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By Guiyeoni
#1
Summer break is almost over and school is about to start. Because it’s near the end of
summer, all my "friends" have gone away on trips with their boyfriends. At the blossoming age
of 18, the only thing I can do is go on my computer. And I’ve gone on almost every site in the
world... so I have nothing to do on the computer either.
Oh yeah~! A topic~!
So I did..
Ji Eunsung
“You girls~ Don’t go out in the city.. You girls dress like crap~ Get that?? Are you pissed yet?
Reply~~ Kekekek”
Okay fine, my school is rumored to be one of the best in Kwachun, so most of the girls dressed
in our ugly plaid skirts with their hair cut up to their chin and their bangs tucked behind their
ears..
But still!! This is too mean!!! The more I thought about it, the more it pissed me off.
And since my school is rumored to be one of the best and we have a lot of nerds, no one would
reply to this ass. Not that they’d have the backbone to either..
“Shut your trap!! Speak for yourself!! Fawk off you bastard!!!”
I turned off my computer and an hour later turned it back of to see if there was any reply..
Nope.. No reply...
The sun had begun to set and I felt a familiar sensation in my stomach..
Oppa is in college...
Mom’s at a meeting..
It’d be a while before dad got back...
+RIINGGG RIIINGG+
Oh my cell phone’s ringing~~
Forgetting about my soy sauce, I ran towards it.
“Hello?”
“Who is this?”
“Yeah, uh why?”
“It said it in your profile.. You don’t know why I called? Do you know who I am?”
“You started it.. And do you think I care who you are?”
+RRRINNNGS+
+Next Day+
“O_O Where?”
“I dunno. But I have.”
“Anyway, Han Yehwon, you’re the problem. Why’d you even reply back?”
“I don’t know!!”
“Just don’t answer his calls because he’s probably out to kill you..”
“Yeah I know..”
And that’s how it ended.. until 2 weeks and 3 days later-- the day right before school started. I
wanted to show the girls at my school a new me, so I went to go get my hair straightened at
the salon. There wasn't as much people as I thought there’d be…maybe because it’s morning...
+Ring+
“Huk”
Three guys just walked in.. my age.. and GOOD LOOKING. All 3 had blonde hair -- they’re
probably here to dye it back to black because of school..
“Hair cut.”
The unni set down one of the guys next to me and I was too embarrassed to look up. I can’t
look at anyone like this..
“Yeah..”
B.U.T
#3
I was surprised. The guy next to me was Sang High’s #3 of the 4 best looking guys..
The one who showed some interest in Kyungwon (my friend).
He looks popular. He’s even prettier than me... In other words.. BLAGH. I don’t like people
better looking than me. I quickly averted my gaze.. How embarrassing.. Why now of all times?
“...Me?”
“You.”
“Why?”
“...Yeah?”
The crazy bastar* shouted at one of his friends seated on the sofa.
Right then, I looked in the mirror and saw one of the guys coming nearer. He was very tall with
short blonde hair. I think he's Ji Eunsung... -0-
I still looked down with the plastic on my head. But he grabbed the plastic and ripped it off my
head so my eyes found his face..
#4
The guy was staring at me with a loathing look. White skin. Short blonde hair.. No double lids
but big eyes. He looked like a Japanese comic book character.. Prettier than me. Wait.. I don’t
want to admit that he’s good looking..
“Yeah.”
Ji Eunsung forced a VERY fake smile to cover up his anger. He grinned at me..
“ ” <-- me.
“ ”
“What should I do to you?? ” His face hasn’t changed at all.. How scary..
Stupid Floppy (I’ll call him that since his hair flops and I don’t know his name) grinned.
“Weren’t we finished with that whole thing? ” I gathered my courage and smiled.
“Do you know how long I’ve waited for this day..? ”
Shut up Floppy.. before I break your face. Suddenly I got a boost of courage before it was
shattered away again.. 1 girl.. 1 guy on the sofa.. Stupid Floppy.. and Ji Eunsung... 1: 3. So
much for that plan...
“Hey, I’m straightening my hair right now. Let’s settle this after I’m finished.”
“Yeah, I don’t feel like beating someone with plastic on their head either.. Hurry and finish it..
^0^” He said in a scary tone.. and sat back down on the sofa.
B.U.T ..
Stupid Floppy grinned at me..
“ “
“... “
I wanted to tell the unni next to me to kick them out.. but with stupid Floppy next to me-- that
was out of the question. And a horrible 30 minutes passed. People who’ve done it might know..
but magic straight is a test of patience. As soon as his hair was cut, Floppy ran over to Ji
Eunsung. And the 3 guys on the sofa just stared at me…waiting… I could see through the
mirror..
“Yes ma’am.”
Maelong~~ >_<
“Usually when girls straighten their hair, it takes a while.. Last time when I came here together
with Haewon, I thought I was going to die waiting..”
“About 1 hour..”
“ “
I felt my nostrils flare to keep from snapping at him. It’s 1:3. I can’t take them all...
Ji Eunsung stood up.. and following him, his friends did too.
“If you're not here when I come back, your 10 hits will become 100. Got that?”
Yes!! They’re leaving!!!
“If you leave you die!! I’ll go hunt you down at your school!!”
I slammed down the money and I yanked off the robe. With the plastic covering still on my
head, I ran out the back door.
+Next Day+
I arrived at school. Much to my annoyance, Kyungwon didn’t even acknowledge my new hair.
“Kill him... ”
“You poor b***h, I can’t believe you haven’t heard of Ji Eunsung.”
“KEKEKE! ^0^“
The first day of school we got assigned the last seats in the room so we sneakily and carefully
chatted away.
“Hey, don’t lie to me, I know you’re afraid Ji Eunsung will come looking for you.”
“OKI OKI!!”
So.. the time is 4 o’clock and school has ended and we’re SUPPOSED to be in detention right
now.. We crept past the office and into one of the classrooms.
We whispered in the back of the classroom.. We talked about what we would do when we got
home and on the weekends.
“Huh? Why?”
I ignored her and I started to run as fast as I could. I felt a LITTLE bad so I turned my head and
yelled, “They’re in Ji Eunsung’s group! RUN!”
I ran for my life, even though I didn’t really know if it was him or not. I’m sure it was one of his
friends from the salon (not Floppy) the other one.
In that case, I might as well go to the south side and go out the door and hop over a fence and
into the street.. Kyungwon finally caught up with me.. panting for breath.
“You psychotic b***h. You leave your friend to save your own pathetic life!?”
“Sorry.. T_T .. I’ll pay you back, but right now is REALLY not the time to fight. Ji Eunsung’s friend
saw me.”
“Crazy b***h...”
“Of all the girls at school, I decided to become friends with you.”
“ ”
“Catch me okay?”
“Shut up..”
”AHK.”
“What is it?!”
No answer...
“Huh?? WHAT??”
No reply..
“No..”
And if I have ever been careless, it was on August 23, 2001. I jumped without even checking to
see if anyone was there. I jumped with closed eyes, thinking I’d chicken out if I actually saw
where I was jumping.
“AAAHHHKK!!””
+Smack...+
Smack?????
Oh lord!!
When I opened my eyes, I was in Ji Eunsung’s arms with his lips on mine. I can see 3 others
from Sang, including Floppy. Kyungwon’s shocked face next to me.. She was staring as if I’d
lost an arm.
Ji Eunsung looked even more shocked. His eyes were as round as saucers.
“O_O”
“Sorry!!”
“Huh??”
“You’re the first b***h I’ve smacked lips with. Take. Responsibility.”
A guy who looks like that has never kissed?? That’s like saying my mom does the dishes (she
makes me do them..)
“Eunsung wouldn’t hold a girl’s hand unless he’s getting married,” someone said. It was stupid
Floppy.
#6
He’ll only hold hands if he’s getting married?? With THAT personality?!
“Sorry Yehwon, I was going to tell you, but that ass over there covered my mouth..” she said,
pointing to Floppy.
Don’t worry Kyungwon, I’ll kill Floppy.. it’s only a matter of time...
But right now, we have a bigger fish to fry..
“...”
“Hey Kyungwon.. What’d he just say?!” I asked startled.. Am I hearing him correctly..
I swear I’ll kill you if it’s the last thing I do, Floppy...
“Hey, do you want me to call the others over?” One of his friends asked, looking at me as if I
were lower than poop.
“Yeah. Call them.” Floppy said, “Eunsung!!! Let’s go, I’m hot!!”
“Me?”
“Yeah you!!”
“Why?”
“No..”
“Do you think I like you?! You ass face!! If you tell ANYONE we’re going out..” He let the threat
hang in the air..
“I guess I’m a little to blame, but it’s all your fault!! 4 people saw you jump into me!!”
“It was a tiny peck!! Besides, I’m already going out with someone.” (white lie.. )
“Cause we kissed!! I told you!! If you don’t call, you die... Dammit, why the hell aren’t they
here yet?? Is the back door far from here?”
“We’ll go then.”
Kyungwon and I followed behind Floppy and Ji Eunsung slowly. From here, Ji Eunsung is pretty
tall, and I could hear their conversation..
“Ye- yeah” (I was out of breath cause I was yelling too much earlier.)
“He’s the head of the 4 best lookers. How could you not know?? “
“Shut up...”
“You’re so stupid.. I told you a billion times in the city that he was the uhljjang.. You totally
lucked out you b***h ^0^”
“Oh yeah, I forgot that he hated skin-ship. You know touching people and stuff. But I didn’t
know he’d go out with someone because of a little kiss..”
“Nope! He’s lying about that. He’s soooo into me~~ He’s WAY into me..”
“Oww. Sorry...”
Yup, with that unbelievable situation happening at the fence.. I got myself a boyfriend.
However.. neither him nor I called each other for a week.. and I just forgot about it all..
Jungmin (my only friend of the other gender.. We’re not going out..)
“Why?”
I can’t call long distance. It’s because of my stupid brother. My stupid brother always used my
phone to call his girlfriend in America and he used all my minutes..
“Oppa~~”
“What..”
“No.”
“Why?”
Bastard...
My brother.. His record for being pissed at me because of food is a week. No matter how much
I bothered him, he wouldn't let me use his phone..
However, there was no one at home to keep me home.. so no one even tried to tell me it was
dangerous to go outside at night. I walked to the phone booth outside .. Muttering to myself, I
put in some coins and I heard a greasy voice behind me..
#7
The guy kept on hitting my shoulder. He looks at least 30. Wow.. It’s my first time seeing
someone with a mustache. His eyelids are bigger than his eyes.. Droopy eyebrows.. Long nose
hairs. Who is this man...??
“Why?”
The man’s face expression suddenly turned pathetically ugly and he grabbed my wrist..
My eyes filled with tears as I looked at my surroundings.. Far away, I saw a few people... They
seemed to be around my age..
“Why you-”
Mustache boy covered by mouth and started dragging me towards his car..
The tears I held back were flowing down like crazy and stupid mustache man tried to get me
into his car. His car was a truck... T_T
“What the hell is that...” The man muttered with a surprised look.
FLOPPY~~~~~~!!!!!!!!
Yup.. Jumping up and down (the car window was high up) trying to look inside the car was
Floppy..
“Hey!! Get away from here!!” Mustache man yelled through the window..
He must have thought Floppy was too weak..
Mustache man froze and then turned the car engine on again.
The bastard locked all the doors and started driving away. I smashed my face into the car
window and screamed..
+BAM!! SMASH!!!+
The window broke and a rock hit the mustache man on the head.
Oh yeah~~~!!!
He got out of the car angrily. YES!! I’m alive!! I opened the car lock and jumped out.
+Smack+ +Punch+
What’s that sound? I neared towards the direction where the sounds were coming from...
One of the guys was Floppy. And next over there, I could see M.M. with a double bloody nose.
...was...
Ji Eunsung.., with his suit sleeves rolled up to his elbow, beating the CRAP of the M.M.
“WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!”
Crap..
At Floppy’s words, all the guys and girls’ eyes found me. Ji Eunsung spat on the guy’s face and
neared towards me.
“T_T Thanks..”
“Why the hell are you walking around at night by yourself?! Are you a loser?!”
“Anyway.. Thanks..”
“Hyunsung, get that guy in his car and have him drive away. I think I’m going to barf looking at
his face.”
“’K.”
The guy named Hyunsung said..
..hehhehehe...
#8
“Huh?? What??”
“I did not!”
“Hey!! And why aren’t you calling?! Were you going to run away or something?!”
...What a Retard..
One of the girls, wearing a casual outfit, with the longest hair said..
“Why?”
“... ....”
The long haired girl just turned her head. I think I’ve seen her around before.. She looked
similar to To-Ya’s Kim Jihye.
“If it wasn't for me, you’d have been kidnapped.. kekeke..” Floppy said.. It's not like anyone
cares...
... Get lost..
“Eunsung, take all your time.. We’ll be waiting at ‘Saie’” one of the guys wearing a suit said.
The guy named Hyunsung kicked M.M. a few more times and sent him on his way. KEKE.. This
guy is my type
They got a little further away. And if I wasn’t mistaken.. The girl with the long hair kept on
looking back..
Floppy grinned, “Be careful, Eunsung~~!” And ran after his friends.
“HUH?”
“Let’s go.”
"Where?”
“Who said I’m going inside??! I’ll take you home!! DAMMIT!! Why do you have to make
everything so complicated?!”
“It’s fine..”
My house was that close.. but why did it seem like it wasn‘t?
“Why?”
“CALL ME!!!”
“Our phone’s out of order..”
“Yeah..”
“No. If I want your number, I have to go back to that chat room.. It’s annoying..”
“You always say you’ll kill me when you have nothing to say.. ”
“Go in. Don’t walk around at night. Last time I saw you- you had a friend. Go around with her.”
“Fine!!”
I wonder why he’s wearing a suit. I was curious, but I didn’t ask him. Hmm, he dyed his hair
back to black.
I walked inside and not ONE person asked where I’d been. I have to call him.. What do I do??
+KNOCK KNOCK+
“Who is it?”
“Yeah...?”
“No.”
“Why?!”
“....”
“....”
That beast...
After writing the contract (I even stamped my print), I got to use his phone.
“Use it here.”
“WHY!?!”
“No.”
“.. T_T..”
It’s ringing..
“Who is it?!?!?!”
“Yeah.”
“I called.”
“Yeah..”
"Eunsung~~ Open this for me!!” a girl’s voice said over the phone..
“Anyway.. Thanks..”
“Yeah..”
“Oppa, hold on a few more seconds.” My brother didn’t answer and just stared at me..
“Hello..”
“Oh, my brother..”
Whenever I use the phone for too long, my brother always plays his stupid recorder..
“Then 1.”
"beep....beep... beep..."
He hung up.. .. without saying bye.. meanie..
“Make me rice..”
“Right now...?”
“I’m hungry.”
If I ask that human if I can use his phone again, he’ll probably start singing the opera or
something.. I guess I’ll just have to use Kyungwon’s tomorrow. That night.. I made fried rice
for my brother, and my mom started b***hing at me for cooking at 3 AM.
Kyungwon and I .. were supposed to be in class.. but we were in the bathroom.. Why..??
Because the teachers found out that we ran away yesterday..
“Is that really all you have to worry about..? So really, are you going out with him..?”
“1:30.”
“5 minutes.”
“DI~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~E!!!”
Isn’t my timing great? Why did he have to answer right when I was yelling at Kyungwon? Over
on his side, I could hear another person’s voice.
HEHEHE ..
“Get up here!!! (<-- teacher) I’M COMING!! I’M COMING!! Meet me there at 7.”
“How dare you talk like that to your teacher!!!! (<-- teacher) OW OW OWW!! DON’T HIT ME
THERE!!! I HAVE A PIMPLE RIGHT THERE!!”
“What’d he say?”
“I don’t know..”
Is he talking about there from yesterday?? I guess the only place is in front of my house..
Hmm.. Maybe he really does like me.. EHEHE.. Of course, that’s impossible.
“Just that my brother is coming home early today (she used to like him).”
“Let’s go.”
“..........Okay.... (you boy crazy... tsk tsk.. how can you see my brother as a guy)..”
I couldn’t actually tell her that Ji Eunsung was going to be there. If I had, she would've punched
me.. so I lied If my brother ever comes home before 12, it would be a miracle.. you know
that. Hmm.. Ji Eunsung will probably come by himself, then what do I do with Kyungwon?
Dammit!! Why did he bring Floppy?! If he was going to bring a friend, he could have a least
brought along that one good looking one.
“Hey!! You brought your friend!!” Floppy yelled running towards us.
“Hi ”
Ji Eunsung, what did you just say..? Kim Seungpyo? Yeah, it just happened that Floppy’s name
was Seungpyo.. The same as my brother.. The more I get to know Floppy, the more reasons I
have to hate him..
“Dammit!! I got my SKY phone taken away because of you!! I told you to call at 1!!”
“Why?”
“I’m not going.” Floppy mimicked the tone of her voice and actions..
“ “ <-- Kyungwon
“Why?!”
BUT...
“Yeah.”
O_O
Floppy’s rubbing off on you.. Don’t hang out with Floppy! Hang out with your friend Hyunsung!!
Behind us, we could hear Floppy and Kyungwon still arguing.
Kyungwon.. He may be annoying and he may be Floppy.. but he is STILL good looking as 1 of
the 4 kings at Sang High. Ji Eunsung led us into one of the most expensive bars. I turned
around to see Kyungwon rubbing it in Floppy’s face that she won an argument and Floppy was
pouting like mad.
“There are only 4 of you.. Do you think you can drink it all..?”
“Yeah.”
Silence..
“Hey, say something.” He said tapping me on the shoulder with his lighter.
You might not want to touch me, but still.. you don’t have to hit me with your lighter..
“Something.”
“Yeah.”
“Oh yeah!! Have you called Jungmin?!”
Kyungwon asked suddenly. I guess Floppy’s glares were making her uncomfortable.
“OH!! Right!!”
“5 Minutes.”
“K.”
“How can you even think of calling a guy in front of your boyfriend?!” Floppy gasped.
Oh yeah, I have a boyfriend. I looked over and he didn’t seem to care. He was playing with his
lighter. I forced a smile at Floppy and dialed Jungmin’s number.
“I said sorry!”
“Really?!”
“YEAH YEA!!”
He’s coming!! He's been one of my best friends ever since I was a kid!!
“BYE BYE”
Someone mimicked and I was sure that it would be Floppy.. But it was Ji Eunsung..
“What..?” I frowned..
# 11
"Bye~Bye~ ".
3 plates of anjoo (something you eat with alcohol, like peanuts or something)
14 bottles of beer
11 bottles of soju..
“BEER~~~~~~~~~~~!!!”
“WHY?!”
Time passed... and half of the alcohol was in our bellies.. HOWEVER.. The only one drunk was
Floppy.
Since 5 minutes ago.. that Ji Eunsung has been jibbering about the most random things.
Something like my eyes are crooked.. My hair’s flipped out.. Things like that.
“I’m a MAN!!”
O_O
All of a sudden, Floppy knocked the peanuts off the table and onto the floor. And said one
sentence... that only a half crazy person could say..
Crazy... Of course, no one started picking up peanuts. Kyungwon was staring at him wide
eyed.. And ignoring his friend and just drinking like crazy was Ji Eunsung, still jibbering random
things about me.
“Just joking... “
Floppy crouched down and started picking up the peanuts. I felt pity for stupid Floppy.
Kyungwon.. You don’t know how much respect I have for you right now. I knew you liked
drinking but.. this much?? Right then, with his peanut picking finished, Floppy stood abruptly.
He had a scary expression on his face. And with a shaking finger, he pointed it at Kyungwon..
“ “
“Huh??”
Well.. Kyungwon DOES look cute. I felt bad for Kyungwon for giving her to Floppy.. but he’s
good looking so I’ll let it go.
“ARGH! Let go of me!! Yehwon!! Give me another beer bottle!! I’m not finished~~!!” She
yelled as she was being pulled away.
# 12
“Uh.. okay.. uh, why don’t you like people touching you?”
“It‘s embarrassing.”
“Huh??”
“Oh.. okay.”
“What else?”
I have nothing to ask anymore.. That’s all I’m curious about. But he was looking at me as if
there was something he wanted to answer so I searched in my brain for something.
“Just because!”
“Type O.”
“Birthday..?”
“August 30th.”
Dammit, why did I ask this question? Now he’ll think that I like him or something.
“Sign?”
“Huh??”
“What!!”
“HAHAHHHAHHAHA!!”
That guy.. How long is he going to use that saving thing to shut me up?
“Ahem.. sorry..”
“Huh?”
“That guy you were talking to.. meet him after I dump you..”
“What the hell are you talking about?! He’s a childhood friend. I can meet him if I want!”
“Yeah.”
“Who’s Floppy?”
“Why is he 'Floppy'?”
“Don’t.”
“It’s disgusting..”
That’s how we spent 2 hours.. arguing about absolutely nothing.. And in that time.. Almost all
the alcohol was gone..
“Hey, I’m starting to get drunk. Let’s go," that guy said, glancing at his watch.
I said, taking out my wallet,.. but Ji Eunsung stopped me with a few words..
WHO. SAID. I’M. POOR.... HUH?!?!??! When we walked out of the bar.. all the streetlights were
shining brightly..
“Huh..?”
“But still.. I still wanna call her. Let me use your phone. I’ll pay you~~”
“Want to die?”
“Korea..”
..You call that funny? You lame ass. Ji Eunsung continued to walk a few steps ahead of me..
Sheesh.. Walk slower...
It was then I saw about 3 or 4 girls walking towards us. All wearing Sang High uniforms.
“Huh?? Hey!! Ji Eunsung!!” yelled the one on the left.
“What are you talking about? We saw each other earlier today.”
“Are you two going out?!” she asked, not bothering to say ‘hi’ back.
“What’s it to you?”
“This is her?! The girl you’re going out with?! But she goes to that girl’s school!!!”
“Yeah, I know.”
She yelled pulling one of her friends forward.. Oh, it’s that one girl .. The pretty one..
“Hey! You can’t do this to her!! It’s been like 3 days since you’ve broken up with her!!”
“Dammit.. Her and I are good friends.. What the hell is it to you? Han Yehwon, let’s go.. There
are a lot of mosquitos here!!”
As I was starting to walk, Wang Bitna grabbed my arm and said quietly.
“That girl.. Kang Hyobin, you think it’s okay to just leave her there?”
“......”
“Huh?”
He said, shoving me into my house gates and going into the alleyway..
He came back out.. and turned left.. and I watched him disappear..
When I walked in.. I got lectured by my mom for 30 minutes. I climbed up the stairs into my
room and flopped down on the bed, not even bothering to wash up.
“Who is it?”
“I had a nightmare..”
Oppa... What are you doing holding a pillow.. It doesn’t match your image.
“I think so..”
“I had a nightmare..”
“Fine, I’ll sleep in your room if you let me off on 5 fried rice makings.”
“Nevermind..”
You human.. You’re more scared of your sister not making rice for you than seeing a ghost?? I
slowly drifted to sleep...or I tried to anyway.. Truthfully, I was too scared of Wang Bitna.
# 14
That night, I dreamed that Jungmin was following me with a huge phone.
Oh yeah, I should..
Kyungwon and I were serving detention by cleaning the bathroom once again.
“HEHEHE >_< “
“Stop hitting me, it hurts. Okay fine, maybe friends.. but going out?!??!!”
“What are you talking about?? Seungpyo was so cute!! But what are you yelling at me for?!
Can’t you even congratulate me?!”
“You better not show up with him when I’m meeting Ji Eunsung.”
“NO!!”
“Don’t act gay. So when are you coming to Korea? Are you moving here for good?”
“About a week?”
“T_T”
“Sorry , so when?”
“29th~~”
That’s the day before Ji Eunsung’s birthday.. Well, it’s the day before so..
“... uh Okay...”
“Okay.”
I turned around and grinned at the teacher, “You see... That was my cousin... He’s visiting from
Junlabok this weekend.”
“UH.. Doomaesan..”
“Let’s go..”
“Yes, ma’am.”
+++
“Ow...”
“You have the worst luck. Out of all the teachers, you get caught by Night Pig.”
“Hey, tell ‘your man’ that I can’t meet his friend because my ass is swollen.”
“What do you think he’ll think if I drag my ass there? Have fun.”
Muttering, Kyungwon left me at my house. But I soon realized that my front gate was locked.
Sh1t..
It hurts to walk, mom... But I had to do something so 1 hour later.. I’m still waiting for my mom
and she’s still not here. Without a choice in the matter, I had to go to Guemshil’s house.
Dammit.. I have to pass the city to get there. I guess I’ll go in between alleyways.
“Yeh.. WON~!!!”
This voice.. My senses were warning me to not look back. I quickened my pace.. and the pain
was killing me..
“YEHWON!!!”
This time it was Floppy. Dammit.. If Floppy’s there, Ji Eunsung is also there. If I tell him that I
didn’t meet him because my ass is swollen, he’ll kill me. I quickened my pace. What if that
Hyunsung guy is there too???T_T
# 15
I turned around now that just ignoring them was out of the question..
Damn...
Kyungwon.. Couldn’t you just act like you didn’t know me?? That Hyunsung guy is there
also~~~ WAHH WAHHH WAHHHH!!!! Hyunsung.. Ji Eunsung.. Floppy and that guy from the
hair salon last time.. It’s them.. The 4 kings of Sang high. Not bad.. (except for Floppy ) but
this isn’t the time for that.
“H- Hi~~” while I was just standing there as the others caught up to me.
“Hey! Han Yehwon!! What about your butt? Where are you going?!” Kyungwon asked loudly..
T_T
Look.. Kyungwon.. See that guy next to you named Hyunsung..?? I’m an 18-year-old with
dreams. Ji Eunsung was staring at me without much expression.. Dammit. I’m probably going
to be called 'Butty' for the rest of my life.
“Look at her butt!! LOOK! LOOK!!” Do I HAVE to explain who this was?
“Geumshil’s house.”
“Where's that??”
“Somewhere.”
Floppy, Hyunsung, the other guy and Kyungwon were laughing their heads off. What’s so
funny??
HOWEVER.. Ji Eunsung was just staring at me. I forced a smile at him and asked..
“..The army..”
He must have the worst sense of humor in the world.. I swear to God..
“ “
“But you see.. My mom wasn’t at home either.. so I was just walking to Geumshil’s house.."
Dammit.. Look at his face.. He’s pissed again.. What do I do?? How do I turn this conversation
around..
“She got hit by the night pig. She got caught cussing.”
Kyungwon~~ T_T
“School guard.”
“You cussed at your school guard??”
Before Kyungwon could tell him the actual truth, I tugged at him.
“Hey, it looks like we’re going the same direction. Let’s go. Let’s go.. oh.. Sorry..”
I said letting go of him arm. I just remembered.. He doesn’t like people touching him..
“....”
“....”
The awkward air around us thickened.. Okay fine! I won’t touch you again..
We walked out of the alleyway. Knowing that Hyunsung was behind us, I put a lot of thought
into my walking. Me and Ji Eunsung were walking way up front.. even though I wanted to walk
in the back. Ji Eunsung doesn’t walk if he isn’t in the front..
“Seungpyo’s house.”
“To eat.”
Kyungwon.. You haven’t betrayed me yet.. Thank you. Just you wait, KIM SEUNG PYO, I’ll kill
you.. I’ll kill you along with Han Seungpyo.
Ji Eunsung said.. I knew he’d tease me.. I just know he’ll start calling me 'Buttface' from
now on..
The others all left us in front of Geumshil’s house and walked further away, and I saw.. I saw
Floppy purposely shaking his ass and walking away...
“Of all the people to cuss at, you cuss at your guard.. Are you crazy?”
“There where?”
“It’s the day before my birthday. I invited the kids and Kyungwon to our condo.”
“I- I-”
“...Friend who?”
# 16 (Eunsung‘s Story..)
My name is Eunsungie . Today’s my 7th birthday. Last night... Before I went to bed.. I made
a wish on a shooting star.. . Today..? Daddy and I are going to get our pictures taken and
we’re going to eat cake. Daddy promised me 3 times already!!
The teacher at the kindergarten said.. That day, they were holding a party for all the kids with
birthdays that month. 5 small children walked up to the teacher.
“Me..?”
A big cake rested on top of a long table. All the children were grinning and loudly singing the
song.. but as a child apart from all the loudness and laughter.. Ji Eunsung just smiled shyly..
“Okay now~ I want everyone to come to the front and kiss the cheeks of our birthday boys and
girls~~ and please congratulate them!!”
“Teacher!!”
“Yes?”
“My mom said that his dad has RAIDS!! So she told me not to even touch him!!”
“....”
“Who said that?? I thought every single one of you had a kind heart!! I guess I was wrong!!”
“Jiyoung, don’t cry. Go and give Eunsungie a kiss, and tell him to have a happy birthday.”
“....”
“Jiyoung..”
The little girl named Jiyoung went to Eunsung fearfully and whispered..
“...Thanks...”
She hesitatingly placed one kiss on his cheek, and burst into tears..
“WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!””
“Jiyoung~~!!”
The teacher was surprised.. ‘All the children are scared of him… Out of all the days they had to
find out about his father..’ she thought sadly.
A few previous kids who had kissed him earlier had also burst into tears. Eunsung,… unaware
of how to act, just looked down quietly.. All he knew was that he had made the girl named
Jiyoung cry..
On the way home.. all the tears that he had held back cascaded down his cheeks.
"Daddy and I are going to take pictures today.. and I ate cake so I shouldn’t cry.. Daddy doesn’t
like me crying.. "
He stood outside for 10 minutes before he opening the gate and walking in.
He said smiling brightly with eyes still full of tears.. But.. his daddy wasn’t home. The large
house was empty. Eunsung’s tear filled eyes found a small note taped on the table.
While he was waiting for his dad, Eunsung got a piece of paper and pencil. While still wearing
the pointed birthday hat his teacher had given him, he wrote his best on the paper.. .
Eunsung’s dad.. Ji Sunghan.. was out more than he was in. Even when he said he’d come
home, he never showed up before 12.. When Eunsung was asleep, the only person to take care
of Eunsung was a paid sitter..
He waited in front of the door.. and he waited for the phone, but still no dad. Exhausted from
waiting, he fell asleep.
+DING DONG+
“Huh.. Is no one home..?” A woman with short hair opened the gate and walked in.
“Eunsung?? Ji Eunsung~~”
After looking through two rooms, she opened the door to another...
“Eunsung...”
He was asleep on the bed... The woman neared him, looking at the sleeping child wearing the
pointed hat. She picked up the piece of paper next to him on the bed.
“What’s this??”
The woman picked up the child, got into a car.. and headed towards Kwachun.
She was Eunsung’s mom. She had divorced his father before he was even a year old because
of his affairs with other women.. even making her give up her own son..
Eunsung’s stepbrothers and sisters avoided him at his new home.. with the fear that HE had
AIDS, and they avoided making ANY skin ship with him.
AIDS.. Small children didn’t know much about this disease and when they found out Eunsung’s
dad had it, they immediately believed that Eunsung had it as well.. so they avoided him even
more for fear of catching it. ( A/N: Eunsung does NOT have AIDS)
“Hi! My name is Suhyeon!! Your name’s Eunsung, right..?? Let’s shake!! Nice to meet you~~!!”
“ .. uch me...”
“...Well then, you can come after you pick him up.”
“Can’t we just.. I don’t know.. have our own separate party the next day?”
Is it just me..? I probably just heard it wrong, but when he said I had to be with him the
morning of his birthday, it sounded so.. I don’t know.. like it would mean the world to him if I
was there.
His pupils are shaking.
Does money grow on trees for you? What’s with you and Sky phones?? I walked inside
Geumshil’s house and as soon as I did, all the attention was turned towards me.
“H..hello~”
How can you act like you don’t even care about your daughter’s butt? I walked home and laid
down on the floor. Our quiet little house. I wonder when dad’s coming home.
Right when I was about to fall asleep, my phone rang at least 3 times, and being very annoyed,
I turned it off. When I woke up in the morning and thought about it.. It probably was Ji Eunsung.
I’m so happy that I don’t have to study~~ Not surprisingly, I finished all my cleaning in 12
minutes and soon enough, Kyungwon and I were busy chitter chattering away.
“I don’t want to say this, but I really don’t like your boyfriend.” I said gathering a lot of nerve
by telling this to Kyungwon.
I got huge shock from the ‘Butt Song’ he was singing yesterday.
“Haha~ I get sick of him sometimes too.. But he’s still cute~~”
“Why don’t you just marry him if you think he’s so cute..”
“Tch~~ Yesterday at Seungpyo’s house, I saw a picture of Ji Eunsung when he was in middle
school!!”
As soon as I brought up the word 'MARRY', she quickly turned the conversation around, turning
red in the face.
“Him and Kim Hyobin.. I think they knew each other in middle school also.”
“Oh.. I see.”
It’s weird.. Something feels kinda weird.. It feels as if I got in between their relationship... Why
do I have a feeling like that's exactly what I did?
“Yes, sir.”
“Eunsung.. that’s my phone. Your phone’s right here. (I heard a guy’s voice say over the
speaker.) I know! Shut up! ( Do I really have to tell you who’s voice this is?)"
“Why are you talking to me with someone else’s phone? Where’s yours?”
“Yeah right.”
“Do you wanna die? If you think I’m joking, why don’t you come over to the back field huh? Oh
wait, nevermind. If you come, I’ll kill you.”
“Oh.. Okay...”
“BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP......”
“I ... guess..”
Kyungwon brought out her phone and quickly dialed Floppy’s number.
“Kim Seungpyo!! If you fight today!! I’ll KILL YOU!! ...... I’m warning you!!! What if you get
hit!!!! Don’t make me laugh!! Please!! Seungpyo~~ KIM SEUNGPYO!!!!”
“What’d he say??”
“He said it’s fine.. He just laughed and said he was going to win. Gong kids are so scary!!! I
swear, he's going to be beaten up so bad!! Yehwon! We have to go!! Okay?! OKAY?!”
It’s my first time seeing Kyungwon’s tears. No matter now much she got hit by the night pig,
she never cried.. but ... right now..
................................
.....................................
............
“Hey, be careful.. Don’t step on that tree.. If we get caught, we’re dead.”
“WHO?”
In front of our eyes, 8 kids from Gong high and 8 from Sang were facing each other. Ji
Eunsung's facing some other guy that's like 190 cm tall. And before I could blink, their fight
had already begun..
# 18
“Yehwon.. Look..” 3 guys from Gong had circled Eunsung and were charging at him.
He wasn’t getting beaten too bad, but it was obvious he was getting hit.
“No, it’s fine. The others will probably help him.”
Oh No~~ Eunsung~~~
Kyungwon grinned..
“No, why?”
“WHAT!?”
Why do you suppose my heart was racing…My hands and feet were shaking.. The person
getting hit right in front of me seemed so far away..
“HEY!!!!” I’m crazy.. crazy? HA! My brain has shut down completely.
I loudly yelled and jumped out from behind the tree. I didn’t punch the closet person.. I didn’t
scream or bite..
I just grabbed the closest guy and grabbed his arm and started wailing, “Stop it!!!!!!!!!”
The guy yelled and pushed me away. Truthfully, it didn’t hurt.. but as I heard Ji Eunsung’s
voice, tears just started pouring out of my eyes..
“Han Yehwon..”
“What the hell is this? Hey, you bastard, you have to get hit more!” The guys keep hitting him.
“Han Yehwon.”
“WHAT!?!??!?!?!”
“HEEENNG. I don’t even have a watch!! How do I know if it’s 5 or 10 minutes?! WAH!!!”
“Then just close your eyes until you finish counting to 150.”
“WHY~~~~~~”
“T_T”
I did what I was told. I really did stand by the corner and start to count to 150.
"131..132.....133......."
“Who is it?”
“It’s Kyungwon.”
“Are you going to keep joking with me, you stupid brave little girl?!”
My eyes were then wide open.. Actually, not really... my eyes don’t go wide open.. I just
opened my eyes..
3 guys laying in awkward positions…and Ji Eunsung turned to me while grabbing some other
guy’s collar.
“I did!!”
“Damn! Fawk!!!”
He continued to beat the crap out of the guy and turned to Kyungwon.
“..Here.”
I knew what Kyungwon was thinking right then.. It wasn’t that hard.. I mean think about it.
After Ji Eunsung finished his call, he went over to Floppy to help him. 6 guys appeared and
dragged away the near dead guys.. and in 30 minutes, the fight was over. 14 guys and 2 girls..
Truthfully, it was kinda embarrassing.
“ Thanks.”
“Hey, all of you get lost!! Go to that pojangmacha behind the corner!!”
In the park, it was me.. Kyungwon.. Ji Eunsung.. Floppy.. The four of us were left..
“Did you see me?! Beating the crap out of those guys..”
“Sure.. Whatever..”
I glanced over at Kyungwon and Flop- I mean Seungpyo and watched what they were doing.
She was blowing on his face gently as he pointed to the areas that hurt.
“Do what?”
“Yeah..”
OMG. Did he just agree with me??! Maybe he got hit too much in the head!!
HOLY CRAP!! Floppy, you scared me with that bloodied face of yours.
“When Eunsung goes to a PC bang, he doesn’t do anything because he doesn’t know how to
play any games. So while we play and chat, he just makes fun of other schools. HEH!! He
doesn’t even have an email address!!!”
“No.”
“... N-No.”
The two slowly disappeared.. Floppy, I feel bad for you.. But who cares about you??
Maelong~~
“Where?! HERE!?”
“..Oh.. Sorry.”
“What.”
“.....”
What’s this.. this awkward silence.. Whenever I touch you, it gets awkward..
“...ay..”
“HUH?”
I want to ask him why.. why we can’t meet tomorrow.. But I just can’t be myself around this
guy..
“If you don’t come.. I’m curious at how I’ll change myself.”
“Okay.”
“I’m going~~”
Seems like he wants to be with his friends…Hey.. There are footprints on your uniform...
# 19
Ji Eunsung is running.. Floppy is screaming from behind the corner that he and Kyungwon are
in.
I yelled, "Fighting!!" at Kyungwon…and I then went home..
+next day+
“Yeah.. Why?”
“Mom..”
“What?”
“Hey!! Have you gotten any calls from Seungpyo??” (<-- My brother’s name is also Seungpyo.)
“Because he left after he got a call from a girl ( hehe, sorry oppa). I’m leaving~~”
I quickly ran to school.. before she figured out that I lied. That day.. I had to clean the bathroom
again...and I didn’t get a call.. or a text message from Eunsung..
“Okay!! K!!! Bye~~~ See you later~~” (<-- Kyungwon on the phone)
.. How unlucky...
“YEA~~~~”
“Sorry..”
“WHY?!”
“why?”
“Hey, today at 4 when the teacher asks where I am, just tell her I disappeared mysteriously.”
“ “
After cleaning the bathroom and writing a letter of apology to the teacher, and cleaning the
hallways..
…I realized that Kyungwon has betrayed me for Floppy. Hmm.. Jungmin’s coming tomorrow.
Should I make a list of what to do?? No matter how long I wait.. I’m not even getting 1
message!!
Unpredictable human: Ji Eunsung..
The sun was shining brightly and I slowly walked home by myself. I don’t have any close
friends besides Kyungwon..
“Maelong~~ Maelong~~”
“Make me food..”
“ T_T”
That day.. I- I made rice for my brother.. Dammit.. I still have 8 left..
Hmm. What do I wear tomorrow? It’s my first time seeing Jungmin in a LONG time..
Casual?? No.. American style?? No.. It’d be awkward.. Should I just wear a casual suit? Hmm..
No, that’s too formal.. Should I tie my hair? Or let it loose.. Anyway.. What about Kangwondo??
T_T
I should just go to the airport and wait for Jungmin pick him up.. Drop him off.. Go to
Kangwondo.. and then plan what to do for the next week~~~
“Let’s go together!!”
“Tell him your friend’s sick and that she’s at the hospital.”
“Just forget about Jungmin if you run out of time. You still have tomorrow.”
“I’ll try to get there. I’ll try my best.. But who’s going anyways??”
“You.. me.. and Eunsung.. Seungpyo.. and the other people from Sang. And I think 2 girls from
Sang.”
“..But he is..”
“OKAY~~~”
Sheesh.. I’m really nervous. After reaching Seoul, I grabbed a taxi and rode over to the airport.
That’s when I decided to go over to the PC bang right next to the airport.
Jungmin will probably call me. I gathered all my nerve and took pictures of myself in a room full
of guys. Hmm.. Seoul guys are hot.
“Hello?”
“Where are you?”
“Who is it?”
It’s Ji Eunsung..
“Why?”
“No..”
“It’s 5: 30.”
O_O... it’s already that late??!? Where the hell is that ass LEE JUNGMIN!?
Crap.. Why is his voice so cold.. It’s scaring me to death.. But still, it’s my first time seeing
Jungmin in 3 years.. So far it’s friendship before love..
“Eunsung..”
“Eunsung...”
“JI EUNSUNG!!!”
“.....”
“Sorry, but it’s the first time I’m seeing my friend in 3 years.”
“..I know..”
“How about tomorrow?? I’ll be with you even if you say you don’t want to see me.”
“I.. want to be able to trust you.. I want to trust at least you.. You’re going to come right?”
“......................Bye..........”
I just wanted to keep my first promise.. Is that that bad?? Is it such a thing to want to greet my
friend when he comes back??
Bye?? You want to break up?? .. I guess it’s for the best.. I didn’t like it either.. I didn’t even
know you for that long and you’re so controlling.. You were really annoying.. It’s goodbye from
me too.. But.. Why is my throat choking up??
“HELLO!?”
Thinking it might be Ji Eunsung.. I quickly answered.. Even though I said things only 3 minutes
ago..
“Oh.. Jungmin..”
“I’m at the entrance of the airport.. There‘s like this big yellow thing~”
“Oh that’s at the very front. Hold on, I’ll be right there.”
I went over to where Jungmin said he would be waiting.. Hmm, is that him? No, he wasn’t that
fat.. Is it that guy?? No, he wasn’t that good looking. Perhaps.. him??? HAHA.. I doubt he’d have
grown his hair out that long.. I spotted a guy with yellow hair all the way down to his back.. I
know it’s not him... But why does it seem like it is..
“Yehwon~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!”
“Jungmin T_T..” I said heading towards the guy with the long hair..
We talked until a bus pulled up in front of us.. And the two of us headed towards Kwachun.
“Huh.. HUH?”
“UH..”
“Oh, I know..”
“Know what?”
We reached Kwachun and Jungmin said that after he dropped his things off he’d come over to
my house. I thought I was going to die of embarrassment because everyone was staring at us
because of his hair.
“WHERE’S JUNGMIN~~?”
“He went home to drop his things off. He’s coming..”
“How’s he look?!”
“Huh??”
“How’d he change?!”
“Of course..”
“He changed that much?!?! He was so cute when he was little though!!”
“Not his face.. his hair.. Well I’m tired.. I think I’m going to take a nap..”
“What are you talking about? I was in the bus for like 10 hours.”
“ “
“Hello?”
“Yehwon~”
“What?!”
“Know what..?”
“Eunsung.. Yesterday he came to Kangwondo alone to plan what to do with you. He even
rented a condo!!!!!”
“Seungpyo told me.. He saw a letter Eunsung had written for you.. Something he hadn’t done
since middle school.. He said he thought he was going to die.”
So that day when he told us not to meet... Sheesh. He’s making me get teary..
“EUNSUNG~~~~~~~~~~~!!!”
“Oh the way here, I couldn’t even call you to hurry because he was so pissed off. Why do you
think I called now? OMG while he was driving.. I thought I was going to die!! He was going as
fast as a bullet.. We got pulled over at least 5 times..”
“No.”
“Thanks.”
“What?”
“Kyungwon~~”
“Really?? It’s been forever since I’ve seen her. Tell her to come over~”
“Huh??”
“Seungpyo hyung!!”
“Yeah.. She was like what’s the use of coming if we’re going to go back..”
“I miss her..”
“Let’s go eat!”
“Mindeuleh? Why?”
After we finished dinner... Jungmin and I went to the Noraebang and sang for two hours.. (I felt
like throwing the mike while he was singing.. )
Then we went to the PC bang and played games until 2 in the morning.. Hehe.. While
Jungmin’s here, I’m going to play like mad since mom won’t be able to say anything..
-Dammit you b***h!! How fu**ing long are you going to sleep?- Kyungwon
-I have something to tell you. Call as soon as you get this.. If you don’t, I’ll puncture your head
with a drill.. - Kyungwon..
So I called Jungmin to meet us at the arcade at 5 and then I called Kyungwon.
“Yeah??”
“Why?”
DDOK.
“Hello.”
He picked up.
“..............................”
“I heard all about it. I heard you wrote a letter for me~ Wanna meet? I’ll introduce you to my
friend.”
“No. Let’s go in.” So we went down and on our way down, I heard a few footsteps behind us.
“Sheesh, what’s wrong with you? Sheesh, he’s so... I don’t know. Is that really something to be
that mad about though?!”
Ji Eunsung.. Kim Hyobin.. the hot Hyunsung guy.. another Sang girl.. and Kyungwon’s boyfriend,
Seungpyo.. All 5 were laughing at me..
# 22
“Eunsung...”
“Hey! What’s wrong.. Kyungwon, let go of me! Ji Eunsung.. Did you have fun?? Hey, you got a
tan!!”
...Silence....
That’s weird.. Right about now, Floppy should be making fun of me...
Floppy just stuck close to Kyungwon and the other 4 just walked past me and into the arcade.
Just then, one of the girls from Sang turned around and said...
“Hey, stupid.. Don’t you even know what’s going on?? I heard you’re smart.. but it doesn’t
really seem like it. Why the hell are you hanging onto someone who hates you?? Don’t you see
that Eunsung and Hyobin are together now? ****.. You’re pissing me off!!!”
“O_O...”
“Are you finished b***h? HUH!?” Kyungwon said heading towards the girl..
“Hey.. Kim Eunji.. Get lost.” Floppy- I mean Seungpyo said in a serious tone I’d never heard him
use before..
What’s this...
The four walked past Seungpyo into the arcade. Ji Eunsung didn’t even look back..
My hands are shaking..
“Hey.. Kyungwon.. You know the type of girls that go to our school.. What’s wrong..”
Seungpyo said carefully.
“****!! What the hell’s wrong with your friend huh?! Shouldn’t he just let it go now? What did
Yehwon do that was so wrong?!”
“You just be the bigger person.. That day.. He prepared a lot for you..
“What did you just say?! What did you exactly do that was so wrong?! Ji Eunsung, that
bastard.. He got drunk so badly that he was sticking to that b***h the whole day!!”
“I mean, is going to the airport to meet your friend you haven’t seen in 3 years that bad?! It’s
not like she planned for Jungmin to come the day of the party!! Hey, do you want me to
introduce you to someone 1000000 times better than him?!”
“That’s Jungmin..”
Until a few minutes ago.. she was acting as if she’d rip Ji Eunsung’s head off.
I don’t know if Kyunwon was just ignoring him or didn’t hear him.
“K! K!! Whatever!! OMG, Jungmin you look like that one singer ‘GIL’!!”
Kyungwon. It’s not GIL it’s Mindahleh.
Seungpyo stared a little longer with a slightly clod face and headed down again..
That girl.. Seriously. Doesn’t she see that her boyfriend’s mad..
Why is everything so complicated?!?!
“Let’s go down. Jungmin, let’s see how much better you are at arcade games than I am..”
“Who cares? You don’t have to care about that Ji Eunsung bastard!!”
“It’s okay!!”
“Hey..”
“Let’s go~~”
Oh my god.. Han Yehwon.. Look what you’re going through because you met a weird friend and
a guy with a dirty temper.
# 23
Luckily.. Ji Eunsung and Co. were in the karaoke section of the arcade.
Floppy, who was playing a game, spotted Kyungwon and Jungmin and he stormed off to where
his friends were singing..
“It’s okay! He'll feel better when I buy him some chocolate. Jungmin, are you good at singing?”
“Ask Yehwon~~”
“Yehwon, is he?”
“If he and you made a group.. you guys would be the best “
I want to be as far away from Ji Eunsung as possible. So I got down in front of a game and
started playing........... tetris...
What should I do? Should I apologize one more time? It seemed him and that Hyobin girl were
getting along together.. Should I tell them congratulations? No.. I can’t do that.. I just realized
that I like him..
“No.. Go away.”
“T_T”
“Yehwon..”
“...........”
“..Yeah.”
“I see.”
“2.”
“BWHAHAHAH!!! LOSER!!”
“BWHAHA. What are you talking about?” I asked trying to sound tough, and when I put my
elbow on his shoulder, I saw Ji Eunsung from the corner of my eye.
“.......”
Jungmin said looking at her and then turning back to the screen.
Ji Eunsung. What are you doing..?
“Move.”
“What?”
“Move..”
"..................."
“I dumped her.”
Why do you think it was that, when I heard those words come from his mouth, a tear almost
fell out of my eye?
+++++“OMG!! You’re pissing me off!! Do you think what you say goes?! And you call yourself
a man? You’re only garbage.!!!!!!!!!!”+++++ <-- English
....What the hell are you saying right now???? ( Didn’t understand anything)
Ji Eunsung just stared with a stupid expression.. and one of annoyance.
.. If he says it again.. Do you know what he’s saying.. I bet if you heard him say it a hundred
times, you still wouldn’t know.
Okay.. even I know what **** you means. But I doubt Ji Eunsung that stupid k-
“AHH!”
Okay.. Never mind.. He understands.....
Jungmin flew back from Ji Eunsung’s punch and from the corner of his mouth, blood was
flowing out.
“Stop it!! Stop!! Hey, Ji Eunsung.. Fine! You dumped me. Happy?? You dumped me!! So stop
acting immature!! We don’t need to get in a fight, okay?! Jungmin.. Let’s go.. We’re the ones
who’ll be getting a headache.. Come on.. Let’s go...”
Maybe it was the tears.. but Jungmin calmed down and I turned around.. I couldn’t face him...
We walked out of the arcade/karaoke bang, dragging Kyungwon out with us.
“What’s wrong? Why are you crying? Jungmin, what’s wrong with her?”
"............."
“I’ll give you a chance to give me an excuse.. if you have anything to say to me.”
Ji Eunsung.. Are you going to make me feel lower than dirt until the end..?
# 24
“Ji Eunsung.. I’m sick of having to do everything that you want to do. I don’t like having to do
everything that you like.. And overall, everything you do is tiring.. You know.. You act like some
kind of child, you know that?? A spoiled one... and I pity you... This time, I’ll say bye.”
Even though it’s something I said.. It was cold.. Something I didn’t even think twice about.. I
know I’ll regret it.. But after I spat out those cold words, I left Jungmin and Kyungwon, and
started walking wherever my feet were willing to take me.
And I walked.. just walked wherever my feet took me.. What’s happening to me.. Tears were
trailing out as if I were some lunatic.... That night.. Kyungwon and Jungmin came over.. and
even then, I was still crying....
“Han Yehwon.. I told you I was going to tell you something, right? I’ll tell you now.. Forget about
him..”
“No. You have to.. because you have to forget about him.”
“I already have.”
“That night.. He drank a whole **** load of crap.. and he and Kim Hyobin went out together..
They didn't come in for a long time, so Seungpyo and I went out to go look for them.. They
were both on a bench..”
“Okay.... Stop it..”
“Han Yehwon.”
“I get it okay?! I know.. I understand.. I’ll forget him, okay?? We didn’t even get along. So
starting tomorrow.. I’ll approach you guys with a happy face.. Okay? So just let me cry.. Just for
today.. Sorry, you guys..”
“Okay. I’m trusting you Han Yehwon.. I’m going.. See you tomorrow.”
He didn’t even like me touching his hand.. HAHAH.. so that’s how much he liked Kim Hyobin...
I’ll forget you within a day, Ji Eunsung... I only liked you enough to stop thinking about you
within a day.. I’ll show you that I didn’t like you at all.... because I can...
He’s probably the only person who doesn’t like holding hands..
It wasn’t for even that long, but why do I keep thinking about him...
..I’m going to forget him..
...I’m going to try..
...even my thoughts of forgetting about him.....
# 25
“I’m up.”
For the first time in a while, my whole family had breakfast together.
“Oppa. Long time no see... Appa too.”
“I slept late.”
“Got it.”
“Don’t say anything.. Looking at everything that’s happened-- consider it a miracle that you’re
even eating in this house.”
At school...
“Huh? What..”
“Eunsung..”
“Oh! Of course!! Who do you think I am? How are you and Seungpyo?”
“I dunno. It’s weird.. He’s not calling.. and he’s not sending me any messages.. When I call, he
just hangs up..”
“It’s your fault! You’re not supposed to act like that in front of your boyfriend.”
“.. Tch.”
“If you saw Seungpyo going up to some girl and holding hands with her, would you have liked
that?”
“Exactly.. So just call him one more time. He wants that too.”
“Yeah.”
“What do I do?”
“Huh?”
“Like buy some flowers and a present.. Stand in front of his school and wait for him!! Isn’t that
perfect?”
“No~~ NO~~ You know what you do? You dress in a way Seungpyo’s never seen you. To look
older.. then the kids will think you go to college or something..”
“Dude, he’ll like freaking love you. Think about it. Wouldn’t you like Seungpyo to stand in front
of our school dressed in a casual suit?? How proud would you be??”
“HEHE..”
“Why not?”
“......................”
“You said you forgot him.. Are you saying that you still like him..?”
“Don’t go there.”
“Wang Bitna"
“Does it matter? Ji Eunsung and Kim Hyobin are going out so there’s no reason for her to beat
you up anymore."
“ “
“Yehwon.”
“Okay. Fine. I’ll go with you. But I’m going to hide behind a trashcan or something.”
“HEHHEHE. Thanks. Hey, your eyes are still swollen. Exactly how much did you cry yesterday?”
“I don’t know. I didn’t cry!! Hmm. Where should we go with Jungmin though?”
“Seoul Land!!”
“Night Club???!?!?”
# 26
“We went over that already. Remember? We’re going to Sang. Night club. How about it? That
girl, Lee Eunji, went too. Is she can get in, why can't we?”
“We won’t get caught because of Jungmin. I mean, look at his hair. Who in their right mind
would think he’s 18?”
“Hmm...”
“Let’s go~~ I got my allowance the other day!! Let’s go, Yehwon~~!!!!”
“OKAY ^o^~~~”
So we agreed to go to the club. Since mom and my oppa were at home, Kyungwon brought me
over to her house.
“No! Wear this! If you wear something with a collar, you look younger.”
“Well then, do you want to be outside all by yourself when you get kicked out?!??!”
But in the end I ended up wearing a purple, low cut, itchy nylon shirt.
And a white skirt.
Kyungwon wasn’t any better. Does she want to freeze to death in this fall weather?
“Jungmin~ It’s me. We’re going to take you to a great place today!! The best!! Wear clothes
that make you look mature but cool at the same time!! Wait in front of your house. NO!! It has
to look cool and mature at the same time!! We’re going to a club. Okay!”
“Hey, Kyungwon.”
“What?”
“No! Never!!! Do you know how much I’ve waited for this day?
“OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
So we headed towards Jungmin’s house.. T_T If I’m caught, I’m dead, you little b***h. T_T
Forget about my mom.. I wonder what Ji Eunsung will say when he sees me.
His long blonde hair was let loose and he had on sunglasses and some dog tags.
He wore a tight shirt.. and pointed boots and he was waving at us.. T_T
But on the other hand.. Jungmin’s face was also full of surprise.
“You guys..”
++++"oh...my...god..."+++++
He’s only lived in America for 3 years and he just speaks English in front of us..
The 3 of us headed towards the club with the sun setting behind us.
In front of the club there was a huge guy standing guard. However, he just ignored us as we
walked in.
“But still.”
“It’ll be fine!! My sister and I look exactly the same!! Do you know what I did with it last time??
Jungmin, how is it?? Great, huh??”
I looked around. Now that we actually got inside.. It wasn’t that great a place.. Oh well.. Better
than nothing.
Even the waiter didn’t say anything as Kyungwon held out her sister’s ID and led us to a
table... But something doesn’t feel right. Over there at that table.. some waiter keeps glancing
over at me.. I’ve seen him before.. I know I have..
“Hahah!! Look at Jungmin’s face.. I think I’m ging to die from laughing.”
Jungmin and Kyungwon.. They weren’t exactly drunk.. Both are really strong with alcohol.. In
my opinion.. They’re just crazy.
“..I can’t.”
“It’s okay!! I’ll block all of your moves with my brilliant ones!! Yehwon, let’s go!”
Damn, I have to go pee.. Whenever I drink beer, I have to go pee really bad so I decided to go
right then..
But. How can this be.................
# 27
..............Hyunsung.. and Floppy.. The other 4th guy (don’t know his name) and Wang Bitna.. All
four were at a table.. Dammit.. How can this be...?? Luckily, Ji Eunsung wasn’t there and
neither was Kim Hyobin.
This isn’t the time for this. I can’t have them see me like this..
Quickly, I headed towards a waiter.
“Go to the left, then when you meet the corner, it’s on the right.”
“Thank you.”
.............
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........................
Now that all my concentration wasn’t set on going to the bathroom, I can smell cigarette
smoke in here. Damn, it smells.
I quickly washed my hands and that’s when it happened.
+BANG!!+
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“O- Okay...?”
“No.. I don’t.”
“You know.. I- I liked Eunsungie a longer time than you!! Do you know that?!”
................
.....................
“Yeah. I know ”
“.........”
The girl stared at me a little longer.. Damn, I think I’m going to go crazy..
“Why do you keep bothering Eunsung?? My Eunsungie.. Do you know how much I like him??”
I’d never actually like Kim Hyobin .. But.. right at this moment.. this girl named Kim Hyobin was
.......... so pretty, saying the name of the guy she liked and crying loudly... She looked so
pretty.....
I think I’m going to go crazy if I stay in there any longer. And slowly I walked out of the
bathroom.
.. What’s this??
The waiter who was staring at me from behind the table was telling the guy who had told me
where the bathroom were whispering.
O_O that’s right!! It’s him!! That guy.. the one guy from the fight that Ji Eunsung was in. The
one that pushed me away when interfered.
“WHAT? You broke up?? HAHA, yeah right. Stop eating up time, and call him to come over
here.”
“Hey b***h. I told you to call him!! Do I look that easy to you? Call him within 10 seconds. If
you don’t, I’ll kill you.”
“What? Are you too afraid to actually go over to him? Huh?? What, you don’t have enough balls
to go over to him with his friends next to him?? Is that why you’re making me bring him over to
you?? HAHAHA, you’re really funny.”
“What the hell, this ****ing b***h. Do you seriously want to die?? HUH!?”
“I told you already.. I got dumped.. How many times do I need to tell you..?”
“You have no manners you know that b***h?? Hyung, how many times should I hit her?”
“****!! Fine then, what’s his number? I’m letting you off this time.”
If I tell him his number.. it’s obvious that him and his friends are going to beat him up..
“I don’t know.”
“HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“Eunsung is MY b***h!!!!!!!!”
“Hansung hyung.”
“Hansung?? That bastard is my junior. Hey, but she’s pretty cute huh?? Name’s Hyobin?”
“Get away from me,” Hyobin said to the guy that was getting closer.
“You're saying you’re tough, are you?” the guy yelled, pushing me into the wall.
“I’m asking you one last time. What’s Ji Eunsung’s number?”
The guy asked pushing me into the wall again.
“HAHA. Fine. Hey, now that I look at her from up close, she’s pretty cute.”
I glanced over at Hyobin and the guy.. He was touching her cheek and saying greasy words to
her. The guy in front of me put his hand on my head.
# 28
The only way I can get safely out of this situation is:
A: Someone comes to help me or B: For some reason, they decide to let us go.
Only two choices.. Great.
Hyobin doesn’t seem to be doing anything either.
Maybe it was because she was drunk. Or maybe she thought the guy was good looking..
.. Hopefully, it’s not the latter.
However~~ I’m in a different situation than she is. I can’t be raped by someone like this!! At
least the guy next to Hyobin is good looking!!!
Mommy.. T_T The bastard’s hand is slowly creeping down from my head.. My eyes are growing
dark and I can feel tears starting to gather inside my eyes.
“Eunsung-a!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
No, I heard correctly.. Hyobin had called Ji Eunsung with her cell phone. Dammit, it’s not
supposed to be like this..
The guy in front of me had taken his hands off me and reached into his pocket to call his other
friends.
“Eunsung-a!! I’m scared!! This scary oppa is.... He’s... What do I do?? Here?? It’s near the
bathrooms...”
“No!!! JI EUNSUNG, STUPID BASTARD!! DON’T COME!! DON’T!! JUST STAY THERE!!!!”
I yelled as loudly as I could.. if Ji Eunsung were to come.. I don’t even want to think of the
things that could happen.
The guy next to Kim Hyobin was touching her cheek greasily.
Kim Hyobin was crying.. Dammit, stop crying, I’m the one who wants to cry!
The voice stuck in my head... NO.. You stupid.. I told you not to come.. Ji Eunsung.. Stupid..
“Oh ho!! So what if you’re pissed??? What are you going to do about it?”
“I told you not to come!! Are you stupid?” I yelled through my swollen eyes.
In a split second Hyobin was hiding behind Eunsung. Damn, she’s fast.
“Get lost, go hide in the bathrooms or something. No wait, go find your little friends.”
“Why..”
“I told you to leave!! Are you not going to listen to me till the end!!??!”
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It was the first time I’d seen him that mad. .. And for the first time.. I was scared of him..
“I’m going. You hear that? I’ll leave.. If you die.. It’s not my fault..”
And with those words, I ran out of the club. Tears cascaded down my face.. What’s this.. You
stupid girl.. Why are you crying??
For a couple of hours I just squatted in front of the night club crying my eyes out.. When I
finally decided to walk in to find Kyungwon and Jungmin, I couldn’t find them. Maybe they were
looking for me?
In my phone were an endless amount of messages and voicemails.. I drank up all the
remaining beer.
...And when I woke up, I saw Jungmin’s worried face in front of mine. I could also see my
brother smirking.
Tch.. Stupid can’t use his head but his eyes are good.
"..........."
Seeing me like this for the first time, my brother just nodded and left the room.
“Jungmin~~ I can’t do it. I can’t forget him~~ I like him too much.. I think I like him even more
than before.. What do I do?? What do I do...........”
“WHAT?!”
“There was a big fight at the club.. He.. He got seriously injured.. "
I wasn’t in my right mind.. I think I went half crazy and started calling every single hospital
near our house.
By luck.. the first hospital I called had a patient named Ji Eunsung.
“....You’re going..”
“I want to talk to him.. I don’t want to lie anymore.. There are so many things I want to tell
him..”
# 29
“310.”
Luckily.. Floppy, Hyunsung, and the other guy were all there..
All three had on dark expressions.. Floppy was the one who gave any hint that he knew me.
“How is he?”
“Yeah!! I was there right before he got into the fight!! That ass made me leave..”
“What are you talking about.. So you know what they fought about??”
“She’d passed out. She’s in the room next to his.. What happened?”
Floppy was just talking quietly the whole time. I held back my tears and told them the whole
story. When I’d finished.. Floppy was pacing around in anger..
“It's the first time Eunsung has beat someone to that level. He's in critical condition right now.”
“.............”
It’s not because of me that you beat him ( They’re talking about the guy who was covering
Yehwon’s mouth), is it?? .. It can’t be.. If it is.. I’ll like him even more...
“Yehwon.. Why are you crying?? Eunsung just needs a cast and needs to stay here a little while
and he’ll be fine. He’s a tough guy. Kim Sungtaek.. Now that’s a problem.. But Eunsung’s fine..”
“Don’t worry, he’ll be fine!! We made sure that those bastards would never touch him again
^o^ “
“T_T “
“Huh??”
“She disappeared.”
“Oh..”
“Whatever..”
What do you mean whatever, you loser.. I can you see smiling, you know .
“It’s late. Yehwon, after school tomorrow, come visit. We’ll be here all night.”
“Bitna and the other Sang girl’s are all next door. If they s-”
“Yehwon!!!!!!!!”
“Huh?”
“..Okay Bye.”
Hyunsung hasn’t said one word at all.. and his face was expressionless... They must be really
close...
“Kyungwon wants you to call her. She said she’s waiting. See you tomorrow.”
Oh yeah.. Kyungwon.. I forgot about her.. So I did and she didn’t let down my expectations by
not yelling.
“Do you think Wang Bitna will just let you off like that? What if she sees you?”
“Nope!”
“Oh yeah. Jungmin.. hey it seems like you’re looking after him a lot.”
“WHAT?!?! I”M GOING TO SLEEP!! SEE YOU TOMORROW!! OH WAIT, I'LL SEE YOU IN A FEW
HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
The next day, none of my lessons came into my head. No matter how much I bugged
Kyungwon to go to the hospital with me, she wouldn’t budge. She said something about
surprising him or whatever.
Then.. during math class, stupid dork got her finger stuck in a hole and said it hurt. So she got
a slip of excuse to go home..
..I’m a little nervous.. Until yesterday I was saying I was going to forget him..
I even bought a flower.. I wonder if he’ll like it.. I walked confidently towards the hospital.. I got
to his room.. but I couldn’t gather the courage to go and open the door.
# 30
Oh lord.. What is Kim Hyobin doing behind me.. T_T Oh yeah, their rooms are next to each
other.
“Huh.. yeah.”
“Yeah.. I know.”
“Yeah.”
The girl walked to one of the hospital benches and sat down.
Damn.. I think I’m going to go crazy.. she’s even pretty wearing a patient suit or whatever you
call them.
“I’ll get to the point.. Do you think you could not meet Eunsung??”
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“I can’t either..”
Whoa. Why is she crying?? With tears trailing down her face, she was practically begging me
not to meet him..
“I really really like him.. I’ve only looked at him for 3 years.. I liked him enough to beg my
parents to let me come to the same school as him.... I live with my mom. I was lonely.. I’ve
never gotten anything I wanted.. But just this once.. this once..”
I seriously think I’ll go crazy.. If she’s practically begging.. that means she likes him that much..
but what do I do?? I also like him.. I like him a lot ... When I didn’t answer.. her tears started
falling faster than ever.
“No.”
“But.. I like him too.”’
“Then just today.. I mean, I came anyways.. I’ll just see him today...”
Tch, you pretty little girl, you think I’m going to actually do that?? I’m going to meet him
secretly behind your back. ( Even at 18.. she isn’t exactly mature..)
“Huh..”
“Go in there and tell him.. Tell him it’s your last..”
“..........”
“Please.”
“..O-Okay..”
“Eunsung~!”
“Hi...”
He stared at me with an expressionless face.. His left leg was in a cast and hanging in the air..
His right arm was wrapped in bandages..
“What are you doing here? Thought you said you weren’t going to see me ever again.”
“I’m just asking.. Are you feeling okay?? You don’t look too hurt.”
“How can THIS (shakes leg and arm) not look serious to you!??!!”
“I come because I’m worried and all you can do is yell? Here, take these flowers!!” I yelled
throwing the flowers at him as hard as I could (not underhand.. more like a pitcher)"
“What are you doing here after acting as if you were never going to see me again.”
“No.”
“It’s nasty.”
“.......Why..”
“Just because.”
“..No.”
“Listen to me.”
“Hey..”
“What is it?”
He said turning his eyes towards me.
...This time he lost the smile and just stared at me with a sincere expression on his face.
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"..........."
Eunsung.. What I just said is a lie.. Look at my eyes~~~~ My eyes are telling you what I feel..
Dammit, look at my eyes!! Ignore what my mouth just said and look at my FRICKEN eyes....
Yes... Look at my eyes... or what you can see of it.. (They’re swollen because she drank so
much)
“...Stop.. it...”
.................
“Huh?”
“I said stop it.. ****.. How stupid do you want to make me?!?!?!”
.........For a second.. Kim Hyobin and I were so surprised that we just stared at him silently.
They’re shaking again-- his pupils.. This always happens when he’s mad.. They always shake.
“If you won’t see me, I can’t help that.. but what are you going to do if I say that I need to see
you?”
How do I answer him? .. Kim Hyobin’s crying next to me.. What do I tell him??
I was lonely..
I can’t tell him.. I can’t tell him that I like him in front of this girl who likes him this much.
This was the best answer I could think of for both of them..
“I li-”
“Wait!”
“Ji Eunsung.. You didn’t forget what happened between us that night, did you? .. and you
promised me too.”
..............
................
“You know what we promised that night, right? But how could you do this to me??”
..............
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“Shut up..”
Ji Eunsung said.. and there was silence....
“I’m going to take responsibility for my actions.. So shut up.. Don’t say anything more in front
of Yehwon.. Don’t say any of that **** in front of Yehwon.”
“****??”
“How can you do this to me??? Han Yehwon.. Listen to me.. Ji Eunsung and I slept together that
night!! And he said he was going to take responsibility for his actions. He promised!! Get it??!”
Tears were starting to gather.. Dammit.. This isn’t how everything is supposed to happen.
I couldn't get the scene out of my head-- I couldn’t say anything.. I wanted to run out..
Ji Eunsung, who was just glaring at Hyobin, said in a soft voice full of anger, “Kim Hyobin.. You
haven’t been hit by a guy, have you..”
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The way things are going right now.. It really does seem like Eunsung's going to hit her..
“Ji Eunsung. Don’t talk like that.. I have to be going now. Kim Hyobin, want to go out together?”
I can’t leave her alone in a room with him..
“......Next time..”
“And I’m asking when is the ‘next time’ in all my years of living.. I've waited for too long... How
long are you going to make me wait..”
"................"
Tears had started to flow.. Why did that seem so sad to me?? Exactly what did he have to go
through in his life..
Right then, Floppy opened the door and barged in. In one hand, he had a bag.. and in the other
was a box of cigarettes.
“Huh? Yehwon’s here. Where’s Kyungwon?! Hey.. Why are you guys crying??”
I didn’t have the confidence or the strength to be standing there right now..
I walked past Seungpyo, who had a clueless expression on his face.. I smiled at him and walked
out.
“Eunsung!! Where are you going?? You’re not in any condition to get up! Ji Eunsung!! Are you
crazy? I’ll go bring her back,.”
Before he could catch or even see me.. I quickly started to run away.
And I ran all the way home.
I can’t get the scene out of my head.. Kim Hyobin and Ji Eunsung together.. I shouldn’t be
thinking about that.. It was probably a mistake.. but I can’t. I can’t understand why I’m angry..
Why I felt betrayed..
Oh yeah.. Jungmin.. I’d forgotten about him.. That day at the arcade..
I wonder how mad he was when he got hit because of me.
And I was crying in front of him saying that I wanted to see the guy who’d hit him. -0-
If there was any poison.. I want to drink it and just die right here.
I should go see Jungmin.. but I’m not in the mood right now..
But when I turned my head to the right, I saw Kyungwon and Jungmin both grinning at me from
the front door.
“It was fine.. Before that.. Why don’t you guys let go of your hands..”
Kyungwon asked..
“Yeah.. He was..”
“What’s wrong??”
“Oh, nothing..”
“So Jungmin! You’re leaving in 4 days!! Where should we go today??” Kyungwon asked..
Actually, it was more like Kyungwon and Jungmin playing and me just thinking..
And the remaining four days passed like that... And on the day of his departure.. Oppa and
me.. Kyungown.. Mom.. Jungmin’s parents, and Jungmin were all gathered at the airport.
# 33
“WAHHHH!!!!!!!!! WAH!!!!!! Jungmin!! When you arrive, call me!!!” <-- Jungmin’s mom.
“Say ‘hi’ to your sister for me.. And don’t waste this money.. Study.. And when you come over
during winter break, cut that damn hair of yours..” <-- Jungmin’s dad.
“Hey, be careful dude, of, you know, like the terrorists and bombs. When you come over next
time, don’t forget to buy me chocolate.” <-- The human I call my brother.
“I’ll write you letters.. and I’ll send you messages, okay?? And you promised to come over
during winter break.” <-- Kyungwon.. I know I’ve said this before.. But she’s really acting
suspiciously..
Jungmin forced a smile, trying to hide his tears. He’d tied his hair up.. He wouldn’t cut it even
though I bribed him with 30 dollars.
“See you.. When you get there call me.. and write letters okay?? And you have to come over
during winter break.. and.. and I’m sorry.”
As I started crying, everyone there started to cry too.. Not including my brother.
Jungmin was crying the hardest.. and it was kind of embarrassing.
“WAHH WAHHHH!! I promise to come over during winter break. I’m going to miss you all. And
Yehwon.. There’s nothing you need to be sorry about.. I’m actually thankful that I have a friend
like you.. And if that bastard makes you cry again.. I’ll dress up as a gangster and beat the
crap out of him for you. Okay? So stop crying.”
“I’m really going!! The plane’s about to leave. I love you all!! BYE-BYE!!”
And with that.. Jungmin disappeared behind the gates and all of us were left there to cry,
except my brother.
If I wasn’t one of the people crying, I would have thought it was funny.
We all left the airport and I got in a car with my brother, my mom, and Kyungwon.
“What guy?”
“It’s nothing.. Jungmin doesn’t know what he’s talking about. It’s just a guy I know.”
“Mom.. I don’t know anything.. Ow.. My stomach hurts..” Even though I’m the one lying, I
sound stupid..
So for a long time.. My brother and my mom were bothering me to tell them what Jungmin was
talking about..
The one thing that’s amazing though is how Kyungwon fell asleep so quickly but when we
reached a restaurant, her eyes opened instantaneously.
That night when I laid down on my bed.. I could only think of Jungmin...
I feel so bad...
But then.. when I think of him and Kyungwon, I don’t feel bad anymore.
I hope they don’t like each other.. Nah, it can’t be..
Hmm.. Kyungwon, that girl.. Where is she? I’ve been calling her but she won’t answer...
Maybe she drank poison and died because Jungmin went back to America..
Nah.. Kyungwon might die from eating too much.. But never from poisoning..
Whoa.. What am I talking about right now?? ? Right then...
+Ring~~+
“Hello?”
“Hello..”
It’s still silent.. So I just hung up..
So until 12, I waited for the person to call again.. And just as I was falling asleep, my phone
rang again..
“HELLO!?!??!!?”
# 34
“...Eunsung...”
“Come out.... This is.. This is... Shinwhul Elementary School.. Come out..”
"........"
“Stupid! You’re not even well yet--What are you drinking for? How’d you get out with your leg?”
“Come out.”
“..................”
What are you saying.. Why are you talking like that.. It’s not like you. Exactly how much have
you drunk??
“Look.. I waited, but you didn’t come.. You said you would.. ****.. I waited.. and in the end, you
didn’t come..”
“Where are you?? Shinwhul Elementary School? Wait there, okay?? Just wait there. And don’t
talk to any strangers. Just stay there!!!”
I was happy that I heard his voice.. and I was sad that I heard his voice
I seriously think I’m going to go crazy.. Shinwhul Elementary School? I’ve only been there
once... I didn’t exactly remember where it was.. but I finally found it after some time..
I looked around... but Ji Eunsung wasn’t there..
Did he leave already..? Or did I hear him wrong.... It’s not that...
This is Shinwhul’s entrance..
But he wasn’t there.. I didn’t see Ji Eunsung waiting for me..
...I waited.. I waited.. because he waited for me. Now it was my turn to wait for him.. It was a
chilly Autumn morning.. But I waited for 3 hours.. I think I fell asleep.. And when I woke up, it
was morning and Ji Eunsung still hadn’t come.
I thought about going straight to the hospital.. but instead I went home...
I’m lucky today’s a Sunday...
“HELLO!?
"......................"
“What is it?”
And so I did..
I told her I went to Ji Eunsung’s hospital room, and saw Kim Hyobin.. and I told her about the
call I got from him but when I got there he wasn’t there.. When I finished, she was silent..
“Jungmin was here.. And it felt weird to tell you guys.. What do I do.. I don’t feel strong enough
to go to the hospital..
“Mistake...?”
“It’s not that.. Hey, don’t you know Shinwhul elementary school has 2 gates??? An entrance
and an exit.”
“WHAT???????????!!!!!!!!!!!????????????!!!!!!!!!??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“The entrance..”
"...?"
“....Eunsung and Kim Hyobin.. Are you okay with the fact that they slept together?”
Stupid Han Yehwon.. Stupid idiot Han Yehwon.. Why didn’t you even think of there being Exit
and Entrance gates?
Eunsung .. I don’t care what you did with any other girl. I’m not going to run away because of
that reason... The only thing I like, the only thing I see... is you..
When I reached the hospital, the nurses all looked at me with unwelcoming glares.
“Eunsung!!”
I yelled flinging the hospital room wide open. And I was shocked to see Wang Bitna.. Floppy..
Hyunsung.. and above that 3 other Sang guys, Kim Hyobin, and another girl from Sang... 8
people were all surrounding Ji Eunsung on his hospital cot.
“Yehwon.. You’re here..” Floppy said, offering a tiny smile,.. I only have you, Floppy...
“Huh??”
“Last night.. He left his room and came back at 8 this morning.. He caught a bad cold.. And
he’s not talking..”
“What are you saying??” I quickly neared the cot where he was laying..
“Hey.. What the hell..” Wang Bitna said but I ignored her and neared Eunsung..
“I don’t want to wait anymore. I don’t want to get mad at you so get out.. I’ll let you go. So get
out..”
“Hey.. He said get out.. Don’t you hear him?? Get lost!” Wang Bitna yelled.
“Even if you say you’re going to let me go.. I won’t... I’m going to stick to you no matter what.
Besides, you sound weird talking in that kind of voice, so stop it. So get up.. I have a lot to tell
you.” Even though I said it, it sounds crazy...
“The thing I hate the most is being made a fool.. and right now and this morning.. It’s what you
made me..”
“It’s a misunderstanding!! Now I’m going to stick to you even if you don’t want me to!!!”
“Get.. out...”
He said coldly..
And right then.. I got the biggest boost of courage I’d ever had..
I grabbed the guy’s neck.. Luckily, he was sick and didn’t have enough strength to push me
away..
And before anyone could say anything, I smacked my lips of top of his.. And this was our
second bizarro kiss..
I knew he was going to push me away.. But.. What the hell is this.. He’s not..
..So ... We were making out in front of like 8 kids.. And the only thing I could think about was..
Is this really his first..?
Of course, for me, it wasn’t.. hehe. There was this guy in 8th grade..
No one even bothered to stop us.. Finally, the only thing that stopped us was Kim Hyobin’s cry.
# 35
“Do you want to die?!?!” Ji Eunsung asked, returning to his old self.
One of his eyebrows is scrunched near the front ... Hmm.... It’s been a while since I’ve seen
that face of his..
I don’t know what possessed me to say those things to him. It was probably the fact that I
didn’t see anyone within my sight except for Ji Eunsung.
“****.. What number was this one?!” (TN: They’re talking about the kiss.)
“What are you talking about? I can list them off the top of my fingers..”
He glared at me again.. Like when he gets mad.. his eyes are shaking..
“I’m just kidding..... ( I said, thinking that if I didn’t say that I’d get hit with a casted leg)”
“Hey, Ji Eunsung.. Do you have anything in there? Huh?” She yelled, pointing to her head.
“Right.. You don’t do that in front of your girlfriend,” another one said..
“What? How do I have to act in front of Kim Hyobin..,” Ji Eunsung asked quietly..
Everyone was silent...
“Hey, Han Yehwon.. After I asked you to.. After I practically begged you to... How could you do
this to me?” Kim Hyobin yelled, crying.
Wang Bitna smirked at me, “You die today, you ****ing b***h.”
“Wang Bitna.. Get out.. And Kim Hyobin.. What did you ask Yehwon to do for you?”
“Fine.. I asked her not to see you or meet you.. I begged her not to meet you.. There. Are you
happy?! You know how much I like you!!! But how could you do this to me?! You said you’d take
responsibility!! You promised me!!”
Everyone stared, surprised at Kim Hyobin.. except for Wang Bitna and Ji Eunsung.
“I told you I would, didn’t I? Hey, I’ll get married to you.. Happy?? But I’m going to get married
when I’m 70, so come find me then. So before I turn 70, don’t appear in front of Yehwon or my
eyes.”
# 36
It was Hyunsung...
The atmosphere of the room turned quiet once again..
Wait. Wait.. What’s this that I’m hearing?? So Hyunsung likes Kim Hyobin?? Is that what he’s
saying...
“If you like Kim Hyobin, go tell her.. Don’t come to me and say ‘Kim Hyobin, Kim Hyobin’.. Just
hearing her name pisses me off!!!”
..............
................
...................
Crying.. Kim Hyobin ran out of the room with Wang Bitna and the other Sang girl.
“Dirty bastard..” There wasn’t even enough time to stop him. Hyunsung let his fist fly and it hit
Eunsung squarely in the jaw.
The other guys grabbed hold of Hyunsung and kept him back. Ji Eunsung just fingered his jaw,
shocked.. Not from the fact that it hurt.. but from the fact that his friend had hit him...
“Kim Hyunsung.. ... Of all the people in the world, YOU decide to throw me away because of
some girl.”
“Bastards like you have to get hit more often, you know that? Have you ever thought of
anyone’s feelings besides yours? Have you?!”
“Haha.. Why? Why do you think I did?? The person who knows why I hate Kim Hyobin so much..
The only bastard who knows why I hate her.. You’re saying that to me? .. Do you really want to
die?? Do you really want to see what’s scary?”
For a moment.. Hyunsung froze... I think he felt the coldness and seriousness of Eunsung’s
words..
He stormed out of the room along with the other 2 Sang guys.
"................"
“...Bet you went around kissing every guy that you could see.”
“Are you still pissed about that?? How cute~ My little baby..”
“Shut up.. Do you want to die? Don’t call me ‘baby’.. I hate that word.”
“When I ask you how you’re doing, you ignore me, but when Yehwon asks, you answer..
Eunsung is mean!!” Floppy said.
Oh! This is more like the Floppy I know.. Who ever knew that I’d be glad to see him act like
this??
“Aren’t you leaving??” Ji Eunsung asked... He’s going to hit me as soon as Floppy leaves.. I just
know it..
“Shh.”
With that one ‘shh’, Floppy shut up.. Whoa.. I didn’t know that it actually works..
“Ji Eunsung!! Shinwhul has two gates-- an exit and an entrance!! I was at the entrance and you
were at the exit!! I was there until 7 in morning!! I swear!!”
Crap.. I shouldn’t have said her name.. Now Floppy’s looking for Kyungwon.. What do I do?”
“Uh.. Kyungwon’s not feeling well.”
“Where!?”
“She got it .. uh stuck in her window (Sorry Kyungwon.. but this is the only way to get him to
shut up..)”
“Is it broken??”
“Huh?!”
“Duh!”
“No! You can’t go, her dad’s home and her grandpa!! A-and that’s not all!! Her great
grandma’s there too!!”
“.........I’ll just go in front of her house and look at her through the window.”
“No!!! Seungpyo~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“Yeah..”
“Load of ****..”
“Stop cussing!!!!”
".............."
"......................."
Stupid dork.. At times like these you’re supposed to say, “Don’t leave me now..”
It sounds nicer that way....
“Don’t cuss!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
...That is how we spent the first day back together.. fighting immaturely..
I promised that I’d come to the hospital right after school...
AND I promised to call before I go to bed.. And he made me promise to buy him something to
eat on my way to the hospital tomorrow..
I sneaked out slowly so that the Sang kids wouldn’t catch me.. T_T It’s going to be hard
sneaking in tomorrow since Kim Hyobin’s room is next door.
# 37
The next day at school
“Say what??”
“Oh.. He asked why you didn’t come.. So in order to save myself, I told him you hurt your
neck.”
“Like you’re any better!! Why are you ignoring and avoiding him!?!”
“What?? I’m going to surprise him on Saturday (TN: Korea has a half day on Saturday.)
“My face is not red!! What’s wrong with you these days??”
After lunch... and after 6th period.. Kyungwon was still mad.. Now that love comes back..
Friendship leaves.. T_T
“Hey....Lee Kyungwon..”
.............
“Kyungwon...”
.....................
“You b***h!! You promise to go to Sang this Saturday!! You’re going to say sorry to Seungpyo,
right?!”
“Why are you yelling.. Whatever.. I’m going to go visit Eunsung.. I’m not going to care about
you and Seungpyo..”
I grabbed all my money from my wallet (which wasn’t much) and threatened Kyungwon to give
me money.. so I got 8 dollars from her.
Actually.. I was scared of Wang Bitna so I tried covering my face with the cake...
I could hear loud sounds coming over from Kim Hyobin’s room..
The girls were yelling loudly and cussing.. They’re probably talking about me.. .
“I’m reading!!!”
And so he was.. Ji Eunsung was reading a book with his leg up in a sling... and his broken arm
behind his head.....
“It’s okay..”
.... You’re calling a picture book ’okay’ ... Not just any book.. Ali Baba and the 40 Thieves...
What exactly is your IQ? If I opened your head.. What would I find?
But I couldn’t find the nerve to actually make fun of him because he looked so cute reading the
picture book.
“I bought a cake~~”
“How can I pretend to be happy when I don’t like it?! Are you stupid?!”
Holy crap..
“Alright!! It’s Bbari Baguette!! (TN: I have no clue what that is.. probably the maker..)
Seungpyo opened the box like a crazed animal, picked up a fork and was just about to stab it
when..
“Eunsung.. You don’t like whipped cream..” Seungpyo said with a clueless expression.
“...What do you want me to do with it??” (Still with the clueless expression)
“Just leave it there!!! If you touch it, you die!! If you want to get hit with my casted leg, just
smear the tiniest bit of that cream!!!”
“Ji Eunsung.. If you leave the cake, it’ll get mold all over it!! Just let Seungpyo eat it!”
Seungpyo put the cake down, knowing about Eunsung’s tantrums, and .. he started teasing
Eunsung..
“You’re not letting me eat it cause Y~~~~~~~~~~~ehwon bought it.!! HUH?!? HUH!??!?!”
“Okay. I’ll shut up.. But I’m not leaving. I don’t have any other place to be..”
“Me?”
“..Okay..”
How kind and obedient you are.. Seungpyo got up and walked out the door to ask the nurse
when Eunsung would be able to leave. Kyungwon.. How could you cause that kind and
obedient child pain?? The more I think about it.. Kyungwon’s a b***h..
“.. What..”
“I can’t do that.. How could you do that to kind Seungpyo??” (My hands were reaching for the
lock while I was saying this )
“Yeah..”
# 38
“Eunsung!! You can leave this Sunday!!” Seungpyo yelled cheerily.. (<-- For some reason, I felt
a little guilty.)
“What the..” +Jingle.. Jingle..+ ( <-- sound of him trying to get the door open.)
“You assholes!!!”
After ten minutes of Seungpyo whining... he was gone. I think someone dragged him away..
Probably another one of Eunsung’s friends...
“Yehwon~~!!!”
How can I not know?? You’re Jungmin.. But I can’t say your name in here right now..
“Which one?!”
“You know how much international calls are? Did you get there okay?”
“What?!”
“That’s great!! (But when I think of Kyungwon and Seungpyo.. It’s not that great..)
Where do you think?? I’m in the hospital room of the guy who punched the crap out of you..
If I tell him that I’m in a hospital right now, he’ll start freaking out.
Right!! I’ll say it in English! Ji Eunsung won’t know what I’m talking about..
I guess I’ll say +++house++++
“Here?? +++HOUSE++++”
Right after I hung up the phone, I looked over at Ji Eunsung.. He was smoking..
Why’s he doing that??
“...........”
“.....”
“I told you he’s a friend! FRIEND.. He has a girlfriend!! (Truthfully.. No, he doesn’t.)
“Come closer.”
“Come here.”
“..No..”
“Stop lying!!”
“I swear it is!!”
But I pitied this guy here whom I call my boyfriend with sweat starting to gather around his
forehead.. So I decided to change the subject..
Actually I don’t.. You know that thing? The son is always an exact image of their mom.. So
she’ll probably have a crappy temper..
“...Don’t talk about her.. I’m tired. I think I’m going to take a nap.”
“Hey.. Ji Eunsung..”
“What?”
# 39
“............I don’t.”
“Liar. You have a lot.. You don’t like people touching you.. You don’t want to show me your
mom..”
“Like what?”
"............."
“Like what??”
.......................
“Yeah..”
“Well yeah.”
“I can’t.”
“What?”
“I might tell someone else.. but I can’t tell you.. Even if you slit my throat or torture me.. I
won’t tell you.. So don’t ask about that..”
I was silent..
"............."
“Are you mad?”
“................”
“Hope you understand that it’s not easy for me to keep this from you..”
“Smile.”
“What?”
“ .. happy?”
“ ;;; Happy?”
“ “
“Tch. Have fun reading Ali Baba and the 40 Thieves!! I’m going!!”
“What? Mine?”
“YEAH!”
“What?”
“NO, SWITCH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!”
So we did....
# 40
..Ji Eunsung.. is stupid.. I could just tell Jungmin to call my house instead of my phone..
...
Before he could say anything about switching back the phones, I quickly headed towards the
door.
“Don’t forget to eat dinner!! I’ll bring you Dduk Bbok Kki tomorrow!! BYE!!”
I heard the dude yell as soon as I closed the door behind me.
“What now?!”
“...Just wanted to tell you I hella like you a lot. Get going!!”
...Did you have to tell me that with the cuss word in it? Did you HAVE to say +hella+ ?
Before he could go into one of his cussing rages.. I quickly closed the door behind me.
Hehhee. I’m going to snoop around.. I’m going to read all your messages and see how many
girls you have in your phone book.
“I was at school..”
“Why??”
“How would I know why your brother’s gone crazy? I’m too scared to even ask.”
“..?”
“Come here..”
....
...
“Oppa?”
“...Oppa?”
“What’s up?”
Did that human lend money and not get paid back?
Wait.. Kim Hansung?? I’ve heard that name before..
That came 2 hours ago.. same number.. It’s probably Kim Hyobin.. right?
“Okay..”
+RINGRINGRING!+
..There’s a message..
Wait.. Not a text.. A voice mail..
Who is it..? I guess it’s okay to listen to it.
“Eunsung, it’s me Hyunsung.. What are you doing right now? You’re not even answering the
phone... Right now, Hyobin’s threatening to tell Yehwon.. She’s going around asking everyone
what her number is... That time I sided with Hyobin, I was just doing that to get her to shut up..
It was just a misunderstanding.. Anyway.. I’m going to try to stop her, so don’t worry..
+BEEP+..”
“EUNSUNG?!”
“It’s Yehwon..”
"................"
.............
.................
...................
“Why?”
“What if I hear it from Kim Hyobin? It seems like it’s about me.”
“But don’t you think it’s better for me to hear it from you than from Kim Hyobin?”
# 41
10 minutes passed and from a distance away, I could see a figure coming closer.
It was Hyunsung..
Bangs that slightly covered his left eye... (Ji Eunsung’s hair is short)
Tan skin.. (Ji Eunsung’s pale..)
Straight proud looking shoulders... (Ji Eunsung slouches..)
Big but not too big Oriental-shaped eyes that go slightly up like a cat.. ( Ji Eunsung doesn’t
have double lids but his eyes are big..”
“Over here.”
“Where’s Eunsung?”
“He’s at the hospital.. We... decided to switch phones for today... But after hearing your
message.. I was too curious.. Sorry.”
“Whatever.. You were going to find out from Kim Hyobin anyway, weren‘t you? It’s better off
hearing it from me..”
“Yeah..”
“Keep it a secret from Eunsung, will you?”
“..Of course..”
“...Okay.”
“No.”
“Yeah..”
“Okay.. And?”
“...That night?”
...............
...............
.........................
“If it’s about that night.. I don’t think I need to hear. I know everything that happened.”
..........
..............
.................?
“That night.. Hyobin took Eunsung out. Of course, he didn’t know what was going on. Unlike
you, she knew what would happen if he got totally drunk.. so she kept giving him things to
drink.. That day.. You weren’t there so he was really depressed.. It was the first time I’ve ever
seen him drink that much.. And they both went out.. You know I liked Hyobin, right?”
“Yeah.”
“Yeah.. So I followed them.. Truthfully, it wasn’t because I was worried about Eunsung.. It was
because I was jealous that Hyobin took Eunsung. So I followed after them... and I saw..”
....Saw what..
“Kim Hyobin was starting to unbutton Eunsung’s shirt.. In my eyes.. I think she was trying to
make it seem as if they’d spent the night together.. It wasn’t even funny. Eunsung was cussing
at Kim Hyobin like crazy.. spitting.. yelling.. Since he didn’t have the strength to actually do
anything to her, all he could do was cuss at her..”
............
...............
.....................
“But she didn’t even blink an eye.. She’s always been like that.. Even if it was her mistake..
Even if she almost died from getting beaten up, she would never admit that she’d done
anything wrong. So instead... Eunsung told her..”
..............
....................
......................
“He.. told her.....that his dad died because of AIDS. That he might have it too... He told her that
if she did this.. she would get it too...”
“Liar...”
“It’s the truth.. Eunsung’s dad died because of AIDS.. But what he said about himself is a lie.”
“The fact that Eunsung’s dad passed away because of AIDS.. is something that only he and I
know.. But then.. he told it to Kim Hyobin... It wasn’t what she was expecting.. and she
stopped.. When he told that to her.. Eunsung was holding back tears.. because it’s something
he doesn’t like thinking about..” (TN: If you have NO idea what Hyunsung’s talking about, look
at Chapter 16.)
“So she stopped.... Eunsung told her not to tell anyone.. He said that if she told anyone, he’d
seriously make her regret the day she was ever born... And she said something that made
everything I thought highly of her just.. go away..”
..................
.....................
.......................
If there was ever a time in my life that I’ve gotten so mad. It was right then..
“He agreed.. When I confronted him a while later, he practically begged me to not tell anyone
the truth..”
“Where?”
“..Didn’t you hear anything I said? If Eunsung finds out I told you.. Do you think he’ll like it...?
He didn’t want anyone to find out anything.. especially you!!”
“Ji Eunsung.. Is he more embarrassed with the fact that his dad died from AIDS than with the
fact the everyone thinks that he slept with Kim Hyobin?! Just because that stupid thing,
everyone thinks that he slept with Kim Hyobin..”
“..Stupid thing..?”
“Eunsung.. didn’t have any friends until elementary school.. He was alone.. Do you know
why?”
“Because everyone knew that his dad had died from AIDS.. No one.. No one even tried to get
close to him.. Even when they went on field trips and they had to hold each other’s hands.. no
one grabbed his...” (TN: If you still have no idea what Hyunsung’s talking about, look at
Chapter 16.)
“It’s hard to breathe.. The stupid tears won’t stop.. The only thing I’m seeing right now is
Eunsung..”
“Why do you think he was quiet when Kim Hyobin was telling everyone?”
“...........”
“It’s because of YOU, stupid!!! He thought that if you found out, you’d leave him too!!!! That’s
why he stayed quiet even when she was telling everyone!!! But what?? Stupid thing?!”
.........................
“...I wouldn’t leave him if he had AIDS.. If he DID have AIDS I wouldn’t leave him.. I never
would.. So Kim Hyobin thought--she thought that if she told me.. that I’d leave him?? ...I’m
going to go see her..”
Ji Eunsung.. You’re no better... You thought I’d leave you because of that??
# 42
I could hear Hyunsung running after me..
“TAXI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
He glared at me through the rearview mirror but it didn’t matter.. he hurried anyway..
“Thank you!!!”
It doesn’t matter...
“Move..”
“You crazy b***h.. What the hell do you think you’re doing?!”
“I was looking for you.. Why does Eunsung have your phone?!!”
Before Wang Bitna had time to react... I grabbed Kim Hyobin’s hair.
I was grabbing Kim Hyobin’s hair... and Wang Bitna was grabbing mine..
But I didn’t feel any pain.. I guess when you get such a high boost of adrenaline you don’t feel
anything.. OR.. Maybe not.. I think it’s because all my concentration is on killing Kim Hyobin.
“****.. You want to see blood?! Let go!!!” Wang Bitna yelled..
“You say that you like Eunsung.. You say that you like him.. How could you do that to him!?!”
I yelled, shaking Kim Hyobin.
“You want to die, huh?! You’re doing this because you want to die, huh?!”
Wang Bitna smirked at me.
Kim Hyobin.. You’re starting to show your real self now.. Aren’t you?
I started to cry.. Not because I was about to get beaten up.. Not because I was outnumbered..
But because I felt bad for Eunsung...
I was crying because I couldn’t even get his revenge properly... I was crying because I was too
weak..
“Why the hell are you crying?? There are so many crazy b***hes like you in the world, you
know that?”
“I said to leave him alone.. Are you deaf? Want me to tell you again?!”
“Everything you were going to tell me.. Hyunsung told me already... I heard everything you did
to him...”
“You did?? Well now that you know he has a disease.. I guess you don’t need to see him
anymore, do you? We’ll only hit you a few times so.. get lost, got it?”
“What kind?!”
“Just a disease..”
“....Seems like you like him a lot.. since you’re willing to hide his secret.... What are you going
to do though? I don’t have any thought of leaving him.. Even if you beat me to death.. I’m
going to stick by him.. It’s you who should be leaving.. I’m going to make you leave..”
..........
.................
................
“Hey.. We can hit her now, right?”
“Step on her until she’s barely hanging on.. It’s been a while since I’ve been this pissed off,”
Kim Hyobin said quietly..
“Ow!! Why the **** are you giving me a shot there?! Give it to me on my arm!! I have a man’s
pride too!! OMG, I’m going crazy!!!”
And then............the fists started coming.. Not only their fists.. But their feet too...
Do I have to tell you that Wang Bitna’s hits hurt like hell??
Eunsung... went through harder times than this.. It probably hurt more than this..? But damn..
It really hurts....
# 43
Kim Hyobin busily just kept beating the crap out of me too..
I’ve gone numb.. It’s the first time in 18 years that I’ve been hit so hard..
It’s nothing that I can’t handle right now.. because deep inside.. I know that Eunsung has gone
through harder times than this..
“Hey!! Open the door!! Kim Hyobin!! Wang Bitna!! I know you’re in there!! Open the damn
door!!!”
............
............. Is it Hyunsung?
Kim Hyobin covered me with a sheet.. You think he won’t see me...?
“Where’s Yehwon?!”
“****.. What the hell’s wrong with all of you?! You go to Sang, not some stupid all girls
school!!!”
................
.....................
.........................
............
“YEHWON!!!”
Hyunsung yelled loudly.. Damn.. Don’t yell.. Eunsung will hear you..
“F**k, you b***hes... I’ll deal will you later... Yehwon... Get on my back..”
“I’m fine.. I’m just.. a little bruised.. I only got hit 3 times..”
“Are you stupid?! Are you stupid?!” He yelled and he got me on his back..
I must be crazy....
“..What is ..this..?”
................
...This voice..
# 44
“Eunsung..”
“It’s me.. I did it.. Happy? I felt bad for Hyobin.. So I did it.. So what?”
...It was Wang Bitna... I guess that’s how close they were...
But Wang Bitna.. It would have been better if you hadn’t said anything..
“AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!”
Wang Bitna had been hit by Ji Eunsung.. With what? I don’t know.. Maybe his crutches or his fist
I don’t know.. But Wang Bitna got pushed back into the wall.
And Ji Eunsung went after her..
He was.....scary...
It’s the first time that I’ve seen Wang Bitna with a scared expression on her face...
He didn’t give her a chance to speak... And with one arm (TN: the other one’s broken), he
continued to beat her..
It was different from when she was hitting me..
Kim Hyobin.. I can’t believe you.. Your friend’s getting hit like this.. for you.. And all you do is
stare at her getting hit..
If I could talk.. I would tell him that Kim Hyobin hit me too..
“Take Yehwon to the doctor... and... that’s exactly the reason why I’m hitting her..”
“Are you crazy?! Ji Eunsung, you’re the one that’ll get the blame!!!”
........I think I dreamed that Eunsung was near me with tears in his eyes...
..............
................
................
“What..?”
The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was a grim looking doctor...
The nurse that I hate and vice versa..
..It’s a monster...
+BAM+
...Ow....
“If you woke up, you should have opened your eyes!! I thought you were dead!!”
...Ow... My back...
“We know that she’s not dead so you can leave!! You can stop, you know!!”
....That crazy bastard.... You may be stupid.. but you should know enough not to yell at a
doctor....
I don’t know what was up with the doctor.. Maybe Ji Eunsung hurt his feelings.. but he left the
room... along with the nurse..
“How much did you get hit?”
“I’m serious.”
“Damn.. I think I’m going to crazy because of you.. Why are you smiling?!”
“Eunsung..”
“What?”
.............
.................
......................
Well.. I was going to find out sooner or later.. I should just tell you now..
# 45
“I’ll tell you... So don’t interrupt me... And don’t leave during the middle of when I’m
explaining..”
“I won’t.”
“Promise me..”
Ji Eunsung let out a laugh... It’s been a while since I’ve heard that laugh..
“It’s embarrassing..”
“Promise me...”
“...Fine.. I promise..”
“Pinky promise??”
“Yeah..”
“......I’ll tell you then.. Hyunsung called your phone because he didn’t know that I had your
phone.. And he left a message... And I listened...”
“.....Uh huh...”
“...I heard about ...that night... I bugged him to tell me.. Hyunsung didn’t want to... I said that if
he didn’t tell me.. I’d go find Kim Hyobin... And I kept bugging him..”
.....What do I do T_T ?
“What promise?”
“Ji Eunsung.. What’s wrong with you? Are you doing that to me too?”
"......"
“Who cares?! That doesn’t matter!! Let’s know your reason!! If you just go.. What do you want
me to do?! Why are you the one that always leaves first?! We’re finally back together... Why
are you leaving again?!”
“If I wasn’t hurt.. I’d go right over there and break your face..”
“.....What?”
“So...?”
“I know.”
“I never even thought of having kids with you in the first place.”
“WHAT?!”
...
Just until a few minutes ago.. he had a serious expression on his face.. Look at him now...
He neared my cot...
“Hey.. Think about it.. (Good.. I’ll change the subject) Okay, we might get married.. and have a
kid.. and then he grows up! He’ll be last in school!”
“No, he won’t!!”
“You’re saying he won’t be?! He’s going to come out of my stomach smoking with a dad like
you!!!”
“If I could.. I would just..” Ji Eunsung raised his hand... and I quickly grabbed it (Hehe.. I was
2nd place in our class arm wrestling tournament.. Kyungwon got first.. )
“..........”
“I’m not going to let you go.. Even if you die, I’m not going to let you go...”
“Han Yehwon..”
“..Yeah?”
“What?”
"........"
Mommy~~ Is this a dream?? Ji Eunsung is hugging me first?? ^_^Hehe.. Doesn’t feel too
shabby..
I was in his arms for a while.. and he smothered his face in my hair..
What?
“I washed it yesterday!!”
“Load of crap!!”
Why are we always like this.. Dammit.. Right when it feels like we’re having some bonding
time, it always gets ruined..
# 46
+KNOCK KNOCK~~+
“Who is it?”
It’s Hyunsung..
“Okay. Thanks.”
“Oh yeah, Eunsung... Last time.. When Hyunsung hit you!! It’s because of Kim Hyobin!! He
thought that she’d say everything... So he was just acting.. Hehe ”
“Ricecake.. Be quiet..”
“I’m fine~”
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ARGH~~~~~~
Ow... My waist.....
I guess I should call Kyungwon first.. Since my mom likes Kyungwon, I’ll have Kyungwon tell my
mom..
But I can’t write text on mine.. Oh wait.. I’ll use his phone..
“Hello?”
If I tell her the reason.. then I’d have to tell her about Ji Eunsung...
...ㅇ_ㅇ...ㅇ_ㅇ...
# 47
“KYUNGWON?!”
“HUH?!”
It really was... He hurried over wearing training pants.. and a wife beater..
“I went over to Eunsung’s room, but the nurse said that he’d be here.. What happened to
you?!”
“..N- No..”
“What?! Why?!”
“..Where’s Eunsung?”
“He’s out there with Hyunsung..”
“Oh... okay..”
“YEHWON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“You’re here."
+BANG+
What the...
It’s not because she saw Seungpyo, right?.. Haha.. Of course it’s not.
“Huh? Yeah.”
“..O-Okay.”
A few minutes later.. Floppy came back in, grabbing Kyungwon’s wrist..
“I’m fine .”
“Lee Kyungwon..”
.....Seungpyo, who was grabbing Kyungwon’s wrist tightly, opened his mouth..
“uh... UH.... Hi... Long time no see, Seungpyo..”
“Yeah.. LONG. TIME. NO. SEE.. It’s been a while since we’ve talked...”
Seungpyo said coldly...
It’s my first time hearing Seungpyo like this...
“No..”
“Yeah.. I’ve been doing well.. You look skinnier.. Did you lose weight?”
“W-what truth?”
Kids... Please go out and talk... I’m embarrassed just by listening... T_T
It’s a side of Seungpyo that I’ve never seen.. So he has a charismatic side to him too...
“You’re not the only girl for me.. There are tons of girls who like me.. So tell me.. Tell me
precisely.. I waited 3 hours for you that day... I know you’re not answering my calls on
purpose....”
3 hours?! Lee Kyungwon, you heartless little human... Okay!! Seungpyo’s winning.. 2 to 1!!
.....Kyungwon......
2 to 2 !!!
“...What....?”
“It’s someone else.. Are there are tons of girls who like you?? Well, go to them, I don’t care.”
“Let’s go outside..”
Seungpyo said, walking out..
If it wasn’t for this stupid waist.. I’d be able to be watching at least 2 fights...
Yeah.. I was really bored..
“Kyungwon..”
“Yeah.”
“Yeah.. I know “
“...Yeah....”
# 48
.....
30 minutes have already passed.. and no one even has bothered to come in..
Ow.. My waist...
“Hmmm...”
It’s Ji Eunsung...
“He left..”
“That’s a relief.”
“What’s a relief?”
“Antenna?”
“Give me my phone!”
Crazy..
“Did I ever say I wanted you to come visit me?! Don’t visit me!! If you do, my head hurts!!”
+Thump+
The door opened again and this time, Kyungwon stepped in with a dark expression..
“He.. left..”
“We didn’t break up.. We.. We’re just giving each other time to think.”
“Good!! That’s good!! Oh! My head, Ji Eunsung!!! Get out!! Go to your room!!!”
“Give me my phone..”
+SQREEE + (TN: Sorry I have no idea how what sound a door makes when it opens or closes.. )
“I don’t know.. I don’t know if it’s because of Jungmin.. I think it is.. I’m not even sure who I like
more... What do I do? What do I do, Yehwon?”
I wanna sleep T_ T
# 49
Mom was saying that she’d go find Wang Bitna and Kim Hyobin and rip their heads off..
“I don’t know...”
“She should be.. Kim Hyobin.. Sang.. 2nd year.. Isn’t she the prettiest little b***h there?”
“That’s right.”
“That son of a b***h.. I was waiting for an opportunity to beat him..,” he said and ran out of the
room..
“...Oh...? Anyounghasaeyo..”
“Yehwon!! Is this the guy who punished the girls who hit you? Is HE Ji Eunsung..?”
“..Uh.. yeah..”
“Anyounghasaeyo..”
“… ....”
“I’ll be back..”
“Okay..”
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“APPPPPPA T_T”
“Yehwon~~!!”
“Finally..!!!”
“I’m tired..”
"ㅇ_ㅇ..?"
“WAHH...!! Why do you keep seeing the dirty side of me?!!? TT_TT !! Do you know how
embarrassing it is.?!”
“You’re embarrassed?”
“Oh course!!! If you tell me that, it’s the only thing I can think of for the rest of the day!!!!”
“Hmm, I’m going to have to watch what I say in front of you from now on.”
“No.”
“Let’s go eat.”
“Get on my back.”
“...Really?”
“No... Now that I think about it.. I don’t think I can.. Hold on.. I’ll go get a wheelchair..”
“Okay.”
I looked in the mirror and quickly wiped my saliva... But where are we going to eat?
# 50
“Where is it?”
“...Yeah....?”
“Probably.”
“Me? Hold on.. Let me think~~ hmm.. hmmm.... What should I eat?”
Ddukboki? No.. I have to eat something expensive... Pizza? No it’s too common.. What is there
to eat?? Jokbal (TN: I’d tell you what it was.. but it’s something non Korean people would call
nasty) No.. It’s not lady like.. I don’t think they would deliver lobster..
“Hello? Can we get sushi for 2 people? Yeah.. It’s Sunghan hospital.. Hey, what room is this?”
“....You always do what YOU want.. T_T.. You have no manners... T_T “
“Me? Nengmyun.” (TN: Cold rice noodles in cold soup with kimchee and a load of other stuff.)”
Ji Eunsung got the number to a Nengmyun house and ordered me some nengmyun.
“What are you talking about~~ I get this stupid cast off!! I’m so itchy that I think I’m going to
die..”
“He’s my brother..”
“That hyung also takes my bag and my shoes.. T_T And if I bought something he likes, hes
always takes it and never gives it back..”
And she neared me.. I’m a little nervous.. (She doesn’t like me)
“Hey you, what are you doing here? Go back to your room.. Your bones aren’t going to stick
together correctly.”
“Why do you think I came here?! I came to treat your girlfriend. Get out! Go to your room!”
“Lady, do you know you always come when I’m about to eat?”
I wonder if that’s the nurse who gave him the shot when I was in Kim Hyobin’s room with her
and Wang Bitna.
“Oh ho!! If you don’t want another shot on your ass, shut up.”
“...Yeah... “
OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
“Do you need water? Does it hurt here too?” she asked, poking my ass..
Ji Eunsung..
That wolf~~~!!!
HEHEHEH...
“WHAT?!”
“Nothing..”
I happily downed the whole thing in about 3 minutes.. Soup and all..
It’s been forever since I’ve eaten it~~
“ ”
“If you get any fatter.. I’m not taking you around..”
“Who said that I’d want to go anywhere with you?! And besides.. What kind of guy eats so
clean?! Gimme some~~~”
+BANG+
“Get out.”
...Eunsung.. You don’t call an adult ‘you’ even if he IS Wang Bitna’s dad….
“If you come out like this.. Do you think I’ll just let you?! I was going to kill your daughter but I
didn’t... You daughter beat this girl here first and I did the same to her. Get out.. if you don’t
want it to happen to you either..”
“If it wasn’t for your mother.. you would have already died in my hands.... You’re exactly like
your father when he was your a-”
...Before he could finish, Ji Eunsung got up and shoved him towards the door...
“You’re going??”
“Yeah.”
“Don’t think too much about him.. I don’t know anything so this is all I can say..”
“O-okay..”
I wonder what all this is about.. I wanted to ask.. But every time something about his dad
comes up.. He becomes so sad...
“Yeah.”
“You’re the one who should die.. When I go home.. I’m going to get rid of you... And bring
honor to the ‘Han’ family once again~~”
“.......Yehwon...”
“Yeah, mom?”
“I went to go see Wang Bitna.. There are tubes everywhere.. Ji Eunsung did that, didn’t he?”
“Ye-yeah.”
“Yeah. Why?”
“Don’t worry... She won’t bother you again.. I beat her brother half to death so don’t hate me
to much TT_TT,” oppa said..
“Okay.. Today.. you die!! ... I told you not to hit people!!!”
Caught..
“...You’re......right....”
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RING~~~ RING~~~~~
RING~~~~~~~~~~~~~ RING~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“Hello...............”
“...? Eunsung?”
“..Who is this??”
“.......Yehwon?”
“I miss him..”
“....What?”
“...I miss my dad...”
“Don’t come.”
“I’ll be there.”
“..... Do you know what thing I want to say the most in the world is?”
“....What?”
...............
................
“Eunsung....”
“What are you talking about.. Why didn’t you tell me..”
"..........."
“Ji Eunsung..”
“What?”
Stupid..
I’m going to go.. to Eunsung...
I tried to get my body up.. It wasn’t as easy as it seemed... What do I do?
I got on the ground and dragged myself out of my room using my arms and just pulled my
body in the direction that I wanted to go..
Would he?
I reached the elevator.. But my finger wouldn’t go up high enough to press the button...
It’s a miracle I got up the stairs... Now you want me to go down them??
Oh lord... T_T
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I’m sure it’s been more than one hour.. But then, finally, I found myself in front of the guy’s
hospital room.
PANT............. PANT
On the way to his room.. I met up with a few other patients.. But when they saw me dragging
myself, they just went back into their rooms. And I could hear them locking their doors behind
them... -0-.. Whatever..
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“Eunsung~~”
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“Eunsung~~”
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The door opened.. and Ji Eunsung appeared in front of me with messy hair..
His outfit had shifted so I could some of his white shoulder...
HEHHEHEHEHE....
“Eunsung~~”
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Punishment?? I guess I should never ever listen to you.. Hehe Then I’ll get this punishment
all the time..
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“I’m a man~~”
“...What the.. That doesn’t matter.. I came on my own. So you sleep on the bed!”
“Okay.”
He really got on the bed.. and pulled his blanket over his body and without one word, fell
asleep..
....
Is that really the guy who held me for an hour just now?
...Well, it’s not the first time that he’s acted like this...
.......
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I was tired..
So I climbed onto a chair and fell asleep.
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.........?..............?................?
....
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Is he fast asleep?
..He’s curled up in a ball on the chair and sleeping.... I thought he’d sleep straight...
Like I said before.. I’ve never seen a person with lashes as long as his...
“....If you bother me while I’m sleeping, I’m going to hit you... “
............
Luckily, the chair was right next to the bed so I reached over and covered him with a blanket..
....
....
Since I couldn’t go up the stairs alone.. I waited for him to wake up..
I wanted to wake him up.. but I didn’t want to get hit either..
When the nurse comes to check up on me.. she’s going to freak out
..........
+Creak+
“Do you know how worried everyone is about you!? Your family is in your room. Hurry!! How’d
you get here anyways.. “
“I can’t..”
“Excuse me?”
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....
Just as I predicted, my mom grabbed a pillow and whacked me over the head... And then she
left.. with my dad following her..
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...
“Yes.. I do...”
“Well.. Hurry and go...”
“WHY?!?~??~?~?”
“It’s probably vice versa~~ You’re the one who took all his stuff!!!”
“I was just going to go.. but I just changed my mind!!! I’m not going..”
“Oppa...”
“It’s no use...”
“...W-when..”
Remember what I told you before?? There was a time when Kyungwon liked the human that I
call my brother... So now he avoids her... ;;;
When I would tell him Kyungwon was going to come over.. he would suddenly disappear off to
somewhere...
“You have to tell mom that I was here the whole day!!”
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For three days.. Ji Eunsung and I communicated through the phone and text messages..
Mom and dad.. and oppa were guarding my room..
And because of that.. I had to hear endless and endless cussing from Ji Eunsung..
.. He said that he wanted to rub my brother’s ugly face into the asphalt floor...
Why do you think I didn’t feel anything against Ji Eunsung when he said those things about my
brother???
#54
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"Mom, today is the day Eunsung that is getting out of the hospital... Can’t I... go?"
"Mom... T_T....."
In the hospital room, there was only me and my mom.. But she wouldn’t let me go even if she
died...
T_T .. T.,T
...
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.....
+Eunsung ah, I won’t be able to see you cuz of my mom... I'll see you when I get out of the
hospital+
....
”Aren’t you gonna catch the date for the day you're getting out?? You have to go to school...
Isn't it about time for your testing [finals?] to start??"
"=_=... N...No... Mom.. My bone isn't still back in place... I think I'll have to stay here for a few
more weeks..."
"The doctor said.. that people who recover fast like you aren't very common.... You'll be able to
get out of the hospital this week."
"No... Mom.. (If I don’t get out of the hospital, I won’t be able to see Ji Eunsung... But if I do,
then I have to take the finals in school...) If I walk.. I feel like my bone is gonna break again..."
"No! You brat! Jeez, you complain so much, just like your dad!"
..........
"Wait... Phone..."
At the sound of the sudden ringing of the phone... I was worried... What do I do?.. I think it’s Ji
Eunsung....
"H...Hello..?"
"What??"
"Yeah~~ You're coming right now? No, you can’t... You brat~~ ^o^ ~~"
"Omg~ Kyungwon ah! Of course I'm Yehwon!!! Stupid~ ^^ But.. right now, I really can’t go out
right now. "
That boy's voice had rung in the hospital room through the phone....
"Mom.. To not let me out.. At least tell me you're gonna hit me..."
Is he mad....? - -;;
...
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..After that, a week passed... Thanks to my healthy body that I hate, I fully recovered, came out
of the hospital, and returned home safely...
But.. Wang Bitna is still in the hospital.. They said that she has to stay like that for at least 4
more weeks... =_=
... I talked to Ji Eunsung.. But I haven’t seen him for a week...
When I came home... A familiar smell made my nose hurt.... It didn't feel good... - -;;
"It's been a while since you ate home-cooked food, right?? Wait one minute... My daughter..."
Anyway.. It's horrible to have to come out of the hospital... But I get to see Ji Eunsung!! ^^
I don’t have to see that girl that is still lying in the hospital ... !!
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....
..."Hello.."
"Eunsung ah... (I had to talk quietly..) I came out of the hospital today.."
"Oh.."
Ah!!!!!!!
"Yeah.. What?"
"We won’t be able to see each other tomorrow! In one week... No, in 2 weeks!!.. That’s when
we'll see each other again! I have to study for finals!"
"Ah!! I have to study!! I can’t just sit here, right?! I’ll see you in 2 weeks!!! >_< "
Tomorrow... I won’t go to school... I'll go to that boy's school.. jjjwaak~ dressed nicely.. with a
present... and surprise him!!
Then.. he'll swoon at my beauty~
♪♪ Sister is good... Her husband is good... ♪♪ (Ji Eunsung will be impressed with me.. I get to see
Hyunsungiee >_< ) ♪♪
♪♪ Eat pheasant... Eat berries ♪♪ (Ji Eunsung will recieve my present.. I get to see Hyunsungiee
>_< ) ♪♪
♪♪ Hit a ditch.. Catch a fish... ♪♪ (Ji Eunsung will be happy.. I get to see Hyunsungiee >_< ) ♪♪
Ji Eunsung.... I'll show you the part of me that you've never seen before....
Hehehe
I shouldn't be sitting here like this... I have to borrow clothes from Kyungwon!!
Jeez.. What a temper... Tomorrow, this nuna will find you at school... heheh, I just smile at the
thought of it!
I called Kyungwon...
"Hello.."
"Kyungwon ah!"
"Why..??"
"I’m going to Sang tomorrow.. So.. So.. Get out your sister's clothes.. Bring the nicest ..!"
"I’m going to go starting next week.. So.. Yeah? You don’t want to see your friend die, do
you??"
"..If you don’t come to school, I have to hang out by myself again.."
".. Alright... I'll go starting the day after tomorrow... So hurry up and come."
"Yeah!!"
"Okee~~"
Hm.. I wonder what clothes she'll bring.. =_= She wouldn’t bring horrible clothes like last time
when we went to the night club would she......??
I wonder if he's really mad.. He wouldn’t know that I’m going to his school tomorrow, would
he?? ..... No way ..... =_=
Then all of Sang go's mut jin kids will see me and make fun of me.... =_=
Mom has made... for her terrible daughter.. the nengmyun that I love so much... T_T
=_= "Ok.."
I hurried and wrapped up the nengmyun and hid it in the fridge. (I always do that)
.....
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=_=...
"What’s wrong..?! Hey... My sister wore this to Shinae once and that day, she got 6 huntings..."
(TN: huntings: sortof like guys who go up to her and ask her out)
".....Really....???..."
"Yeah!! And on top of that, since you don’t have a pretty face, we have to make you look
better!!"
"Nono.. So.. Anyway! Wear it! Wear it then talk about it!"
"If you wear these clothes... the principal won’t know that you're from an all girls' school..."
"Y...Yeah.."
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"Really..??"
In the bag are heels and a handbag... Make sure you take them with you tomorrow!"
"Thanks T_T .. Kyungwon ah... You're a good friend!!~ T_T Want some nengmyun??!!"
"Yeah!!"
I'm so bad... hiding the nengmyun in the fridge just because I didn't want to share... T_T
I, who changed my mind,.. gave my beloved nengmyun that i love so much.. to Kyungwon...
=_=..
Tomorrow, if I wear these clothes... my stomach won’t come out.. =_= ... Nope...
Seems like she tried to match the fur... The bag is aluminum too... O_O
Feeling nervous, I couldn't go to sleep that night, believing that … if I arrived in front of
SangGo… Ji Eunsung would be swooning......
So that night, my dad came home from work and he looked for me without fail..... As he looked
at me with warm eyes, we had a long talk...
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Morning call......
..It’s about 10:00.... Ah!! Wait, I'm not supposed to be like this right now..!!!
and dressed in the very seeeeeexy clothes that Kyungwon brought me... and hurriedly put on
some makeup...
Since I’m at the age to not ever have to wear makeup... ^0^
..
.....
But.. I should stop here... Rather than with just nothing on my face, I am "upgraded"..!
I hurried... with dangerous feet (in stilettos >0<)... and ran out of the house...
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Ahhhhhh!!!! >_<
A bunny covered with white and brown fur... and a bunny covered with white ash fur ... came in
>_<
"Bunny... T_T ..You're so cute.. T_T "
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Wait... Before I get there.. Must examine self through the show window... >_<
...
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... In SangGo's field... In the morning meeting (TN: morning announcements), the principal's
loud voice in his speech rang through the air...
A LOT of SangGo students.. were standing there listening to the principal... - -;;
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It's 12:00 right now... What’s with the morning meeting... T_T ...
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Hmm, I see teachers walking back and forth holding scissors... .. I guess they're doing a
dress code check...?? O_O??
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I was on top of SangGo's front gate in between the wires... looking for Ji Eunsung...
...
I can see all of the SangGo students' backsides...They were doing the last of the talking.. so
that they wouldn’t get their hair cut....
Ji Eunsung... Where are you... T_T...
Hm... He was standing in the very back in a crooked position... spitting on the ground of the
field...
I can see the back of his head with one eye by his cocky posture...
... I can see his back appearance! >_< Eunsung ah!! Ahh!! I'm so happy to see you!! Eunsung
ah!!
I got all excited.. and my index finger got caught in between the wire... from pointing... - -;;
Maybe I’ll wait a little while.. until the dress code checking is finished... I'll call Eunsung.. keke..
and tell him to come out..
"Eunsung ah... You keep the girl and I'll keep the boy... >_<
The girl's name is (Yeh) Woniee... and the boy is (Eun) Sungiee.. >_< and... let's not ever let
them die and raise them~ nicely~~ hehe *^^* "
YES!! GOOD~~
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Ah!!! No matter what I did-- it got swollen freaking BRIGHT red.. and it had no thought of
coming down from the wires...
The two cute and lovely bunnies were looking at me in a sorrowful way and just looked at my
finger, I guess...
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With piercing of pain in my bone...... the Sang Go principal's words.. rang throughout the field...
# 56
And F*~in teacher, who hadn’t spotted me yet, yelled words that pissed me off even more...
.......ㅡ_ㅡ...
Oh Lord.. Oh God, please.. I’ll never steal.. I’ll never lie.. I’ll never make fun of people...
So just please let me become an ant for the next 10 minutes.. Please???
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With scary eyes.. and one eyebrow scrunched near the front...
Was Ji Eunsung...
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“Han Yehwon..”
With my eyes still closed.. I answered, “I’m not Han Yehwon.... You’ve mistaken me for
someone else..”
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I think it was the guy who called me nuna.. For some reason, it doesn’t feel too bad being
called ‘busty’.
“You close your damn eyes!! All of you!! If I see the whites in your eyes... you’ll get a
beating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
.....There are third years in that group.. But he yelled anyway...
For me.. Ugly me.. Me with my finger stuck in this damn hole...
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Excluding some of the 3rd years.. everyone had their eyes closed...
My prince Eunsung was getting his cheek pulled by the scary teacher..
.......
“Me...?”
“All of you, get inside!!!! If you don’t go in within 10 minutes, you’re getting a beating!!”
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Everyone quickly ran inside and I saw a few girls give me the finger as they ran in...
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“What were you doing shoving your finger into the hole?”
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Eunsung yelled proudly as if he were bragging to the teacher... with his cheek red from being
pulled on.
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If only I could get this damn finger out of this damn hole, I’d run away.. T_T
“I don’t know what I’ll do with you.. Hurry and get in! I’ll send your wife or whatever home after
we get her finger out...”
“You can go in... It’s your favorite time right now-- lunchtime..”
“OW! OW!!!”
“Shut up!! Why’d you get your finger stuck in there anyway?!”
“Aigoo.. Your finger’s swollen.. Hey you.. Go make yourself useful and get some lotion..”
“So we can put some on her finger and slip it out!!! Hurry and get it! Your wife is dying!”
“..Me?”
“I live in Seoul.”
“How did you and Eunsung meet?”
From over here.. I can see Ji Eunsung running towards us with something in his hand..
“There isn’t any lotion..” he said with a load of soap in his hand..
“Move.. Sheesh..”
“You retard.. Your finger’s swollen.. Why the hell did you shove your finger in here?”
To my surprise, he gently rubbed the soap around my finger.. (I thought he’d be rough)
And pulled it out slowly..
“I’m a man..”
“Hey.. That’s school money you’re wasting and property you’re destroying..”
“NO!”
“Han Yehwon.. You come into my school then.. She can come in, right?” he asked impatiently..
“Just don’t get caught by the principal.. If you get caught, I die with you..”
“Come in.”
“Okay.”
“Eunsung.. H-Here..”
Even though it isn’t exactly the way I wanted it to go..
“Bunny?”
“Here. You keep the girl. Her name’s Yehwon.. The boy’s name is Eunsung.. And I’ll keep him. If
one of them dies.. then our love will die too..”
Wait.. I didn’t want to say it like that.. I guess, with all the excitement, it just came out that
way...
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“Hey..”
“Huh?”
“Cover them.”
“Huh?”
“Fine...”
“It’s fine.”
“No!! Skipping is bad!! I’ll come back after your school ends!! SKIPPING = BAD!!”
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With one hand around the bunny I gave him.. Ji Eunsung quickly ran into the school.
Well, at least I gave him my present and made him happy (My own thoughts)
# 58
Before Ji Eunsung could run back out.... I quickly left with my bunny in my hand.
Hmm. Should I go out and eat..? It’s been a while since I have. Should we, bunny?
Wow.. It’s been a while since I’ve been out in the city.
No wait... Let’s go to a karaoke room!! Nuna will sing you a rock ballad!!
“Hel-”
“Oustide where?!”
“I think I’m going to die because I miss you so much. Where are you?”
AHHHH
“Still.. No skipping...”
“Why do you keep threatening the bunny?! Do you know how much trouble I went through to
get that bunny?!”
“After school ends, I’ll call you. I’ll wait for you in the city~~ Okay? I’ll see you later~~
Eunsung, I love you!!”
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Anyway.. He thinks he’s going to die because he missed me?? ^_^He’s gotten a bit greasy..
I grinned and with bunny Eunsung, I went into the karaoke room.
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“1 hour please~~”
The unnie at the counter assigned me to the room farthest away from her...
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It doesn’t matter..
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............I picked Hwang Shinae’s band’s JJAM PPONG
For some reason, in these past days.. I’ve started to like these songs..
+DDO DDAH DDO DDAH DDO DDAH DOO DDAH+ <-- ( a very weird beat)
“YOU~~~ YOU~~~~ When it rains~~~~ YOU AND I will eat JJAM PPONG!!!! AH SSAH!!!!!!” I
sang loudly but not too loudly...
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And that was because.. because.. the highlight of the song was in the 2nd verse...
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Do you know that gaze-- the gaze you see when Grandma sees someone stripping on TV.. You
know that gaze..
Yeah...
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I gave him an awkward smile..
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“You’re skipping right now, right? Go back!!!” (<-- I’m telling him to go because I’m
embarrassed)
While we were talking.. the unique beat in JJAM PPONG kept playing..
“AHH SAHHH!! AHRAH AHRAH!! JJI KI JING JING KKING KIING JING JJING~~”
“What is this?”
“Stick it on!!”
The thing that Ji Eunsung had stuck out for me to put on my finger was a Mickey Mouse
bandaid..
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“...Thanks.....”
“.....”
This warm feeling... I think this is the first time that I’ve felt this...
“Want to die?”
“Go sing.”
“Sing?”
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The soft melody flowed.. And Eunsung held bunny Eunsung in one hand and put his other hand
on my shoulder..
“Habits are a scary thing.. I look at your picture today.. and I tell you that I love you...”
# 60
"Bye~bye,,,,Bye~~bye~......, Hey, it’s done.”
“Not bad.”
“No.”
“No.”
“I don’t know..”
Why you
“No.”
“....Oh.. I have one. Seungpyo always sings it, so it’s hammered into my head.”
“What..”
“I’m thirsty..”
“It’s in my pocket.”
“AHH! Yehwon (bunny’s name is Yehwon), give it to me!! How could you put the poor thing in
your pocket?”
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Ah~~ Freedom~~~~
The unnie who was working here earlier was gone and some guy that looked like a raccoon
was at the counter.
“No, I didn’t~~”
“College?”
“This guy here.. Eunsung.. I was standing by myself. And this oppa-”
“Hey, I think one hour is over... Let’s go out. I’m hungry.. How much?”
“Hey, don’t look at me with that kind of expression.. Why should I be mad? Are you stupid? You
like Nengmyun right?”
“Hey.. You don’t feel anything even when your girlfriend is talking to another guy?”
“Who’ll want a girl like you, besides me? The bunny seems cold.. Put it in your pocket..”
“You don’t want to put it in your pocket? Then put it in your bag.”
Kim Hyobin? O_O Whoa..So there are times when Kim Hyobin’s name comes out of his mouth...
Oh right... He doesn’t know that she hit me too. I wonder what would happen if he finds out
that she hit me. Maybe he’d make her like Wang Bitna? No.. He wouldn’t do that.. They went
out after all..
....... I thought he’d ignore me if I started talking about Kim Hyobin.. But, unlike how I thought
he’d answer, he answered me as if nothing was wrong.
“With what?”
“It’s the way you’re dressed.. What are you going to do about it.”
“Let’s stop talking like this.. This isn’t like you, Han Yehwon.”
“ .. IF. YOU. THREATEN. THE. BUNNY. ONE. MORE. TIME. I’M. GOING. TO. KILL. YOU....”
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It was awkward...
"You’re supposed to wait and then waiter will come. Just be patient for a while.."
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From over on the other side of the restaurant, a waitress walked over.
"Ey~ Eunsung!!”
What....?
"Aww.. You came to see your nuna~~ What are you doing just ordering spaghetti..?”
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"Hi...”
"Is there some kind of beggar in your stomach?! Nuna wants to talk to you!!”
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"OPPA!! Spaghetti with meat sauce for two!! So she’s your girlfriend..?”
“You’re not supposed to talk to your nuna like that in front of your girlfriend.”
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What’s wrong with this lady.. She knows how to piss someone off, doesn’t she..?
"It’s over between me and her.. That’s why I’m here with her..”
“Yeah.”
She’s a little TOO happy, isn’t she..?
“Yeah.”
"I see ~~ ^0^”
It looked as if she was saying ‘Hmm, I can take this girl on..’
....
Eunsung was silent.. and was starting to shred the napkins on the table..
“She was pretty, you know? But she acted as if she didn’t learn any manners. Right,
Eunsung..?”
I wonder what things she would say about me if I wasn’t in front of her..
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"Kim Hyobin wasn’t born to hear that kind of crap from you.”
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“What’s wrong..?”
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"Is it because she talked crap about Hyobin?”
“I don’t know.’
"I just don’t.”
For a second..
I found myself thinking about the day inside the hospital room..
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It made me angry..
If I told him that Kim Hyobin hit me that day too.. would he side with her? Would he..?
“Know what.?”
".. Wang Bitna wasn’t the only one who hit me that day.. Kim Hyobin hit me too..”
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"Stop it. It’s not funny.. Man, I’m hungry~~ Why the hell isn’t the food coming out~~?”
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“Yeah. I was lying.”
“....O_O...”
"And Eunsung.”
“Huh..?”
"If you can’t forget about Kim Hyobin, you can tell me, you know.”
“Han Yehwon.”
“Yeah.?”
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Even though it was a restaurant that was rumored to be one of the best, it still didn’t taste very
good..
Bunny Eunsung was hopping around the table and started chewing on the napkins shredded by
Eunsung.
Ji Eunsung said, tapping bunny Eunsung over the head.. and forced his mouth open..
"Hey. What are you doing? If you’re pissed at me, don’t let your anger out on the bunny.”
“What are you talking about? It’s eating the napkin pieces.. What if it dies..?”
Even when I try being pissed at this human.. I can’t go longer than 10 minutes..
“Yeah~”
“Load of crap.”
“What?”
"Last time when I ordered nengmyun for you, you were about to eat the bowl too.”
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"Let’s go get the other bunny. What time does your school have break?”
“I don’t know.”
“Around 3.”
Since his school wasn’t pretty close to the restaurant.. it took us a little while to get there..
“What’s okay.”
"If they hit me, I get hit. If I get punished, I run around the field.”
=_=...
“..Yeah..”
Right then.. I guess it was break, so a bunch of guys started walking out the gates..
“Hi, sunbae!!!”
Hold crap, they scared me. They yelled, bowing at a 90 degree angle for Eunsung..
O_O
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Oh. OH!!! He’s that guy that liked Kyungwon back when we were first years.. It’s Joonsae~
“Yeah.”
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............ Wait, hold on...
They hadn’t folded their skirts to make it look shorter.. and their uniforms weren’t tight either...
They had their hair tied..
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Just a month ago, she’d folded her skirt to make it a mini, her hair was let loose, and she wore
a tight uniform.. What happened...
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On the other hand, the girl next to her was a girl that went to my middle school-- she was
always in the top ten best students..
What’s up..?
“Eunsung.. Eunsung~~”
“What..?”
“I don’t know.. She doesn’t hang out with the people she usually hangs out with.. Seungpyo
bastard.. What’s taking him so long..?”
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"Eunsung!!! Yehwon!!!”
Ever since the situation with Kyungwon, I felt a little bad to look at Seungpyo..
"HAHA. The kids at school had a whole load of fun talking about you today~!! !!”
"Wh- WHAT!”
“Oh, right.”
“You were almost caught. But Hyungshik thought of something to cover up. Hey, what’s that
bunny in your hand?
"Hey. Even he’s saying it looks better. You just keep Yehwon. I want Eunsung.”
"Eunsung.. Yehwon.. Stop it now.. Eunsung.. Your image has gotten bad these days..”
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And because of that swift action, Eunsung lightly fell to the ground.
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And right then.. Kim Hyobin and the other girl passed by us.
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What surprised me most was her expression and what she said..
Wait.. Hold on a sec. Was the reason that Eunsung let down his arm was because of Kim
Hyobin..?
“Hey! Ji Eunsung!!”
“Yeah.”
“I don’t know. “
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"T_T ... TT_TT... I think it’s because when he was around Kim Hyobin, he was used to being all
manly and stuff.. And when he saw her looking at him with the bunny, he got embarrassed..”
“Yehwon, you have to understand... Eunsung and Hyobin have known each other for more than
4 years.. and they went out for 1. So he can’t help but think about it..”
“No.”
"While you were in the hospital.. Eunsung didn’t say more than 10 words at school. That
bright expression on his face you saw was because of you.”
"O-oh.. Right...”
And as if I had nothing better to do.. I was stuck outside with Floppy.. along with 2 bunnies...
Seungpyo was squatting on the floor with his hand under his chin, thinking deeply.
Even though I didn’t want to admit it... he really was one of the 4 kings at Sang.
"Who’s looking at you? Close your mouth.. A fly could fly in..”
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Is he mad..?
“Yehwon...”
“Yeah...?”
“Yeah....”
“No.”
"Liar..”
"...No.. Kyungwon doesn’t know who she likes more yet.. When she figures out who she likes
more.. she’ll come back to you..”
During that hour.. I had to tell Floppy everything I knew about Kyungwon.
Damn..
But I’m still a little jealous.. knowing someone likes someone this much...
# 64
As the students stepped out of the school and spotted me, they started snickering.
“Hey.. What the hell.. A while ago, it was Ji Eunsung.. Now she’s completely seduced Seungpyo
too!!”
“She pisses me off. Does she think she’s pretty..? She looks stupid..”
“........... .........”
“Seungpyo...”
“Yeah..?”
“Can you get away from me? Just a few steps.. I’m being hated right now..”
“You- You haven’t been hit by a girl shorter than you have you?”
“No, I haven’t.”
“Yehwon’s scary..”
Where is that Ji Eunsung?! If he wants me to wait, he should at least come out quickly!
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ㅇ_ㅇ!!!!!!!!!!!!
First off, it was Kim Hyobin smiling and next to her was a tall Sang student.
The thing I was surprised about was that the guy resembled Ji Eunsung a lot. (His lips weren’t
as pretty as Ji Eunsung‘s.)
Holy crap.. He is REALLY hot.
If Eunsung looks like a pretty Japanese comic book character, this guy looks sexy beyond
anything. Is there a guy that looks like this at Sang? I don’t know..
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“Hi, sunbae.”
“Hansung hyung.”
“Hansung hyung..? I’ve heard of him somewhere.. Where have I heard his name..?”
“Huh..??”
“He’s the 2nd best fighter at our school... That’s why no one can touch Kim Hyobin. He’s good
looking, huh?”
“..Yeah..”
“...I have...”
And as I predicted.. when the guys saw me, it looked as if they were trying to keep their
laughter in.
Damn... Maybe I was a bad person in my previous life.. TT_TT
He said something about me doing weird things to the bunny if I kept him or something..
Anyway, he made up some ridiculous excuse and kept bunny Eunsung.
“Eunsung..”
“Yeah?”
“...Yeah...?”
“No, he doesn’t.”
“You eyes are a little bigger, but you guys look alike.”
“No.. We don’t.”
“I want to go home.”
“YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“Who cares?”
“What do I like?”
“Food.”
“Let’s go!!!!”
Instead of listening to my reply, the guy grabbed my wrist and started pulling me in some
direction.
It wasn’t as big as a mansion.. But it was one of the best neighborhoods in Kwachun.
I don’t know if his house was a hangout place for Sang kids, but I saw a few guys hanging out
outside.
“Hello...? Oh.. Yeah... Hyung.. Yeah.. I’m with Eunsung right now... Huh..? Why..? Oh.. Okay...
Yeah.. Yeah.. We’ll be there.”
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Seeing that Seungpyo was speaking respectably to the person on the other line.. I figured that
it was a senior.
“Eunsung..”
“Yeah...?”
“...Yeah......”
“But you weren’t there last time.. He said it was to celebrate your coming out. Junggab hyung
wants to get together.”
“...Dammit...”
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# 65
As we walked towards the most popular arcade in Kwanchun, I spotted a bunch of guys
dressed in casual suits.
Seeing that Eunsung and Seungpyo were walking towards them, it seemed as if they were
their seniors..
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“Hi, sunbae..”
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Before I made eye contact with any of the oppas.. I quickly started to walk towards my house.
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“Me...??”
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It was Kim Hyobin’s brother..
He was kneeling in the middle of the scary oppas... and calling me ‘baby.’
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“..uh.. Yes??”
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“Yeah.. I am..”
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With the word ‘pretty’ in his sentence I began to be comfortable around him..
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“Go home.”
It was Eunsung.. Without me noticing, he had come to my side and had put his hand on my
shoulder protectively.
Pulling me closer to him, he challenged his sunbae.
Without turning his head away from Kim Hyobin’s brother, he spat in front of Kim Hyobin’s
brother.
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Eunsung... TT_TT
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Kim Hyobin’s brother, Kim Hansung,.. Yeah.. I’ll just call him Kim Hansung.
For a second, his face clouded over... but he quickly put on a cool expression..
“...........”
Ji Eunsung probably won’t get hit after I leave.. Right..? You seriously have no manners... How
could you spit at your senior? I wonder what’s wrong between those two.
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“If I get hit, I get hit. If I get stepped on, I get stepped on.”
“What are you saying!?! How could you spit at your senior?! There were like 5 guys older than
you!! You stupid!!”
“Go home..”
“Okay, be safe..”
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............ His face is so dark...
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My head is filled with worry and what pisses me off even more is that that human Han
Seungpyo has been barging into my room all day to look at bunny Yehwon.
# 66
The next day.. I begged my mom for 10 minutes to not let my brother touch my bunny..
Hmm..
It’s been a while since I’ve smelt this wooden smell of our classroom.
“Yehwon!!!!!”
“Kyungwon!!!!”
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“Huh? Yeah...”
“Yeah.”
“You have to be sure now, okay? Seungpyo and Jungmin are going through difficult times..”
".............."
“Is it Jungmin..?”
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“Okay.. I get it.. You can’t control who you like.. I can’t tell you who to go to... but.. Seungpyo’s
waiting for you right now.. I think it’d be better to tell him.. The sooner the better..”
“If you keep on avoiding the inevitable, it would become something you’d regret... If you can’t
tell him, just write him a note or something.. or send him a text message.”
“....Of course...”
“....Let’s go together.. Can you call and tell him to bring Seungpyo over too?”
“....You’re doing it today.....?”
“Hey.. Are you sure..? I got a good look at him yesterday and he’s really.., I mean, REALLY cute..
Especially his- his tooth...”
“Han Yehwon..... “
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“Hello..?”
“Me...”
“Oh hey~~”
“Who am I?”
“Who am I?”
“Ji Eunsung...”
=_=^........=_=^...........
“...Why not...?”
“6:10..”
“Hey.. hey...”
“Yeah..?”
“HEY...!!!”
“What.”
You want me to meet you when I haven’t even washed my hair in two days..?
NO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!
With soap...
Dammit.
“Kyungwon...Let’s go....”
“I guess they’re not here yet.. Oh wait.. Kyungwon.. What the hell is that?”
Behind the soccer goals.. a few girls were trying to hide behind the thin posts and were
squealing excitedly.
And I realized...
They’re here...
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I probably won’t get beat up by the girls if I act like I know them.. Right?
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Standing right in the middle of the entrance gate was Ji Eunsung, frowning and staring at the
girls.
“You’re here!!!”
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I almost forgot...
Hiding behind Eunsung was Seungpyo.. ( I think he was hiding from the girls), who asked in a
bright and cheery voice.
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“Really!!!! ^0^”
As if he was intimidated by the girls.. Eunsung quickly turned around and left..
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Holy moly... The atmosphere... It’s so awkward.. I think I’m going to go crazy...
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The four of us sat in the corner and we just drank and ate for a while..
“Hey.. You also go run like crazy and hide behind goal posts when there’s a guy, huh?”
=_=.....=_+......
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Ji Eunsung looked at me with the expression he gets when he’s mad (which means one of his
eyebrows get scrunched near the front)
And he had a straw inside his mouth.. (like in dramas)
“You sure!??!?!”
...… ......
“Hey~ Why are you guys fighting on a nice day like this?!”
‘On a nice day like this’..? That’s not something you should be saying, Seungpyo...
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What do I do.........?
Before Kyungwon could stop him.. He snatched the drink from Kyungwon and drank from
Kyungwon’s straw.
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“Seungpyo...”
...This time, it was Kyungwon’s voice saying ‘Seungpyo’ that ended our fight.
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You’re going to tell him now?? No~~ It’s too early to tell!!!!!
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“You know....”
“Yeah???! ^0^”
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“Why...?”
As if Seungpyo had understood what this was about.. His face got darker...
“You know, Seungpyo... ^o^, ” Kyungwon forced a happy expression on her face...
“Yeah....”
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♪♪~~As you see me as I am.. I hope you’ll know what this is.. It’s over..
You knew this was about to come, but you fooled yourself.
Do you really not know? Or are you just acting like you don’t know...
Look at yourself right now, you know it’s the end so there’s no use in acting the way you do…
Only Ji Eunsung was rapping along with Kim EZ and chewing on his straw..
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“What.. are you sorry about?? What are you sorry about?”
“Do I.. have to tell you exactly what this is about...? ..You have to understand.. It’s hard for me
too...”
I whispered and poked Ji Eunsung in the side, and pulled him up.
“What wrong?”
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I wanted to be sitting as far away from Kyungwon and Seungpyo as possible.. but this ass sat
down at the next table.. so I didn’t even bother to try and move him.....
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When I glanced over that them.. Kyungwon had a serious expression on her face.. and
Seungpyo looked like he didn’t have the strength to even open his mouth that was tightly shut.
“Damn.. Your friend has a hella lot to say.. Look.. Look.. Her mouth won’t close..”
“..Hey, don’t you understand what’s happening? ..Come on, you can’t be that stupid..”
“O_O...?”
“What...?”
“They’re breaking up right now.. so don’t say any weird things and just stick by me..”
“I don’t know....”
He stood up abruptly..
“Hey.. Hey... Sit back down.. What are you doing... Don’t interfere..!”
As if didn’t hear what I was saying.. he walked towards them with shaking eyes...
“Hey.. Hey.. Eunsung.. Ji Eunsung.. I have something to tell you... The thing I have to tell you is
really serious... Hurry and sit down..”
"........."
And the living proof of the word ‘gullible’ sat back down.
“Uh huh...”
What do I say....?
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..........Oh right!!!
“Uh.. uh.. Look at me.. You’re staring at her as if you want her face to fall off..”
“No.”
".........."
“What oppa...???”
“Hansung oppa...??”
“Kim Hansung...”
“Huh??”
“Kim Hansung.”
“Kim Hansung.”
“So..?”
“After I left.. Didn’t that op- I mean, Kim Hansung, beat you?”
“Huh.. HUH???
Aw man.. TT_TT
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....? It was something that Ji Eunsung had said to Seungpyo.. Open your eyes wide... O_O ...?
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It was true.. Unbeknownst to me, when he barely closed his eyes.. a multiple amount of tears
fell out..
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“....................Let’s go..”
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......It was the first time I’ve heard Seungpyo get mad at Eunsung..
With those words... Eunsung went to the counter, paid, and left.
“Seungpyo.....”
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“Yehwon....”
“Uh.. yeah.....?”
“......Yeah.......”
“Why..........??”
Lee Kyungwon.. Stupid... You’ve made a big mistake.. How could you.. do this guy who likes
you so much.... To this great guy who likes you so much... Stupid...
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Now that Eunsung and I are happy.. it’s Kyungwon and Seungpyo who are unhappy now...
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But.. Where is Ji Eunsung anyway..?
“No~~~~~~~~”
If I say that I’m going to Kyungwon, he’ll probably follow me and.. No.. I can’t do that...
But whenever I see poor Seungpyo.. I end up liking Kyungwon less and less.
The volume on her stereo was on full blast.. just as Seungpyo had said..
And she was sobbing with her blanket covering her body..
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For 2 hours..
I patted Kyungwon saying, “Don’t cry.. You’re not a bad person..” more than a hundred times..
Thinking that Kyungwon would be better off without me there to see her in a bad state, I
walked out of her house..
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Whatever.. I don’t know.. I think I’ll just drink a bottle of soju when I get home.
Holding my bottle of soju in one hand, I left the store wrapping the bag around my finger..
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Normally, I’ve never seen them around.. Not even the tips of their noses..
It was Kim Hansung and the triple chin oppa from last time...
Dammit...
“..uh.. Sure...”
Then they won’t know it’s me... Yeah.. That’s a good idea....
“A pack of Dunhills...”
The guy with the triple chin said toughly, like a mob boss...
I pretended to be looking for ramen.. and quickly sped towards the ramen section...
.....Ahjumma, look at his face.. I would have believed him if he said that he was 30...
But wait.. Now that I think of it... I’m starting to get pissed...
She sold me a bottle of soju without saying anything.. And now she’s asking for ID on that
triple chin..?
......Liar...........
“...Huh...? Hey.. Baby.. Come here.. You know me, right...??” (<-- triple chin talking..)
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Right then.. the ahjumma sold the triple chin his cigarettes...
“Thanks~~”
With a smile that didn’t even suit him.. triple chin shot me a smile and walked out with a
strut...
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“Uh.. Ahnyounghasaeyo....”
“........”
I slowly hid the black bag behind my back and gave him an awkward smile...
“E-excuse m-me..?”
“Uh.. okay...”
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Eunsun~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~g!!!!!!!
I’m positive...
Luckily for me.. Kim Hansung walked over to a place away from triple chin and the scary sport
cut unnie.. and squatted on the ground..
“Sit down...”
“Uh.. Okay....”
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“Girl’s school...?”
“Yes.”
“...I guess.”
“Yeah...”
"......"
“...Sure... TT_TT..”
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“Oppa will give you money.... Hmm.. Who should I give this other bottle to..??”
“If you’re the one who started this drinking session, you should stay until it’s over. Sit down..”
So I hesitantly sat back down.. and in 3 minutes, he’d drunk most of it...
........Are you kidding me... You want me to put that in my mouth when you had it in yours..??
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Instead of putting the bottle on my mouth, I held it 2 centimeters away and drank it like that..
“You can just put your mouth on it.. Oppa can win over Eunsung.. ^0^”
Is he drunk... ?
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“I’ve been going out with him ever since I’ve been interested in the other gender..”
“....Hey.......”
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O_O...
Kim Hansung... had his eyebrows slightly scrunched towards the front (he REALLY looks like Ji
Eunsung...).
“..Yes...?”
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..........cell phone.....??
“.....Why??”
“Just because~~ I want you to be like a dongseng~~ That’s all I’m saying..”
“...Yeah.....”
“...House number...? I can’t get any calls from guys because of my dad....”
“What is it...?”
"...."
I told him the whole number, but changed the last digit..
“Yeah..”
Kim Hansung took his cell phone out and it seemed as if he was going to put it into his phone...
..........
...............
........
............
..............
“Okay..”
.........
.............
“It was a lady who answered... and a lady around YOUR age.. ^0^”
“I know you only have an oppa... Han Seungpyo, right...? He’s my senior.. ^^”
..........
...............
“......uh.......”
“Yeah..?”
“Why do I have to tell you my home number..? I don’t really think I need to do that... and I
have a boyfriend.....”
..............
.......I’m positive that I only had courage like this when I barged into Kim Hyobin’s hospital room
even though I knew Wang Bitna was in there..
“This oppa likes hearing an answer to a question he asked.. What’s your number...?”
........
..........
And this is when we got into a staring battle... Seeing whose eyes were stronger.. if that makes
any sense...
..........
30 minutes passed....
Actually in MY words, it was an stare down.. But the truth is.. I was looking down, and Kim
Hansung was looking down at me...
“....Hey, hey.. Hansung. What the hell are you doing..? The guys are waiting.. Let’s go.”
“Phew.. Okay...Fine, but keep in mind that we’re going to meet again.. I swear we will.. Oppa
usually keeps his word.. ”
........
.................
“I’ll see you again, baby~~~~ ^0^”
...........
...........
If he was in front of me right now, I think I’d grab him and hug him tightly....
Even though I feel a little bad for Seungpyo and Kyungwon, I really miss him.. TT_TT
With my heavily beating heart ( Kim Hansung scared the **** out of me)
“...Hello....”
# 72
“Hello......Eunsung~~~ >_<“
“Oh.. Yeah...?”
“H-hello...?”
“So I went to the supermarket!!! And you know that triple chinned oppa from last time..????”
“Eunsung...??”
...........
.................
“FuQ.. I think I’m going to go crazy.. I’ll call you back later!!!!!”
Click................. .....................
..............
........................
“No!! My panties!!!!”
...........
...............
With large round eyes and one of its ears folded.. I couldn’t stay mad at it for long.. Even its
name was Yehwon...!!
On my blankets.. Yehwon had made a cloud shaped design with her pee.
Before mom could find out about it, I quickly left the house.
“Kyungwon, let’s hang out.. It’s Saturday. I’ll buy you a lot of yummy food today~~”
“I’m fine. Yehwon.. I don’t feel too good. I’m sorry.. Buy me a lot tomorrow.. Thanks though...”
I wonder if Kyungwon likes Seungpyo deep down but just doesn’t know it herself..
..........
..........
Under normal circumstances, he’d have called right back but today..
1 hour passed....and then 2..... and even after school ended, he hadn’t called...
........
.................
.....................
AHHHHHHHHHHHHK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!
............
I’ve told you this before.. but I have to cross a small part of the city to get to my house...
“..Hi, sunbae....”
“Where are you going...?”
“Home..”
“You are a REALLY bad liar... Well, then I’ll just walk you home..”
"............"
“That’s good..”
.......
........
.................
,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
“Hi, sunbae...”
“Hi~~~”
..........
............Ji Eunsung......
.........................
Wait.. Now that I think about it.. It wouldn’t be good if he saw me right now...
He’d probably jump to conclusions... With those thoughts, I quickly ran ahead..
.........
# 73
I pulled into an alley when I thought we were a safe distance from Sang eyes..
“You called Eunsung to break us up, didn’t you!!” (She isn’t scared of Kim Hansung anymore)
“If Eunsung sees me with you, he’ll dump me~ Do you want me to spend this winter by
myself..?”
With these words, I sped away from the stalking paparazzi-like guy, and headed home. I think
I’ll call Eunsung when I get home.
“It’s....your birthday this Saturday, isn’t it..?”
.............O_O...............O_O
But how does Kim Hyobin know my birthday?? Even I forgot about it...
“I guess it is...”
“Eunsung will buy me something.. I’ll be on my way now.. If fate wants us to meet again, we
will...”
..........
............
+THUMP THUMP+ Thinking that the paparazzi would follow after me.. I ran home...
“I’m home!!!”
Is Kim Hansung ugly..?? If I grabbed a 100 people off the street and asked them if Kim Hansung
was ugly.. no one would be able to call him ugly...
“No......”
“Who’s Pippi?”
“The bunny..”
“Don’t change its name just because you want to!! Its name is Yehwon!!!!”
“You can call it Yehwon on your own.. I’m going to call it Pippi.”
“Crybaby.. Crying over nothing... When mom gets home, tell her that I’m at the library...”
Wait.. When I called him earlier, his phone was off, he might not answer..
..........
“Who is it..”
“No.”
“It’s my birthday!!!”
“So.”
“Pusan....?”
“Yeah. Pusan.”
“Hey.”
“.......What?”
“Hey...”
“And I’m going to give out my number and I’m going to hang out with Kim Hansung all
night~!”
......Pusan....??
..........
His girlfriend just told him that it’s her birthday on Saturday and all he does is just.. lie and say
he’s in Pusan!!! TT_TT !!!
Yehwon, where are you?!?!?! (Whenever she has no one to lean on, she goes to look for her
bunny )
# 74
The next day, it was Sunday... and I didn’t get a call back from Ji Eunsung...
..............Maybe he’s mad that I said I was going to play with Kim Hansung.
If I go call and say that I’m going over, she’ll probably make up some excuse...
I was so bored...
In one hand, I held bunny Yehwon, and in my other, I held a bag of ricecakes..
.......
“Yehwon, when we get there, there’ll a lot of yummy apples that you’ll like.. Unnie will give you
lots and lots of apples, okay??”
Holding a conversation with an animal that didn’t understand me, I got closer to Kyungwon’s
house.
...........
...................
.........................
What the....
..........
TT_TT
....
“Who’s there?!??!?!”
...............
...................
I yelled, turning around 180 degrees.. and I spotted a face that I’d seen before...
I thought it was the stalker paparazzi.. But the person behind me staring at me with wide
bunny eyes was Joonsae..
“.....Have you seen anyone go meet a guy with rice cakes in one hand and a bunny in the
other..? AND I’m wearing sweatpants... ..”
“You’re acting a little weird.. You’re talking respectfully to me when you usually don’t.. I’ll see
you later...”
“Okay!! ^0^ !”
..........
..............
..........
..............
ㅇ_ㅇ........
# 75
"....."
“What the hell is that bunny!!?!??! AHHH!! Get away from me! It’s scary...TT_TT......”
“Who is it..?”
“Eunsung...??”
“How the hell would he know my house number??? Don’t put that bunny down!!”
........
“Hello...?”
“Hello?? Yehwon!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“....Oh, hi..”
“What did I do..? Have fun talking.. I’m going to eat some rice cakes.. The plates are in the
kitchen, right..?”
............
It bothered me..
Okay, Yehwon, we’ll eat all the apples in this house and leave...
“Yeah, I guess Yehwon’s in a bad mood today.. No, she’s not mad at you..” I could hear
Kyungwon’s voice....
I think I’ll heat this and eat it.. Where’s the microwave again...?
Angry that Kyungwon had sided with Jungmin, I pushed Yehwon towards Kyungwon..
“AHHHHHHHHHHHH!! Stop it!! You know I’m scared of animals!!! AHH!! And why is its name
‘Yehwon’?!?!?!”
“Pissed about what?? Your apples were yummy, I just came to eat some.”
“I’ll give you a whole bag, so just get that thing away from me!!!!”
“Han Yehwon!!!!!!!!!!”
"ㅇ_ㅇ.............."
............
.................
......................
The rice cakes disappeared soon after.. and until it was dark, we talked about random things...
I acted as if I sided with her..... But in a part of my heart..... it couldn’t help but lean towards
Seungpyo...
“Who doesn’t.. It’s that b***h Kim Hyobin’s brother.. What about him..?”
“.....?? He’s popular.. He looks similar to Eunsung.. He’s REALLY popular actually... Why? You
like him?”
........So he’s popular, eh? Okay, I admit you’re good looking.... I have to, since you look similar
to a certain someone...
.............
But still, that day, I felt I got closer to Kyungwon and I walked inside my house with a lighter
heart..
“You answer!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“Ugh.. ...”
........
............
“Hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“.......Ji.... Eunsung....?”
“.....Who is this..”
“No thank you, you can eat by yourself, and how’d you get my number..?!?”
“I don’t know why you’re doing this.. I don’t know if someone asked you to make a fool out of
me, but I’m not that stupid to believe you..”
“I don’t want to say anything.. But you know I’m going out with Eunsung, right..?”
“...........Excuse me..?”
“It’s not that I don’t like you.. It’s just because of a person you know..”
“A person..?”
Click..
Bring it on...
# 76
.....................What is this....
Damn.. I shouldn’t be taking sides.. I’ve known him longer than Seungpyo... But why am I
doing this....
............
.....................
......................
..........
“Han Yehwon.. You put your bunny on your bed, didn’t you...”
“I’m leaving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
Because it was close to our finals, our school was unusually quiet..
And for the first time in a while, Kyungwon and I were close enough to be loud and act like we
usually did before our problems...
“EHEHE, I’ve wanted to get a cubic hair pin for the longest time...”
“.....Right.. I have to kill him, don’t I.. That i can't read... Lying and saying that he went to Pusan
when he didn’t... If you see Seungpyo out today- I mean, if we see Hyunsung- we should ask
where Ji Eunsung lives..
“Yehwon, you can say his name, you know. We’re going to be friends from now on. We even
send text to each other...”
“REALLLY?!?!?!”
“Of course, our personalities are alike, so it’ll be good if we stay as friends.. I want to buy a
scarf.. What color should I buy?”
“Black.”
“Why..?”
“Want to die...???”
“Who?”
“Okay..”
........In order to lose the guy behind the pole, Kyungwon and I ran away as fast as we could.
..........Something’s weird...
When we turned around again, I don’t know if we lost him, but we didn’t see him behind us.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
While I was looking for a diamond studded hair pin, I spotted a guy that looked similar to
Hyunsung across the street...
“Huh?? Why??”
“Just wait in there... It’s Hyunsung.. I’m going to go ask him where Eunsung lives.. I’ll be right
there!!”
“I wanna go too..”
# 77
pant............. pant.............pant...............
“It IS you!!!”
“Where’s Eunsung?!”
“Eunsung..? Why?”
“...??”
“Yehwon.. What’s wrong? Hey, you guys go in first. I’ll be right there.”
“She’s that girl, right? The one who got her finger stuck..”
Dammit...
The three guys disappeared, and Hyunsung was the only one left.
“Where’s Eunsung..?”
“Yeah, why..?”
“Liar!! Eunsung said he was in Pusan on Saturday! Where is he? You know where he is, I know
you do!”
“..I really don’t know,” Hyunsung said, slowly backing away.. His voice was nervous..
“Oh~~ Very very suspicious~~ So that means you know where he is, right?”
“Let’s go.”
“.........Where..?”
“I’m going to follow you.. I’m really not busy today~~ How great this is working out!!”
“TT_TT ... I’m going to meet a girl! My friend is introducing me to a girl!! Just let me go~~”
“Yehwon TT_TT ... I haven’t been with a girl for 1 year.. I’m lonely~~ TT_TT ...”
“.........Huh??”
".............................."
...........
................
.............................
.......................................
“Hey.. This is a rich people neighborhood.”
“....It’s around here right? Do you know where? Uh, Hyunsung said that it was a house with
white stones. Hurry and look for it! We didn’t come here to look around!!”
“I’ve never seen houses so big- that’s why. Besides, there are about 10 houses with white
stones! Anyway, I’m hungry!”
“Where? Where?!”
“Let’s go!”
..........
.............
................
How exhausting.....
Anyway.. We’re here...
Damn, his house is nice...
“He looks and acts like a weed... Oh~ You’re sticking up for you boyfriend, eh?”
.............
...............
“Isn’t he answering?”
...........
“Hey, Kyungwon.”
“Let’s do rock paper scissors and the person who loses pushes the doorbell.
“What?”
“BWHAH!! He said his mom’s a translator?! A passing dog might laugh if he hears!!! HAHAH!!
“Go die!?”
For 10 minutes, we were walking around the house with the red sports car..
+BANG!!!!!!!!!+
............
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# 78
...It was a scary looking woman about 25 years old.
...She doesn’t resemble Eunsung at all... and she looks really b***hy..
Wait.. I shouldn’t be saying this, she might be one of my in-laws someday.
“Hello~”
“Yeah, I did...”
What the.. She stopped talking respectfully, and when I tried reaching for Kyungwon, she was
gone, hiding somewhere.
“...Yeah, I did...”
“Hmm, why?”
“..He’s my friend...”
“Excuse me..?”
“.....Excuse me...?”
“..If you’re Ji Eunsung’s friend, wouldn’t you know he doesn’t come home at this time?!”
“...I- I didn’t know...”
“.....Get lost, why don’t you? If you want to meet him, go behind the alley and look for him. If
you go to a bar, he’ll be there, won’t he?”
........
...........
............
+BANG!!!+
****...
“What was I supposed to do when a scary looking lady opens the door?!”
“She doesn’t look anything like Eunsung.. Is she really his nuna?”
“...Let’s go.... Let’s go... I’m hungry.. Let’s go buy some food.”
“What?”
“...I’m going...”
..........
..............
Kyungwon slowly disappeared.. Fine, don’t even say ‘bye’, you ass...
.............
................
....................
...................................ㅜ_ㅜ.....
I’m hungry~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
...
....
“My son~~ You’re going shopping with me for the first time in a while!!”
Huh..?
I spotted a guy that I’ve never seen who was about 20 years old..
And next to both of them was a lady who looked around 40..
The guy got into the drivers seat of the car, and the woman got in the passenger seat
laughing.
.............................
But she was very beautiful... A short cut that most women can’t pull off...with brownish hair..
Nicely shaped eyebrows with double lids.. that were cat shaped... A pointy but not too angular
nose.
Around 5’6 ... with a nicely shaped body and a smile that’s brighter than the sun...
A person that you turn around to look at at least twice if you them pass on the street.
A face that would have gotten more than one offer from different management companies
when she was younger..
It felt as if I’d been at the wrong house, but with one look at the woman..... I knew that she and
Eunsung were related...
...What is this?
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.............
I decided to just hide behind the left wall and wait for him..
# 79
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..........................
“HEY!”
...No! I can’t have these buns taken from me!! It’s mine....
ㅇ_ㅇ.....ㅇ_ㅇ.....ㅇ_ㅇ....=_=.....=_=......
“Who’s there?”
“You ass!!!”
“Ow! That hurts. Wait, what are you doing? Did you get hit by someone?”
ㅇ_ㅇ.....ㅇ_ㅇ......
Ow.....
.........I’d never noticed how long his hair’s grown... slightly messy, it was covering his left eye.
“Night club.”
“You ass!! Lying and saying that you went to Pusan! You big i can't read!”
“I didn’t lie! And what have YOU been doing, walking around huh?! You met Kim Hansung,
didn’t you?!”
“....Why would I meet him?! Did you get shot in the head?”!
“I came to see you, duh!! TT_TT... What are you going to do about it?!”
“Yeah!!”
“Hands...”
“......?.....”
“Hands!!!!!!!!”
“Retard.. What are you doing sleeping in front of another person’s house....”
“You hands are even colder than mine. Let go.. TT_TT...”
"..................."
“Eunsung..?”
“.......What?”
“I love you~”
“Okay.”
“What’s.. ‘that’..?”
“Retard...”
".................."
If you really love someone, your heart will start beating with one touch..
TT_TT...
# 80
“Huh?”
He let go of me quickly..
...What is this..?
“What.......?”
“What!!! TT_TT!!!”
With those tired and dead eyes, he gave me a look and said..
“Bye...”
...Crazy ass...
“I’m going.”
“If you don’t have taxi money, go ride the bus... See you..”
.........
.............
..............
.....................ㅜ_ㅜ..........ㅜ_ㅜ
“Just tell me why! What are the reasons for avoiding me?!”
With that.. he pushed the doorbell, and looked at me with an annoyed expression..
“Who is it?”
“Me.”
“Before I die..”
..........................................................
How could he just make his girlfriend who’d been waiting 6 hours for him just go home by
herself?!
I’ll kill you within a week...
...........
............
How am I going to get home? What If I pass out on the way home?
If I call mom.. she’ll probably chase after me with a broom...
ㅜ_ㅜ.............................
+BEEP BEEP!!+
ㅇ_ㅇ.........
+BEEP BEEP+
A yellow taxi was beside me.. and inside the taxi was a beefy looking taxi driver..
“Where to miss??”
“Excuse me?”
“Did you grow up being fooled all the time? My daughter goes to the girl’s school too~ Get in.”
“Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
?????????????????
It was right then when I saw something in the side view mirror.
Kim Hansung?!??! I’m positive it’s him with that Sang uniform!!
.............................
...............................
“Sir!!!”
“Yes, ma’am?”
“Excuse me?”
“ ..”
..........
...............
................
.....................
“.............???.............?”
“...Really?”
He seemed pissed...
And I started to feel really bad...
“Thank you!!”
I slammed the car door shut (and didn’t realized until a few minutes later that that wasn’t a
very good thing to do on my part) and started running home.
...............
# 81
....
I shouldn’t be thinking about guys.. I should be worried about how many times my mom’s
going to hit me when I get home...
That night, I dragged by bruised butt to the kitchen and had a whole load of cold rice and
kimchee.
...........
The bastard~
.............
“.........Wow... That just sounded so hot right there... He’s the opposite of Kim Hyobin,, huh??”
“.....I don’t know.. I think I’m going to go crazy because of Ji Eunsung though.”
“Do he know it’s your birthday this Saturday?”
“....Yeah, he knows...........”
“Yeah..”
“Huh......”
It seemed as if Kyungwon was thinking of everything to keep me from bringing up the fact that
she left me yesterday also.. And since I had nothing to do, I just listened to her talk.
While that was going on, holding Yehwon in his hand and watching me from behind the door...
was.. guess who.. ;; …
The people I have to kill before this weekend: My mom, that human Han Seungpyo, Ji
Eunsung....
..........
..........
............
.............
My mom said..
“Then who..?”
I heard someone towards me, their feet thumping on the wooden floor..
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My oppa, was staring at me with a scary face (Actually, more like funny...)
And in no time at all, he had run in front of me while holding Yehwon in one hand.
“KIM HANSUNG??!?!”
“.....Why......?”
..........
................
It’s the first time that he’s ever yelled at me.. TT_TT...
Han Seungpyo!! Kim Hyobin!!! Kim Hansung!! How do they all tie in together?!??!?!?
I thought I was going to go crazy because of Ji Eunsung... but now I also have this?!??!?!?!
# 82
RIIIIIINNNNNNNNGGGGGGGG RRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNGGGGGGG
“Okay!”
“HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“HELLO!!!!”
...........
.................
After a while, Han Seungpyo put the reciever down and stared at me..
“If I say no, I mean no. This bastard won’t listen if I just tell him nicely, will he...”
Muttering words that I didn’t understand, he went back into his room.
And with that, the beautiful and kind daughter left the house...
.......
.........
The whole world IS against me.. When I went to the closest market.. it was closed...
How can I go out any further dressed like this...?
Well.. it’s dark so no one will recognize me...
...........There were a lot of people that evening..
I think I’m going to die of loneliness.
I saw more couples than I had ever seen in my life...
Hmm.. It’s been a while since Eunsung and I’ve walked outside..
.................................................................
“Hey~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
It was Ji Eunsung!!!
Holding something in both arms... and with a walk that didn’t suit him (something like a
penguin) was Ji Eunsung...
After hearing me yell, he slightly turned around, and turned his head quickly..
Before I could finish, Ji Eunsung ran away quickly with the two bags of heavy looking stuff.
+Ring~~~~~~~~~~ RIING~~~~~~~~~~+
My phone rang.
“HELLLO!!!”
“Hello....”
“You ran away as fast as you could when you saw me!!!!”
“It was probably you who ran away... not me. Why would I run away if I saw you..? ^0^..”
“...I’m disappointed..”
“I’m at home..”
+Don’t make me laugh~~~ You’re making me laugh~~ You think I’ll fall for that
again..??~?~+ (<-- song from the store next to me..)
....
“TT_TT..” (<-- I’m dressed in sweatpants with rubber sandals and holding a bag of bean sprouts
in one hand)
“Hey~~!!!”
"ㅜ_ㅜ"
I heard someone yell behind me, and then someone pushed me lightly..
“Hi.. TT_TT..”
But MY Eunsung has a higher nose.. And his face is more white.. Wait, nevermind.. That ass..
“I don’t have the time to make time.. My mom hits me with a wooden spoon, on nice days, she
uses a spatula instead..”
Kim Hansung had taken my wrist and was heading in a different direction.
“What are you doing?! TT_TT.. Let go of me, where are we going?! My dad’s a policeman!!”
“Well, my dad’s a mob boss, so they’ll be great together, won’t they?? ^0~!!”
“Let go of me then~~!!!”
................
....................It was true....
In both hands, he was holding the heavy things and was getting hit in the middle of the
sidewalk.
His expression was blank, and didn’t change.. It didn’t seem as if it hurt him too much..
........
“Eunsung’s getting hit. What the hell is that guy doing..? He looks pretty old..”
“What?”
“What are you talking about just go? My junior’s getting hit. Are you crying?”
“Eunsung’s a lucky guy to have a warm-hearted girlfriend like you~~ Oppa, will help him. Hold
on..”
“Hey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bastard!!!! What are you doing...??!?!?! What are you hitting my junior for,
huh?!??!?!”
Kim Hansung yelled, running towards Ji Eunsung and the bearded man.
...............
...............
But the thing that was scarier than Eunsung getting hit,
More scarier than Kim Hansung nearing them..
Was that Ji Eunsung staring at me with a blank expression on his face..
..............
..................=_=.................
# 83
.......
Kim Hansung had grabbed the breaded man‘s collar, and Ji Eunsung continued staring at me...
I nervously started playing with the plastic bag in my hand.
And after thinking of what to do..
“Hey! What are you doing?!?!?! You young bastard!! What are you doing grabbing your elder’s
collar, huh?!?!??!”
With the bearded man’s yell, trying to pry Kim Hansung off, but without even looking to see
who it was, Kim Hansung gave the other guy a hard punch in the face..
Eunsung...I know I shouldn’t be saying this, but you look really funny.
In both arms, he was carrying a heavy load, and he had bushy messed up hair..
He looked like a country farm boy that had just come out of the water.
“Get it off...”
.........
.............
“...What..”
........
...........
..............It seemed as if Kim Hansung was trying to keep his cool... His fist was shaking
slightly...
That guy that Kim Hansung had punched said, and Kim Hansung followed..
“Eunsung! It’s not that, Hansung oppa and I just met on the streets. We met right after you ran
away~!”
“Kim Hansung..”
“...Eunsung..”
“Kim Hansung..”
....
......
“..Why were you getting hit.. You stupid, why were you just getting hit..?”
“What..?”
After finishing what he said, he started to walk away after putting the heavy things down.
“Hey Ji Eunsung!! You’re the one who ran away first!! You’re the weird one! You know that?! You
didn’t even listen to MY side of the story!!! If we’re going out, if you even love me, shouldn’t it
be ME that you trust??!?!’
........
.. He was right..... These days.. ever since Eunsung’s been avoiding me,
I’ve only been yelling at him...
............
“Listen to me! It’s not what you think! Aren’t you going to even listen to me?!”
.............
...............
..................
“Fine! Do whatever you want! You always do that anyways!!! You’ve never even tried listening
to me~ ever, you always do whatever you want, whatever you feel like!! Sometime it seems
like I’m the only who likes you... and it’s like you only need to me to do whatever you
want!!!!!!! Whatever you want... When I’m with you.. I feel smaller.. you know that...?”
.............
And with that, I turned around and walked in the opposite direction... (<-- like in the movies..)
..................Isn’t he going to stop me..? And with that, I turned around briefly...
So I decided to..
RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!
“WAHH!! Why are you bugging me?!??! TT_TT!! Can’t I even run away???! Just leave me
alone!! TT_TT !!”
“You are r~~eally bad at running, you know that? Crawling on the floor would be faster. Just
crawl, why don’t you?
“Are you really his sunbae?! Why don’t you hit him when he talks so rudely to you?!?! TT_TT!!!”
“W-who is?”
“SO?!”
“..Why, did Eunsung say something? You know how he is, he always says things without
thinking. Don’t fry your brain over it.”
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The only thing Eunsung and him have a resemblance in is their faces.
But their personalities are total opposites.
He makes a person really comfortable. Comfortable enough to not have to say anything.
“What happened?”
“Oppa, you’re-”
“Yeah? What?”
“It’s nothing.”
“Tell me.”
He said, shoving his face into mine. You’re making me think of Eunsung.
“It’s nothing.”
“You were going to tell me that you love me, huh? ^0^”
“......Excuse me???”
...........
Look at his acting skills!! After planning all this with his sister!!!
‘You know Hyobin?’ What an ass!!!
“It was tiring today, huh? Being mistaken because of me, sorry, I’ll tell Eunsung everything
tomorrow.”
“It’s fine, don’t tell him anything. Don’t even say the first character of my name in front of him,
please.”
"........."
“That’s the first time you’ve smiled at me, you know that?”
....Again..
# 85
“The wooden spoon is here~~!!!!” <-- Han Seungpyo yelled.. Do you want to die??
“Mom! Listen to me! I’m a 2nd year now!! None of my friends even get hit anymore!!”
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“Why?”
“Poor girl..”
.......
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I felt bad for lying to Kyungwon, but I didn’t feel like telling her everything that happened
yesterday with Eunsung..
“Hey, what have you been thinking about all day? You didn’t even eat today.”
“I’m still lonely though. I wonder why. You must be happy since Jungmin is coming in the
winter.”
“... Karaoke? I’m not in the mood to sing.. Sorry, let’s go tomorrow.”
“..JJAMPPONG???”
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“.........I’m really not in the mood to s- YOU!! YOU!!! On a rainy night and lonely night!! YOU and
me eat JJAMPPONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“Be quiet, You like seafood JJAMPPONG! I like double JJAMPPONG!! On a windy and lonely night,
we both eat JJAMPONG!!!”
+Seungpyo and Kyungwon were here!!! Just let us love~~ ^0^ !!+
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“What to sing?”
“....Something upbeat.”
“Okay.. okay...”
“Okay.”
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I turned my head again, and put some cash in the coin exchange.
“Oh, I know her. She and I went to the same middle school.”
“Hey, didn’t Eunsung come into our classroom earlier?” <-- Kim Hyobin
“Yeah! He did!”
......You guys can talk about him as much as you want. I don’t care..
“You know, Eunsung is always staring at you these days.. Even during gym!”
“No, he doesn’t~”
“No really! I think you guys will get together soon! I’ve never been so sure in my life!”
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I quickly wiped my tears away and headed towards where Kyungwon was..
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# 86
And as if we’d silently promised each other, we continued to just sing rock ballads until our
throats felt like ripping.
“See you.”
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Never...
Don’t cry!! Your eyes are already swollen Yehwon! If you cry, you’re going to lose!
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For a second I froze, taped on the gate of our house was a small note written with red pen.
+Yehwon! Don’t cry, you have your oppa!! HAHA! Kim Hansung was here. You know what I feel
for you, right?!+
..........
Why does that human keep appearing when I’m feeling down?
When Ji Eunsung hasn’t sent me 1 message or hasn’t called me at all..
“I’m home!”
“What?!??!?!”
I yelled hearing my brother.. I ran towards my room, and Yehwon wasn’t there.
“Where’s Yehwon?!”
“My room.”
“YEHWON!!!!”
My cute bunny..
“Do you know how scared I was??!?!?! You don’t even know!!!!!”
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“Sorry..”
# 87
+KNOCK KNOCK+
Someone knocked on my door when I was laying on my bed thinking about this and that..
“Who is it?”
“Okay.”
“...Let’s go out.”
“Out where?”
“Do you think your own oppa will take you to the park and make you drink in the park?”
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It was true..
But luckily we sat far away from where we’d sat before.
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I know I’ve told you before, but I’m really strong with alcohol...
“Oppa, shut up a little, will you? I’m so embarrassed that I don’t know if I’m going to take you
home.”
“Kim Hansung?”
This is my chance! When my brother is drunk, he’ll answer anything anyone asks.
.....This is my chance.
“Listen carefully!!”
“OKAY!!!!”
“What?”
“Do you know how much it hurt me when you yelled?? It was like a nail stabbed my heart
TT_TT!!! MEANIE!!!”
“KIM HANSUNG!!!!!!!!”
“Kim Hansung’s known you for a year!! Do you know that?! 1 year!!”
.............1 year? Kim Hansung’s known about me for a year? What does that mean?
“..........And?”
“Darn, your reactions aren’t exciting! I don’t want to tell you anymore!!”
“From then, that GUY has been asking me to introduce you to him, bugging the crap out of
me!!!!”
“WHY?”
“He’s a rag?”
“YEAH YEAH!!!”
“...And?”
“Oh really???”
“How could I give that rag to my beautiful-- my only kid sister??!?!?! I couldn’t give him to my
only sister!! And my favorite sister only yells at me TT_TT...”
So that thing he said to me, “I’ve known you since before’, this was what he meant.
But.. a RAG?
“OPPA!!!!”
Not only the name, but the big eyes and the crooked tooth.. And most of all.. how they act
when they drink...
“I’m tiredddddddddddddddddddddddd~~~!”
“SNOREEEEEE...”
“Oppa! My favorite oppa!! My oppa that I love so much! Why does Eunsung hate Kim
Hansung??? Is it because of me? Is it? Is it?!”
”SNOREEEEEEEEEEE.....”
“Is it a girl!??!?!?!”
+SNORE SNORE+
But no matter how much I shook him and kicked him, he wouldn’t wake up.
After paying with his money, I dragged him out the bar.
The thing that’s bugging me even more.. is the fact that I’m not getting exhausted while I’m
carrying a full grown man!!
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“HUH!?!?!”
??????????
“What are you saying?? Help me, thank god I met you.”
“You’re acting weird.. following me.. And that guy who was looking at me behind the pole was
your friend too, huh?! You made him, didn’t you.. ...”
“NO!”
“Then why do you care if I’m with another guy!??!?!”
“Don’t go around with another guy! If something happens to this guy, I’m not taking
responsibility..”
“...What?”
“Eunsung hyung told me that if I see you out in the city, he told me to follow you. To see if you
meet another guy.”
............Last Saturday?
The day I said, “I’m going to meet guys! And hang out with Kim Hansung!!”
..
“Do I look happy behind with this human right now?! It’s my oppa!! Do you think I’m crazy?! To
meet a guy like HIM!!!”
“Oh course you’ve seen him, he passes out everywhere. Anyways, it’s not another guy so just
go home. But wait, I have something I’m curious about..”
“Yeah?”
“If he wanted to know if I was meeting guys, why did HE just follow me? He’s up to something,
isn’t he?”
“I don’t know!! Stop asking me, nuna! I’m really going to die!!”
“............excuse me....?”
“Why does Ji Eunsung hate Kim Hansung? You can tell me right?”
“Hansung hyung?”
“YEAH!”
Joonsae looked at me up and down, and with saying “I’ll be going!” he quickly ran away...
If only I didn’t have this disgusting human on my back, I’d have caught up with him...
Who is HAEBIN!??!
Hehe, so Ji Eunsung was worried about me meeting other guys so me made his juniors follow
me, huh??
“SNORE SNORE+
"-_-........."
And I was able to carrying a 20-year-old guy 20 cm’s taller than me home without even
breaking a sweat..
# 89
Next morning...
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OH RIGHT!!!
“OPPA!!!”
“OPPA!!!!”
“..What.....”
“Oppa! Who’s Haebin?! HUH? Hurry and tell me! I couldn’t sleep because I was so curious.”
“WHO IS HE?!”
“FuQ, I’m going to sleep some more.. Get out, get out.”
“Tell me!!!”
"................"
“Nevermind.. Don’t ask him.. With that personality of his, he’ll probably beat you up. Hey, get
out.”
“Tell me!! Please!!!”
+SNORE SNORE+
How can I ask Ji Eunsung after yelling at him like that that night.
Even though I felt a little better after hearing what Joonsae told me yesterday..
WHATEVER!! Sheesh!
.................
“....he’d be 19 right?”
“....that oppa.. died when he was 18.. he’s pretty famous at Sang...
“....I don’t know that.. only the top ranking kids at Sang know. It’s very hush-hush.”
“He died...”
“...ask Eunsung.”
“Not him.”
“..Hyunsung...??”
Whenever I needed help, Hyunsung always helped me out by appearing magically!! (Actually,
she looked around for him..)
Right!!!
“RIGH!! Hyunsung!! I’ll be able to see your face today!!! TT_TT !!!”
# 90
+Oppa just left his footsteps all around your house. Let’s meet today. Oppa’ll buy today~+
“Kim Hansung.”
“I know.”
“Yeah, he does..”
“I don’t know. What do I do? At first I really didn’t like oppa, but he’s comfortable to be around
now.”
“You’re kidding!!”
“Who said I like him? I said he’s comfortable to be around. It’s not like happy nervousness
when I’m around Eunsung. It’s just comfortable, like you.”
“Hey! But that oppa’s a rag! There’s a rumor that’s he’s a rag!!”
“....and Eunsung’s face looks a lot better!! And Eunsung has more money!!
And Eunsung’s a better fighter!! And Eunsung’s taller!! And Eunsung uses more money!!!”
“Anyway!!! Avoid Kim Hansung if you can!!!! If Eunsung finds out, you die!!!”
“Right.. That day after the karaoke, I spotted Seungpyo on the way home..”
“What happened?”
“We just greeted each other. And passed, he seems fine now. ”
.........
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Yehwon need to buy some supplies, and Kyungwon had to have something fixed on her
uniform.
.......
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Aren’t I such a good girlfriend, Eunsung? HEHE, not even answering my own phone.
After Yehwon (talking in 3rd person) had bought her things, we went to the dry cleaners.
“Yeah it will!!”
“You’re mean!!”
..........
..............????????
+++Kim Seungpyo+++
“Kyungwon.. Kyungwon???”
“O_O.. Yeah?”
“....Wwhat?”
“****.”
Good... I’ll grab Seungpyo when he appears and ask where Hyunsung is..
“Ahjumma, can you tighten it by 2 cms so that when she wears it, it’ll rip?”
I asked..
.........
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“What’s wrong with you? AHK! Let go of me! I’m going to get beat up by Eunsung!!”
“Let go of me!!!!!”
# 91
“Me? I came pick up my skirt. Seungpyo! Have you been doing okay?!”
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“Where’s Eunsung?”
“He’s in the PC Room, he’s playing a game with the other guys.”
“Where?”
“The PC Room!!”
“Why?”
“Oh!! Tell me!! Me too, me too!! Tell me, tell me, tell me!!!!!”
+I’m going to hang out with Seungpyo for a little while. I’ll be right there.+
If only you hadn’t broken up with Seungpyo, you’d be able to hang out with me and him!
How could you dump Seungpyo and go to that i can't read Lee Jungmin??? (<-- Forgot for a
moment that she’s known Jungmin longer.)
Even though it didn’t feel too good to have the Sang girls glaring at me..
It was really fun when it with Eunsung and Kyugwon.. The four of us..
“Do you know the relationship between Eunsung and that oppa?”
“No.. I don’t.”
....Arguing like old friends and fighting about absolutely nothing, we reached the PC Room.
When I pushed open the door, I saw Hyunsung playing a game and smoking.
“Hey, Hyunsung. Yehwon wants to see you.. Come out for a while.”
“Yehwon?!???!!”
When he turned around.. I could feel the hesitance and horror flooding out of him..
“Wait, I’ll go out. Seungpyo, can you make sure I don’t die?”
“I want to go too!!”
And Seungpyo stared at us with puppy dog eyes and sat down quietly and started playing the
game like a good little boy.
“What now?”
“Hyunsung, there’s something I’m really curious about. And you’re the only one who can
answer this for me.”
“Nope ”
“Nope~”
“...You know...”
“Yeah...?”
.........
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“What is it?”
“Is there a senior you know named Shin Haebin??”
“...........................................Why..?”
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...............For a while, silence flowed..
“Sorry... I can’t tell you... Han Yehwon, I can’t tell you that sorry..”
“..Yeah, there are things I should tell you and things I shouldn’t.. And this is something I REALLY
shouldn’t tell you. And I’d also feel bad towards Haebin hyung.”
“Sorry..”
“It’s okay, I’m fine (Just be lucky that you’re my type, if you were Seungpyo, I’d have killed
you.. ..)
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“Hey, baby!!!!!!”
AHK!!!!
“How could I not? My baby~ What are you doing ignoring my calls!!”
.......
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“Hey~ What are you doing talking so rudely to your senior?!” (<-- obviously triple chin)
“What the hell’s wrong with you, you little bastard?” <-- triple chin..
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“I know, you can do it in now.” <-- Kim Hansung seems to be mad too.
.........
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“Tell me what?”
“About Haebin hyung and Eunsung... You said you were curious, right? Haebin hyung, Eunsung,
and Kim Hansung sunbae, right? Want to hear what the most tragic thing at Sang is? ”
Following soon after, Triple chin yelled loud enough to shake the street..
# 92
..
“Hey you, go find something for me to beat this bastard with in less than 10 seconds.”
“Hey, why are you making her get it? Just beat him a few times.”
Hyunsung... TT_TT....
“Hyunsung TT_TT ... Oppa, oppa!! It was me who asked!! Hyunsung wasn’t going to tell me
anything! I asked him first, I brought it up!!!”
...........
ㅜ_ㅜ..
“Just beat him, but don’t kill him.. When you’re finished call me, I also have a lot of things to
say to that bastard...”
.......Kim Hansung grinned and with that, he grabbed my hand and started pulling me...
“Hold on.. hold on!! Let me go!! TT_TT.. My dad is a police man!!!”
“Didn’t I tell you my dad was a mob boss? Baby, it’s not good to look at things like that... Let’s
go eat with oppa, okay?”
“You look cuter when you’re mad . What do you want to eat?”
“WAHHHH!!! TT0TT !! Hyunsung!! Just tell him that you didn’t do anything!! Beg or
something!! Let go of me!! Eunsung!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
No matter how strong my arms were, they weren’t strong enough to beat a guy’s.
No matter how much I twisted to get free.. shook my head, stopped my feet from budging, he
still found a way to pull me along with him...
“What??! Haebin what?!??! You miss Haebin, don’t you!??! I’ll send you where Haebin is, you
little bastard..”
Hyunsung.. TT_TT....
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.........
“It’s not something you should worry about. Don’t go asking stupid questions...”
...He probably won’t make me get on my knees and beat me, would he...? TT_TT...
“He won’t kill him, there’s nothing for you to be worried about. He’s my junior before he’s your
friend.”
“Why, does it piss you off that he’s getting hit? First Eunsung, now it’s Hyunsung?”
“What true self? I’ve been showing you my true self the whole time ^0^. Get it.”
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
# 93
Vroom..
Vroom...
“Go call your friend right now.. Tell him to stop hitting Hyunsung.. Hurry, call him right now..”
Actually it probably wasn’t his car, but anyways!! I was in a car!!! Hyunsung, I’ll save you
somehow...
"^-^"
“Hello? Junggab?? Hey, leave Hyunsung alone now. Yeah, I’m fine. Okay, just leave him, he’s
tolerable most of the time. Yeah, whatever, I’ll call you later.”
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“I know you like Eunsung.. But, I like you the same amount that you like Eunsung..”
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“I’ve known you for a year.. I liked you that much, and now I like you even more.. What do I do?
I can’t help myself....”
.......
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“I’m going to make you like me.. I promise you that... That’s not bothering you, is it?”
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“Eunsung!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
"..........."
Eunsung quietly looked over to where my voice was coming from and saw me and Kim
Hansung..
“Eunsung!!! It’s not what you think!!! EUNSUNG!! TT_TT!!!! Save m-!!!!!!”
VROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM...
“Regret what?”
“Huh?”
“How much longer do we have to go!??! I think I have a parasite living inside me stomach
(trying to sound as dirty as possible to get him to stop liking me).”
“If I don’t have the money, I’ll just leave you there to work off your debts! ^0^”
“Lame~ How can you call that funny? (trying to annoy him to stop liking me.)”
“I didn’t you know you had a cold~ I guess I’ll have to buy you some medicine too!”
“I’ve never been sick in the 18 years I’ve been alive. Only weak people get colds..”
“Your sister?!?!”
“Yeah, why?”
“Your sister and Eunsung used to go out, right??? Did he come over to your house often??!”
.........
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“We’re here ^0^. Are you sure you don’t need medicine?”
“You’re really funny. I guess when we get married ,I won’t be lonely. ^0^.”
“..(Cute? Dammit)... I just pretended to believe him.. I‘m not gullible, you know”
................
Eunsung~ TT_TT..
.................................................
“We’re only going to eat. You promised.. And when I get home and see Hyunsung beat up, I’m
going to call the police.”
"..ㅇ_ㅇ??ㅇ_ㅇ???"
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When we walked in, I purposely sat at the table in the middle of the restaurant...
“Why did you just speed away when you saw Eunsung earlier??”
.........
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..................I shouldn’t have brought it up...
............
...................As soon as I’d finished talking, he called the unnie over..
But what is all this about Shin Haebin? Seeing that he doesn’t like bringing Shin Haebin up..
.............Kim Hansung, you’re so dead.. Kim Hyobin.. I’m going to eat off all his money..
“Don-kka-Seu please..”
“Yes ma’am..”
Even if my stomach has to pop, I’m going to scrape you of ALLL your money.. EHHEHE.
.............
And was stabbing the last piece of kernel corn with my fork.
“Do you want to eat mine? I guess you were really hungry..”
............
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..................
“..Why am I a baby?”
“Not a person..”
“Eunsung’s picture..”
“Eunsung’s underwear..”
“Then nothing.”
............
...............
.................With that, Kim Hansung got up and took out his cell phone.
“Hello? Huh? Yeah, it’s me I’m at Scarlet right now. But can you bring some money over?
Yeah, I’ll buy you a lot of things to eat. Okay. Hurry! Thanks, bye beautiful!”
# 95
“Oh right, right, 016. I don’t like using phone that start with 016.”
“Why?”
“I like the sound that pay phones make when the coins go in!!!”
“You are really different.. ^-^ Who are you going to call?”
.......
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...............What do I tell him?
......................................
“Hel...........lo??
........
..........It’s silent...
“Eunsung?”
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AHHKK!!
“I came to eat.”
Wait. Hold. On. A .Moment. Kim. Hyobin. Is. Whose. Little. Sister??
Kim Hyobin opened the door and sat across from Kim Hansung.
Kim Hyobin took her wallet out of her backpack and handed her brother some money..
Kim Hansung rubbed her head and seated her next to him..
.........
....
“Hyobin, don’t you know Yehwon? She’s the same age as you.”
“Oppa, we know each other. Hyobin, you know me, right? ^0^”
"................."
"........................"
For a while it was silent... and Kim Hansung looked over from me to her from me to her.
“Oppa, you shouldn’t be sorry. There are people here who should be though ^0^”
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“What are you doing here with my brother instead of your boyfriend? .”
“My brother has weird taste in girls, doesn’t he? I thought the only person around here with
weird taste was Eunsung..”
“He does, doesn’t he? After all, he DID go out with you ^-^”
Oh YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2:1!!!
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“It’s kind of awkward, let’s go. Sorry, I shouldn’t have called you over Hyobin.”
“What are you talking about? Hm, now that I think about it, you guys make a handsome
couple. It’s unbalanced.. Good luck, Han Yehwon.. Because my brother is a lot better than Ji
Eunsung...^-^”
Oh, so that’s what you were trying to do, get me to go with your brother and you after
Eunsung, eh?
“Then why are you giving me your brother that’s a whole lot better than Eunsung?”
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...................
........................No, it can’t be true...
“Huh? Right now? I can go, yeah. I’ll be right there... Don’t eat by yourself. I’ll be right there.
Wait there, see you. ^0^”
+CLICK+
“Han Yehwon, your boyfriend just called to say that he wanted to drink with me Sorry oppa,
I’ll see you at home. Oh oppa, give me 20 dollars ^0^.”
Kim Hansung took two bills from his hand and gave it to Kim Hyobin.
“I’ll be late, really late ^0^. Have fun oppa! If I get a chance, I’ll see you later, Han Yehwon.”
Do you know why? Ji Eunsung, do you know why your girlfriend lost to Kim Hyobin? It’s
because of you.. Because of you, I lost...
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“I’m sorry...”
“..........I hate you and you sister so much.. I truly do.. If I could, I would kill both of you...”
“.......What do I do.. Even if you hate me, I want to be with you...”
“I miss Eunsung... I miss Eunsung... TT_TT... Take me to Eunsung.. It’s not Kim Hyobin who
should be by him right now.. TT_TT.. It’s me...”
“Let’s go.....”
“Take me to Eunsung~~ TT_TT Oppa, I’m begging you, I want to be with Eunsung... TT_TT...”
..........
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.......................I cried without stopping...
Because I didn’t want to believe that it was Eunsung who had called Kim Hyobin.. Because I
pitied myself... I cried...
And because I missed Eunsung so much, enough to go crazy, I missed him so much that I
couldn’t stop crying..
Eunsung, when you saw me with Kim Hansung, is this how you felt..??
“...I guess the two people who got their hearts broken should go for a drink.. ..”
“Do you know that if you drink when you’re crying, it tastes better? ^0^”
“...I might die from drinking too much.. No wait, I’ll drink till I die...”
Grin....
.....
.................
.....................Dizzy...
“.....I’m fine...”
“I want to.. I have to.. If I go home with a clear mind, I think I’ll die....”
“...Oppa, I don’t like talking about Eunsung in front of you.. I’ll go out first...”
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...............Shakily, I walked out of the small restaurant and squatted down on the ground and I
cried so long and loudly that my throat hurt...
...........
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“I think so... I guess it’s true you CAN run out of tears... I don’t have any left...”
"..............."
I was inside the car.. It was heading slowly towards the city...
“...My sister, Hyobin, really likes Eunsung.. And I like you a lot...”
“Don’t think about the small things, just think about who you likes more..”
“Love is all about the small things.. Little things you can add up.. You don’t know that, oppa...”
“..........I just want to tell you, this oppa likes you... I really really like you a lot. It’s the truth.. I
like you enough to tell you that this is my first time feeling this way..”
“.....I don’t hear what you’re telling me.. because the only thing in my head right now is
Eunsung...”
"........"
Is it Kim Hansung and Kim Hyobin..? No, that’s not it.. The thing that’s keeping us apart is
you...
Your stupid pride... and my stupid little head that can’t trust you...
I’m really ready for you... But how long do I have to wait for you?
How long do I really have to wait for you?
Hold on to me.. Tell me.. why our relationship is like this.. Please..
# 97
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Why am I not getting drunk? It’s been four bottles already.. It’s because I keep thinking of
him...
“Do you know how I feel?? One year! For one year!! HUH!?!?!”
“One year! I’ve liked someone for 1 year! You know what a miracle that is?!?! And you don’t
know how I feel.......”
After finishing this, Kim Hansung just put the whole bottle up to his mouth.
I think I’m going to go crazy, the one who should me drunk is ME!!!!!
.............
.......
“Oppa, you’re not a very pretty sight to look at you right now. You know that? .”
"..........."
“...ugh, I don’t even think that I can drink anymore because of you. Give it to me!”
...I grabbed the soju in his hands and dumped it into MY mouth.
“...Are you going to meet me tomorrow? You’re going to meet me tomorrow?! You promise?!”
"..............."
......I told you this a while before.. But while I was drinking, he was talking to himself..
.......
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...............
.......
“Whhhhatttt?!?!??!”
“Hey, we got closer because of soju~~!!! Okay! Oppa feels so much better!!” (<-- drunk)
“Hehe, have fun.. I think I’m starting to get un-drunk. It’s time for you to be drunk.”
“EUNSUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TT_TT!!!!!!!”
“...It’s me, Hansung.. You’re really drunk.. Let’s go.. Let’s take you home...”
“Eunsung! You retard!! Do you know how much I’ve missed you.. TT_TT....??”
“I said it’s Hansung... Yehwon, get on my back... Get on..”
.....I know... I know that the person isn’t Eunsung.. I know it’s Kim Hansung...
“WAHHHHHH!!!”
"............... .."
VROOOM>>>>
..But I’m being the stupid one.. not being able to forget him...
....Eunsung, do you know how much my heart beat when I was around you?
I was never entirely relaxed; I thought you’d leave and go far far away...
But I guess there isn’t a reason to be relaxed because you already left.. You left to Kim
Hyobin...
“.............................We are...??”
“HEH.. if you go in with me, Han Seungpyo will kill you.. >_<.”
“You can go now... I’m going to go in myself.... I don’t want to see your face anymore today...”
+SLAM+
I slammed his car as hard as I could...
“...Oppa will call you when I get home. Ring the doorbell, and don’t go anywhere else... Okay?”
“BYEBYEYEB!!!”
“HICCUP”
VROOM!! VROOM!!!!
..............
............????????...
“.....You drank a lot, didn’t you? Nothing happened between you and Kim Hansung, right?”
“.....”
“I have something to tell you.. I waited for you, your house was easy to find...”
".............."
# 98
“Phew~ Yehwon, it’s me Hyunsung.. What’s wrong? How much did you drink?”
“.......Hyunsung..? Hyunsung??”
“HYUNSUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“Yeah, it’s me ..”
........
..............It’s Hyunsung.. Hyunsung...TT_TT..
“It’s your turn to listen to me. You’re going to listen to me, right? Wait. No. You have to listen...”
“...Yeah, I will.”
"......^-^"
Something he has to tell me.. Did Eunsung make him? To tell Yehwon that he wanted to break
up?
“....Huh?”
“I don’t want to listen.. It’s about Eunsung! I don’t want to listen TT_TT...”
“NO NO!!”
.............
...............
“It’s about Kim Hansung and Eunsung... I came to tell you the things you’re blank about!!! I
waited 6 hours for you!!!!!! ...”
"..........................."
.....
........
...............Hyunsung got out a cigarette... and until he’d smoked about half of it.. He continued
to be silent... just blowing out smoke...
"........."
“..Eunsung.. didn’t have any friends until he was in his first year of middle school.. You know
that, right? Because of that false rumor going on about him having AIDS.”
“...Yeah, I know............”
“....But.. starting from 4th grade.. there was this hyung that looked after Eunsung... A hyung
one year older than Eunsung....”
“...Yeah.. Yeah....”
“..Shin Haebin...?”
“..The reason Eunsung came to Sang was because of Haebin hyung. And even in high school,
he stuck by Haebin hyung closely... He didn’t stay an hour away from Haebin hyung.... Kim
Hansung was one of Haebin hyung’s closest friends... So the three of them stuck together...
enough for me and Seungpyo to get jealous....”
For a while... Hyunsung was quiet again.. And he seemed to be deep in thought....
“...And.. that Winter.... Eunsung.. Haebin hyung.. Kim Hansing and another sunbae.... went to
go on a trip.... an overnight trip... to a stream or a river.. I don’t know.. A place a bit far away
from here.. It was cold.. They said something about being manly and being able to handle the
cold... Anyway.. They yelled that and left, smiling...”
“...............Yeah....................?”
“....And when they got there... the three were setting up the tent... While they were goofing
off.. while they were goofing off....”
“..Yeah....?”
“Haebin hyung fell in the water... He’d always been sick when he was little.. so didn’t know
how to swim.. He probably never had a chance to learn how to swim....”
......
“Of course.... Eunsung, Kim Hansung, and the other hyung were about to jump in the water to
save him.... But an ahjushi next to them kept them back... Telling them that if they jumped in,
they’d all die too... saying that it would just be better to lose one instead of all...”
“.........And...?”
“...Kim Hansung and the other hyung paused.. But Eunsung was different.. He wanted to save
Haebin hyung so he was prepared to jump in...”
“......Yeah.........?”
“...But Kim Hansung and the other sunbae stopped him, saying that if he jumped in, he’d die
too....”
“...I think the depth of the water was.. unbelievable.. Eunsung went crazy trying to get free
from all the people.... Haebin hyung was crying, panicking, yelling at Eunsung to help him..
Eunsung got free and he was about to go into the water.. But Kim Hansung pulled him back...
and slowly... slowly....”
"..................."
“When he was in the hospital and had opened his eyes.. Haebin hyung wasn’t a part of this
world anymore.... Eunsung had lost the 2nd person he’d even loved most and received love
from.. His dad... and Haebin hyung... When Eunsung was alone, Haebin hyung was the only
one who had bothered to talk to Eunsung.. So he gave everything he had to Haebin hyung...”
"............."
“From that day on, Eunsung hated Kim Hansung.. The sunbae who was there with them moved
to some other school..”
“Yeah........”
“..And a week later, Eunsung started going out with Kim Hyobin...” Why is Kim Hyobin’s name
coming out?
“...She’d always liked him, starting from middle school.. And Eunsung didn’t bother to look her
way.. But after Haebin hyung left.. he asked her out just a week after Haebin hyung left... You
know why?”
“...Then why?”
“....Haebin hyung had always like Hyobin... Secretly... He liked her a lot.. He always asked
Eunsung to make a habit to look after her.. to make her happy... And after Haebin hyung died...
Eunsung started going out with Kim Hyobin.. It was all because of Haebin hyung...”
“..The beginning?”
“Do you know why Eunsung didn’t keep in touch with you? Do you know the reason?”
“..It’s because of you.. Because of you.. Because of your birthday.. It’s funny, huh? It’s funny
that he did something like that, huh?”
“Liar.....”
“Liar? ^-^ The day you told him that your birthday was coming up...he avoided you.. He
racked that stupid little brainless head of his and got an idea to throw you a surprise party.”
“...You’re lying, right...? You’re lying because I look so pathetic... You’re lying, right...?”
I just can’t believe him..
“Eunsung... For the first time in his life.. he worked.... Not just easy things-- difficult, exhausting
things.. because of you...”
“Work?”
“He wanted to earn money for your party, so he got a job. While you were with Kim Hansung
today.. he was working... A few days ago, while he was working, he did something wrong.. and
he got hit.. That was when he saw you and was running away... He had spilt soil.. and he got
hit.. A lot.. That was the first time in his life that he got hit by someone without hitting them
back.. Because of you..”
.................
“..But that day.. you were with Kim Hansung, weren’t you? And the next day, Eunsung worked
for you..”
“What.. I don’t believe you.. Eunsung’s rich.. He’s rich... But… he worked for me? You don’t
have to lie to me, Hyunsung.”
“.......Yeah...?”
“......Yeah..?”
“What???”
“When he went home, his nuna was saying a load of crap about you.. That she chased you
away.. She’s always been a little b***hy...”
".................."
“From that day on.. his allowance got cut.. because he hit his sister and because he sent their
butler after you secretly so that his mom wouldn’t find out because he thought you wouldn’t be
safe walking home alone. But that butler came back home, annoyed at something. And he told
Eunsung’s mom... So secretly, he was going to work until your birthday and then throw you a
surprise party..”
So that taxi driver... wasn’t sent by Kim Hansung? It was Eunsung..? Eunsung sent him after
me...
“You know that Eunsung’s never eaten breakfast and gone to school..?”
“He’s alone at home too.. No one ever pays attention to him.. not even his own blood related
mom..... To Eunsung, his friends- no wait... To Eunsung, you’re the most important thing in his
life... When you were with Kim Hansung.. do you know how hard it was for Eunsung?”
“...Eunsung... Where is he? Huh? Eunsung’s meeting Kim Hyobin right now... Where do you
think they are?! Where is he? Where does Eunsung go a lot of the time?!”
“Today’s the day that Haebin hyung died.. They cremated him.. so he’s a part of the river
now... That’s probably why he called Hyobin... Haebin hyung like Hyobin a lot...That’s probably
why he called her...”
All the times I was hurt.. It’s nothing compared to what you’ve gone through....
Eunsung.......
# 99
“I want to go!!”
“Hurry then....”
I’m so sorry....
Just come to me, and I’ll make sure that I’ll always be there for you...
Where the hell is KIM HYUNSUNG?!??!?! (<--TN: HYUNSUNG not HANSUNG.. the first time I read
this I kept getting the two confused.. ;;)
And tears came out of my eyes thinking about all the hardships that Eunsung had to go
through...
VROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!
I started to shake..
“HYUNSUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
...Slowly, the motorcycle came closer.. It was black.. Not a bad sight....
.....The motorcycle got closer and when it did.. it slowed down a little..
............................
With shaking eyes, he stared at me.. And with the happiest most content expression in the
world, Kim Hyobin looked at me.. holding tightly onto Eunsung’s waist..
“EUNSUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
+SQREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!+
?_?..?_?..
And behind him, the person I HATE most in the world followed...
“EUNSUNG!!!!”
“It’s been a long time, hasn’t it, Eunsung? A really long time...”
“....Is it because you feel bad that you want to break up with me?? Is that why? If it is.. Don’t...”
“Idiot!! Stupid!!! Stupid i can't read!! Why don’t you know that the only person I love is
you!?!?!?!? TT_TT Why don’t you know?!?!?!?!” (<-- TN: sappy.. sappy... )
......I hugged the person that I love the most in the world....
As tightly as I could....
“I heard everything from Hyunsung... Why you’re avoiding me.. About Kim Hansung... Why
didn’t you tell me?? Why did you go through all of this alone? Why didn’t you tell me..
TT_TT.................?”
.......
............His hands went around my waist...
And he hugged me back tightly... Tight enough for us to hear both our hearts beating...
“I thought you’d gone to him.. I thought you’d left me too.. I thought I was going to go crazy,
retard...”
“You were with him . You guys looked happy together earlier, did you guys get in a love
fight?”
“What?”
“Han Yehwon, don’t live like that. Stick with one person.”
“Han Yehwon...”
TWITCH
“I’ve never...”
“H-huh?”
“FUQ.”
..........?_?..............
........
.............
................
“Huh?? Eunsung?!”
I knew you were going to come back.. But why now.... TT_TT... ?
# 100
while Eunsung and I were smooching the crap out of each other.
“WHY ME?!?!”
Both Hyunsung and Eunsung were arguing about who was going to take Kim Hyobin.
“Since I brought you out, why don’t you go home yourself.. ..”
.....
.......Ji Eunsung.. Your personality’s starting to come back out.. Wow can you say that without
any expression...?
Hyunsung said, giving Eunsung a helpless look and running towards Hyobin quickly..
“Get on ...”
“We’re going??”
“The sun’s rising.. I told you before, didn’t I? To go home before the sun sets.. ...”
EHEHHE... Cute guy ^-^ . I know everything~~ Your face is even red from embarrassment.. He
has such a cute side to him!!
I grabbed his waist tightly, and started rubbing my face on his back.
“I’ve seen a bunch of girls do the exact same thing you’re doing and fall off.. ...”
...Can’t you say it in a better way?? ..
EHEHEHHEH~~~
Are your feet supposed to shake this much when you’re riding a motorcycle?
.........
.........
.............The ride was too short... In too short of a time, the cycle was in front of my house..
............Why is time going by so fast..... When I’m with Kim Hansung.. it seems as if one minute
is one hour....
“I’m going!!!”
“..Okay~ Be careful!!”
“See you the day after tomorrow!! I’ll call you tomorrow! ^-^”
“OKAY!!”
Was if because of our kiss earlier?? If it wasn’t for Kim Hansung.. >_<
No! That’s not right!! No, it’s okay because Kim Hansung can’t touch Eunsung...
“HEY! Stop writing his name! Why are you writing your friend’s future husband’s name??!?!”
“Me...?”
“Yeah, you.”
“What if it’s Kim Hansung.. ? Can you answer and if it’s him, tell him I’m taking a crap or
something.”
“Yeah! I have to make myself seem really dirty and disgusting to try and get him to stop liking
me!!”
“....Hello? ....Yehwon...? Who is this......? Seungpyo...? Oh! I’m Yehwon’s friend... Just a friend...
My name is... uh.. Duhkjah. Hold on a second.. Yehwon... It’s Seung....pyo...”
“...Oh...”
...Of all the names, she picks Duhkjah? Duhkjah....? Why is she using my youngest aunt’s
name??!?!
“Seungpyo??”
“Huh??”
“Why...What’s up...........?”
“WHAT?!??!??!!”
“The only person to stop them is Seungpyo hyung!! Tell him to come to Sang!!!”
“My oppa!??!!”
“OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
.........
......
“Eunsung’s getting hit by the 3rd years!! Kyungwon! I’m going to use your phone!”
....With shaky hands, I dialed my brother’s phone number for the first time...
“Yello..”
...
“...Who? Yiseul?”
“...My sister..??”
“YEAH!”
“...uh Hi...”
“Why?”
“....Really....?”
“Hurry!! PLEASE!!! Your sister’s boyfriend is getting beaten by the guy that you hate the
most!!!!!!!!!”
“OPPA!! Yesterday, Kim Hansung dragged me from the PC Bang and kidnap-”
+Beep.........
Beep.............+
....
Anyway.. Han Seungpyo, it’s obvious that you’ll get there in less than a minute...
“I want to go to!!!!!!!”
“Well hurry!!!”
Not even bothering to get our bags, we sped out of our school..
“NOPE.”
“...Then run!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
PANT...PANT..
PANT.....PANT........
Kim Hansung, Kim Hyobin.. You’re going to come out like this, huh..???
Is Eunsung getting hit a lot?? TT_TT.. He’s not one to just get hit...
..........
+BEEP BEEP!!!+
“Wait.. We’re going to go into Sang wearing our uniforms??” Kyungwon asked with a nervous
voice.
“LET’S GO!!”
“LET’S GO!!!!!!”
.........
..............I grabbed Kyungwon’s hand, and went in through Sang’s gates.
As if it was break time.. I could see a bunch of kids just hanging out..
“EXCUSE ME!!!”
"..ㅇ_ㅇ??"
“O_O.... Why?”
“...uh... Because... that’s uh...”
“NUNA!”
“Huh? Joonsae!!!”
“Eunsung hyung? He was taken to the back with the 3rd year hyungs.”
I pushed past Joonsae and ran like crazy towards the back of the school..
Kyungwon chased after me, but I don’t have the time to wait for her...
1......
2........
3...........!!!!!!!!!
“Eunsung!!!!!!!!!!!”
.........
........
“OPPA!!!!”
“I ran here after I got your call...Hey, Kim Hansung says you ate with him!!!!!!”
.....What I saw...
Next to him was Hyunsung with a cold expression on his face... There was a bruise on his face..
....Sweatpants that were folded up to his knees... I don’t know if he meant to do that or that he
was sleeping before...
I didn’t want to believe it.... I didn’t want to admit that.. it was my brother.... TT_TT..
......
..........
“You bastards! I’ll!!” He yelled raising his hand high and hitting each 3rd year on the head..
Kim Hansung got hit twice..
“Hey, you bastard.. If you touch my sister one more time, I won’t finish it here!!!” Han
Seungpyo yelled trying to be scary, but looking hilarious..
“I don’t think you’ve realized what you’ve done wrong. Let’s have another go!!”
“No~ No~ I’ve been bored these days since I haven’t seen you kneel on the ground... It’s
pretty early, right? Just stay like this until 6, and then after that, let’s go to the city ^0^!!”
Anyway.. ^-^
I guess I’ll have to go out with my brother whenever I’m in the city~ I guess there are more
uses for this human than I thought there’d be.
“Hey!! You stupid girl! Did you skip school to be here?!??!?!” Han Seungpyo yelled at me.
“Yeah...”
+KOONG+
"… ....."
“I don’t know!! AISH! It’s pissing me off! I could have won my game! Then I could have won
money! Calling me out for no damn reason.. ....”
“Yeah.”
“Because of my birthday?”
“It’s fine! Get back it! Classes should have started for you!!”
.....Where’s Kyungwon?
AHHHHH!
#101
“Oppa! You’re home! I’ll never forget what you did earlier!! TT_TT..!!”
“What?”
“No matter how much I beat him, he wouldn’t give you up.... Sang kids have weird taste these
days.”
...I was beginning to wonder why you didn’t make me make you rice these days..
“Okay.”
+RINNG RIIIIIINGGGGG+
“Hello?”
“Me~~”
It’s Eunsung!!
“Who am I?”
“Eunsung~ >_<..”
"..........."
“...Am I wrong??”
“Oh gosh! I thought you were going to throw me a surprise party! But you just tell me where
you’re having it?? That’s not fun!”
+CLICK...+
“.....Yeah, I do....”
......
..............
................
“Oh... Hi...”
“Where are you....”
“At home..”
“Me....? Ha...”
What the hell.. He thinks he’s some kind of comic book character.. Why the hell is he laughing
like that...?
“If you didn’t start it, I’m sorry.. I’m closer than ever with Eunsung... You saw earlier right? ...
Good night...”
..........
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...............
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ㅇ_ㅇ..
(TN: ..... That made no sense, did it? HAHA.. Yeah, it’s something only Koreans know.. UH.
Sorry, I tried my best.. Here’s the actual dialogue:
.....
......
.........
“..Can’t you just leave me and Eunsung alone...? We’re just starting to be happy again...”
“............There will be a lot of girls that would be happy to have you, oppa... I swear it..”
“I’ll be waiting until you come.. Just think about who loves you more...”
+CLICK...........+
.......
.........
I feel bad...
“Hello.”
“Eunsung...”
“Yeah...”
“ ...”
“My friends...”
“What?”
“Last night!!!”
“I didn’t do it to piss you off!! TT_TT..”
“Make me food.”
“Make it now.”
“1 minute!!!”
Eunsung asked..
“Oppa..”
“YEAH!”
“He has a bad temper.. You saw him with the stick earlier, right?”
“I know! Let me talk to him! It’s late and he wants you to make him food?!”
“I know~ He’s mean TT_TT.. Eunsung, hit him for me.. T_T..”
SNATCH!!
“ ...”
Han Seungpyo took my phone and popped out the battery with a blank expression on his face.
.....
............
Anyway, I finished making his food... And I quickly went into my room and locked the door...
...........
........
.... Because of the fact that he was Kim Hyobin’s oppa.. I think I pushed him away...
I’m sorry... Sorry... I’m really sorry.. I shouldn’t have gone to my oppa’s graduation that day...
..........
............
...............
................
.............
......
In front of me was some seaweed stew... (TN: When it’s your birthday in Korea, you’re
supposed to have seaweed stew for breakfast)
“Thanks, mom!!”
This might be the best memory of my life!! I’m getting a bunch of good feelings~~
As soon as it was 12, I ran home and got ready two hours before our meeting time.
And right now.. I’m running towards him.... The guy I think I’m going to spend the rest of my
life with..
.......
................
.....................
The small apartment where Han Yehwon and the Muh Shi Neun guy live in..
+SLAM+
23-year-old Yehwon gave a satisfied smile..
.........
..........
...............
...................
.......
...
“Let’s not make kim-bap, let’s just buy it and eat it. The seaweed is weird.. ..”
“You ripped it on your own! Don’t blame it on the seaweed!! It’s expensive if we buy it!!”
“Well, you wrap it! Why do you always make me cook?!? DAMMIT!! !!!”
Our happy lady, and, with an annoyed expression, our guy come out.
“Honey~ Don’t you feel a little bad for Hansung oppa though?”
“But still.. Hansung oppa had an important meeting today.. And he has to watch the house for
us...”
“You’re the one who lost our key!!! I don’t like that bastard in our house...”
“I’m not the only one who lost it!!!!!!! You lost it too!!”
“Shhh...”
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