phuc ci. co:i toan .gn iA In-q. \nfit nh6t t0i mu6n
moi su l5t id:-g, r_ep minh voi b6ng tdi ri6ng lE
rru:: J ::. f C,i h}:d:g bubn di tim cAi 6o kho6c
cha il- F,r. s,J s:rr dOr-:q tinh sE lim mdt rnlt di
nbl-r:g thta uoc sUn vit, ng& ngcr nhu
mot b! ni€m sE hu bao tan vB mi kh6ng c6
tii khii phuc duoc. \hung dfiu thd ndo ruoi c6n8
vi0c cfror phii tbav dbi, vA dIr minh vio m$t th6i
d0" tOi ngi,i nhu thd vA quydt dinh khoAc c6i &o
di lang tbang xridng ph6.
D phi, thdng C t972 tr Nsuoi ta chi di lang thang khi nAo ngudi ta

sd{, 6ai mua xu6nt bing den vi phdntrdno 1972

ir

bubn chAn. Cdn t0i, toi phii tang thang dE trAnh
n6i bubn ch{n cria cAi cinh qu{ f,ubn chAn vi df,
di lang thang. nhiBu. TOi cha* rdi bu&c qua lE
{Tdoq, nh&og mAi hi0n nhd, nh&ng cria hi6u,
tigm budn quen thuQc (d6n ndi toi nnO .O naoi
hiQu cria tung c{n mQr), Trgn ducrng, rdt c6 aa.i
dang lao nhanh qua t6i viro vut, ldp lAnh anh ddo
x.gnh d6. B[t giec- t6i nghi cldn hai ti6ng < vAn
tdc r, giiia thoi bu6i niy cAi gt cfiag phii JO u..{o
t6c >. Mgi ngudidang bu&og-vb mjt cei gi,t6 d6
say sua l4c thri. Toi tu h6i; khong lE ddi s6ng
chi
qua lgi b{y nhi6u th0i sao a Nguiri ta nhu
nh&ng
d-gt s6ng tidp ndi nhau r6i ran bi6o sao
? f;i
t!?r:lohai tay vio trii quhn d6dd, c6ng. Nn&ng
cAi trii rdrg tu6ch, t)r thti ki6,n soit tal tri uUO
xem c6 bao qicr mioh ngri vhr vcr ohr hOm nay
khong'? C6 16 vcri nb-&ng tric dhy trii r6i lai
ngni v6
cuQc doi mQt cAch khAc chEng?
Nhung khOng, bao gid toi cfiog th{y muOn
vin n6i xa lq co dcrn nhrr h6m nay. T{t ci ntriing
gi xung quanh t6i, nh&ng tr&ng nguoi, nh(iogbgn
b6, nhAn tinh, c&nh ddi qua l4i ka0ng ngoAirdrn
gi{y bqc. Nn&ng htnh inh ngoi rgop ki6m s6ng
t0i df, qua vdi mdy tlr&og b;rn ndi khd. Kh6ng
brdt bay gin chrtng ra tird r:Ao ?! 'fhli thd ! H;i
ti6ng mi bgn roi rhudng dtog dE kdt lu{rr cAu
chuy6o. Tdi tu cu<ri thdm tnia, hai tidng ddn bao
gid minh m&i th0i xIi. Nhiiog ngdy vdt vu&og.
bd ld, nh&ng bfra com xd h0i, com t5m 6 ngn
xe dd, t6i nho lai dugc tdt ca nh&ng gi6y phrit
[y. C6 nhibu kf nigm quA, d6i khi cfrog Aau th6,
nhung sdng khdng c6 l[y mQr hinh &nh kh6 nboc
ndo, tOi nghi chic li sE n&n l6m _tfii nrla li kh6c-
Toi ngu&c m{t l€n, bOn cgnh nh&ng dor s6r:g bts
mia xu6n, bdng den vi ph6n trdng 19/2
ru
I
thd, toi- g{p tai dI?. tft ci b4u^b0, chrtng
t6i
tlang niln n6 lgi & d6, vA vlu laiiubi trt cho ihau
Vf,,r kh6ng EOt loi n6i nAo a6 inonj
dbu thin nhi6n nhtr viQc th&-htt. fa "ar,-_girrl
that, tn'C mi
bgn tdi dd s6ng v0i toin nbfrng ms u&c kh6ng
bgo SIA c6 thuc. Toi ti6p tgc budc, con dudng
cAog hlc ciog thdy cAng quen thuQc mQt cAch v6
nghia. Toi chen chAn vil lfin khudt trong dAm rl0ng
vtia tan hAt, tim dugc mgt chtt an fi;]Cai gi rbi
cfing sE gua ohu tOi vAo moog: dgi, nhu cu6c vui
ch6ng v6nh kh6og? Hay mli mEi uhu ndi c0 dcrn
xa IA niy, dir t6i vfio drgc dbng h6a vAo mgt
ki6p ngudi: En, hgc, di lAm, vg cin, ,bi gi{ IEo.
C6 lE cbi nOn nh6m mit sdng bria di lA- xong,
nhu quanh t6i hg dang lua lA, huong phdn, c{-p
k0 &u rbi qua di s0ng pb&qg, f[e tiroi, toi
tg nhir-ydm
hEy qu0n h6r, b6 h6t nbu vi0n s6i g4p
bOo du&og; hey vd tinh ohu tdt.A oUfrg gf dang
t4o nOn cuQc s6ng v0 ilnh ndy.
EOm khuya khoi., nrung ph6 vf,n nhgn nhip
ngu&i mua s{m. Ngaoi nguoi sh& ilcyi mdy ngiy
Tdt rinh rdi aE roog choi kidm mQ crriit gi nEoL
diQn. Nn&og cAoh hoa rbi sB kho qult ao qu6n
sE mfit n6p phai mAu. Tdr ci sE qua mau, t6i lqi
bflt dlu ddi d'Qo voi ngily th6ng cfr m6c, c0ng
viQc di dqy, lEoh luong, ti€u xii. VlQc gi ciiug tlbu
dEu nhu vfly, rE nbi0n t6i th{y tro 116o gog.fOi
di rE xuSog md slag cllnh btrnq ki$m d*qc m0t chtt
thu rhi. Troi r0og gi6 mf,t lgnh du6i s6og dua
lOn, sao moc diy l6p linb, vfio kh6og thfiy mQt
ydn tioh nAo, M$r dohn trgc tbdng bay qua ch&p
ddn xanh d6 ep lqc dQng co khua vd m{t s6ni
Eem J6i run rAy rbi ldy lai v6 binh rhudog gii
tAo, khi Am vang do[o truc thing xa din, dho.
""
sdu ba
ChF.c lir co cuOc db bO nAo ghn dAl', sHp sira c6 thu&ng tinb. Nh&ng lhn g{p nhau nhu v{y cbi c6 I
tin chidn thfing, loan bAo b6n nAy bOn kia s6 dEm ba mfiu ki nidm ngAy hoc r t cdn nhen nhum
ttruong vong ngbe hoAi, nhung chua ddn luqt tgi, giEabon tOi mOt ng cuoi, ndi ghn nh&ng cinh doi t
t6i cd ngbi y6n. Sd m6i rhXog con trai le phAi c6 xa c{ch. YA T[n n6i durg, m6i thHng deo mdt cAi i
ngly e$mr srlng. Cfinq nhu s6 mdi dria con s6. TOi kh6ng bi6t n6 sd con gi mA p'rAi chdt vua
gei i* ndu co&r, may v{. T6i nghe vang l&i Itlc nb{n dugc cdl 16ah bi0t phAi. Toi nhim m6tlai. T
Tdn horn nao hic hai thfrng ngbi guen. fOt Oi! Nhiiog trAi ph{ hdng nghin dE xdv cao 6c, !
thfry nd den dtii shy xep di. N6 ti hring ' nh&ng vi6n dau ding giA muoi dbog. L{uoi dbng
'rb nfr.rii & h0 cbi huy su doin chcr biQt ph6il nh&ng r i0n kgo cho em b6, midng bdng cho dria con i
*-[thi rfiog quen mhy q ! NhiEu khi tao tbdy gei. Bd-v nhi6u d6 ihoi chu, tubi tr6 tron t6i con q
th&u nhi8n- driug tr{n. BAy gi& tao chm sfrni dugcbi6t phAi vb tlAuq ! TOi mohb nhin qua b6n t"
*frr$i ,"rh!.r chur phfin. Vi cAi niro cflng dE ki€; sdng, ddm s6ng len l6i vdi b6ng t6i. DAu d6, dt ln t
tiEn, i** kherng cirn th{y mQt chrit gi trli nguoc. ddm den, ciing li mAi tranh cfing li ruQng vudn I
htdi lirHng cd mngt cAi sd mAy 4 ! bi6t rd nhu thd bi6t rd nbu bidt r5ng d
-Toi
coe nio
- bd.
ff,rr thqo thao kE lai thinh tich {n cho-i, rndi s6ng cflng c6 d6i Tdi dung dAy nhin e
if,n hAnh gnfin vb. 'foi ngac nhi6n vE su thlnh thao sang bOn dy: mQt kholng c{ch xa kh6ng tdi nio ;\
rinh rot cfia no, khOng cOu chtt nio m6 pham nhu xich ghn lai duoc. Dh toin l{ nh&,rf thAn y€u t,

kbi edn rii hoc. Bon tdi vAn goi T{n li biEn tri6r th[.v r5t ghn Bfli, sao vAn ph&i goi ]rHng hai tr
dong phrrcrng. dqo d6 h5n tr5og tr6o voi cEp mit tidng do, dAy. c
d5m chi€u rflt thu sinh. BAy gid thi kh6c bgn, Toi ttruc dA-l', b0n canh nh&ng ch[n gdi quen rl
iihAc h&n. T6i 61it gir: thu6c. L+i mQt bubr sang thQt phiEn muQn. Bdn 1l
b
bAy gio ri6n b$ l&ar _ s6ng :as ch6t ngoai troijhrulhit.mua,doDg,iconunucrc"dang rOng
. - YAy al
{t
mai ti:i il{u c6n cAi gi ti giA tri, d4o uoi lrr.- t"o
b
hidr.
tr
* PhAi rdy miy A, tfr troag rung vd, nho II
tndnh phd kuoag chiu nbi, dai d6t gi ma lan 6cg c(
ihhn cG dOc m4y. Tao bAy gio kh0ng c6 mOr cAl T
gi le lf trr&ng hdr. kh6ng bao gid c6 ngar mai dE hr
minh mry uere theo dubi n&a. ChoicAidE mir a. ir
Tdi mu6n n6i vui Tfin:-khdng pbii ridng Dl

qi m*y kh6ng cd gi dB bon minh mo uoe. c6 tbE In

o{
ma u&e dugc n&a- Nhung sau d6 Tdn phii di.
Chung toi lu gid gu0n h8n nhfrng loi cbuc ti6n biQr di
td

s1u bdn sf
mia xudn, bdng den'vd phd* iiSnq t972
pom
lngnh6c gu6n rAc ru&i_nghu

"_'*.:,,.u_::i: oi"u "a

iof
nay bflt dhu vrio nh&ng
dgc.Tru&c m.{t t6i,
0r trurrg im lim day mtrt nO
sOog. iOi ,ro,, .6
r"*"si;E, inn ,.*onn
1t1'g thinh t{ng. T6i thd.v nbiing
anh mEt sAu v6 chiu dung niio "oirr.
gid toi xric donq nhu hom
khu6n m{r trE
Chua bao
,I
nsiy e-r,, igo-oa, ,iir" ini
pria ban rtd thu x6p vb suie"o""ii, "r,,, inr. ,li Chrtng tOi tu bier khOng
.i e, qua. T6i c&m thong c6 16 rnj"e"rI; -0,'f,y _"1{, vi r{t ci
fr nguoi duy nhdt b r.-r J{il'ii"n io"u nh& m{y hdt cho ducrc. roi ruoc *ti'"0! duoc va n6i
tgay rinh rdi A6 dq-n dqp ,t ,a.n. ;i ;;; ."y x6n, c6
[uann th6 mi bor duqc'_[y;;; ii
COng vi6c nh{t ";
nh&ng tidng th& nghe phibn;r;;.'Ngudi
toi hiEu bidr nr,au trorig .ai r.na ra d6
Ftors ldy rndt crrtt hAo h,i; ;;;'q;uo",.rhat
,e Srigon nib.m.v1i. cil,rq nh.u mi6ng
ilcrr,i; rrong nbiing
It & Iqi dav rrhong khi .fir;;;Ji"re chEng c6 ngon-Jo liu, Idi dau
I gi goi tn tdr. Lii hoc tro d;" ;;o u*" nhd dci vdv. Toi nhin rheo
noirs ;;, tdc hrii cao,
ldo toi vE nhd chring, hria dfli nfiy toi trdng mdu trins *u:-!,da.rg
_Jo nay m6n no. crri ,iaiiuap budc ra.
Ngoai ducrng trcri dd uf rrn-
b;;;,'l;;, mf,y rang
[.i:i fffi 6';l'*** tj.JI'T,.J;#JJ,t
6u gi{o, cdu gi6o...
cay vdng dai xanh ta co titng
cti;"in,
"u
,,r.
oimog oqay-iui*6i roi day Nb&ng bubi ch.iEu cudi nlm
iu tidp rlf,i An chu d;";;.;'rroog x[ ldm vi mo udc ducyc sdng ngAy a"r, IAm tdi nh& nhi6u
0i ltng rring vi xric"cfia.d0ng.
fJi"lti.r, ra bd.s6nq ghd
i"l'*i tuog thang
oinh v6i mor dcyi sdng cha? thu h6a ngbi-m{t quan
,*-o' Ji; di. C6 mor quen thu6c vi bao gid-toiciinq";;;. euiin nu&c
htt gi vui rAy r6v ld,i ,ui *rO, kh6ng thish di r&o hay & nhe.
ra dey ngbi, u6;
uui ilri tdt & day, UOinirg ddu rhua
lf"lll,,.S.o._o, :d;;';;;o'iir,
riy trd hiu nhu chil6irhfly i],;;;;; cai tinh
{t ngdn nh8ng uq a6,j,;;:'A;;;i,ie Ir"Ji,",T,,j,lui
tdp ngi, banh phric chi la fj-ura"S',rt *ai trong
ubi day dudi mrii ron rhflp,C, rnir. Mlt
t,Ei n?ng d6n ch8y
&, lop hoc thi kh6ns h,; k;;;;'u"iu
rdi rln cr; tdi nhin lii ta d6n
to.-t.J'?af"turi
r d.ia sAnh ,1ua dhu t6i ducre,
;;
", ld
r;;il
nhd ddu mflr
Di lai v6 vA,r hinh dung
tai.rf iT,,a, hoc cu6i,
.;; a

): tro ngbi bet tr6o^u61

r lSng ddt bi6l, khong khi,a.a,
,"ui iii aa"n ,uo
thf,t rro8o"oao, chring
lbe toi nhXc tai 0.1:l"alo tret d;
tta thu kh6i lira. T6i kh6ng qua nr,rng
i m0 tfr, minh chring *;, il; kh6 kbin
licn sfr-.'CAil;;. t6 hi6n tD Pbd tb,ias O ts7e
cinh ;i il;' a
i dang-sinn niai]Bu6itusng
lo,:s_u{.lTo:g
hqc qua Drau, Trl$t[?
1 ndm
mia xu6n, bgng a.@
 q-ufin nhting hnng bong gidy d6 th$m. euAn th6t khnft. Toi lcr dHng nhln nh&og chuydn xe lam qua
xoAngxinh ndn thuong thua ngudi. T6i I+i ua cinh dulog, hilt bui vAng mir mit. B6n xe dd ICn gi6c
1ri thm thudng dy. Bubn bubu ra dAy ngf ,n tring ducrrrg phia chq, dhy chflt khAch. C6 tA Ao vAng,
6m lich treo vich, rbi lai nhin giong sOng l{ng 16. d6ng ai nhu S&. T6i chdnr chf ng6, S&
tn*t r*.
QuAn chi lA m$t cdn nhA sin nh6, m5t c6 th6 To.i blag nhanh qua lg. S& vua trd tibn *org,
trdng ra dudng c6i, Iung vria c6 thB tUa vAo v6ch crli xudng tay- x{ch gi6 l6n, mht ng6 chung"uqo"o6.
th6y dugc mAu nu&c duc lu qua cria sb. Vach Tdi goi to: S&!..
vAn th6ng gh6p so xii cdn d{m nh&ng v6t son S& quay nhanh re g{p tOi mung r&.
den ti6ng I\Iy. Toi tirng ugbi dAy dB ddt mfly ngay
trdng r6ng mi kh6ng bao gid bidt ch6n. Trcri IqnL - Em xu6ng df,y chi vdy',?
trong con gi6 bnc; t6i nh& Iai thu& cOn b6 & nhd,
_thuonq
h6i me tOi xem nhiing hom th6 nAy dX
lqnh b&ng trdi ngoAi Bfrc chua. i\{e roi rra l&i pi6og
<t0gfip n5m lho, g[p mu]i thn, ngoAi nfic tqnh non,
cAng lAm cho tOi t0 md rnoog mQt ngAy ra BEc
xem ti6t trli nhu thd niro cho bi6t. ftr&ng hd coi
quAn l{ng 16 d{t ly cA phe rr6n bAn nhu mgi
lln,
cud! ng th$t hbn nhi6n. BAy gid mQt minh ngbi
dAy mo m$t c{hh nhA du ctng nhd c6 mqt mGn
ddt xa xOi ndo tron j f tu&ng, m&i bi6r r&ng tuili
tr6 b€, vcr lA dAng bubn. Nnrng tro.g thdi thg,
niy, c6 16 clri n6n giri mQt nu cudi nbu thAng b6
lA hon, thin nhi6n nbf n lEnh. Toi v6i l5y td bAo
ttb,l bln bln, tim doc nh&ng muc rao vdt, c6oph6,
tin mriug. Cti m6i tin mrlog rbi sE c6 bao nhieu
c{o ph6 clAy? T6i l6n thho nghi, nhu viy gao dAng
ggi lA tin mirng?0t m$t cii tin mirng sanh ra
hidl Mr{ qu6, em n6i v6i nhd vb ngoai, em diuh
bao cAi tin br,bn rroog vAi muoi nEm n[a?
qua -gay rbi gUe th6m anh iuon.
,
.

Bu6irchibu, mAy 16ng d6 d{t vAng T6i d6t tav St& bflng qua IO, S& vria di
m{t song, vria kB
l6i h6o Anh vAng tHt sdu trong qu6n. Cdnh tri lE huyen
dong rdt c& hf r idm tu&ng dd n,6nh m6ng
J thus 6n.
tfi6
- Vo qudn ngbi chrit dE. A.,h dang hgbi tlopg
sau sdu
mia x-udn, bCng den ,d ohi;@

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I

m6i ngAy n&o d&y rnfr" Anh rrh&

n &y, trOng ra hdn xe thdy d6ng uguoi gidng em'
- Mau quA,
nh&ng bubi chiEu tan hoc hay dwa em ra qudrn
Tu'&iag td ai r:h.u! Qu6n, tt6 gqi cAi gi u6ng dE.
ngbi. Nh&ng rgey mua thur td, uh&ng ng{y n&ng,
nh&ng hOm trtri rdt nhu hOm nay. Qua di rbi
tr& lqi. Sao ch6ng ghe S& h&? BAy gio ngbi dAy
vin mQt ng*y oudi d0ng gi6 b6c nhu h0rn xua,
thdi tidt tr& vE chu k) cfi. Anh v& S& rndi nai rnQt
ngfl. S& c6 thfiy thay t16i gi khong? Tdt nAy anh
khOng mu6n vb chrit nio, ngqi sB ch*n ngrln nhin
lai cinh tri eii, b4n bd phfrn t6a hdt, kh&ug cOn
m$t kjr niQm niio dir khoi phuc lqi tubi tr6 l4e ldng'

Tdi ddt mot if,idu thu6ci kb6i lim cay mit" Toi
dui mit, nhin xudng tay S& it6 loi tr0n biln, ng6n
tay trflng xanh gd thhm lilng. S& cdi dh"r m6i t6c
UuOng che ntta m{rt. Mcr hb, toi thdy nh&ug giqt
Iong lanh trOn mfrt S& d6 hoe. Gigng S& run nbg:

tricxe qna bdn Di6n kh6nh, em nhin rn6t

So ltrac ioi
* Anir gol earn vAng nhu t$ cfr di'
5$ tua noi, tay loay hoay l{y ra trong
x&ch m{'"' goi nnui'
Ecr bi6t arrh thich hbng kh6 n€n nnua maog
-
xudng clAy. Bq tdt niry anh kh6ng vb sao ?
Tdi c5n a:i6ng hbng ng&rn v6i mdc tring. C6
mQt ehrlt ihry ngAY nAo vria hbi sinh lrong tri.
Toi th5v tu dnng minh be d4i, S& ctng th6, bai
dua nhu qr.r6:i moi biSn dQng chung quanh. T0i
n6i gloug ui:6:
g
,2 ..tl;"a"" hing ,ie, ud phin tr6ng 1972
rgOi tru&ng dE xi0u veo, nhiEu ddy ng6i tr6c db,
trcv cQt den diri. Em cdn monq g{p lai anh, nghi
toi anh trong doi s6ng nhiEu khic khb & dAv' Ltc
nio em ciing tbfy anh nhu nfiudi v0 t&'u,6nn {p
gi6
toAn nhfrng l5r tu&ng mtr tu dAy vd ;tinlr' Anh
khong lra ldi rrot li thu ndo tt l.tbi 'jLi! vb dey.
Em cbfic anh g5p nhibu vg buhn qu5' chu kh6ng
lE anh dttt khoAt duqc chuy6n cfr c&a minh C6
dAng v6v Em 'ir kh6,ig bi6t de lann g! arh bubn
kb0ng? Em vd , thucrr*8 anb nibm iridu nEr'h trong
thdhg knb dy, nhung kh6ng kb6i dau sot nhin
cuQc tinh ian . &, cbi con lai v€t ticrr nhirng ki'
ni$m kh6ng bao gio nhat nlda hav tei tao dro'c'
sdu bdv
f

Em ngbi phii, nhung kh6ng bao gio minh
-
hi8u n6r. Voi auh, vi6t ra, oOi ra .t i aao sAu ngQ
nhin v& cang rhdy minh crt dcrn. Anh roi r6 du<lc
ddi anb, d&i em troug khoing c6ch khOng tAi nio
ndi ghu dugc. Dil trong gi{y phrlt nAo d6, vfin
gln kE_dri n6i vdng tay kin; nhu bAy giu diy. Edn
cai tu6i nAy antr v6n kh6ng mgt cAi gt db bAm
vlu. Lf tu&ng lA gi ? Thhn rugng & ttau ? Sdng
kh6ng cdn li ch4y itua dE tim cdi qr:f nhflt tfit
nhdt vdi anh n&a. Tni an phnn rAm thudng, bflt
g{p troag dcri sdng d6 nhfrng nibm vui nh6 nhoi
lA d(r. Anh tu ngtri kh$ng th6 tao nbi cho em,
cho ai di ni?a; mgt hanh phtc v{t chft theo nghia
ngudi d&i, nghia li mgt do'i ydn dm phong luu.
Vt anh v{a coi d6 ln m$t &o &nh, mgt thfr ngqy
h4nh phrlc. Thi it nh{t anh cflng c6 can dlm dut
kho{t, d6 tranh cho em mgt mhm m6ng tlau khb
de gieo, tr{nh cho em cuQc h;a chon dau d&n,
mi ri6ng anh kh6ng c6 quybn tr6i buOc em phii
cam phdn mdt cu01 sdng nhu anh. Auh gid
d*y
:!{rg- co_ dibu gi ttE tu f,Ao, ne"1hjoe c6 gr phii
khb r& ci. Anh minh_chirng iior, ye;;; ,ao'JAJg
nAn b5*g chinh su ddn thAn cfia Lioh, tuy v&i
em
lA ngugc ddi, nhung anh cho r&ng n6 hqp lf vei
cinh ng$ minh.
Trdi x{m miu ngi, m{t s0ng loang loAng, den
b6ng nhu ab a5u. 'toi h6i S& n[nng irAo
"[uy6o
nhi cho, qua bubi. TOi dua S& ra bdn xe, cdn
ntrm
sO dudng n&a S& vb t&i bOn ngoqi. Tr0n
lty bdn
S& kin d6o dung dua vai toi tri nigi. roi nim bAn
tay S& lanh bu6t. Toi chi kip h6i th6m sao tay
em lqnh quA? Chuydn xe vuot t&i tru6c. TOi quay
vb, tho.{ng c&m ti:dy huong t6c S&, mo h6 mQt
Anh m&t co duoi, nu cu.di tb{t tuoi vi v6t,go dA
thuoug tr6nlung bin tay trAi criaS&ngAy nAoe

pht mira
A
thHng xuan
ddu
m4t

sdd, tAm
mia xuint bdng den vd ph6n tu6nq lgZZ
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phltc sinh cb ,tich
-.
S cc oc go cc cc ca cc cog
8U[g
- rl
o
khi cd mQtcdnh dn chao ngang ddu ngd
liri cd cdy bdng nggt mQt ilyi mia xudn
chdng bdng tr& vd,
sauthiri gian ddi im ch\t.
o
em cd nghe kh6ng r\n rd nhqa ilbi bas quanh
xdc rfra ?
chdng d,d, cdttibng ca,liri hga mi riu rtt
ildnh bQt khditimtirngui*n sqn mdu
d,dnh bdt khdi ildu tirng mdng 6c ilen.
o
ilbng sfua soqn ddn chd hqnh phic
vi u&i chdngthagng dA dd di hoang.
o
th6i itirng kh6c t Em hdy lau ntr&c mdt
gigt ud nghi em dd mii ldm chi
b&igqp gd tdthflt nhi\udaukhd
ndntim li lgm, tri ngu si.
o
khQnh khqngbt&c gita ilbi
chdng ild kh6ng vdng tqc
cA inh mang ld chdn
chdngtq nguyQn mi d,ui.

rn*a rufn, bltry den vd ph-tn tr6ng'1972 s6u c.hln

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Em hdy ld gtbng s6ng Cbu long nudi iliri chdng nghi tqi thQt trrc ctiri cho mft bdy sdi dqi cdu
ddng bdng Nam ViQt xd nhau dA ddi rdi ng6,i im nhgn tai
mgi ngairi hdy td ddn o
dri gq.o chdng mdn ki\p fuymtirng trang sdch r&c em dqe thn didu rdn
o ldi su6ng sd sA nhQn chim b(iy sdi
itd hodi hodi nhdn loqi dwyc hdi sink
nhfrng hqt gqo ha hao chdng sE tE minh nhai t?ong tay em thdnh thiQn
nubt ngoan ngodn mQt bdy ciru
ndu em mubn xfut chia trong mdt chdng hidn dlu
chdng sd khdngtir khwhc em cd thdy tinh ydu ?
dn mQt hqt gq.o chd,ng a
em sinh trdmbgc trtrng
di 6m nhidu huydn m\ng cho cuQc sbng mQt d,iri
o dang rd rtgi chd,ng udn phdi nhin quank vi
,
em hdy hdi mgtbdng crtc ilm ud,
thqc tb kh6ng ndm trong m\ng *&e .
cdm giira tim d,d hodi cilng dryng tr|n ddi thQp tg. cdy etru rdi
** chdng
t) t n ?udt queo , chdng soi lgi ddi minh d.ang bdt ddw
il dA bong crtc nzgc d,dy gai sdc
$ kh6 hdo
il kna tin rrtirng tir mau chdy dd-v thdn
i ( gibng mtiu dd cdng mg cha bdi fudng d.i, m\t trong cqn mua nguydnth&y
ii

r cd ttch bdng phq c sinh

iI mQt ldn nudi l&n xacthd.n chdng)
f chd.ng reo hd khoai trd
s em cd chia mbng kh6ng
t
o ufi ddi chdngkhbn khd ?
il
i eitng dq"o chti vtrbn dla ddng tld tim lqc thi o
& thrh cdn qud tdo tham d.l biAt th6m sV thQt hqnh phrtc ffong chting ta
uirphdi ch$v di tirn a6ng gigt s:r.ung dau khd dd. em phdi ludn cdt giir
kbt tu ttr ldu rnd rngi ngwdi rudng bA hqnh phrtc ffong ching ta
hqnh phrt"c dd xanh um tb dd em phdi lu6n cdt giir
ern pkdi ubng
ll Saigon 15-1*1972
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s bdv ntoi mia xudn, biing den vi phSn trdns 1972

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Tb Ch&c Sinh Host Hq. Eu&ng

t. sQt - e6nro GtAo - su c6 - vir.r
CL,&-tiCh: O . NGYfiN-NGOC-QUANG X.L,T.V fliQu tru&ag
Phd-ch,i-tich: o.Y0 -_NGQC - EaI Giim-hec
o , xcuy6N-vAN_LIl.qM T6og-giim-tb!
T6og-tLu-kf: 0.DINH - NCec- AX GiSo-su
VA t5t ci cic gi{o-su crla tru&ng, dugc phAa phdi trong 6 pLbng cLuy0a-m6a .fi" B.o cL{p hia[
11. BAN cxip xAnx
a - pnim GtAo su
Hi0u doio tru&ng X.L.T.V Hieu tru&og O . xCuvfiN-NGOp-eUANG
I{;Qu doin phd, T6og_thtr_Lf O . BiNI{-NGoC-AN
i. T[ti qui Ph{t-ngtn-vi0o O. rp-HCru - LOc
I ]pnoNo VAN NGHE 2 PHONG BAO CHf
o. Nguy6n-ngqc- Quao Tru&ng phbog 0 . NguyEo duy Linh Tru&og pLbng
r o. Trho-tLanh-Thanh 0y-uiOo . Doia qudc Si Ph6 tru&ng phbog
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Trucng phan Nam Miuh
TrIa thd Uy
Bi. V6 Lim Hoa u'1"
0 . Ph.* hru Birh
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NguySo vio Thuong . T6o thdt Truog Nghia

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PL3m c6ng Ng6n
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lo Trlo quang Minh Tru&ng phbog 4 PHdNc rt ruAr

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fiy vi0o
- . Bii guang Kim iy vi8a
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0 . Ngry6o t& Quf Tru&ng phbng 6 eHONG xA HQt va sAcH sE
. Holog trla Ho4ch fly C6 . NguyEa tLi Thio
- ,i8a Tnr&og phbng
. Pbaa hiru Nigm BA. Dss6g tLi Ninh
- Phd tru&og phbng

- . PL3m Lin Thu - . HulnhtliNgec Aoh Uy vi0a

- . NguyEo vio Nha - . Luu thi Kitrl VAo

Cd, Trhn thi TAm
. Le thaoh Hoiog Dtr
- . Nguy6o tLi Thu Huoog
- . NguyEo nggc Quang -
. HuluL vln Ngd
- . Trln tbi Bich San
-
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B PHiN - cIAo - slNH .

Lf
Tdng thu Pbam vi Hba EA oL! oi6n r4
PL,5 T6o9 thu Lf Nguy6o tLi Nluog ahi oi3n 4
Ph6 Tdng thu Lf Cao aggc Biu -
- ahlt ni0o t2
r - Khdi V:o Nghf 3 Ttr&ng Lhdi Trlo tuia Dtog ahi niOo ro
Phd tru&ng khdi Li luu Lu,vdo - ohdt ai0n t4
-
z - Khdi Bio CLi ; Trtr&ng khdi NguyEo thioh Yr al,i ai0o ro
Ph6 trtr&ng Lhdi NguyEo tL! Thu Yio - ahi ni0a z
'tnr&ng Lh5i
-
, - Khdi ThE Thao vi Du-Li ch : Hulah vio Ut * rrhi ai0o rr
Phr5 tru&og LLdi Trio thi Hulng ah{t ni0o . r
-
I - Khdi Kf LuAt : Tru&ngkhdi L0 miah Sing
- trL! oi0a r 4
Ph6 trtr&og khdi NguyEa Hoa -- nh{t oi6s r z
- Khdi HecTip : Tru&ng LLdi Chuog thinh Thii
5
Ph6
- nhi oi6o r 4
tru&og Lhdi NguyEa th! Hoii
- ahdt niSa r
6 - Kh6i Xe Hg; r Tru&og khdi Truong vin KiQt nLi niSo | 4
PL6 th! Nhuog
-
tnr&og Lhdi NguyEn nL! ai€u e
-
ldy hai mia xudn, bdng den ph6n trdng 1972
 shi rdi
e noiv nn{n Hgc
Sauahihg ngAy dli t?m quea sSch v& (hay th{t ra l}
nh0ag au lo troog mrla thi cir ?) nh&ag con ogtrli tr| 6d
tla tlEn tlty ag6i trudng Sir-phqm db t6p k€t tLSo
- din tr6 thft
v&i biog deu, - vdi phdn triog, v&i ah&og
tho ngly troag m$t tucrag lai gho gti : hai nlm h9c t$p.
Drf blng bdt crl agayOa c& gi, sq c6 m{t nh&og
nguli tr€ trorg khuug cinh nly kh6rg ago)i f mu6n
hgc lAm thly, ngoli srl ltya cbgn mQt nghE c{n biu .
Nhln churg vlokbu6n mit qngr&dah hbng bubi
rdng, troag gay git bubi trua ohgp hgc, tu&rrg coag dti
r6i lOn riag: Nhfrog nguli tr6 darg th6a mXu vE sg
Iga chgn ctia -aiah ,
O BEu c&:
Kh6ng kht bhu cri ahiing kbu6n m{t d4i diQn tgp
thE dl t4o thtnh mit iuh hu&ag giSy ciruyEn Su;
tirng lli o6i, tirng d6ng diQu. NhCrag cilu h6i d9
dlm im lim chuyEa qua ttag kh6e *i6og. Nhfrng
srla so4n mli chto cQug til. 'fdt ci ll db miah clrfrng
m$t sg thrEc : tubi tr€ ttaag g6p phhn vlo nhting ho4t
tlQng biog tit ci ohiiog hiog abrg .
Vl rbi muli llm khu6a m{t h3a hauh dqr drgc
f nguyQa di cb,lnh thrlc bit tay vlo viQc. Ngly r5-rz-1.t
dinh ddu lio tuy0a xuag crlog t{p th0. t16 I*m m$t
cugc hAah trlah. N6i elda mQt lln di tl phii du dirh
mQt ch6 ddn. Hy vgug ring lt v&i hlah trang cln thi6t,
v&i tubi tr0 dlng cao, ch6 ddn ctia tfp thE s6 aglo ag4t
huong hoa, sE btrag rSag 6nh hbng.
Mgi thfr th6ch, moi ch6og gai b&a v3y dhy riy tr€n
sudt do4n du&ag dEu duqc ahla nhu nhfrag mec a6ng
chric tpng, nhiiog qu) tlug chia vui trorg lln dlng
wle xu6n, bdng den vd pl75n tring 1972
ngu&i su pham
quang cria tf p thb .
Nhung dr] vf y vdu dE vin dugc 6it n lA nh&ag
r:guli tr0 su phqm phii liar thd alo dE x&ag 65ag
rhia i5nh h4nh phtlc dang chlo d6n chung quaah 3
CAu trd lbr oiy dri nhit xin dugc c5n cr! vlo thrEc td
O Von nghe
Nh0og trlrg phSo tay chtrg ahu kh6ag mudn d#t,
nhfrng ng cubi mxn aguyfn crlng t& tr0n m6i ctia
aguli thu&rg rgoar trong i5n xudt qunr dhu tiSn trong
bubi v5n ngh€ 16 ra mit hria hqn nhiEu ring vla ngh$
c&a cac < bAc thhy, c6 troag lai .u kh6ng ddn nbl bubn
hiu t€ r:hat .
Thla thing xdrg I€n, khdi v5n ngbQ di chdp thu{n
l&i nrli cria trrrlng H6 aggc Cha vlr dAm trich ch&e
vU Uy vi€a vlu rghQ trong ban Tb chric v1n aghp ll€n
truUrg riy l4o chidn si ti0n tuqdn dugc tb ch{rc v}o bai
agLy z9 vi 3o th;ing r nlm r97z .
Drt thd, troag khu6o vi0n Sur Ph4m, khdi v5n nghg
eing ':i chf * xngt bubi v5n aghQ thi dua vlo dip t5t
ai€n v.i i*ydn erho r airirrg mln d[c sic mang l€s Ti vi
c6eg iri€n cr)*g quSa eirdog
Blu r$n mEi v6i c6ng vigc, rgu&i vEn ngh{ via
kirerag qrr€n bii to6r: eQag --. R6ag l0a ! Cho bi eoa
bi6t dip sd gdpdi !
I XG hQi va Sgch sB
V'&a ehdp e,hdnh, Oag-b} xS hSi sr: ph4m d1 phii
ci6i d5u v&i bac nh:6u aghich cAnh : bio ir,rt miEa Truog,
gido sinh tir nan v v . .
VC*i n?r&ng co:i s6 tuy nh6_ nhoi abung di chr?ng
t6 rdt aliibu thi€r chi crlatfp thE gbm mQt oglr siu
ttlm khu$n m5: .
bdy ba
 s'-?B 4h8p t'15'o in+E tdiea Tri'ln'?: t
o'a'tra<'ti 1 kf luQt
{a
-edfo\fi Bi rlcrdi mni vB xe cQ, <r rgu&ikf lu6t r dangthi
4 Jao taa;q ';;,t -Phr:og
blnh nh&ng biQn pbdp kf lu$t git gao dE tr6nh ola
: Fhtng di'itr giSo sinti Trda: +t:a md,t xe vl srg << x3m rh{p b5t hgp ph6p > cria ahi}ag
(:rhlro): r:.5ood' h&i egtr&i rni] Vi6l" ngu&i la mit.
Bi:r girlo "rd sd Termahotr'a efia
-
r{aro eon v. H6 trq eho a rgu&i k!' 1u3t r ll nhilag tb6ng c6o
x'a r:$i : !i3n '''r:':i sia Tbng gi.{m thi vE via iJE ki luit hgc du&ng
V6n e!r'"sa h€t zlq', <l ngl"-&l eria phoag
tuy *bu **U* eUu n:l}-a'?{uiln i:&ir
lhiing agut;! c?iru s6ng ( Riu t6c oi ! chiio mi ! ).
ehi$m dau tai '[,ar-hhil-
Su'de]e 5 B B- Vr€n pttin v]
qrts i9"r&n$ g bdo chi
,ie-'g*" =*n*t.- hqn gip gF thi'r:n cim
'r i'
t rc l'3ol; c'"ri 'l
?
Thi€n ht vui mtrng d5n xuSn cou chuQt tlfr agi
'6, ?el& {'heo ';A Eu Bleh kiEu, ri6ag < ngrrlri bio ch{ r thi mit ph} rlu ciiag il8
vr tl:i m)
iI uh6'eg <r ri"li gri a n sbung kh6"eebit
Eer.
I n0u
kiEu: bli v&, diinh miy, kilm duygt, quing c5o, muqn
.e rr3i .i*y trl tSir' tlt r: l:'''i gi 1;15'; tiEn, v.v...
- tlo6 tAuo d'r iieb ll!|Et chinl' '1c-r iai ci'- sAu
Ri€rg tiEn dE l]m bio cflug dZ ll nrQt ddu thaa to
lhE"*&dttc v]: thE thae :i
t?' I i-'E I li:og tu&ng d{t agay uong diu ctia a ogu}i b6o chi >. Pnii
Sam gilii nr&' t*da roi-r 9t"'tt:'' :':
I.r:: lb) -: r: ii ::'lc t6o khA nti€u uudc bgt hon niia thi may ra m&i c6hy
''1u" I
lo.ir, t'f;, pg th'-
chtryE:ao bfrg
it ':a i-a.-i2 ': lt' vorg Jrl tiEo tnqc hiQr
tr4i'el.u Ulrj,o 1,."g tl'l'i'il'u tre=g l::: egi';
Kd tiflp- i.to' < tidn :'.a r-;'r r'' z ''4i
: i': !'-':io Tbqrc ddrg 1) : { trefl tim bing deo su phTm
Bluh l-,otnt clrfc tii, chirc sie r:'zi agi-: :"j "i :c-'.' 72' ngtoi bjo chi ,J;nq c6 gitg cQag tunq d6ng ) (O ho
i''-:.'.:./' v' c: ' sao
Sag;rn sinh tl:m r-!6 sgerli suc t'ice3 lt. Ar la: ll. ) Ho:c kr;c di thi lt: < Ngu&i b6o chl su
iA r*St h:*h thrle <l aghri:: :i: ':ar:;h-';ng
ili,
"ciicg ij': r
di ph3m 1i .oa rg :rla r:roi cguli slr p',?rrl
ng:ay 're tnrb'dg ciia :;" ;hgn D

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trqra,r or:8"1.tt-rrr*t:iT fho minh r:r;'
t'hu h+l )') Nh.rng nhb v5y aguli bio chl m&i c6 dti caa dim
vE v&i khuOs mit hanh phfc troog giai phhm dugc
Xa iie'c rr*a, cngrr&'i Jtt lilil'r dioh tb ch:-rc -xn tdt trdn trinh th€=: hoa. (str)
ngoli dic Pli;i Qarnc'r (^'dgh* lfiug hip rira
r'i rine i$n!)'
+$ irr;e f&P O hgc bbng.
' Ch& doi tu&rg dn mdn con mit ml 0ag thhn tAi
* p:*,. 'ilc ri;iy vpt o C:& i& eh&m r:goa cGa uguli
stt phlrn ti p'ion:e pl.r6*g &nir dang trs.du6i dit b6cg vinchua chfu 96 crlr cbui v,io. Nim h€,ttdt ddn, nh&ag
.d,rq'., tlruryt g iau, :'uy rngy c&og c6 vli trlc trd vl m6t ogu&i su phatn v5c eia loay hoay trong ciu h6i. Bibt
;:n6y pb*cg di bi hr-s hai n6ug kh6 bb sria ch&a' Chi ddn baogi& 6o9 Siu LQc tim ddn ching ta ?...n
cdn Lm$t miir ch; r:i 1,3p st& dqtng. C6 16 vi srp ch& dgi d:i ding, nguli su phSm ai
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